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lianaiqinian，dangwozaicifaxianzijihuaiyunshi，nanyouzhengzaivipbingfangpeizhebaiyueguang。touguomenchuang，

wokandaozhaoweiminghenvrentanranxiangdui，yanzhongzhiyoubici。zheishishoujichuanlaixiaoxi，

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”yuanbentoudingdewuyunlimasankai，wojuede，zheiqiniandexiangban，taxinlihaishiyouwode。kexiayimiao，

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”zhaoweiminglazhewochangniansongwaimaidongliedeshouyuzhongxinzhangdishuozhe，bujingyijianlouchuwanjiandeangguideshoubiao。

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danaoyipianhunhei。“wodebingbunengmeiyouxue，yibuxiaoxinjiuhuimeilexingming，daoshihouhaizimeiyoubaba，

tahuishangxinde，duima？”tayuqiwenrouzhongdaizhetaohao，kewoqueganshoubudaoyiwangdexingfu。suanqilai，

zheishiwodiwucihuaiyun。diyicihuaiyunshi，weilejinanrenchouxuezhibing，budanwutadebingqing。wozhudongtiyi，

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baozhewogandongdaotongkuliuti。“zhizhi，niduiwozhenhao，dengwocunleqian，yidingqunihuijia！

”dangchuwohaijiandingdexiangxin，yanqianzheigenanrenyidinghuijiwoxingfu。

kexianzai······zhenxiangbaizaiwodeyanqian，cidewoxinrudaojiao。turanxiangdaojintianyishengyihangaosuwo，

wodeshentizaojiubeizhetenghuaile，gujiyihoubuhaozaihuaiyun。xiangqizhongwubingfanglideta，chushoukuochuo，

dabanjingui。yigehaizi，tayouzenmehuiyangbuqini？woshuangshoufumozheduzi，xiangyaoliuxiazheigexiaoshengming。

woshenxiyikouqi，jiangmanqiangyongqidebugan，weiqu，suanchu，nanguojinshuyanxia。“weiming，zheihaizi，

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tashoujixiangqizhuanshu**。zhaoweimingkanlewoyiyan，xinxudepaodaowoshijieting。erwosisidingzheshoujipingmu，

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zhaoweimingsongwodeneiduohua，yeshizheigepinzhong。huoxu，neiduoxianhua，zhishitasuishounachulaifuyanwode。

wogandongdeleiliumanmian，yiweizijiyudaoleshijieshangzuihaoderen。kexianshiquegaosuwo，woshenmeyebushi。

dengtadawandianhuachulai，miandaiyouyu，kezuizhonghaishilengzheshengyin。“songzhi，zheihaizibunengliu，yiyuanneibianshuo，

haixuyaonidexue。”ranhouxiangshiyishidaozijidewuqing，zhaoweimingbaozhulewo，

yongzheyiwangwonanyijujuedekouqishuodao：“nixiangxinwo，zheishizuihouyici，dengzheiduanshijianyiguo，

woshentihuifuhaozhihou，woyidingnuligongzuo，woyidingjiniyigejia，haoma，zhizhi？

”woluchubikuhainankandexiaorong，yandiyongshangleishui。ketabuzhidaodeshi，yihou，

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jiguowaidedaoshifalexiaoxi。“laoshi，niqianduanshijianshuodeneigexiangmu，wotongyicanjia！”2yidazao，

woxinglaishijiuzaoyibujianzhaoweiming。ketingpojiudezhuozishang，fangzhenanrenzhunbeideniunai。qinianle，

tahaishijibuzhu，woduiniunaiguomin。zheishi，shoujifalaixiaoxi。“zhizhi，nizijiqudataiba，

wojintianmeiyoushijianpeini，dengnijieshuzhihou，woyidinghuiqujieni。”wokanzheshouji，buzhizenme，

turanxiangqilehezhaoweimingdechujian。qinianqian，wozailubianjiandaolanzuidezhaoweiming，daihuilejiazhaogu。

taxinglaishi，buzhiruhedezhiwodetijianbaogao。kanwodeyanshenxiangshijiushizhu，“songzhi，zhiyouninengjiuwole，

womeiqianhaidelebing，nijiujiuwo，haoma？”nianshaoshizangzaixindideneifenxihuanzhongyukeyikuijiantianri，

woxinrantongyi。kequebuzhi，zheisuoyoudeyiqie，doushizhaoweimingjingxinbuzhidepianju。shoujizaicifalaixiaoxi，

zhongraoraofalaiyizhangtupian。shizhaoweimingmangliudebeiying。“jiejie，yishengshuo，haiyouyizhou，

wodebingjiuhuichedizhihao，daoshihou，weiminggelikainideshihou，nikebiekudetainankane！

