十年饲狼，错爱成殇渔歌归舟-著

小说简介

shiniansilang，cuoaichengshangshiyibukourenxinxiandeduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，youyugeguizhouqinglichuangzuo。gushiyijiangyuxunuozhouyanweizhongxinzhankai，jieshileyigelingrenshenwangdeshijie。suizhejuqingdetuijin，jiangyuxunuozhouyanbuduanmianlintiaozhanhekaoyan，tongshiyefaxianlezijineixindezhenzhengliliang。zheibuniweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”taqingxiaochusheng，shouhuileshou。“weishenme？dangranshiyinweiwojidunia。”“pingshenmeniyishengxialaijiushenmedouyou，erwomazhinengdangjian……jiangrangnichenjinqizhong，wufaziba。

精彩章节

woyongshinianxuehan，nimingzizhudeshaonianchengleqianyizongcai。qinggongyanshang，tadangzhongxiangwodejimeidanxixiagui，

shuotashizhaoliangtaheianrenshengdeweiyiguangmang。erwo，shibeitacaizaijiaoxia、yongyitaohaojimeide“edujiejie”。

taweiletijimeichuqi，shougouwojiagongsi，jiangwoba**daotiaolou。

taqiazhewodebozishuo：“xiangnizheizhongyingoulidechouchong，yepeihewodetianshixiangtibinglun？”tabuzhidao，

tayonglaicuihuiwodeyiqie，doulaiyuanyuwodangniandezizhu。gengbuzhidao，neifenzhengmingtashenshidednabaogao，

jiuzaiwoshouli。1jiangyudeqinggongyan，yixiangbinying。wochuanzheshinianqianmaidejiuqunzi，zhanzaijiaoluo。

neishiwodiyicijuedingqugueryuanjiantashi，teyimaide。keneici，wotuisuole。wopawofujiaqianjindeshenfen，

huicishangtamingandezizun。yushi，wozhiganzuotaxinlineigenimingde“jiejie”。shinianle。taishang，

jiangyuguangmangwanzhang，tashiwoqinshouweiyangchengdelang。rujin，tazhongyuchenglewang。tanaqihuatong，shengyintouguoyinxiang，

chenwenyouyoucixing。“shinianqian，wohuodexiangtiaogou。”“shiyigenvhai，yongtaweibodeliliang，

jiangwocongnitanlilalechulai。”“tademeiyifengxin，doushizhichengwohuoxiaqudeweiyiliyou。

”wodexinzangkuangtiao，yankuangfare。shiniandengdai，zhongyuyaohuashangjuhao。tafangxiahuatong，zouxiagaotai。

suoyourendemuguangdouzhuisuizheta。woyeyiyang。tachuanguorenqun，yibubuchaowodefangxiangzoulai。

wojinzhangdezuanjinleshouxin，shenzhiwanglehuxi。taliwoyuelaiyuejin。sanbu。liangbu。yibu。ranhou，

tajingzhizouguowoshenbian，meiyoubanfentingliu。wojiangzaiyuandi。tadanxiguizailewoshenhoudejimeixunuomianqian。

xunuochuanzhewogangfabudexinkuangaodinglifu，lianshangshiqiadaohaochudejingxiyujiaoxiu。

jiangyujuqiyimeigezidanzuanjie。“xunuo，wodetianshi，wodeguang，jiajiwo。”hongdeyisheng，

wonaozilizhakaile。quanchangzhangshengleidong。wokanzhexunuoshenchushou，daishangneimeijiazhiqianwandejiezhi。takanxiangwo，

zuijiaogouqiyigeshenglizhedeweixiao。womingbaile。woshufanglineixiesuoqilaidexinjian，neixiehuikuandan，

quandoubeitatouzoule。wodeshinian，wodexinxue，wodeyiqie，douchengletadejiayi。“bu！

”wobokairenqunchongguoqu。“jiangyu，nikanqingchu，tabushi！wocaishi！”lianggebaoanlikechongshanglai，

sisijiazhuwodegebo。woxianggefengziyiyangzhengzha。jiangyuzhanqishen，jiangxunuohuzaihuaili。takanwodebiaoqing，

binglengyouyane。“bazheigefengnvrendiuchuqu。”xunuozaitahuailisesefadou。“ayu，

jiejieta……tayizhidoubuxihuanwo，tajuedewoqiangzoulebaba。”“tabushiguyide。

”duohaodeyiduobailianhua。jiangyudeliansegenglengle。tazoudaowomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhelangbeibukandewo。

