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精彩章节

yichangmeitoumeiweide‘wuhui’，shunjianranglianggexiangaiderensanniandeganqingshuosanjiusan，

congrenhaizhongyunixiangshikaishi，daorenhaizhongbaninongdiujieshu，dangwuhuijiekai，

hainengzaizhaohuicengjingneigezuiaiderenma？diyizhangchuxiadetianqisuiranyijingyouxieyanre，kexiyuguohoudeyewan，

wanfengchuilaishiquehaishigandaoyouxiehanleng。chennianzuozaiyitiaokuajiangdaqiaodelanganshang，

shierkanxiangbuyuanchuneichengshilidewanjiadenghuo，shieryoukanxiangneihunzhuoeryoubentengdejiangshui。

pangbianmotuochedeshoujizhijiashang，shibushidechuanlairuoyinruoxiandeshouji**qingweidezhendong，

keshitaquemeiyouzaiyi，buyongxiangyezhidaoshisheizaiyizhijitafaxiaoxihedadianhua。zhongyu，

zaiguolechabuduowufenzhongdeshihou，tatiaoxialanganbashoujinaqilaikanleyiyan，suihoubiananxialejietingjian。

“wei，laogong，nizainalia，wochuchahuilaile，haoxiangnia，

nikuaihuilaipeiwohaobuhao”dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyigeyouxietianmeijiaoruodenvsheng。chennianshenmedoumeishuo，

zhishianjingdetingzheshoujineitouchuanlaideshengyin，yanshenquetiaowangzhejiangmian……dayueguoleyifenzhongzuoyou，

chennianqingqingdetanlekouqi，suihoucaishuo“jintianwanshangyouyipihuoganzheyaochu，wohaiyaojiaban，

nichiwanfanzaodianxiuxi，buyongdengwo”haibudengdianhuaneitouzaishuoshenme，tajiuguashangledianhua。dianhuaneiyitou，

yigeyouxiejuanfazhachengwanzitoudenvzi，kanzheyanqianyijingheipingdeshouji，juedeyouxiemomingqimiao，

zuilinannanziyudeshuozheshenme。guaduandianhuayihou，chennianyouxiezichaodeyaoleyaotou，

suihoucongyifukoudailitaochuleyibaoyouxieganbiedexiangyan。kanzhelimiansuoshengwujidexiangyan，

chenniannachuyigenfangzaizuishangdianran。yanwudeliaoraozhixia，chenniandesixupiaoyuan，

kanxiangyuanchuwanjiadenghuodeyanzhongyezhujianxumanleleishui，yebuzhishibeixunde，haishilubiandefengshamileyan。

chunjiemashangjiuyaolailinle，daoshihouzheizuochengshijiangbianchengyizuo‘kongcheng’，zijigaihequhecongni，

yaobuyaozhaogegongchang，jinquduguozheigexinnian…“ai，niganma，nimeizhangyanjingma”？

zhidaoyizhenjinghujiazazhezhiwendeshengyinxiangqi，chenniancaizhongyuhuiguoleshenlai。“duibuqi，woganggangmeizhuyi，

niyoumeiyoushi”chennianyibianshuo，yibiankuaisudetingxialediandongche，

suihoupaoguoquhenvhaiyiqijianqiledishangsanluodeziliao。“yijuduibuqijiuwanshile，

nizheihaishiqidediandongche，yaoshijinikaiche，nibudefeidaotianshangqu”nvhaikanqilaihenshengqi，

yibianjianzhedishangsanluodezhizhang，yibianzuilimamalieliede…“duibuqi，zhendeduibuqi，

nikanyoumeiyoushangdaonali，yaobuwodainiquyiyuankankanqu”chennianshoulidedongzuobuting，

zuiliyeshijiaojideshuozhe。cikedeta，neixinhuangluanwanfen，genbenbugantaiqitoukanneigenvhai。

yankandishanghaiyouzuihouyizhangzhipian，chennianwangqiannuoleyibu，shouyeshunbianshenleguoqu，“aiyo”yishengjianjiao，

chadianerbatadehundoujihemeile。chenniantaitoukanqu，zhijianneigenvhaiziyijingkuaihouyangdaodile，

yuanlaiganggangyoubeizijidenuodongzhuangleyixia，cikeyijingkuaiyaodaodi。jiuzaineiyishunjian，

chennianshenchuqudeshouhuluanyila，jingranlazhulenvhaizaibankongzhongluanzhuadeshou，laibujiduoxiang，tayongliyila，

shunjianzhongxinbuwen，liandaizhebeitalazhudenvhaihetayiqidaozailedishang。zhouweirenqundechaonaosheng，

