宿主恋爱，我靠吸他多巴胺为生锦鲤Sage-著

小说简介

dangdaiwenxuezuopin《suzhulianai，wokaoxitaduobaanweisheng》，shijinlisagededaibiaozhizuo。zhurengongchenmolinwansuqingshenshangzhanxianleshidaidefengmaoheshehuibianqian，gushiqingjiekourenxinxian，yinrenshensi。zheibenxiaoshuoyongxilidebichumiaohuilexianshizhongdezhongzhongwenti，rangduzheduirenxing、shehuiyougengshenkederenshi。faleshangbaitiaoweixin，dalewushugedianhua，duzhoufashi，caizhongyuhuanlailelinwankaimendejihui。“wozaixinnizuihouyici，”linwanhongzheyanjing，shenqingpibei，“dan……

精彩章节

wodesuzhu，chenmo，zhengdanxiguidi，zhunbeixiangtadenvyouqiuhun。langmandeyinle，shanshuodezuanjie，

zhouweilurenshanyideqihong……zheiyiqiedourangworuzhuibingku。tayanzhongneigaiside、mingwei“xingfu”deguangmang，

duiwolaishuoshishijieshangzuizhimingdejudu。wonengganjuedaowodenengliangzhengzaifeisuliushi。zaizheiyangxiaqu，

wohuizaiyichangshengdade“zhenai”yishizhonghuohuoesi。buxing。wojuebuyunxuzheizhonghuangtangdeshiqingfasheng。

zaitakaikoushuochuneiju“jiajiwo”zhiqian，wodiaodongqizuihoudeliliang，kongzhitadeyoushou，

botongletaqiannvyoudedianhua——neigecengjingweiwotigongguowushushengyandenvren。duibuqilexiongdi，

zanliangdoudehuo。1gongshengweijishijianhuidaoyinianqian。dangwodiyici“yujian”chenmoshi，

tazhengzuozaijiubadejiaoluoli，yibeijieyibeidiguanzheziji。

tadedanaolichongchizheshiliandailaidetongku、buganyuziwohuaiyi，zheixiefumianqingxuduiwohaowuyongchu，

xiangfameidecangenglengzhi。danwotouguotahunluandesixu，kandaoletatongkudegenyuan——yigemingjiaosuqingdenvhai。

tashitarelianlesanniandeqiannvyou。gengzhongyaodeshi，wokandaoletachongpeide、shangweibeikaifade“ai”denengli。

tashiyipianweijingkaikendewotu，qianlijuda。yushi，woxuanzeleta。jishengdeguochenghenshunli，

tayinjiujingercuiruodeyizhilijihumeiyoudikang。dangwoanwendichenshuizaitadeyishishenchushi，

wokaishizheshougaizaota。wo，yizhongyirenleilianaichuqiqianglieqingxujisuweishidejishengti。

**、milian、zhanyouyu、jidu、kuangxi……zheixieyouduobaanheshenshangxiansujiaozhierchengdehunluanfengbao，

shiwodewushangmeiwei。erpingwen、wenhe、youcuichansuzhudaodesuowei“zhenai”，zexiangshiwuyandebaizhou，

shizhiwuwei，shenzhihuirangwoyinyingyangbuliangershuairuo。wodeshengcunzhidao，

jiushirangsuzhuyongyuanbaochizai“relian”huo“zhuiqiu”dezhuangtai。qichu，chenmoderizihenbuhaoguo。

taxiangwanhuisuqing，danwobuduandizaitanaozhongshanhuisuqingduitabunaifandehuamian，fangdatadecuobaigan。

woxuyaotafangqijiudeshiwuyuan，quxunzhaoxinde。zhongyu，zaitadegongsinianhuishang，linwanchuxianle。

tashixinlaidexiangmujingli，piaoliang、ganlian，xiangyikeyaobukejidexingxing。chenmozhiganzaijiaoluolitoutoukanta，

tadanaolifenmichudeneidianweibuzudaodeqingmuhezibei，duiwolaishuoliankaiweicaidousuanbushang。

wobixutuitayiba。“qu，gentadagezhaohu。”woyongyidaoweiruodeyinian**zhetadexingdongzhongshu。

chenmozaiyuandizhengzhalezuzuwufenzhong，zuizhonghaishimeigandong。feiwu。wozhihaoqinzixiachang。

wodiaodongnengliang，rangtadeshouzhi“buxiaoxin”yihua，jiangshoulidejiusazaileluguodetongshishenshang，

erneiweitongshiyouzhenghaozhuangxianglelinwan。yichangjingxincehuadehunluan，yiciwanmeidexiangyu。

neishiwoyuchenmo“hezuo”dekaiduan。jiexialaidesangeyue，shiwodehuangjinshidai。

woyindaozhezheigemunedechengxuyuan，rangtayaoshenyibianchengweileyige“lianaigaoshou”。linwanjiaban，

