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《chimugaobai，chunbuzai》shiyibuyinrenrushengdexiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo，youzuojiayanhuorenjianqqingqingdazao。gushizhujiaoshenhaitaogusiyudemingyunyuaiqing、youqinghefuchoujiujiezaiyiqi，yinfalewujindexijuxinghejinzhanggan。benshuyiqijingrendeqingjiezhuanzhehebizhenderenwuxingxiangertuoyingerchu。gusiyuzhengzaikanbiao。jianwochulailikeyingshanglai：「zenmezheimejiu？」「yudaotiaofenggou。」wohuanglehuangshouzhongdezhenduanshu，「caicaitadeleshenmebing？」gusiyukan……。

精彩章节

wochuanzhezijiqinshoushejidehunshazaihun，qianfushenhaitaoquepaolaizuzhi。tagezhongjiuchan，guiqiuwohetafuhe。

heshenhaitaoqizhengzhishi，daozhiwofashengyiwai…1wochuanzhezijiqinshoushejidehunsha，zhanzaijiudianlitangmenkou。

qunbaishangdejinxiancixiushiyizhizhenchiyufeidefenghuang——yuhuozhongsheng，woqinshouxiude。jiuxiangwoziji，

congneiduansitoudehunyinlipachulai，rujinyaotangtangzhengzhengdijiajizhenzhengzhenxiwoderen。hunlijinxingquxiangqi，

gusiyuzhanzailitaijintoudengwo。tajintiangewaiyingjun，shenhuisexizhuangchendejianxiantingba，muguangzhuozhuodiwangguolai，

zuijiaodaizheyabuzhudexiaoyi。wotaijiaogangyaomaibu——「kuang！"」damenbeibaolizhuangkai。

qianfushenhaitaoyishenheixizhuangchuanglejinlai。shengyinshaya：「linziqing！nijiwozhanzhu！」quanchangshunjianjijing。

leduitingleyanzou，zhuchirenzhangzhezuifabuchusheng。woganjuedaowomamengdizhuajinlezuoyifushou。

gusiyuliansezhoubian，dabuconglitaizouxialai。「baoan！」talishenghedao，tongshiyibajiangwohuzaishenhou，

「bazheiweixianshengqingchuqu！」shenhaitaokandoumeikanta，zhijieshenshouyaolaizhuaiwo：「genwohuiqu！

nixianzaijiugenwohuiqu！」wo「pa」didadiaotadeshou，lidaodadezaichangsuoyourendoutingjianneishengcuixiang。

「shenhaitao，**suanshenmedongxi？」wolengxiao。2kongqininggule。

shenhaitaoxianranmeiliaodaowohuidangzhongjitanankan，lianseshunjiancanbai。tazuichundouledou，

turandanxiguidi：「wozhidaocuole...qingqing，nizaijiwoyicijihui...」

wojugaolinxiakanzhetazheifuzuotai，exindexiangtu。sannianqianwogaoshaodao39du，

taquezaipeichulianzuofucha；woshengrineitiandengdaocantingdayang，tazhihuileyitiao「zaijiaban」；jiulianlihunshi，

tadoulandecongdiannaoqiantaitou，shuoleju「suini」。xianzaizhuangshenmeshenqing？「gun。」woshuo。

gusiyuzhijiejiuzhushenhaitaodeyilingbatalinqilai：「tingjianlema？wotaitairangnigun。」shenhaitaoturanbaoqi，

yiquanzaxianggusiyu：「nisuannamenzizhangfu！womenjiehunshi**haizaiguowai！」changmianshunjianhunluan。

lianggenanrenniudazaiyiqi，zhuangfanlexiangbinta。bolibeizasuizaidishang，jiuxiangwoheshenhaitaodeguoqu。

wochaoqizuijindeyibeihongjiu，jingzhipozaishenhaitaolianshang。anhongsedejiuyeshunzhetalangbeidelianwangxiatang，xiangxue。

「kanqingchule，」woyibawanzhugusiyudeshoubei，「zheicaishiwozhangfu。」3baoanzhongyuchongjinlaituorenshi，

shenhaitaohaizaizhengzha。taturancongkoudailitaochuyizhangzhaopianjudaowomianqian：「nihaijidema？

zheishiwomendiyiciyuehui...」zhaopianshangdewoxiaodecanlan，beijingshiyouleyuandemotianlun。

neitianwodengletasigexiaoshi，zuihouzaiyulidongdefadou。woduoguozhaopianzhijiesichengsuipian，yangshoushuaizaitalianshang。

「bienazheixieexinwo，」wocoujintaerbian，

yongzhiyouwomennengtingjiandeshengyinshuo：「nizhidaowozuihennishenmema？bushichugui，shimingmingbuaihaiyaozhuangshenqing。

