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“fujun,kaichunhounidehanduyouyaofazuo,dangzhenburangwoliuxialaiweinishizhen?”“ciqunanjiangzhanglizhidi,
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suijijuejuedizhuanshen。“renmingguantian,wenxuandengbule。”“neiniwoni?womendesannianfuqiqingfen,
yedengbulema?”tameiyouhuida,beiyingxiaoshizaimenwai,xiangsannianqiantajiajiwoshiyiyang,daizhetadeyixiang,
heyikebushuyuwodexin。tayiweiwohaihuixiangguoquwushucineiyang,zaitaweileneigenanrenyuwozhiqihou,
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liuzuihouyidiantimian。1linwanyuetizhetadebaobeiyixiang,zhanzaiwodeshufangli。yishensubaiyiqun,
chendetawanruyiduojijiangchengfengguiqudezhexian。tazongshizheiyang,qingleng,gaojie,buranchenai。“houye,
woyijueding,mingribianqichengqunanjiang。”tadeshengyinhetaderenyiyang,meishenmewendu。
wozhenglinmodebijianyidun,yidinongmozaixuanzhishangyunkai,huilezhengfuzi。“weilepeiwenxuan?”wotaiqitou,
pingjingdikanzheta。tameiyoufouren,zhishiweiweiculecumei,sihuhenbuxiwozhihutaxinshangrendeminghui。
“wenxuancicibeibianchinanjiang,lutuyaoyuan,zhanglihengxing,wopatashenzichengbuzhu。”“suoyi,
nijiuyaopaoxianidezhangfu,qianlitiaounquzhaoguta?”wodeshengyinyelenglexialai。
linwanyuesihujuedewodezhiwenbukeliyu。“houye,woshidafu,jiusifushangshiwodetianzhi。”“genghekuang,
wenxuanyuwo,youqingmeizhumazhiyi。”haoyigetianzhi,haoyigeqingmeizhuma。woxiaole。“linwanyue,
nihaijibujide,nixianzaishiwodeqizi,dinganhoufudefuren。”“wojide。”tadadehenkuai,
quemeishenmeqingxu,“suoyilinzouqian,wohuijianghouyeweilaiyiniandeyaodoubeihao,
shizhendexueweituyehuizhongxinweinihuizhiyifen,fuyiyikanbianzhi。”taanpaidezhenshizhoudao。
zhoudaodehaoxiangzhishizaichuliyigemafandebingren,erbushizijidezhangfu。sannianqian,wohandugongxin,
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shiyizuobingshan。tadexin,zaozaiduonianqianjiujileneigejiaopeiwenxuandejingshicaizi。jiajiwo,
buguoshihuangmingnanwei,yijiyizherenxin。tazhiwodebing,quecongbuzhiwodexin。hunhousannian,
tatiqipeiwenxuandecishu,bigenwoshuohuadecishuhaiduo。meicipeiwenxuangaozhong,
tahuitoutouzaifanglibaiyizhuojiucai,weitaqinghe。meicipeiwenxuandeshang,tahuifumozhetasongdejiuchai,
yikanjiushiyitian。erwo,zhinengzaitaouerdeshisheli,dedaoyidiandianzuoweizhangfudewencun。daduoshihou,
tadoushilengbingbingde。youqishizaiwofanbing,xuyaotashizhendeshihou。
tahuiyibianshuliandijiangyinzhenciruwodexuewei,yibianyongneizhonglianminyoushulideyanshenkanzhewo。fangfozaishuo,
nikan,nililewo,genbenhuobule。wohentouleneizhongyanshen。genghentouleneigejiaopeiwenxuandenanren。
taxiangyigenci,shenshenzhazaiwomenzhijian,babudiao,yewanbuqu。rujin,
zheigencizhongyuyaojiangwomenzhijianbenjiucuiruodelianxi,chedigeduan。“ruguowoshuo,wobuzhunniquni?
”wodingzhetadeyanjing。linwanyuesihulengleyixia,dagaishimeixiangdaoyixiangduitabaiyibaishundewo,
huishuochuzheiyangdehua。tachenmolepianke,caihuanhuankaikou。“houye,niwodouhenqingchu,
zheizhuanghunshibenjiufeiniwosuoyuan。”“sannianlai,wojinxinweinidiaolishenzi,yesuanduideqihoufu。
”“rujinwenxuanyounan,wobunengzuoshibuli。”“nibunengzheimezisi。”zisi?woweilegujitadeyanmian,
zaitameiciweilepeiwenxuangenwolengzhanshiditou。woweilerangtaanxin,
zaitayeyekanzhepeiwenxuansongdemuchaifadaishi,jiazhuangshushui。woshenzhiweileburangtayouxinlifudan,
zaitayonglianmindeyanshenkanwoshi,jichuyigexuruodeweixiao。xianzai,tayaoqujineigenanrendangsuixingyiguan,
quefanguolaizhizewozisi?xinkouxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenduzhu,mendefateng。bihandufazuoshi,
haiyaotengshangbaibei。wobishangyan,zaizhengkaishi,yandiyishiyipianqingming。“hao,niquba。”woshuo。
zheicilundaolinwanyuejingyale。tadagaizhunbeilewushushuocilaiquanwo,quemeixiangdaowozheimeqingyijiusonglekou。
“houye?”tashitandijiaoleyisheng。“wozhiyouyigetiaojian。”wonaqizhuoshangdelanghao,zhanlezhanmo,
zaiyizhangxindexuanzhishang,xiexialianggezi。heli。“qianleta,nixiangquna,jiuquna,xiangpeishei,jiupeishei。
”“congci,niwohunjiaziyou,gebuxianggan。”linwanyuekanzheneizhanghelishu,lianseshunjianbiandecanbai。
“ni……nizheishishenmeyisi?”“yisijiushi,wochengquanni。”wojianghelishutuidaotamianqian。“linwanyue,
wofangniziyou。”takanzhewo,yanjinglimanshinanyizhixin。“jiuyinweiwoyaoquzhaowenxuan?