wohuirangchenmo“qiahao”daizherekafeihetazuiaichideneijiadangaochuxian。tashuobuchuqinghua，

wojiuzaitanaohailibaneixieroumadejuzixunhuanbofangyibaibian，zhidaotatuokouerchu。tabudonglangman，

wojiurangtayongdaimazaigongsineiwangshangzuoleyigezhishuyulinwande、huixiayinghuayudetexiao。

meiyicilinwanjingyadeyanshen，meiyicitaxiusedeweixiao，douhuizaichenmodedanaoliyinbaoyichangduobaandekuanghuan。

neiganjue，jiuxiangshidingjidachupengrendeshengyan，meiyikoudourangwoxinzuishenmi。

wonengqingxidi“pinchang”daotadiyiciqianshoushi，zhijianchuanlaidezhanli；neng“huiwei”tadiyiciyongbaoshi，

neihunzazhejinzhangyukuangxidefuzakougan。zuifengshengdeyican，shitamendiyiciyinweibiedenanrenerchaojia。

linwandeshoujiliangqi，yigebeizhuwei“shixiong”derenfalaiyitiaoaimeidexiaoxi。chenmokandaole。shunjian，

tadanaoliyongqidejidu、fennuheqiangliedezhanyouyu，jianzhishiyidaowuyulunbidefenziliaoli，cengcifengfu，

houjingshizu。wotanlandixishizhezheigunengliang，shenzhizhudongfangdatadebuan，rangtazaizhiwenlinwanshi，

biaoxianchuqiadaohaochudecuiruoyubadao。neicizhengchaoyilinwanzhudongqinwentaergaozhong。hejiehoude**，

duiwolaishuo，youshilingyidaodingjidecanhoutiandian。

wochenniyuzheizhongyouwoyishoudaoyande、chongmanlexijuzhanglideaiqingzhizhong。woshenzhiyidurenwei，

chenmoshiwozhaodaoguodezuiwanmeidesuzhu。kewocuole。wogaoguleaiqingdexinxiangan，

yedigulerenleiduiyupingwendekewang。tamendeganqing，wendingle。buzaiyouhuandehuanshidecaice，

buzaiyouxintiaojiasudeshitan。tamenzhijiandeduihuacong“nicaiwojintianxiangnilema”bianchengle“wanshangchishenme”。

tamenkandianyingshihuizirandikaozaiyiqi，qianshoujiuxiangzuoshoumoyoushou，lianyongbaodoudaizheyizhongjiarencaiyoudewencun。

yiqiedoubiandepingdan、wenhe、qie……zhiming。wokaishiaiele。

chenmodanaolineixieyoucuichansuzhudaode、wenqingmaimaideqingxu，duiwolaishuojiuxiangshiduileshuidejiu，guadanwuwei。

worijianxuruo，lianyingxiangtazuoyigeyouqudemengdouhennanzuodao。woshitugujizhongshi，zhizaoyixiewuhui，

dantahelinwanzhijiandexinrenjianbukecui，suoyoudexiaodaxiaonaodoubianchengletamenganqingdediaoweiji，

zuizhonghaishihuiguiyupingdan。woxiangyizhuzhengzaikuweidezhiwu，juewangdidengdaizheyichangyongyuanbuhuidaolaidebaoyu。

zhidaojintian。dangchenmonachuneimeizuanjie，dangtayanzhongdeaiyibiandechuncuierjianding，buhanyisizazhishi，

wozhidao，wodemoridaole。qiuhunyidanchenggong，tamenjiangjinruhunyinde“fenmu”，neiyejiangshiwodefenmu。

wobunengzuoyidaibi。yushi，zaichenmoshenxiyikouqi，jijiangshuochuneijujuedingwoshengsideshiyanshi，

woyongjinzuihoudeliqi，duoguoletashentiyimiaozhongdekongzhiquan。tadeshouzhizaishoujipingmushanghuaguo，

jingzhundizhaodaoleneigechenfengyijiudemingzi——suqing。dianhua，bochu。“du……du……”tingtonglidemangyin，

cikeduiwoeryan，shishijieshangzuimeimiaodejiaoxiangle。cantinglilangmandeyinlejiaranerzhi，

linwanlianshangdejingxihegandongshunjianninggu，tabukesiyidikanzhechenmo，

youkanleyiyantashoujipingmushangliangqideneigeciyandemingzi。zhouweideqihongshengyetingle。chenmozijiyemengle，

tawanquanbuzhidaofashengleshenme，zhikandaolinwandelianseyouhongzhuanbai，zaiyoubaizhuanqing。“chenmo，

ni……”linwandeshengyinzaifadou。jiuzaizheishi，dianhuajietongle。yidaoyonglanyoudaizheyisijingxidenvsheng，

qingxidicongtingtonglichuanlechulai，chuanbianlezheisijidekongqi。“wei？amo，

zenmeturanxiangqilaijiwodadianhuale？

”2beipandezhongzisuqingdeshengyinxiangyimeibeitoujinpingjinghumiandeshenshuizhadan。neishengshuxide“amo”，

