悔恨的足迹初心不变的老古董-著

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《huihendezuji》zhongderenwushedinghenbaoman，meiyiweirenwudouyouzijichuxiandejiazhi，tuidongleqingjiedefazhan，tongshiyinchulechenmosuwandegushi，kandianshizu，《huihendezuji》gushigenggai：meiyimiaodouxiangshizaiguntangdeyouguolijianao。buzhiguoleduojiu，yexushijifenzhong，yexushiyigeshiji。neishanliangdengdechuanghuli，chuang……。

精彩章节

chenmofaxiansuwanbeibaolizangzhemoshengnanrendefasheng。taxiaozhewen：“xinduiyousongde？”qizierjianshunjianhongle。

neiyetadenglulechenfengdedengshanluntanzhanghao。sousuojilucong“yewaizhangpengxuanze”biancheng“qizichuguizhengzhao”。

danggpsdingweitingzaiqichelvguanshi，baoyuzhengchongshuazhehunshazhaoshangdeboliliehen。lihundengjichu，

tahuranzhuazhutashouwan：“ruguoneitiannipeiwopashan...”taqingqingchouhuishou：“keximeiyouruguo。

”---ruguoneitian，womeiyouxinxuelaichaoqufansuwanneigegugunangnangdedengshanbao，

shibushiyiqiedouhuibuyiyang？zheigeniantouxiangshenglexiudetieding，shenshenxiejinwodenaozili，

meiyicixintiaodoudaichumogudeduntong。woduoxiwangshijiannengdaoliu，

daoliudaoneigeyangguanglanyangyangchuanguobaiyechuang、chenaizaiguangzhulitiaowudexiawu，

daoliudaoneigekanqilaihewangchangbingwubutongdezhoumo。ketinglimimanzhegangkaohaodemanyuemeibinggandetianxiang，

neishisuwandenashouhaoxi。tapantuizuozaihouhoudeditanshang，mianqiantanzheyibenjudadedengshanzazhi，

pangbiansanluozhejijianzhanxinde、yansexianyandesuganyihepaihanwa。

kongqilihaicanliuzhetazaoshangchumenshipendeneidianganjudiaoxiangshuideqingshuangyuwei。“huilaila？”tawenshengtaiqitou，

lianshangshineizhonghaowubaoliude、daizhedianxiaodeyidexiaorong，yanjingliangjingjingde，xiangshengmanlesuizuan。

tapailepaishenbiandeweizhi，“kuaiguolaichangchang！zheipikaodetebiechenggong！”wozouguoqu，aizhetazuoxia，

henzirandishenshoulouzhutadeyao。tashenshangyouyangguangshaiguodenuanyi，

haiyouyisidandande、shuyushanyedeqingxinqixi。woditouzaitafadingqinleyixia，shenshenxilekouqi，

shitubazheifenyuntiedewennuankejinxinli。“ng，wenzhejiuxiang。haishiwomenjiasudachulihai。”tagegexiaozhe，

nianqiyikuaixingzhuangzuiwanmeidebinggansaijinwozuili。sucui，suantian，daizhehuangyoudechunhou，queshishitadeshuizhun。

womenyiweizhe，youyidameiyidadiliaozhe。taxingfendifanzhezazhi，zhijiwokanneixiexianjundeshanfenghezhuangbei，

xuxutaotaoshuozhexiazhoujulebuyaoquyundingxialuyingdeshi，lingduizhangyangyoutuijianleshenmexinluxian，

moumouduiyoudailetebiehaochideniurougan。“zheiciyidingyaodengdingneigeyingzuiyan！zhangyangshuole，fengjingjuele！

”tadelianjiayinweixingfenerfanhong，daizheyizhongwohenjiumeijianguode、chuncuidehuoli。“hao，hao，zhuyianquan。

