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《nanyishihuai》shiyibulingrenxinchishenwangdezuopin，jiangshuleyuanersongzhiyizaizhuiqiumengxiangdedaolushangjinglidejianxinyufuchu。yuanersongzhiyifendoubuzhi，mianduizhegezhongtiaozhanhekaoyan。tongguoyutarendejiaoliuyuhuzhu，yuanersongzhiyibuduanchengzhang、gaibian，bingzuizhongshixianleziwochaoyue。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanyongqiyuxiwang，wojitamaihuamailiwumaijinshoushi，zaiwonenglifanweineidewoxiangbazuihaodeyiqiedousongjita，kezuizhongtaquebawodangchengtiangou。……jiangdianranduzheneixindejiqing。

精彩章节

第1章



wobeizhenzhiweiaiwanqineitian，qizihechulianzaijinxingzhuguangwancan。

weilechuliantahenxinpaoxianianjinsansuidenver。

「woyaoneimeiyongdeyatoupianziyoushenmeyong，genbenbibushanghenggejiwotigongdeziyuan。」

houlaiwozhudongdaizhenverlikai，keqizixiangfengleyibanmanshijiezhaowo。

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jintianshiwogensongzhiyiwuzhounianjinianri，yeshiwobeiquezhenweiaiderizi。

weilebusaoxing，wojuedingzanshibubabingqinggaosuta，yimianyinqitadedanxin。

keshishizhengmingwodequeyouxiezizuoduoqingle，songzhiyidexincongweifangzaiwozheili。

xianzaishibangwanshidian，songzhiyihaimeihuijia。

shijianshangdefenzhenbutingzhuanzhe，wobuduananweiziji，takendinghaizaimang。

zhidaozhuoshangdezhuguangwancanbeiworeleyibianyouyibiandeshihou，songzhiyihaimeiyouhuilai，xianzaiyijingshenyeshierdianle。

nverzaiwoshenpangyizhikuzheyaozhaomama，wohaoburongyibatahongshui，anweidaomingtianjiunengkanjianmamale。

kenvershuizhezhihouyouxingle，wulunwoshuoshenmetadoubuting。

pobudeyiwozhinengbodasongzhiyidedianhua，dianhuadaleyitongyouyitong，keneitouyiranxianshiwurenjieting。

wulunwozenmehongnverdoumeiyouyong，houlaitakuleilebianyebukule。

zhidaowozaipengyouquankanjiansongzhiyifadezhaopian。

yuanlaitabuhuiwoxinxideshihouzaihelingwaidenanrenyuehui。

zhaopianzhong，songzhiyiwanzhewangminggebo，buzhidaodehaiyiweitamencaishifuqi。

wozaishafashangzuoleyiwan，dianranyigenyouyigendexiangyan，kezheiyewufahuanjiewodejiaolv。

wohesongzhiyishizaidaxueshirenshide，tashiguanlixueyuandexiaohua，dangshiyoubushaorenzhuita。

erwozhengshitazhongduozhuiqiuzhezhiyi，wonengzhuidaosongzhiyiyequanpingzhenxin。

wojiashihaixing，yuqilaishuoxihuansongzhiyidebiaomian，qishiwogengxihuantadezixinmingmeiyangguang。

houlaiwomenjiehunle，benyiweiganqingkeyiwenbushangsheng，kewomendexiangchumoshijingshixiangjingrubin。

doushuohunyinshufudeshinvren，wobingmeiyourangnvershufusongzhiyideyisi。

danzainverchushenghou，wodequeyiweisongzhiyiduijiatinghewodeguanxinhuiduoyixie，kemeixiangdaotahaishiheyiqianyiyang。

songzhiyihuilaideshihouyijingshidiertianbadian。

tahuilaideshihouyilianpibei，shenshangdaiyoujiuqihenanshixiangshuideqiwei。

tatuoxiagaogenxiebianzhijiebenxiangwoshi，yanshencongweiluozaiwoshenshang。

「宋只意。」

wohuanleyishengtademingzi，ketabingweiliwo。

wozhitashiguyizhuangzuotingbujian，kanjiantapibeideshensewoyouxiexinteng，benxiangzhebuzaiwentazhaopiandeshiqing。

bijingwomenxianzaihaiziyeyoule，zhiyaotayuanyihaohaoguorizi，woyuanyizaituiyibu。

kewohaishitaigaogusongzhiyile。

tabojingchuyouhonghen，yuqishuoshihonghen，daoburushuoshiwenhen。

danfanshijingguorenshidechengnianrendounengkanchuneishiwenhen。

zhongyu，wozaiyezuobuzhule。

「songzhiyinizuotianmingminghewangmingzaiyiqi，jirannikanshoujileweishenmebuhuixinxi？」

