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小说简介

《tadetaiji，shiwomeimeidesiwangbiaoji》zheibenxiaoshuozhangjiehenxiyinyanqiu，rangrenkanleaibushishou，gushiqingjieyihuankouyihuan，gushizhizhongdezhujiaolinwanjianglin，quzhechuanqidegushizhendehennairenxunwei，kanlehenduoxiaoshuo，zheishizuihaode！xiaoshuojingxuan:fachumijierkuangbaodepipasheng，xiangwushuzhibinglengdeshouzaipinmingpaida。danzheizheneryulongdeyusheng，cikequexiangshiconglingyigeyaoyuande、niuqudeshikongchuanlai，mohuer……

精彩章节

zuoweixinlizixunshi，wojiezhenguozuitebiedebingrenlinwan。tapingjingdigaosuwo：“woshalewozhangfu，

yongdongyangtuiqiaosuiletadetou。”jingfangquerendingshiyiwaisiwang，anjianzaoyilejie。zhiliaozhongwofaxian，

tamiaoshudezhangfunvedaishoufa，jingyuwomeimeishengqianzaoyuwanquanyizhi。dangwokandaojuanzonglizhangfushitizhaopianshi，

hunshenxueyedouninggule。tahoujingdehudiexingtaiji，fenmingshuyuwoshizongduoniandechulian。

erlinwanzaizuihouyicizhenliaoshi，turanduiwoguiyiyixiao：“xiayisheng，

**meideweidao……hewozhangfuxingrongdeyimoyiyang。”gangbijianxuantingzaizhiyeshangfang，

yidinongchoudemozhiwushengdiningju、zhuiluo，zaixuebaidepinggubiaoshangyunkaiyixiaotuanyoushendelan。

xiangyidiwufashiqudewuxue。chuangwaideyuxiadenianni，shuizhushunzhebinglengdeboliwanyanpaxing，

jiangchengshidenghuolachechengyipianhundunerniuqudeguangyun。zhenshilizhikaizheyizhangulinglingdetaideng，

guangxianbeidengzhaoshoushu，zaiwomianqiandezhiyeshangtouxiayiquancanbaideguangyun，

qiyukongjianzechenruyizhonglingrenzhixideanyingli。kongqilixiaodushuihejiuzhizhangdeweidaohunhezaiyiqi，

chenmenderangrentoubuguoqi。zhijianwuyishidinianzheneiyebobodebinglizhi，

fachuxiweide、lingrenfanzaodemocasheng。linwan。zheigemingzizaishejianwushengdigunguo，

daizheyizhongnanyiyanyudebinglengzhongliang。tashangyicizuozaiduimianneizhangshenhuiseshafashangdeqingjing，

qingxiderutongluoyin。neinvrenshenshangdaizheyizhongbeishenghuochediniansuihoudemamu，

shengyinpingbandexiangyikuaijintoulebingshuideshengtie：“xiayisheng，woshalewozhangfu。”tadunledun，

sihuzaihuiweimougezhongyaodexijie，“yongbingxianglidongdebangyingdeyangtuigu，qiaosuiletadetou。

”neichenshudemeiyigezi，douxiangdaizhedaocidebingzhui，zhajinwodeermo。

kejuanzonglijingfangdejielunquejieranxiangfan——yiwaihuadao，hounaozhuangjiyingwuzhisi。

yijiandingshu、linjumohubuqingdezhengci……suoyoubinglengdeqianyinwenzidouzhixiangyigewukebianbodejieguo：yiwai。

anzizaoyigaiguandinglun，guidangfengcun。gangbizhongyuluoxia，

zai“chuangshanghouyingjizhangai（ptsd）”he“yiyuzhuangtai”houmiandalegou。

bijianyixiang“baoliqingxiangpinggu”neiyilan，quejiujiuwufaluoxia。tamiaoshuzhangfusiwangguochengshi，

yandishenchuneiyishanershide、jinhutaotiebandeqiyimanzugan，rutongguimeidelinhuo，zaiwonaohailiyouyouranshao。

zhijianxiadezhizhangbianyuanyijingbeirouniedeqilemaobian。woqiangpozijilengjing。zhuanye，xiazhi，zhuanyeshinidekuijia。

woshenxiyikouqi，neidaizhexiaodushuiweidebinglengkongqimianqiangyaxiaxintoufanyongdehanyi。

muguangzhongxinjujiaozaibinglishang，zhunbeixiexia“difengxian”depingguyijian。“du，dudu。