”“zheinandaohaibugouma?”wofanwen。“gujiusi!”talianmingdaixingdihanwo,shengyinlidaizheyisizhandou,
“nimingzhidaokaichunnidehandujiuyaofazuo,meilewodejinzhen,nihuimeimingde!”“nixianzaigenwotiheli,
shizaiyongzijidexingmingyaoxiewoma?”tadeyankuanghongle,xiangshishouletiandadeweiqu。shia,zaitaxinli,
wojiushizheiyangyigeliletajiuhuobuchengdefeiwu。yigezhinengkaozhetadelianminheyishugouyancanchuandeleizhui。
wohuranjuedehenkexiao。“yaoxieni?”“linwanyue,nitaigaokanzijile。”“yetaixiaokanwole。
”wozhanqishen,yibubuzoudaotamianqian,jugaolinxiadikanzheta。“niyiwei,zheisannian,
wodangzhenlilenibuxing?”“niyiwei,meileni,wogujiusijiuhuogaibingsi?”“wogaosuni,
congnitachuzheigemenkaishi,wogujiusideshengsi,bianyunilinwanyuezaiwubanfenganxi。”“zheizhanghelishu,
niqianyedeqian,buqianyedeqian。”shuowan,wobuzaikanta,jingzhicongtashenbianzouguo。
shenhouchuanlaizhizhangbeirousuideshengyin。womeiyouhuitou。linwanyue,shinixianbuyaowode。neijiubieguaiwo,
shouhuiwosuoyoudeai。congciyihou,qiaoguiqiao,luguilu。nizounideyangguandao,quzhuixunnidebaiyueguang。
woguowodedumuqiao,napaqiaoxiashiwanzhangshenyuan。2wozhongjiuhaishimeiyoubitazaihelishushangqianzi。bushixinruan,
ershimuqinwenxunganlai,kuzheqiuwo。“sier,wanwanbukea!”“wanyueshinidejiumingenren,
rujinnishenziganghaoxie,jiuyaoxiuqi,chuanchuquqibushirangrenchuojilianggu,mawomenhoufuwangenfuyi?
”muqinsisilazhewodeshou,laoleizongheng。wokanzhemuqinbanbaidebinjiao,xinliyisuan。shia,
wobunengzheimezisi。wogerendeqingaienyuanshixiao,houfubainiandeshengyushida。linwanyuejiuguowodeming,
zheishizhenggejingchengdouzhidaodeshishi。ruguowozaitaqianjiaogangzou,houjiaojiudishanghelishu,shirenhuizenmekanwo?
zenmekanwomendinganhoufu?yigekaozheqizixuming,quezaiqiziweile“dayi”lijiahou,
jiupobujidaixiuqideliangbozhiren。wobunengranghoufumengxiu,gengbunengrangmuqinwei**xin。“muqin,
womeiyouyaoxiuta。”wofuzhumuqin,shengyinyouxieshaya。“neinizheishi……”“wozhishi……xiangheheta。
”wozhaolegebiejiaodejiekou。muqinbanxinbanyi,dankanwotaiduruanhua,zongsuansonglekouqi。
tazhuantoukanxiangzhanzaiyipang,lianseyijiucangbaidelinwanyue,yuqiyehuanhexialai。“wanyuea,niyeshi,
sierdeshenzilibukaini,nizenmenengshuozoujiuzouni?”“neinanjiangshishenmedifang?