qichedecaozashengfangfozaizheiyiketingzhi，nengtingjiande，

zhiyouchennianneijiliedexintiaoshenghenvhaidejinghu…chennianshizhongdizhetoubuganqukannvhaidelian，

ershinianlaizijicongweiheyigeyixingruciqinmidejiechu，cikedetaganjuezijidelianhongtongtongde，

yebuzhishixiudehaishiganggangzhanqilaideshihoubeinvhaidade。“duibuqi，wo…wo…wobushiguyide，

zhishitaihaipale”nvhaishuo。xinliyiwanjuwenhouyucongchenniandexintoupiaoguo，

zhengzhunbeifahuodetataiqitoulaikanxiangnvhaishi，quejiannvhaideyankuanghonghongde，xuebaideyachiyaozhulexiazuichun，

cikeyizhishouanzhelingwaineizhishoudeshouwan，ganggangjianqilaidedongxiyousanluoleyidi。“nideshouyoumeiyoushi，

yaobunihaishigenwoquyiyuankankanba”suirantahenxiangfahuo，kehuadaozuibianyoubianchengle‘guanhuai’。“meishi，

yinggaishiganggangbuxiaoxinniudaole，wohuiqucadianyaojiuhaole”nvhaibianshuobiandunxiashenqujiandishangdedongxi。

chennianhaixiangzaishuodianshenme，keturuqilaidedianhua**daduanletajijiangchukoudehuayu。

“weinihao”chennianjieqidianhuabianshuodao。“nihao？haogepi，nishibushixiangwoesi，zheidouduozhangshijianle，

wodewaimaizenmehaimeisongdao，dongxiniliuzhezijichi，wotuikuanle”。

haiweidengchennianshuoshenmeshoujilijiuchuanlailebeiguaduandeshengyin。

“jintianzhendeshidaolebabeizidemei”chennianbianshuobianzouxianglepangbiandediandongche。“**，

zhendefulejintian”dangmamalieliedechenniandakaidiandongchexiangzi，kandaosaluozhenggexiangzidetangtangshuishuishi，

tazhongyurenbuzhubaolecukou…“yaobu，woqingnichigefandangzuopeilidaoqianba，

xianzaichabuduoyedaofandianle”chenniankanleyiyanshouji，suihouduigangjianwandongxidenvhaishuodao。

zaitashuowanzheijuhuahou，nvhaideduziyebuheshiyidexiangqilegugusheng，tagangaderoulerouzijideduzi，

chiyilejimiaozhihoudayinglechennian…。dierzhangshouzhishangchuanlaidecitonggandaduanletadehuiyi，tadixiatouyikan，

yuanlaineigenyanyijingranwantangdaoletadeshou。tayoutaochuleneibaoganbiedexiangyan，

nachuyigenfangzaizuishangzhengzhunbeidianran，queyouxiayishidenalexialai。“yi，nianer，nizaizheiliganma，

nixiaozikebiexiangbukaia”yigeyouxiecukuangdenanshengcongbeihouxiangleqilai，chadianbachennianheyitiao。

shaokaotanshang…“duodebushuole，xiongdi，

hewanzheidunjiunikebunengzaiqutiaojianglea”yigeyouxiecuguangdenanshengshuodao。“jier，jinishuoleduoshaoci，

wojiuzaineilichuichuifeng，nifeiyaoshuowotiaojiang，wozhendewuyule”chennianyibianshuozhe，

yibianjuqishouzhongdejiubeigen‘jier’pengleyixia。“nianernibuyongjieshi，

zuoxiongdidedoudong”neiweijiaojierderenjianxiaozhekanleyiyanbeizhongdejiu，suihouyangtouyiyinerjin。

chabuduoshidianzhongzuoyou，hewanyijianpijiudeliangrenduoshaoyouxieyouxiekouchibuqing，

yongshouchengzheetoujixuchuizheniupi……“lao…laobanzai…zailaiyijianha…haerbin，

duo…duoshaoqian”chenniantouyebutai，zhishijuzheshoujiaodao。

pangbiandenanzimiqiyanjingkanzhebuyuanchuyigeluguodenvren，shenchushoutongletongchennian。“ai，nianer，

nikanneigemeinvshibushihenzhengdian”jijieyibianshuozhe，yibianyongshouzhixiangleyigefangxiang。

chennianshunzhetazhidefangxiangkanleyiyan，yesemenglongjian，dequeyouyigezhangtuijuanfa**langdemeinv。

yizhenkoushaoshengxiangqi，chennianmengle，gangbaozheyixiangjiuguolaidelaobanyelengzaileyuandi，

zhiyoubuyuanchudemeinvyihuodezhuantoukanleguolai…kanzhetaibuzouguolaidemeinv，

chennianxiaoshengdeduijijieshuo“jier，nirenshi”？“mashangjiurenshilema”jijiehuida。“nizheiyang，

huibuhuirangrenjiaganjuehenweisuo”？chennianshunjianganjueyoudiantouda。“buhaoyisi，

renbuzhu”jijieyibianzhazheyanjingyibiandadao。“taguolaile，zenmeban”chennianwangjijieneibiannuolenuo。

