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jingcaixiaoshuo《shiquhaizihou，wosisuiletadehaorenmianju》，youwangluozuojiaxirichengfengbianzhuercheng，shuzhongdaibiaorenwufenbieshifanghuabaiyao，jiangshuyiduanwenxintianmideduanpianyanqing，gushijianjie：keshishiqingyijingfashengle，womenmeibiyaobashiqingnaodezheimejiang，nimendouzhuzaiyigebingfang，taitoubujianditoujiande，jiusuanleba！”“jiusuanle？”zheisangeziru……

精彩章节

jiajiyigelaohaorenshishenmetiyan。jiehunwunianwocaimingbaizheigecidezhenzhenghanyi.tahuibanglinjukangjiaju，

querangwozijitizhechenzhongdeyoutongshanglou。huititongshijiaban，wangjiwomendejiehunjinianri。

huisongshengbingdemoshengrenquyiyuan，jiangwoduzidiuzailubian。zheiyiciwoburenle。1“laopobangwojiegedianhua。

”shouji**xiangqi，zhengzaikaichedefanghuatengbukaishou，wobangtadianjijieting。dianhualingyitouchuanlaiyidaonvsheng。

“fangge，xiexienile，duokuinibanglewomen！”“bukeqi，renyurenzhijianhuxiangbangzhushiyinggaide。

”wojingjingtingzheliangrenzhijiandeduihua，fanghuashigelaohaoren，zuixihuanbangzhubieren，jingchangshoudaobierendedaoxie。

kewoquebuxihuantazuohaoshi，yifangmiankenengshiwoshengxingdanbo，lingyifangmian，

shifanghuameicizuohaoshidouhuiweiquzijiren。womenliangmeishaoweizheixieshizhengchao。tianshangxiazhedayu，

luguoyitiaopianpiluduanshi，yigeqingnianturancuanchulailanzhuwomendeche。“qiunibangbangwomen！

wolaopokuaiyaoshengle！”tingdaozheihua，fanghuahaobuyouyudakaichemen。yiduifufucuyongzheneigeyunfuzuolejinlai，

yunfugenbenzuobuzhu，zhinengbantangzhe，houzuodeweizhimingxianbugou，neigezhongniannanrenzhuanguolaidakaifujiashidemen，

xiangbawolaxiaqu。tabianlabianxiangwodaoqian，“guniang，shizaiduibuzhu，nirangwoshangcheba，

woshizaidanxinwoerxifu。”fanghuajianzhuangjiekaiwodeanquandai，daizhequanweideyuqishuodao：“qianqian，

nixianzijidachehuijia，jiurenyimingshengzaoqijifutu，zheishirenmingguantiandeshi。”wolikejiubeilaxiache，

zhinengkanzhetamenyangzhangerqu。yuluozaiwodeshenshang，woxinzhongturanfanqisuanse。youyici，

tayouyiciweilebangzhuyiqunbuxiangganderen，xuanzeweiquwo。meishi，zheiyeshizuohaoshi，zaixinlianweiziji。

diaidewuyangenbenzhedangbuzhufengyu，henkuaiwohunshenjiushitoule。zheigedifanghenpianpi，hennandache，

jiashangjintiandayu，chelianggengshishao。denglexujiudoumeiyoucheliangluguo，yizhenzhendehanyijiangwolongzhao。wunai，

wozhinengbaozhezijizaidayuzhongkuangben，buzhipaoleduojiu。yanqianjianjianmohu，wohunshenguntangdedaozailubian。

2zaicixinglaishishizaiyiyuan，hushixunwenzhewodexinxi，“qingxingle？zhidaozijijiaoshenmema？

”wowuzhuyinyinzuotongdetouhuidadao，“liuqianqian”“nianling”“23”“jiehunlema？

”“shide”shouhaoshouzhongdejiluben，hushiyongyizhongshifenpingdandeyuqigaosuwo。“liunvshi，

niyinweizaiyuzhonglinletaijiu，beisongguolaideshihou，shentiyijingshiwen，suoyiduzilidehaizimeiyoubaozhu。

