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精彩章节

weilejixiejingyuanbaiyueguangshuzui。wobeipozaixiejingyuanshenbianzuolewunianqingren。zhidaotadebaiyueguanghuiguo。

xiejingyuanshuohuipeiwoguoshengri，danqueyinweitadeyitongdianhuaqiwobugu。

kanzhetachongmanjiaojibenxiangbaiyueguangdebeiying。wojuexinhetafenkai，lushangquebeidahuochezhuangsi。hunpoliti，

wobeikunzaixiejingyuanshenbiandeyifangtiandi。beipokanzhetamennongqingmiyi。zhidaolinghunyiririxiaosan，

wozhongyubuyongkundunyucuixinpougandetengtong。quezaichedixiaosanzhiqian。duishanglexiejingyuanhuihendiankuangdeshuangyan。

1sunuanhuiguole。xiaoxicongxiejingyuandianhuaneitouchuanchu。bishitazhengyongzhewozaishafashangkandianying。

zheishiwomenweishubuduodewenxinshike，meiyoulengyanlengyu，meiyouzuanxinwaku。

zheiyangwenqingdeshikerangwoxindishengqisisihuanxiang。danxiejingyuandepengyoudianhuaquebuheshiyidedalai。

tapengyouxingfendeshengyinchuanbianfangjianmeigejiaoluo，qingxidezuanjinwodeerduo。“xiege！nuannuantahuiguole。

”zaiwodailengzhemeiyoufanyingguolaideshihou。xiejingyuanyijingniejinleshouji，mengdizhanleqilai。

yuanbenbeitayongzaihuailidewoyebeitahaobuliuqingdetuikai。xiejingyuanjiaojidezaifangjianliduobu，

jidongdezhuiwenzhesunuandexingzong。beitayiwangzaiyipangdewozhanglezhangzui，xiangyaoshuoxieshenme。

danzhongjiuhaishishenmedoumeishuo。yinweixiejingyuanyijingdabukuaizouchulejiamen。“peng”deyishengjuxiang，

kuankuodedapingcengzhishengwoyigeren。jialiyouhuifuchenglewangrililengqingdemoyang。

fangfogangcainaixinpeiwokandianyingdexiejingyuanbuguoshiyichangmeimeng。wodaizuozaiyuandi，zhidaobuzhiguoleduojiu，

yemuyijingjianglin。zhongyucongkonghuangzhongchoulidewokuxiaochusheng。jiangshuangshouhuanmantaiqi，xuxuzhezhuzijidelian。

shitudangxiashunzhemianpangliutangdeyanlei。qishijiushiyichangmengeryi，congwunianqiankaishi，zheichangmengjiukaishile。

wunianqiandaoxianzai，wonenghexiejingyuanqinmidexiangyong。doubuguoshiyichangmeng。xianzaisunuanhuiguole，

zheichangmengyedaolegaipomiedeshihou。napazheichangmengchanzazhedegengduoshizhengchao。danwohaishisixin，

xiwangxiejingyuannengduiwoyouyidiandiandexihuan。kezheizhongguishishewang。2zineitianzhihou，

xiejingyuanyijingyizhoumeiyouhuijiale。qijianwomeiyoulianxiguota，tashuoguobuxihuanzhanrendeqingren。

womeiyoubanfawunixiejingyuandeyiyuan。woqueshizhishitadeqingren。napadaizaitashenbianwunian，

yebunengbipangrenduoyidianpianaiheliwai。genghekuangwoshenzhiburuwaitouneixieyingyingyanyan。

zuiqimaxiejingyuanduitamenmeiyouchouhen。erwobeitayuanhenleshinian。shiwohuilesunuanderensheng。