”menbeijiyoufencundiqiaoxiang，sansheng，jiangejunyun，limaodejinhukeban。“qingjin。

”wodeshengyintingqilaihaisuanpingwen。menwushengdihuakai。linwanzoulejinlai。

tajintianchuanlejianxidefabaideqianhuisebomaoyi，xiabaiyouxiesongkua，

gengchendetazhenggerenshouxuedexiangyipiansuishihuibeifengchuizoudeyezi。lianshangmeishenmexuese，

yanxiadeqingheiyufashenzhong，fangfolianzheaolejigetongxiao。

taanjingdizaiduimianneizhangkuandadejihuyaojiangtatunshideshenhuisebuyishafashangzuoxia，

shuangbeixiguanxingdihuanbaozhuziji，yigefangyudezishi。muguangdichui，

luozaizijineishuangbinglongde、weiweizhandoudexigaishang。“linnvshi，”wojinliangrangyuqiwenhe，

“zuijinganjuezenmeyang？shuimianhaoxielema？”tachenmolejimiao，caihuanhuantaiqiyan。neishuangyanjinghenda，

quekongdongdejingren，xiangliangkouganhedeshenjing，yingbuchusihaoguangliang。“haishi……neiyang。”shengyinqingpiaopiaode，

daizhezhangqishimiandeshaya，“bishangyan，jiunengtingjian……tingjiangutousuidiaodeshengyin。hencui……xiangbingliekai。

”tamiaoshudeshengyinjingzhundekepa。wodeweibuyizhenxiweidejingluan。“neigeshengyin，”woyindaozhe，

“rangnixiangdaoleshenme？”tadejiemaojuliedizhandongleyixia，huanbaozijideshoubeishoudegengjin，

zhijieyonglidaofanbai。“ta……tayiqian……”tadeshengyinkaishibuwen，xiangfengzhongjijiangximiedezhuhuo，

“yexihuantingdongxisuidiaodeshengyin。panzi，beizi……shuaizaidishang，hualayixia……”tatingdunle，

zuichunminchengyitiaocangbaidezhixian。zhenshilizhishengxiachuangwaiyudiqiaodabolidedandiaoshengxiang，

yijiqiangshangguazhongmiaozhenguilvde“da、da”tiaodong，meiyixiadouqiaozaijinbengdeshenjingshang。“houlaini？

”woqingshengwen，nuliweichishengyindepingwen。zhiyedebennengrangwobuzhuodaotahuayulideyichang。

“houlai……”tamengdixileyikouqi，jianbangweiweisongqi，fangfozhengchengshouzhewuxingdezhongya，

“houlaijiubiancheng……tingwoshenshanggutoudeshengyinle。”tadeshengyindixiaqu，daizheyizhonglingrenxinjidemamu，

“tashuo，neishengyin……genghaoting。”wodehuxiyizhi。kongqilineiguxiaodushuideweidaozhouranbiandenongliecibi。

zhenshiqiangbishangneixierouhemisedetuliao，cikefangfodouniuquchenglewushengdechaofeng。wogezaixishangdeshou，

zhijianbingliang。“tashizenmezuode？”wowen，shengyinpingwendelianwozijidoujuedemosheng，

xianggezhehouhoudebolizaishuohua。linwandetouchuidegengdile，xisuideefazhezhuletadeyanjing，

zhiliuxiayigecuiruodexiahexiantiao。“ta……liqihenda。”takaishimiaoshu，yusuhenman，

meigezidouxiangshicongchifenglijiannandijichulai，“xihuanningwodeshouwan，huozhe……qiazhewodebozi，

bawoanzaiqiangshang。tahuiyizhiyongli，zhidaotingjian……gutouzaixiang。

”takongmangdemuguangtouxiangzhenshijiaoluoliyipenyepianfeidadelvzhi，fangfoneilizhengshangyanzhewushengdekongbupian，

