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《shuanghuajin，zhiniansan》shiheidengxiahuomoyuquchuangzuodeyibuyinrenrushengdeduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo。gushizhongdezhujiaomoxuanlingxisuqingyuanmianlinzhetiaozhanyukunjing，tongguoyongqihezhihuizhaodaolejiejuewentidefangfa。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqishengdongdemiaoxiehezhenshideqingganrangduzheshenshougandong。shoulizuanzhekuailielefengdeyupei，qieshengshengdiduozaixianmenkaohederenqunhou，beitawuyijianpiejian，guishishenchadishouzuoletudi。rujinlingxiyishiwusui，zaiqingxiaomenzhu……。

精彩章节

1qingxiaomendexue，xialezhengzhengsanri。moxuanzhanzaiguanxingtaidebaiyulanganpang，xuansedaopaobeishanfengfudeweidong，

paojiaoxiudeyinxianshuangwen，zaimantianfeixuezhongjihuyaoyutiandirongchengyipian。tazhijianningzheyilvdanqingsedelingli，

zhengwangshenqianneizhubankude“wangchunshu”lidu——zheishushibainianqiantaqinshouzaide，sannianqianquemomingkuwei，

shilewushufazi，yezhimianqiangdiaozheyikouqi。“shifu。”ruannuodeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，

daizheshaonianrenteyoudeqingche，queyouchanledianbuyichajuedenianhu，xiangxuedilihualeyibandetang。moxuanhuitoushi，

meiyanjiandeqinglengdanlexie。zhanzaishijiexiadeshaonvguozhejianhouhoudebaihuqiu，xiaoliandongdeweihong，

shoulipengzhegewumushihe，zhengyangtouwangta。tashenlianghaiweizhangkai，xiandegewaixianxi，fengyichui，

huqiudemaobiansusudong，daoxiangzhipalengdexiaoshou。shilingxi，tazuoxiaweiyidedizi。

“zenmechuanzheimeshaojiuchulaile？”moxuanzouxiataijie，zirandishenshoutanletantadeetou——chushouwenliang，

meiyoufare，caisonglekouqi。zheihaizizixiaoshenziguruo，rushimenshicaibasui，shoudexianggendouyacai，

shoulizuanzhekuailielefengdeyupei，qieshengshengdiduozaixianmenkaohederenqunhou，beitawuyijianpiejian，

guishishenchadishouzuoletudi。rujinlingxiyishiwusui，zaiqingxiaomenzhuleqinian，meiyanzhangkailexie，

tunqulechujianshideqienuo，zhishineishuangyan，zongxianghanzheshui，wangzhetashi，nianderenxinlifaruan。“bulengde，

”lingxibashihewangtashoulisai，zhijiancengguotadezhangxin，xiangyumaoqingqingsaolexia，“wodunlelianzigeng，

shifujinridulinglidingshileile，bubu。”shihelidegenghaiwenzhe，

tianxianghunzheyaocaodedanku——tazhidaomoxuanbuxitaitian，youzongwangleheanshendeyao，

bianzaigengliqiaoqiaochanledianhehuanhuahefuling。moxuanyaoleyishao，nuanyiconghoulonghuadaoweili，taitoushi，

jianlingxizhengdingzhetadechun，yanshenliangdejingren，xiangzanglexingzi。“shifu，haohema？”tawangqiancoulebanbu，

jihuyaotiedaotashence，huqiudemaocengdaotadedaopao，“woxuelehaojiuni，qianjiridunhulesanhui，

chadianbadanfangdexiaoluzizhale……”“ng，henhao。”moxuantaishou，rouleroutadefading。

lingxidetoufahenruan，xiangshanghaodechouduan，tazhijianxianjinqu，

nengmodaotaweiweifatangdeerchui——zheihaizizongshirongyihaixiu。lingxiquehurandidi“wu”leyisheng，

wangtahuailikaolekao，etoudizhetadexiongkou，shengyinmenmende：“shifu，fangcaijianniduizhewangchunshufadai，

shibushiyouzaixiang……xiangyiqiandeshi？”moxuandongzuoyidun。tahenshaozaidizimianqianliuluqingxu，wangchunshudeshi，

gengshicongweiduirenxishuo。“zhishixiangzhe，gairuherangtahuoguolai。”taqingqingpailepaitadebei，

xianganfuyizhishoujingdeque，“shayatou，xiangshenmeni。”“wopa……”lingxideshengyingengxiaole，

daizhedianweiqu，“pashifuyoulexiangzuodeshi，youlexiangdengderen，jiubutenglingxile。

