红尘囚我亦囚你孑然1983-著

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hongchenqiuwoyiqiunixiaoshuojuqingduqilaizhenshiyouluoji，renwuxingxianghenliti，feichangermuyixin。xiaoshuojingcaijiexuanrangwopeitaduiyi。woziranbuhuixiaqi，zhinenghuluanluozi。tayebuzaiyi，zhishiyouyidameiyidadigenwoshuozhehua。“aying，ningwangdaole，nigaobugaoxing？”wo……

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wozongmenfumieneitian，diguode“shashen”taizixiaojin，qinshoujiangwofuqindetouluxianjilehuangdi。sannianhou，

wozangqijueshidejianfa，shouliansuoyoudehenyi，yiyigeyabanulideshenfen，beisongrudonggong。

suoyourendouyiweiwoshitaizizuiwenshundegou。tamenbuzhidao，wozheitiaogou，weiyidenianxiang，jiushiqinkouchangyichang，

wozhurendexueshishenmeweidao。01jinrudonggongdedisangeyue，wodiyicijiandaolexiaojin。neitian，daxuefengcheng，

zhenggehuanggongdoulengdexiangyizuobingjiao。woguizaibinglengdehanbaiyudizhuanshang，yongyikuaijiumobu，

yibianbiancashizhezhangledianqianzuihouyijitaijie。xuecongwodongliedezhifenglishenchulai，

zaidizhuanshangningchengxixiaodehongbingjing，youbeiwofeikuaidimoqu。“dianxia，ninkanneixiaoyaba，shoudoukuaifeile，

haizaineierca，zhenshigesixinyandebendan。”yigeguanshitaijianjianzhesangzi，chanmeididuishenpangderenshuo。

womeitaitou，yuguangliquepiejianyishuangtaxuewuhendeheiseyunxuetingzaiwomianqian。xuezidezhurenmeishuohua，

danwonengganjuedao，yidaobinglengcigudeshixianluozailewodetouding。neidaoshixian，bizheilayuedefengxuehaiyaoleng，

daizheshenshihe……yisibuyicha-……yisiruoyousiwudewanwei。woliketingxiadongzuo，jiangtoumaidegengshen，

shouruodeshentiyinwei“kongju”erweiweifadou。“taiqitoulai。”shengyinlenglierubingquan，meiyousihaoqingxu，

quedaizheburongzhihuidemingling。wojiangyingdi，yicuncuntaiqitou。neishiwodiyicirucijindikanqingtadelian。

junmeidebusifanren，jianmeixingmu，bilianggaoting，bochundehuduquedaizhetianshengdelengku。tajiushixiaojin，

diguozuinianqingdetaizi，yeshisannianqian，lvling“xuanjiawei”tapingwotianjianzongmanmendeyuanxiong。

wosisiyaozhuhoucaoya，caimeirangtaotiandehenyicongyanjinglixielufenhao。

woqiangpozijijichuyigebeiweiyoutaohaodexiao，yinweijinzhanghehanleng，zuijiaochoudongdeyouxiehuaji。

“zhenshigechoudongxi。”tashenbiandeguanshitaijianxianedicuileyiju。wodelianshangyouyidaozhengningdeba，

congzuobianmeiguyizhihuadaozuijiao，shiwodangniancongsirenduilipachulaishi，beiluanbingdemadaohuashangde。zheidaoba，

shiwozuihaodeweizhuang。xiaojinquemeilihuitaijiandehua，tadunxiashen，xiuzhangdeshouzhiniezhulewodexiaba。

tadezhifudaizhebojian，lidaoquedadejingren。wobeipoyingshangtademuguang，neishiyishuangshenbujiandidemouzi，

limianmeiyoulianmin，meiyouyane，zhiyouyipiansijidexuwu。tadingzhewodeyanjingkanlehenjiu，

jiudaowojihuyaoweichibuzhulianshangneifuqienuodebiaoqing。“jiaoshenme？”tawen。wozhanglezhangzui，

fachu“aa”desiyashengyin，ranhoupinmingyaotou。guanshitaijianlianmangjieshi：“dianxia，zheishigeyaba，

gangcongnulishichangmaihuilaide，haimeiqumingzini。”“yaba？”xiaojindezuijiaogouqiyimolengqiaodehudu，

