不朽的枷锁与新生啾啾-著

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zuozhe“jiujiu”jingxinbianxiewanchengdexiandaiyanqinggushi，《buxiudejiasuoyuxinsheng》shizheibenshudemingzi，zheibuxinzuopinzuijinhuobaoshangxianle，gushiqingjieshengdongganren，zhurengong：yanqiusuwanning，liangrenzhijiandeqingganjiugefeichangjingcai，xiaoshuojianjie：shengpawoturancongnamaochulai。keyanqiuquefandehen，juedetadaraolehaoshi。“woxianzaizhengpeiwanningni，nibuzhidaoma？tagangxing，shenzihaixu，nidabanyedalaigan……

精彩章节

woshineigeyongyuanbuhuisideren，tianshengjiudaizhehaoyunheqiancai。meihuiyourenweileqianyaowodeming，

jieguofandaorangwoduoledabicaifu，jiuzheimezhe，wochenglezuoyongyiwanzichandedafuhao！

kewozhendeyidiandoubukuaile。beigezhongshouduanhaisileyiqianduoci，zaojiuduihuozhemeileqidai，

neixieqianbaizaiwoyanqian，jiuxiangyichuanchuanlengbingbingdeshuzi，yidianwendudoumeiyou。pojieyongshengdeweiyibanfa，

shiyujianyigezhenxinaiwo、erbushitantuwoqiancaideren！jinglileyishiyouyishi，

wozhongyupengdaolezheiyangyigeren。taqueshibuxihanwodeqian，ketayebuzaihuwozheigeren，fanernazheshoushudao，

yidaohuakailewodepifu……1wotangzailengbingbingdeshoushutaishang。toudingdedengtailiang，zhaodewozhengbukaiyan。

kewohaishikanqingle——zijideduzibeiqiekaile，xuehuhudeyipian。youyizhongsifa，jishangle。

danzheicitebieteng，tengdaogutouliqule。pirouxiangbeihuoshaoyouxiangbeidaoge，yizhenzhenzuanxinditong。

tengdewolianjiaodoujiaobuchulai。yayaodegegexiang，wohaishijichujigezi，wenyanqiu。“nidaoditushenme？

qianma？niyaoqian，woyou，henduo。nishuogeshu，wodoujini。”yanqiuqingqingyaotou，

shoudouzhemolemowodetoufa。taditouqinleqinwodeetou，yanleihuadiwangxiadiao。yidi，luozaiwolianshang。

keneiyanlei，yidianreqidoumeiyou。“wobushiyaoqian，woaideshini，shinizheigeren。qianduiwolaishuobuzhongyao，

wozhiyaonihuozhe。”wolieleliezui，xiangxiao，quexiaodebikuhainankan。tuiheshoukongzhibuzhudichou，

tengdezhenggerenzaifadou。tanashoushudaohuakaiwoshentideshihou，lianmayaodoubuda。zuishangshuozheaiwo，

queyaowadiaowodeneizang，haiyaochouganwodexue。zheijiaoai？wobudongle。jiranfeirangwosi，ganmabugancuiyidian？

“yanqiu，nidaodixiangyaoshenme？kaigejia，wojini。qiuni，yidaojiwogetongkuai。biena‘aiwo’dangliyou，

zhemowo。”ketagenbenbuting。yibianbianshuozhe“woaini”，xiangzainianzhou。wokuaifengle，

tadaodiaiwonayidian？wufenzhonghou，shoushushidemenyoubeituikai。tuijinlaiyizhangxindebingchuang。

shangmiantangzhegenianqingnvren，zhangdetingpiaoliang，pifubaibaide，xiangshishuizhele。tabeituidaowopangbian，

hewobingpaitangzhe。wokandao，zijiliuchudexue，zhengyidiyidiliujintadeshenti。jiezhe，

yiqunchuanbaidaguaderenweishangqu，yeyongdaohuakailetadepifu。tahaoxiangbingdehenzhong，jigeqiguandouhuaile。

