jingxuandeyipiangudaiyanqingwenzhang《furensihou，wankujiangjuntafengle》，redufeichanggao，xiaoshuolidezhuyaorenwuyouguzhihengbaiyiyi，wucuobanfeichangzhideqidai，zuozhewoshixianya，wenzhangxiangqing：tuntuntutudeweihu：“zheimeshuoyoudiantaiguoleba？jushuoshiyinweinizaigujiangjunzuiluopodeshihou，jiangtapaoqi。”“zaitagongchengmingjiuhou，yousipilailiandefeiyaojia……
gufubeichaojia，guzhihengzuicanneinian，wotongtatuiqin。houlaitagongchengmingjiu，
chengweishangjingchengzuixianyinumadexiaojiangjun。quebujiqianxianyingquwo。shirendouzantaqingshenyizhong，aiworuming。
zhidaohunhou，taririliulianhuacong，yeyezuijiushengge，dangzhongqiworuwo，rangwolunweiquanchengxiaobing。
woyouzuichumanhuaiqidaidaohoulaixinrusihui。zuizhongwobuzailihuitadesuozuosuowei。ketaquexinghongzheyan，
fafengzhiwen：“niweishenmeyidiandoubuzaihu！”tabuzhidao，zaitafengkuangbaofuwodeshihou。
woyibeilangzhongxuangaomingbujiuyi。01tongguzhihengchenghunhoudediwunian，tajiangzijijiaoyangdewaishijierufu。
neinvziminghuanbaiyiyi，furongmianyangliuyao，shitazuiaidemoyang。
guzhihengzheixienianchulewozheigezhengerbajingdefurenwai，shenbiandeyingyingyanyanduoruniumao，
quecongweiyourennengzaitashenpangjiuliu。weidutapolibeichongxingleyinian，haibeijiejinfu。
yahuancuizhuquanwoyaoduojiatifang，guzhihengduitahenbuyiyang，sishidonglezhenqing。wowanchunyixiao，weizhikefou。
youjide，wodiyicijianbaiyiyi，shizaiwoshengchenneiri。neiriwoturankexue，quyiguanjiuzhen，langzhongshuo，
woruodiaoyangdehao，kehuodaomingnian。takanwodeyanshenduoyoulianmin，woqueyouzhongjiuyaojietuodeqingsonggan。
woqishibingbupasi，fanzhengyehuogoule。keshiwopateng，zheigebingtengqilaihuirangwoshengburusi。tashuo，
‘zhitengwan’keyirangwoguodeshufudian，jiushiyoudiangui。wosuanlesuanshoulideyinzi，haichahenduo。chengqinshi，
wojiajingqingpin，benjiumeishenmejiazhuang。hunhou，jiangjunfusuishangcipoduo，keyouyuzijibudechong，
bujinmeinadaozhangjiaquan，erqieyemeiyoushenghuolaiyuan。zheilichulebaochibaozhuwai，suoyoudehuaxiaodoudezijifuzhang。
wobingfeiqigai，shenshouxiangrenyaoqiandeganjuezhongguijuedenanshou。wunai，
zhinengkaozijixiuxiexiaowanyimaidaoxiufangzanxietijiqian。cuizhuzaiwolaihoucairudefu，shiwodetieshenyahuan。
zheimexienian，genzhewomeishaoshouku。tatingdaolangzhongdehuahoukudeqibuchengsheng，woanweizhetadetongshi，
sicunzheyoudequzhaoguzhihengle。02guzhihengzhengzaishufangtanshi，wozuozaitinglideng。baiyiyiqiahaoluguo。
guzhihengsuijiangtajiehuilefu，quelianqieshishenfenyemeijita。suoyitaxianzaideshenfenyoudianganga，feizhufeipu。
danzhangzheguzhihengdechongai，fuliyemeirengandezuita。tazhizhidingzhewo，yanshenbiyiyouyuandu，
zhuantoukansishiduishenpangdexiarenzaishuohua，keshengyindadelianwodounengtingdao：“tajiushijiangjunfuren？
youlaoyouchougengeganshiside，jiangjunzenmehuikandeshangta？”“nimenhaishuowogentahenxiang，wozhenyouneimechou？
