青梧血南山灼之-著

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zhengzailianzaizhongdegudaiyanqingwen《qingwuxue》，gushizhongdedaibiaorenwuyouxueyun、linruoxue，shiwangluozuozhenanshanzhuozhiqinglisuodazaode，wenzhangwushanjianbanbenjianshu：zaizhongmukuikuizhixiaxianchupozhan。guoran。buguopianke，shenmingyuedeliansebianyouxiefabai。tadeyanshenkaishipiaohubuding，huxiyebiandejicu。tayiweishiwoshenshangdejiu……

精彩章节

nanshanzhuozhizhuwoshiqianchaoyigu，zangniyuwangfuchaifangdeanyingzhong，cong“taisunnv”lunweitongfangyatou。

shizifeijuwoduochong，shejucisi，queweiliaowomingbugaijue。taowangtuzhong，wojiuxiazhongshangdexiaoche，

mingyunzicifanzhuan——wochengleshoufufuren。dangwopishangxiapeideneiyike，

xinzhongzhiyouyijianshi：**xuezhaixuechang。**yichangfuchou，zaiwenrouenaizhongqiaoranpukai。

diyizhangyuyexingchangyu，zaxialai。xiangdaozi。xingchangshangtielianlejinwojianjiagu。xuezaoliuganle，zhishengteng。

tamenshuowozuzhouwangye，gaisi。kewozhidao，woyaosile，shizifeishenmingyuejiunenganshui。shenmingyue，

nananhouzhinv。wokeshitadepeijiayatou，ketaque——wobuxinming。conglaibuxin。tiemenzhiya。

lianggeyanujinlai。yigelinzhetielian，lingyige，shouliniezheyigenyinzhen。duzhen。

zhuanci“zuzhouzhiren”dexinkou。tamenzoujinle。wobiyan，zhuangsi。wozaihoufukeshijingguoxunliande。huximan，

xintiaoting。deng。dengtawanyao。tielianyidou，womengdifanshen，chanzhutabozi。kaca。jinggusuideshengyin。

tachouchu，dengtui，shouzhuawolian，zhijiasipopi。womeisong。zhidaotabudong。shunshouzaitayaojianbaxiaduandao。

lingyigeyanujianzhuangdajing，ganjinpaodaowogenqian，juzhenjiuzha。woshuaikaishiti，puguoqu。tatui。wozhui。

yidaocihou。daofenghuaguotahoulong。tadengyan，wujing，daodi。wochuanqi。jianqitadezhen。youshiqibankuaiyupei。

kezhe“qingwu”。tieshenzanghao。fenglichuanlaigenggu。sansheng。wotaitoukantian。wuyunliekaiyidaofeng。

yueguangluozaiwolianshang。huohaizaifengzhongtiao。shaojiaodexingchangcanguhaizaimaoyan。dierzhangwanroulishiwozuozaidishang，

shouchuizaixiqian。wanshangneikuailuoyin——“nu”zi，beishenmingyueqinshouyongdaohualanle。

tashuo：“lianzuonucaidoubupei。”tayindudexiaoquexiangyiduohua。kewozhidao，neishiduzhou。shitayaowosixin。

shitaxiangrangwojuedezijibupeihuozhe。wobuxinming。yecongbuxintanenghuilewo。wojianqiyikuaisuicipian。fengli，

daixue。wokanzheta，xiangkanyibajian。ranhou，wodongshou。wanxiazhengkuaifurou。xueyongchulai，tangzhewodeshouzhi。

worenzhetong，baneikuairouzhijinhuozhong。huoyanyitiao，tengqiyizhenjiaowei。wonuhou：“jinriwanrou！lairiwanxin！

