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yidianeryisiyixinidebichuchuangzuoleyibuchongmanjingxidexiandaiyanqingxiaoshuo《nizhishitadeyingzi》，zhujiaoluyanzhouguyanxiuchenmodegushidiedangqifu，kourenxinxian。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqidutedeshijiaoheqiaomiaodexushishoufajiduzhedailailenanwangdeyuedutiyan。neishiyigemeiyouqianzou、yemeiyouyanshendeyewan。tazoujinfangjian，chenmodixiankaibeizi，budaiwendudikaojin，……。

精彩章节

woheluyanzhoudehunli，meiyoubinke，meiyouhunsha，lianyiju“woyuanyi”doumeiyou。hunhoudisannian，

wocongweidenglaitadeshengrizhufu，queniannianbangtazhunbeijiniantadehua。tashuo：“nibushita，

danninenganjingdipeizhewo，zheijiugoule。”neitianyeli，tazaimenglihanzhebierendemingzi，bawoloujinhuaili，

qingshengshuo：“biezaizoule，huijiaba。”wobizheyan，yanleiliujinzuijiao，changqilaibineipingguoqidexiangshuihaiku。

wozhidao，wobuxiangzaijixule。1yingzidejuexinglingchenwudian，tianhaimeiliang，chuangwaixiyumianmian。woxinglaishi，

luyanzhoudechuangbianzaoyikongle。tazongshizheiyang，laiwuyingquwuzong，lianjuzaoandoulinsejiwo。wozuoqishen，

bobeihualuozaiyaoji，shenshanghailiuzhezuoyetalinshizhefandehenji。

neishiyigemeiyouqianzou、yemeiyouyanshendeyewan。tazoujinfangjian，chenmodixiankaibeizi，budaiwendudikaojin，

ranhouzaiwohaowuhuiyingshichoushenliqu。chuangtoujushang，shitaweitaliudezhaopian。nvrenchuanzhebaiqun，xiaodetiandan，

xiangchuntianburanchenaidefeng。tashuoneishitade“yueliang”。erwo，buguoshiyinying。

wocengtoutoubaneizhangzhaopiannaxialaizangjinchouti，tahenkuaichajue，

batahuanleyizhanggengxinde——huanshangletamencengzaibalipaixiadeneizhang。tadingzhewo，

sangyindileng：“nibupeidongtadedongxi。”wozhanzaitamianqian，meiyouku，yemeiyouxiao，

zhishibaneizhangzhaopiancadegengganjingleyidian，fanghuileyuanchu。zaofanshiwozijizhude，

chufanganjingdaozhishengguowanpiaopendeqingxiang。yongrenbeitazaozaocitui，shuoshi“qingjing”。shijishang，

shitabuxiwangwairenkandaotataitaidecunzai。wohezhebaizhou，shoujipingmuliangleyixia，shiluyanzhoudeduanxin。

——wanshangqidian，peiwochuxicishanwanyan。womeihuifu。tacongbuxunwenwoshifouyuanyi，zhihuimingling。erzheici，

wozhidaozheichangwanyan，shiweitabande。meinianzheishihou，

lushijituandouhuijubanyichangyitamingmingdejinianjijinhuiwanyan，tahuidaizhewochuxi，xiangdaiyigetishenshangtai，

zhaogugongzhongqingxu。woshenzhilianyijianshuyuzijidelifudoumeiyou，

tarangwochuantashengqianzuixihuandeneiyijian——yixibinglansezhensizhangqun，shouyaosheji，qunbailiuchang，

fangfotahaihuozhe，zhishihuanlezhanglian。woheshangshouji，lakaiyiju。

neitiaoqunzibeituotiediguazaizuixianyandeweizhi，ganxibiaoqianhaizai，xiangcongweitunsedejiyi。

woturanjuedeweilifanqiyizhenexin，chongjinxishoujianganou，queshenmedoutubuchulai。jingzilidewo，

cangbai、qiaocui，yandiqingheiyipian。hetayidianyebuxiang。wohuanhuantaiqitou，kanzheneizhangjihumoshengdelian，

qingshengshuo：“goule。”woxuyaoziyou，bushimingyishangdetaitai，bushisheideyingzi，

bushitayonglaiweichijiniandegongju。wodakaichouti，fanchuneibenhongpidejiehunzheng，fengmianyibeifandefabai。