“ka…kakade……henmen……xiangmutouzailiekai……”wodexinzangxiangshibeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，

zhouransuojin。xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，youzaixiayimiaotundeganganjingjing，liuxiacigudehanyi。

shouwan……bozi……anzaiqiangshang……“haiyouni？”wodehoulongfagan，shengyinbengdexiangyigenladaojixiandexian。

lizhizaijianjiaozhejinggao：tingxia！xiazhi，zheishibingrendechuangshang，bushinide！

keshentilidemeiyigexibaodouzaifengkuangdijiaoxiaozhe，cuicuzheneigehuzhiyuchudedaan。

linwansihuwanquanchenjinzaizijideshijieli，duiwodeyiyanghaowuchajue。“dongtian……yangtaihenleng，

”tadeyanshenkongdongdipiaoxiangchuangwaihuiandetiankong，

“tabawotuichuqu……suoshangmen……chuanhenshaodeyifu……”tadeshentikaishiwufayizhidixiaofuduzhandou，

yachiqingqingkepengzaiyiqi，

“dongdeshoubule……xiangqiaomen……tajiugezheboli……xiao……”tadeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，

……”yangtai……suomen……hanleng……gezhebolidexiao……“weng——”juliedeerminghaowuzhengzhaodizhaxiang，

shunjiantunshilechuangwaideyushengheguazhongdedida。yanqianlinwanneizhangcangbaicuiruodeliankongzhouranmohu、niuqu、bianxing，

beilingyizhanggengjianianqing、chongmanjingkonghejuewangdeliansuofugai——xiaomo！womeimeixiamo！

neizhangzhaopianlidinggezaitashiliusuishengrineitian，xiaorongcanlanruchaoyangdelian！

jiyidezhamenbeixiongyongdechaoshuihongranchongkai。wunianqianneigebinglengdeqingchen。

muqinxiesidilidekuhaojihuyaoxianfanwuding。jingchadeshengyinchenzhongergongshihua，

meiyigezidouxiangcuilebingdedingzizajinwodegutouli：“……chubupanduan，

shengqianzaoshouguoyanzhongbaoli……duochuruanzuzhicuoshang，

”neixiebeikeyichenfeng、yongwushugeriyedemangliuhesuoweide“zhuanyelengjing”qiangxingyajinxindizuishenchudehuamian，

cikezailinwanneihaowubolandexushuzhong，beicanrendi、yisibuchadifukechulai！meiyigexijie，

meiyizhongshoufa，shenzhishinvezheneizhongbingtaide**miaoshu……douyansihefeng！womengdiyaozhuzijidexiachunneice，

yigunongzhongdetiexiuweishunjianzaikouqianglimimankailai。jianruidetengtongmianqianglahuiyisiyaoyaoyuzhuidelizhi。buxing，

xiazhi，bunengzaizheilishitai！zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，yongjinquanshenliqicaikezhizhushentijuliedezhandou。

woshenzhinengganjuedaoejiaoqinchudelenghanzhengyanzhetaiyangxuehualuo。“linnvshi，

”wodeshengyingansedexiangshazhimoca，meiyigezidoujiannanwubi，

“ni……miaoshudezheixie……xijie……feichangjuti。”woqiangpozijitaiqitou，

yingshangtaneishuangyijiukongdongdeyanjing，shituzailimianxunzhaoyisiweizhuangdehenji，

huozherenhenengzhengmingzheizhishikepaqiaohedepozhan，“nengzai……jutishuoshuoma？

biru……tayoumeiyoushenmetebiede……xiguan？huozhe……shentitezheng？

”linwansihubeiwodewentilahuileyidianshenzhi。taweiweipianlepiantou，xiangshizainulihuiyi。

zhenshilisijiyipian，zhiyoukongdiaoweiruodeqiliushenghewomenliangrenyayidehuxi。“xiguan……”tanannanzhe，

yanshenyijiukongdongdiluozaikongqizhongmougebucunzaidedianshang，“ta……xihuanzaishihou……zhudongxichi。

henxiang……routangdeweidao……”tademeitoujibukechadiculeyixia，fangfobeineixuwudeqiweikunrao，

