精神病院着火了Ly王木木琳-著

小说简介

jingshenbingyuanzhehuole，yibuyinrenrushengdexiaoshuozuopin，youlywangmumulinqinglidazao。gushizhong，gujingyuansuwanwanshensijinglileyixiliequzheliqidezaoyu，zhanxianchuyongqi、zhihuihejianrendepinzhi。gujingyuansuwanwanshensimianduizhetiaozhanhekunnan，tongguonuliyuyili，zuizhongshixianlezijidemubiao。daizheyizhongxuezhedechenwen，budairenhegan**cai。tayanzhongdeneiyisikunhuo，henkuaijiuxiaosanle，querdaizhideshishenshihetiaoti。“linboshi，”tafangxiashuiguodao……jiangdailingduzhejinruyigelingrennanyiwanghuaideshijie。

精彩章节

“shaosita，nimensujiadezhai，jiuyibigouxiao。”tadeshengyinhaishiyirujiwangdehaoting，yeshizheibashengyin，

zaiyigeyueqian，duizheyishenghewodefumushuo：“tafengle，yinaishengdu，bawanwantuixialema。”01wanwan，

suwanwan，tayangzaixinjianshang、pengbude、shuobudedebaiyueguang。erwo，linshu，tamingmeizhengqudeweihunqi，

jiuyinweizaitacehuadepaiduishang，suwanwan“yiwai”zhuimachenglezhiwuren，

bianbeitaqinshousongjinlezheijiaquanshizuiangguidesirenjingshenbingyuan。wodebianjie，wodeyanlei，wodezhengju，

zaitayiju“wozhixiangxinwokandaode”mianqian，douchengleyinjiduerjiaobiandefenghua。yigeyue，zhengzhengyigeyue。

qiangzhideyaowuzhusherangwodeshenjingriyezaikangfenyuchidunjiansiche，

shouwanhejiaohuaishangmanshizhengzhashibeishufudailechudeyuqing。wodefumubeitalanzaimenwai，

sanjinjiacaiyeqingbulaiyigenengweiwoshuohuadelvshi。woxiangyizhibeibaguangleyumaodeniao，

beikunzaizheijinsilongzhujiudediyuli，riyepanzhetanengliangxinfaxian。zhidaojintian。menwai，

suwanwandegegesuhao，shengyinlidaizhetanlandequeren：“gushao，ninshuozhende？

zhiyaozheigefengnvrensile……”“wogujingyuanshuohua，yiyanjiuding。”gujingyuandeshengyinlimeiyousihaobolan，

fangfozaitanlunde，bushiyitiaorenming，ershiyijiankeyisuiyichuzhidelaji，

“yichangyiwaideliaoyangshixianlulaohuayinfadehuozai，heqingheli。nimennadaoqian，wonadaoanning，

wanwanyenengdedaogaowei。”wodexue，yicuncunlianglexiaqu。yuanlai，bawoguanzaizheili，zhemowo，

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qugaoweitaneishengsibuzhidebaiyueguang。woquansuozaibinglengdeqiangjiao，hunshenyizhibuzhudifadou。bushiyinweikongju，

ershiyinweiyizhongconggusuishenchumanyankailaide，jizhidehenyi。wosisiyaozhuzuichun，

zhidaokouqianglimimankaiyigunongzhongdexuexingwei。hao，gujingyuan，zhenhao。nibushiyaowosima？wosijinikan。

danbushixiangnishejideneiyang，qurudi、wushengdi，huaweiyipengguhui。

woyaorangzheichangniweiwozhunbeidesiwangshengyan，chengweiwotaolidiyudemenpiao。tiemenwai，jiaobushengyuanle。

wofuzheqiang，yaoyaohuanghuangdizhanqilai，zoudaoneishanxiaoxiaode、hanzhetielangandechuangqian。chuangwai，

shijingshenbingyuanlixiujiandeguofenzhengqidecaoping，zaiyuanyidian，shiliangmigaodedianwang。wocengyiwei，

zheilishiwodefenmu。xianzaiwocaizhidao，zheili，shiwodeqidian。ye，henkuaijiulaile。jinwandezhenjingji，

