时光废墟里的修复与守护：一盘磁带里的半生爱意挚爱情深-著

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精彩章节

chenmodegongzuoshi，shiqianzaishijianfeixulideyizuogudao。meiyoulinjiedechuang，

zhiyouyizhanxuanzaitianhuabanzhongyangdenuanbaidiaodeng，baguangxianrouchengxisuiderongxu，luozaimanshidejiyizaitishang。

kongqizhongfudongzhesanzhongqixi：jiuzhizhangbeisuiyuejinchudemuzhiqingxiang，dianziyuanjianshourehoupiaolaideweijiaokeligan，

haiyouyizhongnanyiyanyude、shuyu“jiyi”benshendeqingleng——xiangdongyechuangbolishangningjiedeshuanghua，mobuzhe，

quenengqingxiganzhidaoshiguangchendiandezhongliang。sizhoudejiazidingtianlidi，

baimanlexingtaigeyiderongqi：tiezhefanhuangbiaoqiandebolipingli，xuzhuangdejiyiruchenwuzhongdeyunduobanhuanhuanxuanzhuan，

meiyilvdouguozhexisuideguangying；laojiudejiaopianpanraozaihuangtongzhoushang，heisededaishenfanzheyaguang，

ningguzhemougeshidaiduyoude、daizhekeligandemuguang；haiyouxiegengxiandaidejingti，zhiyouzhijiagaidaxiao，

zaiyouanchushanshuozheweiruoquesimideguang，neishizangzaishuzilide、bukenqingyishirendeguowang。

chenmoshizheiliweiyidezhuren，yeshiyiweigududegongjiang——chenglijincundejiyixiubujiang。

tadeshuangshouwendexiangshoushutaishangdezhudaoyisheng，zhifuquebizuilingmindechuanganqigengnengganzhiwendu，

nengchudaojiyizaitishangzuixiweidewenli，shenzhibuzhuodaocanliuzaishangmiande、zaoyidanhuadeqingxubodong。

renmendaizheposundexiangce、xiaocidecidai、shenzhishiyilvfengcunzaihupolidetoudailaizhaota，

yanshenlimanshikenqie，qiqiutanengcongshijiandeliushazhong，dalaoqineixiejijiangchenmeidesuipian。

taxiubuxiangceshangdehuahen，xiaozhunjiuyingxianglitunsedesecai，lianjieduanliedeyinpinlicanquedeziju，

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zhidaoneigewuhou，supopodechuxian，dapolegongzuoshichangniandejijing。tashiyouhugongchanfuzhejinlaide，

shenxinggouloudexiangyimeibeiqiufengjuanluodekuye，zouyibudouyaoqingqinghuangyixia，shenshangneijianzangqingsedejiuwaitao，

xiukouyijingmochulexixidemaobian。dantadeyanjing，queyichangqingche，xiangbeishanquanshuixiguodeliuli，

touzhelijingmanzhangsuiyuexidihoudetongtou，meiyousihaolaotaidehunzhuo。hugongxiangbangtanachudongxi，

quebeitaqingqingbaishoujujuele。tazhanweiweidicongbeiwanliquxiayigexiuzhelianhuadejiubudai，

budaidesixianyijingtunse，lianhuadelunkuoqueyijiuqingxi，xianranshibeifanfumosuoguowushuci。

tazhijianniezhebudaidexidai，manmanjiekai，conglimianquchuyigeyongmibaiseruanbubaoguodeyanyanshishidewujian，

bujiaobeidiedezhengzhengqiqi，meiyouyisizhezhou。neishiyipanlaoshiluyindai，suliaowaiqiaoyijingfanchushenhuang，

xiangbeiyangguangshaitoudejiushuye，bianjiaoyoujichuxiweidekepenghenji，liuxialeshiguangkenyaodeyinji。