”wopingjingdekanwanxiaoxi，ranhouzhuantoujizijidingyizhangtoudengcangjipiao。fangzaiyiqian，yicixinghuachuzheimeduoqian，

shiwozheibeizidoubuganxiangdeshiqing。qinianlai，womeirimeiyedisongwaimai，shebudeduohuayifenqian。

lianyifudoushichuanbierenshengxiade。jiushipawanyiyouyitian，nanrendebingwufakongzhi，

wonengnachuzugoudeqianjirenzhiliao。xiangdaozheili，wodexinxiangshishikongleyiyang，suanseganbuduanmanyan，

zhizhixiaoshibujian。daoleyiyuan，yishengkanzhechanjiandankaikou。“nvshi，nixianghaole，yaoshizheicidaletai，

niyihoujiuzaiyebuhuichengweimamale。”shouzhonghaizidezhaopianbeiwojinjinzuanzhe，woxindibeishang，kudaogengyan。

buzhishiheyuangu，muaijiangwohuanxing。wopingjiezhezuotiandejiyizhaodaozhongraoraodebingfang。

zhixiwangzaiweizijiduzhongdehaizizhengquyixianshengji。kehaimeikaojin，

tamenerrendiaoxiaodeshengyinjihuyaocichuanwodeermo。zhongraoraobutingdehengjiao，shengyinduanduanxuxu。“weimingge，

haiyouyizhou，wojiuhuichuyuan，daoshihou，nihuiquwodeba！jiuxiangshiwomenxiaoshihouchengnuodeneiyang。

”nanrendongzuoyidun，keyoumashangjixu。“dangran，wohesongzhizhishifengchangzuoxieryi，nidebingyihao，

tayemeiyoulerenheliyongjiazhile，womenjiehundeshihou，rangtalaidangbanniang，haobuhao？”“haishiraoraohao，

songzhishenshangdaochudoushizhenkong，duzishangdeshangbayeherendeyaosi，pifucucaowubi，

meicikandaotaxiangwotijiehun，wojiuexindeyaosi！”wuneidexiaoshengrangwobengkuidaku，wozaiyerenbuzhu，

kaozheqiangbihuanhuandunxiaqubaozhutou。shenshangdezhenkong，shiyinweiheizhensuocaozuobudang，wufaxiaochu。shenshangdebahen，

shiyinweizhengfenduomiaosongwaimai，chuchehuozaojiuchengweilejiachangbianfan。zhangqideyingyangbulianghefengchuirishai，

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suoyimeicitaduiwodongqingshi，zongshibikaizheixiedifang。woyiwei，tashixinteng，

burenxinzaikandaodierci······wowuzhuxinkou，yanjingsedefateng。buzhiguoleduojiu，

weishengjianchuanlaishuisheng。zhongraoraochuandedanbo，liansechaohong，luolouchudepifubumanlexingxingdiandian。takaozheqiangbi，

chaowodeyidexiao。“zheimeduonian，xiexiejiejiedexuele，yaoburan，woyehuobulezheimejiuni！

”“nizhenyiweiweiminggezhenhuiqunia，taxindizhiyouwo，jiusuanshinihuailetadehaizi，

buyeyiyangyinweiwoyicidedadiaoma？nizhipeidangwodegongxueyuan！”zhongraoraosisidingzhewodeduzi，

yanshenzhongbengfachuqiangliedejidu。tajiduwo？zhongraoraojuranjiduwo？wobeizheigenanrenpianleqinian，

wushucidatai，wushucichouxue，zhongraoraohaijiduwo？“zhongraorao，nijiduwoshenme？jiduwohuaiyunma？

”zhongraoraoyanlishanguoyisinankan，kanxiangwodeyanshenlichongmanlefenhenturan，tayangshoujiangwotuidaozaidi。

juliedetengtongcongduzimanyandaoxinkou，fangfoyouyiwangenzhenzhajinwodexinkou，tengdewochuanbushangqi。

zhaoweimingwenshengxunlai。zhongraoraolianmangyepadaozaidi，kudekelian，dahandao：“weimingge，

wozhibuguoshigaosutanizaishangcesuo，tajiubufenqinghongzaobaiyaodawo！xianzaihaiyaowuxianwo，

jiejietaweishenmeyaozheiyangduiwo？nandaoshiyinweinipiantayonglejiniandexue，suoyijiejieshengqilema？

”3mianduibuqingzilaidewo，zhaoweimingyandidexinxuyishanerguo。“haotenga！weimingge，

woshibushiyaosilea！shibushiyihouzaiyebunengpeizainishenbianlea？”zhongraoraolouzhetadeyaoxiaoshengchuoqi，

fangfoshiworangtashouletiandadeweiqu。zhaoweiminglenglengdisaolewoyiyan，“rangniquzhensuochouxue，

nizenmelaizheilile！nandaonigenzongwo？”wodaozaidishang，shuangtuizhijianshirunnianni，duzisixinliefeideteng。

yanpizhongdefangfoxiayimiaojiuyaobishang，wocangbaizhelianjieshi。“womeiyoupengta，shitazijidaozaidishangde！

