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wangwendashen“dawendao”dezuixinlizuo《qiziqushihou，wobuchengrenzijiaita》zhengzaihuorelianzaizhong，gaishuzhuyaorenwushixiaoyelixiaomaihuangfan，shuzhonggushijianshushi：“sihuhaichadianshenme。”wodiguzhe，bayizhengpingkongqiqingxinjidaojinshuichi，zuihoudasaoleyibianfangjian。lingzhenggefangzidouchongchizhezheigeweidao。wotanruanzaidi，hun……

精彩章节

wodeqiziqushile，yigeyuehouxiazang。woxunhuanzuole，yonglewushuzhongfangfaxiaoqianshijian，shenzhidaguozhendingji。

wohoulaicaizhidao，zheishirenzaijidubeishangzhixiacaihuichuxiandezhuangkuang。meicuo，wohenaiwodeqizi，

lianwozijidouweicengchajue。1.“zuori，benshimouxiaoqufashengleyiqitiaoloushijian，

shiminlinvshiyujiazhongtiantaiyiyueerxia，muqianyibeisongwangyiyuanzhiliao。

”xinwenlizhuchirenyoutiaobuwendejinxingzhejieshuo，wowuxinzaitingxiaqu。

yinweiwofaxianxinwenlishuodetiaoloudelinvshi，zhengshiwodeqizi！woqucheganwangyiyuan，

zailushangbujingandaoxixu。wodeqizitiaolouzisha，wojuranshidiertiancaizhidaode。2.wojiaoguye，

shiminglvshi，muqianzhengzaichuliyichanglihunguansi。zouchufayuan，waimianxiazhedayu，

wogangxiangtixingqizichumendaisan，quemengranxiangqiwomenzhengzailihunlengjingqidangzhong。erqietayijingqushile。

taziyouzaigueryuanzhangda，wufuwumu，zangliyouwoyishoucaoban。haibieshuo，laidaoxianchangderenzhenbushao，

youqizizaigueryuandewanban，yeyoutazizhudepinkunjiating。tasuiziyoulijingkunan，danquebingbugudan，

yishengguangxingshanshi，shitazoudaonadoushanshanfaguang。zhishitaxianzaiqushile，buzhidaohunhainengbunenglile。

anzangneibianqueshuohaidedengyigeyue，zheiwuyishizailangfeiwodeshijian。daochanglaibinlazhewodeshourangwojieai，

tamenquanbuleiliumanmian，mianlutongkuzhise。kewoxinzhongquehaowubolan。weilepeihexianchangqifen，

wochenzheshangcesuodekongxizaijingziqiannulidexiangyaojichujidiyanlei，danquehaowuzuoyong。

qizidehaojiemeihuangfanjiwofalaiyitiaoxiaoxi：“yege，xiaomaijiedeshi……haiqingjieai，

woyizhidouhuipeizainishenbian。”woguanshangshouji，lveweiyouxiefanzao，qiazhemeixinwangwaizouqu。meiyihuier，

wodeweituorenjiwodalaidianhua，shitanxingdewendao：“gulvshi，nihaihaoba……？

”woqingqing“ng”leyisheng，huiyingdao：“nifangxin，wohuirangnidelaogongjingshenchuhu。

”“neige…yaobuxiansuanleba，nixianxiexie，wozaizhaobiedelvshi。”woyaoyaotou，

yuqijiandingdishuo：“buyong，woxianzaihenhao，huibangnidayingguanside。”“haoba……”guaduandianhua，

wokaichewangxiaoqudefangxiangkaiqu。zaihuilaishi，linlijiefangdouchaowotoulailetongqingdemuguang。haoqiguai，

tamenzheimekanzhe**shenme？ningdongyaochizoujinwuzi，limianchongchizhedebeishangqixidunshipumianerlai。

chuchukejiandejiuping，haiyoufameiledeshuiguo，xunhuanbofangzhede《congcongneinian》，

shizhengjianwuzidouchongchizheyiguguiyideqixi。woshidedimianliutangzhehaiweiganhedexianxue，

chuangtoujushangbaifangzhechilebanpingdeanmianyao。wodejinkuaishoushihao，yinweiwodefumumashangjiuyaolaile。