“linwan，wojinggaoguoni。”“zaigandongtayigenshouzhi，woyaonilinjia，wanjiebufu。”tadeshengyinbuda，

quezizizhuxin。wobeibaoantuozhuaizhe，gaogenxiediaoleyizhi，qunbaibeisilie。

zhouweiquanshichaofenghekanhaoxidemuguang。wokanzhejiangyuneizhangshuxidelian，cikequewubimosheng。shiniandefuchu，

yuanlaishigetiandadexiaohua。xinkoudeweizhi，haoxiangpoleyigedadong。butong。zhishikongle。

2yanhuijieshudediertian，linshijituandegupiaokaipanjidieting。wushuheiliaopingkongchuxian，hezuofangfenfenjieyue。

fuqinjinjizhaokaidongshihui，caifaxiangongsijigeyuanlaogudong，zaoyibeijiangyumaitong。linjiadedasha，yiyezhijian，

yaoyaoyuzhui。woquzhaojiangyu。zaitadegongsilouxia，congtianliangdengdaotianhei。tayicicicongwomianqianzouguo，

chechuangjinbi，lianyuguangdoulandejiwoyige。zhengzhengsantian。womeiheguoyan，meiheguoyikoushui。disitian，

xunuoxialaile。tahuazhejingzhidezhuang，daizheneimeiciyandezuanjie，shishiranzoudaowomianqian。“jiejie，

nizenmezheimelangbei？”tataochuzhijin，jiaxingxingdixiangweiwocalian。woyibahuikaitadeshou。“xunuo，

niweishenmeyaozheimezuo？”taqingxiaochusheng，shouhuileshou。“weishenme？dangranshiyinweiwojidunia。

”“pingshenmeniyishengxialaijiushenmedouyou，erwomazhinengdangjianbudeguangdexiaosan？”“nidedongxi，

wodouyaoqiangguolai。baokuojiangyu。”tacoudaowoerbian，yongzhiyouwomenlianggerennengtingjiandeshengyinshuo。“duile，

wanglegaosuni，nishufangdeyaochi，shibabajiwode。”“tashuo，nvhaiziyoudianxurongxinhenzhengchang，

rangwokankannideshechipin，biekuidaileziji。”wohunshenxueyedouliangle。

wozhiwentazenmetouzouneixiexinjianhepingzheng。taxiaodegengdeyile。“nidedongxi，bujiushiwodema？

wozhishinazouwoyingdede。”“ayushuole，tahuiweiwobaochoude。sheirangnicongxiaojiuqifuwo，

bujiwohaoliansekanni？”woqidehunshenfadou，yangshoujiuxiangjitayibazhang。

shouwanquebeiganlaidebaoansisizhuazhu。xunuo“haipa”dihoutuiyibu，yankuangshunjianjiuhongle。“jiejie，

wozhidaonihenwo，kenibunengdawoa……”zheishi，wodeshoujixiangle。shijialideguanjia，shengyindaizhekuqiang。

“da**，buhaole，xianshengta……takandaogongsibeieyishougoudexinwen，xinzangbingfa，daoxiale！

”wonaodaiwengdeyisheng。gubushangxunuo，wofengleyiyangwangyiyuanpao。icudehongdengliangzhe。

yishengnazhebingweitongzhishu，rangwoqianzi。woshuangtuiyiruan，guidaozaibinglengdedimianshang。shoujizhendongleyixia。

shijiangyufalaidecaixin。yizhangtahexunuozaihaibianxiangyongqinwendezhaopian。taxiaodeneimekaixin，

shiwocongweijianguodeyangzi。zhaopianxiamianpeizheyixingzi。“zheicaizhishikaishi。”wodingzheneixingzi，

yanqianzhenzhenfahei。juewanghehuihen，xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。shiwo。

shiwoqinshouyangchuleyipihuishizhudebaiyanlang。wozhandouzheshou，huifuta。“jiangyu，nihuihouhuide。

