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qingchunlizhixiaoshuo《zhenheta》shiyibugudaiyanqingticaidejiazuo，zuozheguyinshengtongguozhujiaoxiaoxuanxinxiayunshangdechengzhanglichenggoulechuleyigexianhuodexingxiang。xiaoshuoyijijixiangshangdetaidujiliduzhepinbofendou，chuandizhejijidenenglianghezhengnengliang。meiyoushilihongzhuangdexuannao，zhiyousenyandeyizhanghebinglengdejiazhou。wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing。julitaiyuan，xinyetaileng。gongrenchanfuwoshangmache，chelunnianguogongdaodeqing……

精彩章节

woshixiaoxuanxinjianhuilaidegongzhu。xiayunshangshidaxiasonglaidemingzhu。

neishixiaoxuanxindemuguangdiyicineimezhangjiuditingzhuzaiyigenvzishenshang。erwoyaodaibiaodayaoqianwangdaxiaheqin。

“zheishinizuihounengweizhen、weidayao，gongxiandejiazhi，yeshini……haiqingjiuzhaidejihui。”shitazhengjiuwo，

yeshitajiangwotuirudiyu。keshigege，niweishenmebukenfangkaiwozhewodeshouni。1yunshanggongzhu“zheichentu，

zhenshinaoren。”xiayunshangdeshengyinroudexiangyumao，zhijianqingqingfuguoqunbaishangyidianjihukanbujiandehui。

tazhanzaiwoxiafengchu。yushufanglijingdekepa。“zhichun。”xiaoxuanxindeshengyincongyuanhouchuanlai，meiyoubolan，

“nizhandebushidifang。”“chenmei……”wogangkaikou。“guixia。”tadaduanwo，shenzhimeikanwoyiyan，

“guidaoneiduisuicishangqu，zhangzhangjixing。yunshanggongzhudequnju，qishininengwude？”xinmengdiyichen。

gangcaigongrenshishoudasuidechazhancanhai，haiweilaidejiqingsaoganjing。wochuimou，zouguoqu。

binglengdesuiyupianluozhexigai，jianruidetongchushunjiancichuanpirou。wenredeyetiyongchulai，jinshilequnju。

wosisiyaozhexiachun，burangzijichusheng。toudingshitaheyunshangdiyudeaimei，yunshangneishengrouroude“bixia，

suanleba……”xiangdaoziguaguowoxinjian。xue，yidiandianyinkai。erxiayunshangde“shanyi”，yuanbuzhiyuci。

bujiu，tadeyuzanbujianle。“bixia，chenqiexinhuangdehen……”xiayunshangyiweizaixiaoxuanxinshence，leiguangdiandian，

chuchukelian。tamuguangruoyousiwudisaoguowo，“fangcai，zhiyouzhichunmeimeizaichenqiegongzhongshangwanguo……”“sou。

”tatuchuyigezi。jinweibianrulangsihudichongjinwodegongqin。tamenfanxiangdaoju，culudixianfanwodezhuanglian，

chekaiwodebeiru。wozhanzaiyipianlangjiezhongyang，kanzheshuyuwozuihouyidiansimidekongjianbeijianta。

qurujiuxiangbinglengdezangshui，yanmeiwotouding。“zhaodaole！”yigeshiweicongchuangtaijiaoluodefengxili，

mochuleneizhiyuzan。xiayunshangjinghuyisheng，wuzhuzui，nanyizhixindikanzhewo，

yanshenquedaizheyisiyinmidedeyi。“xiaozhichun。”takanzhewo，yanshenlishichedideshiwangheyane，

“nijiurucibukan？liantouqiezheidengxiazuozhishiyezuodechulai？”bianjiedehuaduzaihoulong。wonengshuoshenme，

tahuixinma？taxianzaizhihuixinxiayunshangxuanranyuqideyangzi。“chenmei……meiyou。”“meiyou？”talengxiao，

