linfanzhoudongzuoweiduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo《duozhongshikongdelianren 》zhongdezhurengongquanfenwushu，henduowangyouchenjinzaizuozhe“ woheheshen ”dujiachuangzuodejingcaijuqingzhong，xiangqingwei：yongbaoguojiuyoulemoqi，nihuiaishangzheili，buguanyuanjindoushikeren，qingbuyongkeqi，xiangyuehaolezaiyiqi，womenhuanyingni。”linfantingzhezheishuxidegesheng，xiangmingbai……
“kuaidianqichuang，jintiandequnanzhoudaxuebaodao，zaodianqujilaoshitongxueliugehaoyinxiang。”“ma，
nishibushimozhengla，wohaizidou2suile，nalaidedaxuebaodao。”linfanhuanhuandezhengkaiyan，
yonglandeshenlegelanyao，shunshizuoleqilai。“shenmehaizi，nicaigang18，nalaidehaizi，zuomengnini。
”linmamawuyudefanlegebaiyan。linfanxinbuzaiyandetingzhe，naozhetoubujingyidekanlekanmama，
tazhengnazheguochanzizhanzaichuangtou，yijing50suidemamaquekanzheguangcaizhaoren，shenxingmiaotiao，
shuobushanglainalibuduijing。turanxiangyishidaoleshenmeside，linfanmengdizhanqilaisichudaliang，zheishina？
tazaimeigefangjianlifengkuangzouwei，sichuanzhangwang，yitongshenshi。“zheibushiwojiaya。”zhunquedeshuo，
zheiliyeshilinfandejia，shitacongxiaozhudaodadelaofangzi，
danshidaxuebiyedeshihoulinfandemamajiuzaishizhongxinmailexinfangzile，weilecoushoufu，
zheitaolaofangzizaojiumaidiaole，tazaodoubuzhuzheile。linfanyihuifanxiangdaoju，yihuipagaopadi，
tingxialaizhihouhenhendechoulezijiyigedaerguang，hehuailezaipangdelinmama。“erya，nikebiehewoya。
”yipianhunluanzhihou，turanketingdedaduzidianshijichuanlaiyizhengesheng。“yingjielingyigechenxi，
dailaiquanxinkongqi，qixigaibianqingweibubian，chaxiangpiaomanqingyi，wojiadamenchangdakai，kaifanghuaibaodengni，
yongbaoguojiuyoulemoqi，nihuiaishangzheili，buguanyuanjindoushikeren，qingbuyongkeqi，xiangyuehaolezaiyiqi，
womenhuanyingni。”linfantingzhezheishuxidegesheng，xiangmingbaileshenmeside。“ma，jinnianshinayinian？
buhuishishenaochenggongde2008nianba。”“fanfan，nikebiehehuwoya，bushi08nianhainengshinayinian。
”“ye……yejiushishuowo……chuanyuele。”linfanxinliyouledaan，dunshiganjuewuleihongding，yanqianyihei。
“ma，woshuimengle，nixianchuquba，woshoushishoushiqushangkele。”linfanhaipamamadanxin，guyishuodao。
“wojiaolinfan，jinnianyinggai27sui，shinanzhoubaoshedezhubian，wodezhangfujiaozhoudong，dawo4sui，
shinanzhoudaxuedelaoshi，womenyougekeaidenveryueyue，gangmanliangsui，womenquanjiazhengzai**dujia，
qingzhunverdezhousuishengri。neitian，womenkaichezaigangrenboqideshengshanfujinzijiayou，tianqifeichangbuhao，
tianqiyugaoshuosuishikenenghuidalei，wogenzhangfuzailushangyinweiyidianxiaoshifashenglezhengchao，tayiyanbufa，
woyelengliankanzhechuangwai，turanchesubushoukongzhideyuelaiyuekuai，ranhouyidaociyandeqiangguangchuxian，
womenfangfokaijinleyitiaoshenmedoukanbujiandebaiguangli。”yizhentounaofengbaozhihou，
linfandaidaidezuozailaojiudeshuzhuoqian，dingzhezijidewenjuhe，bainongzhelaoshidianfengshan，
sikaozhejiexialaigaizenmehuiqu，haowutouxu，bujingyijiankanjianlezhuozishangdedaxuebaodaozheng，
jiuhuanshangbaitixuheniuzikujiuchumenqule。jintianshinanzhoudaxuedayixinshengkaixuederizi，
xiaomenkoubeixixirangrangdexueshenghejiazhangweideshuixiebutong，linfanshuliandezoudao08jiwenxuexidehengfuxia。
“tongxue，nagexueyuandeya？”shuohuadeshiwenxuexidefudaoyuanyanglei。linfankanleyiyanfudaoyuan，
yizhangqingseyoushuxidelianpang，xiangqiletazaidaxuebiyedewanshang，changzhezhengfuweiwomensongxingdehuamian，
xinliyisichudong。“wenxuexilinfan，xuehao20084131。”“tongxuenidesushehaoshi，nidengxia，
