juyuxiongjingxinchuangzuode《qiling：zenmebusuanshouyirenni？》shiyibukourenxinxiandeduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo。gushiyizhujiaohexiaoxinghejianguodechengzhangweixiansuo，tongguodutedexushufangshihelingrennanyiyuliaodejuqing，dailingduzhetansuolerenxing、mingyunheziyouyizhidefuzaguanxi。rumuzhichu，jieshiyipianmoshengjingxiang。bingfangdeqiangbishuazheyouxiebanbodebaiqi，shangtouyinyuekejianshuiziliuxiadeanhuanghenji，wanrusuiyueqiaorantangguodeleihen。……。
tadenaodaiyizhenjutong，tianxuandizhuanjian，wushumoshengdejiyiruchaoshuibanxiongyongguanru。
daixuanyunganshaoshaotunqu，tacaijingjuezijiyirandaoleyigexindeshijie。talaidaole1974niande**，yigecunzaiyuxingjilishishangyouzhecuicanwenmingdeguguodu，**。
erta，hexiaoxiaochengweile1974niandehexiaoxing。
yuanzhuhexiaoxingjinnian16sui，shishoudoujunqudayuanlideyimingdayuanzidi。
yuqitashenglonghuohu，zhengtianzhaomaodougou，beijiazhangyitiansanbiantizhegunzizhuidadedayuanzidibutong。hexiaoxingshigezaochaner，ziyoushentichanruo，shuyulinmeimeineiyiguade。
yinci，tazaidayuanzidideyanlishuyuyangwawa，zhikeyuanguanbukexiewanyan，fouzeyindehexiaoxingshengbingle，yidunzhusunchaoroushishaobulede。suoyi，hexiaoxingzaidayuanlihaizhenmeiyoushenmepengyou。
yuanzhuyeyehelaoyezishizhangonghehedekaiguojiangjun，zaiqianglindanyuzhongchuansuobansheng，wei**dechengliyuanwenlixialehanmagonglao。erjinsuiyinianmai，danshenshangneigujunrendeyinglangyuweiyanrengbujianfenhao，beishoujingzhong。
yuanzhunainaishigenongcunguniang，yuyeyedexiangshiyeshichongmanlexijuxing，zongjieyijuhuajiushimeijiuyingxiong。
yuanzhuyeyenainaiyigongshengle5gehaizi，sinanyinv，huoxialaidezhiyoulaodayejiushiyuanzhudefuqinhejianguo，yijizuixiaodeerzi，yuanzhudexiaoshuhejianjun。
yuanzhufuqinzaijunzhongxianzaiyeshigelvzhangle，changnianzhushoubianjiang，baojiaweiguo，xianshaoguijia，queyeshijiarenxinzhongdejiaoao。
yuanzhumuqinjiaolinwanqing，chushenzhongyishijia，danbenrenqueshigewaikedafu，yishujingzhan，rujinshijunquyiyuanwaikezhuren，mangliuyujiusifushangyixian。yuanzhuyoulianggegege，douzaijunzhong。
dagehexiaochen，jinnian25sui，zixiaojiuduijunlvshenghuochongmanxiangwang，shouyeyehefuqindexuntao，xinzhongzaozaolixiabaojiaweiguodezhuangzhi。nianjiqingqingbiantoushenjunlv，zaixibeijunqumopagunda，rujinyijingshifutuanzhangle。
ergehexiaoyang，jinnian21sui，yuanxianbingbuxiangruwude，xihuanwenxue，naihexingshisuopo，gaozhongbiyehouyejinrulebudui，rujinzainanfangmouhaijundangyiminglianjizhidaoyuan。
yuanbenhejiafumuyoulelianggeerzizhihoushimeiyoudasuanzaiyaoxiaohaide，danshimingliyoushizhongxuyou，hexiaoxinghaishilaile。
linwanqinghuaihexiaoxingdeshihouhuaixiangbuhao，jiashang7geyuedeshihouyiyuanzhuachulegetewu，zaizhuatewudeguochengzhongdaozhilelinwanqingzaochan。