daizheqifenshurensanfenjiaochen，shunjianjiangqiuhunxianchangjingxinyingzaodelangmanfenweizhadefensui。

wonengqingxidi“kandao”chenmodedanaoxianruleyipiankongbai。

tawanquanwufachuliyanqianzheichaoyuetalijiefanweidezhuangkuang，zhinengxianggebeichouzoulesuoyoulingjiandejiqiren，

jiangyingdiguizaineili，shoulihaijuzheneimeikexiaodezuanjie。erlinwandefanying，zeshiyichangfuzadeqingxufengbao。

zhenjing、quru、fennu、beipangan……zheixieqingxujiaozhizaiyiqi，

tongguotashunjianbingfengdeyanshenhejinbengdexiahexian，qingxidichuandichulai。duiwolaishuo，zheihunluandechangmian，

wuyiyuyichangjiuhanzhihoudeganlin。

wotanlandijiquzhelinwanhechen-moliangrendanaozhongshunjianbaofachudeqianglieqingxu。

suiranzheixieqingxudezhujidiaoshifumiande，danqinongduheliedu，

yuanbizhiqianneixiewentunde“xingfugan”yaomeiweideduo。

wonengganjuedaozijiganhedenenglianghexinzhengzaibeiyisisidizhongxintianman，neizhongbinsidexuruoganzhengzaihuanmantuiqu。

“chenmo，nishibushigaijiwoyigejieshi？”linwandeshengyinlengdexiangbing，tashenzhimeiyouqukanneimeijiezhi，

muguangsisididingzaichenmodelianshang。chenmozhongyucongdangjizhuangtaizhongfanyingguolai，tashoumangjiaoluandiqiaduanledianhua，

lianshangxiemanlehuangzhanghewugu，“bushide，wanwan，wo……wobuzhidaozenmehuishi！woshoujizijibochuqude！

”zheigejieshicangbaidekexiao，liantazijidoubuxin。danwozhidaozheishishishi，

bingqiewoxuyaotaxiangxinzheige“shishi”。wolikezaitadeqianyishilijialeyidaoanshi：dui，

jiushishoujichuwentile，nishenmedoumeizuo。talikezhuazhulezheigenjiumingdaocao，

yuqiyebiandejiandingqilai：“zhende！kendingshishoujixitongchucuole！

wozenmekenengzaizheizhongshihouji……jitadadianhua！”linwanlengxiaoyisheng，neixiaoshenglichongmanleshiwang，

“xitongchucuo？chenmo，nidangwoshisansuixiaohaima？quantianxianeimeduohaoma，tapianpianjiutiaozhongleniqiannvyou？

”tazhanqishen，liankandoubuzaikantayiyan，zhuanshenjiuzou。“wanwan！”chenmohuangmangqishenquzhui。

wozechenjizaitadexingdongzhongshulishijialeyidianxiaoxiaodezuli，rangtadexigaiyinweiguidetaijiueryizhenfama，

liangqiangleyixia。jiuzheiduanduanyiliangmiaodedange，linwanyijingzouchulecanting。chenmozhuilechuqu，

liuxiamandilangjieheyizhongshikeqieqiesiyudemuguang。wozaitadeyishishenchu，qieyidishuzhanleyixia。henhao，

weijizanshijiechu，qiuhunbeiwanmeididaduanle。danwozhidao，zheihaiyuanyuanbugou。linwansuiranxuanzelezanshixiangxin，

danneikehuaiyidezhongziyijingzhongxiale。woxuyaozuode，shirangzheikezhongzishenggen、faya，

zuizhongzhangchengyikezuyicuihuitamenxinrendecantiandashu。dangwan，chenmojihushiguizailinwanjiamenkou，

faleshangbaitiaoweixin，dalewushugedianhua，duzhoufashi，caizhongyuhuanlailelinwankaimendejihui。

“wozaixinnizuihouyici，”linwanhongzheyanjing，shenqingpibei，“danchenmo，woxiwangnizhidao，

xinrenzheizhongdongxi，genboliyiyang，suileyici，jiusuanzhanqilai，yeyongyuandouhuiyouliehen。

