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小说简介

《neichangdaxue，maizanglewodeshaonian》shiyibuqihuanmofaleidexiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo，youtusisidelingzongjingxinchuangzuo。gushizhuyaoweiraozhechenyesunianlufengzhankai，yigeyiwaideshikongchuansongjiangqidaidaoleyishijie，chengweileguangmingshiliyuheianshilizhijiandeguanjianrenwu。chenyesunianlufengbixuxuehuizhangwozijidemofanengli，bingzhaodaotongwanghuiguixianshishijiedefangfa。xiangwozouleguolai。wodexintiao，shunjianlouleyipai。danaoyipiankongbai，shuangjiao，xiangshibeidingzaileyuandi，dongdanbude。“sunian？”tadeshengyin，youxieshaya，daizhe……chongmanleshenmihemofadefenwei，jiangdailingduzhetansuoyigelingrenjingtandeqihuanshijie。

精彩章节

diyizhang：tashuo，xueshiweiguanjunxianshangdelipaoyoukuaiyaoxiaxuele。woguanshangbangongshisuoyoudechuang，

jiangzijiguozaihouhoudemaotanli，nuanqikaidaozuida，queyijiujuedeshoujiaobingliang。neizhonghanyi，

shiconggutoufenglishenchulaide，panjulezhengzhengwunian。wunianle，womeiyouzaikanguoyichangwanzhengdexue。

tongshimenhuizaichuxueshixingfendifapengyouquan，haizimenhuizaixuediliduiqiwaiwainiuniudexueren，

qinglvmenhuifenxiang“baitouxiexing”delangman。erwo，zhihuilashangchuanglian，guandiaoshouji，xiangyizhidongmiandeciwei，

quansuozaizijidedongxueli，zhidaoqueren，neichangxiangzhengzhechunjieyumeihaodebaise，yichedicongwodeshijielixiaorong。

wohaipaxue。yinwei，wocengaiguoyigexiangtaiyangyiyangdeshaonian。erta，sizaileyichangputiangaididedaxueli。

tademingzi，jiaochenye。zaiwoshibasuineinian，taqizheyilianghongmingdejiche，xiangyidaoheisedeshandian，

chuangjinlewopingdanrushuideshenghuo。tazhangyang，relie，yanjiaomeishaodoudaizhejieaobuxundexiaoyi，

shixuexiaolisuoyounvshengyangwangdejiaodian，yeshilaoshimenyanzhongzuitoutengdecunzai。tashigebanzhiyedesaicheshou，

tashuo，fengshitazuihaodepengyou，yinqingdehongmingshitazuiaidege。woaishangletazhuifengdeyangzi，

aitanaxiajiangbeihou，bokairenqun，jingzhizoudaowomianqian，babinglengdejiangbeisaijinwohuaili，ranhoufuxiashen，

yongdaizhehanshuiheyouqiweidewen，dianranwozhenggeqingchun。“sunian，”tazongshiniezhewodelian，xiaodexianggehaizi，

“dengwonadaoquanguoguanjun，jiuquni。daoshihou，woyaobajiangbeihuanchengjiezhi，taolaoniyibeizi。”woxinle。

womanxinhuanxidi，dengdaizhewodeguanjun。quanguojinbiaosaijuesaineitian，woyezaixianchang。neishiyigeshenqiu，

tianqiyubaoshuoshiqingtian。kejiuzaibisaijinxingdaozuiguanjiandehoubanduanshi，tiankongquehaowuzhengzhaodi，piaoxialexuehua。

xianshilingxingde，ranhou，yuelaiyueda，yuelaiyuemi，xiangyichangturuqilaide、shengdadezangli。qiwenzhoujiang，

saidaoyirouyankejiandesudubiandeshihua。suoyourendounieleyibahan。jieshuoyuandeshengyinyebiandejinzhang，

buduantixingcheshoumenjiansu，zhuyianquan。chenyedangshipaizaidier。paizaidiyide，shitayishengdeduishou，lufeng。

zhishengxiazuihouyiquanle。suoyourendourenwei，chenyehuiwentuodinaxiayajun，bijing，zaizheiyangdetianqili，

renhechaochedechangshi，douwuyiyuduming。ketabushibieren，tashichenye。

shineigeyongyuanjiaoao、yongyuanbukenrenshudezhuifengshaonian。wokanjian，tadehongsesaiche，zaizuihouyigewandao，