shiniyigeruonvzinengqudema?wanyichudianshenmeshi,nirangsierzenmeban?”linwanyuedizhetou,meiyoushuohua。
danwozhidao,tayigezidoumeitingjinqu。tadexin,zaojiufeidaoqianlizhiwaidenanjiangle。zuihou,
zheichangnaojuyiwodetuoxiegaozhong。wobutiheli,tayeshouhuileneiju“jiusifushangshitianzhi”depihua。
womendachengleyigeguiyidegongshi。taqunanjiang,zhaogutadexinshangren。woliuzaijingcheng,
dangyigewurenwenjinde“liushoufujun”。tazoudeneitian,tianseyinchen,xiangwocikedexinqing。womeiyouqusongta。
wopawohuirenbuzhu,dangzhesuoyourendemian,jiangtacongmacheshangzhuaixialai,sisisuozaihoufu。
wozhanzaishufangdechuangqian,kanzheneiliangzaizhetademache,huanhuanshichuhoufudedamen,huiruzhangjiederenliu,
zuizhongxiaoshibujian。xin,yegenzhekongleyikuai。“houye,furenyijingzoule。
”tieshenxiaosiqinganzaiwoshenhouqingshengshuo。“ng。”wodandanyingleyisheng,zhuanshenhuidaoshuanqian。
“bafurenliuzaiyuanzilideneixieren,doudafaleba。”qinganyileng,“houye,
zhei……zheidoushifurenteyiliuxiazhaoguninderen,limianhaiyoutaniangjiapeijiaguolaideyinv……”“woshuo,
dafale。”wojiazhongleyuqi。qinganbuganzaiduowen,lianmanggongshentuixia。linwanyue,
niyiweiliujigerenjianshiwo,jiunengquebaowoanfenshouji,dengnihuilaima?niyiweiwohaishineige,
xuyaonishishelianmincainenghuoxiaqudegujiusima?nicuole。congnixuanzepeiwenxuandeneiyikeqi,womenzhijian,
jiuzhishengxiamingcunshiwangdefuqimingfenle。nifangxinquzhuinideguangba。wobuhuizaichengweinidetuolei。
linwanyuezouhoudediertian,wobianyishentibushiweiyou,xiangshengshangqinglezhangjia,bimenxieke。zhenggehoufu,
douzhidaohouyeyinweifurenlijia,shangxinyujue,yibingbuqi。zhiyouwozijizhidao,
woshizaiweijijiangdaolaidechuntian,zuozhunbei。wangtaiyideyaofang,woyijinghelesangeyue。
neishiyizhongyidugongdudefazi,guochengjiqitongku,meiyicifuyao,douxiangshijiangwoquanshendegutouqiaosuilezhongzu。
danwodouyaoyachengguolaile。yinweiwangtaiyishuo,zhiyaochengguozheigedongtian,daidaokaichun,wotineidehandu,
biankejinshubachu。daoshihou,wojiuzaiyebushineigeshouwufujizhilidebingyangzi。wojiangzhonghuoxinsheng。
erzheiyiqie,wodoumanzhelinwanyue。wobuxiangrangtazhidao。wobuxiangzaikandaotaneifubeitianminrendejiushizhumoyang。
woyaorangtayiwei,woyiranzaitadezhangkongzhizhong。woyaorangtazaiweilebiedenanrenbenbolaoliudeshihou,
haiyaofenchuyisixinshen,laidanxinwozheige“bingrugaohuang”dezhangfu。zheihuoxushiwo,weiyinengbaofutadefangshi。
riziyitiantianguoqu。jingchengkaishiliuchuanguanyudinganhoufurendegezhongxianhua。yourenshuotabushoufudao,paofuqizi,
yurensiben。yourenshuotaqingshenyizhong,weileqingmeizhuma,buxiyishenfanxian。shuoshenmededouyou。
muqinqidezhengrichibuxiafan,jicixiangpairenqunanjiangbalinwanyuezhuahuilai。doubeiwolanxiale。“muqin,
youtaquba。”“rangtaqukankan,taxinxinnianniandeneigenanren,daodizhibuzhidetafuchuyiqie。”youxieshi,
zhiyouqinshenjinglile,caihuimingbai。youxietong,zhiyouzijichangguole,caihuisixin。wojiguotajihuile。
shitaziji,qinshoutuikailewo。zhuanyan,dongquchunlai。jingchengdeliushuchouchulexinya。yinianyidu,
wohandufazuoderizi,daole。wangniandezheigeshihou,wodouhuitongbuyusheng,hunshenlengrubingjiao,
bixuyoulinwanyueyongjinzhenfengzhuxinmai,cainengmianqiangbaozhuxingming。zhenggehoufushangxia,douweicitixindiaodan。
muqingengshizaozaodijiushouzaiwodechuangqian,cunbubuli,shengpawochushenmeyiwai。
fuyiyenazhelinwanyueliuxiadexueweitu,zaiyipangyanzhenyidai。suoyourendourulindadi。zhiyouwo,
youxianditangzaichuangshang,hezheqingangangpaohaodexincha。“houye,nin……ninzhendemeishi?”qingankanzhewo,
yiliandenanyizhixin。“nikanwoxiangyoushideyangzima?”wofangxiachabei,shenlegelanyao。hunshennuanyangyangde,
meiyouyisihanyi。neizhongshenrugusuidetengtong,yexiaoshidewuyingwuzong。woziyoule。wozhongyu,
buzaishineigebeihandujingudeqiutu。“sier!nizenmeyangle?”muqintuimenerru,
kandaowoanranwuyangdizuozaichuangshang,yeshiyilianzhenjing。“muqin,womeishi。”wochaotaxiaolexiao,
“jinniandechuntian,haoxiangbuzenmeleng。”muqinkuaibuzoudaowochuangbian,shenshoutanletanwodeetou,
youmolemowodeshou。“buleng……zhendebuleng……”tanannanziyu,yankuangquehongle。“wangtaiyideyao,
zhendeyouxiao……taihaole,taihaole……”taxijierqi。wofuzheta,xinliyeshiyizhengankai。shia,
taihaole。linwanyue,nikan。meileni,wobujinmeisi。faner,huodegenghaole。buzhidaoyuanzainanjiangdeni,
ruoshizhidaolezheigexiaoxi,huizuoheganxiang?shihuiweiwogaoxing?