”“haizi？”womimangdekanzhehushi。“shide，nihainianqinghaizi，haihuiyoude。

”hushiquanweiwodehuaxiangyizhenfengzaiwoerbianlveguo，fachuhuhuhudeshengyin。woqingqingfumozhezijideduzi，

zheilicengjingyouyigexiaoshengmingqiaoqiaolaiguo，queyouzaiwobuzhidaodeqingkuangxialikailewo。judadebeishangyongshangxintou，

kebuzhiweihe，woquekubuchulai。womalaishi，wozhengdaidaizuozaibingchuangshang。takanzheqiaocuidewo，

yanleijiuluolexialai，zouguolaiyibabaozhuwo。“qianqian，zenmehuiyigerenyundaozailubian？jiedaoyiyuandedianhua，

kebawohehuaile。”wozhanglezhangzui，congganyadehoulonglijichuyijuhua，“ma，wodehaizimeile。

”“haizi？”womabaowodeshouyijin，qiaoqiaocaqulezijideyanlei。“meiguanxi，nihainianqing，

haizihaihuiyoude。”taqingqingpaizhewodebei，xiangxiaoshihouyiyanghongzhewo，wohenkuaijiushuizhele。

fanghuashizaidiertianlaide，tayankuangtonghonghuzilachadezuozaiwoshenbian。jianwoxinglai，lianshangluchujingxidebiaoqing。

“qianqian，nixinglejiuhao，kebawodanxinhuaile。”womeiyoushuohua，fanshenbeiduizheta。ruoshizhendedanxin，

faxiantameihuijiadeshihou，jiugailaizhaolaile。fanghuahaizaiyibianjieshi。“qianqian，woshizhenbuzhidaonihuaiyunle，

renjiamashangjiuyaoshengle，wozongbunengkanzherenjiayishiliangmingba！”“neinijiuyaokanzhewoyishiliangmingma？

”wozuoqishen，numuershi。talianshangshanguoyisibuzizai，“womeiyouzheimexiang，nibuyaowuliqunao。

”“wowuliqunao？womendehaizimeile！neiyeshinidehaizi，nijiuyidianganjuedoumeiyouma？

”“wodangranyeshinanguode，keshishiqingyijingfashengle，womenmeibiyaozaijiuzhebufang。

”fanghuadehuarangwochedifennu，henhenjiletayibazhang。qingcuidebazhangshengzaibingfanglixiangqi。

tawuzhuzijidelian，mouziliranqinuhuo，shengyinyebiandelengdanqilai。“dayedale，niqigaixiaoleba！

”“pa”youshiyibazhang。fanghuabeiwodadepianguotouqu。tayibazhuazhuwodeshou，yaoyaqiechidao，“nigoule，

naopiqiyeyaoyougexiandu。”“he！”wolengxiaoyisheng。“womenlihunba！”fanghuashenxiyikouqi，

“lijiuli！”shuowanshuaimenerqu。wotangzaibingchuangshang，xinzhongmanshiduitadeshiwang。3geri，

bingfanglizhuanlaiyigegangshengchanwandeyunfu，yiqunrenweizhetatuantuanzhuan，xiandewozheibiangewailengqing。

yongbeiziwuzhutou，woshizaibuxiguanhezheimeduomoshengrengongchuyishi。turanliangzhangchuangzhijiandelianzibeilakai，

wozhoulezhoumei。gangxiangzhizetadebulimaodexingwei，yikenianbabadepingguojiubeibaizailewodechuangtou。“guniang，

daraole，woerxifubaiyao，tagangshengwanhaizizhuandaozheigebingfang，yaoshipingshiyoushenmeshi，mafannizhaoguyixia。

