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《sanshinianhoudewobangwogaibianrensheng》shiyibulingrenzhemideduanpianyanqingxiaoshuo，youshangfanjingxindamo。gushizhongdezhujiaochenxingzhoulinzhiyuanzhanghengyuantongguoyongqihezhihuikefulegezhongkunnanhetiaozhan，bingzuizhongshixianlezijidelixiang。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqishenrurenxindeqingganmiaoxiehejinzhangcijideqingjieershoudaoguangdaduzhedexiai。】worenbuzhuzhuiwenzijideyingzi。【yuan。】【nixiangrangtafuchudaijiama？】【ririyeyedouzheimexiang。】wozhongyukantou，zheijishinianlairangworijiancanglao、shiqu……。

精彩章节

di1zhanggangcongbangongshihuilai，nazherenshikegailezhangdejiehunjieshaoxin，wohuidaozijideqinshi。

wuziliananjingjing，weiyouchuangtaishangneibenlanpiyingqiaoderijiben，haijinghouzaishuzhuoyijiao。wodianshangyizhantaideng，

youyicifankairijiben，pipadebijianzaizhishanghuaguo：“1986nian6yue10ri，xingqisan，xiaoyu。

zaiguoshitian，jiuhelinzhiyuanburuhunyin。wozaichongjingweilaidexinshenghuo，danyeyouxietante。”gaishanggangbimao，

gangheshangrijiben，zhiyeshangquexiangzhanleshuiziban，yunrankaiyipaixindeziji。“linjiayin，tingxia，nibunengjia。

”wodexinzangmenglieyitiao，zheishisheikaidelengwanxiao？“nishishei？”wopingzhuhuxi，fanjialisuoyouxifeng，

quenaliyemeiyouwoyiweide“zuosuizhe”。xiayishidizaikongbaichuxieziwenta。henkuai，

zhishangzaicifuxianchuziji——“woshini，sanshinianhoudeni。”woshouxinqinchuxihan，

zheixingzidebijifangfowobenrenxiedemeiyigezhuanzhe，zhenjiananbian。nandaozheibenjiuriji，

jingnenglianjieshangweilaidewo？“jianglaideni，guodehaoma？”wozhongyuannabuzhuzhuiwen。

zhiyejihujiushizaiwodesikaojianyongxiandaan：“henzaogao，shenzhikeyishuo，kelian。

”“ruguoxianggaibianzheiyiqie，xianzaijiufangqilinzhiyuan，buyaojiajita。”wozhengzhule。linzhiyuan，

shengzhongdianzhongxuedeqingnianjiaoshi，heyiwodeweilaihuirucibukewanhui？haimeidengwojinyibufawen，

menwaibianxiangqilejicudeqiaomensheng。“xiaoyin，shiwo。”linzhiyuandeshengyinyirujiwangwennuaneryounaixin。

woganjinjiangrijibenheshang，huluansaijinshubaojiaceng，shenxiqiweitakaimen。zhijianlinzhiyuanzhanzaimenwai，

lianjiaweihong，xiaoyiyingyingdijuqishoulidejieshaoxin：“wodeyekaihaole。nineibianni？shunlima？”“ng，

yijingbanhaole。”wodiantou。“neiwomenmingtianquminzhengjuba？”tazhazhayan。woweiweiditou，

xinxudinielenieyijiao：“womashuozuihaoxuangejiri，takanlehuangli，juedeliuyueshibaheshi，

rangwomendengdaoneitian。”qishishiwozijibiande——zhishituoyandejiekou。“neishinatian？”tapansuanzhe。

“xiazhouwu。”“keshi……zanmenliuyueershierjiuyaobanjiuxile，shijianjinbujina？”linzhiyuannanyanshiluo，

yuqiqueyijiupinghe。“laideji。zhenyaoshiwanjitian，womayenenglijiede。”tachenmopianke，

diantoudao：“jializhangbeishuodedoudui，tingtamende。”songzoulinzhiyuanhou，wozhuanshenjibuluosuo，

fanhuishuzhuotaochurijiben。zhiyezhongyangzaixianxinyixingwaixiedezi：“linzhiyuanjiayoujingshenleiyichuanjihuan，