“shenhao。”tasongkaiwo，zhanqishen，fangfopengleshenmezangdongxiyiyang，yongyifangxuebaideshoupacalecashouzhi。

“yihou，nijiugenzaigushenbian。”“mingzi……jiujiaoayingba。”tadiuxiazheijuhua，zhuanshenjiuzou，

fangfozhishisuikoujuedingleyizhichongwudeguishu。woguizaiyuandi，etouzhongzhongdikezaibinglengdedimianshang。aying，

yingzi。henhao。yingzi，zuishihezaiheianzhong，dichuzhimingdeyidao。02wochengletaizixiaojindetieshennuli，

yigehuizouludewujian。wodezhizeshiweitashidu，zaitakanshushititayanmo，zaitamuyushishouzaimenwai，

zaitasharenshi，dishangcashidaofengderuanbu。donggongderendoushuowozouletiandadeyun，yigeyouchouyouyadenuli，

jingnengdedaotaizidianxiadeqingyan。tamenbuzhidao，zheifen“enchong”，shicaizaidaojianshangtiaowu。xiaojinxinuwuchang，

xingqingbaoli。shangyigesihoutadenuli，yinweidaochashishoudouleyixia，jianchuleyidichashui，

beitadangchangyongzhenzhizasuiletianlinggai。erwo，bixuhuoxiaqu。woshoulianlesuoyoudefengmang，

jiangzijiweizhuangchengyigechidun、mune、jueduizhongchengdeyaba。wochifanzongshilangtunhuyan，fangfoelebabeizi。

wozouluzongshidizhetou，buganzhishirenheren。woduixiaojinderenheminglingdouhaowubaoliudizhixing，

napashirangwoqusi。yigeyuehou，xiaojinsihuzhongyuduiwofangxialejiexin。neitianshenye，tazaishufangpiyuezouzhe，

woxiangwangchangyiyangzhanzaitashenhouweitayanmo。dianwaihuranchuanlaiyizhenxiweidesaodong，jinjiezhe，

shijidaoheiyingruguimeibanpochuangerru，binglengdeshaqishunjianchongchilezhenggeshufang。shicike。woxintouyitiao。

zheishiyigeqianzainanfengdejihui！zhiyaowoxiuzhongdeduanrenqingqingyisong，jiunengcichuanxiaojindexinzang！kewobuneng。

xianzaihaibushishihou，woruoshaleta，zijiyebisiwuyi，woshenzhibuzhidao，dangnianneichangtushabeihou，

shifouhaiyoubiedeheishou。dianguanghuoshizhijian，wozuochulexuanze。

zailingtoucikedejianfengjijiangcizhongxiaojinhouxindeshunjian，womengdipuleguoqu，yongwoshouruodeshenti，

dangzailetademianqian。“puchi——”lirenruroudeshengyinqingxidekepa。jutongconghoubeichuanlai，womenhengyisheng，

zhenggerenruandaoxiaqu。wokanjianxiaojindeyanzhongshanguoyisicuoe，suijibeitaotiandeshayiqudai。

tashenzhimeikanwoyiyan，bachuanshangdezhangjian，shenxingyihuang，bianjiarulezhanju。tadejianfa，kuai、zhun、hen，

zhaozhaozhiming，meiyoubanfenhuashao。neishiwozaishuxibuguodejianfa——tianjianzongde“zhuifengshisanshi”，

zhishibeitayongdegengjiahenli，chongmanlexuexingdeshafazhiqi。wodezongmenjuexue，jingchenglechourenshouzhongdetudao。