走进厨房，

wozhuyidaolehenzaobiancunzaiyubingxiangshangdebianlitie：【bingxiangliyouwo“chijuzi”jixiaoyemaidechelizi，

ruguowohuijiaqianmeiyouquanbuchiguang，kanwobudanipipio(｀ω´)o】dakaibingxiang，

shouxianyingruyanliandebianshitiezaishengcaishangdebianlitie。

zhichileyikoudedunyupanzishangtiezhe——【zheitiaoyutaixieele！tabayucikazailewodehoulongli！

xiaoyenihuilaileyidingyaobataquanchidiaojiwobaochou！

(＞ren＜;)】baoguozheqincaichaoroudebaoxianmoshangtiezhe——【yi？

xiaoyenizenmezhidaowoxiangchiqincaichaoroule，bucuobucuo，

huidaojiadeniyekendingyijingshoudaolewozuoweijianglideyongbao！

(≧∇≦)】yigekongdecipenshangmiantiezhe——【buhaoyisixiaoye，chelizibeiwochiwanle，

cicainengdabaokoufule……(˶‾᷄⁻̫‾᷅˵)】zheixiebianlitiedeshijianquandouyijingchaoguoleyizhou，

dangshiwoheqizihuangchengchucha，huilaihoubianhetatilelihun。3.wohelixiaomaishidaxuetongxue，

tashiwodexuejie，yeshixiaoleduidejitashou，meiwandouzaicaochangdejuguangdengxiayiyishenghui。

erwozhibuguoshigexiaotouming，shigezhihuixuexidemenhulu，lianggehaobuxiangganderen，

jiuzheimexilihutudezaiyiqile。womenxiangaibanian，ruyuanyichangdejielehun，

yizhidoushibierenyanzhongdemofanfuqi。tagongzuoqingxian，woyoushichuliguansidaohenwan，

huijiashiyebidinghuishoudaotadadadeyongbao。wohuidengtafangjiashiyiqishoushiwuzi，tameicidoubashiqinggaoza，

wojiuhuibatakangdaoshafashang，jitazhaodianshijukan，bingminglingtameiganwanhuobuxudong。

woyicitoutingdaotadadianhua，yilianhuaixiao：“womeicidouhuiqiangzheganhuo，

ranhouzaifanyixiebudabuxiaoganghaomeifajixuganxiaqudecuowu。”“zheiyangwolaogongjiubuhuizairang**huola，

heiheihei……”rizijiuzheiyangyizhipingdaneryouxingfudeguoxiaqu，shijianyizhang，

juranwanglewomenshishenmeshihoubuzaixiangaide。huoxushiwodiyicijiedaobaiwanweituofeideguansi，

mangdaowangjihuijia，zaidianhualidiyicichaojia。youhuoxushiwojiandaoduitalvxianyinqindetongshi，

ganshouzhewodezhiyi，tahenhendishuailewoyijierguang。womenshihouyehuihejie，huijinjindejiangduifanglanjinhuaili。

kezhajinneixinshenchudejianci，quewufabachu。……wangnvshidelaogongzhangqijiabao，

tashenshangdeshangbashizuiyoulidezhengju，wojihubisheng。wojinyongsantian，bianjiejueleguansi，

haowuyiwenshiwoyingle。fayuanli，wangnvshidelaogongnaoxiuchengnu，qituzaidatingguangzhongzhixiashibao，

haozaibeilanzhule。wangnvshiyouxiejinghunweiding。tacengshuoguoyijulingyigechengshi，chediyuanlizhangfu，

suoyizaitahaimeilikaidezheiduanshijian，wogulezhuanrenershisixiaoshibaohutadeanquan。

tazhiyiyaoqingwochifanbiaoshibaoda，daolefandian，liejiuyibeibeixiadu，

wangnvshiganxiedehuayeyijujutuokouerchu：“gulvshi，nishiwojianguozuifuzedelvshi，ruguoyoujihui，

woxiwangweituolvshihaishini。”wobudongshengsedeyaoleyaotou，fanbodao：“lvshidezhizeshiweihugongping，

kezheibingbudaibiaowomenxiwangshijiefashengbugong。”wangnvshilengleyixia，

suijikanxiangwodeyanshenbianderelieqilai：“gulvshi，nizhendeshige……haozhengyiderena。

”wobujinyouxiewunai，xiangtazheiyangdianxingdeshabaitian，yenanguaihuipengshangneizhongjiabaonanle。

tajixushuo：“niqizideshi……woyetingshuole。”“tashiwodianlidechangke，heniyiyang，

yeshigehenshanliangderen。”“nifangxin，haorendouhuiyouhaobaode，xiangxinyongbuleduojiu，

niyidinghuizaitiantangjiandaotade！”wo：“……”tazhendehaohuianweirena，ruobushiqingchutazhishuangdexingge，

woxianzaikendingzhuanshenjiuzoule。zheidunfanchidehaisuanyukuai，batasongdaotajialouxia，wohuidaolvsuo，daotoujiushui。

getianqingchen，wosuxingguolai，youzuodaodiannaozhuoqiankaishizhengliziliao。4.“yege，nizaizheilima？

