zhurengongjiaojiluoqinnandexiaoshuojiaozuo《miai1v1：furendaiqiupao》，shizuozhemanmanxiqingxinchuangzuodeyibenxiandaiyanqingleixingdexiaoshuo，shuzhongzhuyaojiangshule：ta，ashibazhu，ta，jijiabushouchongdenver，tapao，tazhui，taleile，fanerbeipengdaoshouxin，jiluo：“qinnan，qiuni，fanglewo！”nanrenquejingutaruhuai，zaitadeerbianyaoyaqiechi，“jiluo，xiuxiang！”zhidaomoutianyigesuoxiaobandeqinnanchuxian，qinnanbububijin，“nihaodadedanzi，jingganbeizhewoshengxiahaizi！”jiluoguaneryixiao：“sheigaosuni，neishinidehaizi？”...
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qinnanmuguangshensui，xindiduijiluodehenyiruchaoshuibanbuduanyongxian。
“nangege，duibuqi，womeiyoubaohuhaowomendehaizi，xianzaihaiyaohainiweiwodanxin，woshizaishitaibenle。”
jiyufeiyilianbeitongdewangzheyanqiandenanren，mouguanglishanshuodemanmandedoushiweiqugenzize。
qinnanchuimou，yanditongyangfuxiankuijiu。
“yufei，wangjineixiebukaixinhetongku，nihainianqing，nihaiyouhenzhangderenshengyaozou。”
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陪伴......
qinnanchenmolexia，zhishiyouxieweiweidandandekaikou，“fangxinba，wobuhuizaitashanghainibanfen。”
“xiexieni，nangege！”
“haole，xianxiuxiba！”
“嗯。”
guaiqiaodechaozheqinnandiandiantou，jiyufeizaiqinnandechanfuxia，tanghuilechuangshang。
......
与此同时。
qinnandehaoyoushenghaozhengzaijiluodefangjianjijiluozuolequanshendejiancha。
kandaomenkoujinlaidexiuzhangshenying，shenghaozhaixiatingzhenqi，qingfuqinnandeyixiu，batazhuaidaolechuangbian，biaoqingyouxieningzhong。
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shenghaoganshouzhetazhoushenxiajiangdewendu，wunaideyaoleyaotou。
“nizongshizheimexinkoubuyi。”
“是她没资格！”
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qinnandetongkongzhouranyisuo。
cemoushensuidewangleshenghaoyiyan，tameitoujinzhoudewen，“zheihuashishenmeyisi？”
shenghaoweicuzhenongmei，jiangmouguangzhuanyidaochuangshangshuidexianghaiziyiyangdejiluo，yuqiyouxiechen，“tasuojinglidehenkenengshiwomenwufaxiangxiangde......”
qinnanlenghengyisheng，“tajinglishenmedoushitahuogai，doushitazizuozishou！yicicideduijiyufeixiahenshou，jiyufeijinglidecaishiwozheibeizidoumeinengxiangxiangde！”
“......”kanzhetatongkudemianse，shenghaoyoushihouzongbuzhidaozijigaizaiduoshuoxieshenme。
chenmolebantian，takaishikaikou，“woshuodeshitazaijianyulikenengjinglide！”
qinnanshensuidemouguangduishangtadeshixian，shengyinyouxiebuyue。
“有话直说！”
“tayouhenyanzhongdeyiyuzheng！”
“抑郁症？”
qinnanlianshangshanguochayi，banshang，zaijianjianpingfuxiaqu，keshiyuelaiyueheidetongkongquezenmedouwufayanshitacikexiangyaolejiezhenxiangdexin。
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shenghaotongyangqiheidemouguangkanxiangqinnan，yandidaizhewuxiandedanyou。
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“......”
qinnanchenmo，zhishaozheijuhua，tashixinfude！
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shenghaoshizaiburenkanzheliangrenbicizhemo。
“shou**？nideyisishijiyufeixian**leta？nimeikandaotaqingxingshineigujiaoaozhuanhengdeyangzi，tazenmekenengshou**，shenghao，nibuyaobeineige**jipianle！”
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xianzaizhuyidoudadaozijixiongdishenshanglaile。
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shenghaojinjincuzhenongmei，yuqizhongdaiyouyisiyunnu，dangengduodeshidanyou。
“nixiangduole，woqinnancongbuzuozhemozijideshiqing。”
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shenghaomeitouyijingzhouchenglechuanzixing，xiazhangdemouzijinjinningshizheqinnan。
“zheishitayingdedebaoying，shitaxianbeipanwo、buxixishengneimemiaoxiaodeshengming，wozhishiyaozhemota，dengwozhemogoulewoziranhuibazheigenvrendiudaodajieshangrangtazishengzimie。”
qinnanshuangshoubuzijuewojinchengquan，yanyujidongle。
eryueshizheiyang，shenghaoyuezhidao，qinnandaodishiyouduomezaihude。
“qinnan，nihaohaoxiangxiang，jiluozaijianyulidezheiwunian，nizhendejuedejieqima？nimenxinziwenzheiwunianniyouyitianshikaixindema？niganshuoniyidianerdoubutongku？”
shenghaodeyuqitingqilaiduoduobiren，danquelingyouyifanyuzhongxinzhang。
“wojishitongku，yeshiyinweizheigenvrenbeizhemodebugou，yinweitarenzaijianyuli，wobunengqinshouzhemota，bunengqinyankanzhetatongku。”
秦南的眸子猩红了。
yixiangdanmodetacikedejianjingranshiyouxieweiweizhandoude。
tameibanfabuhen，tazuihendejiushijiluoweishenmeyongyuandoubukenditourencuo。
“哎......”
shenghaowunaidetanxi，“wozhidao，buguanwoshuoshenme，nidouwufajiekaixinjie，danshiqinnan，xianzaidejiluozhendechabuduoyezhishengbantiaomingle，yiqiandetashiduomegaoaodeyige，nibushibuzhidaode！keshinizaikankanxianzaideta......nahaiyouyisidiyimingyuandeyangzi，tayijingchengshoudegouduole，biezaizuobicishanghaideshiqingle，wozheigezuoxiongdideshizhenshibuxiangkandaonizaizheimetongkuxiaqu。”
空气瞬间安静了。
qinnankanzhechuangshangliansemeiyoubansixuesederen，xinliyejuedeyoushenmedongxizaiyuduzhe。
chenmoliangjiu，tabochunqingqi，danmodewenleyiju。
“tadeyiyuzheng，nengzhima？”
“zhongyubushiyifurenyoutasihuodeyangzile。”
shenghaomouguangzhongshanguoyisixinwei，tazhidaozijidehuaqinnanzhongyutingjinqule。
“......”
qinnanmeiyoushuohua，shenshangdeqixiquemingxianhuanheleyidian。
ganshoudaohaoyouqichangdebianhua，shenghaolijihuanshangyifuzhuanyedekouwen。
“zhaojiluomuqiandeqingkuanglaikan，xiangyaowanquanzhiyu，bushihenleguan。”
“你也不行？”
qinnanweiweiculecunongmei，sangyinyouxiesiya。
“tazishaguohenduoci！”
shenghaozhuanshenzoudaochuangbian，zhilezhijiluodeshoubei。
自杀？
qinnankuobulaidaochuangqian，xiankailejiluodeyixiu，bujinxinzhongyizhan，jiluobaixideshoubeishang，jingranyoudadaxiaoxiaoshiduotiaoshangba。
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