erqieyuanzhushihejiazheisandairenliweiyideyigenvhaier，yincikeweishizhongxingpengyue，dianxingdejiaoyangzhezhangdade。
yuanzhuxiantiantiruo，yizhiyouwaizufuhewaizumuyijiaxixinzhaoliao。
waizufuyijianaizhongyishijia，shenanyangshengdiaolizhidao，duonianlai，pingjiezhezuchuandeyishuhejingxindiaopeideyaoshan，weihexiaoxingdiaoyangshenti，shidetasuitizhibujia，queyenengpinganchengzhang。
zaizhongduojiarenquanfangweidehehuxia，hexiaoxingyangchengledanchunshanliangdexingzi，duirenxindefuzaxianehaowufangbei。
hexiaoxingyinweishentideyuangu，xiaoxueshangxuesantiandayuliangtianshaiwang，bushizaiwaizufujiayangshentijiushiyinweibingqingjizaiyiyuan，yinciyemeiyoushenmetonglingxiaohuobaner。
nazhi，daolezhongxuehou，shentihaoyixiele，jieshiletongxuesuqian。
suqiandejialishiputongdegongrenjiating，danshizaizheigeniandai，qishiyebuputongle，fuqinshiroulianchangdezhengshigong，muqinshifangzhichangdelinshigong，yijiazaichenglishenghuodouyoujinxiang，biqitarenjiahaoduole。
dansuqiandemufumujidudezhongnanqingnv，renweijialideyiqiedoushierzide，laoleyaokaoerziyanglao，nverdoushipeiqianhuo。
yincizuoweijiazhongdedisigehaizi，disangenver，suqiancongxiaojiuhuikanfumuliansexingshi。
zaijialiyoulianggejiejieganhuodeshihou，suqianxiangduiguodemeiyouneimejiannan。
danshi，yinweiteshushiqidedaolai，suqiandedajietidagexiaxiangle，zouhouzaiwuyinxun。suqiandeerjieyinweiyaojidagequqi，duifangyaodecailitaigao，beifumujiajiyigeshazi，huanle100kuaidecaili。
lianggejiejiexiangjilijiahou，suqianderiziguodeyuefadejiannanqilai。tanengshangzhongxuehaishikuzheqiulaide，qiantishitameitiandebajialidehuodouganlecainengshangxue。
buguozicongtashangxuehoudingshangleyuanzhuhexiaoxing，bingqiebuduanditongguojiangshuzijidezhongzhongbuxing，jinerhuodeyuanzhudetongqinghou，yuanzhushibushihuibazijidelinghuaqianjisuqian，suqianzaijialiderizizhujianhaoleqilai。
bijing，tadeneiduizhongnanqingnvdefumuhaidengzhesuqiannengcongyuanzhuneilidaihuigengduodeqianni。
anlishuo，yuanzhuduisuqianzheimehao，zenmezheyenengcongsuqianneilihuodeyixieganjiba。
danshi，bingmeiyou。suqianyueheyuanzhuxiangchu，jiuyuejuedebuganhejidu。
pingshenmeyuanzhushoujinchongai？pingshenmeyuanzhuyaoshenmeyoushenme？pingshenmetameicixiangyaocongyuanzhuneilidedaoshenmedouyaoxianbazijideshangbajielujiyuanzhukan？pingshenmeyuanzhujitadongxideshihouyifushishe、gaogaozaishangdeyangzi？
zheixiewentitiantianjianaozhesuqiandexin。xiangshiyibahuoyiyang，yueshaoyuewang。
nageshaonvbuhuaichun，youqishitianzhenlanmandeyuanzhuhexiaoxing。
bishi，xuexiaoliyougezhangxiangjunlang、chengjiyouyidenanshengjiaosongyifei，tatantubufan，jushoutouzujiantouzhejifenwenyaqizhi，yixiazijiuxiyinleqingdouchukaidehexiaoxing。
