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tingguowushudeyingwenboke。wodecihuiliangheyugan，yuanchaoyigegaozhongshengyingyoudeshuiping。woquede，
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cihui。gaokao3500ci，wobixuzaiyigeyuenei，quanbunaxia，zuodaoyin、xing、yisanweiyiti。dier，
yufa。paoqilingsandezhishidian，zhijieyongweilaide“kuangjiayufa”lilun，jianliqiwanzhengdeyufatixi。disan，
tingli。congjintiankaishi，meitianshuiqiantingbanxiaoshibbchuovoa，jinxing“jinpaoshi”xuexi。disi，
yueduhexiezuo。zhaolaiweilaishiniansuoyoudegaokaozhenti，fenxiwenzhangjiegouhechutiluoji。xiewanzheiyiqie，
wodeneixinyipianchengming。weilai56tiandelujing，yijingbeiwoqingxidiguihuachulai。
zheibuzaishiyichangmangranwucuodezhandou，ershiyicijingzhunwubidewaikeshoushu。diertian，woqilegedazao。
zaifumuchayidemuguangzhong，womeiyouxiangwangchangyiyanglaichuang，ershiliudianzhongjiuzuozaileshuzhuoqian，daishangerji，
kaishichenduyingyu。wodudebushikeben，ershiyipianwocongjiyilimoxiechulaide，
houlaibeiyuweigaokaomanfenzuowenfanwendejingdianwenzhang。tadeyongci、jushiheliyi，
douyuanchao2008niandepingjunshuiping。laidaoxuexiao，wochediwushilezhouweirentoulaidegezhongmuguang。
wulunshilikaineiyuandudeyanshen，haishilinxiangyaoneifuzadezhushi，doubunengrangwoyousihaodefenxin。
woxiangyitaijingmidexuexijiqi，yangezhixingzhewodejihua。shuxuekeshang，wobuzaichufengtou，
ershianjingditingjiang，jiangwodechaoqianjiefayulaoshidechangguisilujinxingduibi，chaloubuque。qitakeshang，
wozenachuzijidebijiben，momodibeizheyingyudanci。yitiandeshijian，
jiuzaizheizhongjizhidezhuanzhuzhongfeisuliushi。xiawudeyingyuke，qifenyouxieyayi。
yingyulaoshiliufangshigesanshiduosuidenvren，jiaoxueyanjin，danyouxiekebo，
youqikanbuqiwomenzheixiechengjizhongxiadexuesheng。tabaozheyitajuanzizoushangjiangtai，liansehennankan。
“zuotiandesuitangceyan，jieguofeichangbulixiang！xuanzetipingjuncuowulvchaoguobaifenzhisishi！
youqishizuihouyipianyuedulijie，quanbanzhiyouwugerenquandui！”tabajuanzizhongzhongdishuaizaijiangtaishang，
fachu“pa”deyishengjuxiang。“youxietongxue，buyaoyiweiyimenkekaohaole，jiujuedezijilebuqile！
”tademuguangyiyousuozhidisaoguowodeweizhi，“gaokaoshikanzongfen！mutongnengzhuangduoshaoshui，
qujueyuzuiduandeneikuaiban！quetuizoulu，shizoubuyuande！”banlisuoyourendouxiayishidikanxiangwo。henxianran，
wozuotianzaishuxuekeshangdebiaoxian，yijingchuandaoletadeerduoli。tazheishizaiqiaodawo。womianwubiaoqing，
shenzhilianyanpidoumeitaiyixia。zheizhongchengdudelengchaorefeng，
duiyuyigejingliguoshehuidudadesanshibasuilinghunlaishuo，liannaoyangyangdousuanbushang。liufangjianwomeishenmefanying，
sihujuedeyouxiewuqu，biankaishijiangjiejuanzi。dangjiangdaoneipianzuinandeyuedulijieshi，tateyitinglexialai。
“zheipianwenzhang，jiexuanzi《jingjixueren》，tantaodeshiquanqiuhuabeijingxiadewenhuachongtu。
yongcihejushidoubijiaofuza，henduotongxuedubudong，henzhengchang。”tadunledun，zuijiaogouqiyimojifengdexiaoyi，
“chenshuo，nilaijidajiafanyiyixiazuihouzheiyiduan。”laile。shajijinghou。zheishitaguanyongdejiliang。
zhaoyigechengjizuichadexuesheng，huidayigezuinandewenti，yicilaizhenshequanban。erwo，
jiushitajintianxuanzhongdeneizhi“ji”。quanbantongxuedemuguangzaicijujiaodaowoshenshang，zheiyici，