neigebeiyuwei“moguiwanjiao”dedifang，meiyousihaojiansu。taxiangliyongneidao，wanchengyicibomingshidechaoyue。

tadecheshen，zaishihuadesaidaoshang，huachuleyidaojuewangerqilidehuxian。wokanjianle，

neiliangwocengzuoguowushucide、shuxidehongsesaiche，xiangyipianbeikuangfengjuanqideluoye，shikong，fangun，ranhou，

yiwufangudi，chongpohulan，zhuirulesaidaopangbaixueaiaidexuanya。shijian，zaineiyikejingzhi。zhenggeshijie，

zhishengxiafengxuedehuxiao，hewosixinliefeidejianjiao。houlaiwocaizhidao，tashuoguoyijuhua。shizaibisaikaishiqian，

takandaotianqiyubaoshi，xiaozheduitade**shuode。tashuo：“yaoshixiaxuejiuhaole。neibushiputongdexue，

neishiweiwodeguanjun，tiqianxianshangde、mantianfeiwudelipao。”yiyuchengchen。neitiandexue，xiadehendahenda。

xiangshiweita，yeweiwo，jubanleyichangquanshijiezuishengdade、baisedezangli。neichangdaxue，maizanglewodeshaonian。

yemaizanglewode，zhenggeqingchun。dierzhang：diqigenleigu，shilixinzangzuijindejulishijiedexuanxiao，

shizaiwochongchuguanzhongxideneiyikehuifude。jianjiaosheng，kuhansheng，jiuhuchedemingdisheng，

saihuirenyuandehechisheng……suoyoudeshengyinhunzazaiyiqi，xiangyipenguntangdefeishui，

jiangwocongtoudaojiaojiaodetiwuwanfu。wobuzhidaozijishizenmechongpogongzuorenyuandezulan，

youshizenmepaodaoxuanyabiande。wozhijide，neilidehulanbeizhuangchuleyigejudadehuokou，

xiangyidaozhengningdeshangba。huokouzhiwai，shishenbujiandide、beibaisefugaideshenyuan。tadeneilianghongsesaiche，

yijingkanbujianle。zhiyouyixieposuidelingjian，xiangxuejiyiyang，sanluozaixuedili。“chenye——！

”woshengsilijiedihanzhetademingzi，kehuiyingwode，zhiyouwuyande、binglengcigudefeng。wobeidaidaoleyiyuan。

yigechongmanxiaodushuiweidaode、baisederangrenjuewangdedifang。tadefumuyeganlaile，

muqindangchangjiukuyunleguoqu，fuqin，neigeyixiangyansuchenwendezhongniannanren，kaozaiqiangshang，yiyezhijian，

fangfolaoleershisui。wozaizoulangdezhangyishang，zuolehenjiuhenjiu。jiudao，wodeshentiyijingganjuebudaohanleng，

zhishengxiayizhongshenrugusuidemamu。woxiangyigebeichouzoulelinghundemuou，shuangyanwushendi，

dingzheshoushushishangfangneizhanliangzhede、ciyandehongdeng。woxinli，haicunzheyisiweiruode、kexiaodehuanxiang。woxiang，

takeshichenyea。tashitaiyang，shifeng，shibukezhanshengde。tazenmehuisini？tayidinghuimeishide。

tazhishishouledianshang，tayidinghaihuixiangyiqianyiyang，diaoerlangdangdizouchushoushushi，

ranhouniezhewodelianshuo：“shagua，kushenme？ninanrenwo，mingyingdehen。”zhidao，shoushushidemen，kaile。

yishengzouchulai，zhaixiakouzhao，lianshangshipibeiheqianyi。taduiwomen，yaoleyaotou。“duibuqi，womenjinlile。