”woxiaozheyinghe，xinliquelveguoyisinanyibuzhuodeweilan。zhangyangzheigemingzi，

zuijinzaitazuilichuxiandepinlvyoudiangao。yigeniantoushanguo：neigelingdui，sihuzongshinengqingyidianrantadereqing。

woshuaishuaitou，bazheisibuyukuaiguijiuyuzijineidianbuheshiyidexiaoxinyan。

tadedengshanbaojiufangzaixuanguandeaidengshang，molvse，henda，zhanzhedianxinxiandenidian。tashuoguo，

zheishiweizheiciluyingteyizhenglihaode。“duile，”woqishenqudaoshui，luguoxuanguanshi，

muguangsaoguoneigeguzhangdebeibao，“nidongxidoudaiqile？yaobuyaozaijianchayixia？”“aiya，fangxinla，

zhangyanglielechaoxiangxideqingdan，woduizheqingdianguoliangbianle，jueduimeiwenti！”tatouyemeitai，

zhuyilihaizaizazhishang。guishishenchadi，yexushichuyuyizhongzhangfuduiqiziyuanxingde、zaizhengchangbuguodeguanxin，

yexu……shixindineidianbuyichajuedeyilvzaizuosui。woshenshoulakailezhucangdelalian。

demanmandangdang：diehaodechongfengyi、kunzhazhengqideshuidai、toudeng、jijiubao、nengliangbang……yiqiedoujingranyouxu。

jiuzaiwozhunbeilashanglalianshi，yimozhayandeyansetiaojinleshixian。zaishuidaijuandefengxili，

kazheyigexiaoxiaode、fenlansedefaquan。shineizhonghenputongde、chaoshilijiunengmaidaodexifaquan，

shangmianhaichanraozhejigenzhangzhangde、mingxianbushuyusuwandelizongsefasi。wodedongzuodunzhule。

suwanshiwuheiroushundezhangfa，congweiranguo。neidianweilan，shunjianningchenglebing。

woniezheneigexiaoxiaode、daizhemoshengchugandefaquan，zhuanguoshen，lianshangnuliweichizhegangcaidexiaoyi，

shenzhikeyirangyuqitingqilaigengqingsongxie，xiangshizaifenxiangyigewushangdayadexiaofaxian。“yo，zheishishenme？

”wochaotahuanglehuangshoulidefaquan，fenlansezaiwuhouyangguangxiaxiandeyouxieciyan，“xinduiyousongde？

yansetingtebiea。”woguyibaweiyinyangleyang，daizhediandiaokandeweidao。

suwanlianshangdexiaorongxiangbeianlezantingjian。tataiqitou，muguangluozaiwozhijiandefaquanshang，youfeikuaidiyikai，

kanxiangwodelian。jiuzaineiyichanei，woqingxidibuzhuodaoletayanzhongyishanerguodehuangluan，xiangshoujingdelu。

tabaixideerkuo，yirouyankejiandesudu，xunsumanshangleyicengguntangdehongyun，yizhimanyandaojingce。“a？

zhei……zheishenmeya？”tadeshengyindouranbagaoleyidu，daizheyizhongkeyide、kuazhangdemangran。tafangxiazazhi，

jihushipuguolai，yibacongwoshouliduoguoneigenfaquan，dongzuokuaidedaiqiyizhenfeng。“e！nishuozheigea！

”taniezhefaquan，zhijieyonglideyouxiefabai，lianshangjichuhuangrandawudebiaoqing，

“kendingshi……kendingshizuotianzaijulebuzhenglizhuangbei，dajiadongxidouduizaiyiqi，luanzaozaode，

buzhinagenvduiyoudehunjinlaile！ai，zhenshide，zheimecuxin。”tayibianshuozhe，yibianxunsuzhuanshen，

lakaixuanguandechouti，baneifaquanhuluandisailejinqu，fachu“pada”yishengqingxiang。ranhoutazhuanhuishen，

lianshangzhongxinguashangxiaorong，danneixiaorongxiangshiyingtieshangqudemianju，jiangyingdemeiyouyisishengqi，

yanshengengshishanshuobuding，buganyuwoduishi。“haola，meishile！”tazouguolai，zhongxinwanzhuwodegebo，

shentitieshanglai，daizheyizhongjinhutaohaodeqinni，shitujianggangcaineijimiaozhongdeyiyangchedifugai，“laogong，

