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yubingxinde《shitazhudong，haishiwoxindong？》zheibuxiaoshuokendingkeyirangnixihuan，shierningzhongshiergaoxiao，nengkanchuyubingxinshiyongxinzaixiede。xiaoshuoneirongjiexuan:wushucichongdangheshilao。wozenmehui……zhouweiqieqiesiyushengyuelaiyueda。“kanzhetingwenjingyinvhai，meixiangdao……”“zhirenzhimianbuzhixina，guimidenanpengyoudou……

精彩章节

1dangzhongpolaidezangshui“sunian！wobanidangzuihaodeguimi，nijingranbeidiligouyinwonanpengyou！

nihaishirenma？！”kafeitingli，yuanbenshuhuandeyinlebeilinweiweizheishengdaizhekuqiangdejianjiaohuapo。shunjian，

suoyouhaoqi、tanjiu、biyidemuguang，xiangjuguangdengyiyangdazaiwoshenshang。woduanzhekafeibeideshouyidun，taiqitou，

kanxiangzhanzaizhuobian，yanquantonghong，shentiweiweifadoudelinweiwei。tajintianchuanleyitiaobaiselianyiqun，

xiandegewairouruowuzhu，huotuotuoyigebeizhiyouheairenshuangshuangbeipandekuqingjunvzhu。erwo，sunian，

ziranjiushineigeedudenvpeijiao。wofangxiabeizi，jinliangrangshengyinbaochipingjing：“weiwei，nizaishuoshenme？

wotingbudong。”“nihaizhuang！”linweiweideyanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi，

tamengdicongshenhoulachuyigenanren——tadenanpengyou，zhoumingxuan。“mingxuantadougaosuwole！

tashuonijicisanfananshita，yuetadandujianmian！sunian，wodaodinaliduibuqini，niyaozheiyangduiwo？

”zhoumingxuanzhanzaitashenhou，yanshenduoshan，buganyuwoduishi，zuichunnieruzhe，zuizhongdixialetou，

morenlelinweiweidezhikong。yiguliangyicongjiaodicuanshangxintou。wohelinweiweicongdaxuejiushihaoyou，yiqibiye，

yiqiliuzaizheizuochengshidapin。wojianguotaweizhoumingxuanku，weizhoumingxuanxiao，shenzhizaitamenchaojiashi，

wushucichongdangheshilao。wozenmehui……zhouweiqieqiesiyushengyuelaiyueda。“kanzhetingwenjingyinvhai，

meixiangdao……”“zhirenzhimianbuzhixina，guimidenanpengyoudoupeng。”“kantazenmeshouchang。

”linweiweijianwobushuohua，kushenggengdale，yinlailekafeitingdejinglihefuwusheng。woshenxiyikouqi，

zhidaocikerenhecangbaidebianjiezai“renzangbinghuo”deximaqiandouwubiwuli。linweiweideyanji，

woyixiangshipeifude。“weiwei，”wokanzheta，yiziyijudishuo，“niqueding，shiwogouyinzhoumingxuan？

”“buranni？！”linweiweijidongdizhizhewodebizi，“nandaohaishimingxuanzhudongzhuiqiunibucheng？sunian，

niganzuobugandangma！”dengdejiushinizheijuhua。wohuranxiaole，zaizhouweirenhuochayihuofennudemuguangzhong，

bujinbumandinaqizhuoshangdeshouji。zhijianzaipingmushangkuaisuhuadong，jiesuo，diankaiyigeliaotianruanjian。“zhenghao，

”wotaiqitou，muguangsaoguolinweiweihezhoumingxuanshunjianbiandeyouxiejiangyingdelianse，

zuihoudinggezaizhoumingxuanneizhangxiemanjinghuangdelianshang，“zhoumingxuan，nizijishuo，daodishisheizhudongde？”xiayimiao，

wojiangshoujipingmuzhuanxiangzhongren，bingqiekeyitigaoleyinliang，

quebaozhouweishuzheerduotingbaguaderendounengtingqingwobofangdeyuyinxiaoxi。【“niannian，shuilema？

womannaozidoushini……”】【“weiweitagenbenbudongwo，zhiyouni，niannian，

nicaishiwomengxiangzhongdelinghunbanlv。”】【“neicijucan，nichuanneitiaohongqunzi，zhendetaimeile，

wohuiquzuomengdoushini……”】【“jiwogejihuihaobuhao？wokeyilikegenweiweifenshou！

wozhenzhengaiderenshini！”】yitiaotiaoluguyoujiqiedeyuyinbofangchulai，

zhoumingxuanneishuxideshengyinzaianjingdekafeitinglixiandegewaiqingxi、cier。zhouweiyipianhuaran。“**！

fanzhuanle！”“yuanlaishinandesiqibailaizhuiqiurenjiaguimia！”“zheinvdehaokelian，

beinanpengyouhe……e，zheisuanbusuanbeinanpengyoupianle？”“zheinandezhenbushidongxi，liangtoupian？