haishihuiyinweishiqulenaniewodezuihouyizhangdipai,ergandaoshiluoni?wohuran,youxieqidaile。
3wobingyudexiaoxi,xiangzhanglechibangyiyang,henkuaijiuchuanbianlezhenggejingcheng。qichu,meirenxiangxin。bijing,
wozhei“buzhizhizheng”yijingkunraoledinganhoufuzhengzhengshinian。renrendouzhidao,dinganhoufudexiaohouye,
shigehuobuguosanshisuidebingyangzi。nengqudaoyinvlinwanyue,yongjinzhenxuming,yijingshitiandadezaohua。
rujinlinwanyueqianjiaogangzou,wohoujiaojiuhaole?zheizenmekeneng?suoyourendoujuede,zheishihoufuweileanfurenxin,
guyifangchudejiaxiaoxi。zhidaosangeyuehou,yongangongzhudeshanghuayan。woshoudaoqingjianshi,muqinhaiyouxieyouyu。
“sier,nideshenzicaiganghao,haishibuyaoquzheizhongrenduodechanghele,wanyiguolebingqi……”“muqin,
woruoshiyizhiduozaifuli,waimiandeliuyanfeiyuzhihuiyuyanyulie。”wodaduantadehua。“wobixuqu。
”“woyaorangsuoyourendouqinyankankan,wogujiusi,yijingbushicongqiandeneigebingyangzile。
”woyaorangneixiecengjingkanqingwo,tongqingwo,lianminwoderen,doubishangzui。gengzhongyaode,woyaorangzheigexiaoxi,
qingqingchuchudichuandaonanjiang,chuandaolinwanyuedeerduoli。shanghuayanshezaihuangjiayuanlin。wochengzuodemachedidashi,
yuanlinwaiyijingtingmanlegeshihuaguidemache。woyixiyuebaijinpao,shouchiyuguzheshan,huanbuzouxiamache。
menkoudeshiweikandaowo,doulengleyixia。suiji,qizhongyigexiangshirenchulewo,lianmangshangqianxingli。“xiaohouye,
nin……ninzenmelaile?”neiyuqilidejingya,haobuyanshi。woweiweiyixiao,“yongangongzhuxiangyao,
qiyoubulaizhili?”shuowan,wobianjingzhiwanglizou。shenhoudeyilunsheng,qingxidichuanlai。
“neizhenshidinganhoufudexiaohouye?tabushikuaisilema?”“shia,tingshuotafurenyizou,
tajiuyibingbuqile。zenmejintiankanzhe,qisezheimehao?”“miansehongrun,bulvwenjian,naliyoubanfenbingrong?
”“nandaochuanyanshizhende?tadebing,zhendehaole?”womeiyoulihuizheixieyilun。woyaodejiushizheigexiaoguo。
chuanguozhangzhangdehuilang,biandaoleshanghuayandezhuchang。tingtailouge,baihuazhengyan。wanggongguizu,caizijiaren,
qijuyitang。wodechuxian,xiangyikeshizitourupingjingdehumian,shunjianjiqiqiancenglang。suoyourendemuguang,
douqishuashuadiluozaiwoshenshang。jingya,tanjiu,huaiyi,buyierzu。wotanrandijieshouzhezheixiemuguang,
zuijiaoqinzheyimodanxiao,jingzhizouxiangzhuwei。yongangongzhuzhenghejiweishijia**shuoxiao,kandaowo,
yeshiyanqianyiliang。“jiusigege!”tatizhequnbai,kuaibuchaowopaolai,lianshangshihaobuyanshidexinxi。
“nizhendelaile!wohaiyiweinibuhuilaini!”yongangongzhuzhaozhaoyang,shiwodiqindebiaomei,zixiaoyuwoqinjin。
taxinggejiaozong,quexindishanliang,yeshizhenggejingchengli,chulewomuqinzhiwai,weiyizhenxindaiwohaoderen。
“gongzhuxiangyao,zenganbulai。”woxiaozhechaotagonglegongshou。“shenmegongzhubugongzhude,jiaowozhaoyang。
”tabumandijuelejuezui,ranhoushangshangxiaxiadidaliangwo。“jiusigege,nizhendehaole?
qisekanzhebiwohaihao。”“tuonidefu。”“neikebushiwodefu。”zhaozhaoyangpielepiezui,
“shiwangtaiyidefu。wozaojiushuole,linwanyuegenbenjiubuanhaoxin,tajiushixiangyongnidebingnanieni,
rangniyibeizidoulibukaita!”“zhaoyang,shenyan。”wodishengtixingta。zheilirenduokouza。
zhaozhaoyangyeyishidaozijishiyan,tuletushetou,lazhewowangrenshaodedifangzou。“jiusigege,
nigenwoshuoshihua,nishibushizaojiuhaole,guyimanzhelinwanyueneigenvrende?”“weihezheimeshuo?
