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qinshoutuikaideta，rujinrangwotongchexinfeishiyibukourenxinxiandeduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，youxuwenqinglichuangzuo。gushiyishenzhiweiguchengzewenxuchenweizhongxinzhankai，jieshileyigelingrenshenwangdeshijie。suizhejuqingdetuijin，shenzhiweiguchengzewenxuchenbuduanmianlintiaozhanhekaoyan，tongshiyefaxianlezijineixindezhenzhengliliang。zheibu5wozhijianzaihongmuzhuomianshangqingkou，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，dapolebangongshidejijing。“chadezenmeyangle？”zhulilinlituiletuiyanjing，jiangyifenbusuantaibodebaogao……jiangrangnichenjinqizhong，wufaziba。

精彩章节

1jiehunsannian，shenzhiweizaiwoyanzhongbuguoshiwenshundetusihua，lilewodebihubianwufacunhuo。

zhidaotapingjingdiqianxialihunxieyi，xiaoshidewuyingwuzong。sannianhou，

tayixinruikejigongsiceodeshenfenjingyanhuigui，shenbiangengbanzhewenroutitiedehuhuashizhe。wo，guchengze，

zheicaijingjue，wodezhuiqihuozangchang，caiganggangkaishi。2hongmubangongzhuoshang，

neifenyoumoweigandelihunxieyishusanfazhezhizhangteyoudebinglengqiwei。wo，guchengze，cikejiuzuozaizhuohou，

zhijianqingkouzhezhuomian，xinliyongdongzheyisibuyichajuedefanzao。shenzhiweizhanzaiwoduimian，gezhekuandadezhuomian，

shenyingxiandeyouxiedanbo。zheisannian，tasihumeishenmebianhua，yijiushineifuwenshunanjingdemoyang，

haoxiangwoshuoshenme，tadouhuidiantou。wobaqianhaozidexieyituiguoqu，

zhizhangzaiguanghuadezhuomianshanghuachuyixiaoduanjuli，tingzaitashoubian。“qianba。”wodeshengyinmeishenmewendu，

huoxuhaidaizheyisibunai。zheichanghunyin，zhongyuyaojieshule。wocengyiwei，yigecongxiaobeijiaoyangzhangda，

hunhouyoubeiwo“tuoshanzhaogu”denvren，likaiwo，likaigujia，huishiduomedehuangluanwucuo。

tacongbushezuwodeshangyequanzi，shenzhilianjialideshuidianfeizhangdandouyouwozhulichuli。wolisuodangrandirenwei，

tajiushiyizhuxuyaobihudetusihua，meilewodedashu，tahuikuwei。tashenchushou，zhijianyouxieliang，

qingqingnianqineijizhangzhi。wokanzheta，shitucongtalianshangzhaochuyidiandianbushe，huozheyuandui，napashifennuyehao。

shenmedoumeiyou。tazhishichuizheyan，jiemaozaibaixidelianjiashangtouxiadandandeyingzi，

ranhounaqiwosuishoufangzaiyipangdegangbi。bijianhuaguozhizhang，fachushashadeqingxiang，

zaizheiguofenanjingdebangongshili，xiandegewaiqingxi。woturanyouxiebunai，zheinvren，

lianlihundouzheimemomocengceng，haoxiangduozhengzhongqishiyiyang。“shenzhiwei，”wokaikou，

yuqilidaizheguanyoudechaofeng，“bieyiweimeileni，wohuizenyang。niyebiewangle，likaigujia，

nishenmedoubushi。”woyiweitahuitingxia，huitaitoukanwo，huifanbo，huozhezhishaohuiliuluchushoushangdeshenqing。

raner，tazhishidunledunbijian，suijiyoujixuliuchangdixiexialetademingzi。neisangezi，qingxiu，queyemosheng。

qianwanzuihouyigezi，tafangxiabi，jiangxieyizhengqididiehao，qingqingtuihuidaowomianqian。zhenggeguocheng，