”linweiweidelian，congzuichudefennuzhanghong，daobuganzhixindecangbai，zuihouchedishiqulexuese。tamengdiniutou，

sisidingzhuzhoumingxuan，shengyinzhandoudebuchengyangzi：“zhou……ming……xuan……zheixie……shizhende？

”zhoumingxuanchedihuangle，taxiangqulalinweiweideshou，beitahenhenshuaikai。“weiwei，

nitingwojieshi……bushineiyangde，shisunian！shitagouyinwozaixian，

zheixieshitaduanzhangquyi……”“duanzhangquyi？”wolengxiaozhedaduanta，shouzhijixushanghua，

pingmushangmimimamaquanshizhoumingxuanfalaidewenzixinxi，zhuiqiu、biaobai、baoyuanlinweiwei，

shenzhihaiyoujicizhuanzhangjiluheliwuhongbao，fuyandoushi“jiwozuiaideniannianmaidianhaochide”。

“xuyaowobazheixie‘duanzhangquyi’dejilu，yizhangzhangjietufadaoxiaoyouqunli，rangdajiakankanqingchuma？

”zhoumingxuanxiangshibeiqiazhulebozi，shunjianjinsheng，lianbiechenglezhuganse。linweiweikanzhezhoumingxuandefanying，

yiqiedoumingbaile。tayanzhongdeleishuihaizai，danneifenbeibeipandetongku，

sihuxunsubeiyizhonggengnankandexiuruhefennusuoqudai。takankanwo，youkankanzhoumingxuan，

turanyangqishou——“pa！”yijixiangliangdeerguang，jiejieshishidishanzailezhoumingxuanlianshang。“**！

”linweiweicongyafenglijichulianggezi，ranhouwuzhelian，touyebuhuidichongchulekafeiting。zhoumingxuanwuzhelian，

zaiyuandilenglejimiao，ehenhendidenglewoyiyan，dihouleyiju“sunian，nigouhen！”，ranhouyezhuilechuqu。

naojudezhujiaolichang，zhouweidekankemenyiyouweijindiyilunfenfen，yezhujiansanqu。kafeitingjinglisonglekouqi，

shiyifuwushengshoushicanju。wozhanzaiyuandi，wozheshoujideshouzhiyinweiyonglierweiweifanbai。

suiranchenggongzizhengqingbai，fanjiangyijun，danxinlibingmeiyouduoshaokuaiyi。yiduanyouqing，

yizheiyanggouxuenankandefangshiluomu，zhongjiushirangrenpibeihebeiaide。woshouqishouji，

zhunbeilikaizheigeshifeizhidi。gangzoudaomenkou，shoujizhendongleyixia，shiyitiaoxindeweixinxiaoxi。

woyiweihuishilinweiweilengjingxialaihoudezhiwen，huozheshizhoumingxuanqijibaihuaidezhouma。dandoubushi。

faxinrenshiyigemoshengdetouxiang，nichengzhiyouyigejiandande“y”。【y：jingcai。buguo，

haoxicaiganggangkaishi，su**。】wodexinzangmengdiyisuo，xiayishidihuangusizhou。kafeitingwaicheshuimalong，

xingrencongcong，meiyourenherenkanxiangwo。zheigerenshishei？ta（ta）kandaolegangcaideyiqie？

ta（ta）shuode“haoxi”youshishenmeyisi？yigumomingdehanyi，yanzhejizhuiqiaoranpasheng。woyuanbenyiwei，

shaichuliaotianjilu，jiushizheichangnaojudezhongdian。xianzaikanlai，neihuoxu，zhishiyigegenghunluanxuanwodekaiduan。