wokanleyiyanhezhaoshangwomenjujindexiaorong，ranhouditou，zhaodaoshoujitongxunlulilvshidelianxifangshi，

bolechuqu。dianhuajietongdeneiyike，wuwaideyushenghurantinglexialai。woyiweishihuanjue，quetingjianmensuoqingxiang。

luyanzhoutiqianhuilaile。tahuanhaoyifu，xizhuangbiting，zhanzaimenkoukanzhewo，muguangtingzaineibenjiehunzhengshang，

meixinhuanhuanningqi。“nizaizuoshenme？”tadishengwen，yuqilijiazheyisinandedebuan。womeiyouhuida，

zhishijiangjiehunzhengheshang，zhanqilai。“jinwandewanyan，wobuqu。”wozhishizhetadeyanjing。tamuguangzhouleng，

sangyindichen：“zheishitaderizi。”woqingqingxiaolexiao。“kewoshinitaitai。”tadezhijianqingzhanleyixia，

chenmobanshang，zhuanshenzouchumen。wotingjiantadejiaobushengzhujianyuanqu，suihoushimen“peng”deyishengguanshang。

wuneizhongxinxianrujijing。wozoudaochuangbian，qingqinglakaichuanglian。huibaidetiankongxia，yuyouluolexialai。

fengchuiguoneipingfangzaichuangbiandexiangshui，pinggaisongdong，yidiandianqingdao，yetihuangchubandi，

shunzhebolipingbihuanhuanxiahua。kongqilimimankailaiyigushuxiyoulingrenzuooudeweidao。wobishangyan，

qingshengshuo：“jinnian，wobudasuanyanle。”2taolidexumuwojujuechuxiwanyandeneitian，zhengzhengyiye，

luyanzhoudoumeiyouzaihuilai。shoujijingmoditangzaichuangtou，ananjingjing，lianyigeweijielaidiandoumeiyou。

tayixiangruci，yongchenmotidaihuiying，yongkongzhitidaigoutong。lingchensandian，wozuozaiketingdeshafashang，

shouzhiyibianbiandimosuozheneizhangjiehunzhengdefengpi。dengguanghunhuang，

zhizhangshangdehongsezaiyeselifangfoyetunquleshengqi，zhishengyicengbobodefengci。wonachushouji，

zhongxinfankaiguimifalaideneifengyoujian。fujianshisannianqiandeyiduanshipin。huamianyouxiemohu，

shizaiyijiakafeitingdejiankongli。luyanzhouzuozaijiaoluo，beiduizhejingtou，duimianzuozheyigenvren——baiyueguang，

tadefaweizaiyangguangxiafazheguang。tamenzhijiangezheyibeikafei，tajiangyimeijiezhidijita，taqueyaotou，

ranhouzhuanshenlikai。tadeshoujiangzaibankong，henjiudoumeiyoushouhuilai。wofanfukanlesanbian，disanbianshicaizhuyidao，

neimeijiezhi……hewoxianzaidaizaishoushangde，jingshiyimoyiyang。taconglaimeiyouweiwotiaoxuanguojiezhi。

wocengwenguota，weishenmewomendehunlishangmeiyoujiezhijiaohuanhuanjie，tazhidandanshuoleyiju：“hunyinshiqiyue，

buxuyaoxingshi。”xianzaixiangxiang，neibushixingshi，neishitashebudezaisongchuqudedongxi。qingchenliudian，

wochumenqianwangyijiaxinlizixungongzuoshi。neishiwoguimixinkaidexiaoxingshiwusuo，tashifalvzhuanyechushen，

jinjiniankaishizhuanzuohunyindiaojiehexinliganyu。tashuodemeicuo，

yuqijixuduozaizheiduanyayidehunyinliziwoneihao，buruzhudongchuji，zhishaozailikaizhiqian，

yaobashanghailianghuaweizhengju。“niquedingyaodazheichangzhangma？”tadijiwoyifenlihuncailiao，yanshenningzhong，