wozhaozhao，taiyangtaidakanbutaiqingzi。”yangleibaozhedengjibuyitongxunzhao。“4haolou5danyuan203。
”“4haolou5danyuan203。”liangrentongshishuochusushehao，linfangangadexiaolexiao，
tuozhexinglixiangcongconglikai，zhishengyangleidaizaiyuandi，mobuzhetounao。yijinsushe，
linfanshuliandebaxinglifangzai1haochuangwei，“tongxuenihao，wojiaozhouanran，fujianren。”“wozhidao。”“a，
nizhidao？”“wo……woyisiwoyitingnikouyinjiuzhidaonishifujiande。”linfankanzhezhouanranyiliandecuoe，
ganjindazheyuanchang。zhouanranshilinfandehunlibanniang。“zanmenfangjianbenlaiyinggaizhusigerende，
tingshuoyougenvshengtuixuele，suoyoujiuxianzhuzanmensa。”liuxiaojingqichuanyuyudekangzhexinglizoujinlai，
fangxiabeibaojiumengguanyidakoushui。“wozhidao，dajingzi。”“nizhidao？wowaihaodajingzi？
”liuxiaojingkunhuodekanzheta。“wo……woshuodeshida……daxingzi。”linfanzhizhezijidaideyibaoxing，
jimangmangdefenjitaliang，xiangganjinduzhutaliangdezui。liuxiaojinggenlinfanshidaxuejiayanjiusheng7niandeshiyou，
yeshiyueyuedeganma，houlaixuanzechuguoshenzao，chengweileyimingguojizhimingdedazuojia，
linfankanzheyanqiandexiaomihu，bujinweitajiaoao。xiaoyuanshenghuorutongyifuxuanliduocaidehuajuan，
chongmanzhemeihaoyuwennuan，chuchuyangyizheqingchundehuoliyuxiwang。
xuexiaolidelanqiuduizuijinnaxialeshilidelanqiuguanjun，
yibangdasideqingchunnandabagangruxuedexiaomeimeimenmidebuyaobuyaode，
zhouanrangenliuxiaojingtiantianchaozheyaoqutiyuguankanlanqiuduizhang，linfanjuedeyouzhi，jicijujuezhihou，
taliangjiubudaitale。zheitianxiawu，linfantangzaicaochangdecaodishang，baiwuliaolaidewannongzheshoulideyinxingshuye，
yibangzhuizhuxixidexueshengcongtashenbianpaoguo，bujinrangrengankaizheqingchundemeihao。taturanyouxiangdaoleshenme，
mengdizuoleqilai。“wolaogongni？daomuqianweizhi，woshengmingzhongdemeiyigerendouanshichuxianle，
keshiwolaogongmeichuxianya，womenshizaigaosandeshihourenshide，dangshiwozaisanzhongpangbiandetushuguanmaishu，
taturanzoudaowomianqian，xiangshirenshiwoside，shuowojiuletayiming，yongzheiyangdedashanfangshi，
dangshihaibeiwochaoxiaolehaojiuni，houlaitakaishijiwobuxigongke，woshangdayideshihougenwogaobai，
woduyandeshihoutaganghaoliuxiaodanglaoshile，yanjiushengduwanwomenjiujiehunle。anlishuo，
ta2007nianyijingchuxianzaiwodeshenghuolile，keshijinniandou2008nianle，womenhaiburenshiya。
”“nandaotayechuanyuele？chuancuodifangle？”linfanbujiedenaolenaotou，dingzhetiankongzhongdeyuncaifadai。wanshang，
linfanbaozheyidaduizangyifuzaixiyifangli，manbujingxindexizheyifu，turantingdaolianggenvshengdeduihua。
“nizenmezhixiwaziya。”“wojiazhudejin，womamashuole，rangwobadajianyifunahuijiaxi，
suoyiwozaixuexiaojiuzhixixiaoyifu。”linfantinghou，sisuobantian，“woxianzaizhuzaiwomajia，
zhoudongbujiuzhutafumujiama，neibujiushiwopopojiama，wozhidaodizhi，wokeyiqutajiazhaotaya。”yiri，
linfanzaozaodezuoshanglegongjiaoche，xingchongchongdepaodaoletapopodexiaoqumenkou，neishiyidonglaoshidejunshudayuan，
qiangbishangdaochuyonghongseyouqixiezhexuanchuanbiaoyu，linfanshumenshuludezhaoshangmenqu，
qiaolemenzhihouxinggaocailiededengzhe。guolexujiu，caitingjianyizhenjiaobusheng，damenyouyoudakai。“nishi？
”chulaileyigeshenxingxiaoshoudezhongniannvren，tachuanzhekuansongdemianbushuiyi，mianrongyouxieqiaocui。“ayi，
wozhaozhoudong。”linfankanzhezijidepopo，limaodehuida。“nishizhoudongdetongxueba，jinlaizuoba。
”linfanbeilazhejinlejiamen，jialidebaishegentadiyicijianjiazhangdeshihouyiyang，duanzhuang，gupo，
qiangshangguazhezhoudongyeyedezihua。linfanzijuedezuozaishafashang，hezhegangqihaodecha。
