《qingsiaiwang,xiabeiziyebuyaozaijian》dejuqingwanyanquzhe,fubimaidehao,linmanmansongxingyuzuoweizhujiao,meiyigerenwudouyoutachuxiandeyiyi,henbangdeyibenshu,zhuyaojiangshudeshi:woxintengta,rangtabielianle。taqingwenwomeixin,shuoweilewotaganzhiruyi。houlai,tazhendelianchengleshuishuxifashu。meirihuadaliangshijianqinzizaihai……
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hunlixianchang,weihunfufuwenyenazhewomaidejiehunjiezhi,qiuqulebaiyueguanglijiaojiao。
wonazhepenghuashouzuwucuo,chuliansongxingyuzhanlechulai。
nazheyongxintouxueririjiaoguandezhubaoweipin,quwoweiqi,zaichangderenwuyibujingtan。
hunhougengshiduiwochongaiyoujia,zaiyinengjiewurenbuxianmuwo。
wobenyiweiyibeizidounengzheiyangxingfuxiaqu。
sheicengxiang,xintouxuedeziyangquerangwoyiwaihuodeleduxinshudenengli。
“zheizhanglian**rangwofanwei!buguandenghaizhenbuxing!”
“yaobushinidepolinghenengrangjiaojiaojinshengyinengjiewangzhe,nijiushi**lezhanzaiwomianqian,laozidoubuxipengni?”
“weilejiaojiao,bieshuogenzheigesinvrenshui,jiushiyaowodeming,woyeganzhiruyi。”
leishuibushoukongzhidihualuo。
woyuanyiweitaduiwodeai,yeruxintouxueneibanzhire。
meixiangdaozhishiyichangyiwoweiqiaodutaxinaizhirendepianju。
jiruci,zheichanghunyinjiuyouwoqinzijieshu。
wodadiaofuzhongtaier,liuxialihunxieyishu,bugaoerbieneitian,taquefengle。
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“baobao,nihaomei,wozheibeizizuixingyundeshijiushiquleni。”
liaorendeyesexia,songxingyujijidiguanledeng,jiangwoyazaishenxia,wenroudewenxiximimidiluozaiwodebozishang、suogushang。
zhengdangwomanmanlunxianshi,turanqingqingchuchuditingjianletazhenshidexinyin。
“zheizhanglian**rangwofanwei!buguandenghaizhenbuxing!”
“yaobushinidepolinghenengrangjiaojiaojinshengyinengjiewangzhe,nijiushi**lezhanzaiwomianqian,laozidoubuxipengni?”
“weilejiaojiao,bieshuogenzheigesinvrenshui,jiushiyaowodeming,woyeganzhiruyi。”
woshiyinengjieqianzainanyudeshenglingtizhi,zhiyaohewojiaohe99ci,xiquwodelingheweilijiaojiaofuxia,tabiankechenggongjinji。
yuanlai,woshiruozhenbaodexingfudaotoulaizhishiyichangpianju。
woyiweidejiushu,jiangwodarugengshendediyu。
yanleibushoukongzhididiaoxialai。
“baobao,nizenmele?”
songxingyuhuangmangkailedeng,yanlidetengxikuaiyaoyichulai。
tadechongaiyiruwangxi,danwodexinyijingwuburele。
“meishenme,youzhichongzifeidaoyanlile,woquxixi。”
wotaishoucaleyixiayanjing,chuanyizoulechuqu。
xishoujianli,wohaoburongyizhizhudeyanleiyouliuxialai。
wofanfumocengzheshoushangdehunjie,zuihouhenhenbaxialaishunzhematongchongxiaqu。
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cirizaoshang,songxingyuxiangwangchangyiyangchumenqianqinleyixiawodeyoulianjia。
“baobao,wochumenshangbange,nizaijialiyaoguaiguaidee。jidechifan,wanshangwohuizaodianhuilaiwomenyiqiguoshengri。”
tazhilezhibingxiang。yilianwenrou。
womenshiyinjuzaiputongrenleizhijiandeyinengzhe,biaomianshangheputongrenmeishenmeliangyang。
tashilvshi,woshizaijiabangongdeziyouzhuangaoren。
yinweiwolaoshibuanshichifan,youchibuguanwaimai,tameitianlingchenwudiandouhuizhunshixinglai,weiwozuohaozaowucanfangzaibingxianglicaiqushangban。
woyuanyiweizheishitaduiwobubiandechongai,haixingfudibazheiyimuxiejinwozuixindexiaoshuo。
songxingyuyiqianshiwobixiasuoyouwanmeinanzhudeyuanxing,kexianzaiwozhijuedeexin。
dengtachumenhou,wobataliudefancaiquanbudabaorengjinlelouxiadelajitong。
jintianshisongxingyudeshengri,wanshangwohaishidingleshengridangaodengtahuilai。
yinweizheishiwozuihouyiciweitaguoshengri。
dengdaobadian,zhidenglaileyitiaoxinxi:“baobao,wohaiyougeanziyaochuli,mingtianjiuyaokaitingle,nibiedengwole,ehuailewohuixintengde。”
kemingmingbangexiaoshiqian,woshuadaolelijiaojiaodexiaohongshu,tafalezhanghesongxingyupengzheshengridangaodehezhao。
tamenliangdelianjinjintiezaiyiqi,lijiaojiaochuanzhelujianzhangqun,suogujianyipiancaomeiyuan。
tengtongxiangmayiyiyangmimimamapashangxinzang。
他是我捡来的孤儿。
buzhidaozijideshengri,jiubawomenchujianderizidangzuoshengri。
tacengshuo:“wanghousuoyoudeshengri,wodouzhiyaomanmanpeiwoguo,yinweimanmanshiwozuizhongyaoderen。”
keshirujintaqueranglijiaojiaopeitaguoshengri,haipianwozaijiaban,kecengjidebanfendangchudeshiyan?