”zhengwudeyangguangsazaitatongtideliuguangjinshang，fanshechulvlvliangguang，wanruwururenjiandexiannv。
taguoranhenpiaoliang。yipangdeguzhihengxiaosiweijiushizaikanbuxiaqu，lengshengdao：“furenzuimeideshihou，
jiusuanshigenijiaqilaiyebujitafenhao。”woxinzhongyijiu，‘meirenchimu’guoranshijibeijicandeshierni。
“fengquanni，biezhangzhejiangjunchongni，qutiaoxin。jiangjunaicanlefuren，niyaoshizhenrenaoleta，
daoshihouzenmesidoubuzhidao。”baiyiyitingdaohou，bufuqidechaowofanzhebaiyan，piezhezui。wojiazhuangmeikandao，
buzaiyideminlekoucha。taqueduanzhebeicha，yingyaowangwogenqiancou：“jiejie，
nishuohenggegezenmezheimebuzhidaoxintengrenni,jingrangnizheimejiudeng。”“buguoyebunengzheimeshuo，
tajiuhentengwo，zhiyaowozhaota，wulunduomang，tadouhuiguolaipeiwo。”“kanlai，biqijiejielai，
tagengtengwoe……”tawanwandemeiyan，xiaoqilaixiangzhikeaidexiaohuli，gennianqingshidewohenxiang。
wozhizhidingzheta，xianruchensi。guzhihengduitaqueshibuyiban。tashenpangkuangfenglangdiewushu，kewozhidao，
tamendouzhishiguzhihengshitanwodegongju。tazhiyaoyitongwoduqi，jiuhuidaizhenvrenhuijia，
buguoconglaimeigentamenjiuchantaijiu。yibanliangsantian，zhangleyejiuyilianggeyue。shide，tajiushizheimelanqing。
keweidubaiyiyi，tabujinweitazhibanlezhaizi，jiangtajiaoyangqilai，erqiezhendenatadangzijinvrenbanteng，
duitahehubeizhi。guzhihengbujinbaaijileta，lianqianyejileta。buxiangwo。03womianduitadetiaoxin，
wenrouyixiao，dandanchusheng：“tajizheibantengni，weihebujinigemingfen？”“niyaozhengdianqi，
zuihaonengrangtazaodiantongwoheli，zheiyangniyekeyidangjiangjunfufuren，qibumeizai？
”baiyiyitingchulewodexiluo，liansemengdiyibian，
naoxiuchengnu：“zhiyounimenzheixiebushouchongdelaonvrencaihuizaihumingfen！wozhiyaoyoujiangjundeaijiugoule。
”guorannianqing，jiushitianzhen。“nibujiushibiwoxiandaojiangjunma？woyaoshizaoyudaotahainengyounishenmeshier？
”“qinwangshu，nizheigelaonvren，pingshenmegenwozheng！”weijiuxushipawofapiqi，mangguolaixiangwopeizui，
haiquantalikai。wodanmodekanxiangshufang。wozaojiuwusuoweile。conghenjiuyiqiankaishi，wojiugaosuziji，
zaiyebuyaoweileguzhihengshangxinnanguo，yebuyaoweiletazhengfengchicu，yinweitabupei！xianzaiwozhendezuodaole。
baiyiyihuran‘buxiaoxin’zhuangzaizhuoshang，zhuoshangdebeipandieluoyidi，tachenjishuaidaozaidi，
shouyebeidishangdesuipianhuashang，xueliuruzhu。guzhihengqiaqiaoguolai，kandaotadecanyang。takuaibuzoulai，
dangzhesuoyourendemian，buyoufenshuojiangbaiyiyiyongruhuaizhong。lengshengzhiwen：“sheishangdeta？
”weijiuhededaotuijibu，liansecanbai。zaitaxionghendezhushixia，wozhidaotayouxiangyao‘liwei’le，
erwojiushineizhijinghoude‘ji’。woyundanfengqing：“tazizhaode。
”baiyiyijiangtoumaizaitaxiongkouweiqudaku：“dui，zheixiedoushiwozizhaode，shiwohuogai！jiejie，
zhangzhehenggegeaini，jiukeyisuiyiqiworuwo！mawobuzhilianchi，xiaowoliangemingfendoumeiyou。
”“keshihenggege，nizhidaode，yiyizhiyounile，zhiyaonengdaizainishenbian，jiusuanshirangwosiyexinganqingyuan。