“nizhidao，tabuhuiqingyirangnilikai。”womeishuohua，zhishiqianshanglemingzi。chuangwaiyangguangzhenghao，

woquejuedexinliyinyunmibu。zouchushiwusuo，wodejiaobuyouxiepiao。chengshidejiedaoxuanxiaoermosheng，

meiyizhanglurendemiankongdouxianhuozhenshi，zhiyouwofangfoshenghuozaiyigejingzhidebolizhaoli，kanbujianweilai，

tingbujianhuiyin。wozoujinshangchang，zhunbeijizijimaiyitiaoxinqunzi。meiyourenpei，meiyourentiyijian，

danwoyijiuzhanzaishiyijingqian，fanfutiaoxuan、bidui、shichuan。zhongyu，woxuanleyitiaoheisezhangqun，

jiancaiganjingliluo，xiantiaojianjie，heguoquneigezongshichuanzhetaxihuanderouruanzhangqun、xiaobuluchidewo，

chedigaobie。fukuanshi，wodakaishouji，yinxingzhanghushangshengxiadeqianbingbuduo。

tameigeyuedingezhuanrudeshenghuofeiguding，chuqubiyaozhichu，suoshengwuji。wohuranyishidao，

lihunbuzhishiqinggandejuelie，gengshijingjidetuoli。zouchushangchang，gangtashangrenxingdao，

yiliangshuxideheisemaibahecongjiekoujichierlai，turanzaiwomianqianjicha。chechuangjiangxia，sijixiache，

tiwolakaihouzuo。womeiyoudong。“taitai，xianshengqingninhuijia。”sijiyuqipingjing，queburongzhiyi。

“wobushinimentaitaile。”wowangzheta，yuqipingjing。sijimeiyouhuiying，zhiditouzuochu“qing”deshoushi。

wotanlekouqi，zhuanshenxiangzou，quebeilingyiliangchedangzhuqulu。chechuanghuanhuanjiangxia，fujiashiweishangzuozhelumu，

yizhanghuazhejingzhizhuangrongdelianshangmanshibuyue。“nishidasuanrangyanzhouzaidongshihuishangbeirenxiaohuama？

nizhidaojinwanshishenmerizi？”woqingshengdao：“shitadejiri。”talengxiaoyisheng：“jiranzhidao，

jiubiezuorangrenexindeshi。nigaiqingchu，nixianzaihaidaizhelujiadexing。”wotaiqitoukanxiangta，

zuijiaomanmanyangqi。“kexi，wozhixiangzuowoziji。”huayinweiluo，wozhuanshenlikai，touyebuhui。

shenhouchuanlaiyishenglenghenghechemenzhongzhongdeshuaishangsheng。wozoulehaojiu，chuanguolianggejiequ，

zuihouzhanzaiyidonglaojiudejuminlouqian。zheishiwofumuliuxiadexiaofangzi，yizhimeishedemai。

zicongwojiajinlujiahou，tajiubeiwokeyiyiwangzaishenghuozhiwai。wodakaimen，shuxidemuxiangpumianerlai，

qiangjiaoduizhejibenwodaxueshiqideshu，chuangtaihailiuzhejiuhuaping，kongzhe，jilexiehui。wozuozaidibanshang，

bashouzhongdegouwudaifangzaiyibian，kaozaiqiangshang，renpingyangguangcongpojiudebaiyechuangfengxizhaojinlai，

yidiandianpashangwodelian。shoujizhendongleyixia，shiyitiaoweibaocunhaomadeduanxin。wodiankaiyikan，

shiluyanzhoufade。zhiyouduanduansigezi——niyidingyaozou？womeihuifu。zhijianquetingzaipingmushang，henjiuhenjiu。

chuangwaidefengkaishidaqilai，chuidongchuanglianyijiao，neipingxiangshuideweidaofangfoyezhongyusanjin。wokanzheneitiaoxinxi，

huranxiaole。nibushiyizhidoubuzaiyiwozoubuzouma？nibushizhizaiyitaliuxiameiyouma？xianzainiwenwo？

wanle。3fengyuyulaihuanghunliudian，tianbianxiangpoleyicengmo，houzhongdeyunyaderenchuanbuguoqi。

wozhanzaimuqinliuxiadelaofangzichuangqian，kanzhejiebianhunhuangdeludengliangqiyizhanyouyizhan。neizhandengzongshihuaide，

meicifengyichuijiushan，xiangjilewozheiduanhunyindeguang，mingmiebuding，queyizhiliangzhe，buzhidaoshizhizhe，