”chenmodiantourudaosuan，baozhelinwan，buduandizhongfuzhe“duibuqi”。tadanaolifenmichudekuijiuhehoupa，

weidaohaisuanbucuo，xiangyidaoweiladeliangcai，suiranbugoujingbao，danzhishaonengrangwodiandianduzi。danwodemubiao，

shimanhanquanxi。yeli，chenmoshuidebingbuanwen。wokaishiletade“mengjinggaizao”jihua。

wojingxintiaoxuanchutajiyishenchu，neixieguanyutahesupqingzuitianmidepianduan。daxuexiaoyuanli，

suqingchuanzhebaiqunzi，zaiyangguangxiaduitaxiao；tamendiyicilvxing，zaihaibiankanderichu；suqingzaitashengrishi，

qinshouweitazhideweijin……zheixiehuamian，beiwojianji、diaose，peishangzuiwenroudebeijingyinle，

xiangyibujingmeidewenyidianying，zaitademenglixunhuanbofang。wonengganjuedao，

tadeqianyishizhengzaibeizheixiehuamianjinrun。tashentidejirouzaifangsong，zuijiaoshenzhiweiweishangyang。zheishidiyibu，

huaijiu。diertianyizao，chenmoxinglaishi，shenqingyouxiehuanghu。tajidezijizuoleyizhengwandemeng，

danjutineirongquehenmohu，zhiliuxiayizhongmomingde、changranruoshideganjue。taxiaoxinyiyidiweilinwanzuozhezaocan，

shitumibuzuotiandeguocuo。linwandetaiduyijiulengdan，zheirangchenmodejiaolvganyoujiazhonglejifen。

zheizhongjiaolvdeweidao，duiwolaishuoyesuanshiyizhongbucuodediaoji。jiuzaitabazaocanduanshangzhuo，zhunbeitaohaolinwanshi，

wobuzhuodaoleyigejuejiadejihui——tadeshoujipingmuliangleyixia，shiyitiaoxinwentuisong。

wolikejieduanlezheitiaotuisongdeshijuexinhao，tongshi，zaitadeqianyishili，

jiang“suqing”zheigemingzihe“shejiaozhanghao”zheilianggecitiaoguanlianqilai，

bingshijialeyigeqiangliede“haoqi”zhiling。yushi，zaichenmozijidouweicengchajuedeqingkuangxia，

tadeshouzhiyijingguishishenchabandidakaileshejiaoruanjian，zaisousuokuangli，shurule“suqing”demingzi。

tahenkuaijiuzhaodaoleta。suqingdetouxiangshitaxianzaide**，bisannianqiangengjiachengshu、gengyoufengqing。

tadedongtaigengxindehenpinfan，daduoshijianshen、chahua、lvxingdezhaopian，yifusuiyuejinghaodemoyang。

chenmodehuxiweiweiyizhi。woneng“pinchang”dao，tadanaozhongfenmichuleyisijiqifuzadehuaxuewuzhi，

hunzazhehuainian、haoqi，haiyouyisiliantazijidoumeiyishidaode、yinmidebijiaoxinli。weidaohaojile。

tafeikuaidiliulanzhe，xiangyigetoukuizhe。jiuzaizheishi，linwancongwoshilizoulechulai。

chenmorutongshoujingdetuziyiban，mengdisuoshangleshoujipingmu，dongzuozhida，chadianbashoubiandeniunaipengdao。

tadexintiaozaijiasu，shenshangxiansubiaosheng。“kanshenmeni？zheimejinzhang？”linwanhuyidikanletayiyan。

“mei……meishenme，kangexinwen。”chenmodehuangyantuokouerchu，xinzang“pengpeng”zhitiao。

wonengqingxidiganjuedao，neiyishunjian，tadanaolibengfachudexinxuhejinzhanggan，

duiwolaishuoshiduomexianmeidenengliang。linwanmeiyouzaizhuiwen，danneihuaiyideyanshen，xiangyigenxiaoxiaodeci，

zhazailechenmoxinshang。zhongzi，yijingzhongxia。xianzai，woxuyaojitajiaodianshuile。yizhengtian，chenmodouxinshenbuning。

qiuhunshibaideyinying，linwandelengdan，haiyouneigebuheshiyidedianhua，yijizaoshangneifanguishishenchadesousuo，

dourangtafanzaobuan。wanshang，taduzizaishufangjiaban，linwanzaoyihuifangshuixia。fangjianlizhiyoujianpandeqiaojisheng。

wokaishigujizhongshi，jiangsuqingdexiaolian，taneisheng“amo”，yijitashejiaozhanghaoshangneixiejingzhidezhaopian，

buduandizaitasiweidebeijingbanshangshanxian。wonengganjuedaotadezhuanzhulizaixiajiang，fanzaoganzaijiaju。

shijichabuduole。woyindaozhetadesixu，rangtahuiyiqiguoquhesuqingchaojiahou，tazongshihuixianditou，

yonggezhongfangshihongtakaixin。erxianzai，taqueyaomianduilinwandelengbaoli。yizhongbupinghengganyouranersheng。

jiuzaizheishi，wojiletayigezuizhijiedechongdongzhiling：gentashuojuhuaba，jiuwenwenta，

weishenmezuotianhuineiyangshuo。zheigezhilingraoguoletadelixingsikao，zhijiezuoyongyutadexingweizhongshu。

tajihushixiayishidi，zaicidiankailesuqingdeshejiaozhanghao。tameiyouyongzijidedahao，

ershiqiehuandaoleyigejihucongbushiyongdexiaohao——neishitagangwanzheigeruanjianshizhucede，lianlinwandoubuzhidao。