」tatongkongmengdishousuo。「xianzaizhuangjisheikan？」wozhiqishen，tigaoyinliang。「baoan，

bazheiweixianshengsongqupaichusuo，jiushuotaxunxinzishi。」4zhongxinzhenglihaohunshahuidaolitaishi，

gusiyuyizhijinwozhewodeshou。tamuzhizaiwohukouchuqingqingmosuo，shiwushengdeanfu。

siyizhanzhanjingjingdikaikou：「xianzai...qingxinlangxinniangjiaohuanjiezhi...」

shenhaitaoturanzaimenkoufachuyishengsihou：「tadaideneimeijiezhishiwomaide！」quanchangzaicihuaran。

gusiyulengxiaoyisheng：「xuyaokangoumaijiluma？woshanggeyuezhuanmenfeiletangbalizhaodeshejishi。」

tazhiqiwodeshou，zaizuanjieluoxiadeshunjianturanzhuanxiangshenhaitao：「duile，nineimeilianjiahuo——」

「qingqingqunianjiurengle。」wokandaoshenhaitaoliangqiangleyixia，xiangshibeitongleyidao。zhentongkuai。

danggusiyuwenxialaishi，wotingjianshenhouchuanlaizhongwudaodidemenxiang。womeihuitou。

5shoujizaihuazhuangtaishangfengkuangzhendong，pingmuliangqiyouximie。zhulixiaopaojinlaishi，wozhengzaituzuihouyibikouhong。

「jie，chushile。」tashengyinfajin，「shenzongshangleqitiaoresou。」woduizhejingziminleminchun，

xianhongdegaotixiangyidaowanmeideshangkou。「naqitiao？」womanbujingxindiwen。

「#shenhaitaohunlixiagui#、#shenhaitaobeipohongjiu#、#shenhaitaoshenqinggaobai#...」

zhuliniandaoyibanturanjinsheng。wonaqishouji，

resoudiyideshipinzidongbofang：shenhaitaozhanzaimoujiameitijingtouqian，yanxiaqinghei，xizhuangzhoubabade，

huoxiangtiaosangjiaquan。「linziqing，」taduizhejingtougengyan，「wozhidaocuole...jiwosangeyue，bu，

yigeyue...」wozhijiesuoping，bashoujirengjinbaoli。「fabuhuijidiankaishi？」「haiyoushiwufenzhong。」

zhuliyuyanyouzhi，「menkouquanshijizhe...」wozhanqishen，gusiyuzaizoulangdengwo，

jianwochulailikedishangyibeibingmeishi。「douanpaihaole。」tanieleniewodeshouzhi，

「jintiannixiangzenmewandouxing。」6fabuhuixianchang。wogangzhanding，jiuyoujizhejuzhehuatongchongshanglai：「linzong，

ninduishenxianshengdegongkaidaoqianyoushenmehuiying？」wohuanglehuangshouzhongdekafeibei，bingkuaidingdangzuoxiang。

「nageshenxiansheng？」wotiaomei，「zuotianshanchuanghunlineige？」quanchangyijing。

lingyigejizhepobujidai：「tashuoyuanyiyongyibanshenjiahuanninhuixinzhuan...」「e？」wodaduanta，

「neimafanzhuangaoshenzong——」wodangzhongtaochushouji，diankaishanquertongjuankuanyemian，

shurujineshiteyiduizhejingtou：「xianjuanyigeyibiaobiaochengyi？」kuaimenshengbutingdeshan。

gusiyushishidishangqianyibu：「gewei，jintianshilinshixinxiliefabuhui。」taweixiaozhelouzhuwodeyao，

「sirenwentidaociweizhi。」woshunshikaozaitajianshang，duizhezuiqianmiandeshexiangjiyanranyixiao：「duile，

jidebajuankuanjietufajishenzong。」「bijing...」woyadishengyin，queganghaonengrangmaikefengshoudao，

「zheishitaweiyinengjiwohuaqiandejihuile。」7zhensuodexiaodushuiweiyoudiancibi。wozuozaizhenpishafashang，

duimiandeshenhaitaobazhenduanshutuiguolai。「qingduqingganzhangai。」tashengyinshaya，

「yishengshuowo...budongzenmeairen。」wosaoleyiyanzhenduanshu，turanxiaochusheng。「zhenqiao。」

wocongbaolitaochuyifenwenjian，「woyeyouzhenduanshu。」talengzhu。「ptsd。」wozhijiandiandianzhimian，

「bingyinshisannianlengbaoli。」shenhaitaodelianseshunjiancanbai。「guanyuwochulian...」tajizhejieshi，

「tadangshiaizhengwanqi...」「suoyini？」wodaduanta，「tasilema？」taxiangbeishanleyierguang。