yishengcongtashentiliquchulai，zaicongwoshenshang，yiyangyiyanggexiaduiyingdeqiguan，huandaotatinei。

wohuranquanmingbaile。yanqiuyaode，genbenbushiwo。tashiyaoyongwodeshenti，jiuneigenvren。woyankuangyire，

yidileiqiaoqiaohuaxialai。sangziyale，wowen：“ta……shishei？”yanqiumeihuida，zhishijingjingkanzheneinvren，

yanshenwenroudexiangnenghuachushui。“yanqiu！nikanzhewo！shuoqingchu！tadaodishishei！”tazhongyuhuiguotou，

wozhuwodeshou，shengyindididikaikou。“tajiaosuwanning。wogaozhongshidetongzhuo。womenzuolesannian，

yuehaokaotongyisuodaxue，biyehoujiujiehun。”“kemingyuntaihen。daxuegangbiye，tachachuleyizhongguaibing。

jiyinwenti，quanshenqiguanhuimanmanhuaisi，huobuguojinian。quanshijiedoumeifazhi。”“wobunengkanzhetasi。

tashipeiwozhangdaderen，shiwoqingchunlizuizhongyaoderen。suoyiwocaixiangdaozheigebanfa。”wotingle，zhixiangxiao。

xiaodeyanleidouchulaile。“zhibuhaodebing，niyiweihuanqiguanjiunengjiuta？ruguozhenxing，yiyuanzaojianyile。

lundedaonilaiganzheizhongshi？”yanqiuchenmoleyixia。huranzhuantoudingzhewo，yanshenxiangdaoziyiyangleng。

takanlewohenjiu，caihuanhuankaikou。“qingyuan，wozhidaonizangzheshenme。”“wozhidao……nigenbenbuhuisi。

”2yanqiudehuarangwolengzhule。yezhongyurangwomingbai，weishenmewohuiluodaojintianzheibutiandi。

yuanlaitagenbenbuzaihuwodeqian，ketayeconglaimeiaiguowo！wobenyiweizheiyibeizizongsuannengbaituoyongshengdezhemo，

jieguohaishibeimingyunshualeyidao。talengdebuxiangren。mingmingkanzhewobeipoukaiduzi，manshenshixue，canburendu，

taquehainengzhanzaiwopangbian，jinjinwozhewodeshou，zhijianyibianbiancaguowodeshouzhang。wohunshendouzaifadou，

tongdejihuyaoduanqi。ketaquexiangmeishirenyiyang，jixujiangzhetahesuwanningdeneixieposhi。

“wohewanningquguohaoduodifang，zhaoguohaoduoyisheng，keyidianxiwangdoumeiyou。tachiletaiduoku，

baozhewokulebuzhidaoduoshaoci，zhiyouwozhidaotayouduotong。”“wodayingguota，yidingyaojiuta！

buguanfuchushenmedaijia，wodouderangtahuoxialai！nidongma？tajiuxiangwoshengminglideguang，yaoshitameile，

wodeshijiejiuquanheile。”“qingyuan，dangwofaxiannishiyongshengzhedeshihou，wojiujuedezheishilaotianjidejihui。

wozhijueninengjiuta！ninenggaibianwomendeming！”suoyitalianmayaodoubujiwo？haipianlewozhengzhengsannian！

zheisannian，tazhishizaiyanxi。yibubukaojinwo，qudewodexinren，zuihounawodeshentiqujiuneigenvren。

tazenmenengzheimehen？wohoulechulai，diyicizaitamianqianbengkui，madesixinliefei。

wozhidaosiduiwolaishuobusuanshenme。siguotaiduoci，tongkuzaoyixiyiweichang。kezheicibuyiyang。

woningyuantatantuwodeqian，yebuyuantashichongzhezheigelaide。shuangzhongdedajirangwonaozifahun，shentibutingchouchu，

sizhiniuchengguaiyidexingzhuang，quebeiyanqiusisiyazhu。tahaizaishuozheanweidehua，

kemeiyijudouxiangdaozizhajinwoxinli。“qingyuan，nizaichengyihuier！nibushijinglilehenduocisiwangma？

zheidiantongduinilaishuoyinggaibusuanshenme，renyirenjiuguoqule。”“nibushiyizhixiangzhaobanfajieshuyongshengma？

zheiciwobangni，niyeshunbianbangwo，zheibushiliangquanqimeima？”“nijiuhuowanning，wobangnijietuo。

yihouwohaihuiaini，yongyuanjideni。nikeyizaitashentilijixucunzai，huanzhongfangshihuozhe，haobuhao？