”wonaozili“weng”deyisheng，shijie，chedibianchengleheibai。tamenburangwoqukanta。tamenshuo，

changmiantai……canlie。kewo，falefengyiyangdi，chonglejinqu。tingshichuangshang，fugaizheyikuaibaibu。neikuaibaibu，

shiwoyishengzhong，jianguozuichenzhongdedongxi。wozhandouzheshou，shenguoqu，yidianyidiandi，xiankaileta。

neibushiwodechenye。bushineigehuiduiwoxiao，huibaozhewozhuanquan，huibaxiabagezaiwotouding，

shuowotoufahenxiangdechenye。neishiyijubinglengde、canquebuquande……shiti。tadelian，

youyibanyijingbeizhuangdexueroumohu，lingyiban，zecangbaidexiangyizhangzhi。taneishuangzongshiliangzhexingguangdeyanjing，

cike，jinjindibizhe，zaiyebuhuizhengkaile。womeiyouku，yidiyanleidouliubuchulai。wozhishi，shenchushou，

qingqingdi，fumozhetadexiongkou。wojide，tacengzhizhezheili，duiwoshuo：“sunian，wozuobiandediqigenleigu，

zaiyicibisailishuaiduanguo。yishengshuo，neishilixinzangzuijindegutou。suoyi，wodexinshang，

zaojiukelenidemingzi。”womodaole。neigenleigu，zaizheicidezhuangjizhong，youduanle。duandegengchedi。

tacichuanletadepifu，yecichuanlewode，zhenggeshijie。wozhongyu，zaiyezhichengbuzhu，yanqianyihei，

yunleguoqu。houlaideshiqing，wojibutaiqingle。wozhijide，tadezangli，yeshizaiyigexiaxuetian。

tadeheibaizhaopianshang，yijiushineifujieaobuxunde、xiaozhedeyangzi。woguizailingqian，kanzheneizhangxiaolian，

zhijuedewubidefengci。suoyourendoulaianweiwo。tamenshuo，sunian，niyaojianqiang。tamenshuo，rensibunengfusheng。

tamenshuo，shijianhuizhiyuyiqie。tamendoucuole。shijian，meiyouzhiyuwo。tazhishi，bawodeshangkou，

bianchengleyidaoyongbuyuhede、chouloudeba。meidangyinyutian，meidang……xiaxuetian，tajiuhui，yinyinzuotong，

tongbuyusheng。disanzhang：meiyoutadechengshi，chuchushihandongwunianhou。wochengleyiminghuijishi。gongzuochaojiuwanwu，

yanjin、kuzao，yushuziweiwu。meiyifenqiandejinchu，douyoumingquedejilu，buhuiyourenheyiwai。

woxihuanzheizhongkekongdeganjue，tarangwojuedeanquan。wobanlileyuanlaineizuowomengongtongshenghuoguodechengshi，

laidaoleyigesijiruchundenanfangxiaocheng。zheili，buhuixiaxue。zheishiwoxuanzeliuxialaide，weiyideyuanyin。

woguozheyizhongjihukebandeshenghuo。meitianzaoshangqidianqichuang，wanshangshidianshuijue。zijizuofan，congbudianwaimai，

yinweichenyezuiaichidemalaxiangguo，rujinchenglewopengdoubuganpengdejinji。

wobukanrenheyusaicheyouguandedianshijiemu，shoujilipingbilesuoyouguanyutiyudexinwentuisong。wodeyijuli，

zaiyemeiyouyijianhongsedeyifu。woxiangyizhiwoniu，bazijisuozaijianyingdeqiaoli，xiaoxinyiyidi，

guibizhesuoyoukenenggouqihuiyidechudian。woyiwei，zhiyaowokanbujian，tingbujian，buquxiang，ta，

jiunengmanmandi，congwodeshengminglidanchu。kewocuole。tawuchubuzai。dangwoluguoyijiayinxiangdian，

limianchuanlaiwomencengdanquxunhuanguodeneishoulaogeshi，wohuishunjiandingzaiyuandi，wufahuxi。

dangwokandaojiebianyouqinglvqizhejichehuxiaoerguoshi，wodexin，yijiuhuixiangbeizhenzhayiyangcitong。shenzhi，

dangwohexiayikoukele，nei**xingdeqipaoyongshanghoulongshi，wodouhuixiangqi，tacengbayizhengpingkeleyaohuanghou，

duizhewodakai，kanwobeipendemanlianlangbei，ranhouxiaodeqianyanghouhedeyangzi。taxiangyigewukongburudeyouling，

shentouzaiwoshenghuodemeiyigefengxili。wotaolileneizuoyoutadechengshi，quetaobuchu，

