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小说简介

《jinwoshouxinshi，wocaixiangqilai》shiyibujifuxiangxiangliheqihuansecaidexiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo，youwanbanbuxingzhongdewanxingjingxinchuangzuo。gushizhong，zhuyuchenzixunhanxumingzhishenyuyigeshenmideshijie，zhankaileyiduanguanyuyouyi、yongqihexinrendemaoxianzhilv。zhuyuchenzixunhanxumingmianduizhegezhongmofaheguaiwu，tongguozhihuiheyongganzhanshenglekunnan，zuizhongdadaolemubiao。2wobeijiaoxialouchifan。wodejiejiehegege，haiyoubabahehoumadouzai。gegeyinchenzhelian，yigunaojiacaichi。……jiangdailingduzhejinruyigeshenqihelingrenzhemideqihuanshijie。

精彩章节

gaokaobiyedianlineitian。xiaocaozhuyuzaidengwo。kewomeiyouqu，ershikanzheshoujishangjishitiaoweijiedianhuahexiaoxi，

momojitafaqujitiaoxiaoxi。「zhuyu，woyaodinghunli。」「xiexienizheixieniandepeiban，

danshiwomenyihouhaishibuyaolianxile。」……bingzaizuihou，wolaheileta。1zaigaokaoqiandeyigehanjia，

woturanhunjuebeijiarensongquleyiyuan，jianchafaxianyishenhuanjuezheng，zuiduohuojinian。babalaidaobingchuangqian，

ningshiwodeyanjing，lianshangmanshibeitonghebushe。wojiantatainanguo，yongxianxideshouzhiweitahuaquwenredelei。

taleiyanmenglong，duiwonannan：「nimamazoule，jiulianniyeyaozouma？」tajinzuanbaisebeidan，dixiatou，

meitoujinsuo。turantazhongxintaitoukanxiangwo，yanshenbengkuishizhi。

「nimamazouhouwozhiyounile!niyaoshiyesile……nimamajiushenmeyebushengle!」takudesixinliefei，

guidaozaibingchuangqian。cishicike，wocaizhidao。babadejuewang，bingbuwanquanshishebudewosi，

yeshihaipashiqu——wozheigemamaliuxialaideweiyinianxiang。wofangfochenglemamadesuoying。

shangyicibabakuchengzheiyang，haishimamasideshihou。woxiachuangdundaobabagenqian，bokaitatongkuwumiandeshou。

「baba，woxiangchuanyicihunsha。wohaimeichuanguohunshani……wohaiyizhixiangyougehaizi。」「dengwozoule，

meidangnitanwangsunzideshihou，jiunengxiangqiwole。」shashijian，babatingzhukusheng，tayanzhongmanshileishui。

2wobeijiaoxialouchifan。wodejiejiehegege，haiyoubabahehoumadouzai。gegeyinchenzhelian，yigunaojiacaichi。

houmaliansehencha，xiangganggangchaowanjiayiyang。babahuranshuoyaoweiwotiqianchoubeihunshi。

qitarendiyishijianmobuzuosheng。keneng，tamenyijingbeizhewotanhaole。jiejielvxiandapochenmo：「yeshi，

xumingmeimeiyebuxiaole，choubeihunshiyeshiyinggaide。daoshiwoxiangwenmeimei，niyoumeiyourenxuan？」

houmayinyangguaiqidechazui：「wokangancuibatasongjineigesulaozongdele!jiushinibashiyeshangdepengyou。

shangcilaiwomenjiakanjian**meijiuxihuandebuxing。erqiehaiyouqian……」dunshichuanlaichexiangdepaizhuosheng，

gegenushizheigesuoweidemuqin：「nixiangbaninvermaigegezaolaotou？!nishirenma!」

「hanfeiyu!nizenmehenimawoshuohuade!zaishuotabushiwonver，

zhiyuweishenmetazuozaizheinizijiwenwenniba!」「hanxuming!nijiwotingzhe，nimamaneigehulijing，

zaiwohenibadoujiehunlehailaigouyin!haishenglenizheigeduanmingyatou!niyoushenmezigegenwotiyaoqiu？

niyoushenmezigezuowonver？!」babaturanzhizhi，「goulelijuan!buyaozaishuole!」

gegezaiyeyizhibuzhu，「baba，meimeiyijingyouxihuanderenle！」gegezhideneiren，jiushizhuyu。

