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“lizong……nizhenlihai……biwomenjiagaoyuanqiangduole……”he。hehe。woxiaole。bushikuxiao，

bushilengxiao，jiushidanchundi，fazineixindixiaole。neiyike，woqingqingchuchudiganjuedao，

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jinjiezhe，shishoumangjiaoluandechuanyisheng，heyadileshengyindejinghuangshicuo。“shei？shisheizaiwaimian？

”shiliweiguoneiyounideshengyin。“shibushi……shibushigaoyuanhuilaile？”wujingdeshengyinlidaizhekuqiang，

chongmanlekongju。womeishuohua，jiujingjingdizhanzaimenwai，lianshanghaiguazheneimoguiyideweixiao。woshenzhihaiyouxianxin，

wanyaojianqidishangneishubeiwoshuaihuaidemeiguihua，pailepaishangmiandehuichen。ng，huahaishitingxiangde。kexile。

jimiaozhonghou，woshimen“huo”diyixiabeilakai。wujingyishanbuzhengdizhanzaimenkou，toufalingluan，

lianjiashanghaidaizhebuzhengchangdechaohong。dangtakandaowo，kandaowoshoulidemeigui，

kandaowolianshangneimogaisideweixiaoshi，tazhenggerendoushale。talianshangdexuese，

“shua”deyixiatundeganganjingjing，zuichunduosuozhe，yigezidoushuobuchulai。tashenhoudeliweiguo，

neigenaomanchangfeidenanren，zhenghuangluanditizhekuzi，kandaowo，yeshiyilianjinghai，

dangengduodeshiyizhongbeizhuangpodenaonuheselineiren。

“gao……gaoyuan……ni……nitingwojieshi……”wujingzhongyuzhaohuilezijideshengyin，

taliangqiangzhexiangxiangwozoulai。wowanghoutuileyibu，bikailetashenguolaideshou。woyiranzaixiao，

xiaodeyanjingdouwanleqilai，yuqiwenroudenengqiachushuilai。“jieshishenme？buyongjieshi。

”wobashoulidemeiguihuadidaotamianqian，“laopo，jiehunjinianrikuaile。”wujingchedibengkuile。

taningyuanwochongjinqu，baneigepangzidagebansi，ranhoujiuzhetadetoufa，xiesidilidizhiwentaweishenme。

dawo，mawo，douxing。kewomeiyou。wopingjingdexiangyitansishui，pingjingderangtagandaolecigudehanyi。

zheizhongpingjing，birenhekuangfengbaoyudougengrangtakongju。“gaoyuan……nibiezheiyang……nidawoba，

nimawoba……qiuqiunile……”takule，yanleidakedakediwangxiadiao。woyaoleyaotou，

xiaorongbubian：“daniganma？maniganma？shiwohuilaidebuqiao，daraolenimendeyaxing。shizaibaoqian。

”shuozhe，wohaiteyichaotashenhoudeliweiguodianlediantou，binbinyouli，

xiangshizaigenyigelaijializuokedeputongpengyoudazhaohu。“lizongshiba？jiuyangdaming。wolaopozaigongsi，

duoxieninzhaogule。jintianzheishier……biewangxinliqu，nianqingrenma，huoqiwang，wodong。

”liweiguobeiwozheifancaozuoyejizhengmengle。tabenlaiyijingzuohaoleaiyidunzoudezhunbei，

shenzhixianghaolezenmedaodayipa，shuoshiwolaopozhudonggouyinta。kexianzai，tasuoyouzhunbeihaodetaici，

douduzailehoulongli，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。takanzhewo，jiuxiangzaikanyigeguaiwu。“nimenjixu，

jiudangwobucunzai。”wobameiguihuasaijinwujinghuaili，ranhouzhuanshen，mantiaosilidihuanshangtuoxie，

zoudaoketingdeshafashangzuoxia。wodakaidianshi，diaodaotiyupindao，limianzhengzaizhongboyichangzuowandezuqiusai。

