zhujiaoshisongranguyuantingdexiaoshuosongranzhongshengji,youzuozheshuangbaidujiachuangzuo,zuozhewenbixiangdangzhashi,qiebuxuanji,wangwenzhongdeqingliu。jingcaineirongtuijian:tazaihuocheshangmeizenmechidongxi,wuxiaolingzheishihouhaitainianqing,xinsidouxiezailianshang,duokanleganliangjiyan,tajiuzhidaoganliangyouwenti。……
一九八五年冬。
杨树沟村。
yigureqibansuizhelingrenzuooudekouchou,zuanrusongrandebiqiang,jinjiezheyishangbeiculuchekai,cigudebingliangrangtashunjianqingxing,mengranzhengkaiyanjing。
lazhuweiruodeguangliangxia,songrankandaolewudafucizhefahuangdedaya,kansilaoshibajiaodelianshangluchuyinguang,houjidejiekaikuyaodai。
zheiyangdechangjingzaoyifashenghenduoci,danbutongdeshi,wudafuhaoxiangbiannianqingle!
songranbuganzhixin,tazhengzha,shouwanchuanlai**ladetengtong,caifaxianshuangshoubeibangzaichuangtoushang。
“dage,nidongzuokuaidiana,rangdidiyekaikaihun!”
menfenglishudichuanlaiyidaojibukenaideshengyin。
zheishi……wuerguideshengyin!
kewuerguibushiqujingshigenzhesongmingzhuzuoshengyidangdalaobanlema?
“jishenme,laozihaimeichangdaoziwei,nijiwohaohaoshouzhemen,bierangsongjiarenguolaile!”
“dienianghezanlingmeizizaicunzhangneierpeizhesongjiatanggehejiuni,duanshijianlaibule!”
tingdaozheihua,songranyaoyaqiechi,hunshenfazhan,yanmaolengguang,xintiaozuranjiasu。
shile,tafenmingyijingsile,beihuochenianchenglerouni!
她这是重生了!
zhongshengdaolesongjiapaidatanggesongsiminglaijieta,yanjianzhemashangjiuyaotuolikunan,ketadeqingbaiquebeiwudafuwuerguihuidiao,zhongxinxianruyunidezheiyitian!
tashisongshouzhangjiacongxiaobeibaocuodeqinshengnver,queshibeidangnianzaisongjiadangguobaomudechenguihuaguyidiaohuan,weidejiushixiangrangtadeqinshengnversongmingzhuxiangfu。
ruobushisongmingzhushoushangzhuyuan,xuexinghesongjiarenbuyiyang,zheigemimijiuyongyuanbuhuiyourenzhidao。
wujiafufutingshuosongmingzhuyouyigehenchusedeweihunfu,shicongzainiangtailijiudingxiadewawaqin,haipasongranhuiquqianglesongmingzhudeweihunfu,tamenyijiarenjiushangliangchulejintiandeduji,xiangrangsongranmingshengjinhui。
shangbeizitamenjiushizheiyangdechengde。
songranbeibang,beiguanyao,genbennanyitaotuo,wujiaxiongdibatahuidechedi。
wujiafufuyouguyiyinsongsiminglai,qinyankandaotashuixingyanghuadeyimian,tabianjiezaiduoyemeirenxin,fanerduitashentongejue,buyuanjiangtadaihuisongjia,diuxiaqianpiao,rangtahewudafujiehun。
tazenmehuiken?jiehunneitiantataodiaole,feijingqianxinwankuzhaodaosongjia,quekanjianqinshengfumuduisongmingzhuchongaiyoujia,duitabiyiqingshi,xiantazanglesongjiadedi。
tamenbuchengrentashitamendenver,duiwaishuotashixiangxialaidebaomu,renpingtaruhedongshitinghua,tamenyelandezhengyanqiaota。
tacongyinghaoxue,baitianganhuo,wanshangzixue,zhengzhengliangniandoumeiyouxiedaiguo,zhongyukaoshangdaxue,quezhiyinsongmingzhushuotagouyintaweihunfu,qinshengfumujiusiletadeluqutongzhishu,ranhouqinzijiangtasonghuiwujianeigediyu。
tadouyijingyaozaiciburuguangminglea,songjiayouyiciduansongletadexiwang!
wujiapatapao,yonggoulianshuanzheta,cuomota,xiuruta,gaosutasongmingzhuguodeyouduohao,zhangfuyouduochongai,shiyeduomeyoucheng。
daosongransideneitian,songmingzhuyijingchenglezhumingnvshoufu。
erta,beirenbizhetiaoruhuochedao,sihoupashilianshoushiderendoumeiyou。
songranmanqianghenyi,manxinbuganzaizheiyikehuachengleshizhi。
yanjianzhewudafusemimiqinleshanglai,songranyaxiayandixiongyongyuchudehenyi,jiaoshenghandao:“dafugege?shinima?”