wochuixiayanmou,mianwubiaoqingdiyikoukouwazhedangao。
dangshidewoshihunluopo,liandangaoliyoutaoroudoumeiyoufaxian,yikouqibazhenggedangaoquanchile。
woduitaoziyanzhongguomin,nengxiukedeneizhongchengdu。
meibangexiaoshiwodelianzhongdelaogao,huxibiandeyuelaiyuejicu。
qingjizhixiawojisongxingyufalexiaoxi。
“manman,nizenmele?wosongniquyiyuan。”
meiguoduojiu,taganhuilaibaoqiwojiuwangwaizou。
jiuzaizheishi,lijiaojiaodalaidianhua。
“xingyugege,wolengkongqiguomin,biyanyoufanle,ninengguolaipeipeiwoma?”
songxingyudeyanlishanguoyisiyouyu,danjinjinzhishiyishun,mashangtadeyanshenyoubiandejianding。
tabawofangzaishafashang,dale120,ranhoujiucongcongzoule。
woshangciwushitaozixiukedeshihou,tamingmingquanchengzaichang,bushibuzhidaohuiyaoming。
zhishiwozaitaxinlidediwei,yongyuanbibushanglijiaojiaozhongyao。
suoyi,tacaihuiyiciyouyicixuanzelijiaojiao。
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wozaiicuqiangjiuleyitianyiye,duokuitineidelinghehuticaijianhuiyitiaoming。
yixinglai,kanjiansongxingyuqiaocuidelian,yixiangaiganjingdetahuzilazha。
“manman,nizhongyuxinglaile,hesiwole,niyaoshizhenyoushenmeshiwogaizenmebana?”
tayanlidejiaojihetengxineimezhen,keshiwozaiyebuhuixiangxin。
“manman,nibieshengqi,jiaojiaoshenziruo,wohetashitongyigegongside,bunengkanzhebubangmang。woyemeixiangdaonihuizheimeyanzhong,buranwokendingbuhuidiuxianide。”
songxingyukanwoyizhimeihangsheng,jimangjieshi。
kewotingjiantadexinyinjiandingdishuo:“wulunshenmeshihou,jiaojiaozaiwozheili,doulingjiayuyiqiezhishang,nigentagenbenmeifabi。”
我扯出一抹苦笑。
“meishi,wozhidaode。”
我淡淡回应。
“wodemanman,xindizuishanliangle,zenmeban?yuelaiyueainile。”
songxingyuzaiwomeixinluoxiayigelianxidewen。
wobishangyan,landezaikantayanxi。
yijuexinglaijiukanjianlijiaojiaocaizheyishuanghentiangao,jugaolinxiadifushizhewo。
“linmanman,wunianqianfuwenyexuanzelewo,wunianhousongxingyuyexuanzelewo。niyongyuandoushiwodeshouxiabaijiang。”
“zhengoubuyaoliande,nigun,wobuxiangkanjianni。”
zaicikanjianzheigeyaoyandenvren,woqidezuoleqilai。
“songxingyuaideshiwo,nijiusuanqingjinsuoyouyedebudaotadexin,erwozhiyaogougoushouzhi,tajiuhuiguaiguaiguolai。”
lijiaojiaochuanzheyijiandixiongduanqun,tadeshouzhiyouyiwuyidihuaguobaixidexiongkou,guyijiwokantabozishangdeliuyuediaozhui。
songxingyubozishangyeyouyitiaoyimoyiyangde。
wocengwentashiyoushenmeteshuyiyi?
tatantandangdangdidashiwangmudeyiwu。
menwaichuanlaijiaobusheng,lijiaojiaoturanyanshenyizhuan,duanqiyibeireshuidijiwo。
kuaishendaowomianqianshi,taguyiqingdaobeizi,bashuisazaizijishoushang。
“啊,好痛。”
talianseyibian,weiquwugudiwangzhewo。
“皎皎,怎么了?”