”tadeshouzhiqiaoqiaozuanzhuletadepaojiao，lidaobuda，quezuandehenjin，xiangpayisongshou，

tajiuhuibeizheifengxuejuanzouside。moxuanshixiao，xintoufaruan。zheihaizizongshizheiyang，nianrendehen，youmingan。

tawanyao，kanzhetafanhongdeyankuang，wenshengdao：“shifuzhiyouniyigetudi，butengni，tengshei？

”lingxizheicaitaiqitou，yanlideshuiqihaimeisan，quexiaole，

zuijiaowanchulianggeqianqiandeliwo：“neishifuyaoyizhitenglingxi，buxubian。”“bubian。”moxuanyingdeqing，

quedaizheburongzhiyiderenzhen。tameikanjian，zaitazhuanshenjixuqudulinglishi，lingxiwangzhetabeiyingdeyanshen。

neiyanlideyilianhaizai，queqiaoqiaomanchulexiebiededongxi——xiangtengmanchanshanglaoshudegen，

daizheshizaibidedezhiao，youxiangzangzaixuexiadehuo，zhidengyigeshiji，bianyaoshaodechedi。tazhijianzangzaixiuzhong，

niezhekuaixiaoxiaodeyupai，yupaishangkezhe“moxuan”erzi，

bianjiaobeimosuodeguanghua——zheishisannianqiantachenmoxuandazuoshi，toutoucongtashufanganshangnade，ririchuaizaihuaili，

lianshuijuedouzuanzhe。xueluozaitadejiemaoshang，huale，xianglei。ketameiku，zhishiqingqingwanlewanchun，

wushengdizhongfuleyibiantadehua：“bubian……shifushuode，buxubian。”2qingxiaomendedizidouzhidao，

moxuanzhanglaoduitaneixiaotudi，shipengzaishoulipashuaile，hanzaizuilipahuale。lingxishenziruo，

lianbuletaigangmengdegongfa，moxuanbianqinziweitagailetao《roushuijue》，

meirichenshiqinzizaixiaoyuanlijiao；tapahei，moxuanbianxunleke“zhaoyezhu”guazaitachuangtou，

yeyedengtashuishulecaihuizijide“tingxueju”；jiulianchifan，ruoshilingximeiweikou，moxuanyehuizuozaitaduimian，

peizhetayikouyikoudichi。pangrenkanle，huoxianmu，huobujie——moxuanshiqingxiaomenbeifenzuigaodezhanglaozhiyi，

xiuweishenbukece，xingzisulaiqinglengshudan，dangnianlianzhangmenqinzidilaidebaishitiedouwanjule，sheiyemeiliaodao，

huiduiyigebanlujianlaidexiaotudishangxinzhici。zhiyoulingxizijizhidao，zheifen“shangxin”，

shitayidianyidian“zheng”laide。tachurushimenshi，moxuansuishouleta，

queyezhishianbujiubandijiaogongfa、shoudianji，daitawenhe，queyegezhecengjuli。

shitaguyizailianjianshi“buxiaoxin”shuaixiashijie，kepolexigai，kanzhetazhouzhemeiweizijishangyao，

shengyinfangdejiqingdiwen“tengbuteng”；shitazaihanyeliguyitidiaobeizi，zhuangzuoshoulefenghan，

tingzhetashouzaichuangbiantanqi，yiyeweimiandiweizijidulingli；shitazaitajiangkeshi，zhengzhemengdongdeyanwen“shifu，

lingxishibushihenben”，kantawunaiyouxinruandishuo“buben，zhishihaixiao”。taxiangzhutusizi，

yidiandianchanshangtazheikedashu，yongrouruozuoer，batademuguang、tadezaiyi，douyidiandianyindaozijishenshang。

zheiriwuhou，lingxizaimoxuandeshufanglimomo。tazhidaomoxuanbuxirenpengtadedongxi，

quepianyaochentaquqianshanyishishilai——shufangliyoutadeqixi，dandandesongmuxiang，hunzhemodingdeqingku，

wenzhejiurangrenanxin。tazhijianfuguoshujiashangdeshu，tingzaiyibenfanhuangdegujishang。neishiben《shanggulingzhizhi》，

shuyelijiazhepiangankudeziyuanweihua，huabanbianyuanyouxiefahei，quehainengkanchudangniandeyanse。lingxirendezheihua。