wanshangxiangchishenme？jinizuodacan！”tadeshentitiezhewo，shoubeichuanlaidechuganquexianggeleyicengbinglengdeboli。

neigushuxideganjuxiangshuiweihaizai，dancikewenqilai，

quemomingdihunruleyisimoshengde、rangwoxinshenbuningdeqixi。ketinglikaobinggandetianxiangsihuyebianlezhi，

nidefahuang。yangguangyijiumingliang，danzhaozaishenshang，queganjuebudaosihaonuanyi。neigefenlansedefaquan，

xiangyigeguiyidejuhao，qiangxingjieshulezheigebengaitianmiyonglandezhoumoxiawu。tahuangluandeyanshen，guntangdeerjian，

haiyouneiyugaimizhangdejieshi，meiyigexijiedouxiangshaohongdeluotie，

zaiwopingjingdexinhushangtangxiayigegezizizuoxiang、maozhejiaohuyanqideyinji。yigubinglengzhanchoudedongxi，

congweilihuanmandipashanglai，duzaihoulongkou。“douxing，nizuodewodouxihuan。”wotingjianzijideshengyinshuo，

pingwendexianggeshedinghaodechengxu。woshenzhitaishou，xiangwangchangyiyang，rouleroutadetoufa。zhishizheiyici，

zhijianchuanguotarouruanfasideganjue，biandewubimosheng。---neiwan，suwansihugewainianren，huayetebieduo，

congluyingdequwenyizhijiangdaoxingousidechahua。taquanzaiwoshenbian，xiangyizhixunqiuwennuandexiaodongwu。

woanjingditingzhe，ouerhuiyingyiju，shouzhiwuyishidihuaguotaguanghuadejibei。heianzhong，

tadehuxijianjianpingwenyouzhang，daizheyizhongxiexiaxinfangdesongchi。woqueyichangqingxing。

tianhuabanshangdewenluzaihunandeguangxianxianiuqu、bianxing，rutongwocikedexinjing。baitianneigefenlansedefaquan，

suwanshunjianzhanghongdelianheshanshuoqici，fanfuzaiyanqianshanhui。neigejiaozhangyangdelingduishuanglangdexiaosheng，

sihuyeyinyinyueyuezaijijingdefangjianlihuidang。yigebeiyiwangzaijiaoluodemingzi，

turanzhuangjinnaohai——lvyexianzong。neishihenduonianqian，wochenmitubushijingchangpaodeyigebendihuwailuntan。

zhanghaomima……wobishangyan，pingzhecancundejiyisuipian，zaiheianzhongmosuo。jigemohudezuhezainaozhongpengzhuang，

zuizhongdinggezaiyichuanzifushang。woxiaoxinyiyidichouchubeisuwanzhenzhedeshoubei，

dongzuoqingdexiangshizaichaichuyimeizhadan。bingliangdediban**zhejiaoxin，wochizhejiao，

xianggeyoulingyiyangqiaowushengxidiliujinshufang。diannaoqidongshiyouweideguangyingzailianshang，pingmuliangqi，

woxunsudiaodileliangdu。dakailiulanqi，shouzhizaijianpanshangxuantingpianke，

zuizhonghaishiqiaoxialeneigechenfengyijiudewangzhi。jiemianyouxiemoshengle，danhexinbankuaihaizai。denglukuangdanchu，

woshuruneigejihubeiyiwangdeid——“moxing”，mima……shenxiyikouqi，

pingzhezhijueqiaoxiajigezimujiashuzidezuhe。xitongtishi：dengluchenggong。xinzangmengdiyisuo，

daizheyizhongzitouluowangdehuangmiugan。yemianshuaxin，

xianshichuwojinianqianfaguodeneixieguanyuchujizhuangbeixuanzeheduantuluxiandezhinentiezi。

yigunongzhongdeshengshuganpumianerlai。luntandesousuokuangkongdangdangdixuanzaineili，xiangyigewushengdeyaoqing，