tameiyoukanwoyiyan，fangfowozhishigewuguanjinyaodebeijingban。tazhongyutaiqitou，muguangpingjingdiluozaiwolianshang，

queyouhaoxiangchuantoulewo，kanxianglegengyuandedifang。neishuangcengjingshengmanduiwodeyilaiheaimudeyanjing，

cikekongdeheren，zhaobuchuyisibolan，haoxiangyiwangshenbujiandidegujing，lianyisilianyidoumeiyou。

danzheifenkongdongli，yousihuzangzhemouzhongshuobuqingdaobumingdejianrenhe……jietuo。zheizhongkongdong，

fanerrangwoxinlimomingdiduleyixia。tajiuzheimekanzhewo，bushuohua。wobeitakandeyouxiebuzizai，

zhoulezhoumei：“zenme，haixiangcongwozheilinazoudianshenme？”taqingqingyaoleyaotou，zuijiaosihuqiandongleyixia，

dankuaiderangwoyiweishicuojue。“guchengze，”takaikou，shengyinhenqing，yehenping，“meishenme。

zhuni……dechangsuoyuan。”shuowan，tazhuanshen，yibuyibu，zoudeyichangpingwen，meiyousihaoliulian。

gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyin，du，du，du，meiyixiadouxiangcaizaiwoyuliaozhiwaidemougedianshang。

zhidaobangongshidemenbeitaqingqingheshang，fachu“kada”yishengweixiang，wocaihuiguoshen。

wonaqineifenqianhaodexieyi，kanzhetajuanxiudeziji，xinlineidianmomingdefanzaoyoushengtengqilai。tusihua？

lilewodebihubianwufacunhuo？wolenghengyisheng，jiangxieyirengjinchouti。yehao，shengdeaiyan。tahuihouhuide。

buchusantian，tajiuhuifaxian，waimiandeshijie，yuanbitaxiangxiangdeyaocanku。daoneishi，tahuikuzhehuilaiqiuwode。

woduanqizhuoshangdekafei，minleyikou，shituyaxianeigushuobuqingdaobumingdeqingxu。chuangwaiyangguangzhenghao，

wodexinqingquemeiyoulaidiyouxieyinmai。suanle，yigewuguanjinyaodenvreneryi。

wonaqizhuligangsongjinlaidewenjian，qiangpozijitourugongzuo。zhishi，shenzhiweiqianwanzihouneigeyanshen，

haiyouneijuqingpiaopiaode“dechangsuoyuan”，zongshibuheshiyidizaiwonaohailidazhuan，

xiangyigenzhabujinquyebabuchulaideci。zhenshikexiao，woguchengze，zenmehuibeiyigeqifuyingxiangxinqing。

3sannianhoudexingyefenghui，huichangneiyouxiemenre。wosonglesonglingdai，duiyichengshouceshangdeneirongxingzhiqueque。

qianmianjijiagongsideyanjiang，fashankechen。“jiexialai，youqing‘xingtukeji’chuangshirenjianceo，

shenzhiweinvshi。”zhuchirenhuayingangluo，woduanzhekafeibeideshoutingzaibankong。shenzhiwei？

wojihuyiweizijitingcuole。dengguanghuijuchu，yigeshenzhemibaisexizhuangtaoqundenvrenzouxiangjiangtai。shenzitingba，

bulvchenwen，lianshangshizhiyehuadeqianxiao，daizhejifenshuli。neizhanglian，queshishenzhiwei，

queyoumoshengderangwoxinkouweijin。jiyizhongneigezongshichuizheyanmou，shuohuadoudaizheqieyidenvren，

cikezhoushenjingyouyizhongporendeqichang，xiangyibachuqiaodelijian。“dajiahao，woshishenzhiwei。