”zheizhanglianshuxiyoumosheng，wozhuantoukanxianglingyizhangchuangshangderen，

guorantamenjiushizuotianwanshangqianfanghuabangdeneiqunren。wolenglengdepieletamenyiyan。“woshigebingren，

niyaopatayoushi，yaobuzhaogerenyizhipeizheta，yaobuqinggehugong。”dashenxiaorongyijiang，

kanzhewodeyanshenyouxienaonu，“xiaoguniangzenmeshuodehua，guaibudeyigerenzhuyuan，yemeirenzhaokan。”“e！

neiwozhuniquanjiadouzhujinlai。”“nizenmeshuodehua，womenhaoxinhaoyijinisongshuiguo，nijuranhaizuzhouwomen！

”neigezhongniandashushigebaopiqide，likejiubuganle，zhizhewodebizishuodao，

“nigexiaoguniangshuohuazenmezheimenanting，nijiwoqilai，jintianwoyaotinijialirenhaohaojiaoxunziji。

wowangbeizilisuolesuo，haipaneirenzhendenaoziyichouyaolaidawo。wanyizhendongshoulechikuidehaishiwo。

jianwotuisuo，neidashenyibaxiankaiwodebeizi，“laogongnibatalaqilai。”“zheilishiyiyuan，

nimenhaixiangdarenbucheng。”wojinzhangdesuozaichuangjiao，lishenghechi，chentamenbuzhuyianxiahujiaoqi。

hushihenkuaijiulaile，jiandaobingfangliluanzaozaode，zhizaimenkoutangetoujiuzoule。kanjianmenkouyishanershideshenying，

woxinzhonggedengyixia。suijikuxiao，queshi，zheilideqingkuangyikanjiubudui，ruoshihushijinlai，

shuobudingyehuibeiboji。bushisuoyourendouhuisheqizishenliyi，bangzhubierende。haozaihushilikai，

quejiaolailefanghua。tatuimenjinlaideneiyike，wuyiwoshijingxide。“fanghuatamenyaoqifuwo。

”fanghuagangxiangzouguolaijiubeirenjiaozhu，tangzaichuangshangdenvren，manlianjingxi！“enrenshiniya！

”jiandaoshuxidelian，fanghuayetongyangjingxi。“shini，haoqiaonimenyezaizhei。”neinvrenlianmangzhuantouhandao，

“bama，nimenkansheilaile。”neiduizhongnianfuqijiandaofanghua，yeshimanliangaoxing，“enrennilaile，

qianjitianduoxienile，yaobushini，woerxifukejiuweixianle。”“bukeqi，

nimenneizhongqingkuangsheikanledouyaobangyibade。”“haishifanggenihaoxin，buranwomenyebuhuizhidengdaonideche。

”fanghuaheneijiarenxiangtanshenhuan，genbenkanbudaowocangbaidelianse。yixinchenjinzaizuohaoshibeikuazandexurongzhizhong。

wojuedezijihaosha，zenmehaihuiqiwangtabangwochengyao。zhidaoneigedashenwentashiganmade？tacaifanyingguolai，

lijihuidadao，“woshilaikanwolaopode，tayezhuzaizheijianbingfang。”tingdaozheihua，

neijiarendebiaoqingshunjianbiandeganga，dashenlikefanyingguolai，jiangdishangdebeizijianqilai，gaidaowoshenshang。

beizidiaozaidishang，buzhibeicaileduoshaojiao，yishunjian，wojuedezijihunshendejipigedadouqilaile。

yibaxiankaibeizi，rengdaodishang。dashendeshoujiangzaibankongzhong，fanghuabuzantongdekanzhewo。“qianqian，

dashenhaoxinbangni，nizenmenengzheiyangni？””fanghua，nishibushiyanxia，meikandaobeizishangdoushijiaoyinma？

