生死情伤，爱已惘然弛豫-著

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《shengsiqingshang，aiyiwangran》zheipianyouchiyuxiedexiaoshuo，gushiqingjiecuozongfuzayihuankouyihuan。jirenyouzhongyikouqikandaodideganjue。zhujiaoshiguqianfengqinxiyingzhongjingxue，《shengsiqingshang，aiyiwangran》jianjie：kaikoujiushiduiwodebunaifanheruma：“zhongjingxue，ninaogoulemeiyou！nizaiganshuonversile，xiayicijiubushibaniguanzaibanfangneimejiandanle。”“haiyoujiranni……

精彩章节

nverbeinianduanshuangtuidangtian。shenweijunquanxundaoyuandezhangfuquedaizheyangmeizaijidirangjunquanjitabiaoyanjiemu。

wojitadadianhuagaozhinvertangzaishoushutaishangshengsiweibu，rangtaganjinhuilai。

“nverxianzaijiuxiangjianbabazuihouyimian，niganjinqingjiahuilai，buyaorangnverliuyouyihan。

”yipangdeyangmeiquedudingwozaisahuang。“jiejie，nijiajulixuexiaocai600mi，

xiaozhinvzenmekenenghuichuchehuo？jiusuannixianmujiefudaiwolaijunquanjidi，

niyebunengyonghaizideanquanlaihushuoba。”zhangfuyebuxiangxinwodehua：“yingyingshuodemeicuo，zhongjingxue，

dangchuruguobushiniweihunxianyunbiwohenijiehun，wogenbenjiubuhuihenizaiyiqi，shangliangbuzhengxialiangwai，

nvergennidouxuehuaile，jurangenniyiqisahuang！”wobaibanqiqiu，shuowoshuodedoushizhende，

shenzhijizhangfudaqushipintonghua，quebeiduifangwuqingguaduan。weileburangnvershiwang，wozhaoshangzhangfudegongzuodanwei，

haimeikaikou，zhangfuxianyibubawotuodaoliexingquanguanyabanfang。heqitashushizhilanggougongchuyishi。

kanzhezuoyouliangbianliuzhexianshuibanrengaodelanggou，wojingkongdehousuo。“nijiranzheimexiangkangou，jiujiwokangegou！

dengmingtianwozailaijieni。”likaiqian，woqinyankanjianyangmeitoutoudakailegoulongdefamen。santianhou，

banfangdemenzhongyubeidakai。yanyanyixidewotanzuozaidishang。duizhezhangfukaikou：“guqianfeng，nversile，

womenyewanle。”1zhangfuguqianfengdaizheyangmeiqinxiyinglaijiewodeshihou，

zuihouyizhiliequanzaiwoshoudixiayanleqi。liangrenzhanzaimenkou，beibanfanglidechangjinghededaoxiyikouliangqi。

shilaizhiliequanquanbusiwang，daizhexianxuedepirounianhuzaiqiangshang，erwoyishanlanlv，

shenshangquanshizhengningkebudeshangkou，datuishangbeiliequansichexialaideyikuairouzhengwangwaimaozhexue。dishang，

shiyitiaoyouxianxuehuijidegouhewanwanququtongxiangmenkou，zhenghaobeiqinxiyingcaizaijiaoxia。“a！

”qinxiyingjianjiaoyisheng，chezhushenpangguqianfengdeyifuduozaitashenhou。“jiejie，

nixianzaideyangzizhendehaoxiangyigemogui，haokongbua。”guqianfengzhoumei，zhuanshenbaqinxiyingbaozaihuaili，

mengzhutadeyanjing。lishengxunchiwo：“zhongjingxue，nikankannibazijigaochengshenmeyangzile？

buguojiushirangnigengouzhuleyitian，nizhiyubatamendoushalema！”woshenshangtengdelihai，ganjuexueliuganle，

liqiyehaojinle。ruguobushinverzhichengzhewo，kongpawozaojiusile。wohuanmandetaiqitou，

siyazhesangzikaikou：“yitian？guqianfeng，jintianjiujingshishenmeshihou？”wenyan，guqianfengxinxudebieguoyan。