2shenmirendejinggaohuidaozuzhudegongyu，yishihuadengchushang。xiexiaqiangchengdezhending，

pibeiganrutongchaoshuibanyonglai。wotanzaishafashang，naozilifanfuhuifangzhekafeitinglilinweiweishengleijuxiadekongsu，

zhoumingxuanjinghuangshicuodezuilian，haiyouneitiaolaizi“y”de、lingrenbuandexinxi。

wochangshihuifuneitiaoxinxi：【nishishei？】pingmushanglikedanchuyigehongsedegantanhao——【xiaoxiyifachu，

danbeiduifangjushoule。】wobeilaheile。zheigengxiangshiyigeeyidewanxiao，huozhe……mouzhongjinggao？

xinfanyiluandidiankaipengyouquan，shuaxinchulaidediyitiao，jiushilinweiweizaiyigexiaoshiqianfabude。meiyouwenzi，

zhiyouyizhangtupian——yididebolisuipian，yixinengkanchucengjingshiyigexiangkuang。xiangkuangli，

shiwohetadaxuebiyeshichuanzhexueshifu、louzhebozixiaodemeixinmeifeidehezhao。wodexinhenhenyichen。

zheizhangzhaopian，yizhibaizaitawoshidechuangtoujushang。tazheishi……yaochedizhanduanwomendeguoqu。

pinglunquyijingyougongtongdepengyouzaixiaoxinyiyidiwenzenmele。linweiweimeiyouhuifurenheren。woguandiaoshouji，

jianglianmaijinbaozhenli。shuobunanguoshijiade，duoniandeyouqing，jibianjiejurucibukan，

neixiecengjingwennuandejiyiyewufalikemoqu。“dingdong——dingdong——”menlingturanjicudixiangleqilai。

womengdizuoqishen。zheigeshijian，huishishei？nandaoshilinweiweihouhuile，laizhaowolilun？

huozheshizhoumingxuanbuganxin，paolaibaofu？wonieshouniejiaodizoudaomenhou，touguomaoyanxiangwaikanqu。menwaizhanzhede，

bushilinweiwei，yebushizhoumingxuan，ershiyigechuanzhemouzhimingshechipindianzhifudegongzuorenyuan，

shoulipengzheyigetijibuxiaode、baozhuangjiqijingmeidelihe。“ninhao，suniansunvshima？

youyiweixianshengweinindinggoudeliwu，mafanqianshouyixia。”xiansheng？wocuqimei。wodanshenyijiu，

renjiguanxijiandan，sheihuisongwozheimeguizhongdeliwu？erqie，pianpianshizaijintianzheigehunluanderizi。

“niquedingshisongjiwode？”wogezhemenwen。“dizhihexingmingheduiwuwu，shijininde，su**。

”woyouyuleyixia，haishidakailemen。gongzuorenyuanlimaodirangwoqianshouhou，bianlikaile。

wojiangneigechendiandiandelihebaojinketing，fangzaichajishang。hezishangmeiyourenhekapian。

yizhongbuxiangdeyuganzaiwoxinzhongmanyan。shenxiyikouqi，wochaikailehualidebaozhuang。

limianshiyijianjiqipiaoliangdenvshiwanlifu，mougewozhizaizazhishangjianguodegaodingpinpai。

lifudecaizhihezuogongwuketiaoti，zaidengguangxialiutangzheshehuadeguangze。danrangwogandaomaogusongrande，

bushizheijianangguidelifubenshen。ershilifushangmian，fangzheyizhangduizhedekapian。wonaqikapian，dakai。

limianshiyongdayinjidachulaidesongtizi，binglengerhaowuganqing：【chuanshanglaicanjiamingwandecishanwanyan。

nihuizhidaonixiangzhidaode。】luokuan，yijiushiyigezimu——y。wodeshouyidou，kapianpiaoluozaidi。

zheigerenbujinzhidaowodezhuzhi，zhidaowoganggangjinglileyichangfengbo，

shenzhi……tasihuzaiyindaowozouxiangmougeweizhidefangxiang。taxiangrangwozhidaoshenme？guanyuzhoumingxuan？

guanyulinweiwei？haishi……guanyubiede？wokanzheneijianhuameidelifu，

taxiangyiduosanfazheyourenxiangqiquekenenghanyoujududehua。qu，haishibuqu？

kongjuhehaoqizaiwoxinlijiliedibodou。zuizhong，haoqixin，

yijidui“zhenxiang”kenengbingfeibiaomianneiyangdeyinyueyugan，zhanjuleshangfeng。wojianqidishangdekapian，wojin。

mingwandecishanwanyan……wozhidaoneigewanyan，shibenchengmingliuyunjidechanghe，pingwozijideshenfen，

genbenbukenengnadaoyaoqinghan。zheige“y”，nengliangbuxiao。tadaodishishei？tademude，youshishenme？

