yiwanjiededoushishenghuoticaixiaoshuo《tuibian》shi“xinmenxiangqiankai”deqingxinzhizuo，shuzhongzhurengongshiguyuezhijiangqing，xiaoshuogushijianshushi：tamenshuo，guyuezhineiyangduiwo，zhengshitaxihuanwodebiaoxian。jiulianguyuezhibiaobaideshihouyeshuo：“jiangqing，woyaobushixihuanni，wohuiduiniyaoqiuzheimeyangema？”……
第1章蜕变
yuwoxianglianshiniandeguyuezhishigewanmeinvyou。
zhangdepiaoliang，nenglihao，weiyidequedianjiushixihuandajiwo。
wokaolediermeikaodiyi，huibeitashuo“bugoucongming”。
wohaoburongyizhuandaogaofei，quebeitashuowoxiededongxi“haowujiazhi”。
houlai，xifudianli，dangguyuezhizhizewoshencailiandebugouhao，chuanqixifumeiyouyidianxinlangyangshi。
wozhongyubengkuile，diyicichaotasihou：“niyaoshijuedewobugouhao，jiubuyaohewojiehuna！”
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xifudianli，dangwocongshiyijianlizouchulaideshihou，lianpangbianmoshengdegukedourenbuzhujinghu。
daogou**weixiaozheshuo：“jiangxianshengyougaoyoushou，chuanqizheitaoxifulaizhenshuai。”
“kuaijiniweihunqikankanba，tayidinghuixihuande。”
woxiaozhehuiying：“neikebuyiding，tazheigerenyaoqiugaodehen。”
bijingxiangchushiyunian，guyuezhiduiwoyizhidoushigaoyaoqiu，congweikuajiangguowoyiju。
keshijintian，wokanxiangjingzilideziji，kuanjianzhaiyao，tingbaxiuqi，hezheitaoxifuxiangchenzhiji。
woxiang，guyuezhiyinggaihuixihuandeba？
tahuikuawoma？huijuedewoshuaima？huixiangxifudianlideqitaqiziyiyangbeijingyandehebulongzuima？
huaizhezheiyangdeqidai，wolvedaijinzhangdilalelaguyuezhideyijiao。
zhishixiayike，wodeqidaibianbeiwuqingdiniansuile。
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guyuezhizhuanguotoulai，shangxiadaliangzhewo，shuochulaidediyijuhuashi：“jiangqing，nihaishitaipangle。”
wodexiaorongjiangzailianshang，lianyipangdedaogoudouyouxiebuzhisuocuo。
“lianzhong，shoubeicu，gujiada，yaozhuang，chuanqilaiyidiandoubuhaokan。”
guyuezhitanlekouqi：“jiangqing，nichuanzheitaoxifu，zhendeyidianxinlangyangdoumeiyou，yejiuwonengrenshouni。”
tadeshengyinshuodabuda，queganghaoshidianneimeigerendounengtingdaodechengdu。
geyangdemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，tongqingde，chaofengde，kanhaoxide······
neiyike，woganjuewozhishiyijianbeiguyuezhisiyidaliangdeshangpin，erbushiyigeren。
woyikouqikazaihoulongkou，xinlidusaidejihuwufahuxi。
mingmingweilechuanxiazheitaoxifu，woyijinganzhaoguyuezhideyaoqiu，meitianyundong；
mingmingsangeyue，womeitiandouzhichiyidingdiandongxi，haoburongyishouleershijin，jiushixiangzaihunlishanghaokandian，zhanzaitapangbiannengpeideshangta。
weishenme，tahaiyaozheiyangshuowoa？
yexushiduoridejierangwoqingxubuwen，youhuoxushiqidailuokongdeganjueshizainanshou。
zongzhi，zheiyike，renleshiniandewobuxiangzairenle。
wochexialingdai，diyicichaotasihou：“guyuezhi，niyaoshijuedewobugouhao，jiubuyaohewojiehuna！”