3「wohetayigexuexiaode，wozuilejie。」「he!gujishizaiwaimianlaishangnageqiongxiaozi，

jiajineizhongrendiuwomendelian!」「taxiangyaodeshizhenai!」

「yigekuaisidenvrenhaitushenmezhenai!youbuyouzhi？gancuijinageqiyelaozongwanwandele，

womenhainengheqinjiashengyihezuo，heleerbuwei？!」gegezhihoumadeshoufadou，

shengyinfazhan：「nijiubupeizuowoma!nigenbenjiubushiren!」tatinghouchadianbeiqichaqi，

lijizhuanshenshiyajibaba。「tameijinianjiusile，wokansheinengkandeshangta!niyebuweiweizijideshiyezhexiang？

」4babayayinuhuo，chensiliangjiu，takanxianggege。「nimashuode…buwanquancuo。」suijibabakanxiangwo。

woshengyindiwei，「baba，womeiyouxihuanderen。」「meimeinizaishuoshenme!」「gege，nibulejiewo。」

woyanshenandan，weichuizheyanpi。「dan，wokebukeyidengdaogaokaojieshuzaishuo……」babachenmoleyihui，

dayingxialai。gegemianlushiwang，qishenlikaifanzhuo。heiyeli，woquansuobeizili，momodiliuyanlei。

5zhongxinhuidaoxuexiaohou。woxinshizhongzhong，ditouzoujinjiaoshi。buliaozhengqiaozhuangshangzhuyuzaibanmenkou。

taneizhangxiuqidelian，yijiudaijiwodutedejidonggan。zhuyuduiwoxiaolianxiangying，chongwodazhaohu。

wobuganzhishita，duitajinzhangdianlediantou，jimangraoguotahuidaozijideweizhi。

tayouxiebuzhisuocuozhanzaimenkouwangzhewo。pingchang，wohetajianmiandouhuireqingdazhaohu，ranerjintianqueshifenfanchang。

taxiangbumingbai，shizijizuocuoshenmelema？henkuaidajiaandingzuozaiweizhishang。zhuyudezuoweizuowozuoqianfang，

haitingyuande。woqiaoqiaotaiguomou，jinjinzhushizhetadebeiying。xinzhongshanxianyiwanzhongxiaoxinsi。shaonianqingqingceguolian，

ceguoneishuangdaiyoumeixuezhanglidemouzi，yingruwodeyanlian。shijiangewaianjing，

anjingdaokeyitingdaowoxintiaodeshengbo。woyouturanxiangqi，zaineiyigegejingmidewanshang，

sushelidehuatijingchanghuituranpianyidaotashenshang。6meicitingdaozheigemingzi，

woxiongkoulideneikuaihuinanyijingjuedireqilai。「shengao183，pifubai，yougaoyoushuai。」

「dangzhiwukuiwomenxuexiaodexiaocao!」

「gaoyixuemeichuanfengle!shuowomenbanyouyigezhangdexiangmingxingyiyangdegaolengnanshen，shisheiashisheia?」

「zhuangshachonglengni?chulezhuyuhainengyoushei?」「aaa!xiangquzhaotashuohua，

danganjuetashigehenmiaoshiyiqiederen……danwohaoxihuanzheizhongganjue!」dajiaduitadeyangmu，buzhishixiangmao，

haiyouneilingrenwangerzhibudebeiying。zheixieshitamenduizhuyudepingjia，kewomomotingzhe，quejuedeyoudianmosheng。

xianzaigaosandezhuyu，zaiwairenyanli：meiqingmuxiu，shencaishanggaotiaohexiantiaoganxiediaowanmei。tebieyoushuangyanjing，

roumeizhongdaiyouyidaofenglideqinlvegan。fangfoyougumoli，renherenkandiyiyandouhuidailengliangmiao。woyebuliwai。

danzaiwoyanlimeiyoutadelvjing。yinweiwozaitaxiaoshihoujianguotabeijigerenqifu，kuzidoubaledechangjing，

haikudelaocanle。yezhiyouwoheqifutaderenzhidao。tasannianjideshihouqiuwobuyaogaosuqitatongxue。

kedaolegaozhong，quemeizaijingtiwozheige。suoyitingzhesheyoumenshuota「gaoleng」、「miaoshiyiqie」、「xiaocao」

zhileidehua，woduozaibeizili，xiaodaoyanleidouchulaile。houlaisheyoulejiedaoyigebagua，manlianjidongjiuwenwo。