“zheishiniqiantade！yaobushiniduiwobaoyouneixiewochuodexinsi，nuannuanzenmehuichuchehuo？”“meiyouni，

tajiubuhuijiezhi。”“jirannizheimexiangyaowo，

neiwojiumanzuni……”wohaijidedangshixiejingyuanyanjinglishanshuozhedeguiyideguang。

congneizhihouwomenjiuchenglexianzaizheiyangjixingdeguanxi。huixiangqixiejingyuanneishideyanshen，worengjuedebiantishenghan。

danzhiyaonengdaizaitashenbian，yuwoeryanshizuiwufadikangdeyouhuo。

suoyijibianzhidaozheibuguoshixiejingyuanxinongwodeshouduan。woyewufajujue。

3xuanguanchuchuanlaimimasuodakaideshengyin。xiejingyuangaodadeshenyingchuxianzaiwoyanjian。wojihushilikeyisesuo，

yinweishejidaosunuandexiejingyuanzongshiweixiande。xushixiejingyuankanjianwokuzuozaicanzhuoqiandeshenying。

tayuanbenzouxiangshufangdejiaobudunledun。zhuanshenxiangwozoulai，dakailecantingdedeng。woxiayishidemilemiyan，

yibianshiyingturuqilaideguangliang。zhuozishangliangtouledecaiyewuchudunxing。xushiwodehuanjue，

xiejingyuandeshengyinnandededailexiewenrou。“zenmebuchi？shuoguobuyongdengwo。”wodianlediantou，

qishenbacaiduanjinchufang，dasuanreyire。xiejingyuanjiuzhanzaiyuandikanzhewomangliudeshenying。turan，

tacongbeihouyongzhulewo。zheiyanghuanbaodezishi，jilewoxuduoxuwangdeanquangan。

yuanbennandedewenxindehuamianbugaibeiwodapo。danwopianpianguishishenchadetiqilesunuan。“su**，

niandunhaotalema？”xiejingyuanjihulikesongkailebaozhuwodeshou，tabinglengdeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai。

“nimeizigetita。”wojiangzhidebeiyingyexutaiguokelian，jingrangxiejingyuannanderuanleshengyin。

“woyijinganpaihaole，nibuyongcaoxin。”“wohuitinibuchangtade。”woxinkuaiyaodixiaxuelai，

yaoqinertingzhezijidexihuanderen，yi“buchang”dejiekouduisunuanguanhuaibeizhi。

jiulianxiejingyuanbuhuijiadezheiyizhouli。tashenzaihechu，wodouyijingshixinzhiduming。danwomeiyouquanliguowen。

wozhanglezhangzui，caijiannandetuchuleneilianggekusedezi“xiexie。”4xiejingyuandeshenqingkanqilaiyouxiebuziran。

wozhudongtitazhaohaoletaijie：“fancairehaole。”yidunwancanjieshu，xiejingyuanxinqingkanqilaihaozhuanlexuduo。

womenhuifudaowangrilijiandandejiaotandangzhong。woyouyuleyihui，zaixiejingyuanzhouqibunaifandemeitouzhiqian。

xiaoshengdeshuochuleqingqiu。“houtianshiwoshengri，ninengbunengdaiwoquhaibiana。”xiejingyuanbuzuosheng，

sihushizaisikaogongzuoxingchenganpai。yeyoulingwaiyizhongkeneng，tashizaixiangsunuan。xiangdaozheizhongkeneng，

woxinzangjinlejin。napazaiqiwanghexiejingyuanyiqiguoshengri，danwohaishibuxiangrangtaweinan。

jiuzaiwozhudongshuochu“suanle”zhiqian，xiejingyuandayinglewodeqingqiu。wolengleleng，danhenkuaifanyingguolai。

zhixuyaozheimeyidiantuoxie，woyoujuedejintianwanshangsihubuzaineimenanaile。

weileshengrineitianshizuihaodezhuangtaihexiejingyuanzaiyiqi。womaixialeyitaochunbaisedezhangqun，qingbodemianliao，

henshihezaixiarihaitanmanbu。qukanhaishiwohenxianghexiejingyuanyiqizuodeshi。sunuanhuilai，

