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youzuozhechenxinchengyixiedexiaoshuolihunhou，taguizaiyulitianwojiuxie，zhujiaoshiguyanchesuqinglinjiajia，youyizhongxiangyizhikanxiaqudechongdong，xiamianjiujigeweijieshaoyixia。“neiwomenxianzaizenmeban？lvshimingtianhaizenmejinlai？”suqingjidezaiyuandidazhuan。wonaqisuqingfangzaichuangtoujudebaowentong，dakaigaizi，shitaqinshoudundejitang，……

精彩章节

01bijianyingraozheyigucibidexiaodushuiweidao。wofeilidizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshiyipiancanbaidetianhuaban，

yijiguazaichuangtouzhengzaididadidawangxiashusongyetidediaoping。shoubeishangshimimimamadezhenyan，

shentidemeiyicungutoudouzaijiaoxiaozhetengtong。wozheishi……haihuozhe？jiyidezuihoushicierdechachesheng，

kachejudadeqiandengyouyuanjijin，ranhoubianshitianxuandizhuandezhuangji。zaiwoshiquyishiqian，

shoulihaijinjinzuanzheneibubobutongdeshouji。dianhuaneitou，guyanchedeyuqiyirujiwangdibunaifan：“shennian，

niyouzainaoshenme？jiajiatashentibushufu，womeikongguanni。”shile，

tadebaiyueguanglinjiajiazhishidixuetangyunleyixia，tabiandiuxiafazhegaoshaodewo，lianyefeiqulelinshi。erwo，

zaiduzikaichequyiyuandelushang，chulechehuo。xinzangdeweizhikongluoluode，

haoxiangyoushenmezhongyaodedongxisuizheneichangchehuoyiqiliushile。

“zhiya——”bingfangmenbeiyigujudadelidaomengdituikai，fachucierdeshengxiang。wopianguotou，

kandaoleneigewokezaiguzili、yehenjinguzilideshenying。guyanche。

tazaiyebushiwoyinxiangzhongneigeyisibugou、yongyuanjinguilengmodegujiadashaole。

angguidexizhuangwaitaozhoubabadidazaibeiwan，lingdaibeichedewaiqiniuba，chenshandekouzijiekaileliangke，

luchusuogu。xiabashangmaochuleqingsedehucha，yishuangxianglairuilideyanmoucikebumanlehairendehongxuesi，

zhengsisididingzhewo。tajibuchongdaowodechuangqian，huxijicu，xiongtangjuliediqifuzhe。

“niannian……nizhongyuxingle。”tadeshengyinshayadelihai，xiangshibeishazhimoguo，

“yishengshuonikenenghui……”tashuobuxiaqule，yanlidekongjujihuyaomanyichulai。wojingjingdikanzheta，

yanshenmeiyouyisibolan，xiangzaikanyigewuguanjinyaodemoshengren。tabeiwozheiyangdeyanshencitongle，

shenshoujiuxianglaiwowodeshou。zaiwobinglengdezhushixia，tadeshoujiangzailebankongzhong，

ranhouxiangshibeitangdaoyiyangmengdisuolehuiqu。“duibuqi，niannian，duibuqi……”tayuwuluncididaoqian，

gaodadeshenquweiweigoulouzhe，daizhewocongweijianguodebeiwei，“shiwocuole，wobugaibujienidianhua，

bugaidiuxianiyigeren……nigenwohuijia，haobuhao？worangwangyijinidunnizuixihuandetang……”huijia？

wochadianxiaochusheng。shihuineigechuleyongren，yongyuanzhiyouwoyigerendushoukongfangdebinglengbieshuma？

shihuineigemeigejiaoluodoubaizhelinjiajiazhaopian，tixingwozhishigejiuzhanquechaodetidaipindelaolongma？

jianwochichibuyu，guyanchedenaixinsihuzaiyidiandiangaoqing，tayanzhongdehuangluanzhujianbeiyinzhihebunaiqudai。

zheishiwoshuxideta，neigezhangkongyiqie、burongxurenhewunideguyanche。“shennian，bienaole。

”tadeyuqichenlexialai，“wozhidaonishengqi，danzheicichehuoshigeyiwai。dengnihaole，womenjiuhuijia。

