女友死后翻日记，她和陌生男人的秘密游戏康斯坦丁格罗斯曼-著

小说简介

kangsitandinggeluosimande《nvyousihoufanriji，tahemoshengnanrendemimiyouxi》zheibenshuxiedehenhao！yuyanfengfu，henshizhidekan，linwansuqingshibenshudezhujiao，xiaoshuomiaoshudeshi:wobixujiekaineigenanrendemianju。wochongxiangerlou，lianggebaobiaolanzhulewo。“xiansheng，limianshisirenquyu。……

精彩章节

wohualezhengzhengyizhoucaigandakaitaderijiben。kafeiziranguodeniupizhi，zangzhetazuihoudexintiaoheqixi。

raner，fankaidiyiye，shoujiukaishizhandou。tagongzhengdebijixia，jiludebushitianmihuiyi，

ershiyichuanchuanmoshengdeshuzidaimahedidian。xiamiandewenzi，gengshirangwodanaowengming：“jinwan，

mxianshengrangwochangshileneigezishi，tadeyanshenbinigeng……relie。”1mxianshengwodeweiliyizhenfanjiao。

luchen，nishigeshizudeshazi。linwanchehuoqushiyigeyue，wohaichenjinzaiziwogandongdebeitongli。

pengyoumendoushuo，jieai，taneimeaini，zaitianshangyebuxiwangnizheiyang。aiwo？

aiwojiushizaibiedenanrenshenxiachenghuan，haiyongrijijiluxialai？“binigeng……relie。

”zheijigezixiangshaohongdeluotie，tangzaiwodeshiwangmoshang。womengdiheshangriji，batahenhenshuaizaidishang。

niupizhifengmiandankai，youfandaoleneiyiye。wochongguoqu，xiangbatasisui，shoujiquebuheshiyidixiangle。

shisuqing，linwandeguimi。“luge，nihaihaoma？woyoudianbufangxinni。”tadeshengyinzongshineimewenrou，

daizhexiaoxinyiyideguanqie。“womeishi。”wodeshengyingandenengcuochushazi。“nibiepianwole，

nideshengyintingqilaihenzaogao。shibushiyoumeihaohaochifan？wodunletang，jinisongguoquhaobuhao？”“buyong。

”“luge，nibuyaozheiyangjurenqianlizhiwai。wanwanzoule，womenzheixiehuozhederengengyaohaohaohuozhea。

”tazongnengjingzhundichuozhongwodetongchu，zaiyongzuititiedefangshibaoguo。wobishangyan，

naoziliquanshirijilineijuhua。“suqing，wowenniyijianshi。”“nishuo。

”“linwan……tayoumeiyoushenmeshimanzhewo？”dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke。“luge，

niweishenmeturanzheimewen？”“nihuidawojiuxing。”suqingqingqingtanlekouqi，

neishengtanxilichongmanleweinanhelianmin。“qishi……wanwanta……xinggeshiyoudianaiwande。niyezhidao，

tazongshuoshenghuoxuyao**。keneng……kenengyouxiexiangfa，tajuedenibunenglijie，jiumeigaosuni。

”“shenmexiangfa？”wozhuiwen，xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao。“aiya，jiushiyixiexiaonvhaidehuanxiangla。

biru……tazhiqianlawoqukanyigeyishuzhan，limianyouyixiehendadanderentiyishu，takandetebiexingfen，

haishuoxiangqinzitiyanyixianeizhong……ng……jizhideqingganshifang。

”su-qing-de-hua-xiang-yi-ba-yao-chi，-da-kai-le-pan-duo-la-de-mo-he-。

“jizhideqingganshifang？”wozhongfuzhezheijigezi，houlongfajin。“duibuqi，luge，woshibushishuocuohuale？

nibieduoxiang，wanwantazuiaiderenkendingshini。takenengjiushi……youdianxiaopanni。nibuyaoguaita，

doushiwodecuo，wobugaigennishuozheixiede。”takaishichuchukeliandidaoqian，basuoyouzerenlandaozijishenshang。