”yizhengaogenxiecaishangloutide“dada”shengchuanjinwodeerduo，wozheicaicongzhangshijiandegongzuozhonghuiguoshenlai。

huangfantanchutoulai，yanshenpengzhuangzaiyiqi，tasihubeiwodeyangzihedao，houtuilebanbu：“yege，

nandaonixiaoshidesantian，yizhidouzaizheili……？”“ng？”santian？wokanleyanshouji，

faxianqueshiyijingguolesantian，kewojuransihaomeiyouchajue。ruguohuangfanmeiyoulai，

wobuzhidaohaiyaozaidiannaopingmuqianzuoduojiu，wobuzhidaogaibugaiganxieta。“youshi？”huangfandiandiantou，

suihouyouyaoleyaotou：“benlaimeishide，kezicongniyilianjitianyaowuyinxunhou，jiuyoushile。

”wobuzhidaoxiayijugaijieshenme，yanshideniezhemeixin。”“dazhongwude，nikendinghaimeichifanba。

”tacongbaolitaochulianggefanhe，dakaigaizi，limiandefancaipiaoxiangsiyi。

zheibujinrangwohuixiangqishangciyiliangongzuodaodiertianxiawu，qizilaijiwosongfan。“zenmeyoushixilanhuahezhugan？

”wozhouzhemeitoubaoyuan：“doulianzhechiyizhoule，nengbunenghuanhuankouwei？”lixiaomaitinghou，

zhongzhongdedianledianwodeetou，meihaoqidishuo：“buneng！”“niwangletijianshiyishengzenmeshuodele？

”“shuonizhangqiaoye，quefaweishengsub，nigongzuomangwobushuoshenme，yinshizaibuzhuzhongqilaihouguobukanshexiang！

”“wokebuxiangheyizhi“yiyudaxiongmao”guorizi。”……wohuiguoshenlai，

faxianhuangfanshoulizhengnazheyiguanniunai。5.“yege，xianchidiandongxiba，chibaolecaiyoujingligongzuo！

”wopieletayiyan，lenglengdishuo：“beinidarao，woyijingmeiyoushenmegongzuoxingzhile。”shuowan，

wobiantouyebuhuidelikaile。……zuijinriziguodehenqingxian，xiguanlecengjingmangliudeshenghuo，

xianzaideqingxianduiwolaishuojianzhishidurirunian。zaiwaididumiyuedeguan，yetiqianhuilaidaojializhaowohejiu。

“jialifashengzheimedadebiangu，wojuranshizuihouyigezhidaode。”tayibianjianzheroupaiyibianshuo：“ge，

daodibameibawodangqinxiongdi？”wochenmopianke，jieshidao：“dangshinizhengzaichoubeijiehun，

wohenisao……hemaizibuxiangrangnifenxin，lianhundoushizhihoulide……”guanturandaduanwo，

zhouzhemeitouwendao：“nihewosaozilihunle？bamazenmemeigaosuwo？”“shiwomeigaosutamen。

”woshuo：“tamennianjidale，buxiangrangtamencaoxin。”guanbuxiedexiaole：“neixianzaini？

yinweinidangchudeyigejueding，bujinhaisileta，haiyinfaleyixiliedehudiexiaoying。

”“zheihaishiburangbamacaoxinzheimejiandanma？”wochenmozhediantou，

guanzejixushuodao：“dangchunihewosaozineimeenai，

woyeshiyinweijianshidaolenimendexingfucaiyoulejiehundedasuan。”“xianzainiquegaosuwonimenlihunle。

”liejiuxiadu，guanluchuyisikuse，mianqiandekaorouhaimeihao，tabianzoudaobingxiangqianxiangxianzhaoxiexiajiucai。

“guan……”tadakaibingxiang，kanzheyanqiandejingxiangyishifaleng：“ge，zheixieshi……”womengranzhanqishen，

yibajiangtazhuaidaoyibian，suihoufeikuaidejiangtiezaishengcaishangdebianlitiezhaixia，roucuozaishoulisichengsuipian。