”talisuodangrandeyuqi，xiangyibakuaidaojingzhundifankaiwoxinzhongneicengbobodexuejia。wodongledongganliedezuichun，

fachulexinglaihoudediyigeshengyin，pingjingdebuxianghua。“guyanche。”tatingdaowojiaota，yanjingyiliang，

jiqiedicoujin：“wozai。”“womenlihunba。”kongqifangfozaizheiyishunjianninggule。

guyanchelianshangdexueseyirouyankejiandesudutunqu，tananyizhixindikanzhewo，xiangshitingdaoleshenmetianfangyetan。

“ni……nishuoshenme？”tayiziyidundiwen，yanshenlidefengbaozaifengkuangjuji。“woshuo，lihun。

”wozhongfuleyibian，qingxidikanzhetadetongkongyinzhenjingershousuo，“lihunxieyiwoyijingqianhaozile，

jiuzainishufangdechoutili。nihuiquqiangezi，womenjiuliangqingle。”“shennian！”tazhongyubaofale，

yibazuanzhuwodeshouwan，“nifengleshibushi？！jiuyinweiwomeijiedaonidedianhua？niyaogenwolihun？

”shouwanshangchuanlaizuanxindeteng，kewoqueganjuebudaoside，zhishipingjingdikanzheta。“bushiyinweinimeijiedianhua，

”woqingqingdishuo，“shiyinwei，wobuxiangzaiainile。”“buaile”zheisangezi，

xiangshiyibacuiledudeliren，henhentongjinleguyan-chedexinzang。tazhenggerendoujiangzhule，

yanzhongdenuhuoshunjianximie，zhishengxiawujindekonghuanghekongbai。tazuanzhewodeshouzaiweiweifadou，zuichunxidongzhe，

queyigezidoushuobuchulai。woyonglingyizhimeishoushangdeshou，anxialechuangtoudehujiaoling。“haiyou，

”woyingzhetajijinbengkuidemuguang，chechuyigejidandexiao，“biezaijiaowoniannian，woxianzang。

”02“woxianzang”sangezi，xiangsanjixiangliangdeerguang，henhenshanzaiguyanchedelianshang。tayanzhongdexuesegengnong，

zuanzhewoshouwandelidaoyoujiazhonglejifen，shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi。wotengdezhoulexiamei，quemeiyoufachurenheshengyin。

jiuzaizheishi，jicudejiaobushengzaimenkoutingxia，yigehushituikaimentanjintoulai：“3chuangdebingren，

shininandehujiaolingma？youshenmexuyao？”womeikanguyanche，muguangzhizhiditouxiangneigenianqingdehushi，

shengyinbuda，queqingxiwubi：“hushi，mafanniqingzheiweixianshengchuqu，woxuyaoxiuxi。”hushilengleyixia，

muguangzaiwomenliangrenzhijianlaihuiqunxun，xianranshikanchuleqifenbudui。guyanchezhoushendeqiyadideheren，

tasisidingzhewo，xiangshiyaozaiwolianshangdingchugedonglai。“shennian，ninaogoulemeiyou？

”tacongyafenglijichuzheijuhua，daizheweixiedeyiwei，“biebiwofahuo。”wohuangruoweiwen，

zhishizaiciduihushishuo：“qingtachuqu。”hushimianluweinan，yanqianzheigenanrenyikanjiufeifujigui，

tabugandezui。bingfanglidekongqijihuningzhi，zhishengxiaxindianjianhuyiguilvde“didi”sheng，

yixiayixiaqiaozaimeigerendexinshang。“yo，wodangshisheini，zheimedadeweifeng。

”yigeqingcuiyoudaizhejifenchaofengdenvshengdapolejiangju。bingfangmenbeizaicituikai，

wodeguimisuqingtizheyigebaowentong，caizhegaogenxiefengfenghuohuodizoulejinlai。

dangtakandaoguyancheneizhizuanzhewoshouwandeshoushi，lianseshunjianchenlexialai。“guyanche，**deyoulianlai？！

”suqingbabaowentongzhongzhongwangchuangtoujushangyifang，fachu“peng”deyishengjuxiang，“nianniantangzaizheili，nimanyile？

shibushifeiyaodengtajinicu，nicaikencongnidebaiyueguangshenbiangunhuilai？

”tadehuajingzhundichuozhongleguyanchedetongchu。tamengdisongkaiwo，shouwanchuyijingduoleyiquancimudehonghen。

