xiaoshuo《bazongtiwodanglepoguolaideliusuan》，benshuzhongdedaibiaorenwushiluyanlinxiaoxi。gushineirongqimeierquzhe，shizuozhedashenjiujiujiuwojiaojiusuoxie，wenzhanggenggai：“kanqingchu！peichangjine！daoqianshengming！yigedoubunengshao！fouzewojiuzhaokaixinwenfabuhui，rangquanchengdouzhidaodingdingdamingdelu……
weileceshibazongnanzhushifouzhendeshiyi，wojiazhuangbailianhuatangzaidishangwuxiannvzhutuiwo。nanzhulengyanpangguan：「tashizuopiezi，niqunzishangdexieyinqueshiyoujiao。」wonaoxiuchengnuzhuaqipangbianqingjiechede**poxiangnvzhu。taqueturanfanshenhuzhuta，houbeishunjianfushimaoyan。jutongzhongtazhandouzheshoumowolian：「baobaobiepa…wosuiranwangleta…danshentihaijideaini…」quanchangjijing。wodingzhetazuanzaishoulidenvzhutoufa：ge，nihutadeshihounengbunengbiehaowotoufa？
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bingfanglijingdenengtingjianshuyeguanlidiandizhuiluodeshengyin，kongqilixiaodushuideqiweinongdefani。
wo，suwanwan，zhengrouruowuguditanzuozaidibanshang，bingliangdecizhuanjidewoyiduosuo。wozuoshouwuzhegenbenmeiyouzhuangdaodeyoubei，youshousisizhuaizhepangbianyilianmengbidelinxiaoxi——benshuzhenzhengnvzhudekujiao，yankuangliyimiaoxumanyaoyaoyuzhuideleishui，shengyindoudezijidoukuaixinle：“xiaoxijie…ni，niweishenmeyaotuiwo…wozhishixiangjinixuegepingguo…”
linxiaoxineizhangqingxiudelianzhangdetonghong，shitubatuicongwohuailichouchulai，youbugantaiyongli：“su**！wogenbenmeiyoupengni！shinizijituranshuaidaode！”
wanmei。zheifanying，zheiweiqu，zheibaikoumobiandediaodiao，jianzhishiwoyanjishengyadeyouyigaoguangshike。
wotouyanqupiaozhanzaibingfangmenkoudeneigenanren。
luyan，benshunanzhu，wode“xianren”nanyou，yigejushuoyinweiyichangchehuozanshidiushilebufenjiyidebazong。etoushanghaichanzhebengdai，lianseyouxiecangbai，quesihaobujianneifenlengjun。shensuideyanmouxiangliangkougujing，bolanbujingdikanzhewozheibiandenaoju，kanbuchusihaoqingxu。
shiyi？pianguini。wojiuxiangzhidao，tashizhenwanglelinxiaoxi，haishizhuangshenchen。
shijianyimiaoyimiaotuotadipaguo。
jiuzaiwoyanleikuaiyaoguabuzhu，kaolvshibushiyaoqiazijidatuizaitiandianximashi，luyanzhongyudongle。
tahuanbuzouguolai，gaojidingzhipixiecaizaiguangjiedibanshang，fachuchenmenerguilvdeqingxiang，xiangqiaozairenxinjianshang。tajugaolinxia，xianshisaoleyiyanlihuadaiyu（ziyiwei）dewo，ranhouyoukanxiangqidehunshenfazhandelinxiaoxi。
zuihou，tademuguangluozaiwoteyiceshenluchulaidequnbaishang——neili，youyigeqianqiande、gangcaiwozijiqiaoqiaocaishangqudexieyin。
takaikoule，shengyinpingwendexiangzaifenxiyifenbinggouan，daizheyisigangxingbujiudediya，quelengdediaobingcha：“tashizuopiezi。”
我：“……啊？”