youxiangyigeshenbujiandidexianjing。wodezhijianxuanzaijianpanshangfang，weiweizhandou。

yigeshengyinzainaozhongjianxiaozhezuzhiwo，lingyigeshengyinquedaizhelengkudeyouhuo，cuicuwotiaoxiaqu。zuizhong，

yuwangyadaolelizhi。woshandiaosousuokuanglizidonglianxiangchude“chujidengshanzhangtuijian”，

huanmandi、yigeziyigezidiqiaoru：“qizichuguizhengzhao”。huichejiananxiadeshunjian，

pingmudeguangsihudoubiandecanbaiciyan。yemiantiaozhuan，yidapianxiangguandetaoluntieshunjianyongxianchulai，

laopolvyouqunlideaimeiliaotian”、“ruhechazhengqizishifouchugui”……mimimamadewenzixiangheisedemayi，

kenshizhewodeshiwangmo。wogundongzheshubiaogunlun，jixiediliulanzhe。

quxingqu、tidaomougeyixingpinlvyichangzenggao、bianzaoxingcheng、shentikangjuqinmijiechu……meiyigebinglengdeziyan，

douxiangyibajingzhundeshoushudao，jiangsuwanzheiduanshijiansuoyoubeiwokeyihulvede“buduijing”yiyipoukai，

xuelinlinditanzaiwomianqian。

tazuijinqueshigengpinfandifumianmo、shixinyifu；shoujijiesuoshizongshibuzijuediceshen；shangzhouwoshuoqukandianying，

taxingququequedishuo“haolei，xiangzaijiaxiuxi”，

quezaidiertianjingshenyiyidibeizhedengshanbaochulemen；haiyouzhangyang……zheigemingzizaitakouzhongchuxiandecishu，

duoderangwoxintoufajin。zhijianbingliang，yiguhanyishunzhejizhuipashanglai，xunsumanyandaosizhibaihai。

**zaibinglengdeyibeishang，shufanglizhiyoudiannaofengshandichendewengminghewozijicuzhongyayidehuxisheng。

pingmudeguangyouyoudizhaozhewo，xiangyigelengkudeshenpanzhe。---suwanchufaquyundingxialuyingderizidaole。

qingchen，taqidehenzao，dongzuoqingkuai，hengzhebuchengdiaodexiaoqu。

neijianxinmaideliangchengsechongfengyichendetashencaiyiyi，lianshangshiyizhibuzhudequeyue。tazixijianchazhebeibao，

bazuihoujiyangxiaodongxisaijinqu。“laogong，wozoula！”tabeihaochenzhongdedengshanbao，zaimenkouzhuanguoshen，

jilewoyigecanlandexiaorong，zouguolaizaiwolianjiashangxiangliangdiqinleyixia，“bietaixiangwoe！santianhoujiuhuilai，

jinidaishanlideyeguo！”tadexiaorongmingmeidehuangyan，daizheyizhongjijiangtouruxinxianshijiedeboboshengqi。

neiwenluozailianshang，queganjuebudaoduoshaowendu。wokanzhetayanditiaoyuedeguang，houlongyouxiefagan，

zhinengchechuyigexiaorong：“ng，lushangxiaoxin。zhuyianquan。”“zhidaola！”tahuihuishou，lakaimen，

yangguangyixiaziyongjinlai，baoguozhutadeshenying。men“kada”yishengguanshang，gejuelewaimiandeguangxianheshengxiang，

yegejueletashenshangneigupengbodeqixi。gongyulishunjiananjingxialai，zhishengxiawoyigeren。

gangcaihaichongyingzhetadeqixidekongjian，fangfoyixiazibeichouchenglezhenkong。neigubinglengde、zhanchoudehuaiyigan，

rutongzhangchaodehaishui，shunjianyanmeilejiaohuai，bingxunsuxiangshangpansheng。wozhanzaiyuandi，

muguangluozaixuanguanneigekongledeaidengshang，jimiaozhongqiantahaizhanzaineili。santian。zugoufashenghenduoshiqing，

yezugoujiangmouxiemohudeyilvcuihuachengbinglengdexianshi。womengdizhuanshen，kuaibuzouhuishufang，