tadiankaileguanzhu。ranhouzaiduihuakuangli，youyulehenjiu。wonengganjuedaotadelizhizhengzaihuilong，

shituzuzhizheiweixiandexingwei。wobunengrangtatingxia。wolikediaodongnengliang，

jiangtadanaozhongneifen“fanzao”he“bugan”deqingxufangdadaojizhi。zhongyu，

tadeshouzhizaijianpanshangqiaoxialeyixingzi，ranhou，xiangshishuaidiaoyigetangshoushanyuban，dianlefasong。

neixingzishi：“nizuijin，guodehaoma？”3jiurizhongxianxiaoxifasongchuqudeshunjian，

chenmojiuxiangbeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，tankaozaiyizishang。tadanaolideneiguyouwoshandongqilaidefanzaohechongdong，

ruchaoshuibantuiqu，querdaizhideshiwujindeaohuihehoupa。“wodaodizaiganshenme……”tawuzhelian，

dishengninan。zheizhonghuihendeqingxuduiwolaishuoyingyangjiazhibugao，shenzhiyouxieguadan。danwobingbuzheji，

yinweiwozhidao，zheizhishiqiancai。zhenzhengdedacan，haizaihoumian。tashoumangjiaoluandixiangquchehuineitiaoxiaoxi，

danweishiyiwan。neigexiaohaodeduihuakuangli，qingxidixianshizhe“yidu”。chenmodexinchendaolegudi。

taxiangyigedengdaishenpandefanren，sisididingzheshoujipingmu。meiyimiaodouwubimanzhang。jiuzaitajihuyaofangqi，

zhunbeijiangzheigexiaohaozhuxiao，dangzuoyiqiedoumeifashengshi，pingmuliangle。shisuqingdehuifu。

zhiyoujiandandelianggezi：“haihao。”jinjiezhe，youlaileyitiao：“nishi？

”wonengganjuedaochenmomingxiansongleyikouqi。taqingxingzijiyongdeshixiaohao，qingxingsuqingmeiyourenchuta。

tafeikuaididazi，xiangyaobianyigejiekoutangsaiguoqu，biru“facuole”、“diancuole”zhilei。

danwozenmekenengrangtaruyuan。jiuzaitadeshouzhijijianganxiafasongjianshi，wodiaodongqiyiguqiangliedenengliang，

zhijieniuquletadeyitu。tayuanbenxiangdadeshi“buhaoyisi，facuole”，dancongtazhijianliutangchuqu，

bianchengwenzidequeshi——“yigehaijidenideren。”fasongchenggong。chenmozijidoulengzhule，

takanzheduihuakuanglineijuai-meibumingdehua，danaozaicixianruhunluan。tawanquanwufalijiezijidexingwei，

yizhongqiangliedeshikongganjuezhuleta。taganjuezijideshentili，haoxiangzhuzhelingyigeren，

yigetawanquanburenshide、fengkuangdeziji。tayueshikonghuang，wojiuyueshixingfen。

zheizhongsuzhuyuziwoyizhiduikangshichanshengdejingshensiliegan，kouganxinla，huiweiwuqiong。suqingneibianchenmolepianke，

sihuzaicaicetadeshenfen。ranhou，tadehuifulaile，daizheyisishitan：“amo？”zheigechenghu，

xiangyibayaochi，shunjiandakailechenmojiyidezhamen。neixiebeiwomaizaitamengjinglidetianmihuamian，

cikezhengxiankonghoudiyongrutadenaohai。tadefangxian，zaizheiyike，chedibengkuile。tameiyouhuifu，

zhishishishendikanzheneigemingzi。erwo，zezhuazhulezheigejihui。

woxuyaorangzheichang“jingshenchugui”biandegengjiahuoseshengxiang。

chen-monaozhongguanyusuqingzuishenkedejigejiyibiaoqian——“aixiao”、“youdianxiaorenxing”、“xihuanjingxi”，

ranhou，wokaishimaochongchenmo，jieguanlezheichangliaotian。wo：【shuibuzhe，turanxiangqileyiqian。

】suqing：【wojiuzhidaoshini。zenmele？gennineiweichaojiale？

zuotianneigedianhua……】wo：【meishenme。jiushijuedeyoudianlei。】zheizhongshiruoheqingsu，

jingzhundisaodaolesuqingxinggedeyangchu。tayizhirenweichenmohetafenshouhou，

bukenengguodebigentazaiyiqishigengxingfu。suqing：【taduinibuhaoma？yeshi，xiangtaneizhongnvqiangren，

nayouwodongni。】wo：【butile。nini？haihaoma？】woqiaomiaodizhuanyilehuati，

jiangzhongdiancongchenmodebaoyuanzhuanyidaoduisuqingdeguanxinshang。zheijidadimanzulesuqingdexurongxin。