”wotiaoletiaomei。“wocaidea。”zhaozhaoyangyilian“wozaojiukanchuanleyiqie”debiaoqing。“nixianga,
taqianjiaogangzou,nihoujiaojiuhaole,tiandixianayouzheimeqiaodeshi?”“kendingshinikanchuanletadezhenmianmu,
buxiangzaibeitakongzhi,suoyicaizhaolewangtaiyi,toutoubabingzhihaole!”wokanzhetaxinshidandandeyangzi,
youxieshixiao。budebushuo,nvrendezhijue,youshihouzhundekepa。womeiyouchengren,yemeiyoufouren,
zhishiduanqiyibeijiu,yiyinerjin。“buguanzenmeshuo,haolezongshihaoshi。”zhaozhaoyangjianwobuda,
yebuzaizhuiwen,zhishiyouzhongdiweiwogaoxing。“duile,jiusigege,wotingshuo,linwanyuequnanjiang,
shiweileneigeqiongsuanxiucaipeiwenxuan?”“ng。”“tanaozishibushiyoubinga?”zhaozhaoyangyiliandebukesiyi,
“fangzhenizheimehaodehouyefujunbuyao,paoqujiyigezuichendangniuzuoma?”“neigepeiwenxuanwojianguo,
zhangdeshirenmogouyang,danyiduzihuaishui,zhangzhezijiyoujifencaiqi,muzhongwuren,zheicibeibian,yeshitahuogai!
”“taneizhongren,nalibideshangniyigenshouzhitou?”zhaozhaoyangtiwodabaobuping,mamalielie。
wozhishianjingditingzhe,meiyouchahua。shia,suoyourendoujuedelinwanyuesha。kezifeiyu,anzhiyuzhile?
zaitaxinli,peiwenxuanjiushineilunjiaojiedebaiyueguang,erwo,buguoshiqiangjiaodeyimowenzixue。
napazheimowenzixue,cengshitaqinshoudianshangde。“jiusigege,nibienanguo。”zhaozhaoyangyiweiwoshangxinle,
lianmanganweiwo。“neizhongnvren,buyaoyeba!dengtazoule,worangfuhuangjinizhongxinzhiyimenhunshi,
baoguanbitahaoyibaibei!”“gongzhudianxia。”wofangxiajiubei,zhengsedao,“wodeshi,jiubulaonifeixinle。
”“shenmenideshi,nideshijiushiwodeshi!”zhaozhaoyangjile。“zongzhi,nibunengzaixiangzheneigenvrenle!
tabuzhide!”woxiaolexiao,meiyouzaihetazhengbian。zhibuzhide,yijingbuzhongyaole。zhongyaodeshi,woderensheng,
zhongyukeyiyouwozijizuozhule。yanhuijinxingdaoyiban,yigebusuzhikededaolai,dapolezheihexiedeqifen。
shipeiwenxuandemeimei,peiwenyin。tayeshijingzhongyoumingdecainv,zhishiyinweixiongzhangdeguanxi,rujinbeishoulengluo。
tajingzhizoudaowomianqian,fuleyifu。“xiaohouye,bielaiwuyang。”tadeshengyinbuda,
quezuyirangzhouweiderendoutingjian。suoyourendemuguang,zaicijujiaodaowoshenshang。wokanzheta,budongshengse。
“pei**youhezhijiao?”peiwenyintaiqitou,yanjinglidaizheyisiyuandui。“zhijiaobugandang。
”“wozhishixiangtiwoxiongzhang,ganxieyixiaxiaohouyede‘dadu’。”“ruobushixiaohouyekenfangxing,
wosaosao……ebu,shihoufuren,kongpayemeijihuiqunanjiangzhaoguwoxiongzhang。
”taguyijiazhongle“houfuren”sangezi,hualidefengciyiwei,buyaneryu。zhouweixiangqiyizhenyayidedixiao。
suoyourendoudengzhekanwodexiaohua。kanwozheigebeiqizipaoqidenanren,ruheyingduizheikanchengxiurude“ganxie”。
zhaozhaoyangqidejiuyaofazuo,beiwoyongyanshenzhizhile。wokanzhepeiwenyin,huanhuankaikou。“pei**keqile。
”“fuqibenshitonglinniao,dananlintougezifei。”“houfurenyulingxiongqingshenyizhong,
benhouyouqishineidengbutongqinglizhiren?”“chengquantamen,yesuanshibenhou,weizheiduanmingcunshiwangdehunyin,
huashangyigeyuanmandejuhao。”wodehuayinyiluo,quanchangjiejing。suoyourendoumeixiangdao,wohuirucizhibaidi,
jiangzheizhuangchouwen,tankaizaiguangtianhuarizhixia。gengmeixiangdao,
wohuiyong“mingcunshiwang”he“huashangjuhao”zheiyangjuejuedeciyu。peiwenyindelian,shunjianzhangchenglezhuganse。
tabenxiangyonglinwanyuelaixiuruwo,quemeixiangdao,fanbeiwojiangleyijun。wozheihuayichu,dengyuzhijiegaosusuoyouren,
bushiwobeipaoqi,ershiwozhudongfangshou,chengquanletamen。xingzhi,wanquanbianle。“ni……nihushuo!
”peiwenyinqijibaihuai。“wohushuo?”wolengxiaoyisheng,“neiburuqingpei**gaosuwo,lingxiongyuwoqizi,
shiheshikaishide‘qingshenyizhong’?”“shizaiwoyutadahunzhiqian,haishizhihou?”“wo!