“jiusuanwochileyidian，neiyebushininvegoudeliyou！”keruguowobunongsitamen，sidejiushiwo。

woyijingmeiyouduoyudeliqibianjie，zhishiwenta：“niqukannverlema？”tingwoyoushuoqihaizi。

gangganghaidaizhekuijiudeguqianfengshengyinliyoudaishangyane。chizewobudongshi。

“yingyingyijingbangwowenguonverdebanzhurenle，tamenyaochuquxialingyingyizhou，

nichenzhenverbuzaijiayongnverchuchehuodeshihongpianwo，wohaimeigennisuanzhang！

”qinxiyingyezaiguqianfenghuailitanchugetou，ruoruokaikou：“duia，jiejie，jiusuannibuxihuanjiefuduiwotaihao，

yebunengyonghaizidangchengjiekoua？nimingmingzhidaojiefuyouduozhongshikeke，yonghaizideanweidangzuochicudeshouduan，

jiejie，nizenmebianchengzheigeyangzile？”“zhongjingxue，wozaogennishuole，

wodaizheyingyingshiyinweitazhunbeijinwomendanwei，wotiqiandaitashuxishuxihuanjingeryi，zheibenlaijiushiwodezhize，

nimeiduguoshubudongwobugennijijiao，danniyierzai，zaiersanyongkekedexingmingweixiewo，

zheiyangdenizhihuirangwojuedegengjiayanfan。”wowulidechixiao。tashuodeshikekegaoshao，

tapaoqukanqinxiyingdewudaobiaoyan。haishikekefuqinjiejiazhanghui，yinweitadeshiyuebeiqitaxiaopengyoubaling。

huozheshizaiqinxiyingshengridangtian，tazaifangjianlibumanbaihehua，daozhikekehuafenguomin，huxidaoyanzhongganran？

kekedebinglibenjiufangzaidianshijushang。taqueconglaimeiyoukanguo。

zhiyaoqinxiyingyiju：“jiejieshibushikanbuguanwo？wozhidaobamachongwo，jiefuxiangzheworangnibushufu，

kewomenbijingshiyijiaren，niweishenmeyaoduiwoyouzheimedadediyini？”duizhenta，woconglaimeiyouyingguo。

suoyiwoyebuxiangzaizhengshenme。zhiyaowodenverhaohaozhangda，wojiuxinmanyizule。

ketamenxianzailianwoweiyideyidianjituodoubujiwo。zhongyu，woshuochuleneijuhua：“guqianfeng，womenlihunba。

”“wogenniguobuxiaqule。”2guqianfenglouzhuqinxiyingdeshouyijiang。suihouehenhendedingzhewo：“zhongjingxue，

niyouzaigaoshenmehuayang？”“kanlairangnizaigoushelihaimeishoudaojiaoxun，youxiangwanyuqinguzongzheiyizhao。

”“wogennijiehundeshihoujiushuoguo，jiranniganxiayaohuaiyun，biwohenijiehun，

jiubiexiangrangwoduiniyouhaolianse，woyebukenenghuihenilihun，xianzaizheiyiqiedoushinizizhaode！”shuowan，

yebuzhidaoshibushibanfangdeweidaotaida。qinxiyingliansecangbai，turanganouleqilai。“jiefu，

zheilideweidaohaonanwen，woshentihaonanshou，jiranjiejiemeishi，womenxianlikaiba。

”“nidayingwopeiwoquxuanxiaogoude。”qinxiyingsazhejiao，

guqianfengyehaobubihuiderouleroutadenaodai：“hao，wopeiniyiqiqu。”shuowan，tayouzhuantoukanxiangwo。

“nihaibukuaibazheiliqingliyixia，nizuozaineishixiangrangsuoyourendoukankanwoguqianfengquleyigehanfuma！

yigenvrenjuranshaleshijizhiliequan，shuochuquhaibuzhidaobierenyaozenmequxiaowo。”“haiyou，

zheixieliequansuiranyinweishangrenyaobeianlesi，danxianzaitiqianbeinichulile，shangtoulingdaoguaizuixialai，

nihaidezijiqurencuo。”huashuowan，guqianfengjiudaizheyangmeilikaile。erwozaoyijingjingpilijie，

hunshenshangxiameiyikuaigutoulianzherouteng。jinbengqingkuangxiachengzhedezuihouyikouqidaoxianzaiyesanle，wodaozaidishang，

shixiankaishimohu。kenaohaizhongnverdemoyangqueyuefaqingxi。buxing，wobunengsi，

wohaiyaoqujiannverzuihouyimian。kekehaizaiyiyuanli，shenbianmeiyoufumu，tagaiyouduogudu。

wohuanmandeyibuyibupadaomenhou，shenshangdexianxuezaininingdedishangtuochuyitiaoxuehen，woxiangwaimianzhaoshou，

siyadesangzizaiyefabuchuyidianshengyin。nandaowozhendeyaosizaizheilema？danhaozaishangtianzhongyushandailewoyici。

zaicizhengyan，woshizaiyiyuanxingguolaide。yipangdenanrenjianwozhongyuxingle，ganmanghanlaiyishengbangwojianchashenti。

wodesangzihaishimeifashuohua，zhinenglenglengdekanxiangta。nanrenshishidejieshizijideshenfen。“wojiaochengyuanli，

shifuzejibanfangneipiliequanzuoanlesideyisheng，woguoqushidedaojidideminglingbagoulazoude，

