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《juexingyishihou，chaozheanlianduixiangshuzhongzhi》zheibuyuanzixiedeshutinghaode，limiandeneirongyetingfengfude。zhujiaoweisongzhiweishenhuaijingxiayumozhuyaojiangdeshi：shangyiciyuekao59fen。yeshimeisheile，yaobuzhaosheibangmangbuyixiadele，zixueyedabudaohaodexiaoguoa！zhaosheihaoni？ai，zheibujiuyouyigexianchengdema？xia……

精彩章节

yishide，songzhiweijuexingle。zaitiyukeshangbeishenhuaijingyonglanqiuzazhongnaodaihou。“wei，songzhiwei，nimeishiba，

yaobuyaoshenhuaijingsongniquxiaoyiwushia？”qihongdeshengyinciqibifu。

“shenhuaijing……”songzhiweimonianzheigemingzi，suijigandaoyizhenqiangliedeweihegan。zheishipangbianchuanlaiyigeshengyin，

“baoqiana！”baoqian？songzhiweikanxiangta，tayanzhongmeiyouyisiqianyi，shenzhilianshanghaidaizhexixue。

jiuzaizheiyike，songzhiweidenaohaizhongshanguowushuhuamian——zhiyaoshishenhuaijingchuxiandedifang，tayeyidingzai。

jiaoshi、caochang，shitang，xuexiaochaoshi……zhiyaoshiyoushenhuaijingzaidedifang，tajiuyidingzai。jintianyeshiyiyang，

tiyukeshangjiesanhou，songzhiweijiuzhanzaipangbianjishenhuaijingjiayou，yibuxiaoxinjiubeiqiuzazhongle。

huixianganlianshenhuaijingdezheiliangnian，yesuanminglianba！shenhuaijingshizhidaotadexihuande。taxiangshouzhesongzhiweidexihuan，

tongshiyetaoyantasuishisuididechuxian。xiangdaotayanzhongdexixue，yijizhouweirendehongxiao，songzhiweiminzhechun，

weiweishangyangyigehudu。zaizhongrendezhushixia，chaozheshenhuaijingdefangxiang，juqilexiuzhangdezhongzhi。

suijizhuanshenlikai，liujishenhouzhongrenyigexiaosadebeiying。“bushi，womeikancuoba？ganggangneishisongzhiwei？

”zhoujiyanloushangleshenhuaijingdejian，lianshangxiemanlebulijie。shenhuaijingyebulijieganggangsongzhiweidecaozuo，

yemeiduozaiyi，“ai，daqiu。”likaiqiuchang，songzhiweizhaolegejiaoluozuoxia，huixianganlianshenhuaijingzheiliangnian，

xuexidoumeishangxin，haiyouyinianjiugaokaole，xianzaichengjishuyuzhongdengshuiping。shangyeshangbuqu，xiayexiabulai。

xiake**xiangqi，songzhiweiqishen，xiangwangchangyiyangtuikaijiaoshimen。dajiadouyouxienianle，

zuozaigezidezuoweishangbuchongshuifen。meiduoyihuierdalanqiudetongxuemenyedouxiangjihuidaolejiaoshi。

shenhuaijinghezhoujiyangangjinjiaoshideshihouhaiwangsongzhiweidefangxiangkanleyiyan，dansongzhiweiyagenmeizaiyitamen，

fankanzhezhengzhishu。zhoujiyandaoshiyiwai，yiwangzheigeshihou，songzhiweideyanshenyinggaizaishenhuaijingdeshenshang，

ranhoutoukanyiyanhouhaixiuditoua，jintianzenmebuyiyangle？shenhuaijingmeizaiyi，zoudaozijideweizhizuoxia，

tadeweizhijiuzaisongzhiweidexieduimian，danzhongjiangeleyizu。gangfankaizhuoshangdeshu，

yingruyanliandejiushiyikecaomeiweidebangbangtang，buyongxiangjiuzhidaoshisheifangde。haimeilaidejiheshangshu，

bianbeizhoujiyanyanjiandefaxianle，bingqienaleqilai。“yo！zheishisheijiwomenshenhuaijingdetanga？