tataimou，neishuangyanjingzhongyujujiaozaiwolianshang，meishenmewendu，shenzhidaizhedianjiepoubandeshenshi：“niqunzishangdexieyin，shoulidianzaijiaogen，qingxiwanzheng，shiyoujiaozhengdengsuozhi。”
tadunledun，meiyigezidouxiangxiaochuizi，jingzhunqiaosuiwolinshidajiandexitai。
“linxiaoxiguanyongzuoshou，zhanlihefalizhongxinxiguanxingpianzuo。jishizhenyaochuaini，”tazuijiaosihujiqiqingweidigouleyixia，manshichaofeng，“yegaishizuojiao，liuxiayigedagailvdemohuyinji，erbushizheimebiaozhundeyigeyoujiaojiaoyin。”
wolianshangdebeiqiheleishuishunjiandongzhu，jiroujiangyingdelihai。naoziliwengwengde，zhishengxiayipiankongbaiheyizhongbeidangzhongbaguangdenankan。
tameishiyi？tazaiwanwo？
zhouweineixiebaobiaohehushimentoulaidemuguangshunjianbianlewei，conggangcaidetongqingyihuobianchengleranhebiyi，xisuideyilunxiangwenziyiyanghengjiqilai。
luyandeyanshenchedilenglexiaqu，xiangkanyiduilaji：“suwanwan，shikeerzhi。”
适可而止？
yiguxiehuo“cheng”diyixiacongwojiaodibanshaodaoletianlinggai！suoyoudesuanji、weizhuang、shitan，zaizheiyikequandouchenglexiaohua！woxianggetiaoliangxiaochou，mailiyanchu，jieguoguanzhongbujinmeiruxi，haizhijiechailetai！
pingshenme？jiusuantaluyanmeishiyi，yiqianbuyezongrongwozuotianzuodi？xianzaiweilegelinxiaoxi，juranzheimexiawodelian？
nuhuoshaohuleneidiansuoshengwujidelizhi。
womengdicongdishangdanqilai，shixianfengkuangsaoshe，shunjiansuodingpangbianzoulangshangtingzhedeyiliangqingjieche！chezuishangceng，yigetoumingdesuliaopinglizhuangzhedabanpingwuseyeti，biaoqianshangyigekuloutoubiaozhichumujingxin！
管不了那么多了！
woxiangyitoubeijinudemubaozichongguoqu，yibazhuaguoneigepingzi，bakaipingsai，duizhelinxiaoxineizhangrangwohendeyayangdelianjiuhenhenpoleguoqu！
“去死吧你！”
shijianzaizheiyikebeiwuxianlazhang。
wojihunengkanjianneiposachudetoumingyetizaikongzhonghuachudeweixianhuxian，daizheyigucibidesuanwei，zhipulinxiaoxi。
linxiaoxiwanquanheshale，dailizaiyuandi，lianduoshandouwangle。
jiuzaineifushixingdeyetijijiangwenshangtalianjiadeqianyimiao——
yidaoheiyingyiyizhongjinhukongbudesudumengdicepuguolai，haobuyouyudijianglinxiaoxiyanyanshishidiguojinhuaili，yongzijidezhenggejibeiyingshangleneipiansiwangzhiyu！
“嗤——啦——”
yizhongjiqikepa，rangrentoupifamaxuerouxiaorongdeshengyinzhouranxiangqi，bansuizhebaiseyanwumengdizhengtengkailai！
yigunonglieqiangrendesuanchoushunjianmimanlezhenggebingfangzoulang！
“呃啊——！”
nanrenyayidaojizhi、conghoulongshenchujichudetongkumenhengxiangyibadundao，henhengeguosuoyourendeermo。
luyanzhenggerenjuliedizhandouqilai，etoushangqingjinbaoqi，lenghanshunjianjintouletabinghaofudeyiling，dantabaozhelinxiaoxideshoubeiquegudesijin，meiyousongkaifenhao。
死寂。
suoyourendoubeizheidianguanghuoshijiandebianguheshale，mudengkoudaidikanzheneilvbaiyancongtahoubeishengqi，kongqizhongmimanzhepifujiroubeifushidekepaqiwei。