wokandejinjinyouwei。shenhou，shisiyiyangdechenmo。wujingheliweiguojiuneimejiangzaiwoshimenkou，jinyebushi，

tuiyebushi。tamenkanzhewodebeiying，fangfoneibushiyigeren，ershiyigesuishikenengyinbaodehedan。

guoledagaiwufenzhong，liweiguozhongyushoubulezheizhongguiyideqifenle。taliangundaipadichuanhaoyifu，huiliuliudi，

jihushitaochulewodejia。congtoudaowei，tameiganzaikanwoyiyan。menbeiguanshang。jiali，zhishengxiawohewujing。

dianshili，jieshuoyuanzai**disihouzhe“goooooal！”。erwomendeshijie，yipianjijing。

wujingyibuyibu，cengdaowoshenbian，xiaoxinyiyidi，daizhekuqiangkaikou：“laogong……”wotouyemeihui，

yanjinghaidingzhedianshipingmu，dandandishuo：“biezheimejiaowo，woxianzang。”tahunshenyizhan，

tanzuozaiwojiaobiandeditanshang，shuangshouwuzhelian，fachuleyayidewuyan。“gaoyuan，

wocuole……wozhendecuole……woshiyishihutu……woyebuzhidaozenmehui……”tayuwuluncidibianjiezhe，

neixiehua，cangbaiyoukexiao。yishihutu？yishihutunenghutudaowojiadechuangshang？womeilita，

zhidaoyichangqiusaizhongbojieshu，chaboguanggaole，wocainaqiyaokongqi，guandiaoledianshi。wodixiatou，

zhongyuzhengyankanleta。takudelihuadaiyu，zhuangdouhuale，kanshangquchuchukelian。yaoshihuanzuoyiqian，

wozaojiuxintengdebuxing，bataloujinhuaili，qingshenganweile。kexianzai，wokanzhetazheizhanglian，zhijuedeexin。

“kushenme？”wowen，shengyinlibudaiyisiyihaodeganqing，“beirenkanjianle，haiyiweiwoqifunileni。

”“wo……”tayezhule。“xingle，biekule。”wozhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzheta，“dishangliang，

qilaiba。quxigezao，bazijixiganjingdian。ranhou，womentantan。”wodelengjing，rangtagengjiahaipa。

taduoduosuosuodicongdishangpaqilai，xianggetixianmuouyiyang，tinghuadizoujinleyushi。wozoudaoyangtai，

dianleyigenyan。zheishiwojielesanniandeyan。weilebeiyun，wujingburangwochou，wojiuzhendejiele。xianzai，

meibiyaole。xinladeyanwuqiangjinfeili，wojuliedikesouqilai，kedeyanleidouliulechulai。woshizaikuma？

bu。wozhishizaiweineigesiqude，jiaogaoyuande**，shaoyizhuxiang。dengwochouwanyigenyan，

wujingyecongyushilichulaile。tahuanshanglewozuixihuandeneitaozhensishuiyi，toufashiluludipizaijianshang，

yanjinghongzhongdexianglianggehetao。taqieshengshengdizoudaowomianqian，xianggedengdaishenpandefanren。“xianghaozenmeshuolema？

”wowen。tayaozhezuichun，dianlediantou，youyaoleyaotou。“gaoyuan，women……womenlihunba。

”tazhongyushuochulezheijuhua，shengyinxiaodexiangwenzihengheng，“wozhidao，woduibuqini。fangzi，chezi，cunkuan，

woshenmedoubuyao，wojingshenchuhu。”lihun？jingshenchuhu？woxiaole。“nijuede，zheiyangjiugoulema？

”wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyidundiwen。talengzhule。“wujing，nigenwobanian，ninandaobuzhidao，

wozuizaihudeshishenmema？”wowangqianyibu，coudaotaerbian，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingjiandeshengyin，

qingshengshuo，“wozuizaigaode，conglaidoubushizheixieshenwaizhiwu。wozuizaihude，shiwogaoyuandelianmian，

shiwoduinineifen……cengjingtaoxintaofeideganqing。”“nibata……caizaijiaodixia，niandefensui。ranhou，

nixiangyongyitaofangzi，yiliangche，jiubatalejiele？”“niweimian，yetaixiaokanwole。”wodeshengyinhenqing，

henrou，danmeiyigezi，douxiangyibabingzhui，zhajinwujingdexinli。tadelianse，bigangcaihaiyaocanbai。

takanzhewo，yanshenlichongmanleqiansuoweiyoudekongju。tazhongyuyishidao，yanqiandezheigenanren，

yijingbushitarenshideneigegaoyuanle。“ni……nixiangzenmeyang？”tazhanshengwen。woxiangzenmeyang？woxiaolexiao，

meishuohua。wozhuanshenzoujinshufang，congchoutilinachulewomendejiehunzheng，haiyouyidabenxiangce。wobazheixiedongxi，

“pa”deyisheng，shuaizaitamianqiandechajishang。“kankanba。”woshuo。xiangceli，shiwomencongxiangshidaoxianglian，

zaidaojiehundediandiandidi。diyiciquyouleyuan，taxiaodexianggehaizi；diyicilvxing，zaihaibian，

tazhenzhewodetuishuizhele；qiuhunneitian，takudexilihuala，pujinwohuaili；hunlishang，womenjiaohuanjiezhi，

xuxialeyibeizideshiyan。meiyizhangzhaopian，doucengjingshiwozuizhenguidebaozang。xianzai，tamenchenglezuifenglidedao。

wujingdeshouzhandouzhe，fankanzheneixiezhaopian，yanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi，zenmedouzhibuzhu。

“gaoyuan……women……womenhuibuqule，shima？”“huiqu？”woxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，

“wujing，congwoguanshangneishanmenkaishi，nijiuyinggaizhidao，womenzhijian，zaojiumeiyou‘huiqu’zheilianggezile。

”“wobuhuigennilihunde。”wokanzheta，xiaorongcanren，“zhishao，xianzaibuhui。”“weishenme？

”tabujiediwen。“yinwei，lihuntaibianyinile。”wohuanhuandi，yiziyidundishuodao，

“wocengjingyouduoaini，xianzaijiuyouduohenni。nibushixihuanwangshangpama？

nibushijuedenineigelizongbiwoqiangma？nibushizuizaihunideshiye，nidemingsheng，nideguangxianlianglima？

”“neiwojiuyao……qinshoubaniyongyoudeyiqie，dousidefensui。”“woyaorangni，shen、bai、ming、lie。

”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，zhuanshenhuilekefang，bingqiefansuolemen。liuxiatayigeren，zaiketingli，

duizheyidiposuidehuiyi，heyishibinglengdekongqi，juewangdifadou。wozhidao，jinwan，tazhudingwumian。erwo，

tangzaikefangbinglengdechuangshang，zhengzheyanjing，kanzhetianhuaban，yiyewumian。naozili，yizhangfuchoudedawang，

zhengzaihuanhuanlakai。wujing，liweiguo。nimenzhunbeihaolema？zheichangyouxi，caiganggangkaishi。

dierzhangzhimingdeyouerjiexialaidejitian，jialixianruleyizhongguiyideheping。wogenwujing，

chenglezuishuxidemoshengren。wozhaochangshangban，xiaban，huijia。tazhaochangjiwozuofan，xiyifu，dasaoweisheng。

womentongzhuyigewuyanxia，quemeiyourenhejiaoliu。chifandeshihou，zhiyouwankuaipengzhuangdeshengyin。wanshang，

tashuizhuwo，woshuikefang。tahaojicixianggenwoshuohua，danyikandaowoneizhangmeishenmebiaoqingdelian，

