zaikuangxiangxianshengdebixia，《renshengzuihuishichujian》miaohuilejiangyuechengujinmingdechengzhangyufendou。jiangyuechengujinmingyilujinglilekunanhecuozhe，quecongweifangqizhuixunzijidemengxiang。tongguoyuneixindezhandouheyuwaijiedechongtu，jiangyuechengujinmingzhujianjiandinglexinnian，bingqudelehuihuangdechengjiu。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanqishiyugandong，woxiaozhe，daizheqingsonghekuse：“kenizenmedoubunengruyuanle。gujinming，wodelejuezheng，zhishengxiazuihou3geyuedeshijian。”wohuayinluoxia……bijiangchudongduzhedexinling。
第一章
“ajiaoguoshengri，niyepeiguolaiaiyan？”
qiaozhetamoujiandechaonong，wozhidaotashiguyiyaowoguolai，jiwonankan。
qifenreliedektvbaoxiang，wosigexiarenbanbeitamenshihuanzhediange，kaijiu，kanzhezijidelaogongdangmianheliwanjiaojiwen。
sanchanghou，zuixunxundegujinmingzailouxiadengwo。
“sheirangnibujingguowodeyunxu，xiaoshi7tian？jintianshiduinidechengfa，zaiyouxiaci，jiwogunchugujia！”
“xiaoxinbaisihouwo7nian，nabudaoyifenqian！”
gaobiedehuaturanbeiyezhu。
wozuanzhushouzhongdebingweitongzhidan，xianglexiang，daodishimeiyounachulai。
1.
“faxianzijinianlaoseshuai，zhaobudaojinguixu，youhuiliuliudihuilaile？”
huijiadelushang，gujinmingzaifujiashilengchaorefeng：“jiangyuechen！dangnianniweileqianpaoqiwo，youzaiwofajiahouhuilai，jiuzhudinghuiyouzheiyitian！”
wozhuajinfangxiangpan，yaranshixiao。
“是啊，我活该。”
jiajigujinmingzhei7nian，tabujianduandidaigezhongnvhaierhuijia，dangzhewodemianerbinsimo，lecibupidizhemozhewo。
可我不明白。
wochulepeichuang，haiyao**baomu，zhuli，siji。tacongweijiguowoyifenqian，neigecengnianqingmingmeidenvhaier，rengshiweitaaodaorenlaozhuhuang。
taweihejiubukenxin，woconglaidoubushiyinweitadeqian？
woweiweiyangtou，xuanzhumoujiandeleishui。
gujinmingjuanlandeshengyinyouxiangqi：“shuoshuoba，zhei7tianlianxibushang，daodiqulenaer？”
“医院。”
“yiyuan？he，qiaoshangnageyishengle？niyiweizheixiegaoxuelideren，huixiangwodangniandewoyiyang，suibianyongdexinjijiunengshuadetuantuanzhuan？”
tagouqiwodexiaba，moujianmanshiwanweihechaofeng：“nizheigelaonvren，zaiyebiexianggouyinrenheren！”
wosisiyaozhechun，leihaishibuzhengqidiluole。
zaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexin，zaiyicibeisilie，tongbuyusheng。
gujinmingzheicailuchumanyidexiao，taochuyitiaoxiangliansuishoudiujiwo。
“nazheba，jinianriliwu。”
wulunbeizenmewuru，douyaoyarennaidewo，zheiyikekanzhe7nianlaitasongwodediyijianliwu，turanbushoukongzhidizhandouqilai。
“zheishishenmeyisi？pawofangqinixuanzelikai，yihouzaiyewufazhemowo，caiguyijiwoyidianxiwangma？”
“gujinming，7nianle，nihaimeiyoubaofugouma？”
buzhidaoshibushiqingxuguoyujidong，chuxianlehuanjue，wokanjiantamoujianshanguoyimoxinteng。
danhenkuaiyinqu，youguashangbinglengdexiao。
“你想多了。”
“duifunizheizhongweileqian，zenmezhemodouganbuzouderen，wohaiyongdezhejinitiantou？”
wozaiyeshuobuchulaiyijuhua。
ziconggujinmingdiyicibanvhaierdaihuijia，dangzhewodemianbaojinjinwoshizhihou，suoyoudejieshidoushiquleyiyi。
wozhixiangaoguoqu，bazhaihaiqing，ranhoujietuo。
huidaojia，gujinmingcubaodibawotuidaozaichuangshang。
“gujinming，zuihouyicile。”
xinzhongannianyiju，wobishangyan。
renyoutasifaxieyiban，haowuganqingdijiangwoyazaishenxia。
chuanxizheliwanjiaodemingzi。
2.