wodeshoubeihaijiangzaibankong，weichizhepochudezishi，shoulidekongping“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidishang。
luyandeshentiyinweijutongerjuliedijingluanzhe，tasihuzaiyongjinquanshenliqiduikangneizuyirangrenhunjuedetongku。ranhou，zaiyipiandaoxilengqideshengyinzhong，tazhandoudi，jiqihuanmandi，taiqileneizhimeiyoubaozhulinxiaoxideshou。
neizhishouyinweijizhidetongkuerdoudebuchengyangzi，zhijianhaowuxuese。
taquejiannandi、guzhidi，chaozhewodefangxiangshenguolai。
zuizhong，binglengerzhandoudezhijianqingqingchupengdaowodelianjia。
tadetongkongyijingkaishihuansan，jiaojubuwen，efabeilenghanjinshinianzaipifushang，liansebaidexiangzhi，zuichunxidongzhe，qiruoyousi，quedaizheyizhongguiyierpianzhidewenrou：
“宝宝…别怕…”
“…wosuiran…wangleta…”
meiyigezidouxiangshicongchifenglijichulaide，guoxiezhewufaxingrongdetongku。
“…danshenti…haijide…yaobaohuni…”
tadeshouzhizaiwolianshangwulidihualuo，zuihoumengdichuiluoxiaqu，zhenggerencheditanruan，hunsiguoqu，zhishengxiahoubeineipiankepadezhuoshanghaizaiwushengdimaozhexiweidebaiyan。
quanchangsiyiyangdejijing。luozhenkewen。
woxiangbeileipizhongdekumu，jiangzaiyuandi，lianshangdepifuhaicanliuzhetazhijianbinglengniannidechugan。
保护…我？
tashibushitongfenglea？！tahudeyanyanshishideshilinxiaoxi！nei**chadianpowoshoushang！
还有…
wobozimengdiyitong，beiposhunzheneilidaowangqianliangqiangleyibu。
我低头。
kanjianluyannapazaichedihunmihou，neizhiganggang“wenrou”fumoguowolianjiadeshou，cikezhengsisidi、jinjindizuanzheyidabatoufa——laiziyutahuailidelinxiaoxi？fangpi！
neizhangfamoshaolianzhede，shiwodetoupi！
tagangcaineifan“shenqinggaobai”shi，lingyizhishougenbenjiumeixianzhe！tahaozhewodetoufa！yongjinlelinhunguoquqiandesuoyouliqi！
wotengdeyanleishunjianjiubiaochulaile，bushizhuangde。
kanzhetaneizhangjishihunmiyeyijiushuaiderenshengongfen，cikequerangwohenbudebushangyijiaodejunlian，youkanlekantahuailibeihudehaofawushang、tongyangheshaledelinxiaoxi，zaiganshouleyixiatoupichuanlaidezhenzhensilietonggan。
yigujizhidehuangmiuganchongkualewosuoyoudeshenjing。
wojianjiaoshengtuokouerchu，poleyin，xiangchezhenggezoulang：
“luyan！nihutajiuhuta！”
“nihaowotoufaganshenmea？！tengsiwole！songshou！**jiwosongshou！”
zhenggezoulangxiangshibeianxialejingyinjian，zhishengxiawopoleyindejianjiaozaihuidang，haiyouluyanhoubeineixiweiquekongbude“chichi”sheng。
“songshou！nitingjianmeiyou！luyan！**hunledoubuwangkengwo！”wotengdeziyaliezui，ganjuezhenggetoupidouyaobeitaneigusijingerjixianxialaile。tahunmizhongshouzhiquexiangtieqian，yuezuanyuejin，fangfoneicuotoufashitabinsiqianlaodaodeweiyijiumingdaocao。
baobiaohehushimenzhongyucongshihuazhongjingxing，luanchengyituan。