duojingdiandelvchahuashu。yiqianwozhijuedetashanliangdongshi，cikequegandaoyizhenfanwei。

danwoxuyaotajixushuoxiaqu。“bu，nimeicuo。woxiangzhidaogengduo。”“wo……wozhendebunengzaishuole。

wanwanhuiguaiwode。”“tayijingsile！”wodihoudao，qingxushunjianshikong。

dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyishengyayidejinghu。“luge……nibiehewo。duibuqi，

wobushiguyiyaotide……wozhishijuede，rendouzoule，jiurangtaanxiba。youxieshi，buzhidaobizhidaoyaohao。

”tadehua，meiyigezidouzaianshi，linwanyoutiandademimimanzhewo。guadiaodianhua，wotanzuozaidishang，

shixianzaiciluohuineibentankaideriji。【didian：geleisijiudian，1208fang。

daima：deep-dive-03。】zheishidiyiyedelingyitiaojilu。shijian，shitaqushiqiansanzhou。

neitian，wojidehenqingchu。woyinweiyigexiangmushangxian，zaigongsijialetongxiaodeban。tajiwodadianhua，

shengyindaizheweiqu：“luchen，nishenmeshihouhuilai？woyigerenzaijiahaipa。”wodangshizenmehuide？“linwan，

ninengbunengdongdianshi？wozheiermangdejiaotoulane，nibietianluanle。”“wobushitianluan，

wozhishi……”“xingle，guale。”wofanzaodiguaduanledianhua。yuanlai，tabushiyigerenzaijia。

taqulejiudian，heneigemxiansheng。wodequantouhenhenzazaidibanshang，gujieyudimianpengzhuangfachumenxiang。henhao。

linwan。nisile，douhaiyaojiwoliuzheimedayige“jingxi”。wobuhuirangnianxide。woyaobatazhaochulai。

woyaokankan，neigeyanshenbiwo“relie”denanren，daodizhangshenmeyang。2geleisijiudiandiertian，

woqucheqianwanggeleisijiudian。zhanzai1208fangdemenqian，woquechichimeiyouqiaomen。zheilixianzaizhuzheshei，

wobuzhidao。wozhishixiangzhanzaizheili，ganshouyixialinwandangshidexinqing。shixingfen，shiqidai，

haishiduiwodebaofu？yiduanjiyihaowuyuzhaodiyongrunaohai。neishiwomenjiaowangyizhouniandejinianri。

wotiqiandinglebenshizuinandingdexuanzhuancanting，zhunbeijitayigejingxi。kegongsilinshiyigejinjihuiyi，

wochidaolezhengzhengsangexiaoshi。dengwogandaoshi，cantingyijingkuaiyaodayang，linwanyigerenzuozaichuangbian，

mianqiandecaiyikouweidong。“duibuqi，wanwan，wo……”tataitoukanwo，yanjinghonghongde，quejichuyigexiao。

“meiguanxi，nigongzuoyaojinma。nikan，wojiniliulenizuiaichidehuilingdunniupai，suiranyijingliangle。

”taxianggemeishirenyiyang，balengdiaodeniupaiqiekai，didaowozuibian。“nikendingeleba，kuaichidian。

”neiyike，kuijiuyanmeilewo。wowozhutadeshou：“wanwan，womenbuguoyigehaobuhao？mingtian，bu，houtian，

woyidingbasuoyoushijiandouliujini。”“haoa。”taxiaodemeiyanwanwan，“neishuodingle，buxuzaifangwogezi。

buranwojiu……wojiuquzhaogebiwanggewan，tajintianhaikuawoxinmaidequnzihaokanni！

”tazongshiyongzheizhongbankaiwanxiaodeyuqi，shuozhetadexiaoxiaobuman。wodangshizhidangshiqinglvjiandewanxiao，

nielenietadelian：“nigan。”xianzaixianglai，neihuoxubushiwanxiao。neizhishitashitanwodixiandefangshi。erwo，

yiciyouyicidirangtashiwang。“xiansheng，qingwenninxuyaobangzhuma？

”yigekefangfuwuyuandeshengyindaduanlewodesixu。wohuiguoshen，yanshizhulianshangdelangbei：“wozhaoren，

danhaoxiangjicuofangjianhaole。”wozhuanshenzouxiangdianti，quezaidatangdejiulangtingxialejiaobu。

rijilitiguoyigexijie。【mxianshengweiwodianleyibei‘zuorizhongxian’，tashuo，zheijiuhenpeiwodeyanjing。