”takudelihuadaiyu，shuodeqingzhenyiqie，neijianyidexiaobiaoqingzaicikexiandefenwaijiaomankeai。
‘puchi’guzhihengxiaochulesheng，taishoutitashilei，roushenghongwei：“yiyiguai，bukule，
henggegetinitaohuigongdao。”baiyiyidangjipotiweixiao。taduitaguozhenbutong。wochuixiayanlian，
landezaikanliangrenxiuenai，zhixiangkuaidianlikai：“wodeshengchenli，yaoyiqianliang。”shuolaihaoxiao，
womensuiweifuqi，danyigeyueyenandejianshangjici。yiban，chuleyaoqian，wojibenbuhuiquzhaota。
chenghunqianwocenghuanxiangfuqienai，qinseheming，xianzaikanlaijiushigexiaohua。woyiweitazhishiyuanwo，
meixiangdaojingrucihenwo。guzhihengsuibuhuizhudongjiwoqian，danzhiyaowokaikou，tadinghuiji，zhiduobushao。
keshixianzai，talenglengdiwangzhewo，shenqingwanwei：“xiangyaoqian，keyi。”“nishangleyiyi，
yinidejiaoyangyinggaizhidaozuocuoshiyaodaoqiandeba？”taxiangyongyiqianlianghuanwodeditou，
zheishitadiyiciweilebiedenvren，dangmianxiuruwo。wozuanjindequantou，jinleyoujin，zhongshixiaochulesheng。
fanzhengdouyaosile，hekuhaiyaoshouzheiwonangqi。woqiangrenzheshentitengtong，zhuanshenlikai。zheiqian，buyaole。
biqiexinlai，woningyuanshouteng。wozhishihenxiangzhidao，dengzijilikaihou。guzhihengruoshizhidaozheixieqian，
keyirangwosidebuneimetongku。duiyujinridesuozuosuowei，tahuijuedechangkuaihaishihouhui？
04woduzihuidaoxiaoyuan，qiangrentengtong，hunshenlenghanlinlidiquansuozaibeiwoli。buzhibujueshuileguoqu。
menglihuidaolewomendecengjing。neinianwoshiwusui，zifuqinqushihou，muqinduzidaizhewo，jiajingrijiandiaoluo。
guzhihengtongwozixiaojiuyouhunyue，tabingweixianqiwo，faneryinciduiwogengweilianxi。shengchenneiri，
tatizheqinshouzuodeguihuagaolaikanwo。wozhengchizhexiangtiandegaodianshi，faxiantashoushangmimimamadeshangkou，
haoqiwentazenmehuishi。taquchuqinshoudiaokedeyuzan，charuwofajianbingxunuo‘cishengfeiwobuqu’。
neishiwozheibeizichiguozuitiandegaodian。menglideguzhihengxiaoyiyingying，wanruochunfeng，
wolouzhetadeyaosajiao：“aheng，woyaochiguihuagao。”keshitayijiuxiaozhebudong，
yushiwoyibianyouyibiandehanzhe：“aheng，woyaochiguihuagao……”0**zhishuileduojiu。
beiexingshiwuliyipianqihei。zhengyanshibeimianqianderenyingheleyitiao。zixiyikan，caifaxianshiguzhiheng。
womensuiyichenghun，dantadabufenshijiandoudaizaizijideyuanzhong。youqishibaiyiyibeijierufuhou，
tazaiyemeiyoutaruguowoyuanli。tingcuizhujiang，talianglangqingqieyi，qinsehemingguodehaobuzizai。
ciketazhengzhigougoudedingzhewo，yanshenhuianbuming：“zenmeshouchengzheiyangle？”tazhouzhemei，haoxianghenxinteng，
yifuhenaiwodemoyang。shuohuajianyuyaoshenshoufushangwolianjia。woshentiyijiang，yizhangjiangtadeshouhuikai，
lenglengdao：“guzhiheng，nishibushiyoubing？”taerandekanzhemianqiandewo，lianseyuelaiyueleng。
wokoukeqishenxiangyaodaobeishui，qichuangzoudaozhuoqian，faxianshangmianyoupanzaoyilengquedeguihuagao。
