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shijianzuidude，bushipishuanghedinghong，ershirenxin。dangzhiaibeiwuxingzhishouduozou，

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zheifanhuarangwoxinzhongyidougengshen，yigeyiyuzijuezhiren，zenhuirucipingjing？

wojiangyunxidexinjianchengjijingchengzuihaodewuzuosonglao，tayuwofushijiujiao。

songlaozixiduanxianghouquerenbijiqueshiyunxi**de，danzhichubifengzuihouyibiweiyouzhandou，

sishishuxiezhirenneixinjidubuning，youhuoshizaijiqicangcudeqingxingxiaxiejiu，

zheiyuxiaocuisuoshuo“miansepingjing”daxiangjingting。yunxiguifangmenchuangcongneifansuo，wuchuangruhenji，chuangtazhengjie，

zheirangwofanfusiliang：taruozixinglikai，neishanchuanghu，shiruhefansuode？nandaoyourenzailimianbangtafansuo？

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jingzhaoyindarentingbawodeyidian，zhishiyaoleyaotou，fuyandao：“linzhuangyuan，ninzheishizuanniujiaojianle。

guifangchuanghuneisuo，xushiyahuanzouhou，yunxi**zijisuoshang。zhiyuxinzhongzhiyan，nvzixinshi，

ninyouzennengjinzhi？liuyansiqi，burufangxia，yehaorangyunxi**rutuweian。”woxinzhongnuhuozhongshao，

lianshigudouweixundao，hetanrutu？wosichudating，qiuzhugefangshili。

youjianghupengyouzaichengjiaozhulinjianguoxingjikeyidebaiyinvzi，woxunjierqu，quekongwuyiren。

shijingxiaofancengjianbuqiyandemacheyelishichuchengmen，wochabianchengmenjilu，yiwuyichang。

meiyicixiwangdehuomiaoranqi，youbeiwuqingdexianshijiaomie。wofaxian，wulunworuhenuli，

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fangfoyouyizhidashou，zaibeihoumomocaokongzheyiqie，jiangyunxidehenjichedimoqu。wogandaoqiansuoweiyoudewuli。

zhenxiang，jiuzaineili，kewowufachuji。3wocengshijingchengwenmingdelinzhuangyuan，rujinquechenglepianzhidexiaohua。

tongliaoduiwobierbutan，qinyouduiwoyaotoutanxi。tamenquanwofangxia，quanwolingqu，quanwohuozaidangxia。

kewozuobudao。yunxideyinrongxiaomao，yeyerumeng。wokaishihuaiyi。neifengxin，neishanneisuodechuanghu，

neixiehaowutouxudexiansuo，shifoudouzaizhixiangtongyigedaan？youren，jingxincehualezheiyiqie。

wobuzaijixiwangyuguanfu。tamenlengmo，huozhewuneng。wojuedingshenruhuxue。wodingshangleshangshufudeguanjiazhangfu，

tazaishangshufuganlesanshinian，duifulideyiqieleruzhizhang。tazuibayanshi，dishuibulou。

womeirishouzaishangshufuwai，xixinguanchazhangfudemeiyigejudong。tameiriqingchenchumencaigou，bangwanfanggui。

xingdongguijiguding。tacongweiyuwairenyouguoduodejiaotan，yeweicengquguoshenmekeyidedifang。

wogenzongletabanyueyouyu，yiwusuohuo。zhidaoneitian，wokandaotaquleyijianbuqiyandeyaopu，

mingwei“anhetang”，zuoluozaipianpidexiaoxiangshenchu。zhangfucongyaopuchulaishi，shoulitizheyibaoyaocai，

shenseruchang。woqiaoqiaoqianruyaopu。zhangjudeshigeshanglenianjidelaozhe，ercongmuming。“zhangjude，

fangcaineiweishangshufudeguanjia，changlaininzheierzhuayaoma？”woshitanxingdiwendao。zhangjutaitoukanlewoyiyan，

dandandao：“shangshufudeguiren，ziranshichangke。”“neitajinrizhuadeshiheyao？”wozhuiwen。

zhangjuyanzhongshanguoyisijingti：“shulaoxiububiantoulu，zheishikerendeyinsi。”woxinzhongyichen。yueshiruci，

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tajiazhongyoubingren，woxinyoudanyou，zhixiangwenwen，zheiyaokeshizhikejide？”zhangjushouleyinzi，