”tadeshengyintouguomaikefengchuanchu，qingxi、lengjing，burongzhiyi。dapingmuliangqi“xingtukeji”debiaozhi，

yijiyanjiangzhuti——“aifunengxiadexinlingshoushengtaibihuan”。woyanpiyitiao。xinlingshou，aifuneng，

zheizhengshigushijituanqixiazigongsijinqidegongjiannanti，tourujudaquejinzhanhuanman。wodaoyaokankan，

tanengshuochushenme。shenzhiweikaishichanshu，tiaolifenming，shujuxiangshi。

tatichude“yonghuxingweilujingzhonggouyuzhinengpipeixitong”，zhijixingyehexin，

jingzhunpouxilexianyoumoshidepingjing。huichangneiyaquewusheng，zhiyuxiatadeshengyin。

lianwoshenpangyixiangzishishengaodejishuzongjian，yebuzijuedishentiqianqing，meiyujianxianshiningzhong，erhoujianjianshuzhan，

touchujifenyayi。dangshenzhiweizhanshichu“xingtukeji”yiluodideshidianxiangmushuju，

yijineitaowanzhengdejishujiejuefanganshi，wogandaoxiahejinbeng。zheitaofangan，ruogushinengzaobannian……bu，

napasangeyuededao，shichanggejukongpazaoyigaixie。tatichudechuangxinfangan，meiyigelundian，

dourangwogandaolianshangwuguang，**lade。“zhei，jiushiwomenxingtukejidedaan。”shenzhiweijieshuyanjiang，

yuqipingjing，yanshenliqueyouburongbiandezixin。taixiazhangshengzhouqi，jingjiubuxi。wozuozaiyuanwei，

diyiciruciqingxidiganshoudaoheweizhenjing，hewei……cuobai。shenpangdezhulixiaoliyonggebozhouqingchuwo，

yazhesangzi，nanyanxingfen：“guzong，zheigexingtukejitaiqiangle！tamendefangan，

jianzhijiushiweiwomenliangshendazaode！womenbixuzhengquhezuo！”hezuo？wodechunjiaogouqiyisijidande，

jinhuzichaodehudu。sannianqian，woshuaixialihunxieyishishuo：“likaigujia，nishenmedoubushi。”cike，

zheigecengbeiwoduanyan“shenmedoubushi”denvren，zhanzaijuguangdengxia，zaiwozuizifudeshangyezhanchangshang，

budongshengsedizhengminglewodehuangtang。yuanlai，tabingfeizhinengyifuyuwo。shiwo，congweizhenzhengkanqingguota，

fanerqinshoujiangtatuiyuan。wodezhuiqihuozangchang，sihubiyuxiangzhonglaidegengmengliexie。wogandaohoulongfagan，

xinlixiangshibeishenmedongxiduzhule，mendefahuang。4kejifenghuidezhuluntangangjieshu，juguangdengximie，

renchaokaishiyongdong。woyiyanjiupiejianlebeijiweiyeneidalaocuyongzhedeshenzhiwei。

tachuanzhejiancaihetidemibaisexizhuangtaoqun，zhangfasongsongwanqi，luchuxianxidejingxiang，

zhengcongrongbupodiyurenjiaotan，zixinganlian，yusannianqianneigezongaiduozaiwoshenhoudeyingzipanruoliangren。

xinkoumomingyizhi，wojihushibennengdichaotazouqu。bokairenqun，wozhandingzaitamianqian，

xiguanxingdixiangjiaotademingzi，huadaozuibianyouyanlehuiqu，gaikoudao：“shenzong，gangcaideyanjianghenjingcai。