judadefengcihebeitongrangwojihuyunjueguoqu。wosisidichengzhezuihouyikouqi，

kanzhetajiangzuihouyigecikezhanyujianxia。xianxuejianmanletadelian，tatizhedixuedezhangjian，yibubuxiangwozoulai。

tajugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yanshenhuianbuming。“ni，weiheyaojiugu？”wozhanglezhangzui，xianxuecongzuijiaoyongchu，

wojiannandishenchushou，zhuazhuletadeyijiao，lianshangluchuyigewubi“zhongcheng”dexiaorong。ranhou，touyiwai，

chedi“hunsi”leguoqu。wozhidao，congzheiyikeqi，tacaizhenzhengkaishixiangxinwo。yitiaohuiweizhurendangdaodegou，

sheihuibuxihuanni？03womeisi。xiaojinzhaolailegonglizuihaodetaiyiweiwozhenzhi，yonglezuimingguideshangyao。

woxinglaishi，faxianzijitangzaiyizhangrouruandechuangshang，houbeideshangkoubeichulidehenhao，zhishishaoweiyidong，

haishihuichuanlaizuanxindetengtong。yigemoshengdegongnvshouzaichuangbian，jianwoxingle，likejingxidipaolechuqu。henkuai，

xiaojinzoulejinlai。tahuanleyishenchangfu，shaolejifenshafazhiqi，duolejifenguigongzideqingleng。“xingle？

”tadandandikaikou。wozhengzhazhexiangxiachuangxingli，quebeitayigeyanshenzhizhile。“tangzhe。

”tazoudaochuangbianzuoxia，qinziduanqiyiwantangyao，yongshaozijiaolejiao，didaowozuibian。“heyao。

”woshouchongruojingdikanzheta，yanzhongchongmanlebuganzhixinhehuangkong。yigetaizi，qinzijiyigenuliweiyao？

wolianmangshenchuzhandoudeshou，xiangzijijieguoyaowan。“gurangnihe。”tadeyuqiburongzhihui。wobuganzaifankang，

zhinengdixiatou，yikoukouhexiataweiguolaideyao。yaohenku，kudewoshegenfama，kewodexinli，

quexianqilejingtaohailang。xiaojindaodixiangzuoshenme？shitan？haishi……biedeshenme？yiwanyaojiandi，tafangxiawan，

yongshoupacalecawodezuijiao。tadedongzuohenqing，shenzhikeyishuodeshangshiwenrou。“aying，”takanzhewo，

hurankaikou，“neiwandecike，shigudeerdi，ningwangpailaide。”wotongkongweisuo。

taweishenmeyaogaosuwozheixie？huangzijiandezhengdou，shigongzhongzuiangzangdemimi，tajingranduiyigenulihepantuochu？

“congjintianqi，nijiushigudeyingzi，yeshigudedao。”tashenshou，qingqingfumowolianshangdeneidaobahen，

“guhuirangni，chengweizheigonglizuifenglideyibadao。”wodexin，shunjianchendaolegudi。tabushixinrenwo，

tashiyaojiangwodazaochengyijianchenshoudegongju。yijianyongwanjiqi，buhuiliuxiarenhehenjidegongju。wokanzheta，

yanzhongshishidiliuluchujidonghekuangrede“zhongcheng”，ranhouzhongzhongdidianlediantou。congneitianqi，

wobuzaishineigezhihuicadiyanmodeyanu。xiaojinkaishiqinzijiaowo。tajiaoworuhebianrenduyao，

ruheyinzangqixi，ruheyijibiming。tajiangdiguozuidingjiandeanshajiqiao，haowubaoliudichuanshoujiwo。

woxuedehenkuai，wodedizibenjiuhao，tianjianzongdeneigongxinfa，tianxiawushuang。wozhixuyaojiangneixiesharendejiqiao，

yuwodejianfaronghe。wodeshanghaohou，xiaojinjilewodiyigerenwu。“qu，shaleningwangzuiyizhongdeyiweimoushi。