biaoqianshishouxiede，yongtunsedelanmoshuixiezhe“wenyuanyusuyun，yijiuliusan-erlingersan”，zijigongzheng，

moweihaihualeyigexiaoxiaodeyuanquan，xiangshizangzaisuiyuelidexiaoxiaoxinyi。“chenshifu，”supopodeshengyinhenqing，

xiangluozaihumiandeyumao，quedaizheburongzhiyidekenqie，meiyigezidouguozhechendiandiandeqidai，“hugongguniangshuo，

ninshichenglizuihaodejiyixiubujiang，nengbasuiledeguowangpinqilai。

zheipandaizi……wohewoxianshengliushinianderizi，douzhuangzailitoule。

”takushoudeshouzhiqingqingmosuozhecidaiwaiqiao，zhijiandewenduyidiandianshenjinbingliangdesuliaoli，

fangfozaifumoairenwenredelianpang，“zuijinzheijinian，youxiedifangkaishimohule，

zayindadegaiguoletadeshengyin，haiyouxiepianduan，gancuijiu……meileshengxiang。wolaole，jixingyuelaiyuecha，

panatianliantadeyangzi、tadeshengyindoujibuqingle。woxiangzaizouzhiqian，zaiqingqingchuchudi‘ting’yibian，

congkaitoudaojiewei，bawomenderizizaizouyibian。ninneng……bataxiuhaoma？”chenmojieguocidai，rushouweichen，

neizhongliangyuanbuzhisuliaohecifendezhongliang，gengxiangshichengzaileliushiniandeguangyin，yizhenzhen、yimumudouyazaishangmian。

zhijianchudaowaiqiaodeshunjian，tahuranganjuedaoyisinuanyi，xiangdongrilitouguochuanglingdenuanyang，

congcidaineibuyinyintouchu，neishishuyulianggerende、mianzhangerwenroudeqingxu。dantongshi，

tayebuzhuodaolejisibuhexiedehanyi，xiangbingmianliekaishidexiweishengxiang，

haiyoujichumingxiande“kongdong”gan——neishijiyibeishiguangqinshidetaiyanzhong，shenzhichediqueshidequyu，

lengderangrenxinlifakong。“wokeyishishi，popo。

”chenmojiangcidaiqingqingfangruyitaijingguotajingxingaizaodeyiqili，

neishiyitaijianjuduquhexiufugongnengdeduoguiyi，jishenshishenhuisede，

shangmianbumanlemimimamadeanniuhexianshiping，doushitazheixienianyidiandiandiaoshichulaide“mimiwuqi”，

“danxiufudeguochengjiuxiangshulidajiedesixian，deshunzhewenlumanmanli，bunengji，

haixuyaonintigongyixiedazhideshijiandian，birunaxiebufenkaishichuwentile？

zheiyangwocainengjingzhundingweisunshangdedifang。”supopoweiweimiqiyan，muguangpiaoxianggongzuoshidejiaoluo，

xiangshitouguokongqi，kandaoleyaoyuandeguowang，manmanxianrulehuiyi：“kaitouhaihao，

shiwomendiyicizaigongrenwenhuagongtiaowudeshihou，tadeshengyin、yinlesheng，douhaiqingchu。houlai，

haoxiangshiwomendiyicidachaoyijianeici，shengyinjiuyoudianbuduijingle，zongduanduanxuxude。zaihoulai，

shitashengbingzhuyuanneiduanshijian，zayintebiezhong，wozongtingbuqingtazaishuoshenme。zuihou，

shi……shitazuihouduiwoshuodehua，youyiduan，jihuwanquantingbujianle……”shuodaozuihou，

tadeshengyinqingqingfazhan，yanlifanqileyicengshuiwu。chenmodiandiantou，zaikongzhitaidexianshipingshangqingqingqiaoji，

shedinglejigeguanjiandebiaojidian。tacongjiazishangquxiayigezhuanyongdeganyingtoukui，toukuishanglianzhexixidedaoxian，