】wozoudaobataiqianzuoxia。“yibei‘zuorizhongxian’。”diaojiushishigesanshisuizuoyoudenanren，

takanlewoyiyan，shoushangkaishishuliandicaozuoqilai。“henshaoyourendianzheikuanjiule。”tayibiandiaojiuyibianxianliao，

“shangyici，haishiyigenvhaidiande。”wodexinzangloutiaoyipai。“e？shenmeyangdenvhai？”“henpiaoliang，

yanjingtebieliang。buguobushitazijiyaohede，shipeitayiqilaidenanrentuijiande。”laile。

“neinanren……zhangshenmeyang？”wodeshengyinyouxiefajin。diaojiushisonglesongjian：“jibuqingle，

neitiankerenhenduo。buguo……wojideneigenanrenyizhidaizheyidingheisedeyashemao，maoyanyadehendi，

haoxiangbutaixiangrangrenkanjianlian。”heisedeyashemao。yigemohudexingxiangzaiwonaozhongxingcheng。

“tamen……liaolexieshenme？”“zheiwojiubuzhidaole，wozhifuzediaojiu。

”diaojiushijiangyibeilanzisedejiweijiutuidaowomianqian，“xiansheng，nindejiu。”woduanqijiubei，

neiguhunzazhehuaxianghejiujingdeweidao，rangwoyizhenxuanyun。womeiyouhe，zhishikanzhe。

naohailixiangxiangzhelinwanzuozaizheili，shuangyanfaliangdikanzheduimianneigedaiyashemaodenanren，tingzhetashuodeqinghua。

erwo，dangshizhengzaijigongliwaidebangongshili，duizhediannaopingmujiaotoulane。shoujizhendongleyixia，

shisuqingfalaideweixin。【luge，nijintianchumenlema？xinqinghaodianmei？

】【tupian.jpg】tafalaiyizhang**，chuanzheyitiaobaisedelianyiqun，zaiyangguangxiaxiaodeyilianwugu。

【wojintianquguangjie，kandaoyijiannanshichenshan，juedetebieshiheni，jiumaixialaile。nishenmeshihouyoukong，

wonajiniya？】wodingzheneizhangzhaopian，tashouwanshangdaizheyichuanshuijingshoulian，henyanshu。woxiangqilaile，

neishilinwande。linwanhenbaobeineitiaoshoulian，shuoshitamamaliujitadeyiwu。tazenmehuidaizhe？

wolikebotonglesuqingdedianhua。“nishoushangdeshoulian，shilinwande？”dianhuaneitou，suqingdehuxiyizhi。

“a……zheige……shia。neitianshoushiwanwanyiwudeshihou，ayishuokanzhexinfan，jiu……jiusongjiwole，

rangwoliugenianxiang。”tadejieshitianyiwufeng。danwoxinlineiguwuminghuoyueshaoyuewang。“suqing，

neishitamamadeyiwu。”“wozhidaoya。”suqingdeshengyinbiandeweiquqilai，“keshiayifeiyaojiwo，

woyebuhaojujue。luge，nishibushishengqile？duibuqi，ruguotarangnibukaixin，womashangjiuzhaixialai，

haijiayi。”tayoulaile。yongyuandoushizheifuchuchukelian、shanjierenyideyangzi。“buyongle。”wodaduanta，

shengyinlengdediaozha，“niliuzheba。”huoxu，zailinwanxinli，liantamuqindeyiwu，

doubibushanghemxianshengdeyichangyuehuizhongyao。suoyi，sheidaizhe，youyoushenmequbie。wogualedianhua，