「hanxuming，zhuyuhenishenmeguanxia？」yuanlai，

tamendatingdaozhuyuzaichuzhongjiuzhanxianchuyuanchaonianlingdedongchali，zaifuqinyibizhichijingfeixia，

duishichangmougelingyujingzhunbuju，zaiduanduanjinianneijileikeguancaifu。nianshaojiuyijingchengming。

chuanwentarucikekuzuanyan，shiweilerangzijipeideshangxinaidenvhai。tajuedezijicongqianjiajingpinqiong，

meibanfadaijinvhaigengxingfudeshenghuo，yemeiyouzhuiqiudeyongqi。erqietayunvhaishilian，

zijibixupinlemingshangjincaiyoujihuizhaodaota。sheyoushuodechuanwen，wocongmeitingguo。

gaozhongdezhuyuhenshaozaiqugongkejinrongxue，zaijiashangtahewopingchangguanxihenbuyiban，

tamenjiucaicewohuibuhuijiushineigelingrenxianmudenvhai。zhenxiangzhiyouwoxinzhiduming。

……yishihuidaowanzixijiaoshi。wowangzhezhuyurenzhenzixidebeiying，yanleimenglongletadelunkuo。

wozhende…haoshebudeni，zhuyu···7yixiake，tajiudafazouwotongzhuo，coudaowopangbian。

「woshibushirenishengqile？」wodizhetoujiazhuangkanshu，yaoyaotou。「neinizenmehaoxiangbutaixiangliwo？」

tajiezhewen，「fashengshenmele？」tacoujinwodeliandan，xishengxiyu。yiyuanbaogaodanhuamianshanxiannaohai，

「wulihuitian」sizifangfodaokezaixinzangshang。woleirenbuzhumanshanglai，qingqinghachuanyikoumenqi。「meiyou……」

「woxiangmamale。」8zhuyushentiqingqinghoukao，xianrushaoxuchenmo。「duibuqi，

wowangjiqianjitianshinimamadejirile……」womeitouyijin，nuliyanxiamouzhongxinsuan。tawuzhuwodeshou，

lingwokanxiangta。「dan，nizaiwoyanliconglaidoushigeleguanjijidenvhai。

niconglaimeiyoujinjinyinweimamadelikaizheimexiaochen。」「bujinjinshimamaduima？xuming，

nenggaosuwodaodizenmelema？」turanluguodeyigenanshengdashengrangrang。「zhuyu，youzaianweinvpengyouni？！」

yuanchuyourenjiehua，「nidongshenme？renjianeishizaidiaoqing！」banshangdunshimimanqicaozadexuannao，

meiyijudourangwoquanshenfare。zhuyuzhiqiyaoban，zaiwoyanli，tacezhelian，zhizheneibiandenanshengrangtabizui。

tadelianjiafahong。worechendikanzheta，shentidezaoreweisan，shixiantingliuzaineizhangjijumeixuedecelianshang，

zhouweishengyinrushuiweixianbanxiajiangzhiling。「nengbunengxiaotinghuia？」「nimenbieqihongxingma？hanxumingxinqingbuhao，

nengbunengfenchanghea……」yigureliedeweiquganyongshangwodexintou，「pu」

deyixiawolouzhuzhengzaitanpandezhuyu。talengleshen。suoyoushengyincikeshunjianjijing。wopazaizhuyuhuailitongku，

moyanlei。「woxiangmamale……wuwu……woyaomama！」9wohezhuyuhuifulecongqian。

womenyiqiqufantangdafan，yiqiqushenqinghuanzuoweizuozaiyiqi，yiqiwanzixixiakeliudaohenwan、henwan。

taqidaidegaosuwo：「wotebiexiangkannibiyedianlineitianchuandeduopiaoliang。」kedaolebiyedianlineitian，

womeiqu。ershigenbabaqujianyigecaifashaoye。zheixietian，babasichuweiwoxunzhaoxiangqinduixiang，