“neiworanghushijinihuanyichuangxinde。”zairenqian，tazongshizheiyangdehaopiqi。womeihangsheng，

zhanzaiyipangdedashendaoshiyinyangguaiqiqilai。“ai，doushiwomenbuhao，zheirenduojiaozade，

buxiaoxincailexiaoguniangdebeizi。”“zheirenlaoleya，jiushizaorenxianqi。”“meiyoumeiyou，

dashennibiebatadehuafangzaixin，qianqianbushizheigeyisi，tajiushibuhuishuohua。

”fanghuapobujidaidetiwojieshi，wolenglengkaikou，“wojiushizheigeyisi。”“qianqian！

”fanghuachezhuwodeshoubei，“nipingshiduiwozuidujiusuan，zenmenengduizhangbeiyezheiyang？”tingdaozheihuawonule，

”zhangbei，tamensuanwonamenzidezhangbei，fanghuanihaishibushinanren？nilaopozaibingfanglibeitamenqifu，

nizhuangzuokanbujianhetamenliaoderehuochaotian，baworengzaiyipang。xianzaigengshiweiletamenlaizhizewo。

”“nibieneimejinjinjijiao，zheikendingdoushiwu，qianjitianwomenhaijiuletamende，qianqiannibujidema？

”“zenmehuibujide，woyongyuanyebuhuiwangji，yinweinimenzheiqunren，woshiquleyigehaizi。

”fanghuazhidaozijishuocuohuale，bawochedaoyipang，xiaoshengdao，“nibieshuozheige，yaoshibeitamentingdaole，

duoganga。”“ganga，tamenyoushenmehaogangade，huolideshitamen，shiquhaizideshiwo。”“wozhidao，

keshishiqingyijingfashengle，womenmeibiyaobashiqingnaodezheimejiang，nimendouzhuzaiyigebingfang，

taitoubujianditoujiande，jiusuanleba！”“jiusuanle？”zheisangezirutongyibaliren，

henhendezhi**dexiongkou。wonulipingfuzijidexinqing，shengyinzhonghaidaizhejifengengyan。“fanghua，lihunba！

”“niweishenmeyouyaotizheige？weishenmefeiyaoweileyijianxiaoshihewonao？

”fanghuashenqingzhongdaizhemingxiandebunaifan。wokuxiao，yuanlaishiquhaizizheijianshi，

zaitaxinlijingranzhisuanyijianxiaoshi。shuaikaitadeshou，wojingzhichulebingfang。

shenhouhainengtingdaofanghuazaigenneijiarendaoqian。“shenzidashu，shizaibuhaoyisia！wolaopotapiqibuhao。

”“buguannideshi，womenhuoledabanbeizi，haotingdenantingdehua，shenmemeitingguo，

jiushitongqingnitanshangzheimegexifu。”“xiexie，nimenlijie，wo…ai！”zhenexina！

wokongzhibuzhudeganou，yanquankaishifanhong。4jingguoshenqingzhihou，hushijiwohuanleyigedanrenbingfang。

wanshangwomajiwodalaidianhua，shuoshijiwodunlejitangbushenti，jiaofanghuasongguolaile。wobuxiangkandaofanghua，

keyoubuxianglangfeiwomadexinyi，huaizhebieniudexinqingdengdaizhe。zhidaoyigexiaohushi，

nazheyifenbaizhoulaidaowodebingfang。“liuqianqianshiba！zheishinilaogongrangwosongdezhou，nichenrehe。

”dakaidaizi，kanjianwaimaihelidebaizhou，wojiaozhuyaolikaidehushi，“hushi，

qingwenwolaogongjiuzhisonglaizheigema？”hushitongqingdekanlewoyiyan，jiuzhiyouzheige。

wonaozilishunjianshanguoyizhongkeneng。tizhebaizhou，wolaidaozhiqianneigebingfang。guoranfanghuazaizhei，

yipanghaibaizheyigeyanshudebaowentong。“fangge，nizheijitangaodekezhenxian，limianjuranhaiyourencan。

”“meishi，nigangshengwanhaizi，duohedianbushenti，dashendashuyelaihedian，duishentihao。