jiangbeizhongde“zuorizhongxian”yiyinerjin。xinladeyetizhuoshaozhewodeshidao，yizhishaodaoweili。

wonachurijiben，fandaoxiayiye。【daima：project-chimera-07。

didian：chengxifeiqigongchang。】feiqigongchang？tamendaodizaiwanshenme？3qimeilajihua“chengxifeiqigongchang？

luchen，nifengle？niquneizhongdifangganshenme？”dianhuali，

wodefaxiaojianhehuorenzhouziangdeshengyinbagaolebadu。“woyoudianshi。

”“youshenmeshifeidequneizhongniaobulashidedifang？nishibushihaimeiconglinwandeshilizouchulai？wogennishuo，

nikebieganshashia！”“womeiganshashi。

”wokanzherijibenshangde“project-chimera-07”，xinliyipianbingleng，

“wozhishizaizhaoyixiedaan。”“shenmedaan？”womeiyouhuida。wozenmegaosuta，

woneiqingchunkerendenvpengyou，beizhewozaifeiqigongchangligenyenanrenwan“jixianqinggantiyan”？gualedianhua，

woqucheqianwangchengxi。neipiangongchangquzaoyihuangfeiduonian，duanbicanyuanzaixiyangxiatouxiaguiyideyingzi。

wogenjudaohang，zhaodaolerijishangjiludeneidongjianzhu。damenbeiyibajudadetieliansuozhe，shangmianxiujibanban。

woraozhegongchangzouleyiquan，zaihoumianfaxianyigeposundechuanghu。wocongchuanghufanlejinqu，

yiguchaoshifameideqiweipumianerlai。gongchangneibukongkuangdeheren，zhiyouyixiefeiqidejiqihesanluodelingjian。

zheilinengganshenme？wodakaishoujishoudiantong，sichuxunzhaoxiansuo。zaijiaoluodeyigetiepijuli，

wofaxianleyixiedongxi。jigenbanjiedelazhu，yitiaoheisedesijin，haiyouyigekongdexiangxunping。

wonaqixiangxunpingwenlewen，yigutianniyoumoshengdexiangwei。linwanconglaibuyongzheizhongxiangshui。

taxihuandeshiqingxindebaichaxiang。wodexinyidiandianchenxiaqu。jiuzaizheishi，

wotingdaolewaimianchuanlaiqicheyinqingdeshengyin。wolikeguandiaoshoudiantong，duozaiyitaijudadejiqihoumian。

chedengdeguangcongchuangwaisaoguo，jiezheshichemenguanbideshengyin。“cao，zheishenmeguidifang，heidengxiahuode。

”yigecuguangdenanshengbaoyuandao。“bizuibani。yaobushizheicide‘huo’pinzhigao，

laodacaibuhuixuanzheizhongdifangjiaojie。”lingyigejianxidenanshengxiangqi。jiaojie？huo？wopingzhuhuxi，xinzangkuangtiao。

jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin，lianggerencongwozangshendechuanghufanlejinlai。shoudiantongdeguangzaikongkuangdechangfanglihuangdong。

“dongxidailailema？”jianxishengyinwen。“dailaile。”cuguangshengyinhuida，“made，zheiwanyierjingerzhenda，

chadianzailushangjiuji**fanle。laodayaozheimejiganma？”“tingshuoshijiyigexinkehuzhunbeide。yigenvde，

chushoutebiedafang，dianmingyaowandian**de。laodashuole，zheigekehudesihouhaole。”“nvkehu？zeze，

xianzaidenvren，wandebinanrenhaihua。”“xingle，shaofeihua，ganjinyanhuo，jiaolechawomenhaoqukuaihuokuaihuo。