haishibeikun。menlingxiangle。womeiyoudong，zhishijingjingditingzheduifangnaixinyouchenzhededengdai。yifenzhonghou，

menzaicixiangqi，zheicibansuizheshuxideshengyin。“shiwo，shuyao，kaimen。”woqingqingxilekouqi，zouqukaimen。

menwaizhanzheguyanxiu，yijiuyishenjiandandexizhuang，meiyoulingdai，meiyanwenhe。tashiwodaxuedetongxue，

houlaichenglexinlizixunshi，yeshiweishubuduozhidaowohunyinzhenxiangderen。“nimeishiba？”takanzhewo，

muguangliduoleyifendanyou。“meishi，jiushibuxiangshuohua。”worangtajinlai，suishoujitadaolebeishui。

tameiyouduoshuoshenme，zhishizuozaiwoduimian，chenmodipeizhewo。kongqianjingxialai，

zhiyoulaojiukongdiaofachudediming。wohuranjuedeyouxiehuangran，xiangshibaofengyuqianduanzandeningjing。

guyanxiuzhongyukaikou：“wokandaoresoule。”woxinkouyijin。“nibeipaidaole。”tashuodehenpingjing，

“hetazaijietouzhengzhideshipin，yijingbeijianjichengleqingxujianjipian，zaigegepingtaifengchuan。”“sheifade？

”woshengyindiya。“nicai。”wodangranzhidaoshishei。luyanzhou。tayizhishishanzhangkongzhixushideren。

tabuzhengbuqiang，quezongnengrangjumianduitayouli。wodakaishouji，

xinwenbiaotiyitiaojieyitiaotiaochulai：——“lushizongcaiyufurenjietouzhengzhi，yiqingganweiji？

”——“hunyinzouxiangzhongdian？‘tishenshuo’beihouzhenxiangpushuomili！”——“baiyueguangdeyingzi，

huochenglexianshidexishengpin？”wodiankaipinglun，limianmashengyipian，youmawode，youtiwobuzhide，

youyinyangguaiqide，haiyouzhijiemawo“zhuangkelian”。wohuranxiangxiao。congwotarulujiadeneitianqi，

wojiubushiwole。wodemingzibeidanhua，wodeshengyinbeihulve，wodebiaoqingbeijiedu，wodeshenfenbeiwuhui。

xianzaiwozhongyushituzhengtuo，suoyourenquekaishiguanzhuwo“peibupeilikai”。“nixiangzenmeban？”guyanxiuwen。

woyaotou，“wobuzhidao。”“niruguohaiyouyu，tajiuyongyuanyouchoumajixukongzhini。”wowangzheta，

yanshenfase。“nibuzhidao，takeyihendaoshenmechengdu。”guyanxiumeiyoufanbo，

zhishicongbaolinachuyigewenjiandai，dijiwo。“zheishitamingxiadejibibumingxintuo，

haiyouyixiecaiwuzhuanzhangjilu，henzaozhiqianwojiuqingpengyoubangnichale，danneishihounibukenkan。”wojieguowenjian，

shouzhiyidunyidundifanzhe。diyiyeshangxiezhe：w.z.jiaoyujijin，shouyiren：wenzhilan。shitademingzi。

wodingzheneiyixingzi，liangjiumeidong。dierye，shiyifenyichanzhuanyixieyi，riqizailiangnianqian，

jijinhuichengliqianbannian，luyanzhougerenzhuruzijin——sanqianwanzheng，beizhu“tebiezhidingyongtu”。

“zheishitazaitalikaihouzuode。”guyanxiushuo，“tanazhenimingyizuogongguan，

basuoyouderongyaohetongqingjileta。”“tayijingsile。”“shi。”“neiwoni？”woshengyinfadou，

biqiangfasuan。guyanxiumeiyouhuida，zhishishenshouqingqingwozhulewodeshou。wozaineiyishunjian，

huranxiangqihenduonianqian，zaixuexiaotushuguanmenkou，tadunxialaibangwoxixiedai，yangguangcongtashenhouluoxia，

zhaodewozhengbukaiyan。woyiweineiyikeyijingwangle，yuanlaiyizhizaixindi。

“nibunengzaibeikunzaitajidelaolongli。”tashuo。“wozhidao。”wozhanqishen，zoujinfangjian，dakaiyiju，

nachuneitiaoheisezhangqun。wobushiqufutadewanyan，woshiqushouhuishuyuwodezunyan。guyanxiusongwodaodiantikou，

meiyouduowen，zhishidijiwoyimeiniukou。“congniwaitaoshangdiaode。”tashuo，“biediule。

”woditoukanzheneimeiniukou，shishenlansede，daizheyidianmosundehenji。wohuranxiangqi，

neishiluyanzhoutiwodingzhidediyijiandayidekouzi。neishihoutahaihuishuo：“nitaishou，dongtianyaochuanhouyidian。