liwanjiaoshigujinmingqixiazuihongdexiaohua。
7nianlai，tashenbiandenvhaierhuanguowushuge，weiduliwanjiaozaitashenbiandaiguole3geyue。
tajitamaifang，qingzhuzuihaodeziyuan，xushizaibaofuwodeguochengzhongbuxiaoxinshengchuqingsu，suoyourendouyiweiliwanjiaoshitadezhengpainvyou。
meirenzhidao，wocaishigujinmingdeqizi。
“neigesiji，guzongrangniguoqu。”
zhengzaicheshangdenggujinming，turanyourenhanwo。
talaijuzushiweilepeiliwanjiao，woguoqushi，zhengzaipainvzhuluoshuidexi。
shenqiudeshuihanliangcigu，liwanjiaoyiweizaigujinminghuaili，leiyanzhongmanshibeichongnidexingfu：“jinminggege，wotiruo........”
gujinminglikezuanzhutadeshou：“bupa，zheibushijinizhaolaitishenleme？”
tademuguangluozaiwoshenshang，gongzuorenyuanyefenfenxiangwokanlai。
皆都冷笑不语。
weiyoudaoyandazhedanzishuo：“guzong，wozhidaoninxintengwanjiao，danzheichangxihenzhongyao，mahubude，zenmenengsuibianzhaogexiarencouheni？”
“rangtalai，haibururangjuwudamashangni。”
wokanzheshenshangtuqideyifu，jiongpodidixialetou。
gujinmingquehenyouxinxin：“jitahuagezhuangjiushile。”
dengwoconghuazhuangjianchulai，suoyourendoujingyadehebulongzui。
“怎办能这么像？”
“kanlaiguzongduiwanjiaoxihuandejin，bianshishenbiandesiji，yeshizhaozhewanjiaodemoyangzhaode........”
gaizhulianshangdebingsehezhouwen，wozhongyuyoulejifennianqingshideyangzi。
tamendoujuedewoheliwanjiaozhangdexiang，kemeirenzhidao，woheguzongrenshideshijian，biliwanjiaozhanglexuduonian。
“hailengzheganshenme？kuaitiao，bierangjiaojiaodengjile！”
gujinminglouzheliwanjiao，bunaifandixiangwomingling。
wozoudaochibian，zheicaikanjianchishuijishen，maozhesisilengqi。benjiudelejuezheng，xingjiangjiumudeshentifachubennengdekangju。
“woshentibushufu，guzong，nimenzhaozhuanyedeyanyuanba。”
“feishenmehua？zhaorenzhishaoyaodengbangexiaoshi，jiaojiaohaidengzheganjinpaiwanhewochifanni。”
tademuguangyixiangwo，jiliwanjiaodechongniyixiazibianleng：“nengbunengtiao？feiyaowozhaorentuinixiaqu？”
我深深打了个冷颤。
danshitadehua，jiurangworutongzhishenbingjiao，nanyichuanxi。
zheiyangderiziwoaole7nian，buchazuihouyici。
zuanjinquan，wotaimoukanxianggujinming：“zheiyitiao，womenzhijianbianliangqingle。”
taningzhemei：“shenmeyisi？”
“haijidedangnianjiajinishi，wowennijiele130wanma？”
“zhei7nianwozuonidezhuli，zuonidebaomu，zuonidesiji，jihuyitianmeiyouxiuxi。3fengongzijiaqilai，nizuishaojiwo1wandeyuexin。”
“haiyounishuiwodemeiyici，doushinizhudong！zainixinliwobianshizaijian，yebunengdiyu500。”
wonachusuishenxiedaidexiaobenzi，yizhuangzhuangyibibidoujideqingchu！
“zheiyitiaowoshiyaohuochumingde，shouni3000kuaibusuanduo。cihou130wanchedihaiqing，gujinming，wobandianyebuqiannidele！”
shuowan，wobudenggujinminghuiying，zongshenyuexiangchishui。
binglengdeshuishunjianjiangwotunshi，qinshizhewodeyishihebenjiuzaicanchuandeshengming。
woquemeiyouzhengzha，zhiyoujietuodailaideqingsong，renyoushentizhujianxiazhui。
xianxienisizhiji，yidaoshuxideshenyingjiangwobaozhu，daidaoanshang。
“jiangyuechennishibushifengle？”
“wanyiyingjiubujishi，nizhibuzhidaonizhendehuisi？！”
kanzhegujinmingneizhanghuangluanernaonudelian，woxiaole。
“nizheimehenwo，wosilebushizhengheniyime？”
3.