zheizuoyonghuiyiweiwozhuqide、wuxingdelaolong。wodepengyoumen，douweiwozheji。tamenquanwo：“sunian，

douwunianle，nigaizouchulaile。”tamenshizhejiwojieshaoxindepengyou，anpaiyichangyouyichangdexiangqin。woqule。

weileburangtamendanxin，wohualezhuang，chuanshangdetidequnzi，zuozaikafeiguanli，

duizhezuozaiduimiande、moshengdenanren，nulijichuweixiao。tamenhenhao。tamenshilaoshi，shiyisheng，

shiitjingying。tamenyouzhewendingdegongzuo，wenhedexingge，tantudeti，shishisuyiyishang，

zuiwanmeidejiehunduixiang。kewokanzhetamen，naohailifuxiande，

queshichenyeneizhangdaizhesanfenpiqi、qifenshenqingdelian。“su**，nipingshiyoushenmeaihaoma？

”yigenanrenwenwo。“wo……woxihuankanshu。”“shima？woxihuanyundong，youqishikaiche，

woxihuanneizhongsuduyu**deganjue。”“peng——”woshouzhongdekafeibei，yingshengluodi。wenredeyeti，

jianlewoyishen，woqueganjuebudaosihaowendu。“duibuqi，”wolangbeidizhanqilai，shengyinzhandou，

“wo……woturanyoudianbushufu，woxianzoule。”wotaoyeside，likaileneijiakafeiguan。wozhidao，

woyougaozale。pengyouhoulaizaidianhuali，wunaiditanqi：“sunian，nibunengzheiyang。nibunengyinweita，

jiujujuelezhenggeshijie。”womeiyoufanbo。yinweitabuzhidao。chenyedaizoude，bushiwodeaiqing。tadaizoude，

shiwode，zhenggeshijie。meiyoutadechengshi，wulunyangguangduomingmei，zaiwoyanli，chu-chu，

doushidishuichengbingdehandong。wokaishishimian。woxuyaojiezhuanmianyao，cainengmianqiangrushui。danzaimengli，

woyouhuihuidaowunianqian。huidaoneichangputiangaididedaxueli，huidaoneigexueroumohudexuanyabian。

woyiciyouyicidi，kanzheneilianghongsedesaiche，zaiwomianqian，zhuirushenyuan。ranhou，zaiwujindejuewangzhong，

jianjiaozhexinglai，faxianzhenbian，zaoyibeilenghanheleishuijinshi。yishengshuo，

wodeleyanzhongdeptsd（chuangshanghouyingjizhangai）。tajianyiwo，jieshouxinlizhiliao。wojujuele。

yinweiwozhidao，wodebinggen，bushineichangshigu。wodebinggen，shiai。yaoshiwuyi。disizhang：wozairenjian，

shoujitadesuipianwokaishileyizhongbingtaide、buweirenzhide“aihao”。wohuizaiwangshang，

sousuosuoyouguanyuchenyede、lingxingdebaodao。neixiechenjiude、zaoyibeirenyiwangdewangyeli，

zangzhetalingxingdesuipian。“xinxingbeimotuochezhangaisai，tiancaishaonianchenyeyongduoguanjun！

”“quanguojinbiaosaiyuxuansai，cheshouchenyeshuaxinzuikuaidanquanjilu！”“beibao：woguoyouxiuqingniansaicheshouchenye，

zaijuesaizhongyiwaiyunluo……”woxiangyigeshihuangzhe，zaixinxidefeixuli，tanlandi，

shoujizhesuoyouguanyutadezhiyanpianyu。meiyitiaozanmei，dourangwogandaoyizhentianmidecitong。meiyitiaowanxi，

dourangwodeshangkou，beizhongxinsikai。wohaizhaodaoleyigechenjiude、shuyutafensideluntan。luntanzaoyihuangfei，

zuihoudetiezi，haitingliuzaitachushideneiyitian。tiezidebiaotishi：《yeshen，womendengnihuilai！》xiamian，

shiyipianhuisede、zaiyebuhuiliangqideid。wozaineigeluntanli，zhuceleyigexindezhanghao。

ranhouzaishenyeli，yibianyouyibiandi，fankanneixiechenjiudetiezi。fensimenfenxiangzhetadebisaishipin，

fenxizhetadeguowanjiqiao，shenzhi，haiyourenpaidaoletasixialidezhaopian。yizhangzhaopianli，tazhengkaozaisaichepang，