jieguojiuzaimenkoukanjiannile。”“jianniqingkuangjinji，zheicaibanisonglaiyiyuan。”shuozhe，

yipangdeyishengyegenzhekaikou：“zhong**，nizhenyinggaiganxiezheiweixiansheng，

ruguobushitajinijinjizhizhuleshangkou，yaoburanzaiwanlaiwufenzhong，nidemingjiumeile。”wenyan，

woxiangxiangtadaoxie，queyinweisantiandebodouhejiaohanzaojiurangshengdaiyanzhongshousun，zhanglezhangzui，

yezhinengfachunantingdeaasheng。chengyuanlirangwobuyaoluandong，yebuyaozheji。“nideshentihenxuruo，

xianzhiliaoxiuyangyiduanshijian。”“duile，jianyunideqingkuangwoyijingshangbaojijididefuzeren，

neibiandelingdaohenzhongshi，kenengguojitianhuilaiwennijigewenti，nibuyonghaipa。”wodiantou。

dengyishengjianchawanwodeshenti，yegaosuwo：“goudejiyinjiancejieguochulaile，

shierzhigoudoumeiyouxiedaikuangquanbingdu，nishenshangdeshangkoukanqilaiyanzhong，danhaozaibuhuiweijishengming，

jiexialaideshijianhaohaoyangshang，chabuduowutianjiunengchuyuan。”shuowan，yishenggangzhunbeilikai，

woquelazhutadebaidagua，kouchibuqingdeshuochunverlianggezi。yishengkanmingbaile，wanxiyisheng。

“kekeliangtianqianjiusizaijijiutaishang，womenyijinganpairenbatafangzaitaipingjianle，

buguodangshinibushishuoquzhaonizhangfulema？tarenni？nverqushi，

niyoushouzheimeyanzhongdeshangtazenmehaimeichuxian？”“jiusuangongzuoteshu，zheizhongqingkuangyegaiqingjiahuilaikankanba。

”3wochuixiayanmeishuohua，yishengyexujianguotaiduoyoukounanyandeyinqing，youzhongzhongtanlekouqi。“yiyuanyoulunyi，

ruguonixiangqukankannver，jiuranghushibangniquyiliangguolai，haohaokankantaba。

”dengbingfangyouzhishengxiawohechengyuanliliangren。tadijiwoyibushouji。“wozaibanfangjiaoluofaxiannideshouji，

kexiyijinghuaile，niyongwodeshoujijinijialirendagedianhua，rangtamenlaizhaoguniba。”wojiezaishoushang，

haishixuanzebotongguqianfengdedianhua，kedianhuajietonghou，yinweiwofabuchushengyin，

duifangweilejishengbujianyourenshuohuayouqijibaihuaidebadianhuaguaduan。woyoubuhaoyisiduizhechengyuanlizhilezhiweixin，

biaoshixiangfaxinxi，chengyuanlitongyile。wodenglulezijidezhanghao，zhaodaoguqianfeng，rangtalaiyiyuanzhaowo。

binggaozhitarangtalaiyiyuanjiezounver，hainengjiandaonverzuihouyimian。meixiangdaoguqianfengerhuabushuodalaidianhua。

kaikoujiushiduiwodebunaifanheruma：“zhongjingxue，ninaogoulemeiyou！nizaiganshuonversile，

xiayicijiubushibaniguanzaibanfangneimejiandanle。”“haiyoujiranniyouliqizijiquyiyuan，

xiangbiyebuhuitaiyanzhong，zijichuyuanlejiuhuijia，dengkekexialingyingjieshunijidequjieta。

”yipangdeqinxiyingyegenzhekaikou：“jiejie，jiefujiwoxuanleyizhikeji，haokeaia。

”“denghuiwomenhaiyaoqujikeketiaoxuanliwu，qingzhutaxialingyingjieshu，jiejie，nizhunbeisongshenmea？

”qinxiyingdanchunkeaideshengyinwozhitingchumanmandexuanyaojidu。wobilebiyan，

jiguqianfengzuihoufaquyicixinxi。【niquedingbulaiyiyuan？bulaijiannverzuihouyimian？】guqianfengkanjianle，

shengyinlidaishangyunnu：“zhongjingxue，ninaogouleba！nverbushiniyonglaizhengchongdegongju，

dengkekehuilaiwohaishibatasongdaowomaneiquzhuyiduanshijian，nihaohaojiwofanshengyiduanshijian，

dengnishenmeshihoubuyonghaizisahuanglezairangnijiannver。”shuowan，guqianfengsihushizaidengwodehuida，

yexuxiangtingjianwodeqiurao，daoqian，kewozheibianjingjingde，shenmeyemeiyoushuo。“niyabale？