jiubahuayouyanlehuiqu。tapawo，wozhidao。tamobutouwodaodixiangganshenme，zheizhongweizhidekongju，

bizhijiededamagengzhemoren。erzhei，zhengshiwoxiangyaode。woyaorangtazaihuangkonghebuanzhong，manmandi，

yidiandiandi，zijixianbengkuidiao。zheitianwanshang，woguyihuijiawanledian。yijinmen，

jiukanjianwu**zaishafashangdengwo，zhuoshangdefancaihaimaozhereqi。takanjianwo，likezhanleqilai，

lianshangjichuyigetaohaodexiao：“huilaile？kuaixishouchifanba，doujinirezheni。”wo“ng”leyisheng，

meikanta，jingzhiquxishou。chifandeshihou，tazhongyuhaishimeirenzhu，kailekou。“gaoyuan，

women……womentantanhaoma？”wojialeyikuaizicai，mantiaosilidichizhe，meidalita。tajile，

shengyinyedaleyidian：“nidaodixiangzenmeyang？nizheimebulengburede，shixiangzhemosiwoma？niyaoshizhenhenwo，

nijiujiwoyidao，tongkuaidian！”wofangxiakuaizi，yongcanjincalecazui，zheicaitaiyankanta。“zhemoni？wujing，

nitaigaokannizijile。”wodandandishuo，“woxianzaikanni，jiuxiangkanlubiandeyikuaishitou，meishenmeganjue。

”“neiniweishenmebukenlihun？”tazhuiwen。“woshuole，shihouweidao。”“shenmeshihoucaidao？”woxiaole，

shentiweiweiqianqing，dingzhetadeyanjing：“dengdao……nijuedenizuixingfu，zuideyi，padezuigaodeshihou。

ranhou，wozaiqinshoubanichuaixialai。neiyang，caihaowan，bushima？”wujingdelian，shunjianyoubaile。takanzhewo，

yanshenlichulekongju，youduoleyisiyuandu。wozhidao，tabeiwobidaoqiangjiaole。tuzijilehaiyaoren，

genghekuangshita。guoran，chiwanfan，taduojinwoshidalehenzhangshijiandedianhua。wobuyongcaiyezhidao，dianhuaneitou，

yidingshiliweiguo。**zaikefangmenshang，yinyinyueyuenengtingdaotadeshengyin。“……tazhidaole，

shenmedouzhidaole……”“……taxianzaigengefengziyiyang，budabuma，

jiuneimehaozhewo……”“……bukenlihun，tashuoyaohuilewo……”“……lizong，nidebangbangwoa！

womenxianzaishiyigenshengshangdemazha，wowanle，niyepaobule！”dianhuaneitou，liweiguobuzhidaoshuolexieshenme，

wujingdeshengyinjianjianpingfuxialai，shenzhidaishangleyidianhenli。“……niquedingzheiyangxingma？”“……hao，

wozhidaole，jiuzheimeban！”gualedianhua，woshilianjinglexialai。wozuijiaoweiweishangyang，

gouqiyimobinglengdehudu。yuer，shanggoule。wozhidao，tamenyaochuzhaole。ertamennengxiangdaodezhaoshu，

wufeijiushineimejizhong。jiranwozhuazhuletadebabing，neitajiuyeyaolaizhuazhuwodebabing。yongyigenvren，

laiduifuyigenanren，shizuigulao，yezuiyouxiaodebanfa。guoran，meiguoliangtian，wodejihuijiulaile。

neitianwozhengzaigongsimaitouxiedaima，yigejiaodidideshengyinzaiwotoudingxiangqi。“qingwen……ninshigaoyuangaogongma？

”wotaiqitou，kandaoleyizhangnianqingyouqingxiudelian。nvhaidagaiershisansisuideyangzi，chuanzheyishenzhiyetaozhuang，

xiandeyouxiejujin。dadadeyanjing，xiangshoujingdexiaolu，touzheyiguzibuanshishidedanchun。“woshi，nishi？