”wocongjiqidefengxili，kandaoneigecuguangdenanrenconghuailitaochuyigexiaoxiaodemifengdai，

limianzhuangzhebaisedefenmo。wodetongkongzhouranshousuo。dupin？linwanderijilixiede“jixianqinggantiyan”，

nandaojiushizheige？bu。bukeneng。linwandanzineimexiao，liankankongbupiandouyaowuzheyanjing。

tazenmekenengpengzheizhongdongxi！kezheigedidian，zheigexiangxunping，

haiyourijilineixiefengkuangdeziju……yigekepadeniantouzaiwonaozhongfengzhang。neilianggerenyanwanhuo，

henkuaijiulikaile。wocongjiqihoumianzouchulai，hunshenbingliang。wonachushouji，zhandouzhebotonglesuqingdedianhua。

“suqing，ni……nizhibuzhidaoyigejiao‘qimeilajihua’dedongxi？”dianhuaneitou，suqingchenmole。

zheizhongchenmo，birenhehuidadougengrangwoxinjing。“luge……”tazhongyukaikou，

shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichahandehuangluan，“ni……nizenmehuizhidaozheige？”“nixiangaosuwo，zheishishenme！

”“wo……wozhishitingwanwantiguoyici。”suqingdeshengyinyadehendi，“tashuo，

shitayigepengyoudaitacanjiade，yige……yigedixiapaidui。shuonengrangrenwangdiaosuoyoufannao，

tiyandaoqiansuoweiyoudekuaile。”qiansuoweiyoudekuaile。wonaozhongwengdeyisheng。“tahaishuoleshenme？

”“tashuo……tashuopaiduishangderendoudaizhemianju，sheiyeburenshishei，keyizuorenhexiangzuodeshi……luge，

nibiewenle，wohaohaipa。”“dizhi！nizhidaodizhima？”“wobuzhidao！wozhendebuzhidao！

wanwanmeigaosuwo！tazhishuoneigedifanghenshenmi，meicidoubuyiyang。”suqingdeshengyindaishanglekuqiang，“luge，

qiunile，biezaichale。wanwanyijingzoule，nizaichaxiaqu，huibazijiyexianjinqude！”tayueshiquanwo，

woxinlidehuaiyijiuyueshijianding。linwanbushiyiwai。tadesi，yidinghezheige“qimeilajihua”youguan。

heneigemxianshengyouguan。wogualedianhua，zaicifankairiji。zai“qimeilajihua”neiyixingzidepangbian，

youyigehenxiaode，yongqianbihuadebiaoji。yigestylizeddezimu‘c’。

zheibuxianglinwandefengge。wodingzheneige‘c’，naozhonglingguangyishan。wolikeshangwangsousuo，

shurule“qimeilajulebu”hezimu“c”dezuhe。pingmushangtiaochuyigeyinmideanwanglianjie。

xuyaoyaoqingmacainengjinru。

wochangshishurulerijilideneichuandaima“project-chimera-07”。

【yanzhengshibai】wobasuoyoukenengdezuhedoushileyibian，quanbushibai。jiuzaiwokuaiyaofangqideshihou，

woguishishenchadishurulelinwandeshengri。【yanzhengchenggong。huanyinglaidaoqimeiladeshijie。】yemiantiaozhuan，

yigexuehongsededaojishichuxianzaipingmuzhongyang。【xiayicishoulie，jiangzai24xiaoshihoukaiqi。

】xiamianshiyigedizhi。yigeweiyushizhongxin，

wozaishuxibuguodedizhi——wogongsiduimiande“huanying”sirenhuisuo。4huanyinghuisuo“huanying”huisuo，

benshizuidingjidexiaojinku。huiyuanzhi，simixingjigao，shiwopingshiyonglaizhaodaizhongyaokehudedifang。

wocongmeixiangguo，zheigeyiguanchuchudeshangyediguo，beimianjingranshizheiyangyigezangwunagoudemoku。

woyizhengwanmeishui，dingzhepingmushangneigexuehongdedaojishi，yimiaoyimiaodiaiguoqu。naozili，

linwandelianheneigezhuangmanbaisefenmodedaizijiaotichuxian。taqingchundexiaolian，tazaiwohuailisajiaodeyangzi，