songxingyujiaojidichongjinlai,xintengdibalijiaojiaolanjinhuaili。
“xingyugege,wozhibuguokanmanmanjiekouke,xiangjitadaobeishui,jieguo......tatuilewoyiba。”
lijiaojiaolihuadaiyudiwozaisongxingyuhuaili,kanxiangwodemuguangqueyinxianhendu。
“linmanman,nibunengyinweishengbinglejiuduijiaojiaofapiqia,tahaoxinguolaikanni。”
songxingyubufenqinghongzaobai,lengzhelianchaowodahou。
tazhiqianconglaibuhouwode,wodebiziyisuan。
bunengku,wosisididingzhetianhuaban,biezhuyanlei。
“xingyugege,wodeshouhaotonga。”
lijiaojiaozhouzhelianduisongxingyusajiao。
“jiaojiaobuku,womashangdainiqukanyisheng。”
songxingyudeyanshenwenroudekeyidichushui。
tameiyouzaikanwoyiyan,yiliantengxidiyongzhelijiaojiaozoule。
womanmanwanqishitoudekutui,faxiantuishanghongleyidapian。
tangqileyichuanshuipao,huoliaobanditeng。
danzheiyuanbibushangwodexintong。
tadeyanlixinlizhiyoulijiaojiao,dangrankanbudaoneibeireshuitongshiyetangshanglewo。
手机响起提示音。
“aman,zhiqiangennishuodeneijianshikaolvdezenmeyangle?”
shixiongzhidaowoaiziyou,qianduanshijianyaoqingwohetayiqilvjuxiezuo。
“我答应你。”
yiqianwoshebudesongxingyu,yizhimeixiadingjuexin。
danxianzaiwozhixiangmashanglikaita。
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chuyuanhuijiahou,wobatasongwodedongxiyijiyouguanwomendedongxiquanbuzhaochulai,yongyanbaoshushaoweihuijin。
我开始收拾行李。
zaiyijuzuishenchuouranfaxianleyigeshangsuodemuxia。
我从未见过。
woyongposunshudakaileneigemuxia,limianshiyimeifensedehailuozhenzhujiezhi。
zheizhongzhenzhujiqihanjian,meiwuwanzhihailuozhongcainengzhaodaoyike,quanqiumeiniandechanliangzhiyou600ke。
youqishizheizhongzhengfenzhengyuandegengshinande。
wobenyiweitashitoutousongjiwodejingxi。
qunianxiatian,yixiangzuipashuidesongxingyukulianshuishuxifashu。
yinweiwoxiangyaoyikehailuozhenzhu。
woxintengta,rangtabielianle。
taqingwenwomeixin,shuoweilewotaganzhiruyi。
houlai,tazhendelianchengleshuishuxifashu。
meirihuadaliangshijianqinzizaihaidixunzhaohailuozhenzhu。
tashuohuijiangtazuochengyimeijiezhi,zaiwomende5zhounianjiehunjinianrisongjiwo。
keshidangwokanjianjiezhineiquankeleljj。
lijiaojiaoshouzimudesuoxie。
瞬间泪流满面。
yuanlai,tazaojiuzhaodaole,zhishiyaosongderenbushiwo。
woshuangxiyiruan,guizaidishang,sisiwuzhuxinzangdeweizhi。
yihouzheilibuhuizaitongle。
womaihaole61xiaoshihoudejipiao。
womenrenshihoudedi61tian,shitadiyicixiangwogaobaiderizi。
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“baobao,jintianshiwomen5zhouniandejiehunjinianri。dengwoe,laogongmashanghuilai。”
kandaosongxingyudexinxi,wocaixiangqijiehunjinianri。
“嗯。”
我随手回了一个字。
zaiwangshangbaxingxingtuoyundeshiqinggaoding。
xingxingshiwoyangdechabeiquan。
wobuyuantagenzheigeexinxuweidenanrenjixushenghuozaiyiqi,woyaodaitazou。
“baobao,wohuilaila。”
songxingyupengzheyidashuhongmeiguijinmen,xiaozhejiangyibaliangjingjingdecheyaochifangzaiwoshouxin。
“baobaoduibuqi,shilaogongmeiyong,nixihuandehailuozhenzhuwomeinengzhaodao。weilemibuni,wojinitileyiliangxinche。”
kemingmingneikehailuozhenzhujiuzangzaiyijuzuishenchu。
wolenglengdikanzheta,tayanlideshenqingnongdehuabukai。
yuanlaibuaiyigerenyekeyizhuangdaozheizhongdibu。
“谢谢。”
wozhuanshenbayaochirengjinlechouti。
“baobao,nihaoxiangbutaigaoxing,zenmele?”