”“shenmingyue！niqiedengzhe！”woyanjiaodezhushazhihongdexiangxue。yingzaihuoguangli，xiangyaomeizhongsheng。

jiulianzhoubiandeguihundouxianghoutuiqu。tamenpawo。payigelianzijideroudounenggedenvren。tamenbuzhidao，

zheibushifeng。zheishishiyan。woguiguo、paguo、qiuguo。kezuihou，zhiyouwozijinengjiuziji。

wopeijiadaowangfuchengletongfangyahuan。keneiyouruhe？wobuguoshige“nu”。kezheige“nu”zi，

shiwocunzaidezhengming。shishenfen，shichiru，yeshidixian。shenmingyuexiangmodiaota。tayiwei，meilezheidaoyinji，

wojiushenmedoubushi。ketacuole。wobitagengqingchu，yigerenzhenzhengdezunyan，bushibierenjide。

shizijinamingzhenglaide。wozhanqishen，xueshunzheshouwandiluo。huoyanrengzairanshao。kewozhidao，wodehuo，

caiganggangdianran。——zheiyishi，woyaorangtayechangchang，wanxinzhitong。disanzhangjiasituoshenwoqianruchengjiao，

zaiqigaiwolihunlesantian。baitiantaofan，wanshangtingliuminshuohua。

wokantamenzoulu、xuetamenshuohua、mofangtamendedongzuo。woyonghuitulian，guopobu，xiangyitiaogouyiyanghuozhe。

woyaorang“aman”chedixiaoshi。wodaoleyijunvshi，batayifuhuanshang，bawodedongxisaijintahuaili。

rengdaoxingchangqiangwai。ranhou，wobatashaole。huoyidianran，wojiuduozaianchu。wangfuderenlaiyanshi。

tamenshuo：“shaojiaole，renbuchumoyang。”youyourenshuo：“kanzheishenshangdeyiliao，

xiangshixingchangtaochulaideneigejianbi。”yushijielunshi——amansile。beihuoshaosile。meirenzaizhui。

meirenzaicha。wozhanzaiyuanchu，kanzhehuoduilineiyituanheiying。neishiwozuihoudeyingzi。yeshiwozuiganjingdeyitian。

wodishengduizijishuo：“nibushiamanle。”“nishisuling。

”“yigemeirenrenshi、meirennengshadeledesuling。”ye。fengcongshankouchuijinlai，shenshanglengdexiangdaoguayiyangtong。

woguizaipomiaojiaoluo，kanzhedishangneigenanren。tachuanzheyishenheiyi，shenshanglianshangyouxue，henduo。bianbuqingmoyang。

disizhangdushidumingtashishei？wobuzhidao。kewozhidao，tabushiputongren。hufuzaitahuaili，chendiandiande。

tashijunfangderen。yexu……shixiaoche。yigemingzi，zuyikanghengzhenggewangfu。wobunengcuoguozheigejihui。

kewoyezhidao，taxinglaihoudiyijianshi，jiushishawo。huozhe，wenwoshishei。wobunengrangtawen。

zhinengxianxiashouweiqiang。wogekaishouwan。xuedijinyaotangli。yidi、liangdi。wodishengshuo：“ruowoyouyisihaixin，

yuanchangchuandulan。”dushi。yixuelishi、hendudaojidian。kewobixurangtaxinwo。

wosixiabanfuyijintitabaozhashangkou，dongzuoqingrou，xiangshigezhenzhengdedajiaguixiu。wobushi。

kewobixuyandexiang。wodizhetou，shengyinruan：“darenshangdetaizhongle，rangwobangnin。”tameixing，

danmeitousongle。woshouzheta，yiyeweimian。tianliangshi，tazhengyanle。yanshenruili，xiangying。dingzhewo。

yijuhuabushuo。woditou，bukanta。zhishuo：“nujiasuling，taonanzhici。zuoyejiandarenzhongshanghunmi，

burenliqu。”talengxiao：“nibupawo？”woshuo：“pa。”“kewozhidao，darenbushilanshazhiren。

”tachenmo。wozhidaotazaishitan。wozuozaitashenbian，qingqingtitahuanyao。xuecongtaxiongkoushenchu，

ranhonglewodeshouzhi。wobuduo。yebuku。wozhishidishengshuo：“darenfangxin，wobuhuihaini。