womeiyoutunxiaqu，ershizangzaileshexia。denghushizouhou，woxishutulechulai。woxuyaozuiqingxingdetounao，

laiyingjieworenshengzhongzuizhongyaodeyichanghaodu。lingchenliangdian，wanlaijuji。wonengwendaokongqizhong，

kaishimimanqiyigudandandejiaohuwei。talaile，gujingyuanweiwozhunbeide“yiwai”。wozoudaomenbian，

yongjinquanshenliqi，yixiaxiadizhuangzheneishanhouzhongdetiemen，fachushengsilijiedesihou：“lairen！jiuming！

zhehuole！jiuminga！”wodehanshengzaikongjidezoulanglihuidang，daizhejuewangdezhanyin，xiangyizhichuisidekunshou。

nongyankaishicongmenfenglizhengxiankonghoudiyongjinlai，qiangdewobuzhudikesou，yanleizhiliu。

huoshibiwoxiangxiangdehaiyaokuai，haiyaomenglie。sujiaderen，haizhenshinaqianbanshi，yidiandoubuhanhu。henkuai，

zoulanglixiangqilezaluandejiaobushenghejinghuangdejiaohansheng。“kuai！307shizhehuole！”“bingrenhaizailimian！

”yourenzaiwaimianfengkuangdizamen，danbuzhidaogujingyuanzuoleshenmeshoujiao，zheishanmenbeicongwaimianfansuole，

yaochigenbendabukai。huosheyijingtianshanglemenban，fachu“pipa”debaoliesheng。gaowenzhuoshaozhekongqi，

woganjuezijidepifudouzaicitong。“buxing！mendabukai！”“kuainamiehuoqi！laibujile！”hunluanzhong，

wotingdaoyigeshuxideshengyin，shineigeyizhiduiwoxincunshanyidehugongzhangayi，tadaizhekuqianghan：“xiaoshu！

linshu！nitingdedaoma？”wosuozailimenzuiyuandeqiangjiao，yongshitoudebinghaofuwuzhukoubi，yanzhongmeiyoukongju，

zhiyouyipianbinglengdepingjing。woyaorangsuoyourendouxiangxin，wobeikunsizailelimian。

jiuzainongyanjihuyaojiangwotunshidaijinshi，wotoudingdetianhuabantongfengkou，neikuaitiewangzhalan，

turanbeirencongwaimianqiaodongle。“kuai！zhuazhushengzi！”yigekeyiyadide、moshengdenanshengchuanlai。

yigencuzhuangdeshengsuochuilexialai。wohaobuyouyudizhuazhuta，shuangjiaoyonglidengzaiqiangshang，zaineirendelazhuaixia，

jiannandipajinlexiazhaidetongfengguandao。02tongfengguandaoliyipianqihei，chongmanlehuichenhetiexiuwei。

wobeineirenlazhe，zaixiazhaidekongjianlipufuqianjin，xigaiheshouzhouhenkuaijiubeicucaodetiepimopo，

**laditeng。danzheidianteng，hewoxinlidehenbiqilai，shenmedousuanbushang。shenhou，

huochangdexuanxiaoshengyuelaiyueyuan，zuizhongbeichenmendepaxingshengqudai。buzhiguoleduojiu，qianmianzhongyutoujinyisiweiguang。

neirenqiaokailingyigetongfengkou，womenluozaiyijianwurendechuwushili。yueguangconggaochuangzhaojinlai，

wozheicaikanqingjiuwoderen。tahengao，chuanzheyishenheisedezuozhanfu，daizhedoumaohekouzhao，

zhiluchuyishuangshensuidebujiandideyanjing。neishuangyanjing，ruili、lengjing，daizheyizhongzhangkongyiqiedemoran。

“nishishei？”woyashengwen，houlongbeiyanxundexiangyaoliekai。“jiunideren。”tayanjianyigai，

dijiwoyigebeibao，“huanshangyifu，womenyoushifenzhong。”womeiyouduowen，xunsutuoxiaangzangdebinghaofu，

huanshangbeibaoliganjingdetxuhezhangku。moshengdechuganbaoguozhushenti，xiangyicengxindepifu，gejueleguoqu。