「wozaizheidengleniyiwannizhidaoma，nizhibuzhidaozuotianshishenmerizi？」

songzhiyizhengyankanxiangwo，yuqimanshibunaifan。

.「chaoshenmechao，bujiushiguogepojinianri，youshenmedabulede？」

「woleileyaoshuijue，nichuquba。」

songzhiyishuowan，haoxiangshenmedoumeifashengshide，anranshuizhele。

zheimeduoniantayizhidoushibulengburedetaidu，wulunwohetashuoshenme，douhaoxiangshihemianhuashuohuayiban。

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woxianzaishentizhengchuyuzuidizhuangtai。

songzhiyijiegongzuoweiyouyijinghenjiumeihuijiale。

shangcisongzhiyihezuihuilai，kexidangshishijiantaiwannverbingbuzaijiazhong。

woyibianmangliugongzuoyibianzhaogunvershenghuoqiju。

wozhujianganshoudaoshentidelibucongxin，mingmingshibeiyishengquezhenweiai，kewoweibuhaizhenmeiyoushenmebushi，fanershizheijitiandelianxujiaban，rangwoganjuezhengfushentishenxinpibei。

shijianhaoburongyiaodaozhouri，wobenxiangzhenenghaohaoxiuxiyifan，kewomaneiyouchushile。

womanianqingshihouxinzangjiubuhao，pingrilitayoushebudechichuan，laoleyihoubuzhuyibaoyang，zheixinzangziranyegenzhebuhao。

wobanversongdaowojiejia，bianmailezuikuaidejipiaolianyefeidaowomaneili。

jiandaowomadeshihou，tagangcongqiangjiuzhongxinchulai。

tacikedeshentiyijingxuruowubi，mingmingcaiyigeyueweijian，ketaliangbinyijingduolebushaobaifa。

kanzhewomazheifuxuruodemoyang，woxinzhongshengqiyizhensuanchu。

tanianqingshihoubawodaidachilebushaoku，xianzaihaoburongyiaodaowojiehunshengzi，queyouchulezheiyangdeshiqing。

wozuozaiwomashenpangtitazhengliejiansuifa。

meiguoyihuiwomayouyouzhuanxing，taxinglaidiyiyanbiankanjianwozuozaitamianqian。

「yuaner，wozheishiyoujinyiyuanle，douguaiwobuhao，rangnidanxinle......」

womashenchushouxiangyaochupengwodelian，wobaliancoujinwomashoubian。

「manishuoshenmeni，zhaoguninshiwoyinggaizuode。」

zaiyiyuanzhaoguwomabangeyue，tabingqingbiwoxiangxiangdeyaoyanzhong，zheijitiantazongxianruduanzanhunmi，bingqiexiongkouteng。

wozhaolebenshiyiyuanzuiquanweidedafukailezuiguideyao，kezuizhonghaishijiwomaxiabingweitongzhishule。

womazheijitianzongniantaosongzhiyihenver，tanianqingshihoushouguowonaideqi，taneishihouchiguoku，suoyisongzhiyijinmenyihou，womabingweiguyinanweita。

womalinzhongqiandeyuanwangbianshizaijiansongzhiyihenveryiyan，kedangwobotongtadedianhua，taqueshuomeikong。

「zhiyi，zanmatayaobuxingle，linzhongqianxiangjianniyimian。」

「jianshenmejian，wogongzuomangzheni，rengeyouming，nimahuozheimejiuyesuanzhangshoule，rangtaanxinzouba。」

zuizhongwomahaishidaizheyihanzoude，wobenxiangzhehuijianeibianbanverjieguolai，yesuanshiduiwomalinzhongqiandezuihouweijie，ketahaishimeiaodaoneigeshihou。

womalinzhongqianhaizaitisongzhiyishuohua。

「yuaner，zhiyitashenweinvrenyeburongyi，youjinishenglehaizi，youxieshizhengyizhiyanbiyizhiyanjiuguoqule，biehetataijijiao。」

wodiantou，bawomadehuamingjizaixin。

dangwan，songzhiyizaipengyouquanfaleyizhangzaijiubadezhaopian。

yuanlaitasuoweidemanggongzuo，jiushihebiedenanrenzaijiuba。

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mangwanwomadehoushi，wobianmaijipiaohuilaile。

