《shensiyunfuyusen》zheipianyouyimingxiedexiaoshuo，gushiqingjiecuozongfuzayihuankouyihuan。jirenyouzhongyikouqikandaodideganjue。zhujiaoshichengsuiningjianghuaixu，《shensiyunfuyusen》jianjie：hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogao……
“ma!shengyanshiwaikeyishengyoubushixinliyisheng，sunmengyaofabing，weishenmeyaorangshengyanqu?”
yueshuo，tayuejuedehuangmiu：“zicongsunmengyaolaidaowomenjia，wojiuyizhirangbu，shibushiwodeyiqiezhiyaotaxiangyao，nimendouyaowoxisheng?”
xiamukuijiubiekaiyan，zuishangqueyijiushuo：“mengyaodeyiyuzhengzheizhendehenyanzhong，tayizhizaizican，mamadayingni，zhiyaotabingqinghaozhuan，jiurangfushengyanhuilaigennijiehunhaobuhao?”
xiaguanrouzhijuedexintouyoubeitongleyidao。
haibudengtahuanguolai，menwaijiuyouchongjinlaiyiren。
是她的哥哥，夏宽。
gaodadenanren，yikaikoujiushixunma：“guanrou，ninengbunengdaduyidian!womenshiyijiaren，mengyaohaohaohuozhenandaobuhaoma?”
“nikebiewangle，niqianmengyaoyitiaoming!”
xiaguanrouliangqiangyibu，rutongbeidashanyazhuxiongkou，nanyihuxi。
15suineinian，sijilaosunsongtashangxuefashengchehuo，weilejiutasiqu，sunmengyaoshilaosunweiyidenver，xiajiabianbatajielaizhaogu。
ketazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao，sunmengyaoyilai，tadeshijiedoubianle。
buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，zhiyaoyihesunmengyaoduishang，jiushitabudongshi，tajiuderangbu。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu，haiyou……
zhijianhenhenqiajinshouxin，xiaguanrousisidingzheyanqianliangweibizijidexuemaiqinren，yiziyijujujue——
“woqiansunmengyaodeming，yinianqianyijingwalekeshenzangjita，xianzai……wojuebuhuibaweilaidezhangfuyerangjita!”
hualuo，fushengyanhurancongmenwaizoulejinlai。
tadeshensehuianbuming，shenshanghaichuanzhemingtianyaojiehundexifu。
simuxiangdui，xiaguanroukanchutameijianzangzhedeyouyu，xintouchaneigedeng，xiayishichongguoqu，qiujiubanlazhenanrendeshou。
“shengyan，nikuaigentamenshuo，mingtianshiwomendehunlihuiruqijuxingde，duima?”
“guanrou，mengyaozheiyicizhendebingdehenyanzhong……”
xiaguanroubuzijueyongliwojinfushengyandeshou，tawangzhezheigecengjingshuozuiaitadenanren，yanzhongyibianyibianqiqiu。
zuihou，nanrenhaishiyidiandiantuikaita：“dengwohuilai。”
tamensangerenzhejimanghuangdilikai。
wuneizhishengsiyibandejijing，xiaguanrouhaoxiangbeiquanshijiepaoqi。
像一个落幕的小丑。
zhiyaoduishangsunmengyao，tahaoxiangmeiyourenheshengsuan。
hude，bizimengdiliuchuxue，‘pada’luozaidishang，genhunshayiyangxianyandehongse。
tahuangmanglakaichouti，kechoutilimeiyouzhijin，yingmushiyifenciyandeaizhengbaogaodan。
yizhenxinjiaobidetananyihuxi，taningzheshouzhongdexueji，beiliangninan：“fushengyan，wobuzhidaowohaiyouduoshaoshijiannenggoudengni。”