nijianghuishiquzhongyaodedongxi。haiyou，taxiaxiangneijinian，zaiwaitoushengguogehaizi。jianglai，neihaizihuigenzheta，

baniyongyoudeyiqienazou。”woyouruzhuirubingjiao，yishenjipigedazhimao。1978nian，linzhiyuanshiqisui，

xiangyinghaozhaoxiafangdaodongbeibianyuannongchang。sannianhou，takaojinbenshishifan，niannianyoudengsheng，yingjieliuxiao，

rujinshixuexiaodeqingnianguganlaoshi。neinianqiutian，wofuqinyinhechangduiqueke，linshidaiwodaileyiqike，

yeyincihelinzhiyuanrenshi。tazaixiaoyizhipinxingduanzheng，shendetongshimenhaogan。youqitadingzhesangfusangmudeyali，

duzibangchendugaozhongdemeimei，meigerendoujingpeidikuatajianqiangshanliang。

kepianpiantaxuanzelewo——gewaiyuxidazhuanbiye，

zaixiaoneidiweiweimiao、changbeirenfeiyirenjiaozigedeputongnvsheng。zhengdangwoyouyushifouquwaidijinxiushi，

linzhiyuanduiwozhankailezhuiqiu。takoukoushengshengchengnuo：“yihouwoyangjia，nizhixuxianhuichijia、zhaogujiating。

wobuhuirangniweinan。”shenzhijialiyequan，“nengyulinzhiyuanzheimehaodeqingnian，bieyouyu。

”wozuizhongfangqilekaoshidejihui，qiaoranjuedingyutayitongshenghuo。kewozenmeyemeiliaodao，

zheibenzangzhewodemeiyigexinshidejiuriji，benkezuianxinsushuodedifang，

rujinquechenglejingtianmimianzangdechuangkou。“neitaneihaizi……shihesheide？”wozhandouxiexia。henkuai，

zijixianxian——“shitangnvgongsuyufen。”wodexinyizhenchoujin。suyufen，shiquniancaidiaolaixuexiaoshitangde。

jigeyueqian，tawusuierzigaoshaoruyuan，quanxiaoshishenghaiweitaaixinmujuan。

linzhiyuanqiaoqiaobaquanbujixudoujuanjileta。di2zhangxuexiaosushelouhoubian，youyichulaojiupingfang，

benshizuogongjujianyongde，erjinchenglesuxiaojuanhetaerzidelinshiqishenzhisuo。yeli，

woshunzhehunanxiaojingmodaoletamenjiachuangxia。qiuchongdiming，fengchuiguosuizhipianzaijiaobianjuanqi。

wozhengyaocoujinqutouting，menturanzhiyayishengkaile，woganjindunzaipangbianduifangdejiutietonghou。

“nizhendeyaoquluxianma？”suxiaojuandeshengyingengyanposui。“ng。”chenxingzhoudeyuqilimeiyousihaowendu。

“kewomenmuzizenmeban？nannanshenziguruo，nichenglejiayihou，haikenjidewomenma？

”“nibenbugaiyongneizhongfaziguanzuiwo，yebugaiyishengbuhangjianghaizishengxialai。”tashuodedanmo，

haoxiangzhengzaishushuoyijianhaobuxiangguandeshi。“kenimashangjiuyaodiaohuishilile，woshebudeni。neiniandajiadoushuo，

zhiyaozhenchengleshishi，niwulunzoudaonalizongguihuizhaoguzanmenniangliang。”suxiaojuandeleiyinjihuyaoyanmeiyese。

chenxingzhouyouyoutanlekouqi：“womenzhijianmeiyougongtongyuyan，nimeibiye，hewodeshenghuo，zongshibutong。

”“keluxianyemeishangguodaxue，tapingshenmebiwogaogui？tapingshenmejiukeyijinnijiamen？

”suxiaojuandehuayulitouzhebuganheyuandui。“tajiatiaojianhao，youzhengshigongzuo，xindiheshanyouanwen。xiaojuan，

nibushita。”chenxingzhouzhiziburang。“niyaoshifeiyaobineiwoyebupa！”shuodaozhei，suxiaojuanjinhuaiqiu，