”tazheishihualiyouhua，yiyousuozhia！zhouweidoushiqihongdeshengyin，fenfenkanxiangjiaoluolidesongzhiwei。

shenhuaijingbenlaishixiangzuzhide，danshouzuizhonghaishimeishenchuqu。ertayiyousuozhideren，cikezhengzhuanxindekanzheshu，

sikaoruhetigaotadechengji，liangerbuwenchuangwaishi。meiyouyuliaozhongdefanying，zheibuduiya？

“caomeiweidebangbangtange！”“zenme，nishixianmuhaishijidua？”cihuayichu，

dajiadeshixianzhuanyidaolezhoujiyandeshenshang。songzhiweibenlaishibuxianglihuide，danshirenjiushizheiyang，niyuerenci，

duifangjiuyuedecunjinchi。shenhuaijingyuguangqingmiaoxiangsongzhiweideweizhi，tajintianhaoxiangyouxiebuyiyang。

zhoujiyanmeixiangdaosongzhiweihuizheiyangwen，turanjiubuzhidaogaishuoshenme，zhihaogangadexiaolexiao。“e，mei，

wozhishihaoqi、haoqi……”zhenghaozheishishangke**xiangqi，zhouweianjingxialai，zhoujiyanjiangtanghaijishenhuaijing，

paohuizijidezuowei。shenhuaijingsuishoujianqizhuoshangdetangfangzaiyipang，nachukeben，suijiyouxiangdaoshenme，

jiangtangfangjinlekezhuo。dangrenzhentingkehoufaxian，yijiekedeshijianzhendehenduan。zheishixiawudezuihouyijieke，

zhidaofanqiankeyizijiliyongshijian。songzhiweimeichuquwan，ershinachulelaoshibuzhidexiti。dengzuowanhoutaitou，

jiaoshilizhishengtaheqianmiandeyigetongxue——xiayumo。jiantazairenzhenmaitouzuoti，zhouweiyemeiren，

songzhiweiqiaoqiaoqishen，chaozheshenhuaijingdeweizhizouqu。jiranyoulezizhuyishi，

yiqiegenshenhuaijingyouguandedouyaoyuanli，haishibuyaoyougengduodejiechubijiaohao，suoyizheigetangdenahuilai。

caomeiweidebangbangtanghenxianyan，jiufangzaibianshang，songzhiweixiangdoumeixiangjiutaishounazoule。xinqingshirucideyuyue。

gangzhuanshen，zuijiaodexiaoyihaiweiyanxia，jiujianshenhuaijingzhanzaimenbian，yanshendaliangzheta。

songzhiweizuijiaodexiaoyixiajiujiangzhule，xing，beizhuaxianxingle。zhuannianyixiang，zheigetangshizijide，jirantabuyao，

neinahuilaishimeiyouwentide。xiangmingbaizhihou，songzhiweiwanquanmeiyoubeizhuaxianxingdeganga，zhiyounahuitangdekaixin，

wanquanbuzaihushenhuaijingzenmexiang。dangzhetademian，zhijiechusheng，“hai，xiayumo，chitangma？

”xiayumozhengrenzhenzuoti，tingdaochitang，xiangyemeixiang，kaixindouyiyuyanbiao，lvlelvtoufa，“haoa！

”dangji，songzhiweijiujiangtangrengleguoqu。xiayumojiedaotang，xiaodeneishiyigechanmei，“aiya，xiexie！

”“bukeqi！”jiejuewanzheishi，songzhiweixinqinggewaidehao，hengzhexiaoge，yukuaidelikaijiaoshi。

luguoshenhuaijingshi，tateyitingxialairenzhendedingzhetakanleyihuier。budebushuo，jiushenhuaijingdezheizhanglianlaishuo，

dangnanzhuyeshiqingyoukeyuan，queshihenqingchunnanzhu。guoran，tuolijuqingkongzhideta，

duishenhuaijingzheizhanglianhaowubolan，zuiduoyezhishixinshang。shenhuaijingbudongtazheishizaichangnayichu，

danshidanzidaoshidalebushao，huanzuoyiqian，tananenglizijizheimejin，zuiduozhishiyuanyuandekanyiyan，

ranhouhaixiupaokai。jintiandaoshiyiwai！songzhiweilikaihou，shenhuaijingkanlehuitalikaidebeiying，qiguai，