“shi，womeiyouxinlangyang，wopeibushangni，suoyizheihun，wobujiele！”
zaiguyuezhijingyademuguangzhong，woshenxiyikouqi，zhongyushuochuleneijuwushucipanxuanzaiwonaohailidehua：
“guyuezhi，womenfenshouba。”
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zhidaoxiongdiyelulaijiewodeshihou，wodexiongkouhaishiyizhenyizhendeteng。
quxiaojiehundexiaoxizaipengyouquanyifachu，dajiafenfenlaiwenwozenmehuishi。
zuiduodeyanlunbianshi：“jiangqing，niheguyuezhishibushiyoushenmewuhui？”
“taneimehaodenvren，cuoguolekejiumeiyoule。”
jiulianwomayezhanzaiguyuezhineibian：“wotingyuezhishuolenimendeshiqing，jiuyijianxiaoshi，meibiyaofangzaixinshang。”
erguyuezhizhishijiwofalesangezi：“bienaole。”
wowozheshouji，yiguwuligancongxindimanyanerchu。
没人理解我。
bijingzaidajiayanli，guyuezhijiushigewanmeinvyou。
zhangdepiaoliang，nenglihao，huizhuanqian，hewotanleshinianhaicongbuchugui。
yaoshuoyoushenmequedian，jiushixihuandayawo。
womenshiqingmeizhuma，congxiaoyiqizhangda。
tashuyu“bierenjiadehaizi”，shishidounengzuohao，yangyangbiwolihai。
keshi，shangtianshigongpingde，jiyuletatianfudetongshi，yejiletayigebukandejiating。
tademuqinzaoshi，fuqinshigeshiyekuang，xianshaoguanta，zhiyouzaitanaleshenmejiangxiangdeshihou，caihuiduokantaliangyan。
yinci，guyuezhigewaizaoshu。
yuanzilidexiaohaidouhaizaiwannibadeshihou，guyuezhiyijingkaishicanjiaaoshujingsai，bingqienengnajiangle。
buxingdeyuanshengjiating，zaojiuleguyuezhilengdandexingge。weiduduiwo，tahuiluchudushedeyimian。
wokaolediermeikaodiyi，tahuiqiaowodenaodaishuowo“bugoucongming”，huizhizhewodecuotixiongwo“weishenmezheimejiandandetidouhuizuocuo”。
wocanjiajingsaizhinadaotongpai，nadaojinpaidetahuihentiebuchenggang，lenglengdizhizewoshi“mutounaodai”。
zaiwodeqingchunli，womazuiaishuodejiushi“nikankanrenjiaguyuezhi，duoyouxiu，**kaodiyi，najiangnadaoshouruan。”
keyishuo，woshizaiguyuezhideyinyingxiazhangdade。
wobuxihuantazongshijiangwobiandeyiwenbuzhi，yetaoyanmamazongnawohetazuobijiao。
kezaiqingdouchukaidesuiyueli，dajiaqueshuowoheguyuezhishi“huanxiyuanjia”。
tamenshuo，guyuezhineiyangduiwo，zhengshitaxihuanwodebiaoxian。
jiulianguyuezhibiaobaideshihouyeshuo：“jiangqing，woyaobushixihuanni，wohuiduiniyaoqiuzheimeyangema？”
neishitadiyicizheimewenroudiduiwoshuohua，shaonvmeiyanrouhe，yandishengfangzhexiaoyi。
zhouweiqihongshengbuduan，rangwowuxiagujixindideneidianbushi。
wojiuzheimexilihutudiheguyuezhizaiyiqile。
zheiyihutu，bianshishinian。
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yelushiwodaxueshizuihaodepengyou，yeshiweiyizhichiwofenshouderen。
daxueshi，youyihui，guyuezhiyuezhewoyiqiqutushuguanzixi。
zhoumoqidianzhongqichuangkebushiyishi，jinguanwoyijingpinmingchongci，kehaishichidaoleliangfenzhong。