“tebieshi……zuowan……neixieshizhihou。”wodeweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，jihuyaoouchulai。

“shentitezhengni？”wozhuiwen，shengyinbengdegengjin，zhijiajihuyaoqianjinrouli。

“tezheng……”tachenmolepianke，sihuzaijiyidesuipianzhongjiannansouxun。shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，

meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。zhongyu，taxiangshixiangqileshenme，

kongdongdeyanshenlilveguoyisijidandelianyi，

gendedifang……youyixiaokuai……anhongsedetaiji……xingzhuang……xiangzhipazhede……hudie……”hudietaiji！

xiangyidaowushengdejingleizainaohailizhakai！yanqianshunjianyipiankongbai，erpanzhishengxiaxueyefengkuangbenliudehongming！

neigeyinji！neigeduyiwuer、rutongluoyinbandeyinji！tashuyuyigenanren！

yigezaiwoqingsemengdongdeshiqisui，rutongchireyangguangbanchuangruwoshengming，

youzaiwohaowufangbeishizhouranxiaoshi、zhiliuxiawujintongkuhemituandenanren——jianglin！wodechulian！neigeyuye，

tashiluludizhanzaiwojiamenwai，yanjinglishengmanleshaonianrenguntangdeaiyihemouzhongnanyiyanyudeguyong。

tabenzhuodiweiwochengsan，yushuishunzhetadefashaodiluo，

houjingneimeixiaoxiaode、anhongsedehudiexingtaijizailudengxiaqingxikejian。taxinshidandandishuoyaobaohuwo，

baohuxiaomo，kejiuzaineigexiatianzhihou，tajiuxiangrenjianzhengfaleyiyang，zaiwuyinxun。erjinjieerlaide，

jiushixiaomodeehao……dangshihunluanbukan，jingfangdiaochadezhongxinquanzaixunzhaoneigenvedaixiaomodechusheng，

江临的失踪，

zhibeiliaocaodijiluzai“xiangguanrenyuanshilian”debeizhulanli……wushuposuide、ranxuedexiansuosuipian，

zaizheiyikebeiyiguwuxingde、binglengdeliliangmengdizhuaidaoyiqi，fachulingrenyasuande、zhimingdeyaohesheng！

de、yumeimeiruchuyizhedenvedaishouduan……linwankouzhongneigebeita“shasi”dezhangfu……yigekongbudeniantou，

daizhediyudehanqi，shunjianjuezhulewo——neigebeilinwanyongdongyangtui“shasi”dezhangfu，

neigebeijingfangpandingweiyiwaisiwangde“shouhaizhe”，tadeshitizhaopian！juanzongliyidingyoutadeshitizhaopian！

“baoqian，linnvshi！”womengdizhanqishen，dongzuofududadedaidaoleyizi，fachuyishengcierdeguacasheng。

“woturan……youdianjishi！jintiandezixun……womengaiqi！gaiqi！

”wodeshengyinwanquanshiqulepingridecongrong，jianruidebianlediao，daizhewufayanshidejinghuang。

linwansihubeiwojuliedefanyingjingdaole。tamangranditaiqitou，neishuangkongdongdeyanjingzhongyujujiaozaiwolianshang，

daizheyisikunhuo。tameiyoushuohua，zhishijingjingdikanzhewo，neiyanshenshenchu，fangfoyoumouzhongjiqiyouandedongxi，

yishanerguo，kuaiderangwoyiweishicuojue。wogubushangzaijieshi，jihushiliangqiangzhechongxiangmenkou，

shouzhiyinweijuliedezhandou，shileliangcicaizhuazhubinglengdemenbashou，yonglilakai。

zoulanglicanbaidedengguangshunjianyonglejinlai，cidewoyanjingshengteng。wotaoyesidechonglechuqu，

jiangneijianchongmanzhixigandezhenshihelinwanneilingrenbuhanerlidepingjing，yuanyuandishuaizaishenhou。shenhou，

sihuchuanlaiyishengjiqiqingweide、jibukewendetanxi。binglengdejinshudanganjubashou，daizheyizhongcigudehanyi，