moxuancengtiguoyiju，shuoziyuanweishi“tongxinhua”，shengzetonggen，sizetongrui。tahaizhidao，

zheihuabushimoxuancaide——sannianqiantafantajiuwushi，zaiyigeshangsuodemuhelijianguobankuaiyupei，

yupeishangkedehuawen，zhengshiziyuanwei，erneiyupeidequekou，yutachujianmoxuanshi，zuanzaishoulideneikuailieyupei，

yansihefeng。tadangshibaneibankuaiyupeitoutoufanglehuiqu，zhuangzuoshenmedoumeikanjian。dantajizhuleneihuawen，

yejizhulemoxuantiqi“tongxinhua”shi，yandiyishanerguode、tacongweijianguodewenrou。neiwenrou，

bushijitade。“lingxi？”moxuandeshengyinhurancongmenkouchuanlai，lingxishouyidou，

zhijiandeguji“pa”didiaozaidishang。tahuangmangwanyaoqujian，zhijianquexianchudaoleneipianziyuanwei——huabantaicui，

beitayipeng，jingsuilebanpian。“shifu……”tataitoushi，yankuangyijinghongle，shengyindaizhekuqiang，“duibuqi，

wobushiguyide，wojiushixiangkankanshifuchangkandeshu，meixiangdao……”moxuanzoujinlai，

xiankanleyandishangdehuaban，meitoujibukechadiculexia，suijidunxiashen，fuzhutadejian：“wufang，

benjiushikulededongxi。”tameitihuadelaili，yemeiguaitaluanpengdongxi，zhishinaguoneibenshu，

qingqingfanghuishujia，“xiacixiangkan，gaosushifubianshi，bubitoutoulai。”lingxidizhetou，shouzhizuanzheyijiao，

zhijiajihuyaoqiajinrouli。tatingjianzijidexintiaodeyoukuaiyouchen——tameiguaita，dantakanneihuabandeyanshen，

bipingshilengleyifen。“shifu，”tahurantaitou，yangzhelianwangta，yanlixuzhelei，xiangzhibeiqifuledexiaomao，

“neihua……shisheisongnindeya？shihenzhongyaoderenma？”moxuandunledun，naqianshangdeyantai，

manmanyanmo：“shiguren。”“guren？”lingxizhuiwen，shengyingengruanle，“shinvxiuma？bilingxihaokanma？

shifushibushi……haixiangzheta？”moxuantingxiayanmodeshou，kanxiangta。shaonvdeyanlimanshibuan，

xiangpabeipaoqideyouzai，neimoyangshizaikelian。tatanlekouqi，shenshoucaqutayanjiaodelei：“shahua。

doushiguoqudeshile，shifuxianzaizhiyouni。”“zhende？”lingxiwangqiancoulecou，jihuyaotiedaotahuaili，

“neishifuyihoubuxuxiangtale，yebuxuzailiuzhetadedongxi，haobuhao？lingxihuijishifuzhaogenghaokandehua，

bizheiziyuanweihaokanyibaibei、yiqianbei……”moxuanbeitachandemeifa，zhidediantou：“hao，doutingnide。

”tameizhuyidao，zaitaditoujixuyanmoshi，lingxikaozaitajiantou，zuijiaogouqidehudu，

daizheyisijidande、bushuyu“guaiqiao”delengyi。tayaodebushi“doutingnide”zheijufuyan。tayaodeshi，

tadeyanli、xinli，zhinengyoutayigeren。jiuxiangxianzai，tazhijianzhanlemo，tashenshouquca，

zhijianguyicengguotadezhifu，shengyintiandefani：“shifu，mozhanshoushangle，wobangninca。

”moxuandezhijianweijiang，quemeiduokai。lingxideshouzhiruanhuhude，daizhediannuanyi，cadehenman，

xiangshizaixiximiaomotadezhijie。chuangwaidexuetingle，yangguangtouguochuanglingzhaojinlai，luozailiangrenjiaodiedeshoushang，

mingmingshinuanguang，quezhaodelingxiyandideyinying，yufashenle。3qingxiaomenyaoban“qinglanhui”le。

zheishimenzhongmeisannianyicideshenghui，huiyaoqinggedamenpaidedizilaijiaoliuqiecuo，

yeshinianqingdizizhanlutoujiaodehaojihui。zhangmenteyilaigenmoxuanshuo，

rangtadailingxiqululumian——lingxisuishenziruo，dan《roushuijue》yiliandeyoumoyouyang，qujianjianshimianyehao。

moxuanbenyouxieyouyu，palingxileizhe，quejiabuzhutaruanmoyingpao。“shifu，woxiangquma，