”tashuo：“niruogandongwaixinsi，wohuiqinshouwanlenidexin。”woxiaole。xiaodehenqing。“neiwodexin，

zaojiulanle。”takanwoyiyan。neiyiyan，kandewojibeifaliang。danwomeitui。wozhidao，zheiyike，

woyijingyashanglezijideming。yigelianxuedounengyonglailishidenvren。zhiyaotaxinwoyitian，wojiuhuoyitian。

zhiyaotahuwoyiri，wojiudengyiri。dengwozhaodaoshenmingyueneitian。dengwoqinshouwantaxinneitian。

wokanzhetamanmanheshangyan，huxipingwen。wozhidao，woyinglediyibu。kewoyezhidao——zheizhishikaishi。

zhenzhengdexi，caiganggangshangyan。diwuzhangyoudaoshiyiwozuozaitashenbian，kantashuizhe。huxihenwen，

kemeitouquezhoudehenjin。tamenglizaishuohua。

“wangfuyeyan……”“zhushazhinvzi……”“shenmingyue……”woshouyidou，yaowanchadianfanle。

zheisangezixiangsangenzhen，yigenzhajinyan，yigencijinxin，zuihouyigen，dingjinming。takuaixingle。

jiyiyekuaihuilaile。wobunengrangtaxiangqiwoshishei。ersuling，shiwoqinshouniechulaideyingzi。woqingqingqishen，

congbaofuliquchuyixiaobaocaoyaomixiang。zheishihoufumizhidehuanxiang，zhuanyongyushenxunshiraoluanxinzhi。

zheishiwojinjitiandiaozhide，zhishenzaiwaisuishidounengyongdeshang。wodianranta。yanwuniaoniao，zaipomiaozhongpiaosan。

tayanpizhandong。wozhidaotazaizuomeng。mengliyouwangfu、youjiu、younvren。haiyouwo。

danwobunengrangtarenchuwolai。wodunzaitaerbian，qingshengshuo：“darenshizaimenglijianguoneiweinvziba？

”“tabuguoshininzhengzhanshachangqiandeyigeyingzi。”tazuichundongledong，sihuxiangshuoshenme。womeidengtashuochukou。

wopa。bushipatashawo。shipatarenchuwo。woditoukanzhetadelian，xinliyizhenfaku。wozhinengpianta。

yongjinyiqiebanfa，rangtawanglewo。tazhongyuanjingxialai。huxipingwen，xiangshizuoleyichangmeng。

yichangbeiwogaixiedemeng。wozhanqishen，zoudaochuangbian。touguoposuidechuangling，waimiantiansehuimengmengde，

xiangwoxintouneituanyazhedeyun。wozhidao，zheizhishizanshide。jiyibuhuiyongyuanchenshui。zongyouyitian，

tahuijiqiyiqie。daoneishi，wohuibuhuihaihuozhe？wohuitoukanletayiyan。tahaizaishui。xianggejiangsizhiren，

youxiangyigejijiangzhongshengdeshen。woqingshengdao：“duibuqi，xiaoche。”“wobunengrangnijidewo。

”“yinwei……wobixushaleta。”“ernihaibunengzhidaowoshishei。

”diliuzhangzipushangbawotitabaozhashangkoudeshoufataishulianle。wozijidouchajuebudao，

keanweiquezhuyidaole。neishigezangzaijiaoluolideyingzi，budongrushan，buyuruya。

kejiuzaiwoshuowan“darenwuxudanxin，nujialvetongyishu”zhihou，tadeyanshenbianle。xiangshedingzhuleliewu。

wozhidao——chushile。xiaochehaizaihunshui，keneigeanweiquezhanqishenlai，zoudaowomianqian。muguangrudao。

tashuo：“nidebaozhashoufa……”tingdunleyishun。woditoukanzhezijideshou，zhijiafenglihaizhanzheyaogao。

wozhidao，xianzaijieshijiushiyanshi。zuihaodebanfa，bushifouren，ershizhudongxiankai。yushi，woxiaole。

xiaodehenqing，yehenku。“darenshuodedui。”wohuanhuandao，“woshixueguo。”“yinweiwocengshijiazhongbinv。