“weishenmeyaojiuwo？”woyibianzhengliyifu，yibiandingzheta。wobuxiangxinzheigeshijieshangyouwuyuanwugudeshanyi，

youqishizaiwoyiwusuoyoudeshihou。“yinweiwomenyougongtongdediren。”tazhongyuzhaixiakouzhao，

luchuyizhangjunmeiquebinglengdelian。zheizhanglian，worenshi。shensi，shenshijituandejichengren，

zaijingquanshiweiyinenghegujingyuanfentingkanglidecunzai。tamenliangjiashishangchangshangdoulejishiniandesiduitou。

woshunjianmingbaile。jiuwo，bushishanxin，shitouzi。woshitayonglaiduifugujingyuandeyibadao。

“wopingshenmexiangxinni？”wowen。“pingzheige。”shensijiangyibushoujidijiwo，pingmushangshiyiduanshipin。

shipinli，shijingshenbingyuandejiankongshi。gujingyuanheranzuozailimian，pingjingdikanzhejiankongpingmushang，

wosuozaide307shiranqixiongxiongdahuo。tashenbianzhanzheyuanzhang，chanmeidixiaozhe：“gushaofangxin，

yiqiedouchulihaole，jueduishiyichangyiwai。”gujingyuanmeiyoushuohua，zhishiduanqizhuoshangdekafei，

qingqingminleyikou。neishuangwocengchimiguodeyanjingli，meiyouyisiyihaodebolan，

fangfozaixinshangyichangyutawuguandeyanhuo。wodexin，beizheiwushengdehuamian，lingchidexianxuelinli。

“taxiangrangnisidewushengwuxi，erwoxiangrangtasiderenjinjiezhi。”shensishouhuishouji，shengyinbingleng，

“wotigongpingtaiheziyuan，nifuzezhixing。shichengzhihou，gujiadeyiqie，wonaqicheng，ninasancheng，

baokuogujingyuandeming。”tadehuali，meiyoubanfenganqing，xiangshizaitanyizhuangzuixunchangdeshengyi。wokanzheta，

zheigenanrenhegujingyuanyiyang，doushizhanzaiquanlidingduandebushizhe。weiyidequbieshi，gujingyuanxiangrangwosi，

erta，jilewoyigefuchoudejihui。“wobuyaoqian。”woyaoleyaotou，yiziyijudishuo，

“wozhiyaogujingyuan，haiyousuwanwan，qinshentiyanyibianwosuoshouguodesuoyoutongku。woyaotamenshenbaiminglie，

zhongpanqinli，zuihou，beiquanshijiedangchengfengzi。”woyaodebushitadeqian，bushitademing。woyaozhutadexin。

shensikanzhewo，neishuangshentanbandeyanjingli，diyiciyouleyisibolan，neishiyizhongjinsiyuxinshangdeshenshi。

“keyi。”tadiantou，“nideyaoqiu，biqianyouquduole。”tadijiwoyizhangxindeshenfenzhengheyibenhuzhao，

shangmiandemingzishi“linyuan”，zhaopianshiwo，danmeiyanjianjingguoleqiaomiaodeweidiao，jiyouwodeyingzi，

youpanruoliangren。“congjintianqi，linshuyijingsizaileneichangdahuoli。”shensishuo，“nishilinyuan，quruishi，

wohuianpainijinrusulishidaxuegongduxinlixueheshenjingkexue。nixuyaodeyiqie，wodouhuitigong。

”“xinlixue？”wozhoumei。“duifufengzi，zuihaodewuqi，jiushichengweibitamengengdongcaozongrenxindezhuanjia。

”shensidezuijiao，gouqiyimocankudehudu，“gujingyuanzuizaihushenme？suwanwan。dengtaxinglai，ni，

jiushizhiyutadezuihouyizhangwangpai。yeshiqinshoubatatuojindiyude，cuimingfu。”womingbaile。

zheishiyigemanzhangerjingmidejihua。tayaodebushiyishideshengli，ershifudichouxindehuimie。zheizhenghewoyi。