dadianhuayoubushuohua，nizaigenwoduqima。”qinxiyingkaikou：“jiejienibuyaoshengjiefudeqile，

nizheiyangshengmenqibujianglishihuibananrenyuetuiyueyuande。”woyijiumeiyoushuohua。tingzheqinxiyingbiaoyan。

ertayeyuelaiyueqijing，choudadadeshengyincongtingtonglichuanlai：“jiejie，wozhidaonishizaiguaiwo，

ketamenxihuanwobuxihuanni，niyinggaizaizijishenshangzhaoyuanyina，shibushinibudongshi，budongdetitie，

qishijiejieyaoshizhenbudongdehua，wokeyijiaonia。”guqianfengyinggaishizaianweita：“haole，bienanguole，

zhongjingxuezheigerenjiushigexiangyecunfumeiduguoshu，jiusuannijiaota，taneigebennaoziyexuebuhui。

”anweihaoqinxiying，tayoukaikou：“haole，jirannibuyuanyishuohua，neijiubieshuole。”dianhuaguaduan，

wofaguoqudexiaoxiyebianchenglehongsegantanhao。xinzangmianbuleseteng。woshimeiduguoshu，meiyouwenhua。

danzaochengzheiyiqiedezuikuihuoshoubushitama？bushiwodeyangmeima？bushiwoneisuoweideqinshengfumuma？

4wocongxiaobeiyangzaicunli，yeyenainaizhongnanqingnv，meirangwoshangguoyitianxue。houlaiwochengnian，yeyenainaiqushi，

fumucaizhongyuxiangqiwobawojiehuiqu。kecishiwocaizhidao，tamenzizhulelingyiweibiwoxiaowusuidenvsheng。

batarenweiyangnv，babengaiduiwojindeyiwuheaiquanbudoujilelingyigenvhai。tamenshuo，

shiqinxiyingdechuxianmibuletamenduiwodekuiqian。duokexiaoa，qinshengnvermeiguoguoyitianhaorizi，

meiduguoyitianshu，yangnvyangzunchuyoudezhangda，dudezuihaodesilixuexiao，

jiuliandaxuexuedezhuanyehaishitiaotaxihuande。zuihoutamenjuranhainengdayilinrandeshuocongweiqianguowo。zaihoulai，

yiciyiwaiwoheyangmeidexuezhangguqianfengshuizaileyizhangchuangshang。wobeiqianrenzhiwanrenma，fumuyejuedewodiulian。

kejiuneiyici，wohuaiyunle。poyuyali，guqianfengquwohuijia，queduiwoshuaijinlianse。

wotichuxiangduchengrenxuexiao，yebeitafoujue。“niyitianshumeiduguo，jiusuanqulechengrendaxueninengtingdedongshenme？

haohaozaijiayangtaishengxiahaizijiushinizuidadejiazhi。”cihou，wochengweilejiatingzhufu，

chengweileguqianfengzuilixiuyushuochukoudeqizi，tayanlishangbuletaimiandecunfu。zhidaoshengxiakeke，

guqianfenghuijiadecishuduole，duiwoyeyoulehaolianse，benlaiwoyiweiriziyehuizheiyangxiangjingrubindeguoxiaqu。

kexianzainversile，wodejituoyemeile。wokanleyanyipangdechengyuanli，zaishoujidazi。

【gangcaideshinitingjianleba？nikeyibangwoma？】【woxiangrangzijidezhangfushenbaiminglie，

bazijidemeimeisongjinjianyu。】chengyuanlidangrantingdeyiqingerchu。

tayikaishihaizaiyihuoweishenmejidihuichuangjinmoshengren，luosuodebanfanghuibeidakai，

yigenvrenjinleguanyaliequandebanfangshusibodou。yuanlaizheiyiqiedoushirenwei。jianyuzheijianshizishitida，

duifangdeshouduantaiguocanren，chengyuanlijiwobaozheng。“nifangxin，nishouguodeku，jidiziranhuijiniyigejiaodai。

”“wohuibangnixunzhaozhengju，erniyeyaoyuanyuanbenbenbaneitiandeshigaosujilingdao。”henkuai，

zaiyishengdehulixia，wodesangzinenggouzhengchangshuohuale。chengyuanliqinglailejididefuzeren。

tamenxunwenlewodangshidejutiqingkuang，woyizibuchadexushu。tamentingwanhoufennubuyi，

fenfenanmaguqianfengbushiren。“nifangxinzhong**，jiranshizaiwomenjidichudeshi，

shiwomenderenyuanzaochengdezheizhongqingkuang，womenyidinghuijinigejiaodai。”dengtamenzouhou，

wotuizhelunyiqujianlekekezuihouyimian，ranggongzuorenyuanbatasongquhuohua。zaicijianmian，