lingyiduanlianjiedaogongzuoshizhongyangdeqiuxingpingmushang——neipingmunengtoushechuchenjinshideguangying，

rangjiyilidechangjingwanzhengdichengxianzaiyanqian，jiuxiangzhongxinhuidaoleguoqu。“womencongdiyigejiediankaishiba，

xiankankannimenchuyudeyangzi。”chenmoshuozhe，anxialeqidongjian。yiqifachuyizhenqingweidewengming，

xiangshiguangzhuandongdeshengyin，qiuxingpingmushangjianjianliangqileguang。

diyiduanjiyi：chuyudewubu(1963)guangyingliuzhuanjian，gongzuoshidekongqifangfobeishunjianzhihuan，

yuanbenqinglengdeqixitunqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongdaizheniandaigandewenre。qiuxingpingmushangdeguangyuelaiyueliang，

zuizhonghuazuoyigexianhuodechangjing，jiangzhenggegongzuoshidouguolejinqu——neishi1963niandegongrenwenhuagong，

tianhuabanshangguazhecaisedezhidenglong，nuanhuangsededengguangtouguodenglongdewenlusaxialai，

zaidimianshangtouchuxisuideguangban，kongqilifangfopiaofuzhehuichenyunianqingrenxindimengfadeheermengqixi，

lianhuxidoubiandeqingkuaiqilai。nianqingdesusuyunjiuzhanzaiwuchibianshang，chuanzheyijiansuyadesuihualianyiqun，

qianfensedebuliaoshangyinzhexiaoxiaodebaiyulan，qunbaichuidaoxigai，beifengqingqingchuidehuanglehuang。

tadetoufashuchengliangtiaozhengqidemahuabian，chuizaijianbangliangce，shouzhijinzhangdijiaozheshoupa，

yanshenshibushiwangwuchilipiao，youhenkuaidixiatou，erjianfanzhedandandehong。buyuanchu，

nianqingdeliwenyuanchuanzheyishenxidefabaidanyuntangpingzhengdezhongshanzhuang，lingkouxizheshensedelingjie，

toufashudeyisibugou，lianeqiandesuifadoubeizixilvshunle。tazhanzairenqunli，

muguangqueyizhiluozaisusuyunshenshang，lianshangdaizhejifenqingsedeyonggan，shouzhiqiaoqiaozuanlezuanyijiao，

xiangshizaijizijidaqi。zheishi，shuhuandeyinlexiangleqilai，shidenglijunde《yelaixiang》，xuanlvyouyangwanzhuan，

xiangliushuiyiyangtangguozhenggewenhuagong，guozhedandandehuaxiang，luozaimeigerendexinshang。liwenyuanshenxiyikouqi，

maikaijiaobuchaosusuyunzouguoqu，zoudaotamianqianshi，jiaobudunledun，caiweiweiwanyao，shenchushou，

shengyintouguosuiyuedelvjingchuanlai，daizhenianqingrenteyoudeqingliang，haiyouyisibuyichajuedezhandou：“tongzhi，

nengqingnitiaozhiwuma？”chenmodingzhekongzhitaidexianshiping，shangmiandeyinpinheshipinxinhaodouxiangdangwending，

meiyousihaozayin，huamiandesecaiyebaomandehen，xiangganggangconganfanglichongxichulaidecaisezhaopian，

liansusuyunlianyiqunshanghuabandewenlu、liwenyuanzhongshanzhuanglingkoudezhezhou，douqingxikejian。tazhuyidao，

zailiwenyuanshenshouyaoqingshi，tadezhijianyouxiweidedoudong，bushiyinweijinzhangdaoshikong，

ershizangbuzhudeqidaiyutante，zheigexiweidexijie，beicidaiwanzhengdifengcunlexialai，

meiyoubeishiguangmosunbanfen。ersusuyuntingdaozheijuhuashi，mengditaiqitou，yanlishanguoyisijingxi，