“hao。”wojieguozhengjian，jinjinzuanzaishouli，“chengjiao。”neitianwanshang，wogenzheshensi，xiangyigeyingzi，

wushengwuxidilikaileneizuochengshi。diertian，wo“siwang”dexiaoxi，dengshanglebendixinwendeshehuiban。

biaotishi：《haomendinghunyanbeijuhouxu，nvzhujiaoyiwaizangshenhuohai》。baodaoli，

gujingyuanzaijingtouqian“beitongyujue”，tashuotaduiwoxincunkuijiu，meixiangdaoyichangyiwai，jingrangwomentianrenyongge。

tayandeneimehao，shenqingkuankuan，wushubuzhiqingdewangyouzaipinglunquweitadianla，

zhoumawozheige“shexienvren”siyouyugu。wozuozaifeiwangsulishidehangbanshang，

kanzheshoujipingmushangtaxuweidelian，xiaole。03sulishidedongtianhenzhang，xuehenda。

wobazijimaijinlezhishidexueduili，xiangyizhuzaijihanzhongjiquyangfendezhiwu。shensiweiwoanpaihaoleyiqie。

dingjidedaoshi，dulideshiyanshi，yijiyuanyuanbuduandeyanjiujingfei。woderenwuzhiyouyige，yizuikuaidesudu，

chengweizheigelingyudequanwei。jingxiaodiyidedizihaizai，woxuedongxihenkuai。

luojifenxi、fanzuixinli、xingweicexie，zheixiewocengjingyinyiweiaodejineng，

zaixinlixueheshenjingkexuedelingyuli，zhaodaolexindegongming。wobuzaishineigetianzhenlanman，

yiweiaiqingjiushiquanshijiedelinshu。woshilinyuan，yigelengjing、pianzhi，yifuchouweiweiyixinyangdejiqi。

wojiandiaolezhangfa，huanshanglezuijiandandebaidaguaheheikuangyanjing。wobuzaihuazhuang，

renyoucangbaidelianseheyandideqingheichengweiwodebaohuse。wofengkuangdiyuedu、zuoshiyan、xielunwen，sannianshijian，

wonaxialebierenxuyaobaniancainengwanchengdeshuangboshixuewei。wodedaoshi，yiweinuobeierjiangtimingzhe，

chengwoshitajianguozui“chuncui”detiancai。tabuzhidao，qudongwodebushiduikexuedereai，

ershiduidiyudechouhen。zheisannian，womeiyouzhudonglianxiguoshensiyici，

dantahuidingqijianggujingyuanhesuwanwandexiaoxi，xiangtouweisiliaoyiyang，fadaowodejiamiyouxiangli。

suwanwanhaitangzaivipbingfangli，shigezhiwuren。gujingyuanduita“bulibuqi”，

meitiandouhuiqubingfangpeitashuohua，weitacaxishenti。zheiduan“jingquanqingsheng”dejiahua，beimeitidasixuanyang，

weigushijituanzhuanzuleshengyuhehaogan。tashenzhiyiwohesuwanwandemingyi，chenglileyigecishanjijinhui，

zhuanmenjiuzhuyinyiwaishigushoushangdenvxing。duokexiao。yigeguizishou，yaoshenyibianchenglejiushizhu。

meicikandaozheixiexiaoxi，woxinlidehenyi，jiuxiangbeiweileyangliaodetengman，fengkuangdizizhang，pangencuojie，

jihuyaochengpowodexiongtang。wobasuoyoudeqingxu，doufaxiezailexueyeshang。wozhuangongdefangxiang，

shichuangshanghouyingjizhangai（ptsd）hejiyizhiru。woyaode，buzhishirangsuwanwanxinglai。

woyaozaitadedanaoli，maixiayikedingshizhadan。yikezhiyouwonengyinbao，

nengjiangtamensuoyourenzhadefenshensuigudezhadan。disanniandeqiutian，wozhengzaishiyanshifenxiyizunaodianboshuju，

shensidejiamidianhuadaleguolai。“taxingle。”tadeshengyinyirujiwangdepingjing。wowozheshubiaodeshou，

shuranshoujin。“suwanwanxingle。danqingkuanghenbuhao。”shensijixushuodao，“sanniandezhiwurenzhuangtai，

rangtadedanaobufengongnengshousun。taxinglaihou，jingshenzhuangtaijibuwending，youyanzhongdeyingjizhangaihebeihaiwangxiang，

chulegujingyuan，gongjisuoyoukaojintaderen。”wozhaixiayanjing，roulerousuansedeyanjing，

zuijiaoquekongzhibuzhudixiangshangyangqi。“shijidaole。”woshuo。“meicuo。”shensishuo，