”“jiapozhishi，wobeichoujialuozi。”woyibianshuo，yibianjiekaiyixiu。wanshangbahenzhengning，xueroufanjuan，

zaoyikuilanchengyikuaiheihongbanhen。“nucaimingjian。”wotaitoukanta，shengyindierleng，“ruodarenxianwozang，

wojikezou。”neiyishunjian，kongqininggule。anweimeiyoushuohua。tadingzhewodeshouwan，

xiangshixiangcongneikuailanroulikanchuzhenjia。woyingzhetamuguang，bushanbubi。wobushipatamenhuaiyi。

wozhipatamenbuxin。wobupabaolushangba。wozhipatamenbuxinwoshouguodeku。piankehou，anweizhuanshen，

zhongxinguiyuyinyingzhizhong。womeiyoudong。wozhishimanmanbayixiulahuiqu，dongzuohenman，

xiangshipapengtengleneikuaijiushang。fengcima？woqinshouwanxiafurou，fashiyaohuoxialai。rujin，

zheikuaibachenglewodehushenfu。kezheijiushixianshi。niyiweiwoshishei，wojiupianbushishei。nihuaiyiwoshenfen，

wojiurangnikanjiangengshendeshang。woditoukanzhehunmizhongdexiaoche。tameitousonglexie，sihumeitingjiangangcaidehua。

kewozhidao，zaowanyouyitian，tahuizhidaozhenxiang。daoneishi……wohuibuhuihainengzhanzaitashenbian？wobuzhidao。

danxianzai，wonengzuode，zhishijixuyanxiaqu。yanyige，lianzijidoukuaiburenshidesuling。wozaojiuzhidao，

neikuaiyupeishigehuogen。diqizhangbujuyindaotazangzaiwotieshenyijinli，wenreruxue，quelengdexiangyibadao。

“qingwu”erzi，bushiputongdekehen，neishiqianchaohuangzudexinwu。erwoshishei？

woshineigebugaihuoxialaideren。suoyi，wobunengrangrenherenfaxianzheikuaiyupeidezhenzhengyiyi。

kexiaocheyijingqileyixin。tameiyouguihaiyupei。wozhidao，tazaiyelifankanta，zaidengxiamosuoneidaoliehen。

tahaikaishizuoemeng。mengliyousuiliedeyupei，youxuerandegongqiang。

xiaochedeyanshencongweixiangcikezheibanrangwogandaonanyizhuomo。erjinri，dangworuchangweitazhengliyiwushi，

tademuguangzongshiruoyousiwudizaiwoshenshangyouyi，tebieshineizhicengjingzhanshiguodeshanghenleileideshouwan。

“nisihuduiyishupoweijingtong。”xiaocheturanshuodao，yuqipingdanqueanzangfengmang，“bujindongdebaozha，

hainengpeizhixiangnang。”woshouzhongdedongzuoweiweiyidun，suijixiaodao：“darenguojiangle，buguoshixiexiaojibale。

”raner，xiaochebingmeiyoujiucidazhudeyisi。“danjuwosuozhi，

nengjiangteyoudebaozhashoufayunyongderucishulianderenbingbuduojian。”wodexintiaomengdijiakuailejifen，

mianshangquebulushengse，“darenduolvle，nujiazhishijiyuanqiaohexuelexiepimao。”xiaochechenmoleyihuier，

jiezheshuo：“qianchaoyuniedeshiqing，woyizhiyousuoerwen。qingwuyupeidechuxian，

gengshirangzheijianshibiandepushuomili。”tingdaozheili，wojihuyaopingzhuhuxi，

shitucongtadehuayuzhongbuzhuodaoyisiduanni。“darenrenwei……zheizhijianyoushenmeguanlianma？

”tameiyouzhijiehuida，ershizhuanxiangwo，yanzhongshanguoyisiruilideguangmang，“suling，

nizhendezhishigetaonandeguanjianvma？”neiyike，wozhidao，suoyoudeyanshidoukenengjijiangbeijiekai。

danwobunengtuisuo，zhinengyingzhetoupiyingshangtadeshixian，“darenruobuxinwo，youhebizaiwen？