“kuai！kuaibaluzongtaishangdanjia！”“xiaoxinhoubei！biepengdaoshangkou！”“yisheng！yisheng！jinjiqingkuang！”
jigerenshoumangjiaoluandiqutailuyan，shitubaikaitajinwodeshou。ketayidongbudong，shouzhiquewangudeyaoming。
“a——qingdian！chedaowotoufale！”wobeitaneigulidaodaidedongdaoxiwai，naodaibeipoyiyigejiqiqurudezishiwaizhe，yanleihuahuadiliu，zheicishizhenteng，“nimenshijiurenhaishimoushaa！xianbatashoubaikai！”
linxiaoxibeitajinjinguzaihuaili，daoshimeibei**jiandaobandian，cikeyeheshale，xiaolianshabai，shitucongtahuailizhengtuochulai，queyoubugantaidadongzuopapengdaotashangkou，kanqilaijiuxiangshibeianzaitaxiongkoudeyizhishoujingdetuzi。
hunluanzhong，buzhidaonagebenshoubenjiaodebaobiaomengdiyiyongli。
“嘶啦——”
woganjuetoupiyiqing，bansuizhejigentoufaduanliedexiweishengxiang，zhongyuhuodeleziyou。wowuzhefatongdetoupiliangqiangzhehoutuiliangbu，chadianyi**zuodishang。
zaitaiyan，luyanyijingbeiqishoubajiaoditaishangledanjia，neizhizuiedeshouzhongyusongkaile，jigenshuyuwode、wuheilianglidezhangfaqicandichanzaitazhifengli，suizhedanjiadeyidongyihuangyihuang。
linxiaoxibeihushifudaoyibian，haizaisesefadou，kanzhedanjiashangdeluyan，yanshenfuzadexiangyituanluanma。
而我？
wodingzhebanbianbeihaodekuaituledetoupi，zhanzaiyuandi，kanzheneicuzaitazhijianzhaoyaodewodetoufa，youkankanzhouweirentoulaideneizhonghunhezhekongju、biyi、yijikanshenjingbingyiyangdeyanshen。
kongqilineigupiroushaojiaodesuanchouweihaimeisan。
yigehushizhanzhanjingjingdizouguolai，shitujiwochulikenengjiandaode**：“su…su**，ninmeishiba？youmeiyoujiandao？”
womengdihuikaitadeshou，zhizhedanjiashangyijingxunsubeituizoudeluyan，qidehunshenfadou，shengyindoubianlediao：“nikanwoxiangmeishima？！youshi！dashi！ta！tahaowotoufa！nimenkanjianmeiyou！talinhunguoquhaihaowotoufa！”
hushizhanglezhangzui，biaoqingyiyannanjin，dagaijuedewoshoudaode**biluyandeshanghailipu。
baobiaomenyanshenduoshan，meirenjiewodehua。
woguliwuyuandizhanzaizoulangzhongyang，xianggebeiquanshijiepaoqidexiaohua。jubenbushizheimexiede！tayinggaixintengwo，yanelinxiaoxi，jiusuanshiyileshentibennengyegaishituikaitaerbushihuzheta！ketahule，hudeneimeyanshi，ranhouyongmoguotade（kenenghaizhanzhe**）deshoulaimowodelian，zuihouhaihaozoulewoyidabatoufa！
zheisuanshenme？yongwodetoufajitadangzai？haishilinsiqianzhuagedianbeide？！
“suwanwan！”linxiaoxisihuzhongyuhuanguoshen，zhengtuohushichongdaowomianqian，yanjinghongdexiangtuzi，quebushikude，shiqide，“nifengle！nijingranyong**！neishi**！nihuishaletade！”
wozhengyiduzixiehuomeichufa，wenyanlikeduihuiqu：“shata？nikantaneiyangxiangshiyaosidema？tahunihudegenyanzhuziside！zaishuosheifengle？shitaxianhaowotoufa！”
linxiaoxibeiwozheiqingqideguanzhudianyedeyileng，suijigengjiafennu：“neishiyiwai！tashiweilebaohuwo！nichadianhaisiwomen！”