ditoujiwofaduanxin，zuijiao，daizhewenroudexiaoyi。wobaneizhangzhaopianbaocunxialai，shezhichenglewodeshoujibizhi。

ranhou，kanzheneizhangxiaolian，fadai，yikan，jiushiyizhengye。chulewangluo，wohaikaishilianxitaguoqudepengyou，

tade**，shenzhi，shitadechuzhongtongxue。woyiyige“weitaxiechuanji”dehuangtangliyou，qujiejintamen，

qucongtamendekouzhong，wajuegengduoguanyutadegushi。“chenyea，neixiaozi，jiushigefengzi！weilegaizhuangsaiche，

tanengsantiansanyebushuijue！”“taneigeren，kanzhetingzhuai，qishixinteruan。

youyiciduilidexiaoshidimeiqianchifan，taerhuabushuojiubazijigangnadaodejiangjinquanjilerenjia。

”“shangxuedeshihou？takediaopile，tiantianbeilaoshifazhan。danshi，youyicilinbandenanshengqifuwo，

shitadiyigezhanchulai，baneirenzouleyidun。”meiyigegushi，douxiangyikuaipintu。wonulidi，

bazheixiesuipianpincouqilai，shituhaiyuanyigewanzhengde、wosuobuzhidaodechenye。wozheicaifaxian，

wosuoaishangdeneige“taiyang”，qishi，zhishitadeyimian。tahaiyouneimeduowobuzhidaodeguoqu，

neimeduowoweicengcanyuderensheng。zheizhongfaxian，rangwogandaokonghuang。wohaipa，suizheshijiandeliushi，

tahuizaiwodejiyili，biandeyuelaiyuemohu，yuelaiyuebuzhenshi。wopayouyitian，

wohuiwangjitaxiaoqilaideyangzi，wangjitashuohuadeyuqi，wangjitazhangxindewendu。suoyi，

wozhinengyongzheizhongjinhuzinvedefangshi，qubuduandi、fanfudi，jiashentadeyinji。tademuqin，chenayi，

shiwoweiyihaihuilianxide、yutayouguanderen。tabiwojianqiang。zaizuichudebeitongguohou，

tabasuoyouguanyuchenyededongxi，dousuojinleyigefangjian，zaiyemeiyoudakaiguo。tashuo：“niannian，

renyaowangqiankan。womenbuneng，yibeizidouhuozaiguoquli。”wozhidao，tashipawozoubuchulai。kewo，

zuobudao。youyici，woqukanta。tazhengzaichufanglibaojiaozi，shizhuroubaicaixiande。chenyezuiaichidexian。

“ayi，wolaibangninba。”“buyong，nizuozhejiuhao。”womenchenmodi，xiangduierzuo。

yangguangcongchuangwaizhaojinlai，jiangtahuabaidetoufa，ranshangleyicengjinse。liangjiu，tacaitanlekouqi，shuo：“niannian，

wozhidaonihaizaixiangta。danshi，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，ruguoxiaoyehaizai，tazuibuxiwangkandaode，

jiushinixianzaizheigeyangzi。”“taneimeyigeaixiaoainaoderen，takendingxiwang，ninengkaikaixinxindi，

huoxiaqu。”wodeyanlei，zaiyerenbuzhu，duokuangerchu。“ayi，duibuqi。wo……wozuobudao。

”chenayimeiyouzaiquanwo。tazhishi，momodi，bayiwangangchuguode、reqitengtengdejiaozi，

tuidaolewodemianqian。“chiba。chibaole，caiyouliqi，quxiangta。”wonaqikuaizi，jiaqiyigejiaozi，

fangjinzuili。shuxideweidao，zaikouqianglimanyan。woquejuede，bihuanglian，haiyaokuse。yinweiwozhidao，

zheigeshijieshang，zaiyemeiyouren，huiyibianlangtunhuyandichizhejiaozi，yibianhanhubuqingdiduiwoshuo：“sunian，

nichangchang，womabaodejiaozi，shiquanshijiezuihaochide！”diwuzhang：meiyizhenfengli，

douzaimeiyoutadehuxiwodeguimilinyue，kanbuxiaqule。“sunian，nibunengzaizheiyangxiaqule！

nizheishizaimanxingzisha！”tazaidianhuali，jihushihouchulaide。linyueshiwodaxuezuihaodepengyou，

yeshiweiyiyige，ganyongzheizhongyuqigenwoshuohuaderen。tashidangnianneichangshigude，lingyigejianzhengzhe。shita，

zaiwoyundaohou，yizhipeizaiwoshenbian，chulisuoyoudehoushi。“wojinianpaileyigexiangqin，