chongmanletongqinghexingzailehuo。linxiangyaoyedanyoudikanlewoyiyan，qingqingpenglepengwodegebo，
shiyiwozuoxiajiushuobuhui。womeiyoulihuita，huanhuandizhanleqilai。wokanzheshijuanshangneiduanmimimamadeyingwen，
tazaiwoyanzhong，buzaishitianshu。
cultureisanoversimplification.”woqingleqingsangzi，
zaibeilunzhongfanercujinlebentushenfenrentongdefusu——biaomingleneizhongrenweiquanqiuwenhuajiangquyudanyihuadexushi，
shiyizhongguoyujianhuadeshuofa。’”wodeshengyinzaianjingdejiaoshilihuidang。meiyouyigedancidetingdun，
meiyouyisiyufadecuowu，shenzhilianfanyideqiangdiao，doudaizheyizhongchaoyuekebendexindaya。zhenggejiaoshi，
shunjianxianrulesiyibandejijing。suoyourendouxiangbeishiledingshenfayiyang，mudengkoudaidikanzhewo。
liufanglianshangdejifeng，chedininggule。tazhangzhezui，xiangshidiyicirenshiwoyiyang，yanshenlichongmanlenanyizhixin。
womeiyoutingxia，jixuyongchunzhengde、budaiyisikouyindeyingyu，jiangneiyiduanyuanwenlangduleyibian。wodefayin，
shichangniantingbbcxinwenmolianchulaidebiaozhunlundunqiang，yuanrunerqingxi，
heliufangneidaizhenongzhongdifangkouyinde“zhongshiyingyu”xingchengletianrangzhibie。duwan，wopingjingdikanzheta，
wendao：“laoshi，wofanyideduima？”3liufangdelianshangyizhenhongyizhenbai，
xiangshibeidangzhongshanleyijiwuxingdeerguang。tafuzhejiangtaideshouzhiweiweishoujin，zhijiedouyouxiefabai。
jiaoshilidekongqininggudefangfonengyongdaoqiekai，suoyourendoupingzhulehuxi，
dengdaizhezheichangshishengduizhidezuizhongjieju。guolezuzuyouwumiaozhong，tacaizhaohuizijideshengyin，
danneishengyinganseerjiangying：“fayin……haisuanbiaozhun。fanyideye……yedui。
”tajihushicongyafenglijichuzheijigezi。“danshi！”talikebagaoleyindiao，
shituzhongxinduohuiketangdezhudaoquan，“buyaoyinweihuiyiliangju，jiuzhanzhanzixi！yingyuxuexikaodeshirijiyuelei，
bushitoujiquqiao！zuoxia！”zuihoulianggezi，tashuodeyoujiyouzhong，daizheburongzhiyidemingling。
wopingjingdizuolexialai，meiyouzaiduoshuoyigezi。wozhidao，woyijingyingle。congtaselineirendeyuqili，
wotingchuleyizhongwaiqiangzhonggandexuruo。tabuganzaizaizhuanyewentishangyuwojiuchan，
zhinengyong“weishizhidao”laiqiangxingwanzun。zheitangkeshengxiadeshijian，liufangjiangdexinbuzaiyan，
haojicidouchuxianlekouwu。tademuguangshizhongkeyidibikaiwosuozaidefangxiang，
fangfoneilizuozheyitouhuisuishishirendemengshou。erbanlidetongxuemen，kanwodeyanshenyechedibianle。
ruguoshuozuotiandeshuxueke，rangtamenjuedewoshiyigeshenzangbulude“piankesheng”，neimejintiandeyingyuke，
zechedidabailetamenderenzhi。yigeshuxuenengmiaoshayazhouti，yingyunengnianyalaoshideren，
hainengbeichengzuo“chasheng”ma？neishiyizhonghunzazhejingwei、jiduheshulideyanshen。
tamenbuzaixiangzuotianneiyangweiguolaiwendongwenxi，ershihewobaochizheyizhongweimiaodejuli。zheizhengshiwoxiangyaode。
wobuxuyaopengyou，yebuxuyaochongbaizhe。wozhixuyaoyigewurendaraodejiaoluo，
rangwoananjingjingdizouwantongwangzhongdiandeneizuoqiao。xiakelingyixiang，wobiankaishishoushidongxi，zhunbeiqushitang。
“chenshuo。”linxiangyaodeshengyinzaiwoshenpangxiangqi，daizheyisiyouyuhebuqueding。wozhuantoukanta，
tadelianjiaweihong，yanshenshanshuo，buganyuwoduishi。“ni……nideyingyu，yizhidouzheimehaoma？”“bushi。