「kanlaimeiyou。」wozhanqishen，「neinixianzaiyinggaiqutabingchuangqianguizhe，erbushizaizheilangfeiwodeshijian。」

shenhaitaoturanzhuazhuwodeshouwan：「ruguodangchuwogaosunishiqing...」「wohuizoudegengkuai。」woshuaikaita，

「知道为什么吗？」

woyiziyidun：「yin——wei——ni——rang——wo——jue——de——e——xin。」zoulangshang，

gusiyuzhengzaikanbiao。jianwochulailikeyingshanglai：「zenmezheimejiu？」「yudaotiaofenggou。」

wohuanglehuangshouzhongdezhenduanshu，「caicaitadeleshenmebing？」gusiyukandoumeikanneidiezhi，

zhijielouzhuwowangwaizou：「bieguanshenmebing，fanzheng...」「——doumeijiule。」womenyikoutongsheng。

diantimenguanshangdeshunjian，wotingjianzhenshilichuanlaizhongwuzaqiangdemenxiang。

gusiyunieleniewodehoujing：「wanshangxiangchishenme？」「huoguo。」**zaitajianshang，「yaozuiladeneizhong。」

8xinshuqianshouhuixianchangpaiqizhanglong。wodegangbizaifeiyeshanghuachuliuchangdeqianming，

《pojian》lianggezidezuihouyibifenglirudao。「xiayiwei。」shuxideqixituranbijin。wotaitou，

shenhaitaozhanzaizhuoqian，heichenshanzhoudebuxianghua，yanxiaguazhenongzhongdeqinghei。

tafangxiayibenjiurijiben——shiwolihunqianxiedesirenwupin。「qingqianzaizheili。」tazhizhemouye，

shengyinsiya。neiyexiezhe：「xiwangtanengpeiwozoudaozuihou」，zijiyijingfanhuang。wodingzhezheixingzikanleliangmiao，

turannaqigangbizhijiehuadiaozhengye。「xianzaikeyiqianle。」wolongfeifengwuqianxiamingzi，heshangbenzituihuiqu。

「tixingyixia，touqiesirenrijikeyipansannian。」houpaiduzhekaishiqieqiesiyu。

shenhaitaoliansefaqing：「wozhishixiangrangnikankandangchu...」「dangchuwoyanxia？」wotigaoyinliang，

「geweiduzhezuogejianzheng，zheiweijiushishulixiedezhananqianfu！」quanchanghuaran。youduzheyijingjuqishoujipaishe。

baoanchongguolaishi，shenhaitaoturanzhuazhuwodeshouwan：「womentantan...」「kaca」yisheng，

gusiyubuzhiheshichuxianzaipangbian，zhijiebaikaitadeshouzhi：「shenzong，xuyaowobaojinggaonixingsaoraoma？」

wokanzheshenhaitaobeibaoantuozoudebeiying，

juqibeiniehongdeshouwanduiduzhemenxiaoxiao：「zheijiushiweishenmebenshudisanzhangjianyi——lajiyaojishifenlei。」

9baoyutiandekafeitingjihumeiren，wojiaodongzhebeilidenatie。beiyulinchengluotangjideshenhaitaochongjinlai。

tahunshendizheshuizhanzaiwozhuoqian：「keyizuozheilima？」「gonggongchanghe。」wotouyebutai，

「buguojianyinizuoyuandian，miandebaganmaochuanranjiwo。」tahaishizuoxiale，yushuizaizhenpizuoyishangjichengxiaowa。

「woxiangleyiye...」tashengyinfadou，「daodinalibibushanggusiyu？」

wozhongyutaitoukanta：「ninadoubibushangwolaogong！nizhidaowomenhunlineiwantazaiganshenmema？」

shenhaitaozuanjinlequantou。「tazaibangwo**jiaohuai。」woqingxiao，「yinweizhantaijiuzhongle。」

「ersannianqianworendailashangshi，nizaipeichulian。」chuangwaishandianhuaguo，zhaodetaliansecanbai。

「wokeyixue...」tashenshoupengwodekafeibei。wozhijienaqibeizipozaitalianshang。

hesedeyetishunzhetadelianwangxiatang，heyushuihunzaiyiqi。「wanle。」wolinbaoqishen，

「gusiyuconglaibuhuirangwohelengdiaodekafei。」bolimenguanshangshi，wotingjianlimianchuanlaisixinliefeidehoujiao。

menwaidebaobiaolikechengkaisan：「taitai，chezhunbeihaole。」yushuaqiyoujiezoudibaidong。wodakaishouji，

gusiyudexiaoxitiaochulai：「maileniaichidelizidangao，xinpinfabuhuihenchenggong」

wohuifu：「woxianzaihuijia」houshijingli，kafeitingdelunkuozaibaoyuzhongjianjianmohu。10qingchenliudian，

woxihaopaoxiexiedaishi，shoujipingmuliangqi。gusiyudexiaoxi：「jintianjiangwen，daiweijin」