3wanyanshangdelierenyuliewudiertianwanshang，wochuanzheneijian“y”songlaidewanlifu，

zhanzailecishanwanyanderukouchu。lifushishenmideanlanse，jiancaiwanmeidigoulechushentiquxian，

rangwozijidouyouxieburenshijingzilineigeguangcaizhaorenqueyoudaizheyisibuandenvren。womeiyouqingjian，

zhishibaochulezijidemingzi，shizhelikegongjingdiyinlingworunei，fangfowoshishenmelebudedeguibin。

yanhuitingneigongchoujiaocuo，yixiangbinying。shuijingdengzheshechucuicandeguangmang，

kongqizhongmimanzheangguixiangshui、xueqieheshiwudehunheqixi。woyouxiebuzizaidiniezheshoubao，

muguangzairenqunzhongsouxun，shituzhaochuneigekenengshi“y”deren。shita？haishita？

jigekanqilaixiangshangjiejingyingdenanrenzaitanxiaofengsheng；jigefujia**juzaiyiqi，

tiaotididaliangzhewodechuanzhe；haiyouyixienianjishaozhangdeguifu，zitaiyouyadipinzhejiu。

meiyouyigerenjiangmuguangzhangshijiantingliuzaiwoshenshang。wozoudaoxiangduianjingdecanqu，quleyibeixiangbin，

shiturangzijizhendingxialai。jiranlaile，jiuzhinengzouyibukanyibu。“**，yigeren？

”yigelvedaiqingfudenanshengzaishenpangxiangqi。wozhuanguotou，

shiyigechuanzhesaobaofensexizhuang、toufashudeyouliangdenianqingnanren，zhengyonghaobuyanshidedaliangmuguangkanzhewo。

“zaidengren。”wolengdandihuiying，xiwangtanengshiqulikai。“dengsheia？wokannimianshengdehen，

diyicilaizheizhongchanghe？”fenxizhuangnanrenbudanmeizou，fanercoujinleyibu，

shenshangnongliedegulongshuiweidaorangwoyouxiebushi。“jiaogepengyou？woshihongjijianshedeshaodong，wangcong。

”wozhoulezhoumei，zhengzhunbeizhijiejujue。yigedichen、daizhexiexucixing，

queyoutouzheburongzhiyideweiyandenansheng，zaiwoshenhouxiangqi：“tadengderen，shiwo。

”zheigeshengyin……womengdihuitou。yigeshencaigaodadenanrenbuzhiheshizhanzailewoshenhou。

tachuanzhejiancaiwanmeideshenhuisexizhuang，meiyoudalingdai，chenshanlingkousuiyidijiekailiangkekouzi，

luchuyidiansuogudelunkuo。tadewuguanshensuijunlang，xiahexiantiaoliluo，yishuangyanjingyouqiyinrenzhumu，

tongrenshihanjiandeshenhese，cikezhengpingjingwubodikanzhewangcong，quezidaiyiguqiangdadeyapogan。

wangconglianshangdeqingfuxiaorongshunjianjiangzhu，suijibiandeyouxiehuangkong，shenzhidailedianchanmei：“gu……guzong！

yuanlaishiguzongdepengyou！shijingshijing！wobuzhidao，wozheijiuzou，budaraoerwei！”shuowan，

tajihushiluohuangertao。guzong？wozaizheizuochengshishenghuolejinian，duishangjiedingjianderenwuyesuanlveyouerwen。

xinggu，younengrangwangcongneizhongwankurucijupade……yigemingzishunjiantiaoruwodenaohai——guyan。

gushijituandezhangduoren，nianjiqingqingbianshouduanlingli，zaishangchangshangyiyanguangdula、zuofengguojuezhucheng，

shizhenzhengzhanzaijinzitadingduanderenwu。ta……jiushi“y”？guyandemuguangcongwangconglangbeidebeiyingshangshouhui，

luozailewoshenshang。tadeyanshenhenzhijie，daizheshenshi，danbingwumaofanzhiyi，fangfozaipingguyijianpaipin。