”xiaochemeiyouzaishuohua，zhishijingjingdikanzhewo，muguangshensui。suizheshijiantuiyi，

xiaochesuiranzanshijieshoulewojichudejieshi，dantakouliuyupeidexingwei，

yijipinfanmengjianyupeisuilie、xuerangongqiangdehuamian，wububiaomingtaduiwodehuaiyibingweixiaosan。meidangyemujianglin，

wodouwufayizhineixindejinzhang，haipaxiayigeyewanlailinzhishi，bianshizhenxiangdabaizhiri。raner，

zhengshizheifenkongju，yechengweiletuidongwobuduanqianxingdedongli——。liuyanguadebifenghaikuai。“tashitaonu。

”“takaoshouduanshangwei。”“shoufudarenbeiyigejianbimengleyan！”dibazhangshejuouyuwotingzhezheixiehua，

zhanzaifuzhonghuilangxia，fengchuideluoqunlieliezuoxiang。wobunao。yebunu。wozhidao，

zheishishangzuikepadebushidiren，shirenxin。tamenburenwoshenfen，bianyaohuiwomingsheng。

kewobushilaiqiutamenrende。woshilaihuoming、baochou、zhangquande。suoyi，wobunengrangtamenzaikandiwo。

woyaotamenkanjian——wobujinzhidebeijing，gengzhidebeixin。yushiwosheleyigeju。yichangkansiourandeouyu。

didianxuanzaichengnan。jiejiaochasipiaochuxinbeidelongtuanchaxiang。hunzheyanzhipulidefenwei。guozaiweifengliyinkai。

wozaineilibaileyizhangaizhuo，jizhangpodeng，jibenjiushu。jigegunvzuozaidishang，ditoushizi。

wochuanzhesusecubuqun，toushangwuzhucui，lianshangwuzhifen。“guzheshengnvsanri，wozhichuangxia，nongzhiwazhuan，

erzhaigaoyan，wozhichuangxia，mingqibeiruo，zhuxiarenye，nongzhiwazhuan，mingqixilao，

zhuzhiqinye……“wojiaotamenyiziyiju，renzhenyuedu。wozhidao——tajinrihuicongneitiaojiejingguo。guoran。

buduoshi，matishengxiangqi。taqizhema，huanhuanzoulai，muguangsaoguojiebianrenqun，hurandinggezaiwoshenshang。

wotaitoukanta。yanshenqingche，daizhejifenxiuqieyuhuiyi。“qie……yuanshizuiren。”wodishengshuo，

“rujinyuanyiyushengshuqianshinie。”wojiangyiben《nvjie》didaoyigexiaonvhaishouzhong，

shengyingengyan：“ruonengjianyishantang，jiaogengduohaizishizidushu，huoxu……nengxijingwoshenshangdewuming。

”shiweimendouzaikan。xiaocheyezaikan。womeikanta，danwonengganjuedaotademuguang，zaiwoshenshangtingliulehenjiu。

piankehou，tameishuohua，zhiqingqingdianlediantou，cemalikai。keneiyiyan，yizugou。diertian，

fuzhongshangxiadouzhidaolezheijianshi。yourenshuo：“furenzhenyouxin。”yeyourenshuo：“tayuanjianshantangshuzui，

daoshigehuiguozhiren。”liuyankaishibianwei。buzaishi“jianbi”，ershi“cimu”。buzaishi“zangwunagou”，

ershi“qingyuanzhengben”。wozhidao，zheichangxi，woyanchengle。wokanzhejingzhongdeziji，zuijiaogouqiyisilengxiao。

suling，yuelaiyuexiangyigezhenshiderenle。ciyoutangjianzaichengjiaozuipianpideyichuhuangdishang。sizhouwugaoqiang，

zhiyouzhalanhepojiumumen。dijiuzhangsishixunlianwairenkanlai，zheilizhishigeshouronggunvdeshantang。

kezheilishiwozhenzhengdegen。shiwomaixiadedao，zangzainituli，zhidengwoyishenglingxia，biannenggehoujianxue。

chaotingduishantangshenchajiyan，youqishiwozheizhongshenfenminganzhiren。suoyiwobunengzuodetaimingxian。

woqinzitiaoxuanleershiyumingnvhai。tamennianjizuixiaodebuguoqibasui，zuidadeyebuguoshiwuliu。doushiguer，