lianshangshunjianfeiqiliangduohongyun，conglianjiayizhimanyandaoerjian，xiangbeiwanxiarantouleyiyang。taqingqingdiandiantou，

jiangshoufangjinliwenyuandezhangxin，tadeshouwenreeryouli，zhijiandewendurangtadexintiaogengkuaile。liangrenburuwuchi，

wubudoulvexianbenzhuo，liwenyuanouerhuibuxiaoxincaidaosusuyundequnbai，meicidoujimangdaoqian，lianjiazhangdetonghong，

ersusuyunzhishixiaozheyaotou，yanlimanshiwenrou。tamendeyanshenouerjiaohui，meiyouguoduodehuayu，

queyouyizhongchuncuide、dongrendeguangzailiuzhuan，neishishuyuchujiandexindong，ganjingdexiangchuchundediyichangyu。

“zheilibaocundehenhao，”chenmoyibiancaozuozheyiqi，jinxingchangguidexinhaozengqiang，

rangshengyinhehuamiangengqingxiyixie，yibianduishenbiandesupoposhuo，“jihubuxuyaoewaixiufu，

zhiyaoshaoweidiaozhengyixia，jiunenghaiyuandangshideyangzi。”supopowangzheguangyingzhongneiduipianxiandenianqingren，

zuijiaomanmanfanqiwenroudexiaoyi，yanlideshuiwuyuelaiyuenong，zuizhongningjiechengleizhu，shunzheyanjiaohualuo，

dizaixiukoushang，yunkaiyixiaopianshihen。“neishihoua，takezhensha，”tadeshengyindaizhexiaoyi，

youzangzhedandandehuainian，“mingmingzijiyebuhuitiaowu，haiyingzhetoupilaiyaoqingwo，yiwanshangcailewohaojicijiao，

zuihouhaibuhaoyisidishuo，xiaciyidinglianshulezaiqingwotiao。”zheiduanjiyi，jiuxiangyikuaibeijingxinbaocundehupo，

jiangliangrenzuichudexindong、qingsedeyonggan，haiyouneigemanshi《yelaixiang》xuanlvdeyewan，wanzhengdifengcunlexialai，

meiyouyisiliehen，wennuanderangrenxinlifatian。

dierduanjiyi：zhengchaodeliehen(1972)guangyingzhouranqiehuan，wennuandewuchichangjingtunqu，

querdaizhideshiyigeyongjidetongziloufangjian。fangjianbuda，jiajujianloudehen，yizhangdiaoqidemuzhuofangzaiqiangjiao，

shangmianbaizheyigetangcilianpen，penyanyoujichukepengdequekou，qiangshangguazheyizhangheibaizhaopian，

shisusuyunheliwenyuandejiehunzhao，zhaopiandebianjiaoyijingweiweijuanqi。kongqizhongmeiyouleyinledeyouyang，

zhishengxiayayideqixi，xiangyikuaichendiandiandeshitou，yaderenchuanbuguoqi。

nianqingdeliwenyuanhesusuyundoubianleyangzi，lianshangtunqulechujianshideqingse，tianshangleshenghuodefengshuang。

susuyundetoufajianduanle，shuchengleliluodeduanfa，shenshangchuanzheyijianlansedegongzhuang，xiukouwandaoxiaobei，

luchudeshouwanshangzhanzhexiexumianfen，xianranshizhengzaizuofanshibeidaduanle。liwenyuandezhongshanzhuangyejiule，

lingkoumochulemaobian，lianshangdaizhepibei，shoulizuanzheyizhangzhoubabadezhi，zhijiaobeitaniedebianlexing。

liangrenzhengzhanzaifangjianzhongyang，weiyijianshiqingjiliedizhengchao，shengyinyuelaiyueda，

lianchuangwailuguodezixingche**doubeigaileguoqu。congtamendeduihualinengtingchu，

zhengzhidehexinshiyigegongzuodiaodongjihui——danweiyaoxuanpaiyipirenquzhiyuansanxianjianshe，qupianyuandeshanqugongzuo，

daiyugenghao，yeyoujinshengdejihui，danyaolikaizheizuoshenghuolejishiniandechengshi，zhishaoyaoquwunian。