“renzangbinghuo！kanlaishizhenwangritaiguozongrongni，yangdenibuzhitiangaodihou！qu，jizhenchaoxie《nvjie》baibian！

buchaowan，buzhunting！buzhunshui！”gongdengcheyetongming。shouwansuanzhangdejihushiquzhijue，

mojizaiwoyanqianmohuchengyipian。zhuleidiluo，wohenhenqiazhezijidegebo，yongtengtongbaochiqingxing。

yibianyouyibian，neixiebinglengdezijukezaizhishang，yekejinxinli。“nvzibeiruo……shuncongfuzhu……”gege，

nixiangrangwoshuncongde，shishei？chaodaobuzhidijibian，yanqianchediyihei。zuihoudeyishili，

shietouzhongzhongkezaibinglengzhuomiandeduntong。yehao，buyongzaichaole。xinglaishi，wozaibinglengdedishang，wurenlihui。

xigaideshangheshouwandesuantongtixingwo，emenghaizaijixu。2jianshangxinhangongyan，denghuohuihuang。

taxiezhexiayunshangzuozaizuigaochu，wanrubiren。wosuozaijiaoluodeyinyingli，jinliangjiangdicunzaigan。

sizhushengyangaileweixiandebijin。yidaohanguangsilielegewushengping，zhiciyuzuoshangdexiaoxuanxin！

wodedanaoyipiankongbai，shentiquebiyishigengkuai。“puchi！”binglengdejianshicazhewodeshoubeifeiguo，

daiqiyiliuxuezhu，**ladetongshunjianzhakai。woliangqiangzheshuaidaozaidi。“hujia！youcike！”jianjiaoshengsiqi。

hunluanzhong，wokanjiantadiyifanyingbushichakanzijishifoushoushang，gengbushikanxiangweitadangjiandewo。tamengdizhuanshen，

yibajianghedehuarongshisedexiayunshangjinjinhuzaihuaili，dishenganfu：“biepa，shanger，zhenzai！”ranhou，

taneishuangcengzhizhushizhewodeyanjing，henhendingzaiwoshenshang。“xiaozhichun！”talishengpaoxiao，

zhendewoermowengwengzuoxiang，“sheizhunnishandong！mangzhuangwuzhuang！jingraoleyunshanggongzhu，nijitiaominggoupei？！

”shoubeishangdeshangkouguguliuxue，ranhongleyixiu。keneitong，yuanbujitazheijuhuadailaidewanfenzhiyi。

tahuzhexiayunshang，chizezhewo。weilejiuta，wochadiansile。taquezhiguanxinwoyoumeiyouhedaotadeyunshanggongzhu。

wokanzhetahuailisesefadoudexiayunshang，kanzhetatoulaineisibuyichajuede、shenglizhedelianminmuguang。

xueyehaoxiangshunjianlengtoule。dongjianglesizhibaihai，yedongjiangleneikecengjingzhiweitatiaodongdexin。

erzhixideweiquganjiuxiangshenhaideshuicao，ledewowufahuxi。meiduojiu，gonglidefengyanfengyuguadegenghenle。

tamenshuowohuogai，shuowolianjiyunshanggongzhutixiedoubupei。tanhuobeitamenguyikekou，qingongbiandegengleng。

woguozhejiuao，zuozaichuangbiankanhuimengmengdetian。congqianwohuiweiqu，huitoutoumolei，huipanzhegegexintengwo。

danxianzaibuhuile。yanleiliuganle。tayezhixintengbiedenvzi。huranyoujiaobushengchuanlai，youjiyouzhong，

bushigongrenguanchangdeqingqiao。wozhuantou，kanjianminghuangdepaojiao。tajinrijinglaile。“canjianbixia。”woqishen，

chuiyan，xingli。dongzuobiaozhundexiangyanlianguoqianbaibian，meiyouyisibolan。tameijiaowoqi。“yunshangbingle。