tamenbumingbai，wobuguoshiyigesiji，gujinmingweishenmeneibanzaihuwo，jiwozuorengonghuxi，haijiangwobaodaolecheshang。
liwanjiaoshenzhiyouxiechicu。
hongzheyangenzaigujinmingshenhou：“zhaoqitarensongtaquyiyuanhaobuhao？jinminggege，nidayingwohaiyaopeiwochifanni。”
yixiangduitayouqiubiyingdegujinmingchiyileyixia：“bijingshiwodexiaren，buhaorangtachushi。”
tajinjinbaozhewo，jiakuailejiaobu。
wennuanjieshidexiongtang，jiangwoyixiazidaidaole10nianqian。
neishiwomengangdaxuebiye，wojuzaijiaoqudedixiashi，chaolengdehuanjingrangwozhenggedongtiandouzaishengbing，youyiciyanzhongfashao，bingdeyishimohu。
lushangjixuemeixi，dabudaoche。
gujinmingbianshizheiyangbaozhewo，congjiaoquyizhipaodao7gongliwaideyiyuan，yiludoumeiyouting。
taleidetuoli，yifubeixueshuiyuhanshuishitou，querengqiangchengzhejiwomailaiyikuaikaohongshu，leiyanchichidishouzaiwoshenpang。
“bupa，yueyuebupa，youwozaini。”
“nishuojuhuahaobuhao？”
“yueyue，nibuyaohewo........”
tahaipadikuchulesheng，yifumeiyouwohuobuxiaqudemoyang。
kehoulai，wohaishilikaileta。
dengtabuguyiqiezhaodaowoshi，quefaxianwoyijingheyigefuerdaizoudaoleyiqi。
suoyishiyinweicengjingtaiai，caihuizheimehendeba？
hendaozhemowo7nian，haibumanzu。
“nizheimepawosi，shixiangzhemowoyibeizima？”
woxiaozhe，daizheqingsonghekuse：“kenizenmedoubunengruyuanle。gujinming，wodelejuezheng，zhishengxiazuihou3geyuedeshijian。”
wohuayinluoxia，gujinmingdejiaobuturantingzhu。
“绝症？”
tashayadinannanyisheng，suihouzhijiesongleshou，rangwohenhendishuaizaidishang。
tamoujiandehuangseyuxintengquandoubujian，zhishengchuncuideleng。
tayifukanpowodemoyang，yaxiaochusheng：
“haohaodezenmehuiturandejuezheng？zheishiniyinren7nianxiangdaodexinshouduanma？”
“faxiankukuzhuangchuyifutinghuazaihuwodemoyangmeiyong，jiugenwosuanzhang，rewoxintengzhihouzaitijuezhengdeshi，pianwojinihuaqian？”
“kexiajiangyuechen！qishiwoduinidetaiduyijingsongdongle，zhiyaonizairenyiduanshijianxingxujiunengdecheng，kexinitaixinjile！”
taxiaodeyuyuedasheng，siyi。
tajugaolinxiadidingzhewo，xiangcongwolianshangkanjiancuobaiheaonao。
ketashenmedoumeiyoukanjian，zhiyouxinrusihuihoudemoranhepingjing。
“heng，wokanninengzhuangdaoshenmeshihou！”
tadabucongwoshenqiankuaguoqu，zhiqixiaoyiquqianliwanjiaodeshou。
nvhaierduigujinmingfangcaideyifanhuagandaobuzhisuocuo，yijinghuaiyiwomenzhijiandeguanxi。danbudengtaxiangmingbai，gujinmingyishenshenwenshangletadechun。
“bushishuoquchifan，hailengzheganshenme，kuaishangche。”
liwanjiaodexiaoyanyoumingliangqilai，guaiguaishangleche。
woquelianxintengdeliqidoumeiyou，hunshensishibeishuaisanlejia，yaozheyacaimianmianpadaoqichehouzuo。
lakaichemenzhunbeishangchedeshihou，gujinminghenhenjiangwotuikai。
“nishanglaiganshenme？meitingjianwoyaopeijiaojiao？”
“zijidachequyiyuanba！”
wozhengzaiyuandi，zaiwujindetongkuyujuewangzhong，kanzhegujinmingwenroudichanzhelingyigenvrenshangleche，jiangwopiexia。
一阵秋风吹过。
chegudehanliangqiandongwodebingzheng，meiyicunxueroudouchuanlaisiliebandeteng。
tengdewoliulelei，wangzheqichedeweiyinghuilehuishou。
“再见，故今明。”
“再也不见。”
4.