“……niweishenmejiubunengweizheigejiaxiangxiang！”susuyundeshengyindaizhekuqiang，

yuanbenwenhedeyuqibiandeyouxiejianrui，yanlimanshiweiquhebujie，“haizicaisansui，gangshangyoueryuan，nizoule，

jialideshidouyazaiwoyigerenshenshang，wojiyaoshangban，youyaozhaoguhaizi，haiyaocaoxinlaoren，nirangwozenmekang？

”“wojiushiweizheigejiaxiang，caijuedezheishigejihui！”liwenyuandeyuqiyehenjidong，

shengyinbipingshigaolebadu，shoulidezhibeitahuidehuanglehuang，“xianzaijialitiaojianzheimecha，

haizilianjianxinyifudoushebudemai，qulesanxian，gongzinengzhangyibei，hainengfenyitaofangzi，dengwowendingle，

jiubanimenjieguoqu，zheibushiweilewomenyihouhaoma？”jiuzaizheishi，

chenmodemuguangturanluozaikongzhitaidexianshipingshang——dangliwenyuanshuodao“jihui”zheigecishi，

yinpinxinhaoturanchuxianleyigemingxiandemaoci，xiangpingjingdehumianturanfanqilelianyi，

bansuizheduanzandehuamiandoudong，guangyingzhongdeliwenyuanshenyinghuanglehuang，fangfozheiduanjiyibenshen，

yinweidangshiqingxudejilie，erchanshengleyidaoxiweideliehen。talikefangmanlebofangsudu，

diaodongyiqideqingxuganzhigongneng，zixibuzhuozhejiyilicanliudeqingxubodong。zheiyici，tachajuedaoleyichang。

zailiwenyuanjiliedeyancibeihou，zaitazhouzhemei、kansijiandingdebiaoqingzhixia，

sihuyinzangzheyisibuyichajuedekuijiu，xiangyikexiaoxiaodeshizi，zangzaixiongyongdeqingxulangchaoli，buzixifenbian，

genbenfaxianbule。neikuijiuganhendan，quehenzhenshi，shunzhejiyidewenlu，qiaoqiaochuandichulai，

yutajiliedeyuqixingchenglexianmingdeduibi。chenmodeshouzhizaikongzhitaishangqingqinghuadong，diaochuwusunxiufuchengxu，

pingmushangchuxianleyidaoxixidenengliangliu，xiangyigentoumingdesixian，xiaoxinyiyidichanshangneigeyinpinmaoci。

tapingzhuhuxi，yidiandiandiaozhengnengliangliudeqiangdu，xiangyishengfengheshangkouyiyang，wenroudifupingneigemaoci，

wendingzhuhuangdongdehuamian。guangyingzhongdechangjingzhongxinbiandeqingxi，liangrendezhengchaoshengyehuifuleliuchang，

meiyoulesihaozayin。taxiufule“zhengchao”debiaoxiang，queduineisiyinzangdekuijiugandaoyisikunhuo。

zheibufuhechangli——zairucijiliededuikangzhong，kuijiugantongchangshuyutuoxiedeyifang，

huoshiyishidaozijiyoucuoderen，danjiyizhongdeliwenyuan，yancijianding，taiduqiangying，

kanqilaiwanquanshi“youli”deyifang，zenmehuizangzhekuijiuni？xiufuhoudejiyijixubofang。

susuyunbeiliwenyuandehuadudeshuobuchuhua，zhinengzhanzaiyuandidiaoyanlei，jianbangyichouyichoude。