”neidashenxiaomileyan，zuishangshuozhezheizenmehaoyi，shoushangdedongzuoqueshibuting，zhuantiaorouchi。

wozhijiechonglejinqu，duoguobaowentong，yanleidakedakeluoxia。fanghuayouxiexinxudemolemobizi，“qianqian，

nizenmelaile。”“zenmewobunenglaima？womarangnisongjitang，nidaoshihuisong，quansongdaobierenduzilile。

”fanghuazhanqishen，“qianqian，nibiezheimexiaoqiwozhishikantamengengxuyaozheigetangbushenti，

caibatangsongjitamende。”“he！woxiaoqi，fanghuanizhibuzhidao，zheishiwomaduiwodeyipianxinyi，

nipingshenmesongjibieren。”“kewoyeranghushijinisongzhoule，meiezheniya！”“sheixihannidebaizhou。

”yuanbenshuizaibingchuangshangdebaiyaoturankuleqilai，“douguaiwoshentitairuo，liujienijiubieguaifanggele。

”“zheiliyounishuohuadefenma？jirandelehaochu，jiuguaiguaibizui。”woduibaiyaobenlaijiumeishenmehaogan，

yidianyebuguanzhetadeyinyangguaiqi。“qianqian，nizenmenengzheimeshuo？baiyaoshentibuhao，

womenbangbangtadeshiyinggaideya！”fanghuayongyizhongnizenmemeiyoutongqingxindeyanshenkanzhewo。wofennuzhiji，

zhijiejiangshoulidebaizhoushuaidaotadeshenshang。baiyaojinghuyisheng，saluodebaizhou，jiandaoletadeshoushang。。

dashenlianmangcoushangqu，“aiyou，yaoyao，nimeishiba？youmeiyoutangdaoni？

”neidashuyezouguolaiyibajiangwotuidao，“nipingshenmeqifuwomenjiabaiyao？bujiushiheledianjitangma？

wotujini。”shuozhetajiuyaowangwoshenshangtutuomo，wohuangzhangdepakai。fanghuajiuneiyanglengmodezhanzaiyipang，

kanzhewolangbeidemoyang。zheilidedongjingnaodejida，henkuaijiuxiyinle，xuduorenlaiweiguan。

weilebimianyingxiangyiyuandemingsheng，yiqunhushicongcongganlai，jiangwofuqi，youanfuhaoqitaren。5wohuidaofangjian，

zaiwangshangzhaodaoyijiamingshengbucuodelvshishiwusuo，bochuledianhua。woyaolihun，zheiyiciwoshizhendeshiwangle。

houmianderiziwobuzaitongtazhengchao，wonulixiuyanghaozijideshenti，taqukanshei，taaiganmaganma，

wodoubuguan。chuyuanneitian，wojiangyifenlihunxieyishubaidaotamianqian。“qianleba？”“zheishishenme？

”fanghuanaqilihunxieyishu，jingnubuyi！“qianqian，nihunaoshenme，yiqianyizhijuedewozhishitaishengqile，

lihunzheijianshizhishizuishangshuoshuoeryi。nizenmenengzhendeyaogenwolihun，wobutongyi。

”womianwubiaoqingdekanzheta，yuqidandandao，“weishenmebutongyi？nibushixihuanzuohaoshima？

jiudangzuohaoshibangbangwo，qianlezheifenxieyi。”“qianqian，niweishenmeyaozheiyang？wozheimeaini。

”fanghualianshangshiyifunanyizhixindenanguobiaoqing。tashuoaiwo，wobujuedehaoxiao，

yousheihuiweilebierenweiquzijiaiderenni！woshouqilihunxieyishu，gangxiangzhuangjinbaoli，beitayibaduoguo。

“zheizhongdongxijiubugaicunzai。”tajianglihunxieyishusidefensui，yangyangsasaluoleyidi。

wolengjingdekanzhetafafeng，zuilishuodao，“buguoshijizhangzhi，zhiyaoyouxuyaowohaikeyifuyingengduo。