“hainengzenmeban，jiaotayiqiheyigebei”jijiezhuantoukanxiangpangbianlengzhudelaoban“ai，laoban，

jiujiwomena”。“ai，hao，buhaoyisia”laobanfangxiajiuzhihouzouxianglelingyibian，

suihouzhanzaikaojiapangkanxiangneichenniantamensuozaidefangxiang。“meinvnihao，

nizhangdehenxiangwoyigepengyou”jijiezhanqilaishuodao。erpangbiandechennianzebatouniudaoyibian，

weitadehuagandaohaisao。meinvkanleyiyanjijie，bingmeiyoudalita，ershizhuantoukanxianglechennian。

chennianyongyanjiaoyuguangpiaoleyiyanneigemeinv，jiantazhengzhigougoudedingzheziji，suihoubumianganjueyoudiannankan。

“batouzhuanguolai”meinvzhongyukaikoushuohuale，qinglengdeshengyinzhongdaizheburongjujuedekouwen。

chenniantaiqitoukanlezhengzaizhanzhedejijieyiyan，faxiantayizhidoudingzhemeinvkan，shunjianmingbaimeinvzheihuayinggai，

haoxiangshiduizijishuode。“e，meinv，wolianshangshiyoucangyingma”？chennianbingweiqukanmeinv，

ershishenshoumolemozijidelian。“nizhuanguotoulai，wokannizenmeyoudianyanshu”meinvyouyicikaikoushuodao。

chenniandexinliqishangbaxiade，xinxiangzheimeinvbuhuirendingleshizijichuidekoushao，yaojizijilianggedabidouba？

“bushi，meinv，nigaibuhuikanshangwoleba”chennianhouzhelianpiwendao。“wozenmekanniyoudianyanshu，

xiaorongshinishenmeren”？meinvwenchennian。“xiaorong，nagexiaorong”chennianyoudianzhangerheshangmobuzhetounao。

“suqiaorong，shinishenmeren”？meinvzaiyiciwendao。tingdaozheihuadechennianyoudianzhenjing，

suijishuodao“shiwonvpengyou”，“nishi”？chennianjianmeinvshuochulezijinvpengyoudemingzi，jinjiezhewendao。

“wojiushuo，guaibudaokanniyoudianyanshu，xiaorongjiwokanguonidezhaopian”。“shima，neinini，

nishitashenmeren”chennianwendao。“woshitadeguimi”meinvshuozhe，qingpiaoleyiyanshaokaozhuohechennian，

suijimeitouyouxieweizhou。chennianbingweishuohua，ershiduanqilejiubeizhouzhemeitou，haoxiangzaisisuozheshenme。

meinvjianchennianbingweishuohua，yushiyebuzaiyanyu，

ershizoudaoleyibian…jijienaqijiubeiziguzidequgenchennianpengleyixia，yiyinerjinhoushuodao“nixiaozi，

renshiyouzheiqizhidemeinvyebujixiongdiwojieshaojieshao，bugouyiqi”。chennianhaishimeiyoushuohua，

ershijixuzainaohailihuiyizhezheigemeinvdaodishishei。zaiyiqisannianduoshijian，suqiaorongshenbiandetongshipengyou，

chennianjibendourenshi，rujinzaijieshangsuibianyudaoyigerenjiushuoshitaguimi，

kanlaitahaiyoushimanzheziji……disanzhangmeiduojiudeshijian，yiliangchuzuchetingzaileshaokaotanpangbiandeludaoshang，

yigenvzituikaichemenzoulexialai。tayixialaijiukandaolepangbianzhanzhedemeinv，

zouguoquhetabaoleyixiazhihouwendao“ranran，tazainali”？

neigejiaoranrandenvrenshenshouzhixianglechenniantamensuozaidefangxiang“ang，

neili”shuowanmaibudaizhesuqiaorongzouleguoqu。“nizhei，budasuanjieshiyixiama”？

suqiaorongzaichennianshenpangzhanding，yanjingkanzhetadeyanjingwendao。“jieshishenme”？chennianwen。