”peiwenyinbeiwowendeyakouwuyan。wobubujinbi。“haishishuo,lingxiongmingzhitashiwodinganhoufudefuren,
haiyutashuxinchuanqing,sixiangshoushou?”“ruoshiruci,neipei**jinrizheisheng‘ganxie’,benhoukeshoubuqi。
”“zheizhiwodinganhoufudeyanmianyuhedi?zhihuangjiadetianweiyuhedi?”wodeshengyinbuda,quezizizhuxin。
peiwenyindelianse,yijingyouhongzhuanbai,yaoyaoyuzhui。zhouweidewanggongguizumen,kantadeyanshen,yecongkanxi,
bianchenglebiyihebuxie。yuyoufuzhifujiuchanbuqing,zheizaizuizhonglijiaodeshijiayanzhong,shijueduidechouwen。
peiwenxuanbenjiuyinyanhuozui,rujinzaitianshangzheiyibi,zhipayongwufanshenzhirile。
“womeiyou……woxiongzhangmeiyou……”peiwenyintulaodibianjiezhe,shengyinqueyuelaiyuexiao。wobuzaikanta,
zhuanshenduizhaozhaoyangshuo:“zhaoyang,woyouxiefale,xianhuiqule。”“hao,wosongni!”zhaozhaoyanglianmanggenshang,
lianshangshiyanshibuzhudexingfenhejieqi。womeiyouzaihuitoukanyiyan。peiwenyindexiachangruhe,wobuzaihu。
wozhizhidao,congjintianqi,gujiusizheigemingzi,jiangbuzaiyu“bingruo”he“tongqing”guagou。erlinwanyue,
yexiuxiangzaiyong“enqing”he“kuijiu”,laibangjiawoderensheng。zheipanqi,gaiyouwolaixiale。4huidaohoufu,
muqinzaoyizaimenkoudenghou。kandaowoanranwuyangdihuilai,taxuanzhedexincaizhongyufangxia。“sier,
yanhuishang……meichushenmeshiba?”taxiaoxinyiyidiwen。qinganzaiyipang,
yijingmeifeisewudijiangyanhuishangfashengdeshiqing,tianyoujiacudimiaoshuleyibian。muqintingwan,xianshizhenjing,
suijishizhangzhangditanlekouqi。“bale,bale。”“nizhangdale,youzijidezhuyile。
”“zhishi……nizheimezuo,dengyuchediduanlehewanyuedehoulu。”“tayihou,pashizaiyehuibulaile。
”muqindeyuqili,daizheyisiwanxi。wozhidao,tasuiranbumanlinwanyuedesuozuosuowei,
danzhongjiunianzhetajiuguowodeqingfen。“muqin,shitazijixuandelu。”wofuzhemuqin,zoujindating。
“wojiguotajihui,shitabuyao。”ruguotadangchukenweilewo,fangqiqunanjiang,huoxu,
womenzhijianhaiyouhuixuandeyudi。dantameiyou。zaitaxinli,peiwenxuandefenliang,zhongjiushibiwozheigezhangfu,
zhongdeduo。jiranruci,woyouhebizaiziqiqiren?zhangtongburuduantong。zheiyici,
woyaochedizhanduanwomenzhijiansuoyoudeqianban。muqinmeiyouzaishuoshenme,zhishipailepaiwodeshou。
“nizijixiangqingchujiuhao。”“zhishiyihou,niyigeren,yaohaohaozhaoguziji。”“wohuide,muqin。
”wokanzhemuqindanyoudeyanshen,xinliyinuan。shia,wobushiyigeren。wohaiyoumuqin,
haiyouzhenxindaiwodepengyou。woderensheng,buyinggaizhiweileyigebuaiwodenvrenerhuo。jiexialaiderizi,
wokaishizhenzhengdijieshouhoufudeshiwu。fuqinzaoshi,zheixienian,houfuyizhiyoumuqinhejiweishubodali。
woyinweishentiyuanyin,congweichashouguo。rujinwobingyu,liyingdanqizheifenzeren。qichu,
shubomenduiwohaiyouxieyilv,juedewobuguoshigehuangkouxiaoer,nengdongshenme?
danzaiwoleilifengxingdichulilejijianjiyaduoniandejishoushiwu,bingqiechenggongweihoufuqixiadechanye,
kaituolejitiaoxindeshangluzhihou,suoyoudezhiyisheng,douxiaoshile。tamenkanwodeyanshen,congqingshi,
bianchenglejingwei。wobuzaishineigexuyaobeibaohuzaiyuyizhixiadebingruoshaoye。woyongshilizhengmingle,wogujiusi,
younenglichengqizhenggedinganhoufu。yucitongshi,guanyunanjiangdexiaoxi,yeluluxuxudichuanlehuilai。jushuo,
nanjiangdezhanglizhizhengbixiangxiangzhonghaiyaoyanzhong,yijingsilebushaoren。peiwenxuanyeranshanglebing,yidushengmingchuiwei。
quankaolinwanyueyibujiedaidizhaogu,yishenshiyao,caimianqiangbaozhuleyitiaoming。jingchengli,
guanyulinwanyue“weiaixisheng”dezanyuzhisheng,youduoleqilai。shenzhiyoushuoshuren,
jiangtamendegushibianchenglecaizijiarendehuaben,guangweiliuchuan。zaigushili,linwanyueshiqingshenyizhongdexianzi,
peiwenxuanshiluonandefengliucaizi,erwo,zeshineigebangdayuanyang,haiwangenfuyideedufujun。
qinganqideyaoquzaleneishuoshurendetanzi,beiwolanzhule。“youtamenshuoqu。”“zuizhangzaibierenshenshang,
womenguanbule。”“keshihouye,tamenzheimewumienin……”“qingzheziqing。”wodandandishuo。
wobuzaihushirenzenmekanwo。wozhizaihu,linwanyuetingdaozheixiechuanyanshi,huishishenmefanying。tahuibuhuiyinci,
gengjiajuedezijidexuanzeshizhengquede?gengjiajuede,tashiweileweidadeaiqing,caibeiqilewozheige“xiaoren”?