”shenzhiweiwenshenghuitou，lianshangshibiaozhundetideweixiao，yanshenquepingjingwubo，

fangfozaikanyigeputongdeshangyehuoban，huozheshuo，yigebutaizhongyaodemoshengren。

zheifenpingjingrangwoxinliyouxiefadu，shenzhigandaoyisishuobuchudecitong。“xiexieguzong。”taweiweihanshou，

yuqikeqiyoushuli，“youshiqingtongguowodezhuliyuyue。”tashenpangdezhulilikeshangqianyibu，

limaoerjiandingdidangzailiangrenzhongjian：“guzong，shenzongjiexialaidexingchenghenman，ruguoninyouhezuoyixiang，

keyilianxiwo。”shuozhe，dishangyizhangmingpian。wokanzheneizhangshejijianyuequezhiganshizudemingpian，

shangmiande“ceoshenzhiwei”jigezicidewoyanjingfateng。zhengxiangzaishuodianshenme，

yigewenrundenanshengchalejinlai。“zhiwei，chebeihaole。”wenxuchenbuzhiheshiyilaidaotashenbian，

zirandijiangshoudazaishenzhiweidejianshang，yuqiwenhe。tachuanzheqianhuisexiuxianxizhuang，daizhejinsibianyanjing，

siwenruya。shenzhiweichaotaluchuyigefazineixindeqianxiao，neixiaorongrouruanmingliang，shiwocongweijianguode。

neibushimianduiwoshideqieyihuopingjing，ershidaizhezhenchengdefangsongyuxiyue。tadiandiantou：“hao，womenzouba。

”wenxuchenzhuanxiangwo，muguangzaiwolianshangtingliupianke，weiweihanshou，suanzuozhaohu。neiyanshenhendan，

quedaizheyizhongbudongshengsedeshenshi，fangfozaipingguyijianyujixiangguandewupin，youxiangshixuangao**。

talanzheshenzhiweidejian，liangrendishengjiaotanzheshenme，qinmiwujiandicongwoshenbianzouguo。wojiangzaiyuandi，

kanzhetamenbingjianliqudebeiying，nandegaodatingba，nvdexianxiyaotiao，jingshishuobuchudehexie。

neihuamianxiangyigenzhen，henhenzhajinwoxinli，rangwogandaoyizhongcongguzilitouchudehanyi。“guzong？

”shenzhiweidezhulihaizaijinzhijinzedijuzhemingpian。wohuiguoshen，xiongkouxiangshibeishenmedongxizhongzhongchuileyixia，

mendefahuang。neigecengjingzhihuiyilaiwo、likaiwojiuhuobuledeshenzhiwei，rujinbujinhuodehaohaode，

haihuoderuciyaoyan，shenzhiliantashenbiandenanren，kanqilaidoubiwogengshiheta。wo，guchengze，

ashishangjiesheibujiwojifenbomian？jintianquezaiyigexiaoxiaodezhulimianqianchilebie，

haishizaiwoqianqidezhulimianqian。wojieguoneizhangmingpian，zhijianyouxiefaliang，shangmiandezijidouyouxiemohu。

wozichaodichelechezuijiao，yuanlaiwodezhuiqihuozangchang，jingshiyizheizhongfangshilakaixumu。

5wozhijianzaihongmuzhuomianshangqingkou，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，dapolebangongshidejijing。“chadezenmeyangle？

”zhulilinlituiletuiyanjing，jiangyifenbusuantaibodebaogaodiguolai：“guzong，xingtukejideziliaodouzaizheili。

shen……shenzongzheisannian，queshiburongyi。”woxintouyizhen，buzhikefoudihengleyisheng，jieguobaogao。

fengmianshangde“xingtukeji”sigezi，zaidengguangxiaxiandeyouxieciyan。shenzhiwei，ceo？wodaoyaokankan，

tanengfanchushenmelanghua。suiyifankaijiye，mimimamadewenziheshujuyingruyanlian。chuchuangtuanduijinsanren，

jizaibuzuwushipingmideminfangli；qidongzijinzhuojinjianzhou，sichupengbi；hexinjishuyanfayidutingzhi，

binlinyaozhe……baogaolilengjingkeguandeziju，zaiwoyanzhongquezhujiangoulechuyigequanranmoshengdeshenzhiwei。

neigecengjinglianpinggaidouningbukai，yushizhihuihongzheyanjingkanwodenvren，jingrannengkangxiazheimeduo？

wonaohaizhongshanguotazaichufangbenzhuodiningpinggai，wosuishoujieguodakaidehuamian，