“nikankanwo，nandaobubitagengnengtiliangni？”huayinweiluo，tachenchenxingzhouyaolikaishi，huranbaozhutadeyao，

liantiezhetadebeichouqi。“bierenshuo，woshenmedouburuta，ketahuixiangwozheiyangtinizhexiangma？

nizaitaneinengdedaoanweima？”suxiaojuandeshouhuluanchezhetadeyijin，shenzitiejin，

daizheyizhongyapoxingdekewanghewuzhu。“nishiguotama？takenweinixiangwozheiyangma？”“fangkaiwo，bienao，

nannanhaizaiwuli。”chenxingzhoushituzhengkaitadeshou。suxiaojuanbuyiburao，

zhijielaqiyifubatadeshouanzaizijixiongqian，tazuichuntiejintaerkuo，yashengdiyu：“xiaonanshuidechen，

niyijinghenjiumeipengguowole，wozhende……”tadehuahaimeishuowan，

chenxingzhouyiranbeitashenshangdechanmianheyuwangjiqi，tamengdizhuanshenjiangtatuidizaimenshang，ditouwenzhuta，

lianggerendeshenyingjiuchantuisangjinwu。“peng！”menbeiyijiaotishang，wulidunshiheiledeng。

leishuimenglieyongshangwodeshuangyan。wozhandoudifuzhulaoqiang，shiturangzijizhanwen。wotoutoumodaochuangxia，

xinlihaiyouyidianbuqieshijidexiwang——yexu，buguoshiwuhuiyichang？zhidaoneichuangjiadejuliehuangdong，

hejiazazheyuyuechuanxideninan，wozaiwuzhengzhayudi。tianxuandizhuanjian，wodexinzhongyusitoule。

di3zhangchenxingzhoulikaihouhenjiu，wocaifuzhebingliangdelangan，manmanpashangnvjiaoshisushedejiulouti。yilushang，

wojinbuzhuditouliulei。huiyifenzhitalai，zhenzhemeiyicixiangyongdewencunyuxiaoyu。dangchu，lianaiyishi，

chenxingzhoujiaoaodigaosumeiyigeren，“wozhongyuheguqingchuanzaiyiqile。”tacongbubihuipangren，

napashizaixiaowaidejiejiao，yegandadafangfangwozhuwodeshou，daizhedandanzihao。shenghuozhong，tachuchuweiwozhexiang，

napawomangdaowangui，yehuizaimenhouweiwoguashangyihuwenshui。meidangwobingdaoshi，

tazongshixiaoxinyiyidizhaoliaozhewodepiqiyurenxing。neiduanshijian，woyiweizijishishijieshangzuixingfuderen。

zenmehuixiangdao，rujinhenggenzaiwomianqiande，shiyichangcubujifangdebeipan。guqingchuan，nizenmeyexiangbudao，

zheiyangchongnidechenxingzhou，yuanlaizaojiuhebiedenvrenshenglehaizi。ruguo，tashizhongfangbuxialiuyulanmuzi，

weishenmeyaolaikaojinwo？youweishenme，duiliuyulanshuochuneiyangdehua——“woheguqingchuanjiehunshidingxiadeshi。

niyaoganbawomendeguanxitongchuqu，wojiuzaiyebuhuiguannimen。”wotingbudongtadeshenyi。gengwucongzhixiao，

luzaihefang。“wogaizenmeban？”bijianzaibenzishangzhandou，leishuibagangxiexiadezijiyunchengyituan。

“guqingchuana，nimingmingkeyiziyoufeixiangde，quebeiwuxingdexiansuoshuanzhulechibang。”“ruguoxiangbaituomingyun，

jiumaiyizhangqudongchengdezhangtuchepiao，quzhaomoqingtonglaoshi。tazuixihuannizheiyangdesangyin，zhiyaoniguqiyongqi，

tayidinghuishouniweitu。”“qieji，buyaorangpangrenzhidao。”moqingtong，zaidongchengyinlexueyuanrenjiao。

