benzhanzuixinshangjiadeyouzhixinshu,duanpianyanqingxiaoshuo《songyunqingjiheng》,muqianzhengzaigengxinlianzaizhong,songyunqingjihengshishuzhongchuchangjiaoduodeguanjianrenwu,zuozhe“shenzhixing ”qingxinbianzhuzhong,zhuyaojiangshudeshi:yemujianglin。xiaoxiaodegongyuli,woquansuozaijiaoluo。chuangwaidetianseyijingchediheilexialai,youjifenfengyuyulaidejiashi。duanqushuodehua,zao……
zheihuaxiangshiyijizhongchui,zadewonaozifayun。
“zuihouyimian?”woyouxiebumingbai,qiangchengzhexiaoyi,“lanjienizaigenwokaiwanxiaoduima?womayizhishenzhibuqingxing,youzenmehuikandaoxinwen。”
lanjieyaoyaotou:“ganjinquba,wanle,pashilianzuihouyimianyejianbudaole。”
chongchubangongshishi,zhangzongsenlengdeshengyinchuanlai:“tamasileyouzenmeyang,yigexingqihou,bangyejiwobatabangjinjuzu……”
wogandaoyiyuanshi,muqinyijingbeituijinlezhongzhengjianhushi。
jitianqianzhaopianshanghaixiaorongwenrouderen,cikejingjingdetangzaineili,hunshenshangxiadouchazhebushaoguanzi。
wodaidaidezhanzaizhongzhengjianhushiwai,hunshenshangxiadoulengdezhandou。
youyishengzoujinwo,xushijianguanleshengsi,shensehaowubolan:“nishibingrenjiashuma?jinqukankanba,xiangshiyoushenmexinyuanweile,yizhichengzhezuihouyikouqi。。”
这话刺入我的心脏。
xueyefangfohuazuoyanlei,congwoyankuanglibuduanmaochu。
wotuozhechenzhongbuzizouru:“ma,woshizhixing,nengtingdaoma?”
woxiaoxinyiyidekaikou,lianshengyindoushishayade。
mamazhengkaiyan,yidileicongtayanjiaohualuo,tataiqishou,qingqingfumowodelian:“zhixingbieku,kuhualejiubupiaoliangle!”
woyijingjibuqingyouduojiumeikanjianshenzhiqingxingdemamale。
zheijiuweidewenrourangwoyanleiyongdegengxiong。
xiayishun,wotaiqiyixiuzailianshanghuluanmoleyiba,rangzijijinliyangqixiaoyi。
“wobuku,wobuku,ma,niyidingyaohaoqilai,woxianzaizhuanlehaoduoqian,qianxiadezhaihenkuaijiukeyihaiqingle。”
“bababuzaile,woyekeyirangniguoshanghaorizi……”1
mamameiyouhuida,shenseyangzhenongnongkuijiu:“shoule……zheijinian,shibushihenxinku?”
wowozhetadeshou,yaotou:“ma……meiyou,meiyou……”
“shimamatuoleileni。”tachaowowenroudexiaolexiao,yuqiqueyuelaiyuejicu,xiangshichuanbushangqi,“yihou,quguo……zijiderenshengba……”
wojiuzheimekanzhewomama,manshijuanniandebishangleyan。
“ma,ma——”woshengsilijie。
cierdejingbaoshengxiangqi,xindianjianhuyishangdexiantiao,shunjianbianchengyitiaozhixian。
mamadeshou,yezhongyucongwoshouzhongzhongzhonghualuo。
yizhijinbengzhedexianchediduankai,xinkouzhibuzhudetongyi,zaiyewufaezhi。
wowanxiashen,zhongzhongguidaozaidi。
……
墓园。
mamazanglizheitian,laiderenliaoliaowuji。
tianqiyebingburudianyinglineiyang,xiaqiyichangaiqideyu,faneryanyanggaozhao。
lanjielaikanleyiyan,fangxiahuashu,duiwodao:“zhixing,ruguonizhiyibujieneibuxi,gongsihuijiangnigaoshangfating,suoqutianjiapeichang。”
tadeyuqikansiwunai,queyouanzangjinggao:“nimamameile,danzanmenhuozhederenhaishidewangqiankan,paigedianyingeryi,zhiyaohuozhe,zongyouchutouri。”
yangguanghuangdewoyouxiezhengbukaiyan,wotaishouzhezhu,yuqipingjing:“wozhidaode,lanjie。”
lanjiesonglekouqi:“neixing,mingtianwojienihuigongsi。”
talikaihou,worengguizaimubeiqian,qingqingdecazhemamadezhaopian,zhaopianshangdetarengjiuwenroudekanzhewoxiao。
shentidemeiyigenshenjing,meiyigexibaodoujiaoxiaozhetengtongyukongdong,kewoqueliubuchuyanlei。
zheishishang,zhenzhenzhengzhengde,congcizhishengwole。
离开墓园的时候。
wozhuyidaomaluduimiantingzheyiliangheisedeshangwuche,xiangshiduanquchangyongdeneiliang。
duanqudeyangzifuxianzainaohaizhong,wozichaoyixiao,douyijingdaolecishicike,jingranhaihuiyouzheizhonghuangtangdeniantou。
tashuoguo,yongyuanbuxiangzaijiandaowole。
huidaojiayituikaimen,kongkuangyouanjing。
lanjiechangshuo,wozheilizhengjieganjingdexiangshijiudian。
erwoshisuishihuilikaidelvren。
wofanchuhaojinianbuyongdexinglixiang,tiaochuxihuandeyifuhuanshang,youzizixixihualegezhuang,congweiyouguoderenzhen。
daiyiqieshoushihao,wozuozaishafaqiandakaiweibo。
meitiandouyourenzaiwozhanghaoxiamanma,wodehudongliangshenzhibixuduoyixianmingxinghaigao。
gangdakaizhibo,bianyouwushuwangyouyongrulezhibojian。
danmushangmimimamaquanshieping,wohulvediao,duizhejingtouhuishou:“dajiahao,woshishenzhixing。”
“jintianzhisuoyikaizhibo,shixiangjidajiajiangge……guanyumengmingyuedegushi!”