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xiaoshuozhurengongshilinshenchenyangjiangqingdexiaoshuojiao《shiyihou，wokanjianlezijideriji》,gaiwenwenbijijia，neirongfengfu，neirongzhuyaojiangshu："2023nian6yue1ri，jintianluguohuadian，kandaolaobanzaibaozhuangjiangqingzuiaidebaimeigui。wowentashibushiyourendinglehua，tashuoshiyigejiaolinshendexiansheng，meige……

精彩章节

1yiyuandebingfangli，xiaodushuideweidaocibi。wozhengkaiyan，kandaoyigemoshengnanrenzuozaichuangbian。tahenyingjun，

chuanzhebitingdexizhuang，danyanshenlengmodexiangbing。"nixingle。"tadeshengyinhenhaoting，quemeiyouwendu。

woshituzuoqilai，toutongyulie。"nishishei？"nanrendebiaoqingmeiyoubianhua："woshilinshen，nizhangfu。

"zhangfu？wodaliangzheta，wanquanmeiyouyinxiang。yishengshuowozaichehuozhongshoulezhongshang，shiqulejinwuniandejiyi。

wunian，zuyirangyigerenwanquangaibian。"women...jiehunduojiule？"woxiaoxinyiyidiwen。"wunian。

"tahuidadehenjianduan，ranhoukanlekanshoubiao，"wohaiyougetingshen，nihaohaoxiuxi。"shuowantajiuyaozou，

wohuangmangjiaozhuta："dengdeng，woshenmedoubujidele，ninengbuneng...""hugonghuizhaoguni。

"tatouyebuhuidizoule。wolenglengdikanzhemenkou，xinlishuobuchudenanshou。zheijiushiwodezhangfuma？

weishenmeganjueneimemosheng，neimelengmo？hugongshigewushiduosuideayi，renhenhao。tagaosuwo，

woshixiaoxuelaoshi，zhuzaishizhongxindeyitaogongyuli，meiyouhaizi。"nimenfuqiganqingzenmeyang？

"woshitanxingdiwen。hugongayitingxiashoulidedongzuo，kanlewoyiyan："zheige...woyebutaiqingchu。

linlvshipingshihenmang，laidebuduo。"buduo？woshitaqizi，zaiyiyuanzhuleyigexingqi，talaidebuduo？

wanshang，woyigerentangzaibingchuangshang，shituhuiyishenme，dannaohailiyipiankongbai。jiuzaizheishi，meimeisunuanlaile。

tayijinmenjiukule："jie，nizhongyuxingle！wohaiyiwei..."kandaota，woxinlimomingdiwennuan。

suiranbujidejutideshi，danxueyuanguanxirangwoduitayoutianrandeqinjingan。"nuannuan，nigenwoshuoshuo，

wohelinshenshizenmerenshide？"sunuandebiaoqingbiandeyouxiefuza："jie，nizhendeshenmedoubujidelema？

""ng，wanquanbujide。"tayouyuleyixia："nimenshidaxueshirenshide，tabinigaoyijie，

zhuilenihenjiucaidayingde。""neiwomenyinggaihenenaicaiduia，keshitajintiandetaidu...""jie。

"sunuandaduanlewo，"youxieshiqing，dengnichuyuanzaishuoba。"tadehuarangwogengjiayihuo，

dantajianjuebukenduoshuo。banye，wofanlaifuqushuibuzhe。naohailibuduanhuixiangzhelinshenlengmodeyanshen，

haiyousunuanyuyanyouzhidebiaoqing。wodehunyin，daodichuleshenmewenti？2yizhouhou，wochuyuanle。

linshenlaijiewo，haishineifulengdandeyangzi。takaichehenwen，danquanchengmeiyouhewoshuoyijuhua。

chezitingzaiyidonggaodanggongyulouxia。"daole。"tajianduandishuo。zheijiushiwomendejia？wogenzhetashanglou，

xinqingtante。dakaimen，yingruyanliandeshiyigezhuangxiujingzhideliangjushi。ketinghenda，luodichuangcaiguanghenhao，

danzhenggefangzijirendeganjuehenlengqing，meiyoujiadewennuan。"nidefangjianzaineibian。