jihushipudaodiannaoqian。pingmuhaitingliuzaineigechongchizhebeipanyucaiyideluntanyemian，

neixieheisedebiaotiwenzixiangzuzhouyiyangciyan。wocubaodiguandiaosuoyouwuguandechuangkou，shouzhizaijianpanshangqiaoji，

fachujicudeshengxiang。woxuyaoyigedaan。yigequedingde、wukebianbodedaan。wodakaiyigedituruanjian，

zhijianzaisousuokuanglixuanting。suwandeshouji，weileanquan，womenhenjiuyiqianjiuhuxianggongxiangleshishiweizhi，

danjihucongweizhenzhengshiyongguozheigegongneng。cike，zheigebeiyiwangdelianjie，chenglewoweiyinengzhuazhudejiumingdaocao。

woshurutadeshoujihao，xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongdizhuangji。dianji“chazhao”。jindutiaohuanmandiyidong，

meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。zhongyu，yigeshanshuodexiaohongdianchuxianzaipingmushang。

dituqingxidixianshizhe：yundingxiafengjingqutingchechang。weizhixinxitingliuzaineili，yidongbudong。

tayinggaiyijingheduiwuhuihe，zhunbeijinshanle。wosisidingzheneigexiaohongdian，fangfoyaojiangpingmushaochuan。

neidaibiaozhetacikedezuobiao，yedaibiaozhewoyaoyaoyuzhuidexinrensuoxizhichu。woshezhihaoweizhigengxintixing，

xiangyitoujiaozaodekunshou，zaishufangxiazhaidekongjianlilaihuiduobu。shijianbeiladewubimanzhang，

chuangwaideyangguangcongdongyidaoxi，zaidibanshangtouxiabuduanbianhuandeguangying。bangwan，

xiyangdeyuhuijiangchuangkuangranchengjuhongse。shoujituranzaikoudailizhendongleyixia，duancuerjianrui。weizhigengxintixing！

wojihushizhandouzhetaochushouji，pingmujiesuo，diankaiditu。neigedaibiaosuwanweizhidexiaohongdian，

heranyijinglikaileyundingxiajingqufanwei，zhengyanzheyitiaowanyandeguodao，xiangyuchengshiwanquanxiangfandefangxiangyidong。

zuizhong，tatinglexialai，tingzaiyigejulishiqujinbaigongli、huanglianggonglubiandezuobiaodianshang。

wofangda、zaifangdaditu。neizuobiaodianpangbian，qingxidibiaozhuzhejigexiaozi：hongyunqichelvguan。

xiangyidaowushengdepilizainaozhongzhakai。suoyoudexueyesihushunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaotundeganganjingjing，

zhishengxiachegudebingliang。luying？santian？yundingxia？

neixietachufaqianmingmeidexiaorong、qinnidewen、qingkuaideyudiao，

cikedoubianchengleyifufujingxinweizhuangde、lingrenzuooudefengcihua。qichelvguan。zheisigezixiangcuiledudebingzhui，

henhenzhajinxinzangzuishenchu，ranhoumengdijiaodong。yiguqiangliedeexingancongweilifanyongshanglai，wochongjinweishengjian，

duizhematongganou，queshenmeyetubuchulai，zhiyoubinglengdehanshuishunjianjintoulehoubeideyishan。

wofuzhebingliangdecizhuanqiangbi，dakouchuanzheqi。jingziliyingchuyizhangcanbainiuqudelian，yanjinglibumanxuesi，

neishiwoziji，queyoumoshengdekepa。

huihen、fennu、beiyunongdechirugan……zhongzhongqingxuxiangdusheyiyangchanraosiyao。ruguodangchuwojianchipeitaquni？

ruguowozaoyidianchajue？ruguo……wushuge“ruguo”xianggangzhenyiyangcichuanzheshenjing。womanmanzhiqishen，

yonglengshuihenhenpolejibalian。binglengdeshuizhushunzhexiahediluo。taiqitou，jingzhongdeyanshenyijingbianle。