”xianzaitazhihuishuo：“biechuxianzaigongzhongchanghe，yingxiangwomingsheng。”diantimenhuanhuanheshang，

wozaitawenhedezhushizhongxialou。chezishixianglushijituandehuizhanzhongxin，lushangdedengguangyizhanjieyizhanliangqi，

xiangjilezheizuochengshidebiaomianfanhua，erwozhongyuyaozouchuzheicengweizhuang，zhimiantahesuoyouweishandemuguang。

huizhanzhongxinwai，renshengdingfei，hongtanpudexiangyitiaoshouliedelujing。woxiacheqian，

ditoukanleyiyanshoulidebao——limianshilvshiqicaohaode《lihunxieyi》。woheshangbao，tuimenxiache。

taitouneiyike，wokanjiantazhengzhanzaitaijiezhishang，chuanzhebitingdexizhuang，xiongkoubiezhetashengqianzuiaidebaimeigui，

biaoqingpingjing，xiangshizaidengyigecongweiguilaideguren。wocaizhegaogenxie，yibuyibuzouxiangta。tayekanjianwole，

yanshenhurandongleyixia，suijiyouhuifupingjing。wotingzaitamianqian，yuqipingjingquejianding：“jinwan，huanwodengtai。

”takanzhewo，yanlidiyiciyouleliehen。4wutaidejintouhongtanzhishang，meiguangdengzhaozaiwolianshang，

xiangzhenyiyangzhajinpifu。meiyibu，wodoucaidegewaiwen。buzaishineigeditougenzaitashenhou，

shengpacaicuojiezoudeqizi；yebuzaishineigexuyaodengtahuitou、dengtahuiyingdeyingzi。wochuanzheheiselifu，

jianxiantingzhi，jibeibizhi，zaizhongrenzhushixiazoushangtai，zoujintajingxinbuzhide“jinianyishi”。

tazhanzaiwutaizhongyang，shouwomaikefeng，taixiameitizhongduo，shanguangdengpinfanliangqi，taquemuguangyizhiluozaiwoshenshang。

zhidaowotingzaitamianqian，tacaihuanhuanshouhuimuguang，kanxiangtaixia。“geweilaibin，ganxiejinwandechuxi。

”tadeshengyindichenyouli，“zheichangwanyan，shiweilejinianyiweicengjingshenkeyingxiangworenshengdenvshi。

”taixiayizhenmoaibandejijing。“tajiaowenzhilan，shiwoxueshengshidaizuizhongyaodepengyou，yeshiwoshiqudeaiqing。

”wopingjingdizhanzaiyice，xiangguowangmeiyiciyiyang，banyanzhepeijiao，tingtajiangshuguanyulingyigenvrendegushi。

“jintian，wojiangyitademingyishelilushiyixuezhuxuejijin，yongyuzhichiguoneihanjianbingertongzhiliaoyuyanjiu，

yexiwang，tadejingshennengjixuliuzaizheigeshijie。”tahuayingangluo，taixiaxiangqizhangsheng。wozhidao，

zheicaishitazuishanzhangdechangmian。tazaijuguangdengxiapingjing、wenzhong，shengyindieryouli，juzhiheyi，

suoyoudebeitongdouqiadaohaochu，wenroudidadongrenxin，youbuzhiyurangrenjuedechenzhong。tatianshengjiuhuibiaoyan。

wowangqianzouleyibu，zhandaoletadeshence，jieguogongzuorenyuandilaideziliao。“buchongyidianshuoming。

”womianduizhetaixiadezhongren，shengyinbugao，queqingxidichuanrumeiyigerendeerzhong，“zheifenjijindefaqiren，