wokaishidanxinhexiejingyuanxuwupiaomiaodeweilai。bianxiangzhechedijieshuzhiqian，

zongyaoduoyixieputongailvzhijiandehuiyi。napazhiyouwoyigerenjideyehao。5dangtianqingchen，

xiejingyuanguoranrutadayingdeneiban。quchedaiwoqulehaibian，wodeshoubeitakuandadeshouzhangjinwozhe，

yiqimanbuzaishatan。huoxuzaipangrenyanzhong，womendaozhenxiangyiduiqingtouyihedeailv。

woxianglaolaodezhangwozhuzheiduanshijian，zuihaoyongyuantingzhibuqian。danzheigebukenengdexuwangniantouzhudingbunengshixian。

xiejingyuandeshouji**tuwudexiangqi。shiwoconglaimeiyoutingguode**。wojihuyijingkendingle，

zheishisunuandezhuanshu**。yushizaixiejingyuanhaobuyouyudesongkaiwodeshou，zhuanshenzouxiangyuanchudeshihou。

wobingmeiyouduomejingya。xiejingyuanjiaobubuting，xiangyaoyuanliwonengtingjiandefanweinei。haimeidengchediyuanliwo，

tajiujibukenaidejietongledianhua。yushineitourourouruoruodaizhegengyandenvshengchuanjinwodeerduo。

xiejingyuanbiaoqingdabian，tazhuanshenchongzhexiangfandefangxiangpaoleqilai。jingguowoshenbiandeshihou，

wotingjiantajiaojidanhaidaizherouqingdeshengyin。“nuannuan，biehaipa，womashangjiuquzhaoni。

”xiejingyuanyouyicilikaile，xiangshangciyiyang，bawoyigerenrengzailehaibian。tayiciyouyicishiyan，

doushiweilesunuan。qishiwoyijingxiguanle。danhaishibaozheyisihuanxiang，weilainengbunengyouyitian，

xiejingyuanhuijiandingdixuanzewo。wozaizheisikaozhongyuexianyueshen，dengqingxingdehuidaoxianshishi，

haifengzhongxingxiandeweidaozhonglexuduo。yuanlaiyijingshibangwanle。wotaochukoudailideshouji，

bodaletongxunluliweiyidehaoma。zhidaoyilun**kuaiyaojieshu，dianhuacaibeineitoudexiejingyuanjieqi。6“wei。

”xiejingyuanbunaifandeshengyinxiangqi。woqiangrenzhubizilidesuanyi，

danbianlexingdeshengyinhaishibaolulewozaikudeshishi。“nizaina？”xiejingyuanbuchusheng，

dantadehuxishizhongbujibuhuandeqiaozhewodeermo。banshang，tacaikaikoushuohua。“nuannuanzuoleshoushu，

wozaiyiyuanpeita。”“nizaijiazaodianshuiba，jiexialaijitianwohuihenmang。”wosangzifajin，

fabuchuyisishengyin。xiejingyuantingjianlewozheibiandehaifenghuxiaodeshengyin，tajiaojideshuodao：“nihaizaihaibian？

neibianyoushenmehaowande，douzheimewanle，nihuijiaba。”“xiaciwozaipeiniqu，

haobuhao?”wopianyaozhuiwenxiejingyuan：“haiyouxiacima？”xiejingyuannaonudefanwenwo：“nishenmeyisi，

buyaowuliqunao。”wodaduanletaturuqilaidepiqi。“fenshouba，xiejingyuan，womenfenkai。”“shenme？

linyunshunishenmeyisi？”suiranxiejingyuanshibiwendeyuqi，dantagenbenbudengwohuida，jiuziguzidekongsuwo。