”takaikou，shengyinchenchende，daizheyayidefanzao，“taiyishuo，shineirishoujing，yousiguoshen。”e，

yuanlaishiweizheige。shoubeideshangbasihuyouyinyinzuotong。neiriwoweitadangjiandejingxian，

bujixiayunshangshoujingranyangzhongyao。“chenmeiyouzui，weinenghuyunshanggongzhuzhouquan。”tachenmolepianke。

wonengganjuedaotashenshidemuguang。“nizhidaojiuhao。”tazhongyushuo。

tayuqilidaizheyisibuyichajuede……shiwang？haishibiedeshenme？buzhongyaole。“anfendaizaigongli，

biezaireshi。zhen……buxiangzaikanjiannishengshiduan。”“shi。”woyingdegancui。tazoule。

daizheyishenshuyudiwangdelenglieqixi。fengjuanqitapaojiao，meiliuxiabanfennuanyi。wokanzhekongdangdangdemenkou。

yiqiantalai，napazhishizhanyizhan，zheigongdiandouxiangbeidianliangguo。xianzai，zhishengxiagengshendehanyi。reshi？

shengshiduan？yuanlaizaitayanli，wodecunzaibenshen，jiushishiduan，jiushiaiyan。

3heqinshengzhishengzhilaidehaowuyuzhao。

chuanzhitaijianjianlidesangyinsilielejijing：“daxiaguozhuyangmuwodayaoweiyi，yuanjieqinjinzhihao，

tefenganninggongzhuxiaozhichun，heqindaxia，zejiriqicheng，budeyanwu，qinci！”anninggongzhu，

duofengcidefenghao。yongwode“anning”，quhuantaxiangyaode“anning”。minghuangdejuanzhoutankai，

zhushayuyincimudexiangxue，woxinkoudezuihouyisiliefengchedidongshile。meiyoujinge，meiyoufennu，

shenzhimeiyoubeishang。zhiyouyipianhuangwudesiji。yuanlairuci。dangjianyehao，sougongyehao，

faguisuiciyehao……suoyoudexiuruheshangtong，douzhishiweilezheiyikedepudian。

weilebawozheigechedisaodichumen。weilejitadeyunshanggongzhu，tengchuganganjingjingdedifang。

“chenmei……lingzhixieen。”wokoushou，etouchudaobinglengdedizhuan，shengyinpingjingdelianzijidoujuedemosheng。

chuanzhitaijianyouxiechayiwodepingjing，jianzhesangzibuleyiju：“gongzhukeyaokuaixiezhunbeizhe，bixiashuole，

cishiguanhuliangguobangjiao，wanbukeyousihaochachi。”“zhidaole。”woqishen，jieguoneijuanchenzhongdeshengzhi。

xiaoxuanxinlaile。zaiwojieguoshengzhi，zhuanshenyuhuineidianshi，tachuxianzaigongmenkou，nizheguang，

wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing。“zhiyi，shoudaole？”tadeshengyinchuanlai，tingbuchuqingxu。“shi。”wotingxiajiaobu，

zhidingzheshouzhongminghuangdejuanzhou。jiaobushengkaojin，daizheyapogan。wonengwendaotashenshangshuxidelongxianxiang，

zheigecengjingrangwoanxindeweidao，rujinzhijuedezhixi。“anfendian。”tadeshengyinyadehendi，

jiuxiangbajingxinmohaodedao，jingzhunditongjinwozaoyimamudexin。“qudaxiaguaiguaidaizhe。

zheishini……zuihounengweizhen、weidayao，gongxiandejiazhi。yeshini……haiqingjiuzhaidejihui。”zuihoudejiazhi。

jiuzhai。shinianqiantajiwoshenglu，yuanlaizaitayanli，wozheitiaoming，wocunzaidequanbuyiyi，

yizhishiyijianyongjiuledeqiwu，zaichedidiuqiqian，zhaganzuihouyidianyongchu，quchanghaita“renci”shouliudezhai。

xin，haoxiangliantongjuedouxiaoshile。“chenmeimingbai。”wozhongyutaiyankanxiangta。“bixiafangxin，

zhichundinghuianfenshouji，wanchengshiming，haiqing……jiuzhai。”zuihoulianggezi，woshuodeyichangqingxi。

tameitoujibukechadicuqi，zuichundongledong，zuizhongqueshenmeyemeishuo，zhishiyanshenfuzadishenshenkanlewoyiyan，

fuxiuzhuanshen。4yebanzuiwenqichengderizidingzaisanrihou。

gongrenmenpengzhegezhongzhishidejiazhuang、huafujinjinchuchu，lianshangdaizheyizhongxuweidegongjingheyanshibuzhudeshuli。