shoushangbangdesijie,shentibeiguanleyao,meiyouliqi,jiusuantayijiaotiduanlewudafudeminggenzi,waimianhaiyouyigewuergui。
haozai,talejiexiongdierren。
songransangyinjiaorou,tingqilairuanmianmiande,muguangmili,jingzhipiaoliangdexiaolianshangdaizhexiusedehongyun,wudafulengleyixia,turanjiugengjiaxingfenle。
“duidui,woshinidafugege,dafugegelaitengnile,nirenzhedian,mashangjiunengkuaihuole。”
songranxiusediantou:“wobupade,buguo,dafugege,nihuiquwoma?niangyiqianshuo,woshijinidangtongyangxide。woshisongjiadenver,woqinshengbamayidinghuijiwomenhenduoqianhepiaozuojiazhuang。”
tazaiwujia,wujiafufuconglaimeibatadangchengnver,duitafeidajimabushuo,haiduocishuotashibeijianhuilaijiliangerzidangtongyangxide,hesongmingzhuzaisongjiadedaiyutianchadibie。
wudafugenbenmeixiangguoyaoqusongran,dieniangpaqinmeizizaisongjiashouweiqu,suoyicaiyoulezheigezhuyi。
jiashangyiqiansongranyingyangbuliang,xianggeshoudouyaside,tiantiandizhetou,bandianbuqiyan,yejiushijinnianzheiyiniancaituranzhangkaile。
zixidingzhesongrandelian,buzhishiguanyaodeyuanyin,jingkanchujifenmeitai,zenmezaomeifaxianzheijianyatouyouzheiyangyizhanggourendelian?zheikuansongdeyishangxia,juranzheimeyouliao!zaiguoliangnian,haibudebarenmisi?
erqietatingchulaile,songranhaoxianghenqidainengjiajitaside,mobushizaojiuxihuantaleba?
yedui,takeshiganzhuangjiadeyibahaoshou,liqiyouda,songrantoutouxihuanta,bushihenzhengchangma?
genghekuang,songjiajianver,kendingqipai!
tagengjiajibukenaile,“qu!wokendingquni!lai,gegeyaoshoubulele!”
songranlianmangniukaitou,bikaiwudafudezui:“dafugege,bamenshuanjin,wozhijiani,buyaobieren!”
wudafudoudayingqutale,kendingbunengzairangdidijinlaijitadailvmao,erhuabushuo,jiuqubamenshuanshang,renpingwuerguizenmehanmendoubuying。
songranlianjiatonghong,manlianhaixiu,“woxianglouzhedafugege……”
wudafuzaoyibeichonghuntounao,songranyisajiao,talimajiuqujitajiebangle。
songranweixiaozhechaotashenshou,xiayike,tamuguangbingleng,mochuzhentoudixiadejiandao,kacayishengyonglijianleshangqu。
sixinliefeibanshazhubandejiaosheng,zaijijingcunzhuangzhongxiangqi。
“dage!fashengshenmeshile!dage!”
menwaiwuerguidashengpaimen,youyongshentizhuangmen。
“a!jian、ren!nijurangawolanzi!laoziyaonongsini!”
wudafutengdeliansecangbai,congchuangshanggundaodishang,daochudoushixue,tayuanhendingzhesongran,henbudeshanglaiqiasita。
tazuomengyemeixiangdao,pingrililiantoudoubugantaiderenhuijiandiaozijideminggenzi。
songranmianwubiaoqingcalecaxue,zaiwudafujianqizhuantouchongshanglaideshihou,tashoushangdejiandaowangwudafuduzishangyisong。
地上鲜血淋漓。
wudafudaozaidishang,tengyunguoqu。
zhuangmenshengmeile,wuerguihuangzhangpaoqujiaoren,xuedilizhiyougazhiyuanqudejiaobusheng。
songrankouhaoyifu,dakaimen,kuaibuzoujinbingtianxuedili。
meirenkaodezhu,tadekaoziji。
songjialaijietadedatanggesongsimingshidabojiadezhangzi。
shangbeizi,tayiweitanggehuiweitazhuchigongdao,bangtachengfawujia,quebuzhisongsimingjigebasongmingzhutengaidaoguzili,patahuiquzhengchongresongmingzhubugaoxing,zaozailaizhiqianjiuzhunbeihaojitaxiamawei。
xianxiawudafushangle,songsimingshuobudinghuibufenqinghongzaobaibatasongqugonganju,zaiyunzuoyixia,tajiucongzhengdangfangweichengleguyishangrendelaogaifan。
tabuhouhui,ruguobushisharenfanfa……tayanzhongshanguolengguang。
songranmeixiangguotao,yewuluketao,danyouyigeren,huoxunengbangta。
tayaobochuyitiaoyuqianshijieranbutongdelu!
“tongrenle!ranyatoubadafutongle!”
“那死丫头跑了!”
“kuaizhui!bunengrangjiantizipaole!kuaibataershuyangdeyiwoheilanggoufangchulai!”
songrangangpaochucunkou,jiutingdaoyidaodaohuhansheng,zhenggecunzidouliangleqilai。
xionghanhongliangdegoufeisheng,zaishanlichuanchuhuiyin,lingtaxiangqiqianshibeigousiyaodekongju,shentibukekongzhidefadou。