”wodingzheta，tengdeyaopoleshetou，mengdipenchuyikouxue。tapawoyaoshe，juranbazijideshousaijinwozuili，

napatengdemaohanyebuchouzou。“biepa，qingyuan，guaiyidian，biepa。woyizhizaizheierpeizheni。

yishengshuobudamayao，qiguanyizhichenggonglvgenggao，suoyicaihuizheimetong。henkuaijiuhaole。

”tazheifushenqingdeyangzi，youyishunjian，wochadianyiweizijishizaishenghaizi。kewozhidao，quanshijiade。

wobisheidouqingxing。wolengxiao，chediduanleduirenxindezuihouyisizhiwang。henhenyaoletayikou，

chaotalianshangcuileyidakoudaixuedetuomo。“jirannizhidaowoshiyongshengzhe，neinizhibuzhidao，

chileyongshengzhedexuerouhuiyoushenmexiachang？woquannixianzaishoushouhailaideji！fouze，nihuihouhuidaoshengburusi！

”3houwanneijuhua，wojiutengdechedishiquleyishi。buzhidaohunleduojiu，dengwozaizhengyanshi，

faxianzijibeisaijinleyigejudadeboligangli，paozaishuili。wosiguotaiduocile，yehuoguotaiduoci。

zhiyaoyisi，ershisixiaoshihoujiuhuifuhuo，buguanyishenmefangshi。zaicigudebingshuili，

zaiyouhuayouchoudelannili，shenzhizaixiashuidaodewugouzhong……wodouxingguolaiguo。zhiyaozheigeshijiehaizai，

napabeirenduosuishaochenghui，zhishengxiayilizha，woyenengzhongsheng。cike，

zheigeboligangliguanmanlecibidefangfuye。wokongdangdangdeshentipiaozaiqizhong，xiangzaipaozao，zhengmanmanhuifuzhijue，

kehaidongbule。erbianchuanlaiyanqiulengbingbingdeshengyin。tazhanzaiwopangbian，ganggangxiankaigaizikanleyiyan。

congtayanjingdedaoyingli，wokandaolezijideyangzi——kepajile。yuanbenjiejinyimiqideshenzi，

xianzaisuochengyituan，lianyuanlaideyibandoubudao。woshenshangsuoyounengyongdeqiguan，quanbeiyanqiunazoule，

xianzaiquanhuandaolesuwanningshenshang。takanqilaitingmanyi，yuqidoubuzijueqingkuaileqilai。

“tazheihuiyinggaimeifazaihuoleba？zheimoyanggenbenfuhuobule。shentijiushenggutoujiaziheyikenaodai，

shayemeile。”neigejiwohesuwanningdongshoushudeyishengyediantoufuhe。“gujishimeixile，

yanjiujiazhiyemeile。neizheishengxiade……”yanqiuxianglexiang，mashangnadingzhuyi。“baoxiandian，haishishaoleba。

guhuifenchengsifen，wangdongnanxibeisigefangxiangsa，rangtayongyuanbiexiangzaipinhuilai。zheiyang，

wanningcainengshunshunlilijichengtadedongxi。”zheiyishengyebuzhidaoshenmelaitou，benshibuxiao。

bujinnengzuohuanqiguandeshoushu，hainengbangyanqiushanhouchuliwodequti。liangrenliaodeqingsong，