yubaogaoshangde“gongkejishunanguan”xingchengcimudeduibi。

linlizaiyipangbuchong：“xingtukejizuichuzhishigemingbujianjingchuandexiaozuofang，shenzongdaizhetuandui，

meirimeiyedigongkejishunanguan，yingshicongjijialaopaikejigongsidelongduanzhongsikaileyidaokouzi。yeneidoushuo，

xingtukejishipibuzhebukoudeheima，ershenzongshineigezuiyoupolidexunmashi。”“poli？

”wojujiaozhezheigeci，houlongyouxiefagan。wojiyizhongdeshenzhiwei，sihuyuzheilianggezihaobuzhanbian。

tazaiwomianqian，zongshineimeroushun，congbuzhengqiang，shenzhilianfabiaoyijiandouxiaoxinyiyi。

wocengyiweineishitadebenxing，xianzaikanlai，neizhishitazaiwomianqianshoulianlesuoyoufengmang。jixuwangxiafan，

zhijianchudaoyiyeguanyugongyixiangmudejilu。“nimingzizhuduogeshanqushixuenvtongxiangmu，

leijijine……”houmiangenzheyichuanrangwoxinjingdeshuzi。zhaopianshang，haizimenchunzhendexiaolianpang，

juanzengrenyilanheranxiezhe“yiweibuyuantouluxingmingdenvshi”。womengditaitou，kanxianglinli：“zheiyeshita？

”linlidiantou，yuqidaizhejifenbuyichajuedejingpei：“shide，guzong。zheixiexiangmudoushishenzongyigerenmingyi，

congxingtukejiyinglizhiqianjiukaishitourude。

tajihushibazijisuoyoudejixudou……”houmiandehuawomeitaitingqing，naoziliwengwengzuoxiang。woturanxiangqi，

youyicishenzhiweigenwotiguo，xiangjuanzhuyixiepinkundiqudehaizi，wodangshisuikouyiju“biexiazheteng，

youneixianqianburuduojizijimaijijianyifu”，jiubatadehuadafale。woshenzhibujidedangshitashishenmebiaoqing，

zhijidetaanjingdiyingleyisheng。woniezheneifenbaogao，zhijieyouxiefanbai。yuanlai，wosuoyiweidewenshuntusihua，

zhishitazaiwomianqianshoulianlesuoyoufengmang。tabushibunengduli，zhishicengjingyuanyiweiwoyilai。

linlijianwojiujiubuyu，shitanzhewen：“guzong，guanyuxingtukejidehouxu……haixuyaojinyibushiyama？

”wobaibaishou，shengyinyouxieshaya：“bubile。”shiya？wohaiyoushenmezige。baogaobeiwosuishourengzaizhuoshang，

fachu“pa”deyishengqingxiang。**jinyibei，bishangyanjing。naohaili，shenzhiweidexingxiangjianjianqingxi，

queyouwubimosheng。neigezailihunxieyishangpingjingqianzi，ranhouxiaoshidewuyingwuzongdenvren，

yuanlaizaojiuyongyouleaoxiangdechibang，zhishiwocongweijiguotatiankong。sannian，tachileduoshaoku，zouleduoshaowanlu，

caiyoulejintiandexingtukeji，caiyouleneigezhanzaijuguangdengxia，congrongzixindeshenzong。erwo，guchengze，

zaizheisannianli，youzuolexieshenme？yisikuxiaoziwozuijiaomanyan。zhuiqihuozangchang？huoxu，

woliantaruhuozangchangdezige，doudezhongxinzhengqule。“linli，”wozhengkaiyan，yandiyipianqingming，

“jiwodingyizhangquxingtukejixinpinfabuhuidemenpiao。qianpaide。”linlilengleyixia，suijiyingdao：“shi，

guzong。”kanzhelinlichuqudebeiying，wonaqineifenbaogao，zhongxinyiyeyezixifankan。zheiyici，