danchunshanliangdeyuanzhusuiranduisongyifeiyoulehaogan，danbingmeiyouzuochushenmexingdonglai，ershijiangzijidexinshigaosulezijiyiweidehaojiemeisuqian。
suqianzhidaoyuanzhudexinsihou，yibianzaiyuanzhushenbianshuosongyifeiyouduomeduomehao，yuanzhuzheimeyouxiuyidinghuibeisongyifeixihuande。
yibianzijixiangsongyifeidadanshiai。nazhineisongyifeiyeshigewaiqiangzhonggande，xiangkaozhelirenshediaojinfenghuang，liangrenxiangjianhenwan，yipaijihe。biandasuanhemourangyuanzhuxianrusongyifeideaiqingquantao。ranhouyibuyibuzhangkongyuanzhu。
zhidaoneitian，suqianhesongyifeiyouzaigongyuanhebianluweicongzhongshangyiruhejinxingxiayibudeshihou，beiyuanzhuzhuangjian。bishiyuanzhutazhenjingdidengdashuangyan，buganxiangxinyanqianzheiyimu，manxindedoushibeihaoyouhexihuanderenbeipandebeifen。
suqianjianshiqingbailu，liansezhoubian，ersongyifeiyanzhongyeshanguoyisihuangluan。liangrenduishiyiyan，jingmoqidichaohexiaoxingbijin。
hexiaoxingjingkongdiwanghoutui，zuilizhandoudihanzhe：“nimen，nimenzenmenengzheiyang？”
suqianlenghengyisheng：“axing，niwuhuiwohesongdagele，womenzhishixiangjiniyigejingxi。”
hexiaoxingbeisuqiandeshuofazhenjingdaowuyifujia，mingmingzhiqiantamenlianggemimoudeneirongtadoutingdaole，zenmesuqianhainengshuochuzheiyangdehua。
hexiaoxingyishiliushenwuzhu，zhixianghuijia，qitulikaizhiji，beijiejindesuqianhesongyifeilanzhule。
“nimenyaoganshenme？fangkaiwo！”hexiaoxingpinmingfankang，leishuiduokuangerchu。
“axing，nitingwoshuo，wohesongdageganggangshuodeshibierendeshier，zhende，nixiangxinwo。”
“duiaduia，hexiaoxing，nibiewuhui，wohesuqianyezhishipengqiaopengjian，shuodeshiqingshibierendeshiqing，heniwuguan。”songyifeidefanyinghenkuai，shunzhesuqiandehualimashuolexiaqu。
“hexiaoxing，wotingsuqianshuonixihuanwo，woyizhidengzhenibiaobaini。zhenghaojintianwodayingle，womenjiaopengyouba。”
“bu，woyaohuijia，nimenrangkai。”lachezhijian，yuanzhuhexiaoxingbeierrentuixialeshui。suqianhesongyifeiyemeiyouxiangdaohexiaoxinghuiluoshui，lianxiangdaohexiaoxingdejiali，liangrenhaipadepaodiaole。
erlingyibian，hexiaoxiaofushenzhiji，zhengshihexiaoxingluoshuihoudeweijishike。yaobushizhenghaoyouluguoderenfaxianyourenluoshui，dashenghuhanjiaorenlaijiangyuanzhulaochulai，haibuzhidaoshizenyangyifanqingjingni。
hexiaoxiaoyouyouzhuanxing，haiweiconghunluandesixuzhongwanquanqingxing，jiutingjianerbianchuanlaiyizhenjiaojidehuhuan：“xiaoxing，nixingle？taihaole，hesimamale！”linwanqingyankuangfanhong，jinjinwozhehexiaoxiaodeshou，fangfoyisongshoutajiuhuizaicixiaoshi。
hexiaoxiaotaiyanwangqu，zhijianzhouweishilvexianpojiuqueganjingzhengjiedebingfang，qiangbishangshuazheyouxiefanhuangdebaiqi，jizhangmuzhizhangyikaoqiangbaifang，shangtouhaidazhejijianjundayi。