"linshenzhilezhizuobiandeciwo。nidefangjian？bushiwomendefangjianma？wozoujinneigefangjian，

limianbuzhidehenwenxin，youhenduoxiaoshipin，shuzhuoshangfangzheyiluozuoyeben，kanqilaiqueshixiangshiwodefengge。

danweishenmewomenyaofenfangshui？"linshen，womenyizhidoushifenkaizhudema？"worenbuzhuwen。

tazhengzaituoxizhuangwaitao，dongzuodunleyixia："ng。""weishenme？""nishuimianqian，wohuilaiwanhuichaodaoni。

"tadejieshitingqilaihenheli，danwozongjuedenalibudui。wanfanshitajiaodewaimai，lianggerenduizuozhechi，

qifenyayidekepa。woshituzhaohuati，dantazongshixizirujin。"womingtianshenmeshihouhuixuexiaoshangban？

""yishengshuonizhishaoyaoxiuxiyigeyue。""neiwozheiduanshijianzuoshenme？""suibianni。"suibianwo？

zheishizhangfuduiqizishuodehuama？chiwanfan，tajiuquleshufang，guanshanglemen。woyigerenzuozaiketingli，

kanzhezheigemoshengdejia，xinlikongluoluode。woqishenzaifangzilizhuanlezhuan，xiangzhaoyixienengbangwohuiyidedongxi。

zaiwodefangjianli，wozhaodaoleyigefensederijiben。fankaidiyiye，

shiwoshuxideziji："2019nian3yue15ri，jintianhelinshenlingzhengle。tashuotahuihaohaozhaoguwo，

wohaokaixin。suiranmamashuowomenrenshishijiantaiduan，danwoxiangxinaiqing。"yuanlaiwomenshishanhun。

wojixuwangxiafan："2019nian5yue20ri，jintianshiwomenjiehunlianggeyue，wojilinshenzhunbeilejingxi，

dantashuoyouyingchou，meihuilai。suanle，gongzuozhongyao。""2019nian8yue10ri，

linshenzuijinzongshihenwanhuijia，wentashenmeshihouyaohaizi，tashuozaidengdeng。"yuewanghoukan，wodexinyuechen。

rijilijilude，hexianzaideqingkuangruchuyizhe。lengmo，shuli，fangfowozhishizheigejiadezuke。

danzuirangwozhenjingdeshi，zai2020nianderijili，chuxianleyigemingzi——jiangqing。

"2020nian3yue16ri，jintianzhenglilinshendechoutishi，buxiaoxinkandaoleyizhangzhaopian。

shigehenpiaoliangdenvhai，beimianxiezhe'qingqing，yongyuanaini'。wowenlinshenzheishishei，tashuoshiyiqiandetongxue。

keshi，zheizhangzhaopianweishenmefangzaiwomendejiehunzhaopangbian？"wodeshoukaishizhandou。jiangqing，

zheigemingzirangwomomingdigandaokonghuang。3wobarijibenbaozaihuaili，xintiaodehenkuai。jiangqingshishei？

weishenmewoduizheigemingziyouzhongbuxiangdeyugan？wonieshouniejiaodizoudaoshufangmenkou，menmeiyouguanyan，

limianchuanlailinshendichendeshengyin。"shia，jintianchuyuanle...meishide，tashiyile，

shenmedoubujide...ng，wozhidaogaizenmezuo。"tazaihesheidadianhua？weishenmeshuodaowoshiyishi，

yuqiliyouzhongshuobuchude...qingxing？dianhuaguaduanhou，woganjinhuidaofangjian，jixukanriji。

"2020nian6yue1ri，linshendechoutiliyouduolejiangqingdedongxi。yimeijiezhi，yitiaoxianglian，

haiyoutadexueshengzheng。jiangqing，caijingdaxue，biwoxiaoliangsui。tazhangdezhendehenmei。