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”woxintouyizhen。yunxisulaishentikangjian，zenhuiyoucibingzheng？nandaozheiyaoshijishangshudarenhuofurenzhuade？

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”mofei，zheizui，yutashentiyoujiyouguan？wolikedongyongshouzhongjincunderenmai，zhaolaiyiweiyiguandelaolangzhong。

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huanhuanshuodao：“zheiyaofang…queshizhifeijide。danfangzhongyouyiweiyao，mingwei‘hanshuangcao’。cicaoxinglie，

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woqulejijiajingchenglaozihaoyaopu，quemeiyouyijiayouguo“hanshuangcao”decaigoujilu。zheishuoming，

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wodianranhuozhezi，guangxianhunhuang。wosouxunzhezhangce，xiangzhaodaozhangfudegouyaojilu。zhongyu，

wozaijutaixiafangzhaodaoleyigeyinmidechouti。limiancunfangde，bushixunchangdezhangce，

ershiyidiediefanhuangdexinjian。wosuishounaqiyifeng，jiezheweiruodeguangxianduleqilai。

xinjianneirongrangwoxintouyitiao。zheijingshishangshufuyuyaopuzhijiandewanglaixinjian！

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xinshangxiedao：“……yunxi**feijifufa，bingqingjiazhong。yaofangxuzaitianyiwei‘qijuehua’，yiwenxinmai。

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wuzangjulie，wuyaokejie。tazenhuichuxianzaiyunxideyaofangzhong？wofanyuegengduoxinjian，yuekanyuexinjing。yuanlai，

yunxiziyoutiruo，huanyoufeiji，zheibingzhengyizhishishangshufudemimi，payingxianghunjia，

bianduiwaixuanchengqishentikangjian。jinqibingqingjijuehua，shangshudarenweileweixihunshi，

buxitingerzouxianranganhetangzaiyaofangzhongjiaruqijuehua，yituyidugongdu，qiangxingyazhi。

zhidaoyunxishizongqiansanri，zuihouyifengxinxiedao：“……qijuehuayaoxingyiwufayizhibingqing。

yunxi**tuxuebuzhi，yishihuitianfashu。cidengbingrong，juebukeranglinjiazhixiao。hunqijiangjin，

susuxunfachuli！”wonaozhonghongming。chuli！zheiqibushishuoshangshufugenbenjiumeiyoudasuanrangyunxihuoxialai？

tamenyaode，shizheizhuanghunshi，shilinjiadequanshi。

wozhongyumingbaileyunxixinzhongneiju“qieshenyouzui”deshenyi：tabushiweiqingsuokun，bushiweizuizijue，

ershishenhuanjuezheng，beiqinshengfuqindangchenglezheyanmimidegongju，zuizhongbeiwuqing“chuli”。

wowufaxiangxiangyunxizaizhixiaozijibei“yidugongdu”，shenzhikenengbeifangqishidejuewang。wohunshenbingleng，

zheiyiqie，shangshudarenmandetianyiwufeng。zheinalishishenmehunshi？fenmingshiyichangxumouyijiudepianju！

wochongchuyaopu，naozhongzhishengxialianggezi：fuchou！5wojiangsoujidaodexinjianquanbudaizou，

zheixiejiushizuiyoulidezhengju。woshouxianjiangzheixiezhengjuchengjiaojijingzhaoyin。jingzhaoyindarenkanwanxinjian，lianseshabai，

shuangshouzhandou，buganxiangxinshangshudarenhuizuochuruciqinshouburuzhishi。danzhengjuquezao，baizhiheizi，

shangshufudeyinzhanghezijidouzai。jingzhaoyinjikechafenganhetang，zhuabuzhangju。zhangjuzaitiezhengmianqian，

duishangshufuyuyunxi**demimizhiliaoguochenggongrenbuhui。guoran，tamenweilehunshi，

weileweihushangshufudeyanmian，ningkexishengyunxi，shenzhi，tamenkenenghaixiangguo，ruguoyunxisizaihunqizhihou，

keyimingzhengyanshundichengweilinjiade“liefu”，gengnengtaigaoshangshufudeshengyu。zheidengsuanji，lingrenfazhi！suihou，

shangshudarenbeichuanhuanzhijingzhaoyinfu。taqichujubuchengren，baibandilai，zhidaowojiangneixiexinjianrengdaotamianqian，

takandaoxinshangtiji“qijuehua”he“chuli”dengziyanshi，tatanruanzaidi。shangshufurendezhizhenxianghou，