“gujingyuanyijingweitazhaobianlequanshijiedemingyi，doumeiyong。xianzai，lundaonidengchangle。”“tahuixinwoma？

”“huide。”shensideyuqilidaizheyisichaonong，

“woyijingbanibaozhuangchengleruishiguilaideshenmixinliganyuzhuanjia‘dr.lin’，

zhuanzhigezhongyinanzazheng。bingqie，wogaodiaoxuanbu，pinqingnizuowodesirenxinliguwen。yigujingyuanduoyidexingge，

tabuhuiyongwode‘ren’。suoyi，wohuianpaiyichang‘yiwai’，rangnihetazuixinrendeshijiaoshushu，lijiaoshou，

‘ouyu’。”zheigeju，tayijingbulesannian。huanhuanxiangkou，dishuibulou。yizhouhou，

woyi“dr.lin”deshenfen，huidaoleneizuorangwoniepandechengshi。

zaishensianpaideyichangxueshuluntanshang，wojiandaolelijiaoshou。tashiwoguoshenjingkexuelingyudetaidou，

yeshikanzhegujingyuanzhangdadezhangbei。wozaichaxieshi，

“bujingyi”dihetatantaoleyigeguanyu“zhangqihunmihuanzhesuxinghoujiyizhongsu”deketi。

wopaochudeguandianhelilun，doushizheigelingyuzuiqianyan，shenzhiyouxieshichaoqiande。lijiaoshoucongzuichudejingya，

daohoulaideningzhong，zuihou，bianchenglequanrandexinshanghejidong。“linboshi，ni……nijianzhishi……getiancai！

”tawozhewodeshou，xiangfaxianleyikuaixishizhenbao，“jingyuanneihaiziweilewanwandeshi，doukuaichoubailetou。ni，

niyuanbuyuanyi……qukankanta？”yu，shanggoule。woguzuoweinandiculecumei：“lijiaoshou，wohenbaoqian。

woganghuiguo，yijingjieshouleshenshijituandepinyue，kongpa……”“shensineigehunxiaozi！”lijiaoshouyiting，

guoranjile，“tanengjinishenme，gujiashuangbei，bu，sanbeijini！linboshi，zheibujinshijiuyigebingren，

gengshijiuyigejiatinga！”wo“youyu”lehenjiu，zuihou，zailijiaoshoujihushikenqiudemuguangzhong，

wo“mianqiang”didianlediantou。“jiranshininkaikou，woyuanyichangshiyixia。danshixianshuohao，

wodezhiliaofangfahenteshu，xuyaobingrenjiashu，youqishiguxianshengde，baifenzhibaidepeihe。”“meiwenti！

jueduimeiwenti！”lijiaoshoudaxiguowang，likejiuqujigujingyuandadianhua。04zaicijiandaogujingyuan，

shizaineijianwocengzhulesanniandevipbingfangli。zhishixianzai，tangzaibingchuangshangderen，huanchenglesuwanwan。

wogenzailijiaoshoushenhouzoujinqu，yiyanjiukandaoleta。tazuozaichuangbian，zhengditouweisuwanwanxuepingguo，

celiandexiantiaoyijiuyingtingdexiangyizundiaosu。suiyuesihugewaihoudaita，sannianguoqu，

tashenshangneigugaogaozaishangdejinguiqi，zhizengbujian。tingdaojiaobusheng，tataiqitou。simuxiangduideyishunjian，

woqingxidikandao，tawozheshuiguodaodeshou，weiweiyidun。tademuguangzaiwolianshangtingliulezuzusanmiao，

neishuangshensuideheimouli，shanguoyisibuyichaanodekunhuoyutanjiu，fangfoxiangcongwozheizhangmoshengdelianshang，