neilimianfanyongdehunluanfengbaochendianxialai，zhishengxiayizhongjinhusijidebinglengheyizhongpofuchenzhoudejuejue。

daanjiuzaineili。neigehuanglianggonglubiandeqichelvguan。woxuyaoqinyankandao。

woxuyaoneigenengchedishasisuoyouhuanxiang、yeshasiwozijidezhengju。

---yinqingdesihouzaijijingdeshenyelixiandegewaicier。wojinwozhefangxiangpan，

zhijieyinweiguoduyonglierfanbai，shouxinliquanshibinglengdeniannihanshui。chedengpikaichenchendeheian，

zhaoliangqianfangbuduanyanshen、fangfomeiyoujintoudeboyoulu。liangpangshilianmianqifude、mohubuqingdeshanying，

xiangdunfuzaianchudejudaguaishou。chezaidaohangpingmushang，

neigedaibiaomudedidehongsejiantouzai“hongyunqichelvguan”jigezishangguzhidishanshuozhe，

meiyicitiaodongdouxiangqiaodazaiwodetaiyangxueshang。baoyuhaowuyuzhaodiqingpenerxia。

doudadeyudianfengkuangdizazaidangfengbolishang，shunjianlianchengyipianbaimangmangdeshuimu。yuguaqikaidaolezuidadang，

tulaodizuoyouyaobai，fachudandiaoerjicude“gazhi”sheng，shiyeyijiumohubuqing。

zhenggeshijiezhishengxiazheixiaxiaodechexiang、yinqingdehongming、baoyudepaoxiao，

yijiwoxiongqianglineikechenzhongdekuaiyaotingzhitiaodongdexinzang。shijianzaijiaozhuohebinglengdekongjuzhongbeiwuxianlazhang。

zhongyu，daohangfachujixiedetishiyin：“mudedijijiangdaoda，weiyudaoluyouce。”womengdicaixiachache，

luntaizaishihuadelumianshangfachucierdemocasheng。chetoudengchuantouyumu，

zhaolianglelubianyidonggulinglingde、pobaideliangcengxiaolou。

yikuaitunsede、waixiedenihongdengzhaopaizaikuangfengzhongyaohuangzhe，

“hongyunlvdian”sigeziduanduanxuxudishanshuozhehongguang，xiangchuisizhedechuanxi。

jiliangzhanmanniningdechetingzaikongkuangdeyuanzili，zaibaoyuchongshuaxiaxiandelangbeibukan。qizhongyiliang，

shishuxideyinhuisechengshisuv，chepaihaoxiangshaohongdeluotie，henhentangjinwodeyandi——neishisuwandeche。

tatingzaineili。xiangyigebinglengde、gongkaidechaofeng。woxilehuo，guanbichedeng，

bazijichediyinzangzaiheianhekuangbaodeyushengli。

chexiangneishunjianbeinongchoude、lingrenzhixidesijihechewaizheneryulongdeyushengsuofenge。

hanyicongsimianbafangshentoujinlai，qinrugusui。wosisidingzhelvguanerlou。dabufenchuanghudouheizhe，

zhiyoujintoudeyishanchuang，touchuhunhuangmenglongdeguang。shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，

meiyimiaodouxiangshizaiguntangdeyouguolijianao。buzhiguoleduojiu，yexushijifenzhong，yexushiyigeshiji。

neishanliangdengdechuanghuli，chuanglianbeiyizhishoulakaileyitiaofengxi。yigeshenyingchuxianzaifengxihoumian。

jishigezhemijideyulianhemohudeboli，jishiguangxianhunan，

woyenengqingxidibianrenchuneishuxidelunkuo——shisuwan。taceduizhechuanghu，toufasihuyouxiesanluan。jinjiezhe，

lingyigeshenyingkaoleguolai。yigenanren。ta**zheshangshen，shoubeijiqizirandihuanzhulesuwandeyao，dixiatou，

qinnidizaitajingcecengleceng。suwanmeiyoukangju，fanerweiweiceguotou，xiangshizaihuiyingtadediyu，