gengshikuyunguoqu。woyiweizhenxiangyirandabai，ranershenxunquexianrulejiangju。shangshudarenchengrenyunxidefeiji，

chengrenyong“hanshuangcao”he“qijuehua”zhiliao，quefouren“chuli”yunxideyitu，

jianchengyunxideshizongbingfeitasuowei。tajiaobiandao：“yunxineihaiziziyouxinsizhenmi，tazhixiaozijimingbujiuyi，

gengzhihunshiduishangshufuhelinjiadezhongyao。huoxutashizixingliqu，buyuanzailinfubingshi，dianwulelinjiashengyu。

neifengxin，zijizhandou，queshitashentixuruosuozhi。

”jingzhaoyindarenzhoumeiwenta：“neiyunxi**shiruhelikaiguifangde？neisuodechuanghu，youzuohejieshi？

”shangshudarenyanzhuyizhuan，zhixiangguanjiazhangfu。zhangfulikeguidizhanshengdao：“daren，

xiaoren…xiaoren…yunxi**queshicengwenxiaoren，ruoyaobirenermulifu，youhefazi。

”tazheifanhuawuyishizuoshileyunxi“zijue”deshuofa。wonubukee：“huangmiu！yunxizenhuizixunsilu！

zheifenmingshinimenshangshufu，weileyangaizhenxiang，maitonglezhangfu，wumieyunxi！

”shangshudarenquelengxiaoyisheng：“linzhuangyuan，ninqingshenyizhong，wonenglijie。kezheishijian，

bingfeisuoyoushidouruninsuoxiang。yunxineihaizi，xingqingganglie，kongshibuyuanchengweinindetuolei。

”tazhizheneixiexinjian：“zheixiexinzhinengzhengmingyunxiyoufeiji，woweitazhibing。dantashizong，yuwohegan？

wozhishitongshiainv，haiyaomengshoububaizhiyuan！”jingzhaoyindarenzuoyouweinan。

shangshudarendequeyoudongjiyinmanbingqing，shenzhibuxiyongduyao，dan“chuli”bingbudengtongyumousha。gengguanjiandeshi，

meiyourenzheng，meiyouwuzheng，yunxideshitizhijinweixundao。zheirutongwogegedeanzi，meiyoushiti，

yiqiedouzhishicaixiang。wogandaoyizhongjudadejuewang，nandaowoyouyicibeikunzaizheiwuxingde“zhenkong”li？

6jingzhaoyinzuizhongpanding，shangshudarenyuyaopuzhangjuchuantong，yinmanyunxibingqing，bingchangshiyiduyaozhiliao，

daozhiqibingqingehua。cinaiguoshisharen，danwufazhengmingyunxishizongshishangshudarensuowei。

shangshudarenbeigezhichaban，yaopuzhangjupanxing。danyunxidesi，rengjiushi“weiming”。wowufajieshouzheigejieguo，

jianxinyunxibushizijue。tashengqianduiwoshenqingkuankuan，zenhuibugaoerbie？chufei，tabushi“zijue”，

ershi“beizijue”。wokaishizhongxinshenshisuoyouxiansuo：xiaocuikouzhongdeqinyinqingyue、songlaosuoshuoxinjianbifengzhandou，

cangcuxiejiu、anhetangxinjiantijide“chuli”，

yijizhangfukougongzhongyunxicengxunwen“qiaowushengxi”lifudexijie。wojiangzheixiexiansuofanfujujiao，turan，

yigedadandeniantouzaiwonaohaizhongshanxian：ruguoyunxibingfeibingzhongzhisi？ruguoshangshudarenyezhishibeimengbi？

wojueding，zaiciyetanshangshufu。zheiyici，wodemubiaoshiyunxideguifang。womeiyougaosurenheren。yeshenrenjing，

wobikaixunluo，qingcheshuluqianrushangshufu。yunxideguifangyijiujinbi，chuanghuyirancongneifansuo。

woyonggongjuqiaokaichuangsuo，qiaowushengxidifanru。fangnei，jiajubaisheyijiu，fangfoshijiantingzhizaineigezhongxiaye。

wozoudaochuangbian，naqineifengxin，zaicixidu。xinjianneirong“linlang，qieshenyouzui，bupeirulinjiamen。

cishengwuyuan，wunian。”zijijuanxiu，touzheshuxideqingya。turan，

wozhuyidaoxinzhibianyuanyichujibumingxiandezhehen，xiaoxinyiyizhankai，jingzangzheliangxingjixiweideziji，