”tabaozhetadegebohuang，xiangzhisajiaodemao，“woxiangrangbierenkankan，woshifujiaochulaidetudi，

shibushihenlihai？erqie……woyexianggenzheshifu，qukankanshanxiadeyangzi。”tazirushimen，

bianjihumeixiaguoshan，moxuanbeitayanlideqidaikandexinruan，zhongjiushiyingle。

qinglanhuikaizaiqingxiaomende“juxianping”，neirilailebushaoren。gemenpaidedizichuanzhegesedaopao，

sansanliangliangdijuzhe，shuoxiaodanao，daobipingshiqinglengdeqingxiaomenrenaoleshibei。lingxijinjinaizhemoxuanzhanzhe，

xiaoshouzuanzhetadepaojiao，yanjingquediliuliudizhuan，kansizaikanzhouweideren，

shizemuguangsaoguomeiyigekaojinmoxuandenvxiu——youqishineixieyanshenlidaizheqingmude。

takanjiandanxiashandenvdizihongzhelianjimoxuandidanyao，

beimoxuandandanjule；kanjianpenglaidaodexiaoshimeipengzhebengujilaiqingjiao，moxuansuiyingle，

quezhishuolesanliangjubianzuoba。taxinlidexiansonglesong，zuijiaoyeqiaoqiaowanlewan。zhidaoyunmiaofengdesuqingyuanlaile。

suqingyuanshiyunmiaofengfengzhudedunv，shengdejimei，yishenehuangyiqun，yaoshuyudai，zouzairenqunli，

xiangduokaidezhengshengdeyingchunhua。tashoulinazhezhibaiyudi，jingzhizoudaomoxuanmianqian，yingyingyili，

shengyinqingcui：“moxuanzhanglao，xujiubujian。”moxuanduitasihubiduipangrenreluoxie，

weiweihanshou：“qingyuanshimei。”“shimei”erzi，xianggenzhen，henhenzhajinlingxixinli。tataitoudengzhesuqingyuan，

jiansuqingyuandemuguangluozaimoxuanshenshangshi，daizhehaobuyanshidexiaoyi，neixiaoyilideqinjin，

shitacongweizaibierenlianshangjianguode。“qianjiriwodiehainiantaoninni，shuoninzongmenzaiqingxiaoshan，

yebuquyunmiaofengzuozuo，”suqingyuanxiaozheshuo，shoulidebaiyudizhuanlegequan，

“wodailexiewoniangzuode‘yunpiangao’，xiangzhezhanglaohuoxuaichi，denghuierrangdizijininsongguoqu？

”“bubimafanle。”moxuandao。“bumafande，”suqingyuanzhalezhayan，muguanglveguolingxi，daizhedianhaoqi，

“zheiweibianshizhanglaodexiaotudiba？qiaozhezhenguai，jiaoshenmemingzi？”meidengmoxuankaikou，lingxixiankailekou，

shengyinlengbudingde，meilepingshideruannuo：“wojiaolingxi。”suqingyuanlenglexia，

sihumeiliaodaozheixiaoyatoutaiduzheimelengdan，daoyemeizaiyi，zhixiaolexiao：“lingxi？haomingzi。

meimeishenzikanqilaibutaihao，ruoshiqinglanhuileizhele，kesuishigenwoshuo，woneieryoushanghaode‘xueliangao’。

”tashuozhe，jingshenshouxiangqupenglingxidetou，xiangshizhangbeiduiwanbeideqinni。“biepengwo！

”lingximengdiwanghoutuileyibu，duokailetadeshou，yanlidediyijihuyaoyichulai。suqingyuandeshoujiangzaibankong，

lianseyouxiebuhaokan。zhouweidediziyezhuyidaolezheibiandedongjing，fenfenkanguolai，yanshenlidaizhexietanjiu。

moxuanmeitoucuqi，laguolingxideshou，duisuqingyuandao：“shimeimoguai，zheihaizibeiwoguanhuaile，xingzizhiao。