neishiguyuezhishuangbeijiaocha，shensebuyue：“jiangqing，weishenmeniyidianshijianguanniandoumeiyou？”
“niyihougongzuole，jiankehuyeyaozheiyangchidaoma？yaoshishejidaoshangqianwandehezuozenmeban？”
woxiayishidixiangdaoqian，kechenyunhuilaideyeluquebawolazaileshenhou。
“zhoumohaiyaozaoqipeinizixibenlaijiushifanrenxingde，jiangqingnengzuodaoyijinghenbangle。”
“erqiejiuchidaoleliangfenzhong，niyoubiyaoshanggangshangxiandema？”
congneishiqi，guyuezhiheyeludeguanxijiubiandehencha。
yeluhenxihuankuawo，wojidiandiertahuikua，woguolesijitahuikua，jiulianwozaoqishangzaobatayehuikua。
tashuo：“nibietingguyuezhidehua，jiangqingniyijinghenniule！”
zheizhongkending，shiwoershiyunianderenshenglicongweidedaoguodedongxi。
yinciwofeichangxihuanheyeludaizaiyiqi。
guyuezhiduiciquechizhiyibi：“takuani，buguoshixiangrangnijiaoao，congerkanbudaozijidebuzu。”
“qianxushirenzisheng，xiangwozheiyangzhijiedianchunidequexian，caishizhendeweinihao！”
tanqiyelu，guyuezhizongshirenbuzhumeixinqingcu，jinminshuangchun。
wozhidao，zheishitaxinqingbuhaodebiaoxian。meicitayibaichuzheigebiaoqing，wojiumianbuleyaoaixun。
woxiangfanbota，shuoyelubushineiyangde。keshikongjuquewulaiyoudimanyankailai，jiangwosisididingzaiyuandi。
我太害怕了。
wohaipaguyuezhidefennu，haipatadezhize。
yelutingdaozheishishizhishiqingqingtanlekouqi：“jiangqing，beidayaguanlederenshihennanzhengtuode。”
“慢慢来吧。”
suoyijintian，tingdaowozhongyuxiadingjuexinheguyuezhifenshou，yelugewaigaoxing。
tapotianhuangbaolewoyixia，qingshengshuo：“gongxijiangqing，tuolikuhai。”
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yelubawodaidaoletajia，rangwozanshizhuzaiciwo。
tabawolingjinfangjian：“jiangqing，zheishiwomeidefangjian，zanshixianzaixiongdizheiweiquyixiaba。”
wokanzhefensedeqiangzhi，miqideshuzhuo，chuangshanghaiyouyigeshuangmaweideyangwawa，bujinyouxiehuanghu。
buguoyexingba，bijingshijisu，xiongdiyemeishouwofangzu。
“很棒了！”
guyuezhishigejijianzhuyizhe，jialiyiheibaihuiweizhu。
duiyuwodexihao，tazhihuichixiaoyisheng，chaofengdao：“jiangqing，nideshenmeizhenshisubukenai。”
xiangdaozheili，wodexinliyoushiyizhencitong。
ruguoshuo，guyuezhishiworenshengzhongyichangnanyichajuedeemeng。
neimeyelu，dagaijiushishangtianduiwodemibuba。
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wozhunbeiquwoheguyuezhidehunfangshoushidongxi。
quemeixiangdaowodaohunfangdeshihou，guyuezhiyijinghuilaile。
tazuozaishafashang，lanlandixianlexianyanpi：“naogoule，huilaile？”
wojilikezhifazhandeshengyin：“womeiyounao，guyuezhi，woshuofenshoushirenzhende。”
“zheicihuilai，woshilaishoushidongxide。”
chuhuyiliaodeshi，guyuezhiyijuhuayemeiyoushuo，zhishijingjingdizuozaineili，shuangshoujiaocha，sixiaofeixiaodikanzhewo。
woannazhuxindidebushi，kaishishoushiqidongxi。
qishiwodedongxibusuanduo，zhenzhengshuyuwodedongxizhiyoujijian。