“zheilimeinideshi。”guyanchezhuanxiangsuqing，yanshenyinzhi，daizheshangweizheguanyoudeyapogan。“meiwodeshi？

”suqingxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，zhijiedangzaiwochuangqian，“guyanche，nigaoqingchu，

niannianshiwozuihaodepengyou！tafazhegaoshaojinidadianhuadeshihounizainaer？

tazaishoushushiliqiangjiudeshihouniyouzainaer？e，wozhidaole，nizaipeinidelinjiajiakanxingxingkanyueliang，

congshicigefuliaodaorenshengzhexueni！”suqingdezuiyixiangyouduyoukuai，duideguyanchelianseyizhenqingyizhenbai。

“woshuole，neishigeyiwai！”tafanzaodichelechelingdai，shitujieshi。“yiwai？”suqinglengxiao，

“sannianqianniannianjixinglanweiyanyaozuoshoushu，nizaiguowaipeilinjiajiaguoshengri。yinianqianniannianweichuxuezhuyuan，

niyinweilinjiajiaxinqingbuhao，zaijiubapeiletayiye。guyanche，niganshuozheixieyedoushiyiwaima？

”guyanchedezuichunjinjinminchengyitiaozhixian，yigezidoufanbobuchulai。zheixieshiwodoukuaiwangle。huozheshuo，

shiwobizhezijiwangdiaode。meiyicideshiwang，meiyicideduzichengshou，wodouweitazhaohaolejiekou。

kexianzaibeisuqingxuelinlindifanchulai，wocaifaxian，yuanlaiwodexinzaojiuzaizheiyicicide“yiwai”li，

beilingchideqianchuangbaikong。woxiankaibeizi，zhengzhazhexiangyaoxiachuang。“niannian，niganshenme！

”guyanchehesuqingtongshijinghuchusheng。guyanchexiangshangqianlaifuwo，beisuqingyibatuikai：“gunkai！biepengta！

”wofuzhechuangyan，manmanzhanwen，chizhejiaocaizaibinglengdedizhuanshang，yiguhanyicongjiaodizhicuanxinkou。

wozoudaotamianqian，yangqitou，kanzhezheigewoailezhengzhengshiniandenanren。tadeyanzhongyouhuangluan，youfennu，

youbujie，weidumeiyouhuiyi。“guyanche，”wopingjingdikaikou，“womenzhijian，zaojiubushiyiwaile，

shixumouyijiudemousha。niyongnidelengmohehushi，yidaoyidao，shasileneigeainideshennian。”“xianzai，

tasile。”“suoyi，qingnilikaiwodebingfang，yeqingni，gunchuwoderensheng。”wodemeiyigezi，

douxiangshiyikezidan，shejintadexiongtang。tagaodadeshenquhuanglehuang，liansecanbairuzhi，

yanshenlizhongyuliuluchukonghuang。“bu……niannian，bushizheiyangde……”tashenchushou，sihuxiangzhuazhushenme，

queyouwulidichuixia，“wobutongyilihun……wojuebutongyi！”“zheiyoubudeni。”woqingshengshuo，

quedaizheburongzhihuidejianjue。suqinglaguowodeshoubei，jiangwohuzaishenhou，

duizheguyanchexialezhukeling：“tingjianlema？gun！”guyanchedemuguangyueguosuqing，sisidisuozhuwo，

neiyanshenxiangshiyizhangwang，yaobawolaolaokunzhu。jiangchilejimiao，tahuranchechuyigebinglengdexiao，

neixiaoyilidaizhefengkuangdepianzhihezhanyouyu。tayibubuhoutuidaomenkou，shouwozhumenba，

yanjingqueyikeyemeiyoulikaiwo。“shennian，nishengshiwoguyanchederen，sishiwoguyanchedegui。”“lihun？