“baohunijiuyaohaowotoufa？！zheishishenmedaoli！”wowuzhetoupi，ganjueneili**laditeng，kendinghongleyipian，“wogaosunilinxiaoxi，zheishimeiwan！wodetoufa！tabixupei！”
linxiaoxikanwodeyanshenchedixiangshizaikanyigebukeliyudefengzi。
zhouweiqieqiesiyudeshengyingengdale。
“su**shibushizheiliyoudian……”yourenqiaoqiaozhilezhinaodai。
“heshaleba……bijingchadiannaochurenming……”“keshiluzonggangcaishuodehuahaoqiguaia，shuoshentijidebaohuta……”“doushaohutule……”
wotingzhezheixieyilun，kanzhelinxiaoxineifu“nishishenjingbing”debiaoqing，zaimomozijizhenwangdetoufa，yigujudadeweiquhehuangmiuganxijuanerlai。
luyan，nizuihaoshizhendeshiyilewaijiatonghutule。
否则……
wodingzhejijiushiliangqidehongdeng，ehenhendixiang。
fouzedengnichulai，diyijianshijiushirangnipeiwodetoufa！lianbendaili！yigendoubunengshao！
jijiushidehongdengliangdeciyan，xiangyizhilengmodeyanjing，fushizhezoulanglidehunluanhehuangdan。
wo，suwanwan，dingzheyitoubeihaodecanchabuqi、yinyinzuotongdefaxing，xianggebeileipiguodepugongying，gulinglingdizhanzaizoulangzhongyang。kongqilineigupiroushaojiaodesuanchouweiwangudinianzaibiqiangli，tixingzhewogangcaifashengdeyiqiebushiemeng。
linxiaoxibeihushifudaopangbiandezhangyishangzuoxia，yourenjitadaolebeireshui，tapengzhebeizi，shouzhihaizaidou，yanshenfazhididingzhejijiushidemen。ouerpiexiangwozheibian，neiyanshenfuzadenengningchushuilai——youhoupa，youfennu，dangengduodeshiyizhong“niguoranshigefengzi”depanding。
baobiaomenxiangheitayiyangchuzaisizhou，yanshenjingtidiluozaiwoshenshang，fangfowoxiayimiaojiunengcongkoudailizaitaochuyiping**。
meirenzailaiwenwoyiju“su**ninmeishiba”。
tamendechenmoheduoshandemuguangbizhijiezhizegengrangwonanshou。
shijianyifenyimiaodipa，meiyimiaodouxiangzaiwojinbengdeshenjingshangcuodao。
zhongyu，jijiushidemenkaile。
zhuzhiyishengyibianzhaikouzhaoyibianzouchulai，lianseningzhong。
linxiaoxilikedanqilaichongguoqu：“yisheng！tazenmeyang？”
woyexiayishiwangqiannuoleliangbu，shuqileerduo。
yishengtanlekouqi：“houbeierjizhuoshang，mianjibuxiao，wanxingmeishangdaojizhuishenjing，dankendinghuiliuba。jutongheyingjifanyingdaozhihunmi，xianzaiyijingyongledaliangzhentongji，qingkuangzanshiwendingle，xuyaozhuanruicuguancha。”
linxiaoxituiyiruan，chadianyouzuohuiqu。
liuba…luyanneigeyoujiepihaiyouwanmeizhuyidejiahuo…
woxinlimomingdijiuleyixia，danlikebeigengqiangliedefenmenyalexiaqu——tahuogai！sheirangtahaowotoufa！
“bingrenyishihaimeiyouwanquanhuifu，danqijianfanfuniantaojigeci…”yishengdunledun，muguangsaoguowohelinxiaoxi，sihuyouxienanyiqichi。
linxiaoxijiqiediwen：“taniantaoshenme？”
yishengqingleqingsangzi，biaoqingyoudianganga：“haoxiangshi…‘toufa’…‘pei’…haiyou…‘baobao’…”
“……”
zoulanglizaicixianruyizhongguiyidejijing。