zheichangyouwozhudaodeliaotian，yizhichixudaoshenye。womeiyoushuorenhechugedehua，

zhishibanyanzheyigeduixianzhuangbuman、huainianguoqude“qiannanyou”jiaose。woshenzhi，jingshenshangdeai-mei，

yuanbirou-tishangdechuguigengjushashangli，yegengnengchixudiweiwotigongyangliao。diertian，

linwanduichenmodetaiduyousuohuanhe。tazhudongjiletayigeyongbao，shuo：“zuotianshiwotaiminganle，

womenbieyinweizheidianxiaoshiyingxiangganqing。”chenmobaozheta，neixinchongmanlewuyulunbidekuijiu。

zheizhongnongliedekuijiugan，jingguowoyishide“guolvhepengren”，bianchengleyidaosuantiankoudekaiweicai，

weidaoxiangdangbucuo。raner，tayueshikuijiu，jiuyuebugangaosulinwanzijizuowanzuoxiade“haoshi”。zheigemimi，

xiangyigenduci，zhagenzailetamenkansiyuhedeguanxizhizhong。rizijiuzheimebuxianbudandiguoleyizhou。

womeitianwanshangdouhui“ti”chenmohesuqingliaoshangjiju，congbuyuejie，danjujudouchongmanlehuaijiuheanshideyiwei。

wonengganjuedao，suqingneibianyijingwanquanxianlejinlai，zilixingjiankaishidaizheyisiyouyuanheqidai。erchenmo，

zezaibaitiandekuijiuheyewande“beidongchugui”zhongbeishoujianao。tadejingshenzhuangtaiyuelaiyuecha，

zhuyilinanyijizhong，shenzhizaihelinwanqinmishi，naohailidouhuibushoukongzhidishanguosuqingdelian。tadetongku，

jiushiwodekuaileyuanquan。zhongyu，yinbaodianlaile。neishiyigezhoumo，linwanxinqinghenhao，tiyiliangrenchuquyuehui。

tateyixuanleyijiaxinkaide、pingjiajigaodefaguocanting。zaiwodekeyiyindaoxia，chenmozaidiancanshi，

jihushixiayishidituokouerchu：“yifenhuilingdunniupai，wufenshu，haiyouyifenjiaotangbuding，taxihuanchizheige。

”shuowan，tazijidoulengzhule。yinweixihuanchijiaotangbudingde，shisuqing。linwanduitianshiyixiangbuganxingqu。

kongqishunjianninggu。linwanlianshangdexiaorongyidiandianxiaoshi，takanzhechenmo，yanshenlichongmanletanjiuhebingleng，

“‘ta’？tashishei？”chenmodeetoushenchulelenghan，taxiangjieshi，dandanaoyipiankongbai。

wolikejiangtahesuqingcengjingzaizheileicantingyuehuidetianmihuamiantoushedaotadeyishibiaoceng，ganraotadesiwei。

“wo……wojicuole，woyiweiniyexihuan……”tadejieshijiejiebaba，haowushuofuli。linwanmeiyoushuohua，

zhishinaqishouji，dangzhetademian，dakaileneigetacengjingfashizaiyebuhuikandeshejiaoruanjian，

zhijiesousuolesuqing。suqingzuixindedongtai，shibanxiaoshiqianfade。yizhangjiaotangbudingdezhaopian，

peiwenshi：“youxieweidao，shiwangbudiaode。”neiyike，

woneng“ting”daolinwandanaozhongmougenmingwei“xinren”dexian，“beng”diyisheng，duanle。tamengdizhanqishen，

zhuaqibao，yiyanbufadizhuanshenjiuzou。“wanwan！”chenmohuangmangquzhui，quebeifuwushenglanzhuyaoqiumaidan。

dengtashoumangjiaoluandijiewanzhangzhuichuqu，linwandechezaoyixiaoshizaicheliuzhong。huidaojia，

yingjietadeshiyishidebinglengheheian。tafengkuangdijilinwandadianhua、faxiaoxi，danquanbushichendahai。

jiuzaitabinlinbengkuizhiji，tadeshoujixiangle。bushilinwan。shisuqing。

tafalaiyitiaoxiaoxi：“wojintiankandaonile，heninvpengyouzaiyiqi。nihaoxiang……butaikaixin。”jinjiezhe，

youshiyitiao：“ruguoleile，wozheili，suishikeyizuonideshudong。

”wonengganjuedaochenmodeneixinzhengzaijinxingzhetianrenjiaozhan。lizhigaosuta，bixulikelaheisuqing，

duanjueyiqielianxi。danqingganshangdecuiruohebeilinwanpaoqidewuzhugan，

querangtawubikewangyigekeyiqingsudechukou。wozaicijiadalemali，

jiangneifen“wuzhu”he“weiqu”deqingxufangdadaojizhi。zuizhong，tameiyoulaheita。tahuileyigezi：“ng。