我没有去医院。
chiguozhitongyao，bianhuijiashoushixingli。
nuodadebieshu，shuyuwodedongxizhiyouyigexiaoxiaodexinglixiang。limiansuoyouyifudoushilaishimaide，7nianweizaitianyijian，quanbutunsefabai，rutongwobingtaidelianse。
kexiaobieshuli10gebaomu。
weiyouwozheigezhengqi，meitianbudebanketingxie，leidepibaogu。
zhiyingujinmingbuxiangwoxianxialai，buxiangrangwodelianshangchuxianbandiankaixinhuoqingsong。
“呼~”
wozhangshuyikouqi，tuizhexinglixiangjiakuailelikaidebufa。
终是要解脱了。
“你要去哪儿？”
“jianmaicanmeiyong，yougaolijiachuzouzheiyitaole？”
womanleyibu，beigujinminglanzaiyuanzili。
zhixideganjuezaicixilai，wolandeduoshuoyijuhua，raokaitayaozou。
quebeitayibalazhushoubei。
“别碰我！”
wohenhenshuaikaita，huishendengleguoqu：“woshuoguo，woqiannideyijinghaiqingle，congxianzaiqi，nibuxuzaipengwoyixia！”
“呵。”
gujinmingqingxiaoyisheng：“jiangyuechen，yituiweijinzheiyizhaowozaishangchangyijingwanlanle。niyiweiwohaishidangniandeshaxiaozi？neimehaopian？”
zhei7nian，chabuduodehuawotinglewushubian。
kerengzuobudaomianyi，xintoukudelihai，shuobuchuyijuhua。
“xingle，biezhuangle。kanzainiyoushixiaoshi7tian，gaochengzheifubingyangyangdeyangzi，youshiguyitiaoshuixiangnisi，feilezheimeduoxinsidefenershang，jintianjiurangnidechengyici。”
tacongbaolitaochuyitachaopiao，daizhewanweideshense，shishebanrengzaiwojiaoxia。
“jianqilaizaishuojuxiexielaogong，wojiuzaijinijiwan。”
kanzhetongchuanggongzhen7niandenanren，moujianhaobuzheyandechaonong，woyiweiwohuitong，keshimeiyou。
neishunjianwoqieshidizhixiaoleshenmeshixinsi。
wozhizhiyingshangtademuguang，zhongyunengpinghewenchuxintoukunraole7niandebujie：
“gujinming，woruomanxinzhiyouqian，wojiajiniruozhishitantunidejiaye，weihewozaihaowuxiwangdeqingkuangxiakuaole7nianquebuzou？weihewobuchenzhenianqingquzhaoqitadefuhao，pianyaozainizheiliaodaorenlaozhuhuang？”
“bulunnixinbuxin，gujinming，woduini，shizhongshizhenxin。”
但那已是曾经。
shuowan，woxintouyujieyihuanhuanxiaosan。
budengtahuiying，biantuizhexinglixiangjixuliqu。
“wangyuechen！nibushiweilewodeqian，haishiweileshenme？”
“nizaiwozuiqiongdeshihoujiangwopaoxia，youzaiwogongsishangshideshihouhuilai，nipingshenmeshuoduiwoshizhenxin？”
shenhouxiangqigujinmingdenuhousheng。
wolandeduoshuoyiju，jiakuaijiaobu。
taturanzhuileguolai，chezhewodetoufajiangwoyibazhuaidaozaidi。
“wowennihuani，paoshenme？huidawoa！”
他失控地红了眼。
kewoyimeixinsicaitaweishenmefanu。
wobenjiubuwendebingqingzaicibeichufa，tengdequansuozaidishangzhandou，yaozheyayenanyikezhibanfen。
“kuaiqilai，biezhuangle！”
“shuaiyixiazenmekenengshangdezheimezhong？”
jianwolianseyufacangbai，etoumanshilenghan，busizuowei，gujinmingzheicaihuangluanqilai，dunxialaiyaojiangwobaoqi。
“滚啊！”
wojinquanlijiangtatuikai，jiannandipaxiangxinglixiang。
xiangzhibenzhuoyoujiandingdewoniu，pinjinyiqiediyaotaolizheigedifang。
“haolehaole，suanwopalenile，yuechen，nixiangyaoshenmedoukeyishangliang，xiangenwoquyiyuankankanhaobuhao？”
gujinmingshengxianweiweizhandou，dongzuoqingrouxuduo，xiaoxinyiyidiguolaifuwo。
woningsiyebuxiangbeitazaipengyixia！
jiuchanzhong，buxiaoxindafanlepojiudexinglixiang，cuiruodesuliaowaiqiaoyixiazisuilie，luchuzuiwaicengzhenduanshushangmiandeziyang。
gujinmingkanjianhou，likepuguoqunaqi。
世界安静了两秒。
suihouyouxiangqitashayazhandou，manshihuangkongdeshengyin。
“yueyue.......ni，nizhendedeleaizheng？”
“jiranshizhende，niweishenmebuzaonajiwokan？”
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