“bushishuoganzhechuhuo，zaigongsijiabanma，jiadaozheililaile？”chennianmeiyouhuida，zhishiduanqilejiubei，

zhengyaohejiubeishenqiandenvrenduoleguoqu。pangbianderanranjianzhuang，jijijieshilegeyanse。

danjijiegenbenjiumeiyoukanta，zhishizaisuqiaoronghechenniandelianshangkanlaikanqu。zhongyu，ranranzouguoqu，

lazhejijiedeyixiu，haibudengjijiefanyingguolai，jiubeiranranladaoleyibian。“liaoliaoba，

weishenmepianwo”xiaoronglalegedengzizuoxia。chennianhaishimeishuohua，zhishizhongxindakaileyipingjiuwangzuiliguanqu。

“laogong，shizuijinleilema，nixianghejiufangsongdehua，jiwoshuoyixiajiuhaolea，

meiyoubiyaopianwode”xiaorongdeyanjingyouxiehongle。henhendiganlebanpingjiudechennian，ganjueweilifanjiangdaohaide，

suihougongqiyaoganouleqilai。xiaorongjianzhuang，lianmangzhanqishenqufuta，quebeitayibajituikaile。

xiaorongbingmeiyoufangqi，ershizaiyicidequfuta，yizhishouhaijitashunleshunhoubei。zhongyu，

chennianhaishirenbuzhuweilidenanshou，tulechulai，erzaitashenpangfuzhetadexiaorong，

yechengletade‘lajitong’……xiaorongbingmeiyouluchurenhebiaoqing，ershibatafudaoyizikaobeishangzuohao，

ranhouduiyipangkanxideranranhejijieshuo“mafanbangwokanzhetayixia，

woqupangbianmaipingshui”suihoubianzouxiangleluduimiandebianlidian。“bushi，nixiaozi，

heneimemengganma”jijiebianshuobianxiangchennianzouqu。keshidangtazoujinkandaochenniandeoutuwudeshihou，

tadeweiliyegenzhefanjiangdaohaiqilai，tayerenbuzhudewanxiayaotuleqilai。ranranbingmeiyouguoqu，

bijingtadiyicirenshizheilianggeren。jijietuwanzhihou，zhinengzijimosuozhezouxiangleyigeyizi，

suihoutouchaohoudekaolexiaqu。xiaoronghuilaiyihoujiukandaozheiyangyigechangjing，ranranzhanzaiyipangwanshouji，

laobanshibushidewangzheibianmiaoyiyan，chennianyongshouzhichengzhexiaba，yanjingjinbi，haoxiangyijingshuizhele，

jijiezeniezhezijidetaiyangxue。tazouguoqu，xiannachulaigangmaidezhijinjichenniancalecazui，

suihoubatadetoutaiqilai，baikaizuizhihouyoujitacalecazuiliyiliudeoutuwu，

suihoucaiyidianyidiandejitaweishui。cishideranranyezouleguolai，zhengxiangzhaogedengzizuoxia，

quezaikandaodishangdeliangtanoutuwuhou，youzhuanshenzhaolegedifangdedunzhe。zheibiandechennian，

yizhishouzhuazhulexiaorongjitaweishuideshou，lingwaiyizhishouzefangdaolexiaorongdehouyaoshang，

yibajiangtalajinlezijidehuaili。kouzhongniannianyoucideshuozhe“rongrong，bielikaiwohaoma，wozhiyounile”。

xiaorongyejinjindebaozhuchennian，qingshenganweidao“laogong，wozai，wozaide”。“kenibushichuchalema，

jintianzenmewanzhebierencongjiudianchulai”chenniankouzhongnannanziyu。xiaorongtingdaozheihua，hunshenyizheng，

suihoujieshidao“taa，tashiganglaideshixisheng，gongsianpaiwodaizheta”。pangbiandejijiexianshizhangdalezuiba，

suihouyouyifulerandebiaoqing，guaibudechennianzheixiaozijintianhezheimeduojiu，yuanlaishichiculea，

suihouyoukaozaiyizishangkanzhetiankongfadai。ranranzeshimianwubiaoqingdedingzheliangren。xiaorongbingmeiyoushuoshenme，

zhishijinjindebaozhuchennian，fangfohaipatacongzijishoulilikaiyiyang……shijianfangfozaizheiyikejingzhi，

chenniansuirantounaoyouxiefayun，dantuguoyihouyeqingxingleyixie，baozhexiaorongdeshouquemeiyoufangsongfenhao，baozheta，

fangfojiubaozhulezijidequanshijie……erxiaorong，zaiduanzandetongkuguohou，

shenchuyizhishoulvlelvchennianeqiandetoufa。yishengqingkechuanlai，ranrangenxiaorong，haiyoukanzhetiankongfadaidejijie，