jibendoushixiefujiazidi，tamendouyinweiwodebingjujueshenzhichaofeng。womingbai，

babahehoumayijingdachenggongshile。jintianyaojianderenjiaozuochenzixun，babaquniandaiwocanjiawanyanshijianguota。

wochuanshangbabajiwozuixinmaidepiaoliangqunzi。「chenzixunjiashipangda，renxinggeweirendoubucuo，

kuangqierenjiaxihuanni，zheicigujizaiheshibuguole。」「woxiangxinnimenhuirijiushengqingde。」erzaibaoxiangmenkou，

wotingxiajiaobu。babawen：「zenmele？」wozuanjinqunjiao，duozhebabashixiandixiatou，yibuyebuxiangshangqian。

yinweiwomingbai，ruguotaruneishanmen，wojiangchedihezhuyugejue。jishiwozhengyeanweiziji，

kezhendaoleyaomianduidezheitian，wohaishimeiyouxianghao……「xuming，niyaorenqingxianshi。」

babadunshimingbaiwozaiyouyu。「jiusuannizhangdehenpiaoliang，dannimeiyouduoshaomingkeyihuole。

ruguonihaizaizuojiajihaomenshuaigededa**meimeng，woquannihaishiqingxingyixie！」

「meiyourenyuanyiquyigekuaisilederen。」「nikanbushangzixundezhangxiang，shuobudingrenjiahaikanbushangni！」

dunshiyigusuansedeweiquganyongshangbijian，wocuoetaitouningshilengjundefuqin，

xinzhongdeweiquzhibuzhuzaifadou……baisebingzhengbaogaodanfuxiannaohai，neiguwenredeweiquganhuranbianleng。

wobushizaozaibeixiadabingweishuneike，jiuyijingxiadingyuanlizhuyujuexinlema？weishenmewogangcaihaihuiyouyu。

babashuodemeicuo…wojiuyaosile，yijingmeiyouzigezaizhuiqiushenmeaiqing。zhuyuta，zhangdeneimeshuai，

youshiyoujinrongtounaoderencai。yidingnengdedaoshuyutadexingfu，erbushiweilewoerdanwuqingchun，

haiyoukenengyinwodesixunqing……tazhidegenghao。erwoyeyingshunyingtianyi，duguozuihoudeshengming。

「wogangcaimeizaixiangzheixie……」「duibuqi……baba。」tameiyoushuohua，zhijielingwojinmen。

10daichenzixunlaideshiweiguanjia。liangrenbaikaihaoyouqiangdiao，shuohuashengbuduan。wozhishiduizuodechenzixun。

jingranfaxian，tabugankanwo。wocengtoutingdaohoumadehua，shuozheiweichenzixunzaichenjiadehoudaili，nenglibutuchu，

yizhiliruo，zhangxianghaowutese，shizuibushoudaijianyige。woxiangtazhisuoyiyuanyihewoxiangqin，

gujishishoujiazuyapodeba？zheiyangdezaoyurangwoyouxiekelianta。

guanjia：「womenjiaxiaoshaoyeduinijiaxumingtebiexihuan，meicitandaoguanyutadehuashaoyejiuhuihaixiu。」

「neirangtamenliaoba!womenxianchuqu，zhihoujiuwentamendeyijian。」shuoba，

babahechenzixunbabayibingzoulechuqu。zhiliuxiawomenerren。chenzixunhuangmangtaitou，liangzhishouhuluanmoceng。

「ni…nibietingtaxiashuo……wo、womeiyoushuoxihuanni……bu、wobushizheigeyisi。」tadunshiyusai。

「duibuqi……nizhangneimepiaoliang，erwozhangdeneimechou！wozhendepeibushangni。」tabugankanwo，

balianceguoqu，shangmianhaiyoumingxiandedoukeng。woduitawenroudexiaolexiao。「woyoubushishenmegaoguideda**，

wozhishigekuaisideren……niyaozheimeshuo，wohaipanikanbushangwoni。」talengzhu，xiaoxinyiyitaimouzhushiwo。