woxianggemuou，shichuanfanfuchenzhongdejiayi，daishangbingliangguizhongdetoumianshoushi，renyoutamenbaibu。yeshenle，

gongdianyouhuifusiji。wochuanzhesubaidezhongyi，zuozaibinglengdetongjingqian，yidiandianxiediaoneixiechenzhongdezhuangshi。

jiaobushengxiangzaikongkuangdediannei。henchen，daizheyisibuwen。wozhijianyidun，meiyouhuitou。

nongliedejiuqimimankailai，gaodadeshenyinglongzhaozhuwo，touxiayipianchenzhongdeyinying。

jingziliyingchuxiaoxuanxinmohudelian，daizhezuiyi，yandifanyongzhewocongweijianguode、jinhubaolideanchenqingxu。

tamengdishenshou，yibazuanzhuwodeshouwan！wotengdemenhengyisheng，queyijiumeiyouzhengzha，zhishitaiyan，touguojingzi，

pingjingdi、sijidikanzheta。zheiyanshensihujinuleta。tamengdijiangwozhuaiqi，henhenanzaibinglengdeshuzhuangtaishang！

tongjingshuailuozaidi，fachucierdesuiliesheng。“kanzhewo！”tadihou，daizhejiuqidezhuorehuxipenzaiwolianshang，

lingyizhishoucubaodiniezhuwodexiaba，qiangpowozhishitadeyanjing。“xiaozhichun！nijiumeishenmehuayaoduizhenshuo？！

”xiababeiniedeshengteng，wobeipokanzhetajinzaizhichidelian。zheizhangcengbeiwokezaixindidelian，

cikezhishengxiamoshenghebingleng。shuoshenme？wentaweishenme？wentayoumeiyounapayikezhenxindaiwo？taikexiaole。

wochelechezuijiao，xiangjitayigexiaorong，quefaxianlianshangdejiroushizaijiangying，

zuizhongzhifachuyidianqiyin：“bixia……xiangtingshenme？”tasisidingzhewo，neishuangshensuideyanmoulifengbaosinve，

younuhuo，youtongku，haiyouyisi……wokanbudongdeqingxu。tahuranditou，wenzhuwo。keneiyoubuxiangwen，

chunchijianhenkuaimimankaixuexingwei，buzhishitadehaishiwode。wozhengzheyan，meiyourenhehuiying。liangjiu，

tachuanxizhefangkaiwo，yandidefengkuangsihubeiwozheisishuibandefanyingjiaoxilexiexu，

zhishengxiagengshendecuobaihemangran。tademuguangsaoguowoshoubeishangneidaohaiweiwanquantunquhonghendejianba，

shouzhidaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandoufuleshangqu。neichuganbingliang。womengdichouhuishou，lahaobeitachekaideyiling，

zhezhuneidaocengjingweitaliuxiadeshanghen。“bixiazuile。”wotuikaiyibu，lakaijuli，“qinghuiba。

”tazhanzaiyuandi，gaodadeshenyingzaihunandegongdengxiaxiandeyouxietuiran，jiuyihemouzhongjilieqingxutunquhou，

zhishengxiayizhongkongdongdepibei。takanzhewodeyanshen，diyici，rangwojuedexianggemangranwucuodehaizi。

danneiyouruheni？tadeyanshenfuzadewodubudong，yebuxiangzaidong。taliangqiangzhezhuanshen，

minghuangdeyipaoxiaoshizaichenchendeyeseli。wanfengcigu，womanmandunxiashen，jianqidishangsuiliedetongjingsuipian。

suipianliyingchuwocangbaimamudelian，zuijiaohaicanliuzheyimocimudexuehen。zhijianfuguobinglengdejingmian。

“gege……”chunbanwushengdidongledong，tuchuzheilianggezaoyibeimaizangdeziyan。ranhou，zhijianyongli。“pada。

”zuihouyikuaiyingzhetacanyingdesuipian，beiwohenhenenmiezaibinglengdedizhuanshang。jieshule。xiaozhichun，sile。