""2020nian9yue23ri，wozhongyurenbuzhuwenlinshenjiangqingdaodishishei。tahenshengqi，

shuowobuyinggaifantadedongxi。womenchaoleyijia，tashuaimenerqu。diertian，tabandaoleciwo。congneitianqi，

womenjiufenfangshuile。"yuanlairuci。fenfangshuidezhenzhengyuanyinbushipachaodaowo，ershiyinweijiangqing。

wojixufankan，xinqingyuelaiyuechenzhong："2021nian3yue16ri，youshizheigerizi。

linshenmailejiangqingzuiaidexiangshui，fangzaishuzhuangtaishang。wowentazheishijiwodema？tashuomaicuole。keshi，

weishenmeganghaoshitayongdepaizi？""2021nian7yue20ri，womenjiehunliangnianle。

wotiyiqulvxingqingzhu，tajujuele。tashuoneitianshijiangqingdejiri，yaoqusaomu。jiri？yuanlaitayijingsile。

"kandaozheili，wochadianbarijibenqiasui。jiangqingyijingsile，keshilinshenyiranaizheta。erwo，

zhishiyigetidaipin，yigehuozhederenquebibuguoyigesiren。wodeyanleibuzhengqididiaolexialai。

suiranshiyile，dankanzhezijixiedezheixiewenzi，wonengganshoudaoneizhongjuewanghetongku。

"2022nian4yue5ri，qingmingjie。linshenqujijiangqingsaomu，huilaishihedehenzui。tabaozhewoku，

shuoduibuqi，shuotabugaiquwo。wowentaneiweishenmequwo，tashuoyinweiwoxiangta。yuanlai，

wocongyikaishijiuzhishijiangqingdeyingzi。"xiangta？wojimangpaodaojingziqian，zixikanzhezijidelian。

yuanyuandeliandan，dayanjing，xiaozuiba，kanqilaihenqingchun。zheijiushijiangqingdeyangzima？wojixukanriji，

yuekanyuexinhan："2022nian10yue10ri，linshenzaiwoshengrizheitian，jijiangqingmaileshengridangao。

wowentajicuoriqilema？tashuomeiyou，jintianshijiangqingdeshengri。wodeshengri，tawangle。

""2023nian1yue1ri，xinniandiyitian。wojilinshenzhunbeileliwu，

tajijiangqingdemubeihuanlexindexianhua。"meiyigejieri，meiyigejinianri，taxiangdaodedoushijiangqing。erwo，

jiuxiangyigetoumingren。zuihouyipianriji，shi2024nian2yue14ri："qingrenjie。

wozailinshendechelifaxianleqiuhunjiezhi。woyiweitayaoxiangwoqiuhun，xinqingjidongleyizhengtian。

jieguowanshangtagaosuwo，zheishidangnianzhunbeijijiangqingde，taxiangbatamaizaitamuli。wodangchangjiukule，

taqueshuowojiaoqing。yexu，tashuodedui。woqueshihenjiaoqing，jiaoqingdaoyiweizijinenggoutidaiyigesiren。

"kandaozheili，woyijingqibuchengsheng。wunian，zhengzhengwunian，wojiuxiangyigexiaochouyiyang，

zaiyigebuaiwodenanrenshenbian，nulibanyanzhelingyigenvrendetishen。4diertianzaoshang，linshenqushangbanle。

woyigerenzaijia，jixufankanneixieriji，shitupincouchuwanzhengdezhenxiang。zairijibendejiayeli，

wozhaodaolejizhangzhaopian。qizhongyizhangshiwohelinshendejiehunzhao，woxiaodehentian，taquexiandeyouxiemianqiang。

lingyizhangzhaopianrangwozhenjingle——neishilinshenheyigenvhaideheying。nvhaihenpiaoliang，xiaorongcanlan，

erlinshenkanzhetadeyanshen，chongmanleaiyihewenrou。zhaopianbeimianxiezhe：linshen&jiangqing，

2018nian12yue24ri，shengdankuaile。wonazhezhaopian，zoudaoketingdejingziqian。zixiduibihou，

wofaxianzijihejiangqingqueshiyoujifenxiangsi。bushizhangdeyimoyiyang，danqizhihenxiang，

doushineizhongqingchunkeaideleixing。yuanlai，wozhendezhishijiangqingdetishen。zheishi，menlingxiangle。woqukaimen，

shigekuaidiyuan。"suwan**，nindekuaidi。"wojieguobaoguo，faxianshicongxuexiaojilaide。dakaiyikan，

limianshiwodeyixiegerenwupin，haiyouyizhangtongshimendeheying。zhaopianli，wohejigelaoshizhanzaijiaoshimenkou，

xiaodehenkaixin。qizhongyigeduanfanvlaoshizaizhaopianbeimianxielezi："wanwan，suirannixianzaishenmedoubujidele，

danwomenyongyuanshizuihaodepengyou。dengnixiangqilai，jidejiwodadianhua。——wangmei"wangmei？

yinggaishiwodetongshi。wojuedingjitadadianhua。"wei，qingwenshiwanglaoshima？woshisuwan。""wanwan！

nixingle！taihaole！"dianhuaneitouchuanlaijidongdeshengyin，"nixianzaiganjuezenmeyang？haijidewoma？