shenshiqiku，yanshenquedoutouzheyiguhenjinger。neishibeizheigeshijiebichulaidehen。woxihuanzheiyangdehaizi。

yinweitamenbuxuyaojiaozhongxin，zhixuyaoyigeliyou。yigehuoxiaqudeliyou。

wojiaotamenshizi、xieshi、bei《nvjie》。baitian，tamenshiwenshuntinghuadexiaonvhai。yeli，

wozaihouwushexiaxunlianchang。jiaotamenqinggong、anqi、dushu、yirong、duxinshu。meiyigedongzuo，wodouqinshoujiao。

wobuxinwairen。zheixienvhai，caishiwozhenzhengnengyikaoderen。tamenmeiyoujia，meiyouqinren。wojiushitamendetian。

woyegaosutamen：“nimenbushilaiqiushande。”“nimenshilaifuchoude。”“nimendechouren，

kenengshimougedaren，yekenengshizhenggeshijie。”“danzhiyaoworangnimendong，nimenjiudongshou。”“buwenyuanyin，

buliuqing。”tamentingdongle。tamendeyanshenbianle。congwuzhudaojianding，congkongjudaolengku。wokanzhetamen，

xinliquemeiyouyisiqingsong。wozhidao，wozhengzaibayiqunhaizibianchengsharengongju。kewobuhouhui。

yinweiwoyeshizheiyangzhangdade。congamandaosuling，wodemeiyibu，doushicaizhebierendegutouzouguolaide。

wobuyuantamenxiangwoyiyanggudu。suoyi，wobixurangtamenbiwogengqiang。gengqiang、gengleng、gengwuqing。

wozhanzaixunlianchangbian，kantamenduilian、pansuo、yongbishouxueduanshuzhi。yigegedongzuoganjingliluo，haowuyouyu。

“wozaideng。”“dengzheiqunxiaonvhaizhangda。”“dengtamenxuehuizenmesharen。”fengcongshanjianchuilai，

juanqiwoyijiao。wohuitoukanxiangmenwai。jigexiaoqigaizhengdunzaimenkou，dengzhejintanglichifan。tamenbuzhidao，

zheizuo“ciyoutang”bushijiurendedifang。shisharendechaoxue。erwo，shineigecaokongyiqiedezhumu。zhiwang，

yinyou，ranhou——yijizhiming。dishizhanggunvwodiwangfu，xiangyizuohuodelaolong。gaoqiangshenyuan，shouweisenyan。

meiyigejinfudepuyi，douyaoyanshen、chaji、wenqinzu。youqishinvzi，

lianzhijiafengliyouwumojidouyaochayan——pashishizizhirenhunruqizhong。shenmingyuetaijinshenle。ketabuzhidao，

wozaoyizaitayanpidixia，maixialedao。wotiaoleyigenvhai。zuibuqiyandeyige。shiersui，shouxiao，

lianshangdaizhediandaiqi，shuohuajieba，zoulumantuntun。tajiao“atao”。shiwoqinshouxunlianchulaidesishizhiyi。

kezaiwairenyanli，tazhishigebenzhuodexiaoyatou。zheizhengshiwoyaodexiaoguo。woweizaoletadechushenwenshu。

tashijiangnantaonanlaidegunv，beimaijinjingchengyaxing，zhanzhuandaoleshantang。

zaiyoushantang“tuijian”jigefudangcushiyahuan。meiyibudoujingguotuiyan，meiyigehuanjiedoubunengchucuo。

tajinlewangfu。chenglechufangdazadexiaobi。meirenzhuyita。shenzhilianguanshipozidoushuo：“chundehen，

buduomajijudoubudingyong。”kewozhidao。tazaiting。tazaiji。tazaideng。

tameitiandouhuibakandaode、tingdaodexiechengmixin。meigewuri，ciyoutangderenhuiqushouyici。

neixiexinlixiezhe：＞“sanyuechuqi，shenfeijianshizi，shenseningzhong，siyouyaoshi。”＞“sanyuechujiu，

wangfushoudaoyifengmihan，weishuming，shenfeiyuehoufenhui。”＞“sanyueshiyi，shenfeiyebanduzuodongxiang，