suoyourendemuguang，qishuashuadi，zaicijujiaodaowo…detoushang。
woganjuewoneibanbiantoupiyoukaishitutuditiaozheteng。
linxiaoximengdiniutoukanwo，neiyanshenxiangshiyaobawoshengtunhuobole。
我：“？？？”
bushi！tayoubingba！hunmibuxingniantao**niantaohoubeishenzhiniantaolinxiaoxiwodourenle！taniantaotoufashishenmeyisi？！hai“pei”？hai“baobao”？！
zheitamashihunmima？zheifenmingshipengci！shizhinian！shisiledouyaohao！
woqidexiongkoujulieqifu，zhizhejijiushidemen，shengyindoupile：“nimentingjianmei！nimentingjianmei！tahaiyaopei！tajuranyoulianshuoyaopei！tahaolewoneimeduo！tapeideqimata！”
yishenghehushimendebiaoqingguanlichedishikong，yigegezuijiaochouchu，xiangxiaoyoubuganxiao，biedeshifenxinku。
linxiaoxidelianyizhenqingyizhenbai，zuizhongxiangshihaojinlesuoyouliqi，yaozheyaduiwodihou：“suwanwan，nigoule！tadouzheiyanglenihai……”
“wozenyang？”wogengzhebozidaduanta，yanleibuzhengqidiyoumaolechulai，yibanshitengdeyibanshiqide，“wodetoufajiubushitoufalema？nizhidaowoyangzheiyitouxiufahualeduoshaoqianduoshaoshijianma？taluyandebeishibei，wodetoupijiubushitoupile？”
woyueshuoyueweiqu，yuexiangyuekui：“wogaosunilinxiaoxi，zheishimeiwan！dengtaxingle，diyijianshijiushitanpeichangwenti！jingshensunshifei，toupisunshangfei，faxingshejifei…shaoyifenwodougentaji！”
linxiaoxikanwodeyanshenyijingbujinjinshikanfengzile，jianzhishikanyizhongwufalijiedeyuzhouqipa。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangshuoshenme，zuizhongquezhishiwulidiyaoleyaotou，zhuanshengenzheyidongbingchuangwangicudefangxiangzouqu，buzaikanwoyiyan。
baobiaomenyehulaladigenleshangqu，liuxiawoyigerenzhanzaikongkuangqilaidezoulangli。
xiaodushuideweidaoyijiunonglie。
wogujunfenzhandizhanzhe，wuzhezhenwangdetoufa，kanzhetamenyuanqudebeiying，xinlisuanliuliude。
凭什么啊。
mingmingshitaxianhaowotoufade。
zenmehaoxiangzuihoucuodehaishiwo？
woxilexibizi，henhenmodiaolianshangdeyanlei。
buxing，wodequzhaogejingzikankan，daodihaotuleduoshao。
陆衍，你等着。
这事，真的没完。
nidebashiwodegongxunzhang。
wodetoufa，shinidezuizheng！
zanmenicumenkousuanzongzhang！
icuneishanhouzhongdemenbawo，yijiwosuopeitoufadexiongxinzhuangzhi，yiqiwuqingdiguanzailewaimian。
zoulanglikongdangxialai，zhishengxiaxiaodushuiweihewotoudingsousoucuanguodeliangfeng。wozhaolegefanguangdexiaofangshuanbolimian，coujinle，ziyaliezuidibokaitoufajianchazhansunqingkuang。
si——haodayipiantoupibaoluzaikongqili，fagenchuhaidaizhedianxuesi，honghongzhongzhong，shijuexiaoguojiqicanlie。luyanneisi，hunmiqiandaodishishileduodajinger？zheishibawotoufadangjiangshenglema？！
xingxiangquanwu！qichidaru！woqideduizhexiaofangshuanbolizileziya，bolilineigetoufalingluan、yanjingtonghong、biaoqingzhengningdenvrenyeduiwozileziya。
buxing，zheikouqiyanbuxiaqu。