“nengbunenggaosuwo……yihouhechenxingzhoujiehunhou，jiujinghuizenmeyang？”di4zhangwushisuidelintingwan，

yongleyiyedeshijian，baneixienianchenfengdewangshiyiyidaolai。xinhundediyinian，shentianjiajinzhanghengyuanjia，

haichenjinzaichaimiyouyandexinxianganli。neinianqiutian，zhanghengyuankaoshangleshenglidedaxue，

zhongyudenglailerenshengzhongdediyigezhuanzhe。tadiuxialezaixianchengdegongzuo，beiqixingnangquleshenghui。disannian，

shentianyunyuchuyiweimeimuruhuadexiaonver。zhanghengyuanqianlitiaotiaoganhuipeitashengchan，haizijiangshengshi，

tadexiaoyuleihunzazaiyiqi，neifenfuainonglieerzhenzhi。youguoyinian，zhanghengyuandaxuebiye，

shunliliuzaileshenghuideyanjiusuogongzuo。zairenrendouxianmudeniandai，tadegongziyishibierenjiadeliangbei。

xirilinlidouyanxianbuyi，shentianzaihuanxinyuxiwangzhongcizhi，daizhenverqudaoshenghuiyuzhangfutuanju。

neishitamanhuaichongjing，juedehaorizicaiganggangkaishi。shuliao，xingfurutanhuayixian，meiduojiu，

sansuidenveryinbaixuebingyongyuanlikailerenshi。tabazijifansuozaihunandexiaowu，sanyuebujiantianri，

leizhuzaoyimohushixian，kuchengleruobujinfengdeyingzi。tazhiwenmingyun，weihemingmingjinleweirenmudezeren，

queyaobeirucicanrenduidai。dibanian，erzidedanshengdianranleposuijiatingweiyidexiwang。

shentianbuganyouyisixiedai，baquanbuwenrouqingzhuzaihaizishenshang，yongjinlequanbuliqixixinhehu。

quebuzhitianyinongren，wunianhou，erzihaishiyinhejiejiexiangtongdebingzhengsashourenhuan。neiyici，

tazaibingfangwaiguiditongku，kukuaiqiumingyunlianmin。

zhuzhiyishengquezhoumeitixingta：“nimenfuqizhongkendingyoujiazubingshi，haizihuanbinghuoxubushiouran。

”yeshizheishi，tacaizhixiao，yuanlaizhanghengyuanjia，shidaidouyouyichuanjibing。

zhanghengyuandemuqin、yijineigeshilianduoniandejiejie，jieyinbingzaoshi。jiulianzhanghengyuanyizhitiruoduobingdemeimei，

yehuanshangletongzhongwanji，zhishixingyundihuolexialai。tazhongyuwufazaichengshou，zhuiwenzhanghengyuan，

tazhiyoukuxiaochengren：zheigebingsuiranbushibaifenbaiyichuan，taqueshizhongbaozhejiaoxingxinli，duxinxingyunhuijianglin。

jujuezaishengdisangehaizideta，chedijinulezhanghengyuan。tajingshenbengkuidezheixienianli，

zhanghengyuanchenjiqiaoqiaozhuanyileliangrensuoyoudegongyoucaichan。zuihou，

tadaihuiletadesishengzi——neigehelingyiweinvrenzaiwaichushengdezhaoshaoyan。cishi，zhanghengyuanbuguosishichutou，

jingranyijingyoulegeershiduosuidechengnianerzi。erqie，zheigeerzi，yeshijiazuyichuanbingzhongdexingcunzhe。

di5zhang【jiejuhuibianma？】chenxiweilu，diyilvyangguangcongtushuguanwuyanhuanhuantoushejinsushe，

danhongdeguangxianxieluozaishuzhuoshanggezhedexinfengyurilishang。【houlai，womendehunyinzhongyuzoudaolejintou。

woxuanzelelikai，meiyounenglizhengduoshenme，yemeiyouzigeliuxiashenme，yiqiedouguileta。】【zheixienian，

muqinshentiyizhibuhao，wohuilaojiabangzhuzhaoguta。】【jiuzaizuotian，

wozhenglijiujuzishiwuyizhongfanchuyigeriliben。sheizhi，juranmudulesanshinianqian，

zhengweiweilaichongjingqueyepanghuangdeziji，mimimamadizaibenzishangxiezhexinshi。】nanguai，

sanshinianhoudewohuineiyangpoqiedixiwangtixingnianqingdewo，rangwobiezoucuozheiyibu。【niyuanxieyuanma？

】worenbuzhuzhuiwenzijideyingzi。【yuan。】【nixiangrangtafuchudaijiama？】【ririyeyedouzheimexiang。