”wowen。“wojiaolinyue，shixinlaideshixisheng，fenzaixingzhengbu。”tayouxiebuhaoyisidixiaolexiao，

“womenzongjianrangwolaijininsongfenwenjian。”shuozhe，tabayifenwenjiandijiwo。woshenshouqujie，

tadeshouquexiangshimeinawen，“aiya”yisheng，wenjianjiadiaozailedishang，limiandezhizhangsanluoyidi。

“duibuqiduibuqi！”talianmangdunxiaqujian，huangluandeyangzi，rangrenxinshenglianai。

woyezhihaogenzhedunxiaqubangta。jiuzaiwomenliangnaodaicoudehenjindeshihou，tashenshangdexiangshuiwei，

youyoudipiaojinlewodebizili。hendanyadezhizihuaxiang，hewujingneiyaoyandemeiguixiang，wanquanbutong。

“xiexienin，gaogong，jinintianmafanle。”tajianqiwenjian，lianhonghongde，bugankanwo。“meishi。

”woxiaolexiao，biaoxiandexianggeheaikeqindeqianbei。zheiyanji，taizhuoliele。woxinlilengxiao。wujingheliweiguo，

jiuzhaolezheimegehuoselai？duanweiyetaidiledian。zheizhongbuxiaoxinshuaidao，buxiaoxinpokafeidexima，

badiandangdedianshijudoubuyongle。danwomeiyouchuochuanta。woyaopeitamen，haohaodiwanxiaqu。congneitianqi，

zheigejiaolinyuedenvhai，jiukaishipinfandichuxianzaiwoshenbian。zaoshang，

tahui“pengqiao”zaigongsilouxiadekafeidianyudaowo，ranhoujiwomaiyibeikafei。zhongwu，

tahui“pengqiao”zaishitangdafandeshihoupaizaiwohoumian，ranhouduanzhecanpanzuodaowoduimian。xiawu，

tayouhuiyigezhongqingjiaogongzuodemingyi，paodaowomenjishubudebangongshilai。gongsiliderendoukanzaiyanli，

kaishiyourenkaiwowanxiao。“gaogong，keyia，laoshukaixinhuale？”“zheixiaoguniangkannideyanshen，

kebuyibane。”womeicidouzhishixiaoxiao，buchengren，yebufouren。wozhidao，zheixiehua，

henkuaijiuhuichuandaowujingdeerduoli。erlinyue，yekaishiyuelaiyuedadan。zheitianxiawukuaixiabandeshihou，

tayoulaile，shoulihainazheliangzhangdianyingpiao。“gaogong，wanshangyoukongma？wopengyoulinshiyoushi，

zheiliangzhangpiaolangfeileguaikexide。”tayaozhezuichun，yanshenlichongmanleqidai。wokanzheta，xinlijuedehaoxiao。

“shishenmedianying？”wowen。“shi……shiyibuaiqingpian。”taliangenghongle。“haoa。

”woshuangkuaididayingle。taxianranmeiliaodaowodayingdezheimegancui，lengleyixia，

suijilianshangzhanfangchujingxidexiaorong。“nei……neiwoxiabanzaigongsimenkoudengnin。”“xing。”xiabanhou，

wokaizheche，zaizhelinyuequledianyingyuan。yilushang，tajijizhazhadishuozhehua，nulidixunzhaozhehuati，

conggongzuoliaodaoshenghuo，congmeishiliaodaoxingzuo。woyouyidameiyidadiyingzhe，xinliquezaipansuanzhelingyijianshi。

daoledianyingyuan，qulepiao，maihaobaomihuahekele，womenzoujinlefangyingting。aiqingpian，qingjiehensutao。

wufeijiushinannvzhujiaogezhongwuhui，zuihouyouqingrenzhongchengjuanshu。linyuekandehentouru，kandaoganrendedifang，