”wojiannanpaxiangnanren，xiangqiutajiujiuwodehaizi。zhaoweimingtunqulewangridewenrou，biaoqingbinglengyane。

“nishaozaizheizhuang，raoraozaiyiyuandailezheimeduonian，zheimexuruo，tanengtuidongnima？

meixiangdaonijiduxinzheimeqiang！songzhi，nishenmeshihoubianchengzheifumoyangle？”zhongraoraolianmangzhoumeiexin，

wuzhezuishuo。“jiejie，nizhuyiyidianxingxiangba！zheikeshizaiyiyuan，nikuaishoushiyixiazijiba！zhenexin。

”zhaoweimingxianedikanzhewo，yandibuzailiuyouxinxu。tataiqiyizhijiaocaidaowodehoubei，

zhizhiwojixuwangqianpadedongzuo。“nibuxiandiuren，wohaixiandiurenni！kuaidianshoushiyixia，

ranhouqujiraoraochouxue。gaosuni，raoraoyaoshichuleshenmeshi，wojueduibuhuirangnihaoguo！

”dangwokuaiyaoyundaoguoqu，buzhicongnalaideheiyirenjiangwotuozou。zaicixinglai，wotangzaiheizhensuodebingfangli。

yishengbiaoqingchaofeng，“zheigenvren，laizheiliduolewucitai，nianjiqingqingde，zhenshiyidianyebujieshenzihao！

”tajianwomimihuhuzhengkaiyan，lengshengwen。“waimianneilianggenanren，nageshihaizibaba？”wobishangshuangyan，

shentixiangshidiaojinlebingku，hanyiyizhenshangyong。yishengjielianzhedashengshuodao：“buhuidoubushihaizidebababa！

kannizhangdehaibucuo，zenmewandezheimehua？”fangjianneiqitaderenyedouhaoqidedingzhewo。shunjian，

yizhenchiruxijuanerlai。binglengdeqixiebuduanzaiwotineifanjiao，yishengjianwobuhuidatadewenti，

lianmayaodoumeiyoujiwoda。taxiashouyouzhong，buyihui，wozaiciyunsiguoqu。mimihuhujian，

yilunshengfenfenjijinwodeerduoli。“zhenshi**，meiqianhailuangao，yebupadebing！”“yihuidengtaxinglai，

quwenwentadejiage，kendingbianyi！”“hahaha，hahaha～”tamenexinxialiudexiaoshengzaierbianpiaodang，

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woqingxidiganshoudaoshentizhujianbianqing。danwohaishiyaoyajianchizhule。wogaosuzijibunengsizaizheili，

womashangjiunenglikaizhaoweiming，likaizheigeexindedifangle。danshiwohaishixianruleheianzhong。buzhishuileduojiu，

dangwozaicixinglai，zhongraoraojiwofalaitahezhaoweimingdehunlidexianchangzhibo。yanleibuzijuehualuoyankuang。

xianchangdesuoyoubuzhi，doushidangchuwotangzaizhaoweiminghuailihuanxiangde。“jiejie，nishuleyo！yihou，

nijiugundeyuanyuande，biezaihuilaile！”zheishishoujifalaixiaoxi，shitixingwoanshidengji。

woqiangchengzhepobaideshenti，congyiyuanhuidaopojiudejiali，jiangwosuoyoudehenjiquanbudoumochu。

shouji**butingdexiangqi，wokanzhaoweimingsangedazizaipingmushangshanshuo。dengzheiyibian**jieshuhou，

wozhijiejiangshoujirengjinshuichi，nazhelingsandexinglilikai。erhunlishang，zhaoweimingkanzheshuxidechangjing，

meitouzhujianjiashen。yuanbenzheixienandaobudoushitaxiangyaodema？weishenmezhongraoraochuleyuan，

taqueyijiukaixinbuqilai。zhaoweimingjiaolaizhuli，“songzhizhaodaolema？doushuolehunlidebanniangyaorangsongzhidang，

nimenzenmehaibubarenjiwodaiguolai！”zhulihelianggebaobiaozhanzaiyuandibugantaitou。“song**，bujianle！

”siyibuduancuicu，“hunlixiayibu，qingxinlangruchang！”zhaoweimingchichibukenshangchang，

tazhouzhemeitousihushixiangyaozaiciqueding。“nikaishenmewanxiao，songzhitanengquna？

”zhongraoraotizhequnbaipaodaonanrenmianqian，yanzhongjiaoji。“weimingge，nikuaiqushangtaia！jintianshiwomendehunli，

dengwomenjiewanhunnizaizhaojiejie。”kanzhezhongraoraodezheizhanglian，zhaoweiminghuranxiangqisongzhi。zheiqinianlai，

songzhizongshichuanzheposu，shenzhikeyishuoshipolan。ketayanzhongquejinianruyiridejianding。