huilaidangtianxiawu，wobianqulesongzhiyidegongsi。

woxianghetahaohaotantan，bijingwomenxianzaishuyufenjuzhuangtai，nvertiantiankunaozheyaojianta。

jiusuantazaizenmeduiwoyouyijian，yebunengduinverbuguanbuguba，bijingdarendeshiqinghehaiziwuguan。

wokaichequsongzhiyigongsilouxiadengtaxiabandeshihou，ourankanjiantahewangmingzaiyiqi。

wangminglouzhetadeyao，errensuijilouzaiyiqi，fangfotamenkanqilaicaishiqinglv。

wangmingshisongzhiyidechulian，dangniantamenfenshoushiyinweiwangmingchuguoliuxue。

shuoshihuayaobushiyinweidangnianwangmingchuguoliuxue，songzhiyiyebuhuihewozaiyiqi。

huidaojiadeshihou，wozhudonghesongzhiyitiaoqihuati，tayiranshibulengbudandetaidu。

「songzhiyi，womenhaohaotantanxingma？」

songzhiyitaiyankanxiangwo，tayanzhongmeiyouyisiqingxuhaowubolan。

「谈什么？」

wojiandanhesongzhiyishuominglezuijindeqingkuang，tajianwobashiqingtiaomingbianyebuzaizhuangle。

「wangmingdequehuiguole，woyedequehetazaiyiqi，niyoushenmexiangshuodema？」

「nixianzaiyijinghewojiehunle，wocaishinimingzhengyanshundezhangfu，nibujuedexianzaidexingweiyouxieguofenma？」

womeixiangdaowohesongzhiyizuizhonghuizoudaoeyuxiangxiangdedibu，wojiashirenmaiqueshiburuwangming。

kedangchushiwangmingpaoqisongzhiyizaixian，wohesongzhiyizaiyiqiyeshimingzhengyanshunniqingwoyuan，bingbucunzaisheituoxiedewenti。

kehuadaolesongzhiyizheili，jiuhaoxiangtashipobudeyicaihewozaiyiqiyiyang。

「lunyangmaojiashinengli，ninayidianbideguowangming，zheimeduonianwohenizaiyiqi，bazijidahaoqingchundoufengxianjini，nihaiyoushenmebumanzude？」

songzhiyihualihuawaidoushisushuozijidebuyi，kehunyinbenjiubushiyichangyouxi，shenweichengnianrenwomenyaoweizijideyanxingjuzhimaidan。

shuoshihua，zhiyaoshiqingbujinzhandaotebieguofendeqingkuang，wodoubuxiangyutalihun，bijingwozhenxinaita，qiewomenhaiyouhaizi。

「songzhiyi，nihewangmingdeshiqingwokeyidangzuobuzhidao，dannverxiangjiannihaojiule，niyoukongdeshihoujianjiannverhaoma？」

songzhiyishenshouzhixiangnverdewoshi，zuijiaoyangqiyimolengxiao。

「nishuoliniannianshima，tajiushiwodetuolei，yaoshimeiyoutawozaojiuhenilihunle，mingmingshinihetaqianwode！」

nvertingjianwoshizhongdezhengchaosheng，kuzhepaochulai。

tacongfangjianneipaochulaideshihoukanjiansongzhiyi，lianshangdunshiluchuyimoxiaorong。

neixiaoronghenzhenzhi，shihaiziduimuqinjiuweidesinian。

「mamanizhongyuhuilaile，niannianhaoxiangniya！」

nvernaishengnaiqipaodaosongzhiyishenbianqiutabao，ketawanquanxiangmeikanjianyiban。

「tashiwozheibeizidetuolei，lilin，shuoshihuajiajiniwohouhuile。」

songzhiyishuowan，naqibaobianwangmenwaizou。

nverkuzhegenguoqu：「mamaniquna，niannianxiangni，niannianbuxiangmamazou。」

nverdekuzheqiqiu，kezuizhonghuanlaidequeshisongzhiyidebaonu。

「biegenzhewo，nigexiaotuoyouping。」

songzhiyibushituranbianxinde，tadexincongweifangzaiwozheili。

jintianwocaichedizhidaosongzhiyidezhenshixiangfa，yuanlaitayizhibawodangzuobeitai。

ruguomeiyoutahewangmingdangchudefenkai，womengenbenjiubukenengzaiyiqi。

huanjuhualaishuo，woconglaijiushitadedierxuanze，jiulianjiatinghenver，tadoucongweifangzaixinzhong。