”tadijiwoyizhanghuaxiang，yuqipingdandexiangshizaishuo“qudaobeishui”。wojieguohuaxiang，meiyoubanfenyouyu，

zhuanshenrongruleyese。santianhou，ningwangfudemoushibaobiyuzijideshufang，siyinshixinjitufa，wurenhuaiyi。

wohuidaodonggong，xiaojinzhengzaidengwo。tadijiwoyikuaiwenredemaojin，rangwocaqushenshangdehanqi。“zuodehenhao。

”takanzhewo，yanzhongdiyiciliuluchuyisizanxu，“gumeiyoukancuoni。”wodixiatou，yanquyandidebingleng。

xiaojin，nihenkuaijiuhuizhidao，nikancuodeyouduolipu。niqinshoumolidezheibadao，zuizhong，

zhihuicixiangnizijidexinzang。04wochenglexiaojinzuifenglidedao，yeshitaheiyeliweiyideyingzi。

wotitaqingchulewushuzhengdi，shoushangzhanmanlexianxue。ningwangyipaideshili，zaiwodeanshaxia，beiyibubucanshi。

jianjiandi，zhenggechaotangdouzhidao，taizidianxiashenbian，youyigeshenmimocede“yingzi”，laiwuyingquwuzong，

shitaizishouzhongzuikongbudetudao。wurenzhixiao“yingzi”deshenfen，gengwurenzhidao，

wozhishiyigeyouchouyouyadenuli。xiaojinduiwoyuelaiyueyizhong，yeyuelaiyue……fangzong。

tayunxuwochurutadeshufangheqindian，shenzhizaitapiyuemizheshi，yebuzaibihuiwo。youshishenye，

tachuliwanzhengwu，huiyigerenzuozaichuangbianhemenjiu。neishihoudeta，huixiexiasuoyoudefangbei，

luchuyizhongwocongweijianguodepibeiheguji。youyici，tahezuile，lazhewodeshou，yibianbiandiwen：“aying，

nishuo，zheishishang，keyouzhenxin？”wobunenghuida，zhinengchenmodikanzheta。tazichaodixiaolexiao，songkaiwo，

jiangbeizhongjiuyiyinerjin。“gudemuhou，weilehouwei，qinshoudushalefuhuangzuichongaidefeizi。”“gudeerdi，

weiletaizizhiwei，paicikeshalewoshisanci。”“gudefuhuang，takanzhewomenxiongdixiangcan，lejianqicheng，

zhiweiletaneizhigaowushangdehuangquannenggengjiawengu。”tataiqitou，zuiyanmenglongdikanzhewo，“aying，nishuo，

tamenkexiaobukexiao？”wojingjingdizhanzaitashenbian，xinruzhishui。kexiao？dangrankexiao。

kenimenhuangjiadegurouxiangcan，youzenbideshangwozongmenshangxiasanbaiqishiyikourendexuehaishenchou？neitianwanshang，

tazuidebushengrenshi。wojiangtafudaochuangshang，weitagaihaobeizi。tajiutangzaineili，haowufangbei。wodeshou，

yijingwozhulezangzaiyaojiandebishou。zhiyaowoqingqingyihua，jiunengjieguoleta。kezuizhong，wohaishisongkaileshou。

woyibianbiangaosuziji，shijiweidao，ningwangweichu，chaozhonghaiyouyigugengshenmideshilizaianzhongkuisi，

neigushili，henkenengyuwozongmenbeimieyouguan。woxuyaoxiaojinzheikuaidangjianpai，weiwoxiyinsuoyoudehuoli。

woshouhuibishou，zhuanshenzhunbeilikai。“biezou……”taquehuranzhuazhulewodeshouwan，yiyubandininanzhe。

tadeshouhentang，liqidadejingren。wozhengtuobukai，zhinengjiangyingdizhanzaichuangbian。