linfandemamaduanzheguopanzuoxia，nulideyangaibeishang。“xiaodong……xiaodongqushiyouyinianle。”nvrenshuowan，
kongzhibuzhudekuleqilai。“sheiqushile？”linfanyiweizijimeitingqing。“xiaodongqunianchuyiwaile，
zouleyinianle。”linfandunshigandaoyizhenerming，danaoyekaishixianrukongbai，sixuhenhunluan。“bukeneng，
zheibukeneng，wobuxiangxin，bukeneng。”linfanxiesidilideshuozhe，nulikangzhengzheigeehao。“haohaizi，
xiexienilaikanwomen，yinianqianxiaodonglushangyudaodaituqiangjie，weilejiurengendaitubodou，
bei……beicizhongleyaohai……”nvrentongkudeshuozhe。“ayi，bu，zheigenbenjiubukeneng。”“haizi，
zheishizhende，womenyijingjieshouzheigeshishile。”“zenmehuizheiyangni？ayi，ninenggenwoxiangxishuoshuoma？
”“woyongyuanwangbuleneitian，quniande9yue16hao，xiaodongshoudaogangmaidelanqiuxie，
xinggaocailiedequlechengnandelanqiuchang，yizhidaobanyehaimeihuilai，zaihoulai，
womenjiujiedaolejingchatongzhidedianhua，shuo……shuoyoudaituqiangjiedanshennvxing，xiaodongjianyiyongwei，
buxingbeicizhongyaohai，dengwomengandaoyiyuandeshihou，
wodehaiziyijingbianchengyijubinglengdeshitile……”nvrenzhandouzhe，yanmiantongku。“zheigenbenjiubukeneng。
”linfanxianggefudujiyiyang，zhihuizhongfuzheiyijuhua。“haohaizi，xiaodongyijinglikaiwomenle，
niyebietaishangxinle。”……zhidaowanshang，linfancaihuidaoxuexiao，tatangzaichuangshang，zhanzhuanfance，buzhisuocuo，
xiangbumingbaizheidaodishizenmehuishi。“ruguoshuozhoudongyinianqianjiuqushile，neimewomenzenmehuirenshini？
youzenmehuijiehunshengzini？daodifashengleshenme？weishenmeshiqingmeiyouanzhaoyuanxiandeguijifazhanni？
zhoudongweishenmeshuowojiuguota？nandaoshuowomenyuanlaideshenghuoshixugoude？shibushiwoyoujingshenbing？
”zicongneitiancongzhoudongjiayihou，linfanmeitiandoupaozaitushuguan，fanyuegezhongziliao，guanyushikong，guanyuheidong，
guanyuchuanyue。zhengdangyichoumozhandeshihou，tazaidiannaoshangjiansuodaoleyibenshu，
shumingwei《gangrenboqiyupingxingshikong》。shulishuodao：“pingxingshikong，yebeichengzuopingxingyuzhou、duoyuanyuzhou。
weiguanshijiecunzaiduozhongkenengzhuangtai，dangduiyigeliangzixitongjinxingceliangshi，
xitonghuisuijitansuodaoqizhongyizhongzhuangtai。meizhongkenengdezhuangtaidouzaiyigedulidepingxingshikongzhongdeyishixian。
”shuzhongtongshizhichu：“gangrenboqibuguangshisuoyouzongjiaogongrendeshijiedezhongxin，diliweizhiyeyouweiguguai，
taweiyumoxigejinzitaheaijihufujinzitadeyanzhangxianshang，
qieshenmidejushizhenhefuhuojiedaodejiaochadianjiushigangrenboqi。guanyushikongdelingyishijianlvcizaizheilifasheng，
xianyoukexueyeyizhiwufajieshi。suoyiyouzhuanjiacaice，zhiyougangrenboqikeyijiekaishikongdemimi。
”linfanzixihuiyileyixiachuanyueqiandezuihouhuamian，tamenquchezai**degangrenboqishengshanfujin，
tiankongzhongbuduanchuxianleidian，ranhouyouyidaociyandebaiguangchuxian。huaiyishileibaoturangaibianlegangrenboqidecichang，
buxiaoxinjietonglechuanyueshikongdetongdao。tabuquedingzijidecaiceduibudui，danshikeyiquedingdeshi，
tabixujinkuaizhaodaozhoudong，gaibiantahuiyuhaidejieju。qingchen，yangguangtouguobanbodeshuye，
sazaixiaoyuandexiaojingshang，xiangshipushangleyicengjinsederongtan。linfanhaishibumianbuxiupaozaitushuguan，
taliansecanbai，yintangfahei，yannvguidehuadoubuxuyaohuazhuang，kandezhouanranheliuxiaojingyuxinburen，
yinglazhetachumenguangjie。zhoumodeshangyejiexixirangrang，sangenvshengbingjianzouzairenqunzhong，
wanruyidaolianglidefengjingxian。yidunxuepinzhihou，zoujinleyijiatianpindianxiuxi。sanrenzuozaikaochuangdeweizhi，