nannanziyu：‘suling……nidaodishishei？’”zheixieziju，xiangzhenyiyangzhajinwoxinli。takaishihuaiyiwole？

wokanzheshouzhongdemixin，xinliquemeiyouyisikuaiyi。zhishigenglengle。yegenghenle。ataozaiwangfuhuodeyuejiu，

wojiuyuemingbaiyijianshi：wobunengzhikaotayigeren。woyaogengduodeyanxian，gengduodeerduo。

woyaorangshenmingyuedeyijuyidong，douzaiwozhangkongzhizhong。napatayelimenghuayiju，woyeyaotingjian。

wozaidengxiafankanmixin，zhijianqingfuzhimian。fangfonengtouguozheizhangzhi，kanjianneigexiaoxiaoshenying，

zaiwangfujiaoluoliditousaodi，yanshenquerudaofengbanruili。tashiwodeyan。shiwodeer。shiwodedao。

yeshiwoweilaifuchoulushang，zuizhongyaodeyimeiqizi。wodishengduizijishuo：“shenmingyue，

niyiweizijizangdehenhao。”“niyiweiwoyijingyuanzouchaotang。”“kenicuole。”“wojiuzainishenbian。

”“congnihexiadeneikoucha，daonijinwanzuodemeng——”“wodoukandeqingqingchuchu。

”fengcongchuanglingfengxichuijinlai，zhuhuohuanglehuang。woheshangxinfeng，zuijiaoqingqingyangqi。

dishiyizhangxueranqinxianwozaogaixiangdao，shenmingyuebuhuirangwoqingsongguoguan。taneiyixiao，xiangdushetuxin。

“sulinga。”tazaiyanxishangqingshenghuanwo，“tingshuonizaishantangjiaohaizimenshizidanqin，daoshiduocaiduoyi。

”woditou：“buguoshixiecuqianjiyi，liaoyiweijiebale。

”taqueqingqingyipaizhang：“jinrizhenghaoyouguikezaizuo，buruzouyiquzhuxing？”wotaitoukanta。

tayandizangzhedao。wozhidao，zheibushishangshi，shishitan。kewobuganjujue。wobushipata，

woshipatashoulidedao。neibadao，jiuzangzaitadezhijiafengli。——“shiguxiang”。yizhongyurejifadeqidu，

zhuanmenyonglaiduifujiushangzhiren。wodewanba，zaizheidudezuoyongxia，kaishiyinyinzuotong。danwobunengdong。

gengbunengluchupozhan。wozoudaozhengqianzuoxia，zhijianchudaoqinxiandeyishunjian，duyifazuo。

yizhencigudezhuoshaogancongshangkouchumanyankailai，xiangshiyourenyonghuohongdetiesizaitiaowogutou。woyaojinyaguan，

bufachuyidianshengyin。wobunengrangtakanchuwozaiteng。wobixurangtakandao，wobitaxiangxiangdehaiyaoqiang。

zhengyinxiangqi。diyisheng，dichenruyouguhuixiang。diersheng，jianruiruliebochuanxin。worenzhetong，shouzhifanfei，

dongzuoyijiuliuchangziran。xue，congwowanjianshenchu，diluozaiqinmianshang。meirenzhuyi。tamenzhitingjianqinyinbeizhuang，

yiweishiwoqingxusuozhi。kewozhidao，neishiwodexue。shiwobeisiliedepirou。

shiwocengjingwanxiadefurouzhongxinliekai。wojixudan。yigeyin，yigediao。《jiuyou》benshiyiquaige，

cikezaiwoshouxia，queduolejifensushazhiqi。xiangshisongzang，youxiangshifuchou。shenmingyuezuozaizhuwei，muguangbudong，

kewozhidao，tadexintiaoyidingbiwogengkuai。wotaiqitou，duitaweixiao。zuijiaoshangyang，yanshenquejiandingrutie。

tazhongyuyikaileshixian。qinyinhaiweizhongzhi。queyingdemantanghecai。yourenshuo：“sufurenzhenshijianren。