dabufen，doushibanguolaizhihou，guyuezhijiwomaide。
gangtongjuneihui，takanzhewohuahualvlvdeshukoubeihemaojin，zhoulezhoumeitou。
“jiangqing，nidedongxizenmetulituqide，nankansile。”
diertian，tajiubaneixiedongxiquanhuandiaole。
woquhetalilun，taquehaobuzaihudishuo：“nidedongxitaidiji，shangbuletaimian，suoyiwohuanle。”
neishiwodiyicixiangfenshou。
wobumingbai，gerenxihao，weishenmehuiyougaodiguijianzhifen？
kewomaquanwo：“yuezhixihuannijiusuitaqubei，nimendouzaiyiqizheimeduonianle，zongbunengweilezheimedianxiaoshifenkai。”
那一次，我妥协了。
henjiuhouwocaiyishidao，zheigenbenbushixiaoshi。
rangzijigandaobushufudeyiqieshiqing，doubuyinggaishixiaoshi。
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zheigejia，weiyirangwoliuliandejiushiwoxiezuodeneigejiaoluo。
yizhangzhuozi，yizhantaideng，yitaidiannao，quechuangzuolewushuzuopin。
wocongxiaojiuxihuanxiedongxi，danguyuezhizongshizhizewo“buwuzhengye”，wozhihaozanshigezhilezheigeaihao。
zhidaoshangledaxue，shijianduole，woyouzhongxinkaishixiezuo，diyigeduzhejiushiguyuezhi。
womanxinhuanxidixiwangtanengkuakuawodezuopin，ketakanwanhou，zhishilenglengdishuo：“nixiededongxigoupibutong，yiwenbuzhi。”
“jiangqing，nizaixiezuoshangmeiyoutianfu，fangqiba。”
kewodadishiaixiezuode，diyicimeiyoutingtadehua。
wojianchixielexiaqu，zheiyixie，haizhenrangwoxiechulemingtanglai。
nadaodiyibigaofeideshihou，woyouxiedeyidixiangguyuezhixuanyao：“woxiededongxinadaoqianle，youzuzu300ni！”
woxiangxiangtazhengming，woxiededongxiyourenkan，shenzhiyourenyuanyiweizhifufei。
woxiangzhengming，womeiyoutasuoshuodeneimecha。
neici，guyuezhishishenmefanyingni？
tayimushixing，jikuaidisaoleyiyanwodezuopin，ranhouzhijiexiadinglun：“haowujiazhidedongxi。”
tagaogaozaishangdekanzhewo，yanshenlinanyanchaofeng：“zheigeshijieshanghaishihaoxinrenduo，gujishiweilegulinizheigexinrencaijinidashang。”
“niyiwei，nizhendexiedehenhao？”
tademeigezidouhuazuoliren，bawoxinjianshangmingweiqidaideqipaochuopo，zhiliuxiakuilande，liunongdeshangkou。
houlai，buguanwoxiezuozhuanleduoshaoqian，wodouzaimeiyouheguyuezhishuoguo。
woshenxiyikouqi，zhengzhunbeishouqidiannao，queturanfaxiandiannaoshikaizhede。
dakaipingmu，zhuomianshangdecungao，jingrandouxiaoshile！
neikeshi10wzidecungao，meigezidoushiwofanfuzhenzhuozhihoucaiqiaoxiade，limianbaohandexinxue，buyaneryu。
wofankanlelajitong，youquchazhaowordlimiandelishijilu。
meiyou，meiyou，doumeiyou！
zhiyouyigerenhuizuozheiyangdeshiqing······
shenhouturanchuanlaiguyuezhideshengyin，tayizaimenbiankanzhewo，yanshenhuianbuming：
“nixiededongxi，wobangnishanle。wokan，jiushizheizhongmeiyongdedongxi，banidexindounongpiaole。”
“nibuhuiyiwei，kaozheizhongyiwenbuzhidedongxi，nijiukeyilikaiwo，duzishenghuoleba？”
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