jihuyaozhanzhuwohanshidezhangxin。zhijianyinweiyonglierfanbai，kongzhibuzhudiweiweizhandou。

danganshilimimanzhejiuzhizhang、huichenhedandandezhangnaowanhunhedeqiwei，chenmenderangrenchuanbuguoqi。

toudingdebaichidengguanfachuzizidedianliusheng，guangxiancanbai，

jiangyipaipaishenlvsedetiepijuyingzhaoderutongjudade、chenmodeguanguo。

“chengxihuayuanxiaoqu……yiwaisiwang……”wodezuichunwushengdixidong，pingzhejiyizaijumenbiaoqianshangfeisusouxun。

xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidong，meiyicibodongdouchenzhongdizhuangjizheleigu，fachuchenmendeshengxiang，

zhendeermowengwengzuoxiang。weilixiangshisaijinleyikuaichenzhongdebing，chendiandiandiwangxiazhui，

dailaiyizhenzhenbinglengdeexingan。zhaodaole！shouzhimengdidunzhu。

biaoqianshangyinzhebinglengde“gqu-xingshi（yijie）-yiwaisiwang”。woyonglilakaichenzhongdejumen，

tieqimocafachulingrenyasuande“gazhi”sheng。limianzhengqimafangzheshenlansedejuanzongjia。muguangrutongtanzhen，

kuaisusaoguocejishangdayindedizhiheriqi。“huayuanxiaoqu7dong402……jiangmou……”jiushita！

wojihushicubaodijiangneihouhoudeyidiejuanzongchoulechulai，zhizhanghesuliaofengpimocafachuhualadeshengxiang，

zaisijidedanganshilixiandegewaicier。gubushangqupangbiandeyueduzhuo，wobeikaozhebinglengdetiepijumen，

shouzhizhandoudejihuwufakongzhi，huluandifandongzheneixiebinglengdezhizhang。

xianchangzhaopian、kanyanbilu、fayibaogao……yizhangzhangjiluzhesiwangdezhiyezaiyanqianfeisulveguo，

xiangheibaimopianlikuaijindekongbuhuamian。zhongyu！wodedongzuozhouranjiangzhu。muguangsisididingzaifankaidezheiyiyeshang。

neishiyizhangshititoubudetexiezhaopian。paishejiaodushicongcehoufang。sizhefuwozaibinglengdedizhuanshang，liankongchaoxia，

shensedexueyeyijingninggufahei，zaidimianwanyanchengyipianbuguizede、chouloudewuji。hounaodeweizhi，

yigekepadeaoxianchumujingxin，zhouweizhanzheanhongdexuejiahejilvjiujiedetoufa。erjiuzaineishangkouxiafang，

kaojinjingzhuidingduan、beinongmiheifashaoshaofugaidebianyuanchu——yikuaianhongsedeyinji，

qingxidiluoyinzaicangbaidepifushang！

xingzhuang……bianyuandehudu……neizhongdutede、fangfodaizhemouzhongxieeshengminglideanhong……hudie！

yizhizhankaichibang、pafuzaineilide、anhongsedehudie！“hong——！

”naozilixiangshiyoushenmedongxichedizhakaile！

—danganshidianliudezizisheng、zijicuzhongrufengxiangbandechuanxisheng、xueyebenliudehongmingsheng——shunjianquanbuxiaoshi。

shijiexianruyipiansijidekongbai。shijianfangfoninggule。woxiangyizunbeizhouranchouqulinghundenisu，

jianglizaibinglengcigudetiepijuqian。shouzhihaisisidiniezheneizhangbobode、quezhongyuqianjindeshijianzhaopian。

shixianmohuleyouqingxi，qingxileyoumohu，fanfujujiaozaineikuaixiaoxiaode、anhongsedeyinjishang。zhendeshita。

jianglin。neigeshiqisuiyuyeli，yanshenguntang，benzhuodiweiwochengsan，houjingdaizhezheizhi“hudie”，

xinshidandanshuoyaobaohuwohexiaomodeshaonian。neigezaixiaomochushiqian，

rutongrenjianzhengfabanxiaoshidewuyingwuzongdenanren。neige……linwankouzhong，

yongjinshijianzuicanrenshouduanzhemotadezhangfu。neige……zuizhongbeidongyangtuizasuiletoulude“yiwai”sizhe。