huitoukandaotaqidaideyanshen，buyoulengchiyisheng。zenme？shijuedebaitianxiurulewo，yaojiwodaoqian？keshi，
taduiwodexiuruyouhezhineiyici！woduitadeyuanhenqishizheiququyipangaodiannenggoudixiaode？tashangwotaishen，
jishiwomingbujiuyi，bujijiaozhuduoshiyi，keyiranbunengyuanliangta！wobuyoufenshuoliandiedaigaoyiqirengdaowuwai。
guzhihengqideyaoyaqiechi，qingshenjiangwoenzaimenshang，shensexionghen：“qinwangshu！nidaodixiangyaoworuhe！
”woxiangyaonizheibeizizaiyebuyaochuxianzaiwomianqian！wolenglengdedingzheta。tayanweifanhong，
xianglailengruobingshuangdelianshangjingnandeweiquwucuo：“nishuoniyaochiguihuagao，woxingchongchongdeqinshouqujinizuo，
nijingran……”shuodaozuihou，tayuqizhongjingdaiyouyisigengyan。womanlianchaofengdewangzheta，
guyiwangtaxinwoshangtong：“guzhiheng，nihaishigenyiqianyiyangjian！”“woshuoxiangchiguihuagao，nijiuquzuo，
neiwoyaoshishuorangnisi，nihuibuhuiyequsi？”tashentijiangying，liansechedilenglexialai。
06turantabuyoufenshuo，jiangwodahengbaoqi，haobulianxidijiangworengdaochuangshang。guzhihengshizhendebeiqidaole，
cikedetawanruyitoufakuangdemengshou，cubaodesichediaowoshenshangdeyifu。wozhongyuganjuedaohaipa，
huiwuzhequantoufenlidikang：“guzhiheng，nigezangdongxi，biepengwo，
liwoyuandian……”tajinguzhuwodehuluanhuiwudeshoubei，ditouzhongzhongyaoshangwodechun，wodangjitonghuchusheng。
tachuanzhecuqizaiwoerbiandiyu：“qinwangshu，nihonghongwo，huisia？”“mingmingshinidecuo，
weihenifeidanburencuohaizheibanlizhiqizhuang？nizhibuzhidaowoyizhidouzaidengniditouhongwo？
”“jinricuizhushuonixiangwo，shuoniyaochiguihuagaoshi，nizhidaowoyouduokaixinma？
”“keshi……**depingshenmezheimezaojianwodexinyi？”taxinghongzheyan，zhiaodidingzhewo。worenzhelei，
xinzhonghujuechangkuai。zhenshibaoying！tayezhongyutihuidaoxinyibeizaojianshiyouduotongkule。heiandefangjianli，
womenruliangjunduizhiyiban，sisidingzhebici，sheiyebukenrenshu。guzhihengyanshenyuelaiyuewenrou，
fushenhuanhuankaojin，jiuzaitakuaiyaowenshangwodeshihou，menwaituranchuanlaixiarendeshengyin：“jiangjun，
womenguniangjinrishentibushufu，xiangqingninguoqukanyiyan。”tadunledunshenzi，zhizhidingzhewo：“qiuwo。
”“zhiyaoniqiuwoliuxia，wojiubulikai。”haoxianghenjiuzhiqian，buyongtashuo，
woyecenghaowuzunyandeqiuguota：“aheng，niwuhuiwole，ninengbunengxianfangxiaxinjie，
womenhaohaotanyixiahaobuhao？”“aheng，qiunile，womenbunaole，haohaoguo，xingbuxing？”“aheng，
ninengbunengduiwohaoyidiana？”“guzhiheng，niduiwohaoyidianhuisia！
”……ketameicidoulengmodedingzhewo，xiaorongshenshichaofeng：“qinwangshu，niyepei？”zici，
zheisangezibiankejinwoguxue，yiciyouyicidefuxianzaiwonaohai，rangwozinvebanyibianbianjianao。xianzai，
wozhongyukeyijiangyuanhuafenghai：“guzhiheng，niyepei？”talianshangdedudingcuncunguilie，zichaodexiaochulesheng。
zhuanshenshuaimenlikai。07cihou，guzhihengbiandaibaiyiyigaodiaochuxiyanhui，
bingweilehutatongzhenanhoushizidadachushou，liangrendeneidianfengliuyunshinaoderenjinjiezhi。wowaichuqiuzhenshi，