liwenyuankanzhetadeyangzi，meitouzhoudegengjin，quemeiyoushangqiananwei，fanerzhuanguoshen，

zhuaqidazaiyizishangdewaitao，henhenshuaileyixiamen，“peng”deyishengjuxiang，zhendeqiangshangdezhaopianhuanglehuang，

tadeshenyingxiaoshizaimenwai。fangjianlizhishengxiasusuyunyigeren，takaozaiqiangshang，manmanhuazuozaidi，

wushengdiliulei，leishuidizaidibanshang，yunkaiyixiaopianshihen。xianshizhongdesupopoqingqingtanlekouqi，

neikouqilimanshisuiyuedegankai，meiyouledangshideyuandui，zhishengxiadandandeshiran。“neicichaodezhenxionga，

shiwomenjiehunyilaidiyicichaochengzheiyang，zhihouyigexingqidoumeishuohua，jialilengdexiangbingjiao。

”tademuguangluozaiguangyingzhongneigekuqidezijishenshang，yanshenwenrou，“houlaihaishitaxianfuruande，

toutouzaiwozhentoudixiafangleyitiaohongsijin，jiushiwozhiqianzaibaihuoshangdiankanlehaojici，shebudemaideneitiao。

tashuo，shitataijile，meikaolvwodenanchu，yihoubuguanshenmeshi，dougenwoshangliangzhelai。

”chenmozaikongzhitaidebeizhulanli，zixibiaojilezheigedian，

youjiangneifencongjiyilibuzhuodaode“kuijiugan”cunrulinshihuancun，liudaihouxufenxi。

zheishitaxiufuzheipancidaiyilai，yudaodediyigebuhexiedezayin，xiangyikexiaoxiaodeyituan，luozailexinli。

disanduanjiyi：gongdunanguan(1998)guangyingzaicibianhuan，zheiyici，changjingbianchengleyiyuandebingfang。

baisedeqiangbi、baisedechuangdan、baisedebeizi，daochudoushiciyandebai，lianyangguangtouguochuanghuzhaojinlai，

doubiandebinglenglejifen，kongqizhongmimanzhexiaodushuideweidao，cibiyouyayi，rangrenxinlifajin。

zhongniandeliwenyuantangzaibingchuangshang，liansecangbaidexiangyizhangzhi，yuanbentingbadeshenxingbiandexiaoshoubukan，

quangugaogaotuqi，yanwoshenxian，lianluzaibeiziwaimiandeshouwan，douxidenengkanqingtuqidegutou，

xianranshijinglileyichangdabing，beizhemodetuolexing。tadebizishangchazheyangqiguan，xiongkouweiweiqifu，

huxihuanmanerweiruo，kanqilaigewaixuruo。susuyunzuozaibingchuangbiandeyizishang，shenshangchuanzheyijianhuisedewaitao，

toufaliyijingmaochulejilvbaifa，yankuangshenxian，yanxiaguazhenongzhongdeheiyanquan，xianranshihenjiumeiyoushuihaole。

dantadeyanshenlimeiyousihaodepibei，fanertouzhepanshibandejianding，

tajinjinwozheliwenyuanmeiyoudadiandideneizhishou，zhijianqingqingmosuozhetadeshoubei，xiangshizaichuandililiang，

youxiangshizaiquerentahaizaishenbian。zheiduanjiyide“sunshang”bizhiqianyanzhongdeduo。

beijinglichongmanle“shasha”dezayin，xiangyongwuzhijingdeluoyusheng，youxianglaojiushouyinjilidedianliusheng，

yicengyicengdiguozairenshengwaimian，jihuyangaileliangrenzhijiandedabufenduihua。huamianyeshibushidishanshuo，

fanzhebaisedexuehua，xiangbeifengchuidehuangdongdezhuhuo，yihuierqingxi，yihuiermohu，liansusuyunlianshangdebiaoqing，