danbingmeiyouxianqiduodadebolan。yihuitou，zhijianxiayumoyijingjiangtangzhichaikai，zaitayanqianhuangleliangquan，

suihoufangjinzuili。shenhuaijingjiudangmeikanjian，huizuoweinaledongxihouyelikaile。jiaoshilizaicianjingxialai，

xiayumokanzhekongdangdejiaoshi，yanmouyiwan，xiaozuiyimin，“ng~sucai。”erwanzixijieshuhou，

songzhiweidiyigeshoushihaodongxiwangwaipao，suoguozhichujuanqiyilvfeng。xiayumojinsuiqihou！“esile，

esile。”suiranxiawuzaishitangchilefan，danxianzaiyijingjiudianbanle，taiele。

dangguntangdekaochangzaizuilizhankaineiyike，ketangsitale。“a！”“hu——”tuyoushebudetu，

zhinengzaizuilizaicifanchaoyibian。dengzhongyuyanxiazuilidekaochang，songzhiweizheicaifaxianpangbianzhanleyigeren。

zhijianxiayumoyihuierkanta，yihuierzaibenzishangfenbijishu。songzhiweichizhekaochangzoujin，“nizaixieshenmeni？

”xiayumotouyemeitai，“e，xiesucaini？”“shenmesucai？”，shuozhecoujinqukan。

“xiaomeilangtunhuyandechizhekaochang，haowuxingxiangkeyan，zhenggerenxiandehantaikeju……”“zheixiaomeishisheia？

”“nia？”……yishijianxianruchenmo。suoyishangmianmiaoxiedehantaikejushita……“nibuxihuana，

neijiaoxiaochouzenmeyang？”songzhiweibiyan：“……”“nishizaijiluwo？”“dui，

wodexinxiaoshuomashangyaokaixiele，xianzaixuyaoshoujisucai。”“shenmeleixingde？”“zhongshengzhiwoshilurenjia。

”zheiyisheng，fangfodoubeiyijuhuagaikuowanle。tayaoyaotou，jiangnaozilideqiguaixiangfashuaichuqu。“haole，

buxuzaishuole。”shuowanjingzhiwangqianzou，xiayumojixugenzaihoumian。“wojuedezheigemingzitinghaode，

xiechulaiyidingdabao。”songzhiweibugangoutong，haishikaochangbijiaokaopu。“ai，

tajintianzenmebugenzainishenhoule？”pangbiandeshenhuaijingzhishidandanpieleyiyan，“nizheimexiangzhidao，

neiniquwentaya。”“wobujiuzheimeyishuoma！”zhoujiyankanzheshenhuaijingdebeiying，bumingsuoyi，

“nishuohuazenmeyichongyichongde，womeidezuiniba？”lingyibian，xiayumojixuzhuizhesongzhiwei。

“nirangwoshoujisucaiba，woxiangxinnidesucaijiashangwogaoqiangdemiaoxieshoufa，womenjiushiweilaidexinxinga！

”songzhiweimeihuidata，tazairenzhendexiangshi。ligaoerjieshuhaiyouyigeyue，

yaoxiangzaizheiyigeyueneirangchengjidafutigao，neishibukenengde。suiranshiwenkeba，

danshiyaojiangdabufendeneirongbeiwan，tainanle。haiyouzuirangrentoutengdeshuxue，takanguole，

shangyiciyuekao59fen。yeshimeisheile，yaobuzhaosheibangmangbuyixiadele，zixueyedabudaohaodexiaoguoa！

zhaosheihaoni？ai，zheibujiuyouyigexianchengdema？xiayumokeshiwenzongdashen，changnianwenjuqiansan。

ganghaotayouqiuyuziji，zheimeyijiaohuanbujiuhenwanmeilema！

xiayumozhengrenzhendegensongzhiweishuozhezijideweidahongtu，meichengxiangtaturantinglexialai，

ranhouxiaoyimanmandedingzheziji。tatuiletuiyanjing，“zen……zenmele？”henkuai，liangrenjiudachenglegongshi。

songzhiweizuoweitaxinxiaoshuodesucai，ranhouxiayumojiufuzejitabuxi。yushi，zaijiexialaidezheiyigeyueli，

songzhiweimeitianzaixuexiaojiushigenxiayumodaizaiyiqi。“zheigeshizenmedelaide？”“zheigeshigongshi。