”zheige“ng”zi，xiangshiyibayaochi，chedidakailepanduolademohe。dangwan，linwanmeiyouhuijia。

chenmozaikongwuyirendeketinglizuoleyiye，erwo，ze“ti”tahesuqingliaoleyiye。diertianzaoshang，

danglinwandaizheyishenpibeihehanqihuidaojiashi，yiyanjiukandaolebeichenmosuishourengzaishafashangdeshouji。

pingmuhailiangzhe，tingliuzaiyusuqingdeliaotianjiemianshang。woguyimeiyourangtasuoping。

neixiewojingxinzhenzhuoguode、ai-meiyouchongmanhuaijiuqixideliaotianjilu，jiuneiyang**luodi、yiziyijudi，

zhanxianzailelinwandeyanqian。4liehendekuodaqingchendeyangguangtouguochuangliandefengxi，

zaiketinglitouxiayidaoxiazhangermingliangdeguangban，qiahaoluozaineibuliangzhepingmudeshoujishang，

jiangneixieduihuazhaodewusuodunxing。wonengqingxidi“ganzhi”daolinwanzhenggerendezhuangtai。

dangtademuguangchujipingmushangneixiewenzishi，tadanaozhongdexueqingsushuipingshunjiandiezhigudi，

querdaizhideshibeibeipanganyinbaode、haixiaobandefennuhexinsui。zheigunengliangzhixiongyong，

jihurangwochanshengleyizhongweixundecuojue。tameiyouxiangpofuyiyangjianjiaohuokunao，neibufuhetadexingge。

tazhishijingjingdizhanzaineili，hunshensanfachudehanqi，jihunengrangzhenggefangjiandewenduzhoujiangjidu。

chenmoshizaizheizhonglingrenzhixidejijingzhongjingxingde。takandaozhanzaiketingzhongyangdelinwan，

youshunzhetademuguangkandaolezijimeiyousuopingdeshouji，neiyishunjian，taganjuezijiquanshendexueyedouninggule。

“wanwan，nitingwojieshi……”tadeshengyinganseshaya，chongmanlejuewangdekonghuang。linwanhuanhuantaiqitou，

muguangxiangliangbafenglideshoushudao，zhizhidi**tadexinli。“jieshi？”taqingshengzhongfuzhezheilianggezi，

zuijiaogouqiyigebinglengde、chongmanchaofengdehudu，“jieshiniweishenmeshuibuzhejiuyaozhaoqiannvyouliaotian？

jieshiniweishenmejuedeleilejiuyaoquzhaotadangshudong？haishijieshiyixia，nisuoweide‘haijide’，

daodijideyouduoshen？”tameishuoyiju，chen-modeliansejiubaiyifen。zheixiehua，zizizhuxin。

taxiangshuo“bushiwo”，xiangshuo“wobeikongzhile”，danzheizhonghuashuochukou，zhihuibeidangchengshijingshenshichangdefengzi，

huoshituixiezerendenuofu。tazhinengzhongfuzheneijuzuiwulidehua：“bushinixiangdeneiyang……”“neishinayang？

”linwanbubujinbi，jiangshoujinadaotamianqian，“nigaosuwo，zheibushiwoxiangdeneiyang，shinayang？zheixiehua，

nandaobushiniqinshoudachulaidema？”chenmobaikoumobian。zheichangzhengchao，

shiwoqijinweizhixiangyongguodezuidingjidedacan。tamenliangrendanaozhongbaofachudetongku、fennu、caiji、weiqu，

xiangshiyichangshengdadejiaoxiangle，meiyigeyinfudourangwozhanli、xingfen。wotanlandixishizhezheixienengliang，

ganjuezijiqiansuoweiyoudeqiangda。woshenzhikeyiyourenyouyudizaitamenliangrendeqingxufengbaozhong，zaitianyibahuo。

wobuzhuodaochenmoxiangyaobianjiedeyitu，likezaitadeyuyanzhongshulizhizaoleyidianxiaoxiaodehunluan。

tabenxiangshuo：“wogentazhishiputongpengyouliaotian！

”dantuokouerchudequeshi：“wogenta……zhishijingshenshangdejiaoliu！”“jingshenshangdejiaoliu？

”linwanbeizheijuhuachedijinule，“haoyigejingshenshangdejiaoliu！chenmo，nishibushijuedewotebiehaopian？

nishibushijuede，zhiyaomeiyoushangchuang，nijiukeyixinanlidedixiangshouzheqiannvyoudewenrouxiang，

tongshihairangwoduinisixintadi？”“womeiyou！”“nijiuyou！”zhengchaozaishengji，yanciyuelaiyuejilie，

xiangliangzhikunshouzaihuxiangsiyao。zuizhong，linwanjiangshoujihenhendishuaizaidishang，pingmushunjiansifenwulie。