”tahenkuaihuileyigewenhao。qingpiaopiaode，daizhewujindechaofeng。3fuqinzaiiculitangleqitian，

haimeituoliweixian。gongsibinlinpochan，yinxingcuizhaidedianhuakuaibawodeshoujidabaole。

womaidiaolewosuoyoudebaoheshoushi，sichuqiurenjieqian，caimianqiangcougoulefuqinxiayijieduandezhiliaofei。

jiuzaiwojiaowanfei，tuozhepibeideshentizouchujiaofeichushi，jiedaolexunuodedianhua。“jiejie，

wozaiyiyuandingloudetiantai，womentantanba。”tadeyuqitingqilaihenchengken。“zhiyaonikengenayudaoqian，

chengrennicuole，wojiurangtafangguolinjia。”wotaileile，yetaitianzhenle。wojingranxinle。

wotuozheguanleqianyiyangdeshuangtui，pashangdinglou。tiantaishangfenghenda，chuidewojihuzhanbuwen。

xunuozhanzaitiantaibianyuan，chuanzheyishenbaisedelianyiqun，kanqilaiyaoyaoyuzhui。“jiejie，nilaile。

”tahuitoukanwo，lianshangguazheguiyidexiao。“nikan，congzheilitiaoxiaqu，fengjingshibushihenhao？

”woxinligedengyixia，youzhongbuxiangdeyugan。“xunuo，nidaodixiangganshenme？”“wobuxiangganshenmea。

”tayibubuchaowozoulai，lianshangdexiaorongyuelaiyueda。“wozhishixianggaosuni，mamajintianlaiyiyuankanbabale。

”“takandaobabatangzailimianyidongbudong，jiufengle。”“tazhuazheyishengdebaidagua，youkuyouxiao，

shuobabashizhuangde，shuotazhishibuxianglita。”“zhenkeliana，woqinaidemama，

yibeizidouhuozaiziqiqirenli。”“xianzai，tabeisongdaojingshenbingyuanle。”wodedanaoyipiankongbai。

mama……fengle？“nihushuo！”wochongguoqu，xiangzhuazhutadeyiling。taquezaiwopengdaotazhiqian，

mengdihoutuiyibu，ranhoushunshichaozhepangbiandeloutigunlexiaqu。yiqiedoufashengzaidianguangshihuozhijian。

woshenzhimeifanyingguolai。loutikou，jiangyudeshenyingchuxianle。takandaoledaozaixueboli，etouliuxue，

“hunmibuxing”dexunuo。tadeyanjingshunjianjiuhongle，bumanlekepadexuesi。“lin！wan！

”taxiangyitoufakuangdeyeshou，chaowopuguolai。“ayu，bushiwo……”wodejieshikazaihoulongli。

tayijiaochuaizaiwodexiaofushang。wozhenggerenfeilechuqu，zhongzhongzhuangzaiqiangshang，youshuaizaidishang。

wuzangliufudoucuolewei。tabujiworenhechuanxidejihui。zhuazhewodetoufa，bawocongdishangtuoqilai，

tuodaoloutikou。“tayaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，woyaonipeizang！”taxinghongzheyan，qiazhewodebozi，

bawoanzaiqiangshang。zhixiganchuanlai，wopinmingzhengzha。“jiu……jiuhuche……”woyongjinquanshenliqi，

conghoulonglijichujigezi。talengleyixia，songkaishou，baoqidishangdexunuo，fengleyiyangchongxiangjizhenshi。

wotanzaidishang，dakoudakoudichuanzheqi。zoulanglirenlairenwang，duiwozhizhidiandian。“jiushita，

batameimeituixiaqule。”“kanzhewenwenjingjingde，xinzenmezheimedua。”“haomenenyuanbei，hainengyoushenme。

”wowuzhejutongdeduzi，zhengzhazhexiangzhanqilai。tuishangquechuanlaiyizhenzuanxindejutong。woditouyikan，

caifaxianwodezuotui，yiyigeguiyidejiaoduniuquzhe。gangcai，jiangyuneiyijiao，bujinchuailewodeduzi。

haicaizailewodetuishang。4jizhenshililuanzuoyituan。xunuobeituijinquqiangjiu。jiangyushouzaimenkou，xiangyizunshashen。

wobeilianggehushifuqilai，xiangqugukekanwodetui。jingguojizhenshimenkoushi，jiangyulanzhulewo。

tashenshanghaizhanzhexunuodexue，kanqilaixianggangcongdiyulipachulaideegui。“nixiangquna？

”tadeshengyinshayadekepa。“wodetui……duanle。”wotengdezuichundouzaifabai。“duanle？

”tadixiaoyisheng，xiaoshenglimanshicanren。“neizhenghao。”tahuilehuishou，shenhoulianggeheiyibaobiaolikeshangqian，

yibianyigejiazhuwo。“jiangyu，niyaoganshenme！”wojingkongdikanzheta。“nuonuodetuiyekenengduanle。