”“e……wodongle。”songzhiweiyilianwodongledeyangzi。xiayumoyilianbuxin，

tongshizaizhishangxiexia：xiaovnaoliyouxian，dantaidushifenqinken，feichangkeku，henshadanhentianzhen，

zuoduiyitijiushashadexiao。“neizheibushizenmesuande？

”……shenhuaijingfazuoyejingguotamenpangbiandeshihoujiutingjiansongzhiweizaiwenti，

tafasongzhiweizuoyedeshihoushundaisaoleyiyan，liangrendouhenrenzhen。tajiangtadezuoyefangdaozhuoshang，

liangrendoumeizenmetaitou，songzhiweitingdegewairenzhen。shenhuaijingmomodehuidaozijidezuowei，zaihuitoushi，

yebuzhishishuoleshenme，zhishisongzhiweishashadexiaozhe，qianmiandexiayumodaoshishenqingrenzhen，

zaizhishangfengkuangdexiezheshenme。tajingranconglaimeiyoujiansongzhiweizheimexiaoguo，haoxiangwanquantuolileziji，

zuohuileta。buzaiweiraozheta，buhuijingchangchuxianzaizijidezhouwei，

buhuiduozaizoulangjintoutoukan……“shenhuaijing，yourenzhaoni。”menwaichuanlaideshengyindaduanletadesixu，

kanxiangmenwai，suxuruozhanzaimenkou，zhengxianglizhangwang。taqishen，chaozhemenwaizouqu。

pangbianchuanlaitongxuebaguadeshengyin。“zheisuxuruozhenhaokan，nikantaliangzaiyiqijianzhishinancainvmaoa！

”suxuruo？youdianshuxi。e，duile，shenhuaijingdefeiwennvzhuhaoxiang，tingshuoliangrenshilangcainvmao。

songzhiweitaitou，kanxiangmenkoudefangxiang，guoran，liangrenzhanyiqijiushiyangyana！qishixiangxiang，

yiqiantaxihuanshenhuaijingdeshihou，haiyinweisuxuruochiguocuni！xianzaixiangxiangzhenshihaoxiao，weileshenhuaijing，

jingchangchicu。“ng~xinsucai。”xiayumoguanchasongzhiweibiaoqinghouxiexia：xiaovanlianxuexiaonanshen，

danaierbude，anziqingshang。“shenmexinsucai？”songzhiweizhuantoujiujiantazaishangmianxiexiehuahua，couleguoqu。

yikanzheineirong，tazhale，“shenmea？wonashizheiyangde？”“shandiao！”“buxing，

zheikedoushihenhaodesucai。”“zheibufuheshishi，womenshuohaode，bunengluanxie。”“zheibushiluanxie，

shiganggangnidezhenshifanying。”“shandiao。”liangrenlacheleyihuier，zuizhonghaishimeinengrangtashandiao。menwai。

“nidebijihaini，wozhenfule，nimeicikaoneimegao，wodoukuaibeiwomaniantaofanle。

”“nichengjihenkeyile，haohaozhunbeiyikaoba！”“suanle，woxianzoulea！”suxuruozouleliangbu，

youzhuanlehuilai，toutoukaojinta。“neigexiaoweitongxueganggangzaikanniai！

”shenhuaijingweiweiwanghouyongyuguangmiaoleyiyan，juqibenzizaisuxuruonaodaishangqingqingqiaoleqiao，“ganjinzoubani！

”zheimeyichuzaidajiayanli，neijiushixiaoyuanouxiangjuqingjiea！tahuizuoweideshihou，

yanshenbujingyidezaijiaoshisaoshiyiquan，ranhouzaimouyigedifanglveweitingliulejimiao。

zhishigenbenmeiyoushenmeshangxindebiaoqing，tahenrenzhendezaitingzheqianmianrenjianghua。meitouweiweizhouzhe，

xiangyiwangchicushineiyang。sanjiandandexiaoyuanshenghuo，renzhenshenghuoqilaiqueguodehenkuai。liuyue，yujilailin。