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dangnianwozhuisongzhiyideshihou，yongdequanbushizhenxin。

wojitamaihuamailiwumaijinshoushi，zaiwonenglifanweineidewoxiangbazuihaodeyiqiedousongjita，kezuizhongtaquebawodangchengtiangou。

zaipengyoudejieshaoxia，woqulehaichengshizuiquanweideyiyuan。

tingshuoneilidedafuhenshanzhangneikejiancha，wozheiyizoudehaojiucainenghuilai，wobufangxinbanverzhangshijianjiaojibieren。

bianbatasonghuisongzhiyimuqinneilile。

songzhiyisuiduinverbushangxin，dantamuqinzuoweinverdelaolaoduihaizihaishikeyide，bijingshigebeiqin，zaizenmeyangyezuobuchulainvedainverdeshiqing。

wozheiyizoubianshibangeyue，wodadaxiaoxiaoqulebushaoyiyuan。

youshuobaoshouzhiliaode，youshuozhijieshoushude。

danzuizhongjieguobiwoxiangxiangdeyaohaohenduo，jiushinengzhi。

jianyishengdisancixiangwoquerennengzhiyihou，woxuanzhedexinzongsuanluolexialai。

zaishoushuhejianchaguochengzhong，woquanbuduziyirenwancheng，zheiguochengkesuanshitongkuwanfen，jiuliantongbingfangdedayedoushuowoyouyilinengjianchi。

wotangzaibinglengshoushutaideneiyike，wonaozhonghuixiangqidequanshinverdeshenying。

congtagangchushengdaojinniansansui，wulunwohesongzhiyizenmeyang，nverdoushiwozheiyishengzuiaideren。

zhuzhiyishizaiyipangdiaojimayao，dangyaodaozhuruwotineideneiyike，woyishizhujianxiaosan。

wozuoleyigehenzhangdemeng，mengzhongshiwohesongzhiyixiangshixiangzhixiangliandeguocheng，zhidaosongzhiyishengchan，zaidaonverdechusheng。

yuanlaishiqinghenzaojiuyoumiaotoule，neishizaihunlishang，zhuchirenwensongzhiyiyuanbuyuanyihewoyongjietongxin、baitouxielao、xiangshouyisheng。

dangshidesongzhiyiyanshenduoshan，chichibushuohua。

dangshiwoyiweitazhishijinzhangbuhaoyisishuohua，meixiangdaoshitajingranlianhaotingdehuadoubuyuanyishuojiwoting。

zheiyike，wochedifangxiale......

wocongshoushushichulaibangexiaoshihoucaizhujianzhuanxing。

wogangdakaishouji，biankanjianpingmushangxianshisongzhiyideweijiedianhua。

tayigongdaleshiergedianhua，kanyangziyinggaishiyoushenmejishi。

zhidaowodiankaiweixinjiemian，chuanlaisongzhiyidanxindexiaoxi。

「tingwomashuoniquhaichengle，haibalinianniansongdaotaneili。」

「niquganshenmele，weishenmebujiedianhua？」

「nishiyinweiwomenzhengchaolikaidema，zhiyuma，woyoumeizhenhewangmingzaiyiqi？」

kanzhesongzhiyifalaidexiaoxi，woyemeihui。

zheichangshoushurangwochedirenzhilezijideneixin，youxierenyouxieshiyouxieganqing，bushiwoyigerenjianchijiunengzouxiaqu。

suoyiwoxuanzezhudongtuichuzheiduanganqing。

kesongzhiyiquezuobuzhule。

shoushuhoudisantianwokeyixiachuangzoulu，bianquleyiyuanlouxiadebianlidian。

kewomeixiangdaojingranhuizaibianlidianyujianzhaosiyao，womenshitongxiangyeshiyiqizhangdade。

huanjuhualaishuowohezhaosiyaoyesuanshiqingmeizhuma。

wohezhaosiyaoxiangtanshenhuan，zaijianshitahaishihedaxueshiyiyang，meiyoushenmebianhua。

songzhiyizaicijiwodadianhuashiwojiele，cishizhaosiyaohaizaiwoshenpangdiediebuxiu。

songzhiyitingjianwoshenpangyounvrenshengyindeshihouchedizhale。

「lilinnizenmecaijiedianhua，nibuzhidaowoyouduodanxinnima？」

「wodoushuolewohewangmingmeizaiyiqi，zhiqianshuodehuadoushiqinide，nishenpangshibushiyouqitanvren，wohaoxiangtingjiannvrendeshengyinle。」

mianduisongzhiyidesanlianwenwomeiyouhuida，zhishijiandanshuoleyiju。

「我们分开吧。」