wushugejianruideyiwenrutongcuidudegangzhen，

shunjiancichuanlewoyaoyaoyuzhuidelizhi：tazenmehuichenglelinwandezhangfu？taxiaoshideneijinian，jiujingqulenali？

xiaomo……xiaomoshengqianzaoshoudeyiqie，shibushi……shibushiyechuzitashou？linwan……tazhidaoma？

taweishenmeyaogaosuwozheiyiqie？tazhende“sha”letama？haishi……yigubinglengchegudehanyi，

congjiaodishunjiancuanbianquanshen，meiyigemaokongdouzaijianjiao。weibujuliedijingluan，

houlongshenchuyongshangyiguqiangliedesuanfuqixi。womengdiwuzhuzui，

shentibushoukongzhidishunzhebingliangdetiepijumenhuazuoxiaqu，quansuozaibinglengdeshuinidishang，

jibeijinjindizhejumencucaodelengjiao。zhaopiancongtuolidezhijianpiaoluo，wushengdihuadaodishang。

zhaopianlineizhianhongdehudie，zaicanbaidedengguangxia，jingjingdipafuzhe，chibangdebianyuanfangfozhengweiweixidong，

daizheyizhonglaizidiyudechaonong。sizhoushiwubianwujidesiji，

zhiyouwoyayidaojizhide、duanduanxuxudechouqisheng，zaikongkuangdedanganshiliweiruodihuidang。buzhiguoleduojiu，

yexushijifenzhong，yexushijishifenzhong。danganshibinglengdekongqijihujiangwodongjiang。wofuzhejumen，

yongjinquanshenliqicaizhichengzhezijizhongxinzhanqilai，shuangtuimamudebuxiangshizijide。muguangluozaidishangdezhaopian，

neizhianhongdehudieyijiuzhengningcimu。wowanyao，zhijianchupengdaobingliangdexiangzhi，xiangbeitangdaobanmengdiyisuo，

zuizhonghaishiyaozheyajiangtajianqi，saihuijuanzong。bixuquzhaolinwan。xianzai，like！tuikaidanganshichenzhongdemen，

zoulanglicanbaidedengguangrangwoxiayishidimilemiyan。jiaobuxufu，xiangcaizaimianhuashang。

naoziluanchengyiguofeitengdezhou，wushugeniantoufengkuangchongzhuang：zhiwen？shitan？haishi……baojing？

jianglinshixiaomoandeguanjianxianyiren！kelinwanni？tazaizheigexuanwoli，daodibanyanzheshenmejiaose？

tazuihouneijuguanyu“weidao”dehua……shihuanjuema？huidaozhenshimenkou，woshenxiyikouqi，

shituyaxialianshangguoyumingxiandejinghuanghehunluan，danzhijiandebinglengheweiweidezhandouquewufayanshi。

tuikaimen——zhenshilikongkongruye。neizhangshenhuisedeshafashang，zhiliuxiayigeweiweiaoxiandehenji。

kongqilihaicanliuzhelinwanshenshangneiguruoyousiwude、lianjiaxiangzaohunhezhemouzhongnanyiyanyudechenjiuqixi。

tazoule。yigujudadeshiluohegengjiaxiongyongdebuanshunjianjuezhulewo。taweishenmebudeng？

tashibushi……chajuedaoleshenme？jiexialaidejitian，worutongxingshizourou。shuimianchengleshechipin，

bishangyanjiushixiaomojingkongdelian、jianglinhoujingdehudie、linwankongdongdeyanshen、haiyoujuanzonglineizhangbinglengdezhaopian。

baitianmianduiqitabingrenshi，wobixudiaodongquanbudezhiyesuyang，cainengmianqiangweichibiaomiandezhuanyehezhending。

danzhiyaoshaoyoukongxi，neigubinglengde、hunzazhekongju、fennuhejudayiwendexuanwojiuhuijiangwoshunjiantunshi。