""buhaoyisi，woshiyile，shenmedoubujide。""meiguanxi，manmanlai。duile，nishenmeshihouhuixuexiao？

haizimendouhenxiangni。""kenenghaiyaoxiuxiyiduanshijian。wanglaoshi，woxiangwennigewenti，

wo...wohewozhangfudeguanxizenmeyang？"dianhuaneitouchenmoleyihuier："wanwan，niwenzheigeganshenme？

""wozongjuedewomenzhijianyoushenmewenti，dantabuyuanyigenwoshuo。

"wangmeitanlekouqi："qishiwomenzaojiuquanguoni，dannizongshishuoyaojianchi。wanwan，ruguonizhendebujidele，

yexuzheishigejihui。""shenmejihui？""zhongxinkaishidejihui。"tadehuarangwogengjiakunhuo，

danwonengganjuedao，tashizhendeguanxinwo。"wanglaoshi，ninenglaikankanwoma？woxiangheniliaoliao。""hao，

woxiabanjiuguoqu。"gualedianhua，wojixuzaifangzilixunzhaoxiansuo。zailinshendeshufangli，

wofaxianleyigeshangsuodechouti。wosichuzhaoyaochi，zuihouzaitaxizhuangwaitaodekoudailizhaodaole。dakaichouti，

limianquanshijiangqingdedongxi。zhaopian、xinjian、yinlehe、shenzhihaiyoutadeyilvtoufa。wonaqiqizhongyifengxin，

shijiangqingxiejilinshende："shenshen，jintianshiwomenjiaowangyizhounian，xiexienizheiyiniandepeiban。

wozhidaonibamabuxihuanwo，juedewopeibushangni，danwohuinulide。zhiyaoniaiwo，woshenmedoubupa。

"kanriqi，zheishi2018niandexin。woyounaqilingyifeng："shenshen，yishengshuowodebinghenyanzhong，

kenengchengbuleduojiule。wobupasi，zhishishebudeni。ruguoyouyitianwozoule，niyaojidehaohaozhaoguziji，

yaozhaoyigezhenzhengainidenvhaijiehun。buyaoweilewoyigerenguoyibeizi，neiyangwohuixintengde。

"zheifengxinderiqishi2019nian1yue，jiuzaiwohelinshenrenshizhiqian。yuanlai，jiangqingshishengbingqushide。

erwo，qiahaozaitasihoubujiuchuxianzailinshendeshenghuoli。5xiawu，wangmeilaile。tashigehenwenhedenvren，

dagaisanshichutou，kandaowoshiyanjinghonghongde。"wanwan，nishoule。"taxintengdimomowodelian。"wanglaoshi，

nigenwoshuoshihua，wodehunyinshibushihenshibai？"wangmeizaishafashangzuoxia，

youyuleyixia："nizhendexiangzhidao？""ng，woxuyaozhidaozhenxiang。""qishi，

womenzheixiepengyoudoukanzaiyanli。nijiehunzheiwunian，guodebingbukaixin。nizhangfu...taduinihenlengdan，

ernizongshizainulitaohaota。""taohao？""shia。nihuixuezuotaaichidecai，huimaitaxihuandedongxi，

huizaitashengrishizhunbeijingxi。dantaconglaimeiyouweinizuoguoshenme。shenzhiliannideshengri，tadoubujide。