“wodoushiweilejinishuzui！sunuantayinweinijiaporenwang，haichenglecanjiren。”“tayigerenhaishengbingle，

nizenmezheimeedu。”suirantashuodemeijuhuadoushishishi，wogenbenwufafanbo。

danwobuxianghetazheiyangbumingbubaidejiuchanxiaqule。jibianshiwoqianlesunuan，jibianwoaizhexiejingyuan。

yushiwozhishijixiedeshuozhe:\"fenshouba，sunuanwohuiyongzijidefangshiqumibuta。

\"xiejingyuanguaduanledianhua，zhunquelaishuoyinggaishishuai。yinweiguaduandianhuaqian，

wotingjianleshoujizazaidishangdeshengyin。7zhongyuhexiejingyuanfenkai，

jieshulezhangdawuniandejianbuderendeqingrenshenfen。woquebingmeiyougandaoduomeqingsong。

zhishimamujixiededachehuijia，shoushixingli。danqueshoudaolexiejingyuandeduanxin。

binglengdewenzikanbutoudianhuaneibiannanrendeqingxu。bijingliaotiankuangshanghua，

xiejingyuanfajiwodeduanxinyongyuanshizheifuyanjianyigaideyangzi。“fenshouyeyaonachudianchengyi！woyaonidangmianshuo。

”wohuxiyizhi，xiangbixiejingyuanshiyaowodangmianjisunuanpeizui。gailaidezonghuilai，

womeiyouyouyujiuquchequleyiyuan。zhishiwodaoleyiyuan，naoziquehunhunchenchen。

wokanjianletangzaibingchuangshangdesunuan，hezuozaitachuangbianwenroudehetashuohuadexiejingyuan。

sunuanhaishiwojiyilideyangzi，shixiejingyuandelixiangxing。tamiansecangbai，danhaishiqiangdazhejingshenanweixiejingyuan。

“jingyuan，nixianhuiquba，woyijingmeishenmeshile。”“yunshujietayinggaizaidengni。

”wotingjianxiejingyuanzhouranbiandehenlideshengyin：“buyaotita！”dandangtafajuedaosunuansihubeihedaoshi，

jiulikeruanhualeshengyin。“womenyijingfenshoule。”woxinzangxiangshibeizuanjinleyiyangteng，

wulunshixiejingyuanbuyuanwotiqisunuan，haishibuyuansunuantiqiwo。

doubuguoshiyinweiwobupeihesunuanchuxianzaiyiqibale。napazhishiyuyanzhizhong，woyebupeihesunuanxiangtibinglun。

8sunuanshuiwangwangdemouziyiliang，daizhequeyuekanxiangxiejingyuan。“jingyuan，nishuodeshizhendema？

”tashenshouchezhulexiejingyuandeyijiao，mingliangdeyanjingbunankanchuduixiejingyuandeaiyi。xiejingyuanshenziyijiang，

jingranfanchangdemeiyouhuiyingsunuan。ershiqishenbangsunuandiaozhenglechuangdegaodu，ranhouzhuanshenxiangyaozouchubingfang。

wopangguanzhezheiyiqie，weilifanyongzheoutudeyuwang。sunuanyizhihenxihuanxiejingyuan，

womenfenshouduitalaishuokongpashizuihaodexiaoxi。zhishixiejingyuanquexuanzeletaobi。“woqubangniquyao。

”tabasunuanchezhetayijiaodeshoubolexialai，quecubujifangbeisunuanbaozhuleyao。“jingyuan，

woyizhihenxihuanni，niheyunshujiefenkaishiweilewoma？”wohunshenxiangzhuijinlebingjiao，

zheiyangzaogaodeyuanyinbeisunuanzhibaidechuopo。woconglaimeiyouzheimenankanguo。wozhizhidedingzhexiejingyuan，

tayiyanbufa，morenlesunuandehua。yushisunuangengjindebaozhuxiejingyuan，tawojianyouliandewangzhexiejingyuan。