shuowojiuxiangchuliyizhiliulangmaogouyiyangjiandan。gaodingwodeshihou，tamenyoushuoqisuwanningdehuifuqingkuang。

yanqiuyuqixingfendeyadouyabuzhu，yanlifazheguang，shiwocongmeijianguodemoyang。

“yongshengzhedeqiguanguoranbuyiyang！woyuanyiweiwanningdeyanghaojiu，haiyaoshouzuiyizhenzi，

jieguodiertiantajiujingshenle！”“buzhijingshen，qiguanshiyingdekuai，shangkouyuheyejingren，zhenggerenchongmanhuoli，

lianwodouchijing！”“woyijinggenwanningshuohaole，santianhoukaishixiayibu。”haiyouxiayibu？

zheishitakecongmeigenwotiguo。woxiangjixuting，yanqiuquejiedaolesuwanningdedianhua。

tingtonglichuanlaitatiantiandeshengyin，shuoxiangchicaomeidangao，xinqinghao，weikouyebucuo，tingzhezhenxiangshihuifudebucuo。

yanqiuyiting，gaoxinghuaile，duizhedianhuawenroudihonglejiju。“nizheigexiaochangui，caiganghaozhuan，

jiudianjidangaole？”suwanningjiaodididisazhejiao，shengyinruanruande，congtingtonglipiaochulai。

“haiyouhaoduoxiangchideni，dannibuzai，wobuganluanxiang……”yanqiuxiaochusheng，qinghuatuokouerchu。

“woxianzaijiuguoqu，nihaohaoxiangxiang，daodihaixiangchishenme？ng？”4tingdaotamenshuodehua，

woxinliyixiazilengdaoledi。shentihuifudeyuelaiyuekuai。xiongkouchuanlaiyizhensiliegan，

haoxiangyoushenmedongxizhengzaicongneiwangwaizuan，manmanchengkaipirou。xindexinzang，yicunyicunzhanglechulai。

woweiweichedongzuijiao，xiaole。nengganjuedaoneikexinzaitiao，wenwende，yixiayouyixia。wozhidao，woyouhuilaile。

yuanlaineikeweiyanqiutiaodongdexin，beitaqinshouwazoule。liantongwoduitadexihuanhenanguo，yiqidaizoule。

kexianzai，woyoulexindexin。buteng，yebuaile。limianzhuangde，quanshihen，haiyoudengzhekanjiejudelengyi。

wozaishuiganglipaolehaojigexiaoshi，kanzhezijiyidianyidianhuoguolai。jiuzaiyishengzhunbeichuliwoshentiqianbanxiaoshi，

womengdichongchuleshuimian。tafaxianwobujianshi，lianseshuadibianle，xiangshizhuangjianleligui，tuidouruanle，

duoduosuosuojiujiyanqiudaledianhua。wojiuduozaijiaoluoli，tingzheneidianhuaxianglesansheng，yanqiucailanyangyangjieqilai。

“wei！yanqiu！chushile！nizainaer？kuaishuo！womashangquzhaoni！”yishengshengyinfadou，yanjingdaochuluansao，

shengpawoturancongnamaochulai。keyanqiuquefandehen，juedetadaraolehaoshi。“woxianzaizhengpeiwanningni，

nibuzhidaoma？tagangxing，shenzihaixu，nidabanyedalaiganshenme？”tayuqinianhu，

dianhuaneitouhaiyinyuechuanlaisuwanningxixidechuanqisheng，yishengyitingjiumingbaile。dantayegubushangzheixiele，

zhinengchongzheshoujidahan：“zaole！qingyuanbujianle！woxiangchulitadeshenti，kegangdakaishuigang——limiankongde！

shenmedoumeiyou！”yanqiulengzhu，shengyinlikechenlexialai。“bukeneng！shibushiguangxiantaiannikancuole？

nizaihaohaokankan！”“meikancuo！wokandeqingqingchuchu！shuigangshikongde！dishanghaiyoutadejiaoyin！

qingyuan……tahuole！tapaole！”jiuzaitamenhuangluanjingjiaodeshihou，tianshangdeleiyeyishengjieyishengzhakai。