doushunzheshengyinchuanlaidedifangkanleguoqu。“gewei，shijianbuzaole，

xiaodianyaodayanglou”laobanduizhejirenshuodao……ranranyouhenduohuaxianggenxiaorongshuo，

kekandaoyizhifuzhechenniandexiaorong，yaoleyaotoushenmedoumeishuo。cishi，baitianrenaodejieshangyemeijigexingrenle，

youxiehanlengdeyefengchuilai，zhongrendourenbuzhudalegeduosuo，xiaorongbachennianfudaoyipangdemotuocheshangzuohao，

tuoxiawaitaojitapileshangqu。ranrangenxiaoronggaobie，linzoushitamenyuehaomingtianyiqichifan，zhidaozoushi，

doumeizaikanjijieyiyan……erjijiekanzhepangbiandeliangren，fangfodouweileyidakougouliang，

xiaorongbenxianggenjijiewenxiajintiandeshi，kekandaojijieyifuzuijiudeyangzizhihou，yejiushenmedoumeishuo。“dimei，

wobuguanniliangfashengshenme，

qingnibuyaorangwoxiongdinanguo”jijieduizhexiaorongshuodao……disizhangxiaorongbenxiangqizhechenniandemotuochedaitahuijia，

keshikanzhechennianneigeyangzi，tanachushoujilaizhunbeidache。yizhishoushenleguolai，anzailexiaorongdeshoujishang。

“womenyiqizouhuiquba，buyuan”chennianduizhexiaorongshuodao……ganggangdeoutu，

yijingrangchenniandezuiyisanquledaban，cishideyefengchuilai，zhishirangtagandaoyouxiehanleng。

baxiaorongdeyifutuoxialaijitachuanshang，tahenzirandejiuqianqilexiaorongdeshou。rouruowugudexiaoshou，

qianqilairuanruande，jiuhaoxiangshuiyiyang。“haijidewomendechuxiangyuma”chennianyanjingkanzheqianfangduixiaorongshuodao。

xiaorongbenlaidizhedetoutaileqilai，kanzhechenniandelian，yanjinglibumanlexingxing。“jide，nibawozhuangdaole，

haibeiwodaleliangerguang”shuodaocichu，xiaorongjingranyouxiebuhaoyisile。“shia，

neishiwozaixiangzheirenzenmezheimebujiangdaoli，mingmingwoshibangleta，daotoulaiquehuanlailelianggebazhang”shuodaozheili，

chenniandezuijiaoyouxieweiqiao。“nihaishuo，neishihounizhuangdaowo，bujinmeipeiqian，

jingranlianwozijiyejidajinqule”xiaorongshuozhezuijiaoyeluchuleweixiao。chennianzhuanguotouqukanxiangxiaorong，

sinianqianyoudianxiaofeideshuangjiayijingxiaoshibujian，querdaizhideshiyouxiejingshoudexiaba，

yitouwuheiyouxieweijuandezhangfa，cishipisanzaibeihou，yusinianqianchuyuneishideduanfaxiaomaweixiangbi，

cishidetashaolexiekeai，zengtianleyixiewumei。weiyimeibiandeshineishuangyanjing，

wulunshidangshibumanleishuidechuchukelian，haishicishikanxiangzijidemanyanxingguang，doushirucidererenxindong。

liangrenqianzheshou，yanzhelubianderenxingdaowangtamen‘xiaowo’defangxiangzouzhe。“suoyi，

jintiannizaijiudianmenkouqianzhedeneigerenshi”？chennianyouyiciwenchulezijidewenti。

“tazhishiwodeyigetongshi，dangshitadejiaoweile，patashuaidaowocaifuzhetade”xiaorongjieshi。

chennianmeizaiwangqianzou，ershitingxiajiaobuzhuanguoshenlaikanzhexiaorongdeyanjing。“aiqinglibugaiyouqipian，

shiba”tawenxiaorong。“woshuodeshishihua，xianzaikeyijitadadianhuawenta”xiaorongyekanzhetadeyanjinghuida。

“suoyi，nishiqujiudianlichucha”？tingdaozheihuadexiaorongyouzhengzhuleyishun，suihoushuodao“wogangcongwaidihuilai，

haimeilaidejijinishuo，tajiujiwodadianhuashuotashangdaojiaole，rangwoquneilijieta”。tadingzhechenniandeyanjing，

lianbuhongxinbutiaodeshuodao。chennianmeizaishuoshenmehua，zhishifangkailexiaorongdeshou，