haitoutoudimoyanlei。wokanzhetaneifuyangzi，turanjuedeyoudiankebei。zheimeyigenianqingdenvhai，

yaomeshitaitianzhen，beirendangqiangshiledoubuzhidao；yaomejiushitaiyouxinji，weilewangshangpa，buxichumaiziji。

buguanshinayizhong，doutingmeiyiside。dianyingfangdaoyiban，yandaonannvzhujiaoshenqingyongwendejingtoushi，woganjuedao，

shenbianlinyuedehuxi，biandeyouxiejicu。tamanmandi，manmandi，batoukaoleguolai，kaozailewodejianbangshang。

shentiyeweiweixiangwoqingxie，yizhishou，shitanxingdi，fangzailewodedatuishang。laile。woxinlilengxiaoyisheng。

gaiwobiaoyanle。womeiyoutuikaita，fanershenchushou，lanzhuletadejianbang，batawangwohuailidailedai。

tashentiyijiang，suijifangsongxialai，shuncongdikaozaiwohuaili。wonengganjuedao，taxintiaodehenkuai。wozaitaerbian，

yongyizhongchongmancixing，youdaizheyisiyouyudesangyin，qingshengshuo：“xiexieni。”“a？”talengzhule，

meimingbaiwodeyisi。“xiexieni，jinwannengpeiwo。”wojixuyongneizhonggaisideyuqishuo，

“woyijinghenjiu……meiyouzheimefangsongguole。”shuozhe，wohaipeiheditanleyikouqi。zheiyixia，

zhijiechuozhonglelinyuedetongqingxin。tataiqitou，dayanjinglishuiwangwangde，kanzhewo：“gaogong，

ni……shibushiyoushenmexinshia？”“meishenme。”woyaoleyaotou，lianshangluchuyigekusedexiaorong，

“jiajiayoubennanniandejing。”wodiandaoweizhi，meiyouduoshuo。wozhidao，huashuoyiban，liuyiban，caizuigouren。

taguorangenghaoqile。“shi……shihesaozichaojialema？”taxiaoxinyiyidiwen。womeishuohua，

zhishinaqikele，heleyidakou，yanshizhuwoyandidechaofeng。dianyingjieshu，dengguangliangqi。wosongkaita，

huifulezhiqiandejuligan。tasihuyouxieshiluo。“wosongnihuijiaba。”woshuo。“ng。”huiqudelushang，

chelideqifenyouxieaimei。kuaidaotajiaxiaoqumenkoudeshihou，taturankaikou：“gaogong，

qishi……wodouzhidaole。”“zhidaoshenme？”woguzuojingya。“zhidaonihenitaitai……ganqingbuhe。

”takanzhewo，yanshenlichongmanlelianmin，“gongsilidouzaichuan，shuo……shuosaozita……”tayuyanyouzhi。

“shuoshenme？”wozhuiwen。“shuota……helizongjianzoudehenjin。”womengdiyijiaochache，bachetingzailelubian。

wozhuanguotou，sisididingzheta，yanjinglishunjianbumanlehongxuesi，quantouyezuandejinjinde，shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi。

“sheishuode？！”wodihoudao，xiangyitoubeijinudeshizi。wozheifuyangzi，balinyueheleyitiao。

tabeiwohedewanghousuolesuo，jiejiebabadishuo：“mei……meirenshuo，shiwo……wozijicaide……duibuqi，

gaogong，wobugailuanshuo……”wokanzhetajingkongdebiaoqing，zhidaohuohouchabuduole。womanmansongkaiquantou，

zhenggerentuirandikaozaiyibeishang，shuangshouwuzhulelian，fachuletongkude**。“duibuqi……woshitaile。

”wodeshengyin，tingshangqushayayoupibei。“mei……meiguanxi。”linyuelianmangshuo，“gaogong，nibienanguo。