”tadixiaoyisheng，xiangshitingdaoleshenmeyiyu。“nizuomeng。”“peng！”bingfangmenbeitayonglishuaishang，

judadeshengxiangzhendewoermoshengteng。03judadeguanmenshengzaibingfanglihuidang，zhenluoletianhuabanshangxiweidehuichen。

suqingqidehunshenfadou，zhuanshenxiangquzhui，beiwolazhuleshouwan。“qingqing，suanle。”wodeshengyinhenqing，

querangsuqingshunjianhongleyankuang。tahuiguotou，nanyizhixindikanzhewo：“suanle？niannian，tadouzheimeduinile，

nihai……”“wozhishibuxiangzaiweizheizhongrenlangfeiliqi。”wodaduanta，fuzhetadeshoubeizhongxinzuohuichuangbian。

shentiyijiuxuruo，danwodetounaoqueqiansuoweiyoudeqingxing。suqingkanzhewoshouwanshangneiquanzhengningdehonghen，

yanleidiaolexialai：“tengbuteng？”woyaoleyaotou，neidianpirouzhitong，biqixinzangbeifanfulingchideshinian，

genbenbuzhiyiti。“qingqing，bangwogemang。”“nishuo。”talikemodiaoyanlei。

“bangwozhaoyigezuihaodelihunlvshi。”wokanzheta，yiziyiju，“yaojinkuai，mashang。”suqinglengzhule，

suijizhongzhongdiantou：“hao！womashangquban！nifangxin，jiusuanqingjiadangchan，woyebangnibazheihunlile！

”tashuowan，naqishoujijiuzoudaoyangtaiqudadianhua。**zaichuangtou，kanzhechuangwaihuimengmengdetiankong，

xinliyipianpingjing。neigeaizheguyanchedeshennian，zhendeyijingsile。sizaileneichangchehuoli，

sizailetaneiju“jiajiashentibushufu，womeikongguanni”dedianhuali。xianzaidewo，

zhixiangnahuishuyuwoderensheng。suqingdebanshixiaolvhengao。budaobanxiaoshi，tajiugaosuwo，

yijinglianxishangleyiweiyeneidingjiandelvshi，xingzhou，mingtianyizaojiunengguolai。wosonglekouqi，

gangxianggentashuoshengxiexie，bingfangmenyoubeiqiaoxiangle。zheicijinlaideshihushizhang，

shenhouhaigenzhelianggechuanzheheixizhuang、mianwubiaoqingdenanren。“shen**，”hushizhangdexiaorongyouxiemianqiang，

“guxianshengyijingweininanpailetehubingfang，yeqinglezuihaodehugongershisixiaoshizhaogunin。xianzai，

qingningenwomenguoquba。”tadeyuqishitongzhi，bushishangliang。wokanxiangtashenhoudelianggenanren，

tamenzhanzibiting，taiyangxueweiweiguqi，yikanjiushixunlianyousudebaobiao。guyanchededongzuo，zhenkuai。

zheishixiangbaworuanjinqilai。suqinglikezhale：“womenbuqu！pingshenmetingtadeanpai？tasuanlaoji？

”hushizhangmianlunanse：“su**，zheishiguxianshengdefenfu，womenyeshifengmingxingshi，qingninbuyaoweinanwomen。

”“weinannimen？”suqingqixiaole，“nimenzheishifeifajujin！xinbuxinwobaojing？”“qingbian。

”qizhongyigebaobiaolenglengdikaikou。tamendudingwobuganbashiqingnaoda。bijing，gujiadelianmianbishenmedouzhongyao。

zheiyeshiguoqushinianli，guyanchenaniewodechouma。wolazhujidongdesuqing，duihushizhangshuo：“woshangdehenzhong，

yishengshuoxuyaojingyang，bufangbianyidong。”hushizhanghaixiangshuoshenme，wotaiqiyan，

jingjingdikanzheta：“ruguowozaizheilichulerenhewenti，huozhewodepengyoushoudaolerenhesaorao，woxiang，

guyancheyedanbuqizheigezeren，nijuedeni？”wodeshengyinbuda，quedaizheyiguburongzhihuidelengyi。

hushizhangduishangwodeshixian，meilaiyoudidalegehanzhan。tayouyulejimiao，

zuizhonghaishiduineilianggebaobiaoshuo：“jiranshen**shentibubian，jiurangtazaizheilixiuxiba。

nimenzaiwaimianshouzhejiuhao。”lianggebaobiaoduishiyiyan，meiyoufanbo，zhuanshenzouchulebingfang，

xiangliangzunmenshenyiyangshouzailemenkou。bingfangli，zaicihuifuleanjing。suqingdeliansenankandaolejidian：“niannian，

tazheishiyaoganshenme？banidangfanrenyiyangkanzhema？”“dagaishipawopaole。”wozichaodixiaolexiao。

tayiwei，yongzheizhongfangshijiunengkunzhuwo。tayiwei，wohaishineigehuiweiletayijuhuajiutuoxiedeshennian。