”taburongwojujue，“duifangshiwobiaogedepengyou，yigexinliyisheng，rentebiehao。nibixuqu！

”woaobuguota，zhinengdaying。didian，yijiushikafeiguan。duifang，jiaoliran，daizheyifujinbianyanjing，

kanqilaiwenzhibinbin，shuohuadeyuqi，yewenhederangrenganjuehenshufu。“linyuedougenwoshuole。

”takaimenjianshan，bingmeiyoubihui，“tashuo，nixinli，zhuzheyigeren。”womeixiangdaotahuizheimezhijie，

yishijian，youxiebuzhisuocuo。“meiguanxi，”taweixiaozhe，dijiwoyibeiwenshui，

“wobushilaijinizuozhiliaode。wozhishi，xiangyiyigepengyoudeshenfen，genniliaoliaotian。”tadetanchenghewenrou，

rangwojinbengdeshenjing，shaoweifangsongleyixie。womenliaolehenduo。liaowodegongzuo，liaotadezhiye，

liaozheigechengshidetianqi，liaozuijinshangyingdedianying。tashiyigehenhaodeqingtingzhe，congbudaduanwo，

zhishizaiwotingdunshi，jiyuqiadao-haochudehuiying。youneimeyishunjian，woshenzhijuede，huoxu，

wozhendekeyishiyishi。shizhe，qujieshouyigexinde、butongderen。zhidao，tawenleyigewenti。

“niweishenmehuixuanzezuohuijini？ganjuegenniwenwandeqizhi，butaiyiyang。”wodexin，gedengyixia。

weishenme？yinwei，chenyecengjingbankaiwanxiaodiduiwoshuoguo：“sunian，nishuxuezheimehao，

yihougancuidangwodezhuanshuhuijishiba！wofuzezaiwaimianfeng，nifuzezaijiali，bangwoguanqian。

”zheigeshenmaizaixindide、congweiduirenshuoqiguodeliyou，xiangyigenbeibodongdeqinxian，shunjian，rangwodeqingxu，

zaicishikong。“wo……”wodeshengyin，bushoukongzhidizhandouqilai，“woxihuanshuzi，shuzibuhuipianren。

”liranxianranchajuedaolewodeyiyang。taneishuangzhiyexingde、fangfonengdongchayiqiedeyanjing，jingjingdikanzhewo。

“sunian，”tahuanhuankaikou，“youshihou，womenxuanzeyifenzhiye，bushiyinweixihuan，ershiyinwei，

neifenzhiye，nengdaijiwomenmouzhong……tidaixingdemanzu。”“nibushixihuanshuzi。nizhishi，

xiangyongyizhongnizijidefangshi，jixuwancheng，taduinide‘qidai’。”tadehua，xiangyibafenglideshoushudao，

jingzhundi，poukailewoyongwunianshijian，weizijiweizhuangqilaide、houhoudeyingqiao。suoyoudepingjing，suoyoudeweizhuang，

zaizheiyike，hongrandaota。“wobushi！”wojihushijianjiaozhefanbo，“nigenbenshenmedoubuzhidao！

”woshitaidizhanqilai，zhuaqibao，youyici，luohuangertao。wopaochukafeiguan，zaijieshangmanwumudedizouzhe。

chuxiadefeng，chuizailianshang，nuanyangyangde。kewo，queganjuebudaoyisinuanyi。yinweiwozhidao，meiyizhenfengli，

douzaimeiyoutadehuxi。wanshang，wojiedaolelirandeduanxin。shangmianzhiyouyijuhua：【sunian，taobi，

shiwufajiejuewentide。nizhenzhengxuyaohaipade，bushihuiyi，ershi，nizhengzaimanmandi，

bianchengtadeyizuohuodejinianbei。】jinianbei。zheigeci，xiangyikuaijushi，henhendizazaiwodexinshang。shia。

woliuzhetaxihuandezhangfa，wotingzhetaaitingdege，wozuozheta“qidai”wozuodegongzuo，

woyongtadefangshiqusikao，yongtadebiaozhunquhengliangzheigeshijie。woyiwei，woshizaijinianta。keshijishang，

wozhishi，zaiyongyizhongzuicanrendefangshi，moshadiaowoziji。wobaziji，huochengletadeyigeyingzi，