「nizhixuyaogaosuwo，nixibuxihuanwo，jiugoule。」woxiangtashenchuyoushou。tajucuhaojiu，

zhanzhanweiweishenchuzijiyoushou。11wobeianpaihechenzixunzhutongyidongbieshu。zaicizhiqian，

babajiwoyimeizuanjie。tashuoshichenjiasongjiwodeliwu。chenzixunduiwoshuo：「annibayaoqiu，

womenmingtianqulvyou。nixiangquna？」「woxiangqukanhai。」「kanhai？」「wopazaibuqujiukanbudaole。」

huranwoshoujizhendong，shizhuyufalaidehaoyoushenqing！woximiepingmu：「xianzaijiuzouba。」

12feijizhunbeiqifeideshihou，wochaochuangwaipailezhangzhaopian，bianjiwenanfaledongtai。buyihui，

gegezaipinglunwenwozheishiyaoquna？wohuifu：nanhai。xialefeiji，womenjiandanzaibinguanzhuleyigewanshang。

ciri，wojinlegengyijian，zixunzaiwaibiandengwo。wohuanshanglezuotiantiaodedanlanseyongzhuang。ditouyiqiao，

yongkuduandezhengtiaotuijihudouluchulaile，yongyiyehenbaolu。xiangdangchugaozhongyuandanwanhui，

banshangdingdelingwudewuqun，biqitarendefuzhuangbaolubushao，wobuganchuan。dandangshiquedingfuzhuanghenwanle，

wenyiweiyuanbuyuanyizaigai。wofaxiaoxijiqingjiadezhuyutucao。tashuojintianwanshangyidingqukanwobiaoyan。

dangwantajiujicongcongdailaiyijianpiaoliangeryoubaoshoudewuqun。wodangshigandongdaoyusai，jucuxiawenta。

「nizenmezhidaowoxihuanyouanquangandeyifu？」taxiaolexiao：「zhiyouwozhidao，nihaizhishigehaizi。」

zhuyudeshengyinzainaohaidanqu，zhishengxiakongdangdangdegengyijian。cengjingzaitayanlideguaiguainv，

rujinchuanshanglexinggandebijini，tanluchutayebucengjianguodeshenzi。13zouzaihaibianshatanshang，

wozhuyidaoyilushanghenduonanrenkanwodeyanshen，rangwoyouxiebuan。woganjinrangchenzixunzaikongweiandingxialai。

womengangzuoxiameiduojiu，jingzhichaowozoulailianggeyongzhuangnan。tamenshenxingjianshuo，timaofengmao。

qizhongyigedunxiakaojinkanwo，chaowolazhesangzi。「meinv，nilaihaitanwanma？zheiliwoshu，

yaobuyaowomengeliangdaidaini？」chenzixundunshifangxiashouzhongdehuo，zhanjingchaozheilimanmankaojin。

lingwaiyigezhuyidaota。「yohuo！haidainididiyiqichulaiwanni？」「meinv，

yaobuwobangnicacafangshaishuangzenmeyang？」woyikoufoujue。「biejujuema，gekanninen，tingxihuande。」

wopingjingshuo：「wobuxianghenimencheshangguanxi。haiyou，zheibushiwodidi，tashiwoweihunfu。」

turanchenzixunchaotamennuhou！「nimenzuibajiwofangganjingdian！zairangwotingdaoganggangneizhonghua，

wosilannimendezui!」neiliangrenhunshenyizhan，tamenyemeixiangdaozheigexiaogeziderenbuhaore，shiqupaokai。

baihuadehailangyongshanganbian，xiangshulekouqi。wofangfozaihailangzhonghuantingdaozhuyudeshengyin。huanzuoshizhuyu，

zaojiudongshouleba。「duibuqi……ganggangshitaile。」wohuiguoshen，duichenzixunjichuweixiao。

tabeiwozheimeyikan，shuayixialianhong。turanyidaoshuxidehuhuanchuanlai，woxiaorongshunjianninggu。

14womoranhuitou，yingruyanliandeshineizhangshuxidelian。wodexinturantiqilai，zhenggetongkongdouzaizhandong。