”wofangxiashou，zhuantoukanzhechuangwai，yanshenkongdong，xianggebeichouzoulelinghundemuou。“wobatadangchengbao，

pengzaishouxinlipashuaile，hanzaizuilipahuale。woweileta，jieleyan，jielejiu，

xuezuofan……wobawonengjide，quandoujileta。keshitani……”wodeshengyinli，

chongmanlewujindebeishangheweiqu。zheifanbiaoyan，wozijidoukuaixinle。linyuechedilunxianle。takanzhewo，

yanliquanshixinteng。yigenvren，duiyuyigekanshangqushenqingyoushoushangdenanren，shimeishenmedikanglide。“gaogong，

nibiezheiyang。”tajiekaianquandai，couleguolai，shenshoubaozhulewodegeอก。“nizheimehao，

shitabudongdezhenxi。tabuyaoni，woyao！”zuihouyijuhua，tashuodezhandingjietie。woxinlilengxiao，

lianshangqueluchulegandongdebiaoqing。wozhuanguoshen，kanzhejinzaizhichideta，shenshoufumozhetadelianjia。

“ni……shigehaonvhai。”woshuo。ranhou，womanmandi，manmandi，xiangtacouleguoqu。

jiuzaiwomenzuichunkuaiyaopengshangdeshihou，wotingzhule。wokandaotajinzhangdibishangleyanjing，

zhangzhangdejiemaozaiweiweizhandou。woxiaole。ranhou，wozaitadeetoushang，qingqingdi，yinxialeyigewen。

“taiwanle，huiquba。nvhaiziyigeren，buanquan。”woyongyizhongjidukezhideyuqishuo。ranhou，

wozhongxinfadonglechezi。zheiyizhao，jiaoyuqinguzong。wozhidao，jinwanguohou，linyuezheikeqizi，

jiuyijingbeiwolaolaodizuanzaishoulile。erwujingheliweiguo，tamenziyiweishide“meirenji”，

yijingbianchenglewocixiangtamenxinzangde，zuifenglideyibadao。wosonglinyuehuidaotajialouxia，

kanzhetayibusanhuitoudishanglelou。ranhou，wonachushouji，botonglewujingdedianhua。dianhuahenkuaijiujietongle。

“wei？”wujingdeshengyin，daizheyisijinzhang。“haimeishui？”wowen。“mei……meini。”“wojinwan，

buhuiqule。”woshuo。dianhuaneitou，shizhangjiudechenmo。ranhou，wotingdaolewujingrushizhongfude，

qingqingdehuxisheng。wonengxiangxiangdedao，tacikelianshangdeyidexiaorong。tayidingyiwei，tadejihuachenggongle，

wodiaojinletashexiadexianjing，jinwanjiuyaohebiedenvrengongduliangxiaole。tayidingzaixiang，zheixiahaole，

zhuazhulewodebabing，kanwoyihouhaizenmexiaozhang。hehe。tianzhen。“ng，zhidaole。”tashuo，

shengyinlidoudaizheyisiqingkuai。“zaodianshuiba。”woshuowan，zhijiegualedianhua。womeiyouquzhaolinyue，

yemeiyouqujiudian。wokaizheche，zaichengshilimanwumudediyoudang。wuyedechengshi，denghuohuihuang，

queyoukongdongdekepa。wodakaichechuang，lengfengguanlejinlai，rangwohunluandenaodaiqingxinglebushao。wodefuchoujihua，

yijingchenggonglediyibu。jiexialai，woyaozuode，jiushiyindaolinyuezheikeqizi，qunadaowoxiangyaodedongxi。

neixienengbawujingheliweiguo，chedidingsizaichiruzhushangdedongxi。wobachetingzaijiangbian，

kanzhejiangmiandaoyingdewanjiadenghuo，nachushouji，jilinyuefaleyitiaoweixin。“shuilema？”jihushimiaohui。

“meini，shuibuzhe，yizhizaixiangni。”houmianhaigenleyigehaixiudebiaoqing。woxiaolexiao，dazihuifu。