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hetadeshaonianyiqi，beimaizangle。woguandiaoshouji，bazijishuaizaichuangshang，yongbeizimengzhutou，fangshengdaku。

neishiwunianlai，wodiyici，kuderucichedi，rucisixinliefei。weita，yewei，neigezaoyisiqude，

woziji。diliuzhang：neigeyajun，daizhemimihuilaileshenghuo，zaiwodetongkuzhihou，sihubingmeiyoushenmebutong。

woyijiushangban，xiaban，yigerenchifan，yigerenshuijue。zhishi，lirandeneiju“jinianbei”，xiangyigenci，

shenshendizhazailewoxinli。wokaishichangshizhe，zuoyixiexiaoxiaodegaibian。wojiandiaolejiyaodezhangfa，

huanshangleyigeliluodeduanfazaoxing。woquxuelepengren，buzaizhizuoneijiyangtaaichidecai。woshenzhi，

zailinyuedesongyongxia，baomingleyigezhoumodetaoyiban。zheixiegaibian，weibuzudao。danduiwolaishuo，

quexiangshimaichuleyidabu。woshizhe，congneigemingwei“chenye”deshijieli，tanchuyizhijiao，quchupengyixia，

waimianneigezhenshideshijie。jiuzaiwoyiwei，shenghuohuizheiyang，zaipingjingheweixiaodegaibianzhong，manmanxiangqianshi。

yigerendechuxian，jiangwo，zhongxindahuileyuanxing。neitian，woqucanjiayigexingyefenghui。zaihuichangdexiuxiqu，

wokandaoleyigeshuxieryoumoshengdeshenying。tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetidexizhuang，toufashudeyisibugou，

zhengzaihejigerenxiangtanshenhuan。tachengshule，wenzhongle，shenshangzaiyekanbudaoyisinianshaoshidezhangyang。dan，

wohaishiyiyanjiurenchuleta。lufeng。dangnianneichangbisaideguanjun。chenyeyishengdeduishou。yeshi，

zaizuihouyigewandao，beichenyebomingchaoyuede，neigeren。wodexueye，zaishunjian，ninggule。wunianle。

wokeyidi，huibizhesuoyouguanyutadexiaoxi。wozhizhidao，tahoulai，chengleguoneizuidingjiandesaicheshou，

naxialewushugeguanjun，chuangzaoleshuyutazijidewangchao。ranhou，zailiangnianqian，shiyerurizhongtiandeshihou，

taquechurenyiliaodi，xuanzeletuiyi。tuiyihou，tachuangbanleyijiakejigongsi，zhuanmenyanfaqicheanquanxitong。

zheicidefenghui，tajiushiyiqiyejiadeshenfen，laicanjiade。wozuomengyemeixiangdao，huizaizheiyangdechanghe，

yizheiyangdefangshi，yutazhongfeng。wodediyifanying，shitao。wozhuanshen，xiangconglingyigemenlikai。

kejiuzaiwozhuanshendeshunjian，tademuguang，yeqiahao，touleguolai。simuxiangdui。tadelianshang，zixindexiaorong，

shunjianjiangzhu。querdaidaizhide，shiyizhongjiqifuzade、wokanbudongdeqingxu。youzhenjing，youcuoe，

haiyou……yisishenshende、yinzangbuzhude……kuijiu。tagenshenbianderenshuolejushenme，ranhou，jingzhi，

xiangwozouleguolai。wodexintiao，shunjianlouleyipai。danaoyipiankongbai，shuangjiao，xiangshibeidingzaileyuandi，

dongdanbude。“sunian？”tadeshengyin，youxieshaya，daizheyisibuqueding。womeiyouhuida。wozhishi，

sisidi，dingzhetadeyanjing。woxiangcongneishuangyanjingli，kanchuxieshenme。shiguanjundexuanyao？shishenglizhedezitai？

haishi，duishibaizhedetongqing？doumeiyou。wozhikandaole，yizhongchenzhongde、yaderenchuanbuguoqide……beishang。

neibeishang，hewoyanzhongde，ruchuyizhe。“zhendeshini。”takuxiaoleyixia，“ni……haihaoma？