「hanxuming！！」zhuyuzaiwolengshenzhijichongguolai，woxiayishitaiqishouzhang，beitajinjinzhuazhu！「zhuyu…」

chenzixunxunsudakaitadeshou，huzaiwomianqian。wohechenzixunchabuduogao，

mianqianbiwomengaochabuduoyigetoudezhuyu，womenxiandeyouxiao。wocuoekanzheshuangyanchihongdezhuyu，

wocongmeijianguotazheibanjinzhang。tazhizhechenzixunzhiwen：「tashishei？！」wohaitingliuzaizaijianzhuyudejidong，

xiayishishuntashouzhiniutouqiaoleyanchenzixun，zhalezhayan。「ninalaide！weishenmeyaohehuta？」

chenzixunsisidangzaiwogenqian，hemianduineilianggeyongzhuangnanyiyang。hezhuyuyiqiguolaidehaiyoumocheng，

zheiweishiwogaozhongtongxue，jiajingshiliyouyue。jiandaota，wodagaimingbaiweishenmewojiusuandaonanhai，

zhuyuyenengzhaodaowo。mochengzouleguolai，qishixiongxiongduichenzixunshuo：「nipangbianzheiweishiwoxiongdidenvpengyou，

ganjinrangkai！」chenzixundengdashuangyan，daliangmianqianshencaigaoting、meiqingmuxiudezhuyu，youhuitouquerenwodebiaoqing，

sihucaiyishidaowohezhuyuguanxizhendebuyiban。chenzixundiluofangxiagebo，genqianzhuyuzheizhangliandeguiqi，

fangfoyigenjiancizhajintaneixin，zhidineizibeidechuangkou。zhuyushuangshouxunsushiqiwoshouzhang，「genwozouba！

xuming。」zhuyuneishuangpiaoliangdemouzi，cikeyouxieqiaocui，danyijiuchongmanxiwang。

「wozaogaizhidao…yidingfashengleshenmerangnitongkudeshi。danwulunfashengshenme，

wodouhuixiangjinbanfabanijiuchulaide！」chenzixunjiuxinkanzhewo，yebugandong。

woxiaozhebashoucongzhuyushouzhongchouchu。「niwuhuile，woguodehenhao。」wolaqichenzixundeshou，

taiqizaimianqianhuanglehuang。「jinijieshaoyixia，zheiweishiwodeweihunfu。」zhuyushunjianlengzhu，

bukezhixinkanzhezheiyimu。「womenyijingdinghunle…jinifadexiaoxi，meiyoukaiwanxiao。」zhuyumouzidichui，

zuanjinquantou，tahaishibusixin。「nishibeibide…shiba！xuming？」wojihuganshoudaotaxinzangzaidizhen。

「nibeinibababihun！pobudeyicaijiazhuangtongyide……」「worenzhende。」

wotaishouzhanshineimeidaizaizuoshoudezuanjie。zhuyushunjiantaitou，ningwangwodeyanshenleiwangwang，shenzimengdihoutuijibu。

wopingjingdishuo。「womenyijingkaishitongjule。zhuyu，zhuwomenxingfuhaoma？」15woxiangtawaiwaitou，

lianshangluchuxiaorong，hecongqianyiyangwenroudexiaorong。jiuhaoxiangyibajiandao，qingqinghuakaidoufu。

yipangdemochengyemangranshicuo，wuzhelianbuzhidaoshuoshenme。「mocheng，ninengpeichenzixunliaoliaoma？

woxianghezhuyudandutantan。」wohuitouwangzhechenzixun，tamiansediluofuza。「zixun，

niquhezheiweimochengpengyouliaoliaohaoma？dajiadoukeyishipengyou。」kanzhetabuandeyanshen，

woqiangjichuyifuxiaorong。「nifangxin，wobuhuilikainide！」zhidaomochengtamenlikaihou，haitanzaicipingjing。

zhuyumangrandimouzhushishatan，yanzhudazhuan，ganggangwoneijudinghundehua，tananyizhixin。tashenshanghaichuanzhexifu，

xiangbiyedianlimeijieshujiuganguolaide。woshangqian，weitashuzhengxifulingluandelingzi。

「womeixiangdaonihuilai……dannilaile，wohengaoxing。」zhuyumengdeyibazhuazhuwodeshou，

yongneishuangbumanxuesideyankanzhewo，qingxujidong。「yidingshinibababinijiehundeduibudui！」

「nigegaosuwodejiushizheigeyisi！xuming，nigenbenbuxihuanneigenandeduibudui？」yuanlai，