henkuai,wojiudedaoledaan。yifenglaizinanjiangdejiashu,songdaolehoufu。shilinwanyuexiejimuqinde。xinzhong,
taxianshixiangmuqinqingan,ranhou,bianyongledabandepianfu,laimiaoshutazainanjiangde“yingyongshiji”。
tashiruhezaijiankudehuanjingxia,jiusifushang。peiwenxuanyoushiruhedejianqiang,ruhezaitadezhaoguxia,
yitiantianhaoqilai。zilixingjian,manshijiaoaohezide。fangfotabushiquzhaoguqinglang,ershiquzhengjiucangsheng。
xindemowei,tacaizhongyuxiangxiangqilaiyiyang,tidaolewo。“tingwenhouyejinlaishentidahao,
xianglaishijingzhongqihouyiren,jiazhifuyijinxin,qieshenzaiwai,yejiufangxinle。”“zhishikaichunshijie,
handuxiongxian,haiwanghouyeqiewudayi,anshifuyao,zhenzhongzishen。”liaoliaojiju,ketaoyoushuli。neiyuqi,
xiangshizaidingzhuyigebutinghuadewanbei。“fangxin?”wokanzheneifengxin,lengxiaochusheng。linwanyue,
niyoushenmezigeshuofangxin?nipaoxiawodeshihou,kecengxiangguowodesihuo?rujinwohaole,
niyoubaichuyifu“wozaojiuliaodao”dezitai。nidaodishixiwangwohao,haishixiwangwoyongyuandoulibukaini,
zhinenghuozainideyinyingzhixia?“tahaishuoshenmele?”muqinkanwoliansebudui,wendao。“meishenme。
”wojiangxinzhirouchengyituan,rengjinlehuopenli。“buguoshixiebaopingandefeihua。
”wobuxiangrangmuqinkandaoxinlideneirong,patashangxin。danwomeixiangdao,linwanyuejihuilaide,buzhizheiyifengxin。
haiyouyifeng,shidandujiwode。shiqingancongyizhantoutounahuilaide。“houye,zheishi……furendandujininde。
”qinganjiangxindijiwo,shenseyouxiefuza。wochaikaixinfeng。limiandeneirong,bijimuqindeneifeng,
yao“siren”deduo。taxianshijieshilezijiweihebugaoerbie,shuozijishi“pobudeyi”。ranhou,
youyinhuidibiaodaleduiwode“kuijiu”。“daiwenxuanshentikangfu,wodinghuijinkuaiganhuijingcheng,buchanghouye。
”“zhiwanghouyenianzaiwangriqingfen,moyaotingxinwaijianliuyan,duiwoxinshengxianxi。”“niwofuqiyichang,
woxinzhong,ziranshiyounide。”“youwo?”wokanzhezheixingzi,zhijuedewubifengci。nidexinliruoshiyouwo,
youzenhuiqiwoerqu?nidexinliruoshiyouwo,youzenhuizaixinzhong,duilingyigenanren,manshizanmeiheaimu?
linwanyue,nidangwoshisansuihaitongma?jijuqingpiaopiaodetianyanmiyu,jiuxiangrangwohuixinzhuanyi?
niyiweinianfuhaolepeiwenxuan,zaihuilaihonghongwo,jiunengzuoxiangqirenzhifu?nixiangdetaimeile。xindezuihou,
haifuleyizhangyaofang。“cinaiwozuixinyanzhichude,yazhihandudefangzi,bizhiqiandegengweiyouxiao。
houyekerangfuyizhaofangzhuayao,qiejianshifuyong。”wokanzheneizhangyaofang,shangmiandeziji,juanxiuyoushuxi。
cengjiheshi,wojiangtademeiyizhangyaofang,doushiruozhenbao。yinweineishitaguanxinwodezhengming。kexianzai,
wozhijuedekexiao。jiuzaizheishi,qinganyoudiguolaiyigexinfeng。“houye,zheishiwangtaiyipairensonglaidemixin。
”woxinzhongyidong,lianmangchaikai。xinshiwangtaiyideqinbi。limian,zhiyouduanduanyijuhua。
“nanjiangpeiwenxuansuozhongzhangdu,feitongxunchang,naishihanjiande‘qingrengu’。”“zhongguzhe,
xuyuxinaizhirenriyexiangshou,fangnenghuanjie。”“ruoqiangxingfenli,zehuiqiqiaoliuxueerwang。”qingrengu?