5yunshangzhisitianweiliang，gongmenkai。wochuanzhechenzhongdejiayi，tazhanzaigaogaodechengloushang。

meiyoushilihongzhuangdexuannao，zhiyousenyandeyizhanghebinglengdejiazhou。wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing。julitaiyuan，

xinyetaileng。gongrenchanfuwoshangmache，chelunnianguogongdaodeqingshi，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。wotingzhijibei，

meiyouhuitou。wozhidaotazaikan。macheshichugongmen，shiruhuangchengzhujie。weiliangdefengguanjinlai，

chuisanlechexianglinongyudexunxiang，quechuibusanxintoudesiji。tingshuoneidaxiajunzhulaomaihunkui，

taizigengshibaonvechengxing。dan，wusuoweile。xindousile，quqiaoqunali，youyouhefenbie？

machezaiyizhanduanzanxiuzheng。yigefengchenpupudeshiweicemakuangbenerlai，dailaigongtingdexiaoxi。

tashengyinyadejidi，daizhenanyiyizhidexingfenhekongju，zhigouchexiangneidewotingqing。“gongzhu！

gonglichudashile！”“yunshanggongzhu……beibixiaxiazhi，suorutianlaole！”“shuoshi……tongdipanguo！

zhengjuquezao！bixiazhennu，dangchang……cilebailing！”beizhongguntangdechashuijianchujidi。xiayunshang……sile？

neigetapengzaishouxin，weiletakeyisuiyizefawo、xiuruwo、shenzhirangwoqusideyunshanggongzhu，

jiuzheime……sile？yisichaofengwushengdipashangzuijiao。yuanlai，suoweidexinjianchong，

yebuguoshiqipanshangyikesuishikeqideqizi。neitaduiwoni？shibushilianqizidousuanbushang？

shiweihaizaidishengxutao，shuobixiaruheleitingshouduan，ruhewuqingdichuzhileyunshangjiqidangyu，

ruhexunsuwenzhulechaoju……wofangxiachabei，zhijianbingliang。tayingle。youyici。yongtadequanmou，tadelengku。

yunshangdeming，wodeyuanjia。dagaidoushitazheipanqilideluozi。zhenshiyipanhaoqi。yunshangdesi，

jiekaidebushizhenxiang，ershigengshendehanyi。tasheidoubuai。tazhiaitadejiangshan。

6yizhanqiangduoheqinduiwuyesuzaibianchengyizhan。chuangwaifengshenghuxiao，shenye，

yizhanfangjiandementuranbeiyigudalimengdizhuangkai！xiaoxuanxinzhanzaimenkou，yishenxuansejingzhuang，fengchenpupu，

fajiweiluan，yandibumanhairendehongxuesi。wangrideweiyidangranwucun，zhishengxiayizhongjinhuyeshoubandepibei，

heyizhongwocongweijianguode、binlinshikongdefengkuang。tasisidingzhewo，xiongtangjulieqifu，huxicuzhong。

kongqiningzhidelingrenzhixi。“bi……”woqishen，gangkaikou。“bizui！”tadihouyisheng，yibukuajinlai，

daizheyigujingfeng，shunjianbijin！binglengdeshoumengdizuanzhuwodeshouwan。“genzhenhuiqu！”tashengyinsiya，

daizheburongzhiyidemingling。neishuangbumanxuesideyanjingli，fanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。shihouhui？shifennu？

haishibiedeshenme？shouwanhaotong。danwozhishijingjingdikanzheta，xiangzaikanyichangyujiwuguandenaoju。

“shengzhiyixia。”wohuanhuankaikou，“chenmeifengzhiheqin。bixia……yaokangzhima？”“kangzhi？

”taxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，zuijiaochechuyigejiqiniuqubinglengdehudu，yanshenquegengjiahairen，

“zhenjiushizhiyi！xiaozhichun，zhenshuorangnihuiqu，nijiubixuhuiqu！”tamengdiyongli，jiangwohenhenzhuaixiangta！

woliangqiangyibu，zhuangjintahuaili。nongliedexuexingweihezhishuyutadeqixipumianerlai，