”yijuzuipingchangdewenhou，quexiangyibayaochi，shunjian，dakailewochenfenglewuniande，panduolamohe。

suoyoudeweizhuang，suoyoudejianqiang，zaikandaozheige，yuchenyedesi，youzheqiansiwanlvlianxiderenshi，chedibengkui。

“buhao。”wotingjianzijideshengyin，binglengermosheng，“woyidiandoubuhao。kandaoni，wogengbuhao。

”wodehua，xiangyibadao，henhendizhazaitaxinshang。tadelianse，shunjian，biandegengjiacangbai。“duibuqi。

”tadishengshuo，“wozhidao，nihenwo。”“hen？”woxiaole，xiaoshenglichongmanleqiliang，“lufeng，

wobushihenni。wozhishi，buxiangzaikandaorenhe，yuneitianyouguanderenheshi。suoyi，qingni，liwoyuanyidian。

”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，zhuanshen，jihushiliangqiangzhe，taolileneigerangwozhixidedifang。womeiyoukandao，

zaiwoshenhou，lufengzhanzaiyuandi，jiujiuweidong。tadequantou，jinjindizuanzhe。tadeyanjingli，zangzheyichang，

biwosuozhidaode，gengshenchen、gengxiongyongdexue。neigeguanjun，neigedangniandeyajun，sihu，yedaizheyige，

maizanglewuniandemimi，huilaile。diqizhang：tadeyanjingli，zangzheneichangxuedezhenxiangwoyiwei，neiciouyu，

zhishiyichangyiwai。woyiwei，zhiyaowoduodegouyuan，jiukeyidangzuoshenmedoumeifasheng。

kewodigulelufengdejuexin。diertian，wojiedaoletadedianhua。shiyigemoshengdehaoma，

danwohaishiyixiajiutingchuletadeshengyin。“sunian，shiwo，lufeng。womenneng，jianyimianma？”tadeshengyin，

daizheyisikenqiu。“womenmeishenmehaojiande。”wolenglengdihuida，zhunbeiguaduandianhua。“dengyixia！

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wojuede，niyinggaizhidao。”chenye。zheigemingzi，xiangyidaomozhou，shunjian，dingzhulewosuoyoudedongzuo。

“wobuxiangting。”wodeshengyinzaifadou，quechongmanlekangju。wohaipa。wohaipacongtakouzhong，tingdaorenhe，

huidabaiwojiyidedongxi。chenyedesi，yijinggoucanrenle。wobuxiang，rangtaneiwanmeide、yingxiongbandexingxiang，

zaishoudaorenheyisiyihaodedianwu。“sunian，”lufengdeshengyin，chongmanlepibeihetongku，“taobi，

shijiejuebulewentide。zheijuhua，niyinggaibiwogengdong。”“zheiwunianlai，womeiyouyitian，shuiguoyigehaojue。

neichangxue，tongyang，yemaizanglewodeyibufen。”“qingni，jiwoyigejihui。yejinizijiyige，

zhidaozhenxiangdejihui。”shuowan，tagualedianhua。jinjiezhe，wodeshoujishang，shoudaoleyitiaoduanxin。

shitafalaide，yigedizhi，yigeshijian。wokanzheneitiaoduanxin，xianruletianrenjiaozhan。lizhigaosuwo，

yinggaibatashandiao，lilufengyueyuanyuehao，jixuguowoneipingjingwubodeshenghuo。keqingganshang，

yigemoguibandeshengyin，quezaiwoerbianbuduandidiyu：“nixiangzhidaozhenxiangma？”“nizhendebuxiangzhidao，

tashengmingzhongdezuihouyitian，daodifashengleshenmema？”“nineisuoweide‘wanmeiyingxiong’，shibushi，

yezhishinideyixiangqingyuan？”neigewanshang，wocheyeweimian。chenyedelian，helufengneishuangchongmankuijiudeyanjing，

zaiwonaohaili，fanfujiaozhi。wofaxian，woyongwunianshijianjianliqilaidexinlifangxian，