“a——”“ye——”“tingdianle，tingdianle。”“zenmehuishi？zenmeturantingdianle？

”xixidanaoshengchongchizhejiaoshi，meiyouduitingdianhouheiandekongju，zhiyouduizaodianxiakedexingfen。

songzhiweikanzhechuangwai，yidaobaiguangzaitianjishanxian，leishengjinsuiqihou。turanhenxihuanzheizhongganjue，

youzhongpingjingdefenggan。taturanyougexiangfa，“xiayumo，kuai，nixianzaijiujiangwoxiexialai。

”“nijiuxieyouyudemeishaonvzaichuangbianchuimou，huanxiangzheyouyitianmingyangwanli。”“haode，aizuomeng，

changchanghuanxiangzijishizhujiao。”“nibieluanxie。”“wojiludeshishishi。”“shishishizheiyangdema？

nijiushiluanxie。”xiayumo：butingbuting。gangtingdianneihuier，shenhuaijingxiayishidewangchuangwaineibiankan，

tajideyourenzongshidanxiao，liandaleidoupa。songzhiweizhishizaigangtingdiandeshihouyouxiemangran，

houmianjiuduizhechuangwaifadaile。yebuzhidaoshigenxiayumoshuoleshenme，yuanyuandetingzhetadeyuqibutaikaixin。

“haole，anjingyixia。”zheishibanzhurenzoulejinlai，jiaoshineituranjiubiandeanjing。“jianyujintiandetianqi，

chenxianzaiyuhaimeixiada，jinwandewanzixiquxiao，dajiagankuaihuijia。

”“wu——”“a——”banzhurengangxuanbuwan，taixiazhongrenjiujidongdebuxing。laoshigangshuowan，

taixiazhongrenjiujidongdekaishishoushidong，chenzheyuyehuijia。songzhiweibeihaoshubao，zhunbeihexiayumoyiqizou，

danshiganjueturanjiulaile。“dengyixia，xianpeiwoqugecesuo，woduziyoudianbushufu。”“dengwo。

”chuanguozoulang，yilulaidaocesuo。“zheige，niquedingyaojinquma？”xiayumokanzhemianqianqiheidecesuo，

kaikouwenjinjinzhuazhetageboderen。“si—”songzhiweishenxiyikouqi，zheicesuoshizhenheia，

xishutaihaiyouyingjidianyuandedengguang，danwanglishizhenheia！wangqianmaileyixiaobu，shitanleyixia，haishishoubule，

duzitengdelihai，“buguanle，wokuairenbuzhule。”shuowanjiuwanglichong，haiyouyidiandianweiguang，

songzhiweimozheyigegejiandemen，manmandenuodongjiaobu。zhengzhunbeiqumochongshuixiang，

meichengxiangmodaoyigewenredewuti，songzhiweibukezhixindeshangxiaroulerou。zhizhidixiachuanlaiyigeyouyuandeshengyin，

“ai，tongxue，nimodaowotoule。”songzhiweiwufamiaoshuneishishenmeganjue，zhijuetoudingyoujingleishanguo，

dunshiqixuefanyong。“a——”zheihuiershishenmeganjuedoumeiyoule，naohailizhiyouyigexiangfa，pao！

songzhiweifashi，zheishitapaodezuikuaideshihou，henbudeshenshangyoushuangchibangdaizhetafei。xiayumoyeshi，

beineijuhuahedehundouchadianhemeile，paodekebubisongzhiweiman。zheishihoukegubushangshenme，zhixiangpaodiyi。

paochucesuojiujianyirennazheshoudiantongzhanzaizoulangshang。lianrendoumeikanqing，songzhiweijiuchaozheguangliangdedifangkuangben，

jixuyongguanglaiqusanheian。“jiu……minga，jiuminga……”songzhiweijinjindezhuaizhepangbianrendegebo，

shuohuashengyindoushidoude，doumeilaidejikanqingzhanzhederenshishei。xiayumojinsuiqihou，dantahaihao，

zoulangliangyixie，congganggangdejinghezhongweiweihuishen。kanqingsongzhiweizhuaizhederenshisheihou，likenachuxiaobenzi，