“neiwomenxianzaizenmeban？lvshimingtianhaizenmejinlai？”suqingjidezaiyuandidazhuan。

wonaqisuqingfangzaichuangtoujudebaowentong，dakaigaizi，shitaqinshoudundejitang，xiangqipubi。woshengleyiwan，

manmandihezhe。wenredetangshunzheshidaohuaruweili，qusanlexiexuhanyi。“qingqing，”wohewantang，

bawandijita，“nixianhuiquba。”“wozenmenengzou！woyaozaizheilipeini！”“nizaizheili，

zhihuirangtaderengengjingti。”wokanzheta，yanshenpingjingerjianding，“tingwode，nixianhuiqu。mingtian，

xiangpingchangyiyanglaikanwojiuhao。”suqingkanzhewo，congwodeyanshenlidudongleshenme。tayaoleyaochun，

zuizhonghaishidianlediantou：“hao。neinizijixiaoxin，yourenheshi，likejiwodadianhua。”“ng。

”songzousuqing，bingfanglizhishengxiawoyigeren。wotangzaichuangshang，bishangyan，naohailiquezaifeisudipansuanzhe。

guyanche，niyiweizheiyangjiunengkunzhuwoma？nitaixiaokanyigenvrenjuedingfangqiaiqinghoudejuexinle。

04diertianyizao，suqingzhunshitizhebaowentongchuxian。menkoudebaobiaolanzhuleta，

mianwubiaoqingdishuo：“guxianshengfenfu，chuleyishenghushi，renherenbudetanshi。”suqingdangchangjiufabiaole，

shengyindadaozhengtiaozoulangdounengtingjian。“nimensuanshenmedongxi？woshibingrenjiashu！jiwogunkai！”wotangzaichuangshang，

tingzhewaimiandezhengchaosheng，xinliyipianbingleng。guyanche，nizhendeyaobashiqingzuojue。henkuai，zhengchaoshengtingle。

bingfangmenbeituikai，jinlaidequeshiguyanchedetezhu，zhanghang。tadaizhejinsiyanjing，yifusiwenbaileidemoyang，

shouliquetizhesuqingdebaowentong。“shen**，zaoshanghao。”tajiangbaowentongfangzaizhuoshang，gongshihuadikaikou，

“guzongrangwozhuangaonin，tayijingbohuilenindelihunshenqing。zaitahuilaizhiqian，xiwangninnenganxinyangbing。

”tadunledun，tuilexiayanjing，jingpianhoudeyanjinglishanguoyisijingguang。“lingwai，

guzongyijingheyuanfangdaguozhaohu，yezantingleninsuoyoudeyinxingkahexianshangzhifugongneng。ninzaizheilideyiqiekaixiao，

douhuiyouguzongchengdan。”zheifanhua，wuyiyufudichouxin。tabujinyaojinguwoderenshenziyou，

haiyaoqieduanwosuoyoudejingjilaiyuan。taxiangrangwobianchengyizhizhinengyifutashengcundejinsique，

chedishiqufankangdenengli。wokanzhezhanghang，huranxiaole。“taqunale？”zhanghangxianranmeiliaodaowohuiwenzheige，

lengleyixiacaihuida：“lin**zuotianshoulejinghe，yizhibutaishufu，guzongfeihuiqupeitale。

”youshilinjiajia。wodexinkouxiangshibeizhenzhaleyixia，danhenkuaijiuhuifulepingjing。zhenhao。tayueshizheiyang，

wobianyueshiqingxingzijidejueding。“zhidaole。”wodandandiyingleyisheng，ranhoubishangleyanjing，“nichuquba，

woyaoxiuxile。”zhanghangsihuhaixiangshuoshenme，dankanzhewohaowubolandecelian，zuizhonghaishixuanzelechenmo，