songxingyubaworoujintahuaili,wenroudiquanzhuwo。
xiangwangchangyiyangfumozhewodetoufa。
“woyoudianbushufu,xianshuile。”
wotuikaita,jingzhizoujinlewoshi。
“baobao,lai,hedianreshuihuihaoshouyixie。”
buyihuier,songxingyugenjinlai。
tajiangwocongchuangshangfuqilai,weiwoheleyixieshui。
我迷迷糊糊喝下了。
henkuaijiuganjuequanshenzaore,zhiyoutiezhesongxingyucaihuishufuyixie。
“baobao,nihaomei,niduiwoyongyuanyouzhimingdexiyinli,wohuiyongyuanaini。”
songxingyudingdingdiwangzhewo,yanliranshanglejifenqingyu。
“di99ci,zuihouyicile,zhongyudengdaozheiyitianle,mashangjiukeyinadaotadelinghexianjijiaojiaole。”
zuishenqingdewaibiaoxia,quezangzhezuiwocuodexinsi,woqingqingchuchuditingdaoletadexinyin。
weileranglijiaojiaochengweiwangzhe,tajingranjiwoxiale**。
tamingzhi,meibeitaxiquyicilinghe,wodeshoumingbianhuijianshaoyinian。
99ci,jiushi99niana。
wokenengmashangjiuhuisizaitamianqian。
xinzangrutongzhuirubingjiao,wonuliyonglizhikezhizhujianshikongdeshenti。
songxingyupawofankang,xialedajiliangdeyao。
wogenbenshibuchuyinengjiuziji。
zhinengyanzhengzhengdibeitayazaishenxia,beipochengshou。
wojinjinyaozhuxiachun,changdaoleyiguxingtiandeweidao。
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linghebeisongxingyuwanquanxizou,woyuanqidashang。
ciriqilaiyiliantulehaojikouxianxue。
wodiediezhuangzhuangdipaoquyiyuanjiancha,quezhuangjianlegangcongyishengbangongshichulaidesongxingyuhelijiaojiao。
wolimayongzuihouyisiliqiyinqushenxing。
“jiaojiao,linmanmanshangzhoudejianchajieguochulaile,tahuaiyunle。”
“太好了。”
“xianzaiwoyijingshunlinadaolinghele,zhiyaodenghaizichushenghouyihaizideqihunliupoqidong,linghejiunengweinisuoyong,zhunichengweidingjiwangzhe。”
“xingyugege,niduiwoyetaihaole,jiaojiaozuizuizuiainile。”
lijiaojiaobajiqinlesongxingyuyidakou。
songxingyuwenroudiyutashizhixiangkou。
tamenxiaorongtianmidichuanguowodeshentizouyuanle。
liliangyongjin,woxianchuxingti,zhongzhongshuaizaidishang。
weileneigenvren,talianzijihaizidoubufangguo。
dunshiganjuehunshenxueyedaoliu。
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xinglaihou,wofaxianzijibeisongqulebingfang。
shoujibutingdizhendong,songxingyufalehenduoxinxijiwo。
“baobaonizaina?woyouyigetiandadehaoxiaoxiyaoqinkougaosunie。”
“baobaonimeichushenmeshiba?wohaodanxinni。”
“baobao......”
我说我等会回去。
huiquzhiqian,wozhunbeihaolelihunxieyishu,bingquleyitangyiyuanfuchankezuoleqinggongshoushu。
wotuozhexuruodeshentidengtadaoshidian,bendasuanrangtaqianzi。
dantachichiweigui,yemeiyourenheyitiaoxiaoxi。
问他在哪?
tahui:“baobao,jiaojiaojiatingdianle,wanshangtahaipa,woqupeipeita,mingtianzaihuilaie,aini。”
我的心彻底死了。
balihunxieyishuheduotaishoushutongyishufangzaiwomenyonghuanshudazaodekongjian。
daishangxingli,touyebuhuidilikailezheigewomengongtongshenghuolewuniandejia。
songxingyuhelijiaojiaoyiyechanmiandaodiertianzhongwucaihuilai。
yijinmen,jialikongkongdangdang。
tayiweilinmanmanchumenle。
jiutoutouranglijiaojiaolaijialisihui。
zaitamendehunchuangshangdahanlinlidigunchuangdan。
zheiyiqie,wodouyonghuanjingshukandeqingqingchuchu。
wojiangzheiyimufengcunzaiyikeshuijingqiuli。
yongyinianfajiyinengjiezhangkongzhelishu。
zhidaodiertianwanshanglinmanmanyiranmeiyouhuilai。
songxingyufaxianshuyulinmanmandedongxiquandoubujianle。
tafengleyiyangdedadianhuajilinmanman,kedoutishishikonghao。