】wozhongyukantou，zheijishinianlairangworijiancanglao、shiquyiqiedegenyuan，jiushixieyuandehuangyanyubeipan。hunqian，

tamingmingyijingyusongliyoulehaizi，queyongmanzuideshiyanjiangwokunzhu。tadeyinman，

guanyutajianeidaidaixiangchuandeeji，yehenhenshanghailewo。chuchuzuocuodeshita，kuguoquedouyaowoyigerenchengdan。

——pingshenme！bengguantadangchushiweihehewolingzheng，jirantabeipanheshanghailewo，zheibizhangjiugaiyoutalaichanghai。

jiehunzhenghaimeiling，jiuxiyenengbuban——yiqiedouhailaideji！zuocuoshideren，liyingfuchudaijia。xieyuan，

niqianwode，gaihaile！di6zhangtianlianghou，womantuntundiqishenxishu，shoushihaoshubaochulemen，

caizhe**ganjinjiaoshi。wuxiuxiakeshi，caochangdewutongtouxiabanboshuying，chenxingzhoujiuzhanzaiyinlelouqian，

renruwangchangneiyangyingjunyouwenrou。dancikedewenrouzaiwoyanli，zhijuedecangbai。tachongwoyangleyangshou，

xiaorongruwangchangneiyangwenhe。neiyishunjian，wonaohailishanguosuxiaojuanjitadiqingshudehuamian，

haiyoutamenyeliduanxinbuduandeneijitian。“zouba，wodengnibantianle。”tazhudongyingshanglai，

shunshoujiangwojianshangdebeibaodaichenzheng。woyaxiaxinlideyane，qiangpozijidezuijiaojichudianxiaoyi，

bingfeizhendekaixin，zhishilandeyutasipolian：“ng。”tachajuedaowodeqingxu，meitouqingqingzhouqi，

“jintianzenmezaoshangqisebuhao？shibushinalibushufu？”woyaotou，jiazhuangwuliqingkejisheng，“sangziteng，

kenengyaoganmaole，zhongwuzanmenqushitangba，buxiangpaoyuanle。”tadebiaoqingmingxianyouyisichiyi，

wangriyanxiaoyanyandeliancikesihulengzhule：“nibushiyizhixianshitangnanchima？zanmenhaishiquxiaowaiba，

wozhidaoneijiabaozifannihenxihuan。”wopianguotou，bikaitaweizhuangguanqiedeyan，“jintianzhendebuxiangzouyuan，

jiuxiangjiandanchidian。”“yaobuzheiyang，”tabiekaimuguang，sangyinyoudiankuai，“nixianjinsushe，

womaihaolefansongdaonineier，budongzhele。”wuhoudeguangnuandeyouxieciyan，wonulitaiyan，zhengduizheta，

weixiaozhewenta：“niweishenmezheimebuyuanyirangwoqushitangya？”talenglexia，muguangwangbiechushanduo，

shengyingengdile，“meiyoua，wopanileizhe。”“neizanmenxianzaijiuquba。”wobianshuobianxiangqian，duozouyibu，

tajiutuikaiyidian。tadejiaobuweiluan，ditouzhenglixiukou，“suiniba，niyaoqujiuqu。”he，chenxingzhou，

guoranxuweizhiji。di7zhangwozhanzaizhanglingfuzedecantaiqianpaidui。chenxingzhouhaishilazhewodeshou，

dingzhepangbiandechuangkoushuo：“neijiaxiaohuntunweidaoyebucuo，haiyouneibianmaideduncai，

tingshuozuijinxinshanglenixihuandedoufujuan。”“chenxingzhou。”wotingxiajiaobu，taitoukanzheta。“nijintian，

shibushiyoushenmehuameishuo？”woshimingshita，woyijingkanchutataikeyideyichang。

tabenjiubushineizhongbushanyanshideren，kendingnengtingdongwodeyisi。“mei……meishenmela……”tachuixiayanjing，

biandechenmo。zhianjingdigenzaiwohoumianpeizhewopaidui。“quneibianchuangkoujiwomaibeiyumizhouba。