zhaochushenmeshuxidehenji。wodexintiao，zaineiyikeloutiaolebanpai，

dansuijibeiwoyongqiangdadezizhiliyalexiaqu。wochaotalimaodi、shulidi，weiweihanshou。“guxiansheng，nihao，

woshilinyuan。”wodeshengyin，jingguosanniandekeyixunlian，zaoyibushidangchudemoyang。tagengdi，gengping，

daizheyizhongxuezhedechenwen，budairenhegan**cai。tayanzhongdeneiyisikunhuo，henkuaijiuxiaosanle，

querdaizhideshishenshihetiaoti。“linboshi，”tafangxiashuiguodao，zhanqishen，

qizhangdeshenyingdaizheyiguporendeyali，“lishushubanikuashangletian，xiwangnibuyaorangwoshiwang。

”“wohuijinlierwei。”wopingjingdihuida，muguangzhuanxiangbingchuangshangdesuwanwan。tahenshou，shoudetuolexiang，

liansecangbaidexiangzhi。yanjingzhengdedadade，quekongdongwushen，xianggejingzhidehuaidiaodewawa。

yikandaowozheigemoshengren，talikequansuoqilai，houlonglifachu“hehe”deweixiesheng，xiangyizhishoujingdexiaoshou。

gujingyuanlikehuidaochuangbian，roushenganfuta：“wanwan，biepa，zheishilinboshi，shilaibangnide。”tadewenrou，

cidewoyanjingshengteng。wozoushangqian，baochizaiyigeanquandejuli，kaikoudao：“guxiansheng，congxianzaikaishi，

qingnibuyaoyong‘bang’huozhe‘zhi’zheiyangdeci。duiyuyigeyouyanzhongbeihaiwangxiangdebingrenlaishuo，

zheishiyizhongxinlianshi，huirangtajuedewomenshiyao‘chuli’ta。”gujingyuandemeitouzhouleqilai，

xianranbuxiguanbeirenzheiyangdangmianzhizheng。womeilihuitadebuyue，

jixuyizhuanyedekouwenshuodao：“genjulijiaoshoujiwodebingli，su**deyingjifanying，

zhuyaolaiyuanyuduimoshenghuanjingherendebuxinren。suoyi，wodediyibuzhiliao，bushizhenduita，ershizhenduini。

”“zhenduiwo？”gujingyuandeyuqilidaishangleyisiweixian。“meicuo。”wozhishizhetadeyanjing，haobutuisuo，

“nishitamuqianweiyixinrenderen，shitade‘anquandao’。dannideguodubaohuhejinzhang，

huibanidejiaolvqingxu，chengbeidichuandijita，jiazhongtadebingqing。suoyi，zaizhiliaosu**zhiqian，

woxuyaoxianjiaohuini，ruhezuoyigehegede‘anquandao’，erbushiyigeyidongde‘jiaolvyuan’。”wodehua，

rangzaichangdesuoyouren，baokuolijiaoshou，doulengzhule。conglaimeiyouren，

ganyongzheizhongjinhujiaoxundekouwenhegujingyuanshuohua。tadeliansechenlexiaqu，zhoushendeqiyadidehairen。

“linboshi，nishizaizhiyiwo？”“woshizaichenshushishi。”wotuiletuibiliangshangdejinsiyanjing，

jingpianfanshedelengguang，rangwokanqilaigengjiabujinrenqing，“guxiansheng，wodezhiliaofangan，shiyijieguoweidaoxiangde。

ruguonibunengwanquanpeihe，neiwozhinengshuobaoqian，qinglingqinggaoming。”wozheishizaidu。dutaduisuwanwandezaihu，

huiyaguotaneigaogaozaishangdezizun。kongqifangfoninggule。banshang，tajinbengdexiahexian，zhongyusongdongleyifen。

“hao。”tacongyafenglijichuyigezi，“nixuyaowozenmezuo？”woyingle。“henjiandan。

”wonachuyigeluyinbi，anxiakaiguan，“congxianzaikaishi，ershisixiaoshi，batadaizaishenshang。

woyaojilunihesu**suoyoudeduihua，fenxinideyuyanmoshiheqingxubodong。lingwai，congmingtianqi，

meitianxiawusandiandaowudian，shiwomendedanduhuitanshijian，didianjiuzaizheili。jizhu，shidandu。