”yeyourenshuo：“lianxuedouranqinxian，kejianqiqingzhishen。”meirenzhidao，woshizaiyongmingchengzheiyiqu。

jiuxiangdangnianzaixingchangshang，woqinshougexiafuroushineiyang。wokanzheshenmingyue，yanlimeiyouyisiqieyi。

tameizaishuohua。zhishiqingqingfangxiajiubei。dishierzhangduanxianjianxueqinxianbengdetaijin。

jiuxiangwoyushenmingyuezhijiandeneigenxian。wozhidao，zheiyiqu《jiuyou》zhongleshi，tayidinghuixiao。

kewodasuanxiangtachushoule。jirantayaoyong“shiguxiang”biwochuchou，neiwoyegairangtachangyichang，

shenmejiao“zishiqiguo”。wozhijianzaiqinxianshangmengranyiya。“pa——”yishengcuixiang，

zuicudeneigenxianyingshengerduan。duanliedeshunjian，wozaoyixulideshouwanmengdiyiyang。

neiyijieduanxiandaizhewowanjianshenchudexuezhu，feijianerchu。zhengluozaishenmingyuemianqiandejiuzhanzhizhong。

mandianbinkejinghu。yourenjingjiao：“aiya，xuedoujianjinguifeibeizhongle！

”yourendishengyilun：“zhei……zheishitianyi？haishizuzhou？”shenmingyueliansezhoubian。

takanzhebeizhongweiweifanhongdejiuye，zuichundongledong，queyijuhuadoushuobuchulai。tadangranbunengshuo。

taruoshuoshiwozaixiadu，jiubixujieshiwoweihehuiliuxue、weihehuizhongdu。ketazijicaishixiaduderen。

tabunengshuo。yebunengdao。zhinengyingzhetoupi，baneibeijiu，yikouyinxia。wokanzhetajiangjiutunruhouzhong，

xinlilengxiao。neiduanxianshang，chulewodexue，haizhanzheyidiandiancongwoxiuzhongsachude“mihunfen”。

neishiwozaojiuzaizhijiafenglizanghaodedongxi。tabuhuizhiming，danzuyirangyigemingantizhideren，

zaizhongmukuikuizhixiaxianchupozhan。guoran。buguopianke，shenmingyuedeliansebianyouxiefabai。

tadeyanshenkaishipiaohubuding，huxiyebiandejicu。tayiweishiwoshenshangdejiudufazuo，

caidaozhiqinxianbenglie、xuejianjiuzhan。tabuzhidao，zheiyiqie，doushiwoanpaide。woditou，

zhuangzuoxuruodifuzhuqinan，shengyinzhandou：“qieshenjiushangfufa，yishishishou，jingraoguike，qingwangfeishuzui。

”“niliansebuhao，shibushishentibushi？”wangyezhuantouwendao。tamianqiangyixiao：“wufang，

zhishijinriyinjiuguoduo，lvegantouyun。”“neinixianhuiquxiuxiba。”wangyedandandao。tadiantou，qishenlixi。

jiaobuxufu，xiangcaizaimianhuashang。wokanzhetaliqudebeiying，xinlizhongyusongleyikouqi。

zheibushiyicijiandandefanji。zheishiwodiyici，zhenzhengzhanzaitaduimian，qinshoujiangtatuirubeidongzhidi。

wozuozaizhengqian，qingqingfumoneiduanxianchu。xuejiweigan，shouwanrengzaiyinyinzuotong。danwoxiaole。wozhanqishen，

huanhuantuichang。shenhou，shiyipianyilunfenfen。erqianfang，shiwodezhanchang。dishisanzhangduxiangmengyan.neiyiye，

wozaiataosonglaidemixinzhongdudaoyijuhua：＞“wangfeijinlaixinshenbuning，yejianchangfen‘anshenxiang’yizhumian。

”woxiaole。neishiyizhongyoutanxiang、chenshuimu、baizhidengdiaozhierchengdexunxiang，yongyianshenjingxin。

ketayenengchengweiwodewuqi。wolikemingrenjiangyixiaobao“mengyansan”hunruciyoutangsongwangwangfudegongxiangzhizhong。

neishiwomenzaoyianpaihaodequdao——shantangmeiniandouhuixiangwangfujingongyixieshougongxiangliao，yibiaojingyi。