wochangshiguobodalinwanbinglishangliudedianhua。guanji。

yongyuanshibinglengde、jixiedenvsheng：“ninbodadeyonghuyiguanji……”woshenzhizaixiabanhou，

guishishenchadiqulejuanzonglijilude、anfadeneigexiaoqu——chengxihuayuanxiaoqu7dong。laojiudejuminlou，

qiangpibanbotuoluo。zhanzailouxia，taitouwangxiangsilouneishanjinbide、lazhehouzhongchuangliandechuanghu。402shi。

neilijiushijianglinsangmingdedifang。yeshilinwancengjingdediyu。yigunanyiyanyudehanyishunzhejizhuipasheng。

womeiyoushangqu。zhishizhanzaineili，xiangyigemishideyouhun，zhidaoyesewanquantunmeilouyudelunkuo。

linwanmeiyouanyuyueshijianchuxian。fangforenjianzhengfa，rutongdangniandejianglin。zhidaoyizhouhou，

neigetongyangyinchendexiawu。zhenshidemenbeiqingqingtuikai。linwanzoulejinlai。tasihugengshoulexie，

neijiankuandadehuisemaoyizhaozaishenshang，kongdangdangde。lianseyijiucangbai，danyanshen……sihuyounalibuyiyangle。

buzaishizhiqianneizhongkongdongde、beichedichougandemamu。neilimianduoleyizhongdongxi。

yizhongjiqiyouande、nanyizhuomodedongxi，xiangshentandixiaqianzangdeanliu。taanjingdizuoxia，

zishiyijiudaizhefangyuxingdequansuo，danmuguangquebuzaidichui，ershizhijieluozailewodelianshang。

neimuguangpingjingdekepa，daizheyizhongchuantouxingdeshenshi。“linnvshi，”wonulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwen，

danweiyinhaishixieluleyisibuyichajuedejinbeng，“nishangzhoutiqianlikaile。zuijinganjuezenmeyang？

”tameiyoulikehuida。zhenshilimimanzheyizhonglingrenzhixidechenmo。chuangwaidetiansebizhiqiangenganle，

wuyundichui，yunniangzheyichanggengdadeyu。guangxiantouguobaiyechuangdefengxi，

zaitacangbaidelianshangtouxiajidaominganjiaocuodetiaowen。“wozuolegemeng，xiayisheng。”tazhongyukaikoule，

shengyinhenqing，queyichangqingxi，meiyigezidouxiangjingguojingxindedamo。wodexinmengdiyitiao。“shenmemeng？

”tadezuijiaosihujiqixiweidixiangshangqiandongleyixia，neihudubinglengdemeiyourenhenuanyi，zhuanshunjishi。

“mengjiantale。”tadunledun，muguangyijiulaolaosuozhewo，“wodezhangfu。

”weibuyoukaishibushoukongzhidichouchu。“zaimengli，tagenwoshuolehenduohua。”linwanjixushuozhe，yusupinghuan，

xiangshizaijiangshuyigeyujiwuguandegushi，“tashuotayiqian……yerenshiyigenvhai。

hennianqing……xiangqingchendaizhelushuidezhizihua……”tademuguangzaiwolianshangqunxun，

daizheyizhonglingrenmaogusongrandetanjiu，“tashuo……neigenvhaidemeimei……weidaohentebie……”“weidao？

”wodeshengyinshunjianbengjin，xiangyigenladaojixianjijiangduanliedexian。yigubinglengdehanyicongjiaodishunjiancuanshangtouding！

laile！neitianzaidanganshimenkou，neijuebushiwodehuanting！linwanfangfomeiyoutingjianwodeyiwen，huozheshuo，

tagenbenbuzaiyi。tadeyanshenbiandeyouxiepiaohu，fangfozhendechenjinzaineigekepademengjingli。

hezhekongju、juewang、haiyou……yidiandian……beichediniansuiqiandebuganxindeweidao……”taweiweiwailewaitou，

lianshangfuxianchuyizhongbingtaide、jinhutianzhenhaoqideshenqing，“tashuo……neishitachangguodezui……chuncuideziwei。