he“daizhemianju，zuorenhexiangzuodeshi”zheijuhuahunzazaiyiqi，bianchengyigejudade、niuqudeguaiwu，

yaojiangwotunshi。diertianwanshang，wohuanshangyishenheisedexiuxianzhuang，daishangyidingheisedeyashemao，

maoyanyadehendi。jiuxiangneigediaojiushixingrongdemxianshengyiyang。womeiyoucongzhengmenjin。

wotaishuxi“huanying”dejiegoule。woconghouxiangyigeyinbideyuangongtongdaoqianlejinqu，bikailesuoyoudejiankong。

jinwandehuisuo，hewopingshijiandaodewanquanbutong。meiyouleyixiangbinyingdeshangyejingying，

querdaizhideshiyiqundaizhegeshigeyangmianjudenannannvnv。kongqizhongmimanzhehefeiqigongchangliyiyangde，

tianniyouguiyidexiangxunwei。zheneryulongdedianziyinlechongjizhewodeermo。wuchizhongyang，

renmenzaifengkuangdiniudongzheshenti，dongzuochongmanleyuanshide、yexingdetiaodou。zheilishiyuwangdeleyuan，

shirenxingdetuzaichang。wodelinwan，zhendelaiguozheizhongdifang？**zaibataideyinyingli，xiangyigeyouling，

souxunzhewodemubiao。mxiansheng。woyaozhaodaota。kesuoyounanrendoudaizhemianju，shenxinggeyi，

wogenbenwucongzhaoqi。wozhuazhuyigeluguodeshizhe。“wozhaoren。”woyadishengyin，

congkoudailitaochuyitaxianjinsaijintashouli，“yigedaihaojiaomxianshengdenanren。”shizhedianledianshoulideqian，

mianjuxiadeyanjingdalianglewoyixia。“zheilimeiyoudaihao，zhiyoumianju。”talenglengdishuo，“jinlezheishanmen，

jiumeiyouguoqu，zhiyouxianzai。”taxiangchoushenlikai，woyibazuanzhutadeshouwan。“tazongyoutezheng。

tashibushijingchangdaiyidingheisedeyashemao？”shizhedunleyixia。“daimaoziderenhenduo。

”“tashenbianshibushijingchanggenzheyigehenpiaoliangdenvhai？yanjinghenliang。”shizhedeshentimingxianjiangyingle。

tashuaikaiwodeshou：“xiansheng，woquannibuyaozaizheilidatingbugaidatingdeshi。haoqixin，huishasimao。”shuowan，

tacongconghunrurenqun。tadefanyingzhengming，wozhaoduidifangle。mxiansheng，jiuzaizheili。linwan，

yeyidinglaiguozheili。wodemuguangsaoguoquanchang，zuihou，dinggezaierlouyigebankaifangshidekazuoshang。

neilizuozheyigenanren，tatongyangdaizhemianju，danyuzhongbutongdeshi，tameiyouxiangqitarenyiyangkuanghuan，

zhishianjingdizuozaineili，shouliduanzheyibeijiu。gengzhongyaodeshi，tatoushangdaizheyidingheisedeyashemao。

wodexinzangkaishileigu。jiushita。yidingjiushita。wozhengzhunbeishanglou，suqingdedianhuayoudaleguolai。

wofanzaodiguaduan，taqueqieerbushediyoudaleguolai。wozoudaoyigexiangduianjingdejiaoluo，jieqidianhua。

“luchen！niyouxiangganshenme！”“suqing？nizenme……”“wozenmezhidaonizaizheili？”tazaineitoulengxiao，

“nigongsiderenshuoniyitiandoumeiqu，wocainijiuhuilaizheili！luchen，woqiunile，nikuaichulai！

neibushinigaiqudedifang！”“nizenmezhidaozheilibugailai？”wofanwen，“nandaoniyelaiguo？

”dianhuaneitouzaicixianrusiji。“wo……woshitingwanwanshuode！tashuozheilihenweixian！nikuaichulai！