”“yishengshuo，jiusuanshizhihaole，yihouyekenengzoubulu。”“taneimeaitiaowu，nihuiletadeyisheng。

”tayibububijinwo，yanshenlidefengkuangrangwobuhanerli。“suoyi，niyebiexianghaohaozoulule。”tashuowan，

congbaobiaoshoulinaguoyigenbangqiugun。neishitashibasuishengri，wosongtadeliwu。woqiutaxuediandongxi，

biezongzaiwaimiandajia。tadangshishouxiale，haiduiwoxiaole。neishitadiyiciduiwoxiao。xianzai，

tayaoyongwosongdeliwu，qinshouqiaoduanwodetui。“jiangyu，nibunengzheimezuo！nihuihouhuide！

”woshengsilijiedihan。“houhui？”talengxiao。“wozuihouhuide，jiushirenshinizheizhongedudenvren。

”“wozhengairangnizailinjiazishengzimie，erbushirangnuonuoshouzheimeduoweiqu。”tajuqileqiugun。

zhouweidejinghusheng，hushidejianjiaosheng，doubiandeyaoyuan。wozhikandedaotaneizhangyinfennuerniuqudelian。

hewozuotuishangchuanlaide，sixinliefeidejutong。“kaca”yisheng。gutousuiliedeshengyin，qingxidekepa。

woyanqianyihei，chedishiqulezhijue。zaicixinglai，shizaiyijianmoshengdefangjianli。zhuangxiushehua，

quexiangyigebinglengdelaolong。wodezuotuidazhehouhoudeshigao，beigaogaodiaoqi。chuangtoujushang，fangzheyizhangbaozhi。

toubantoutiao，shilinshijituanzhengshixuanbupochandexiaoxi。pangbianhaiyouyizhangxiaozhaopian，shiwofuqindeheibaiyizhao。

baozhishangshuo，linshidongshizhangbukanzhongfu，yuzuorilingchen，zaiiculibadiaolezijidehuxiji。xintiaotingzhi。

qiangjiuwuxiao。wodingzheneizhangzhaopian，yanjinggansedeliubuchuyidiyanlei。fangmenbeituikai。jiangyuzoulejinlai。

tahuanleyishenganjingdexizhuang，youhuifuleneifugaogaozaishangdezongcaimoyang。“xingle？”talakaiyizi，

zaiwochuangbianzuoxia。“ganjuezenmeyang？”womeiyoulita，zhishisisididingzheneizhangbaozhi。

tashunzhewodemuguangkanguoqu，lerandixiaole。“e，wanglegaosuni。”“nibasile。”“nimafengle，

beiwosongqulezuihaodejingshenbingyuan，youren24xiaoshikanzheta，baozhengtasibule。”“linjia，wanle。

”taqingmiaodanxiedi，xuanpanlewoquanjiadesixing。wohuanhuanzhuanguotou，kanzheta。“jiangyu。”wodeshengyin，

pingjingdexiangyitansishui。“wozhuni，hexunuo，bainianhaohe，duanzijuesun。”talianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule。

xiayimiao，tamengdiqishen，yibaqiazhuwodebozi。“nizhaosi！”“xiangnizheizhongyingoulidechouchong，

yepeihewodetianshixiangti-binglun？”tashoushangdelidaoyuelaiyuezhong。

jiuzaiwoyiweizijizhendeyaosizaitashoulishi，taturansongkaileshou。“shaleni，taibianyinile。

”tazhenglileyixiazijidelingdai，huifuleyouya。“nijiuzaizheili，haohaokanzhe。

”“kanwoshizenmebaxunuochongshangtian，kanwomenshizenmexingfudishenghuozaiyiqi。”“woyaonihuozhe，

yongyuanhuozaitongkuhehuihenli。”tazoule。fangjianli，youzhishengxiawoyigeren。wokanzhetianhuaban，

turandididixiaoleqilai。xiaozhexiaozhe，yanleijiuliulexialai。jiangyu，nibuzhidao。niqinshouhuidiaode，

shiniweiyideguang。erwo，huizaidiyulidengzheni。dengzheniguixialaiqiuwodeneiyitian。

5wobeiqiujinzailejiangyudebanshanbieshu。zheilixiangyigehualideniaolong，erwojiushineizhibeizheduanlechibangdeniao。