“sunian**？”takaikou，shengyinbigangcaigengjinleyixie，daizheweibukechadeyancaowei。“shiwo。

”woqiangpozijiyingshangtademuguang，jinguanxintiaoyijingkuaidebuxianghua，“guxiansheng？zuowandexinxi，

hejintiandelifu，doushini……”“shiwo。”tatanranchengren，duanqishizheluguoshituopanshangdeyibeiweishiji，

qingqinghuanglehuang，“zheilidetiandianbucuo，yaochangchangma？”tahuatizhuanderuciziran，

fangfowomenzhishixunchangyuehui，erbushiyichangchongmanmituandechucijianmian。“guxiansheng，”womeiyoubeitadaipian，

zhijieqieruzhuti，“nifeizheimedazhouzherangwolaizheili，yinggaibushiweileqingwochitiandianba？

nixiangrangwozhidaoshenme？”guyanminleyikoujiu，shenhesedeyanmouzaidengguangxiaxiandegengjiananyizhuomo。

“zhishixiangrangniqinyankanyichangxi。”“kanxi？”taweiweiceshen，

yongyanshenshiyiwokanxiangyanhuitingdemougejiaoluo。woshunzhetademuguangwangqu。xiayike，wodehuxijihutingzhi。

zaineigexiangduiyinbidejiaoluo，shafashangzuozhelianggeren，zitaiqinmi。nanrenbeiduizhewomen，danneigebeiying，

wozuotiancaizaikafeitingjianguo——shizhoumingxuan！ertahuaililouzhedeneigenvren，jueduibushilinweiwei！

neishiyigedaban**denianqingnvhai，zhengjiaoxiaozheweizhoumingxuanchishuiguo，zhoumingxuandeshou，

haobubihuidifangzainvhai**dedatuishang。yiguexindeganjueyongshangwodehoulong。

zuotiantahaizaiduilinweiwei“shenqingchanhui”，duiwo“henzhirugu”，

jintianjiunenglouzhelingyigemoshengnvrenzaigaojiwanyanshangxunhuanzuole？“kanlai，nideqianguimi，beirendanghoushuale。

”guyandeshengyinzaiwoerbiandandanxiangqi，daizheyisibinglengdechaofeng。womengdizhuantoukanta：“nizaojiuzhidao？

”“ourandezhi。”guyandeyuqimeishenmeqifu，“zhoumingxuankaozhejialideyidianguanxi，

hunjinzheigequanzibianyuanhenjiule，jiaotajitiaochuanshitadechangtai。nineiweiguimi，buguoshiqizhongyitiao，

haishizui……bujijiaohuibaodeneitiao。”tadehuaxiangdaoziyiyang，poukailexuelinlindezhenxiang。

linweiweiyiweideshenqingnanyou，bujinduiwoyouqitu，benshenhaishigeguanfanzhanan！

“niweishenmeyaorangwozhidaozheixie？”wodingzheta，shitucongtalianshangzhaochuzhusimaji，

“zheiduiniyoushenmehaochu？”guyanfangxiajiubei，fushenkaojinwo。tagaodadeshenyingdailaiqiangliedeyapogan，

woshenzhinengwendaotashenshangqingliedeyancaohunhezhexuesongdeqixi。“haochu？”tagouqichunjiao，

neixiaorongqueweidayandi，fanerdaizheyizhongshouliebandexingqu，“huoxushiyinwei，wokanxikannile，

xiangxiachangzhaogeyouqudehuoban。”tadeshouzhi，qingqingfuguowolifujiandaishangbingbucunzaidezhezhou，

dongzuodaizheyizhongaimeideqinni，yanshenqueruiliruying。“sunian，beigouyaoleyikou，nandaonibuxiangzhidao，

zenmecainengrangneitiaogou，yijizongrongneitiaogoudezhuren，doufuchudaijiama？

”tadehuayuchongmanleyouhuoheweixiandeqixi。woshunjianmingbaile。tazhaoshangwo，

bujinjinshiweilerangwokanqingzhoumingxuandezhenmianmu。tayoutademude，

jinglifengbo、shouwobufen“zhengju”、bingqieduizhoumingxuannaizhitabeihoukenengcunzaide“zhuren”chongmanyanedewo，

chengletayanzhongyimeikeyiliyongdeqizi。zhouweiyourenzhuyidaolewomenzheibiandedongjing，toulaihaoqidemuguang。