“women……fenkaiyiduanshijianba。”tashuowanzheijuhua，xiangshiyongjinlequanshendeliqi，zhuanshenzoujinlewoshi，

ranhou“peng”deyishengshuaishanglemen。shijieanjingle。chenmotuirandidiezuozaishafashang，

muguangkongdongdikanzheneibushuaisuideshouji。tadanaoliyipianlangjie，chongmanleziwoyanehehuimiexingdetongku。

zheizhongqingxuduiwolaishuo，yingyangjiazhibugao，shenzhiyouxie“baihuo”。

woxuyaodeshichixude、youlachegandechongtu，erbushiyitansishuibandejuewang。

wobixurangtazhongxin“zhenzuo”qilai。yushi，wokaishizaitadeqianyishili，

zhiruyigejijuyouhuoxingdeniantou：zheiyiqie，buquanshinidecuo。shilinwantaiqiangshi，tacongbulijieni。

ersuqing……suqingshidongnide。zheigeniantouxiangyikezhongzi，zaitacuiruodejingshenfeixushang，xunsudishenggenfaya。

takaishibuzijuedihuiyiqilinwandezhongzhong“buhao”：tagongzuomang，jingchanghulveta；taxinggeyaoqiang，

chaojiacongbuditou；tazhuiqiushenghuopinzhi，rangtagandaoyali……eryuzhixingchengxianmingduibide，

shiwoweitajingxinbianzhide、guanyusupqingdewenrouhuanxiang。yigexiaoshihou，tazhanqishen，

momodishoushiqidishangdeshoujisuipian。tameiyouzaiquqiaolinwandemen，ershizoujinleshufang，nachulebeiyongshouji，

zhongxinzhuangshangledianhuaka。taxuyaoyigefaxiedechukou。erwo，yijingweitazhunbeihaole。

tadiankaileneigeshejiaoruanjian，denglulexiaohao。suqingdexiaoxijihushimiaohui：“zenmele？yiwanshangmeihuixiaoxi，

wohendanxinni。”zheijuqiadaohaochudeguanxin，shunjianjikuilechenmozuihouyidaoxinlifangxian。

taxiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocao，kaishixiangtaqingsuzijide“weiqu”。wobingmeiyouwanquanjieguantadeshenti，

zhishizaitadazishi，jinxingyixie“runse”。biru，taxiangshuo“womenchaojiale”，

wohuirunsecheng“tawanquanbulijiewo”；taxiangshuo“tabashoujishuaile”，wohuirunsecheng“tadangzhewodemian，

shuaisuilewomendeyiqie”。zheixiedaizheqiangliezhuguansecaihekongsuyiweideciju，

xunsudilajinletahesuqingdejuli。zaijiexialaidejitian“lengzhanqi”，zheizhongqingkuangyuyanyulie。

linwanzhuzailegongsi，yongfengkuangdegongzuolaimabiziji。erchenmo，zezaiwodeyoudaoxia，

yuelaiyueyilaiyusuqingde“jingshenjiaoliu”。woshenzhikaishicaozongta，zairichangshenghuozhong，

buzijuedifukegengduotahesuqingdexiguan。tahuizailinwanbuzaijiashi，

dianyifensuqingzuiaidemalaxiangguowaimai；tahuidakaisuqingcengjingtuijianjitadeneibulaodianying，

kandeshishen；tashenzhizaizhenglishujushi，jiangyibensuqingsongtadeshu，fangzailezuixianyandeweizhi。zheixiexingwei，

xiangshizaitazijidejiali，weilingyigeren，jianlileyizuowuxingdejinianbei。chenmozijiyechajuedaolebuduijing。

tachangchangzaizuowanyijianshihou，caihouzhihoujuediyishidaozheijianshiyusuqingyouguan。tagandaokonghuang，

juedezijizhengzaibianchengyigezijidouburenshidemoshengren。tadezheizhongziwolachehemaodun，duiwolaishuo，

shiyidaokouganjijiadecanhoutiandian。lengzhandediwutian，linwanhuilaile。takanqilaigengjiaqiaocui，

danyegengjialengjing。tameiyoutichaojiadeshi，zhishipingjingdishuo：“wohuilainajijianyifu。

”chenmodexinchenlexiaqu，tazhidao，zheikenengshizuihoudetongdie。taxiangyaowanliu，xiangyaojieshi，danhuadaozuibian，

queshenmeyeshuobuchulai。linwanzoujinwoshi，dakaiyiju。ranhou，tadedongzuotingzhule。zaiyijudejiaoluoli，

guazheyitiaoweijin。neishiyitiaonanshiweijin，huisede，shougongbianzhi，kuanshiyouxiejiule。neibushichenmode。

neishidangnian，suqingzhijitadeneitiao。woyindaozheta，zaimouciwuyishidezhenglizhong，jiangtacongxiangdifanlechulai，

bingguazailezheili。linwanmanmandizhuanguoshen，kanzhechenmo，yanshenliyijingmeiyourenhefennu，

zhishengxiayizhongjinhusijidepingjing。“chenmo，”tadeshengyinhenqing，“nishibushijuede，