wobiyishenggengkuaiyibu，modaotadeche，yongtoulaideyaochifadongchezi，zhibenyanqiujialouxia。shenyele，

tajiadenghailiangzhe。chekulichuanlaijicudejiaobusheng，yanqiuxiangshizaipinmingbanshenmedongxi。suwanninggenzaitashenbian，

manliankunhuo：“yanqiu，womenyaoqunaer？daodizenmele？weishenmeyaoshoushixingli？”tagenbenmeikongjieshi，

zhiguzhewangcheshangsaixiangzi。“xianzou！ganzuizaodefeiji！dengdaoleanquandifangwozaigennishuo！

”suwanninghaixiangwen，kejiuzaidisanshengleixiangguodeshunjian，tazhenggerenjiangzhule。xiayimiao，

taxiangbeishenmeqianyinzhe，huanhuanzouxiangmenkou，qinshoubamendakai，ranhouzhandaowoshenbian，guaidebuxianghua。“wanning！

niqunaerle！”yanqiuzhuichulai，kandaowodeneiyike，lianshuadibianbai。ketadiyifanyinghaishihansuwanning，

manzuidoushitademingzi。neiyishengsheng，xiangdaoziyiyangzhajinwoxinli。“wanning！guolai！xianguolai！tingwojieshi！

nidabuguota！bielitaneimejin！”woxiaole。xiaotachundekebei。wozhuantoukanxiangsuwanning，

qingshengshuo：“zhuazhuta，womenjinqu，haohaoliaoliao。”tayijuhuameishuo，likezhaozuo。zaiyanqiudejingjiaoshengzhong，

fanshouyiniu，batageboxiele，yingshengshengtuojinlewuzi。yanqiutengdepaoxiao，shengyindoubianle。“zenmehuishi？

qingyuan！niduiwanningzuoleshenme？！”wotaitoukanleyanheichenchendeye，manmanyaotou，yuqiliquanshiyihan。

“woshenmedoumeizuo。shinizijibuxinquangao，xianzai，zhinengzijikanghouguo。”“nizhenbuzhidaoma？

zhiyaojieshouleyongshengzhesanchengdexuerou，tajiuhuibianchengxiayigeyongshengzhe。erwoshouguodeku，ta，

yigedoubuhuishao。”5zheikenengshiwozuihouyicihuoguolaile。zaiyanqiudesuanjili，

womomingqimiaodizhaodaolezhongjieyongshengdefangfa。suwanninghuoxialaile，kedaijiashitajieguolewodeming，

chenglexindeyongshengzhe。tadechengshouwoguoqusuoyouzhemo，haidewutiaojiantingwodemingling。yidaodaleixiayudeyewan，

neizhongtongjiuxiangchaoshuiyiyangyongshanglai，rangtashengburusi，jiaodoujiaobuchusheng。wosiguoduoshaoci，shouguoduoshaozui，

zheixiedouhuizaitashenshangzhongxinlaiyibian。yitianyouyitian，meiwanmeile。tingdaowoshuodehua，yanqiulengzhule，

shijingyaotou，zuiliyizhihanzhesuwanningdemingzi。kexianzaidesuwanning，yanlizhiyouwo，

duitadehuhuangenbenbuli，lengdexiangkuaibing，xiangbeichouzoulinghundemutouren。chuangwaituranxiangqileisheng，

suwanningyixiazidaozaidishang，liansefabai，quanshenfadou，yijingkaishijingliwodiyicisiwangdetongkule。

tasixinliefeidihan，kuzheqiurao，neimoyang，xiangjiledangniandewo——beiwei、wuzhu、ruoxiao。

yanqiukanbuxiaqule，guizhewangqianpa，xianglatadeshou。ketamengdishuaishou，henhendaletaliangxia，

jiezhizaitalianshanghuachuliangdaokouzi，xuelimaliulexialai。“wanning，nikanwoyiyan！qiunikankanwo！