"wangmeidehuaxiangdaoziyiyangzhazaiwoxinshang。"womendouquanguoni，dannizongshishuotazhishibushanyubiaoda，

shuotaxinlihaishiainide。keshiwanwan，aiyigerenzenmekenengzheimelengmo？"wodizhetou，

yanleiyoudiaolexialai。wangmeiguolaibaozhuwo："wanwan，nikushenme？wangjineixiebukaixindeshiqing，

bushihenhaoma？""keshiwojuedehenbuganxin。wuniandeqingchun，jiuzheiyanglangfeilema？

""neinidasuanzenmeban？"wotaiqitou，yanzhongyoulejueran："woyaonongqingchusuoyoudezhenxiang，

ranhou...ranhouzuoyigeleduan。"wangmeikanzhewo，dianlediantou："ruguonixuyaobangzhu，suishizhaowo。

"tazouhou，woyoukaishifankanneixieriji。zheici，wozhuyidaoleyixiezhiqianhulvedexijie。

"2023nian6yue1ri，jintianluguohuadian，kandaolaobanzaibaozhuangjiangqingzuiaidebaimeigui。

wowentashibushiyourendinglehua，tashuoshiyigejiaolinshendexiansheng，meigeyuedouhuilaimai。"meigeyuedouhuimai？

wosuanlesuanriqi，6yue1riyinggaishijiangqingdejiri。"2023nian8yue15ri，linshendeshoujixiangle，

laidianxianshishi'qingqing'。wowentajiangqingdedianhuaweishenmehaizaitashoujili，tashuoshebudeshan。

youshihouxiangtale，jiuhuiboguoqutingtingmangyin。"wodexinxiangbeishenmedongxisilieleyiyangteng。

yigenanrenduiyigenvrendeai，nenggoushendaozheizhongchengdu，silewunianhaifangbuxia。erwo，

yigehuoshengshengdeqizi，zaitaxinlilianjiangqingdeyigentoufadoubibushang。"2023nian12yue24ri，

shengdanjie。linshenyouhezuile，tabaozhejiangqingdezhaopianku，shuoruguoshiguangnengdaoliu，

tayidingbuhuirangtayigerenquyiyuan。yuanlai，jiangqingshizaiquyiyuandelushangchuchehuode。erneitian，

linshenyinweigongzuomang，meiyoupeitaqu。"kandaozheili，woturanmingbaile。linshenduijiangqingdeai，

bujinjinshiyinweishiqu，gengyinweikuijiu。tajuedeshizijihaisilejiangqing，

suoyizheiwunianlaiyizhihuozaizizehesinianzhong。erwo，zhishitayonglaizhemozijidegongju。tameitiankanzhewo，

jiuhuixiangqijiangqing，xiangqizijidezuiguo。woheshangrijiben，xinqingwuweizachen。6wanshang，linshenhuilaile。

wozuozaiketinglidengta，shoulinazheneizhangtahejiangqingdeheying。"nizaifanwodedongxi？"kandaozhaopian，

tadelianselikechenlexialai。"linshen，womentantan。""meishenmehaotande。"tashenshouyaonazhaopian，

beiwoduokaile。"jiangqingshishei？"wozhishizhetadeyanjing。

tadeshentimingxianjiangyingleyixia："nizenmezhidaozheigemingzi？""huidawo，tashishei？

"linshenzuozaiduimiandeshafashang，chenmolehenjiucaikaikou："tashiwodechulian，yijingsilewunian。

""niaitama？""zheihenimeiguanxi。""woshiniqizi，zenmehuimeiguanxi？"wodeshengyinyouxiegengyan，

"niquwo，shiyinweiwoxiangtama？"linshenkanzhewo，yanshenfuza："suwan，youxieshiqingnibuxuyaozhidao。

""woxuyao！"wozhanqilai，"woyouquanzhidaozijizheiwunianshizenmeguode！

woyouquanzhidaozijizaizheigejialidaodisuanshenme！""nisuanshenme？"linshenyezhanleqilai，

"nisuanwodeqizi，wodehefaqizi。zheihaibugouma？""gouma？"wokuxiao，

"nijiguowozhangfugaijiqizideguanaima？nijidewodeshengrima？nizhidaowoxihuanshenmetaoyanshenmema？

nizhidaowoweishenmehuizaishenyetoutoukuqima？"linshenlengzhule。"nibuzhidao，

yinweiniconglaimeiyouguanxinguowo。zainiyanli，wozhishijiangqingdetishen，yigeyonglaitixingnizuiegandedaoju。