”kuailundaowole，woturankaikou。“dengwobangniduanhaofan，mashangqujinimai。”“suini。

”wonengganjuedaozhanglingdeshixianyisaoerguo，daizhediyididinglewoyiyan。“woyaogongbaojiding，

yuxiangrousihaiyouganguohuacai。”zhanglinggangxiangjiwoshengcai，chenxingzhoulikelanxia：“wanwan，niyoudianshanghuo，

haishishaodianlaba，xiawuhaiyaocaipai。”“jitahuanchengchaoqingcai、muerchaorouhexihongshidan，baituole。

”chenxingzhouweiweiqianqing，hezhanglingshuohuadekouqishengfenyoukeqi。zhanglingmeizaiduowen，bafandahaodijiwo。

wozhuyidao，taditoushiyankuangweiweifanhong。chenxingzhouzirandijieguotuopan，huitouzhangwangyaozhaozuowei。

“ninverganmaohaimeihaome？zuowantingxiaoxinshuofashaole。”woxiaozhekanzhezhangling。tawenyanyizheng，

youxiechijingdiwangzhewo。“wanwan，kuaiguoquba，qianmianyouweizhi，kuaidian！

”chenxingzhoucuicuzhetuiwowangyongcanquzou。jiuyaolikaiqian，womianxiangzhangling，zuibayizhangyihe，

momodishuoleyiju：“tongliuhewu。”zhanglingdelianseyixiazibiandecanbai。di8zhangwanfanhou，

wojiazhuangshentibushi，xiangchenyizhouhetongxuemendaolebie，duzihuisushe。sushededengnuanhuangeranjing。

wojiangchuangdanbeiru、huanxiyiwuyijianjianzhengli，zhibabixudeliulexialai，shengxiadequandouzhuangjinxinglidai，

dasuanmingtiandaihuijia。chenzheyeseshangzao，woyouzhaodaofuqin，huangchengyaozhunbeijiehunzhao，

jiezoulejutuanxinmaideyitailaikaxiangji。tameiduowen，zhixiaozhedingzhuwohaohaobaoguan。nazhexiangji，

wojingzhiqulehuochezhan，maixiayizhangshiyuejiuhaolingchenquwangjingshidewopupiao。shouwoneizhangbobodechepiao，

xinliyiranyoulejuejuedeyongqi。yefengxiaose。wohuidaoxuexiao，zaishitanghoumenjingjingdengdai。

suxiaolingxiabandeshijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，zhidaoyelijiudian，tacailinzhezhanyouzideweiqun，

pijuandiconghoumentanchutou。tayuanyuandikanjianwo，guzuowushi。danzoudaowoshenqianshi，

quehaishibeiwoyibajiuzhuleyixiu。wofushenkaojin，yadisangyin：“zuowan，wokanjianchenyizhouzainijiale。

”suxiaolingjiaobuyizhan，liansezhoubai，shengyinweiya：“nikancuoleba……”wogouqizuijiao，haobuyanshixiaoyi。

“kenibaozheta，haibatadeshouwangzijixiongqianyin，yeshiwoyanhua？”“zenme？shebudetajiehun，

xiangsixialiuzhuta，shibushi？”“bieshale。chenyizhoujuebuhuihenizheizhongrenchebuqingchu。”wolenghengyisheng，

xuyijiazhongyuqi。suxiaolingjuliedizhengzha，yanlihanzheleishui，jueqiangdidingzhewo。“buhuide，

taqinkoudayingwo，buhuirangwogenhaizibeipaoxia……”**degengjin，yuqidileng。“kenimen，

buzaojiuchangguobeiyiqideziweilema？”woqishenchaonongdihuanshitaneifulangbeimoyang，biwendao：“caicaikan，

rangchenyizhouzaiwomenzhijianxuanyige，tahuixuanshei？”“suxiaoling，ruguonihainianzhesuoweideaiqing，

jiuchenzaocongzheilixiaoshi，yongyuanbiezaichuxianzaiwomenmianqian。”“huinidexiaoxiangxia，jixugengtianyang**。zheili，

kebushuyuni。”shuowan，womanlianqingmiedidaliangletayiquan，“zeze”liangsheng，shuaiqijuanfa，

angshoukuobulikai。suxiaoling，qingniqianwanbiegufuwodezheifanhaoyia。di9zhanganyongcongdiertianqi，