“ninengbuneng……baoyixiawo。”shunjian，woganjueshijietianxuandizhuan，juliedetengtongxijuanlewodequanshen。

wotengdexiangyaoquansuozaidishangdagun，danshentidongdanbude。bingfanglidelingwailianggerensihaoganshoubudaowodetongku。

wojiannandebashenzhicongtengtongzhongchouli，wangxiangxiejingyuan。quecuobujifangdekanjianlejingzilimohuyituandexuerou，

yitanzhengningkebuderouni。xiangshiyigeguaiwu，hezhouzaogegeburu。woyishidao，wosile。

9tengtongyuyanyulie。“haoteng……haotenga……”woxuwupiaomiaodelinghunquansuozhe，rengzaichongzhexiejingyuanqiujiu。

“kankanwoba，xiejingyuan，jiujiuwo。”“si”zheigeziyanturanfuxianzaiwodenaohai。wozhongyuxiangqiyiqie，

xiangqiheiyezhongyingmianerlaidedahuoche，xiangqishentibeiguanchuan，beibaozhatunshidetengtong。

yuanlaijingzilixueroumohudeyituan，shiwodeshiti。wobuduanjianjiao，

danzhouweimeiyourenherennengtingjianwojuewangdeshengyin。roushendetengtongweishenmehuirangwodelinghunyebeishoujianao。

zheiyikebuzaixiangxiejingyuan，wozhixiangtuolikuhai。zhixiangwokuaidiantaochuxiejingyuanshenbian，kuaidianquyincaodifu。

fangfozhiyouzheiyangcainengrangtengtongxiaoshi。danrenpingwozenmezhengzha，zaizenmexiangtaoli，yeyushiwubu。

wobeilaolaodikunzaixiejingyuanshenbian，tengtongyesihaobujian。wozaizheiyangdetengtongzhongjihuhunsiguoqu，

danguihunshimeiyoubanfahunjuede。zhinengdengdaleyanjing，yishiwubiqingxingdekanzhexiejingyuanzhuanshen，

qingqingbaozhulesunuan。wotongkudechengshouzheganchangcunduan、cuixinpougandetengtong。

xiejingyuanqueyongbaozhuletadebaiyueguang。tahesunuankanqilaixiangshitianzaodishedeyidui，

shiyanqinggushilijingliqiannanwanxianzaiyiqidezhujiao。erwoshieyouebao、budehaosideedunvpei。

shijuqingdediaoweiji，tamenaiqingdaoludebanjiaoshi。zhiyouwosile，wugudesunuancainengbaolejiezhidechou，

kuijiudexiejingyuancainengdedaojietuo。wohuiweiwozuoxiadecuoshi、zhongxiadeyinguoyongshengminglaishuzui。

ranhoudaizhejianbuderendeaiquyincaodifu。yexuzaineigeyangguangmingmeidexiawu，wobugaihexiejingyuanbiaobai，

gengbugaidadandeqinwenta。caibuhuirangsunuanzhuangjianzheiyimubengkuipaochuxiaoyuan，yiwaizaoyuchehuojiezhi，

renshengbeihuidiao。danwozuibugaide，jiushiaishangxiejingyuan。zhiyaowocongmeiduitayouguohaogan，

houmiandeyiqiebeijudoubuhuifasheng。shiwozibuliangli，yiweiwohexiejingyuanshiliangqingxiangyue。

kejibianwoshizuiyouyingde，neiweishenmezaiwosihou，rengbunengbeifangguo。weishenmeyaobawokunzaixiejingyuanshenbian，

weishenmeyaorangwowushiwukebutihuizheshentibeiniansuidetongku。

nandaowohuibeikunzaixiejingyuanhesunuanshenbianyibeizima？danwohenkuaijiufaxian，woyoujihuitaoli。

10buzhidaoweishenme，wozhidaozhiyaonengqutoutai，wojiukeyibaituozheitongku。woxiangtoutaideyuanwangwubiqianglie，

qiangliedaosihuyingxianglexiejingyuan。tazhishiqingqingbaolesunuanyixia，