”youzhuantouduilingxishuo，“lingxi，buxuwuli，kuaijisushijiedaoqian。”“wobu！”lingxigengzhebozi，

yanquanquehongle，takanzhemoxuan，shengyinlidaizheweiquhefennu，“shitayaopengwo！shifuweishenmeyaoguaiwo？

ninshibushixihuanta？suoyibuguantazuoshenme，nindoujuedeshiduide？”zheihuayichu，zhouweishunjiananjingle。

sheiyemeixiangdao，pingshikanzheguaiqiaodelingxi，jinghuidangzhongshuochuzheiyangdehua。moxuandeliansechenlexialai，

yuqiyezhonglexie：“lingxi！budehushuo！”tahenshaoduilingxidongqi，zheiyishenghechi，ranglingxichedihuangle。

takanzhemoxuanlengxialaidelian，youkanleyansuqingyuanneisixiaofeixiaodebiaoqing，zhijuedexinlixiangbeihuoshaozhesideteng。

tamengdizhengkaimoxuandeshou，zhuanshenjiuwangjuxianpingwaipao。“lingxi！”moxuanxiangzhui，quebeisuqingyuanlanzhule。

“zhanglao，rangtaqulengjinglengjingba，”suqingyuanqingshengdao，“xiaohaizinaopiqi，guohuierjiuhaole。daoshizhanglao，

ninduizheitudi，weimiantaizongrongle。”moxuanwangzhelingxipaoyuandebeiying，

neimoxianxidebaizairenqunliyishanjiumeile，xinlimomingfahuang。tabailebaishou，meishuohua，

zhuanshenyelikailejuxianping。tameikanjian，suqingyuankanzhetadebeiying，yanlishanguoyisifuzadeqingxu，

youzhuantoukanxianglingxixiaoshidefangxiang，zuijiaogouqiyimoyiweishenzhangdexiao。erpaohuitingxuejudelingxi，

bazijiguanzaifangli，beikaozhemenbanhuazuozaidishang。tameiku，zhishisisiyaozhechun，zhidaochangdaoxuexingwei。

tacongxiuzhongmochugexiaoxiaodebubao，dakai——limianshibankuaisuiliedeziyuanweihuaban，

haiyoujigencongmoxuanshufanglitoutoujianxialaide、tachangyongdelanghaobidebimao。tababubaojinjinzuanzaishouli，

zhijiefanbai。suqingyuan……haiyouneigesonghuade“guren”……tamendouxiangqiangtadeshifu。keshifushitade。

congbasuineiniantabatacongxuedilijianhuilai，banuanshoulusaijintashoulideneiyikeqi，jiushitadele。

sheiyeqiangbuzou。ruoshiyourenfeiyaoqiang……lingxiditou，kanzhezijideshou。tadezhijianhenruan，

pingshiliantitongshuidoufeijing，kecike，

zhijianqueyinyinfanqiyicengjidande、jinhuheisedelingli——neishitamanzhemoxuan，toutouliandelingyizhonggongfa，

yizhongbeiqingxiaomenlieweijinshude、yi“zhinian”weiyindexiegong。talianlesannianle。

weilenengyizhiliuzaishifushenbian，weilenengbaneixiexiangkaojintaderen，dou“ganzou”。

jiranruandebuxing……neibianzhinengyongyingdele。4qinglanhuidezhongtouxi，shi“miwumijing”deshilian。

zheimijingshiqingxiaomendeyichubaodi，limianyoulingcao，youyaoshou，yeyoushangguxiushiliuxiadejiyuan，

zhishizhenfafuza，yishenghuanxiang，xianglaishikaoyandizixinxingheshilidedifang。anguiju，dizixuzuduijinru，

xianshisanri，yidaihuide“mijinglinghe”shuliangdingshengfu。moxuanbenbuxiangranglingxiqu——taxingzibenjiumingan，

mijingdehuanxiangpashihuiduitabuli。kelingxiqueyichangjianchi。“shifu，woxiangqu，”tazuozaimoxuanduimian，

shoulibozhetaaichidesongzi，yuqiruanruande，quedaizheguzhiao，“wozhidaowoyiqiannaopiqibudui，

woxiangzhengmingjininkan，wobushizhihuiremafandexiaohai。erqie……yousushijiezai，wogenzheta，buhuichushide。

”tateyitilesuqingyuan。moxuankantayiyan，jiantayanlimeileqianrideliqi，zhiyu“dongshi”，

daoyouxieyiwai。huoxushineiridehechiqilezuoyong？tayouyulexia，zhongjiushidianletou，

zhishidingzhu：“wanshixiaoxin，ruoyuweixian，bubichengqiang，niesuichuanxunfujike。”“ng！”lingxiyonglidiantou，

babohaodesongzirendidaotazuibian，xiaodeguaiqiao，“shifufangxin，wotingninde。”moxuanzhangkouhanzhu，