wokanzhezheisangezi,naozili“weng”deyisheng。shunjian,suoyoudeshiqing,douchuanlianleqilai。peiwenxuanbeibian。
linwanyuezhiyiyaoqunanjiang。taxinzhongneixieqiguaidecuoci。haiyouneiju“pobudeyi”。yuanlairuci。yuanlai,
genbenbushishenmezhanglizhizheng。ershigengyindu,geng**deshouduan。peiwenxuan,tajingranjilinwanyuexialegu!
tayongzheizhongfangshi,jiangtalaolaodibangzaizijishenbian。erlinwanyue,tashiweilejiegu,caibudebuliuzainanjiang,
peizheta,zhaoguta。tabushibuaiwo。tazhishi,shenbuyouji。zheigerenzhi,xiangyidaojinglei,
zaiwonaozhongzhakai。woniezhexinzhideshou,weiweizhandou。fennu,zhenjing,
haiyouyisi……lianwozijidoubuyuanchengrendeqiexi。tabushibuaiwo。tazhishi,beibiwunai。neiwoni?
wogaizenmeban?shigaipairenqunanjiang,jiechuanpeiwenxuandeyinmou,jiangtajiuhuilai?haishi……jiuzheimesuanle?
woxianruleqiansuoweiyoudezhengzha。“houye?”qinganjianwoliansebianhuanbuding,danyoudijiaoleyisheng。wohuiguoshen,
shenxiyikouqi,nulirangzijilengjingxialai。bu,budui。shiqing,meiyouzheimejiandan。wangtaiyidexin,
laidetaiqiaole。erqie,qingrenguzheizhongdongxi,zhizaizhiguaixiaoshuolichuxianguo,xianshizhong,zhendecunzaima?
zheihuibuhui,shilingyigequantao?yigerangwoziluanzhenjiao,zhudongqunanjiangxuntadequantao?
wokanzhezhuoshangneiliangfengxin。yifeng,shilinwanyuexuqingjiayideanfu。yifeng,
shiwangtaiyisongrentingwende“zhenxiang”。nayige,caishizhende?wohuranxiangqi,
wangtaiyishiyongangongzhuzhaozhaoyangjieshaojiwode。erzhaozhaoyang,yixiangbuxilinwanyue。tahuibuhui,
weilerangwochediduilinwanyuesixin,erguyishexiazheigeju?zheigeniantouyichu,wohoubeishunjianjingchuyishenlenghan。
ruguozheizhendeshiyigeju,neibeihouzhirendexinji,jiutaikepale。tamensuanzhunlewoduilinwanyueyuqingweile。
suanzhunlewokandaozheifengxin,huifangcundaluan。tamenxiangzuoshenme?shixiangjiewodeshou,quduifupeiwenxuan?
haishixiangrangwohelinwanyuezhijian,chanshenggengshendewuhui,zaiwufuhedekeneng?wokanzhechuangwaiqiheideyese,
zhijuedeyiguhanyi,congjiaodi,zhichongtianlinggai。jingchengdezheitanshui,biwoxiangxiangde,yaoshendeduo。erwo,
yijingshenzaiqizhong,wufatuoshenle。“qingan。”“zai。”“beima,qugongzhufu。”5yefanggongzhufu,
shidaji。danwogubuleneimeduole。wobixumashangjiandaozhaozhaoyang,wengeqingchu。gongzhufudenghuotongming。
zhaozhaoyangtingwenwoshenyelaifang,lianwaiyidoulaibujipi,jiucongcongpaolechulai。“jiusigege?
nizenmezheigeshichenlaile?chushenmeshile?”takandaowoyinchendelianse,lianshangdexiaorongyeshoulianle。
womeiyouhuida,zhishijiangwangtaiyideneifengmixin,didaotamianqian。“zheishinirangwangtaiyixiede?
”zhaozhaoyangjieguoxin,kanleyiyan,lianshangshanguoyisihuangluan,danhenkuaijiuzhendingxialai。“shiyouruhe?
”tajingranchengrenle。“weishenme?”wobijinyibu,shengyinliyayizhenuhuo,“niweishenmeyaozheimezuo?
weizaomixin,qipianwo,duiniyoushenmehaochu?”“haochu?”zhaozhaoyanglengxiaoyisheng,zhishizhewodeyanjing,
“haochujiushi,rangnikanqingchulinwanyueneigenvrendezhenmianmu!rangnibiezaiduitabaoyourenhehuanxiang!
”“tagenbenjiubuaini!taxinlizhiyouneigepeiwenxuan!weileta,talianmingdoukeyibuyao!
nihaizaidengtashenme?dengtahuilaijixubanidangshazishuama?”zhaozhaoyangdeqingxuhenjidong,yankuangdouhongle。
“suoyi,qingrengushenmede,doushinibianchulaipianwode?”wodexin,yidiandianchenlexiaqu。“shi!
”zhaozhaoyanghaobuyouyudichengren,“qingrengushijiade,danpeiwenxuanxiangbalinwanyueliuzaishenbianshizhende!
wopaiquderenqinyankandao,peiwenxuangenbenjiumeibingdeduozhong,tajiushizhuangde!
tajiushixiangliyonglinwanyuedekuijiuhetongqing,batakunzainanjiang!”“erlinwanyueneigechunhuo,haizhenjiuxinle!
haizhenjiuweileta,lianzijidezhangfudoubuyaole!”“jiusigege,nixingxingba!zheiyangdenvren,
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