“yizhimeihuijia，zheixiemeiyongdedongxijiuwanglereng。”6.guanhoulaihewoshuo，dangshidewoshuangmutonghong，

etoushangyicengcengshenchulenghan。guanlinzoushi，zaimenkouwenlewoyijuhua：“ge，neixiezhitiaoduinilaishuo，

zhendeshimeiyongdedongxima？”womeidahua，zhishimomodeshoushizhuozi。yixiawushijianguodehenkuai，

daiwonazhetuobacongfangjianlichulaishi，yijingshiwanshangqidian。zhenggewuziyijingyichenburan。gangchuanlekouqi，

woyizhuanshen，jiaozhizhijietizaileshenbiandechajishang。“si……”wowuzhejiaozhi，handao：“maizi，

nayixiayiliaoxianghaoma……”woshuodaoyiban，caiyishidaotayijingbuzaile，yushirenzhetengtong，

yiqueyiguaidezoujinfangjian，jizijicaledianfubaozhahao。wodianzhejiaobayiliaoxiangfangdaoyijushang，

yiqiandehuiyijingzaicichongjinwodenaohai——“nibieluandong，dangxinshangkouganran。

”lixiaomaiyibianjiwomozheyunnanbaiyao，yibianshuluozhewo。dangshiwoqutagongzuodedangaodianjietaxiaban，

zhenghaokandaolaobandeyishuangxianzhushouchaotadeyaoxiamoqu。lixiaomaiyizhizaifankang，wolimachongguoqu，

henhenyiquanzazaineitulvdelianshang，jinjiezheyijiaojiangtachuaifanzaidi。lixiaomaiyanleiposuodewangwohuailizuan，

woqingqingrouzhetadetou，dishenganwei：“wolaile，buyonghaipa。”laobanfanyingguolai，congdishangpaqi，

hanzhedianlidenanyuangongjiuchaowochonglai，wobalixiaomaiwangshenhoutui，hetamendazaiyiqi。

……jianwoqingxuyouxiediluo，tacouguolaiwangwolianshangqinleyixia，

chongwotiantianyixiao：“wolaogongjintianzhendehaoshuai，shiquanshijiezuilihaidelaogong！”“laogong，baowoqilaihaoma，

wogoubudaoshangmian。”wozhanqishenlai，yibajiangtabaoqi，minminchun，jiannandishuo：“maizi，

nibiequneishangbanleba。”qizipianguotou，xiaozhewendao：“buqushangban，nandaoniyangwoa？

”……sinianguoqu，woyijingcongdangchuneigewuyeyoumin，bianchenglexiaoyoumingqidelvshi。

wozhuyidaochuangtoujuhoumianlixiaomaidejilvtoufa，dunshiyigumomingdeganjueyongshangxintou。fangjianhaishihaoluan。

wonaqituoba，jiangneijilvheifaqinglidiao。haoluan，buguanzenmedasaohaishihenluan。

yijulitadeyifu、chuangdanshangtadetoufa、haiyouweishengjianlitadehuazhuangpin。

napashidianshishangtakandianshijudelishijilu。zheixiedongxilingwoxinfanyiluan，zuizhongwobatamenquanbuqingchu。

wobuzhidaozijishiweileshenme，**lezhengzhengyiwanshang，bayiqiehelixiaomaiyouguandewupinquandourengchulewu。

“sihuhaichadianshenme。”wodiguzhe，bayizhengpingkongqiqingxinjidaojinshuichi，zuihoudasaoleyibianfangjian。

lingzhenggefangzidouchongchizhezheigeweidao。wotanruanzaidi，hunchenshuiqu。7.wodeqizilixiaomai，tachuguile。

chuguiduixiangshigegefangmiandoubiwoqiangdeshangjiejingying。shangciwohuangchengchucha，qishiyebusuanba，

woquwaidijitazhaonandejieyicideshuiguo，shunbianmianjianleyixiaweituoren。

wozaineilikandaolelixiaomaihetayoushuoyouxiaodezouchujiudian。kandaozheiyimu，woxiangshibeiezhuhoulong，

yigunanyiyanshuodeyayiyouxintoumanyanquanshen。wobujidezijishizenmehuijiade。

zhijidehuiquhoujiuhetashuoleyijuhua。“lixiaomai，womenlihunba。”tabingweizulan，

zhishimianwubiaoqingdedianlediantou。meiguojitian，tatiaolouzijindexiaoxibiandengshangxinwen。……huangfanpinfanlaizhaowo，

jingchanghuidailaitaqinshouzuodefancaihegaodian。wohetazhiqianmeishenmejiechu，kezuijintasihuyouyijiejinwo。

taliangzaozaidaxueshiqiguanxijiuhao，kewochangtingrenshuotaweirenjiansuankebo、aimuxurong。

tajingchanghuihejitahuaqiandenanshengtanlianai，dengzhaodaogengyouqiandezhihouzaijiangqianzhechuaizou。

woduitaziranmeishenmehaoyinxiang。“yege，woxinzuodeguihuagao，nichangchang。