""nizaihushuoshenme？""womeiyouhushuo！"wobarijibenshuaizaitamianqian，"zheishiwozheiwuniandejilu，

meiyiyedouxiezhewoyouduoaini，youduoxiwangdedaonideyidiandianwenrou。keshinijilewoshenme？lengmo，wushi，

haiyouwujindetongku！"linshenkanzhesanluoyidideriji，liansecanbai。"nikankanzheixie，

kankannideqizizheiwunianshizenmeguode！"wokuzheshuo，"woxiangyigeqigaiyiyang，qiqiunideyigeweixiao，

yijuwennuandehua。keshiniyongyuanzaixiangzhelingyigenvren！""suwan...""nizhidaoma？

womeitianwanshangdoutingdaonizaimenglihantademingzi。wotangzaigebifangjian，tingzhenishuo'qingqing，duibuqi，qingqing，

woxiangni'。nizhidaowoyouduoxintongma？"linshendixialetou，bugankanwo。"wowennizuihouyici，

niaiguowoma？napayifenzhong，yimiaozhong？"chenmo。zhangjiudechenmo。zheichenmobirenhehuadouyaocanren，

tamingbaiwuwudigaosuwo：meiyou，conglaimeiyou。woxiaole，xiaodeyanleizhiliu："hao，womingbaile。

"wozhuanshenyaozou，linshenjiaozhulewo："suwan，niyaoqunali？""zheibushiwodejia。

"wotouyebuhuidishuo，"conglaijiubushi。"7woqulesunuanneili。meimeizhuzaiyigexiaogongyuli，

kandaomanlianleihendewo，tashenmedoumeiwen，zhishijinjinbaozhulewo。"jie，biekule。""nuannuan，

woxiangqilaile，woxiangqiwozheiwunianshizenmeguodele。"sunuandeyanquanyehongle："wozaojiuquanguoni，

dannibuting。""woneishihoutaishale，yiweigandongnenghuanlaiaiqing。"wokuxiao，"yuanlai，buaijiushibuai，

zainuliyemeiyong。""xianzaixiangmingbaiyebuwan。"sunuanjiwodaolebeishui，"jie，nidasuanzenmeban？

""lihun。"zheilianggezishuochulaideshihou，woganjuexinliyikuaidashitouluodile。

sunuandiandiantou："wozhichini。nihainianqing，haiyouhenduojihuizhaodaozhenzhengainideren。

"wozaisunuanzheilizhulesantian。zheisantianli，linshenjiwodalewushugedianhua，falewushutiaoduanxin，

woyigedoumeihui。disitianzaoshang，wangmeilaikanwo。"wanwan，nizhendejuedingle？""ng，yijingjuedingle。

""neinixuyaobangzhuma？wolaogongshilvshi，keyibangnichulifalvchengxu。""xiexieni，wanglaoshi。

"xiawu，wohewangmeidelaogongjianlemian。tajiaozhanglvshi，shigehenzhuanyederen。"su**，

nimenyougongtongcaichanma？""fangzishitahunqianmaide，xiedetademingzi。cunkuanyedouzaitaneili，

wozhiyougongzika。""neijiujiandanle。meiyouhaizi，meiyougongtongcaichan，zhiyaoshuangfangtongyi，henkuaijiunengbanwan。

"zhanglvshiqicaolelihunxieyi，wokanlekan，henjianjie。woshenmedoubuyao，zhiyaoziyou。wanshang，

wojilinshenfaletiaoduanxin："mingtianshangwushidian，minzhengjujian。"henkuai，tahuiledianhua。"suwan，

nizainali？womentantan。""meishenmehaotande，mingtianqianzijiuxing。""niyidingyaozheiyangma？

"wotingchuletashengyinlidepibei："linshen，zheiduiwomendouhao。nikeyiguangmingzhengdadiquainidejiangqing，

erwo，yekeyizhongxinkaishi。""suwan...""jiuzheiyangba。"wogualedianhua。neiyiye，

woshuidehenanwen，wunianlaidiyicimeiyoushimian。8diertianshangwu，wozhunshidaoleminzhengju。

linshenyijingzaineilidengzhele。takanqilaihenqiaocui，yanjinghonghongde，xiangshiyiyemeishui。"nizhendexianghaole？