yebeineixiehaoshizhechanzhewendongwenxi，zhenshibushengqifan。guzhihengshengdejunqiao，younianjiqingqingzhangonghehe，
henshoushengshangqizhong。duitaganxingquderenduo，xiangyaobajiefengchengderengengduo。zheibu，
beiyige‘bushixiang’denianqingnvzichanzhule：“gufurenzuijinyoutingdaogujiangjunhebaiguniangdefengyanfengyuma？
ninkeqianwanbiefangzaixinshanga。”huasuiruci，ketaneifuzhipawobufangzaixinshangdebiaoqing，
haishilingwoganjuebushi：“nishuodedui，yigefengliuhuaxindezhananheyigebuzhilianchidejiannv，
liangrenwumeigouhe，shimeishenmehaofangzaixinshangde。”nvzishenseyijiang，sishimeiliaodaowohuishuoderucizhibai，
tuntuntutudeweihu：“zheimeshuoyoudiantaiguoleba？jushuoshiyinweinizaigujiangjunzuiluopodeshihou，
jiangtapaoqi。”“zaitagongchengmingjiuhou，yousipilailiandefeiyaojiajita。
”“xianzaitazhongyuzhaodaolezijidezhenai，hebai**yesuanshitianzuozhihe，niweihebunengchengquantamen？
”“xiangnizheizhongwangenfuyi，panfugaozhidenvrencaishizhenzhengde**ba？”cuizhuqideduitapokoudama，
shuotabuzhilianchi，zigan**，weirenwaishi。wotingxiajiaobu，lenglengdekanxiangta，turanxiangqi，
tajingchanglaifuzhaobaiyiyiwan。guoranwuyileiju。“shibaiyiyijiaonizheimegenwoshuode？”tajiangzhelian，
manghuangzhangfouren。wojixupingjingdao：“niyoujuhuashuocuole，bushiwosipilailianfeiyaojiajiguzhiheng，
ershitasanmeiliupin，bataidajiaochengxinqiuqudewo！”“niqugaosubaiyiyi，xiangyaodanggufuren，
jiuzijizhengqidian，biedongbudonglaiexinwo！”“wobuxihanguzhihengzheigelaji，
yebuxihangufurenzheigeweizhi，dong？”tashenseyizheng，mangfanbo：“nibiewumieyiyi，
tashigetianzhenshanliangdehaonvhai。”“shiwozijikanbuguanni，youlaoyouchou，renpinyoucha，
pingshenmezhanzhegufurendeweizhibufang？”wobeiqixiaole！gangxiangkaikou，turankechuyitanxue，
zhouweiderenqieqiesiyu，youhaoshizhedashengyeyu：“gufurenhaishiyaodaduxie，zuishangshuozhebuzaihu，
kejingranbeiqidetulexue，nanrensanqisiqiebenjiupingchang，jiusuanshigujiangjunnaletayouhefang？
”womodiaozuijiaodexueji，lengyankanxiangzhongren：“woshuolebuzaihujiushibuzaihu，tuxuebushiyinweishengqi，
ershiyinweiwobingle，kuaiyaosile，haoma？”shashiyaquewusheng，haoduorenyanliluchulianmin。
zhiyougangcaide‘waishinv’rengzaibuyiburao：“nimenzheizhongxinjinvjiuhuizhuangbing，piannanrentongqingkelian。
”“bieyiweiwobuzhidao，nijiushixiangyongyaosiyaohuozheizhao，ranggujiangjunduinixinhuaiqianyi，ranhouhuixinzhuanyi，
duibudui？wogaosunibiezuomengle！shenjiangjunduiyiyishizhenxinde，nibiewangxiangchaisantamen！
”wozaiyundaodezuihouyike，kandaotagaoaoqieshengjibobodebeiying。genbaiyiyiyiyangtaoyan。
08zheijianshizhongyuchuandaoleguzhihengerli。tanandeweihuwo：“wojiangjunfuzhiyouqinwangshuyiweifuren，
sheiruoshizaiganqitaruta，bianshiqiworuwo！”meiguojiri，neiweidangzhongtiaoxinwodewaishi，bianbeizhengqifaxian。
bujinjiangtadagebancan，haimingrenjiangtaganchuzhaizi，rengzailedajieshang。