wodetuibeitaqinglaidesirenyisheng“jingxinzhaoliao”。shigaochaileyouda，daleyouchai。meiyici，

doubansuizhexinyilundeguliehejutong。yishengshuo，zheishiweilegenghaodihuifu。wozhidao，

jiangyuzhishixiangrangwojizhuzheizhongtongku。tameitiandouhuilai。youshishizaoshang，youshishishenye。tacongbugenwoshuohua，

zhishizuozaichuangbiandeshafashang，chulitadewenjian，huozhekanwo。neizhongyanshen，xiangzaixinshangyijianbeitaqinshoudasui，

younulipincouqilaidezhanlipin。xunuoyelaiguoyici。tawanzhejiangyudegebo，xiaoniaoyiren。

tadetuiyijinghaole，chuanzhepiaoliangdequnzi，caizhegaogenxie。“jiejie，nikan，ayuduiwoduohao。

”tazaiwomianqianzhuanleyiquan，xuanyaozhetabozishangdezuanshixianglian。“tashuo，dengwomenjielehun，

jiubatamingxiasuoyoudecaichandouzhuanjiwo。”“eduile，babadegongsi，yebeiayumaixialaile，

songjiwodangliwu。”“jiejie，nikaixinma？”womianwubiaoqingdikanzheta。“gun。”xunuodeliansebianlebian，

suijiyouweiqudikaozaijiangyuhuaili。“ayu，nikanjiejie，tahaishizheimexiong。”jiangyupailepaitadebei，

roushenganwei。“bielita，yigecanfeieryi。”takanxiangwo，yanshenbingleng。“linwan，

xuexuezenmedangyitiaotinghuadegou。”“buran，wobubaozhengnineigefengzima，zaijingshenbingyuanlihuiguodezenmeyang。

”wodexinzangmengdiyisuo。mamashiwoweiyideruanlei。wobishangyan，buzaikantamen。tamenhenkuaijiuzoule，

fangjianlizaicihuifusiji。wokaishijueshi。buchifan，buheshui。woxiangyongsiwang，laijieshuzheichanghuangtangdeemeng。

disantian，wobeiedeyanyanyixideshihou，jiangyulaile。tadailaiyigepingbandiannao，diuzaiwochuangshang。pingmushang，

shiwomamadeshishijiankonghuamian。tachuanzhelanbaitiaowendebinghaofu，quansuozaiqiangjiao，huailibaozheyigezhentou。

tabutingdiqinwenzheneigezhentou，zuilinannandijiaozhewodexiaoming。“wanwan，wodewanwan，biepa，

mamazai……”lianggehugongzoujinlai，cubaodiqiangzouletadezhentou。tafengleyiyangquqiang，

quebeiyigehugonghenhentuidaozaidi。lingyigehugongduanzheyiwanbuzhidaoshishenmedehuzhuangwu，niezhetadexiaba，

qiangxingwangtazuiliguan。mamajuliedizhengzhazhe，qiangdemanliantonghong。wodeyanlei，zaiyerenbuzhu，xiongyongerchu。

“jiangyu，nizheigemogui！”wozhuaqichuangshangdezhentou，yongjinquanshenliqichaotazaguoqu。taqingyidijiezhule。

“chifan。”tabapingbandiannaolizaichuangtoujushang，huamianzhengduizhewo。“nichiyikou，

tamenjiuweinimachiyikouhaode。”“niruguobuchi，tamenjiuhuiyizhizheimeweita。”tajiaorensonglailefancai。

wokanzhepingmulibeizhemodemama，zaikankanmianqiandefancai，weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。wotule。

tudehuntianandi。jiangyujiuneimelenglengdikanzhe。zhidaowotudaozaiyetubuchurenhedongxi，zhishengxiasuanshui。

tacaibayibeishuididaowozuibian。“hele。”“ranhouchifan。”tadeshengyin，meiyouyisiwendu。

woxianggemuouyiyang，heleshui，ranhounaqishaozi，yikouyikoudibafancaisaijinzuili。wobunengsi。wosile，

sheilaijiuwomama？sheilaiweiwobaba，weiwolinjia，taohuigongdao？woyaohuozhe。woyaokanzhejiangyuhexunuo，

zenmecongtiantang，diaojindiyu。6wodetui，zuizhonghaishifeile。yishengshuo，cuoguolezuijiazhiliaoshijian，