“bielikaiwo……”tadeshengyinli，daizheyisihaitongbandecuiruoheqiqiu。wodexin，

haowuzhengzhaodizhanleyixia。zheihaishineigesharenbuzhayande“shashen”taizima？woshuaikaizheigehuangtangdeniantou，

yonglichouhuileshou，kuaibuzouchuletadeqindian。yefengchuilai，wocaifaxian，zijidezhangxin，jingyimanshilenghan。

05ningwangzhongyubeibidaolejuelu。taanzhonggoujiebianguanjiangling，yitumoufan，

quebeixiaojintiqianjiehuolesuoyouzhengju。huangdizhennu，xialingjiangningwangquanjiaquanjin，sanrihouwenzhan。

xiaoxichuanlaineitian，xiaojindexinqingsihuhenhao。tapotianhuangdimeiyouchulizhengwu，ershizaiyuanzilibaileyipanqi，

rangwopeitaduiyi。woziranbuhuixiaqi，zhinenghuluanluozi。tayebuzaiyi，

zhishiyouyidameiyidadigenwoshuozhehua。“aying，ningwangdaole，nigaobugaoxing？”wodiandiantou，

lianshangluchu“yuyourongyan”dexiaorong。takanzhewo，huranxiaole，neixiaoronglidaizheyisishuobuqingdeyiwei。

“guzhidao，nibushizhendeyaba。”wodexin，mengdiyichen，zhiqideshou，shunjianjiangzailebankongzhong。

tazhidaole？shenmeshihou？wolianshangxuesejintun，xiayishidijiuyaoguixiaqingzui。“biepa。”taanzhuwodeshou，

jiangwolahuizuoweishang，“gubuzaiyi。”takanzhewo，yanshenshensui，“guzhixiangzhidao，nidaodishishei？

”wosisididingzheta，danaofeisuyunzhuan。bunengchengren！yidanchengren，jiushisiluyitiao！wopinmingdiyaotou，

yanzhongxumanleleishui，lianshangmanshijingkonghewugu，fangfozaishuo：dianxia，ninzaishuoshenme？wotingbudong。

wodeyanjiyixianghenhao，zuyipianguorenheren。kezheiyici，xiaojinzhishijingjingdikanzhewo，buweisuodong。

“tianjianzong，yunjiadedunv，yunshu。”tayiziyidun，qingqingtuchuzheijigezi。meiyigezi，

douxiangyibazhongchui，henhendizazaiwodexinshang。hong——wonaozhongyipiankongbai。ta……tazenmehuizhidao？

wodeweizhuangtianyiwufeng，tashiruhechadaode？kanzhewozhenjingdaoshiyudebiaoqing，xiaojinzuijiaodexiaoyigengshenle。

“sannianqian，xuanjiaweitujintianjianzong，zongzhuyuncanghaiyuqinvyunshu，yitongzangshenhuohai，shiguwucun。

”tanaqiyikeheizi，qingqingluozaiqipanshang，jieduanlewodeyitiaodalong。“kegubuxin。

”“yuncanghaidejianfatianxiadiyi，tadenver，youzenhuishiyongcai？yichangdahuo，shaobujinsuoyoudehenji。

”“suoyi，gupairenyizhizaicha。zhidaoyigeyueqian，guchadao，dangniantianjianzongfumiehou，

youyigelianshangdaibadexiaonvhai，congnulifanzishoulitaolechulai，yilunanxia，buzhisuozong。”tataiqiyan，

muguangrudao，zhizhidiciruwodexinzang。“yunshu，gushuode，duima？”wohunshendexueye，

douxiangshibeidongjiele。wanle。yiqiedouwanle。wohuanhuandi，huanhuandibishangleyanjing，zaizhengkaishi，

yanzhongsuoyoudeqienuoheweizhuangdouyitunqu，zhishengxiakegudechouhenhebinglengdesizhi。“xiaojin。”wozhongyukaikou，