”“wanle。”woshuo，“woyijingjinlaile。”jiuzaizheishi，

wokandaoerlouneigedaiyashemaodenanrenzhanleqilai。tashenbian，buzhidaoshenmeshihouduoleyigenvren。

neinvrenbeiduizhewo，chuanzheyitiaobaisedelianyiqun，shenxingxianxi，zhangfajiyao。

neigebeiying……neigewokanlezhengzhengwuniandebeiying……bukeneng。jueduibukeneng！linwanyijingsile！

shitishiwoqinshouhuohuade！keneigebeiying，taixiangle。xiangdaowodehuxidoutingzhile。

neigenvrenqinnidiwanzhu“mxiansheng”degebo，liangrenyiqichaokazuohoumiandeyigefangjianzouqu。fangjiandemenshang，

guazheyigepaizi——【vip-only】。wodedanaoyipiankongbai，zhiyouyigeniantou。genshangqu。

wobuguanneigenvrenshibushilinwan，buguanneishibushiyigexianjing。wobixujinqu。

wobixujiekaineigenanrendemianju。wochongxiangerlou，lianggebaobiaolanzhulewo。“xiansheng，limianshisirenquyu。

”“gunkai！”woxiangyitoufafengdeyeshou，yongjinquanlizhuangkaitamen。wochongdaoneishanmenqian，menmeiyousuo。

woyibatuikaimen。fangjianlidejingxiang，rangwoshunjianzhuirubingku。neigenvrenyijingtuodiaolelianyiqun，

zhengbeiduizhewo，erneigedaizheyashemaodenanren，zhengyaojiekaizijidemianju。“bu——！

”wosihouzhechongleguoqu。woyaokanqingtadelian。woyaokanqingzheigehuilelinwan，yehuilewodeyiqiedenanren，

daodishishei！neigenvrenbeiwodehoushengjinghe，mengdihuiguotoulai。neishiyizhangwanquanmoshengdelian。erneigenanren，

yeqiahaozaineiyike，zhaixialetademianju。shijian，fangfozaizheiyikejingzhi。wokanzheneizhanglian，

neizhangwomeitiandouhuizaijingzilikandaodelian。neizhangliandezhuren，zhengyongyizhongjinge、huangmiu，

youdaizheyisilerandebiaoqing，kanzhewo。mianjuxiadenanren，shiwoziji。5lianggeluchenwozhanzaineili，

kanzhe“wo”。huozheshuo，yigehewozhangdeyimoyiyangdenanren。talianshangdejingetunqu，

querdaizhideshiyizhongwanweidexiao。“nizhongyuhaishilaile。”tadeshengyin，yehewoyimoyiyang。

wodanaoyipianhunluan，wanquanwufachuliyanqianzheichaoxianshideyimu。“ni……shishei？”wodeshengyinganse。

“woshishei？”taxiaoleqilai，zhilezhiziji，youzhilezhiwo，“women，bujiushi‘wo’ma？

”pangbiandemoshengnvrenfachuyishengjianjiao，zhuaqiyifuguozhuziji，jingkongdikanzhewomenliangge。

“mxiansheng……zhei……zheishizenmehuishi？”mxiansheng。tajiaotamxiansheng。suoyi，tajiushineigemxiansheng。

yigehewozhangdeyimoyiyangdemxiansheng。“baobei，nixianchuqu。”“wo”duineigenvrenshuo，

yuqiwenroudelingrenzuoou。nvrenliangundaipadipaolechuqu。fangjianlizhishengxiawomenliangge。

“zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”wowangqianzouleyibu，sisididingzheta，“nishishei？

niweishenmehewozhangdeyiyang？nihelinwan，daodishishenmeguanxi？”“wentizhenduoa，luchen。

”tamantiaosilidizhongxindaishangneidingyashemao，“yigeyigelai。woweishenmehenizhangdeyiyang？huoxu，

womenshishisanduoniandeshuangbaotai？”taxiaodeqingfuyouqianzou。“zhiyuwohelinwandeguanxi……”tadunledun，