chuangbian，chulemuqinlinwanqing，haiyoujigeshenzhejunzhuangdezhangbei，yanshenguanqie，xianglaishihejiadeqinqi。
hexiaoxiaozhanglezhangzui，houlonggansetengtong，fachudeshengyinweiruoshaya：“ma……”
linwanqingmangbudiediduanqiyipangdeshuibei，xiaoxinyiyidijiangxiguandidaotazuibian：“lai，hedianshui，manmanshuo。”
hexiaoxiaohelejikoushui，runlerunsangzi，danaofeisuyunzhuan，tazhidao，congzheiyikeqi，tajiushihexiaoxingle，yaozaizheigemoshengyouchongmantiaozhande**70niandai，daitiyuanzhuhexiaoxinghuoxiaqule。haiyaoliyongzijilaizixingjidezhishi，weizheigeshidaizuodianshenme。
“wohuidaitinihaohaohuoxiaqude。zaizheigexindeshijie。”hexiaoxingzaixinlimomoshuodao。
hexiaoxingzhengzaixinlipansuanzhejiexialaiyaozenmeheyuanzhuyijiarenxiangchudeshihou，jiuwendaoyigudandandexiangwei，neixiangweishunzheweifengyouyoupiaolai，shunjiangoudongletadeshiyu。
zaixingji，hexiaoxingjinshideweiyilaiyuanshiyingyangye，haishineizhongmeiyoushenmeweidaode，meiyouyansededijiyingyangye，nengbaofujike。tingshuogaojiyingyangyeyouhenduokouwei，bujinnengbaofuhainengfuweijingshen。huangxingshangkebuhuiyouneizhonggaojidedongxi。
hexiaoxingzhuanguotouxunzhaoxiangweidelaiyuan，faxianshilinwanqingzhengzhanzaibingchuangqiandejuzishang，dakaileyigeshihe，xiangweishicongshihechuanchulaide。
jianhexiaoxingzhuanguotoulai，“xiaoxing，qilaihedianzhouba，ninainaizaijiatedijiniaode，fanglehenduohongtangde。”
hexiaoxingchengzheruanmianmiandeshentizhunbeiqishendeshihou，beilinmuganjinjifuzhule，“xiaoxing，manyidian，nigangxing，mamabangni。”
hexiaoxingxiayishidexiangduo，dansuijifanyingguolai，zijiyijingbushihuangxingshangdehexiaoxiaole，mianqiandezheigeshitademama，tajiaoweijiangyingdejiezhelinmudelidaozuodaolechuangshang。
linwanqingjiangzhouduandaolehexiaoxingmianqian。zhoudereqitengtengdiwangshangyong，mohuletadeshixian。taxiaoxinyiyidijieguoneiwanzhou，zhijianzhouaodenongchoushiyi，milikekebaoman，yinweiduofanglehongtang，ersezeanhong，zaireqideyinyunxiafanzhewenrundeguangze，rangneiyuanbensudandemizhouduolejifentianmideziwei。
hexiaoxingshuangshoupengzhewan，kanzheyanqianzheiwanpuputongtongdezhou，buzhizende，yankuangqueturanshirunle。zaixingjideshihou，shiwudaduoshijingguogezhonggaokejijiagong、yingyangpeibijingquedehechengwu，suirannengmanzushentisuoxu，queshaolezheiyangyifenzhipodewennuan。
tanaqishaozi，qingqingyaoqiyishaozhou，songrukouzhong。wenredezhoushuiliuguohoulong，yuntiezhekongdangdangdechangwei，neigunuanyishunjianchuanbianquanshen，qusanleshentidepibei。
hexiaoxingbishangyanjing，zixidehuiweizhekouzhongdeziwei，bingananfashi，zijiyidingyaochibianzheigeshijiedesuoyoumeishi，fangbugufuzheichangqiyu。
yaobuzenmeshuoni，yigechihuodeyangcheng，zenmehuimeiyouyidianzhengzhaoni？