”wotanrandiyaoleyaotou，“yiqianhencha。”“neinishizenme……”tazhuiwendao，yuqilichongmanlejiqie。
duiyuyigekewangtigaochengjidehaoxueshenglaishuo，wodezhuanbianjiuxiangyigewufapojiedemiti，
chongmanlezhimingdexiyinli。wokanzheta，
naohailifuxianchushangbeizitayinweiyingyuchengjitingzhibuqianerkuqideyangzi。neishi，wobenzhuodianweita，
jitamaigezhongjiaofuziliao，shenzhibangtachaoxiedanci。wozuolesuoyouwonengzuodeyiqie，queshouxiaoshenwei。
yinweiwodefangfashicuode。huozheshuo，womensuoyourendefangfa，doudaizheneigeshidaidejuxianxing。yisilianmin，
zaiwoxinzhongyishanerguo，danhenkuaijiubeilizhisuoqudai。wokeyigaosutazhengquedefangfa，
danzheibingfeichuziyujiuqing，erjinjinshiyinwei，zheige“xinxicha”duiwoeryan，yijinghaowujiazhi。
jiuxiangyigeyiwanfuweng，buhuilinseyushishejilurenyikuaimianbao。“nixueyingyudefangfayouwenti。
”woyibianshoushishubao，yibiandandandishuodao，“nitaizhuzhongxijiele，zongshijiujieyumougedancideyisi，
mouyigeyufadiandeyongfa，jiuxiangjianzhimayiyang，jianleyilu，quewanglezijiyaoqunali。”talengzhule，
xianranmeiliaodaowohuizheimeshuo。“shenmeyisi？”“yisijiushi，niyaoxuehuiconghongguanshanglijiezheimenyuyan。
”wolashangshubaolalian，zhanqishenlai，“buyaozaiquyigeyigedibeidanci，neixiaolvtaidi。
quzhaoyibencigencizhuideshu，huayigexingqibatachitou。nihuifaxian，baifenzhibashidedanci，
nidounengcaichudagaiyisi。”“haiyouyuedu，buyaozaizhuzizhujudifanyi。xiankanbiaotihemeiduandediyijuhua，
gaoqingchuwenzhangdekuangjia。daizhewentiqukanwenzhang，quxunzhaoguanjianci，
erbushizaiwuguanjinyaodexijielilangfeishijian。”“zhiyuyufa，gengjiandan。
zhaoyizhangwanzhengdeyingyuyufakuangjiatu，batatiezaiqiangshang，meitiankan。
basuoyoudeyufadiandoukanchengshizheikedashushangdezhiye，erbushiyiduilingsandemuchai。”woshuodezheixie，
doushihoulaibeiwushushishizhengmingguodegaoxiaoxuexifangfa，danzai2008nian，
duiyuzheixiehaizaitihailikukuzhengzhadegaozhongshenglaishuo，wuyiyutianfangyetan。linxiangyaotingdemudengkoudai，
taneishuangpiaoliangdeyanjinglichongmanlekunhuohezhenhan。zheixielilun，yijingwanquanchaochuleta，
naizhidangshisuoyoulaoshiderenzhifanchou。“keshi……laoshibushizheimejiaode。”tanannanziyu。
“neishilaoshidewenti。”wohaobukeqidishuodao，“luwoyijinggaosunile，zenmezou，shinizijideshi。
”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，jingzhizouchulejiaoshi。wobuzhidaotahuibuhuixiangxinwodehua，
yebuzhidaotahuibuhuiquchangshi。danzheidoubuzhongyao。woyijingwanchenglezheici“xinxi”dechuandi，
zhiyutanengfoujieshoubingliyong，neishitademingyun，yuwowuguan。wozouchujiaoxuelou，yingmianzhuangshanglelikai。
tabushiyigeren，shenbianhaigenzhejigewomennianjiliyoumingdehunzi。tamenzuilidiaozheyan，waiwainiuniudizhanzhe，
duzhulewodequlu。likaikanzhewo，yanshenyinzhi，zuijiaoguazheyisilengxiao：“yo，
zheibushiwomendedatiancaichenshuoma？zenme，xianzainiule，lianxiongdidouburenle？”wotingxiajiaobu，
mianwubiaoqingdikanzheta。“youshi？”“meishi，”tatuchuyikouyanquan，yanwupenzaiwodelianshang，
“jiushikannizuijintaixiaozhangle，xiangrangniqingxingqingxing，biewanglezijixingshenme。
”tashenhoudeyigehuangmaohunzizoushangqianlai，yongshouzhichuozhewodexiongkou：“xiaozi，tingshuonizuijinhentiaoa？
zailaomoheliubapimianqianchufengtou，henshuangshiba？”wozhoulezhoumei，bushiyinweihaipa，ershiyinweiyane。