”wokeyijiazhongle“dandu”lianggezi。woyaode，jiushihetaduchudejihui。woyaoxiangboyangcongyiyang，

yicengyiceng，bokaitaneijianyingdewaiqiao，kandaolimianzuicuiruo、zuibukandeneihe。tasisididingzhewo，

fangfoyaojiangwokanchuan。wotanrandihuishizheta，muguangpingjingrushui。lierenyuliewudediyicijiaofeng，wo，

zhanleshangfeng。jiexialaidejitian，wochenglezheijiandingjibingfangdechangke。womeiyoujizhequjiechusuwanwan，

ershibasuoyoudejingli，doufangzaile“zhiliao”gujingyuanshang。

worangtayibianbiandihuiyisuwanwanzhuimaneitiandexijie，huiyiwodangshishuoleshenme，zuoleshenme。

tayikaishihenbunaifan，juedezheixiedoushiwuyonggong。“zheixieyoushenmehaotande？shishihenqingchu，

linshujiduwanwan，zaimaanshangdongleshoujiao。”tafanzaodichelechelingdai。“jidu？

”woxiangyigemeiyouganqingdeai，buzhuodaoguanjianci，“tajidusu**shenme？

jidusu**keyirangnipaoxianimendedinghunyan，maozhedayuquweitasongyifenshengriliwu？haishijidusu**，

nengrangnizaisongwodedinghunjiezhishang，keshangtadeyingwenming‘evelyn’？”wodehuayingangluo，

gujingyuanmengditaiqitou，yanzhongbengfachuhairendelimang。“nizenmezhidao？！”jiezhideshi，

shitaxindizuiyinmidemimi。chuletahewo，bukenengyoudisangerenzhidao。yinweineimeijiezhi，

zaiwo“si”hou，jiuhetayiqi，chenrulehaidi。wokanzhetazhenjingdelian，xinzhongyongqiyizhenbaofude**。

danwolianshang，queshiyipianmangran。“shenme？”woguzuobujiedizhalezhayan，“wobuzhidaoshenme。

zheixie……bushicongnijiwode，linshu**derijilikandaodema？”“riji？”talengzhule。“shia。

”woconggongwenbaoli，nachuyigefensederijiben，dijita，“zheishijingfangzaita‘yiwu’zhongfaxiande，

lijiaoshouzhuanjiaojilewo，shuoshinengbangzhulejietadezuoandongji。”neigerijiben，shiwoweizaode。

limiandemeiyigezi，doushiwomofangzhelinshudangniandebiji，hanzhexueleixiexiade。

wojiangwomenzhijianneixietianmide、tongkude、yinmidexijie，quandouxielejinqu。

neixietayiweizhiyouwomenliangrenzhidaodemimi，rujin，quetongguoyige“moshengren”dekou，

qingmiaodanxiedishuolechulai。gujingyuanyibaduoguorijiben，kuaisudifanyuezhe。tadelianse，suizheshuyedefandong，

biandeyuelaiyuebai，yuelaiyuenankan。wokandaotawozherijibendezhijie，yinweiyongliergengenfanbai。“guxiansheng，

”woqiadaohaochudikaikou，shengyinlidaizheyisi“beimin”，“yigenvren，ruguobushiaidaolejizhi，

youzenmehuihendaojizhini？yexu，linshu**dexingwei，bingfeijiandandejidu，

ershiyizhongjuewangxiade……baofu。”woba“baofu”lianggezi，yaodejiqing，queyouxiangyikedingzi，

henhendidingjinletadexinli。05duigujingyuandexinlifangxianjinxingchubudesongdonghou，

wokaishizhengshi“zhiliao”suwanwan。wodefangfahenjiandan，cuimian。zaigujingyuandezhushixia，woyongyizhibi，

yigepinghuandeyudiao，qingyijiujiangjingshengaodujinzhangdesuwanwandairuleshenducuimianzhuangtai。“xianzai，