”chuncuideziwei！zheijigezixiangcuidudebingzhui，henhenzhajinwodeermo！

xiaomo……wodemeimei……zaineigechushengyanli，tazhishi……yizhong“ziwei”？！

yigukuangbaodenuhuohunhezhesixinliefeidebeitong，shunjianchongkualewoyaoyaoyuzhuidelizhidiba！

xueyefengkuangdiyongxiangdanao，yanqianzhenzhenfahei。womengdicongyizishangzhanqilai，shuangshouzhongzhongpaizaizhuomianshang，

fachu“peng”deyishengjuxiang！zhuoshangdebitongbeizhendetiaoleqilai，jizhibigunluozaidi。“linwan！

”wodeshengyinjianruidebianlediao，daizhewufayizhidefennuhezhandou，“nijiujingxiangshuoshenme？！

nidaodizhidaoxieshenme？！”linwanbeiwojuliedefanyingjingdeshentixianghouweiweiyisuo，

danlianshangquemeiyourenhekongju。takanzhewo，neishuangyoushendeyanjingli，

neipianyizhilongzhaozhedemamumiwusihuzaishunjiansanjinle，

luchuledixiabinglengerruilide、daizheyisifengkuangxiaoyidehexin！jiuzaiwoshikongnuhoudeshunjian，

tazuijiaoneimobinglengde、guiyidehuduzhouranjiashenle！taweiweiqianqingshenti，

yueguowomenzhijianneizhangbinglengdebangongzhuo，coujinwo。julijindewonengkanqingtacangbaipifuxiaxiweideqingsexueguan。

yigudandande、hunhezhexiangzaohemouzhongnanyixingrongdechenjiuqixipumianerlai。ranhou，taxiaole。

neixiaorongchediniuquletayuanbenqingxiudelianpang，daizheyizhonglingrenxueyedongjiedeeyihe……manzu。

tadeshengyinyadejidi，rutongdushetuxin，meiyigezidouqingxidizuanjinwodeerduoli：“xiayisheng，

”tadeyanjingsisidingzhewo，neiyanshenxiangcuiledudegouzi，“**meideweidao……”taguyitingdunleyixia，

shejianfangfohuiweibanqingqingtianguoganliedexiachun，ranhou，yiziyidundi，jiangneijuzuyijiangwotuorudiyudehua，

dingruwodexinzang：“……hewozhangfuxingrongde，yimo、yiyang。”siji。shijianfangfobeidongjiele。

chuangwaiyunniangyijiudebaoyuzhongyuqingpenerxia，doudadeyudianfengkuangdizazaibolichuangshang，

fachumijierkuangbaodepipasheng，xiangwushuzhibinglengdeshouzaipinmingpaida。danzheizheneryulongdeyusheng，

cikequexiangshiconglingyigeyaoyuande、niuqudeshikongchuanlai，mohuerbuzhenshi。zhenshili，zhiyoulinwanneishuangyanjing。

neishuanggangganghaikongdongmamudeyanjing，cikequeranshaozheyizhongjinhudiankuangde、binglengdehuoyan，sisidijuezhuwo。

neihuoyanlicuimanleedudekuaiyiheyizhong……zhongyudachengmouzhongmudede、lingrenmaogusongrandemanzugan。

tadehua，meiyigezi，douxiangshaohongdeluotie，henhentangzaiwodeshenjingshang。

“**meideweidao……hewozhangfuxingrongde，yimo、yiyang。”xiaomojingkongjuewangdelian，

jianglinhoujingneizhianhongdehudie，juanzonglibinglengdezhaopian，

haiyoulinwancikezheizhangniuqudexiaolian……suoyouzhiliposuide、ranxuedehuamian，

beizheijuedudejieyuqiangxingzhanhezaiyiqi，zuchengyifuwanzhengdaolingrenzhixidediyuhuijuan！wojiangzaiyuandi。

quanshendexueyesihuzaizheiyikechedininggu，youzaixiayimiaofengkuangdiniliuchongshangtouding！yanqianmengdiyihei，

jinxingluanbeng，erduolishijianruide、chixudewengming。chengzhezhuomiandeshouzhiyinweiyongliguoduerzhijiefabai，

zhijiashenshenxianrujianyingdemuzhizhuomian，dailaiyizhenmamudecitong，

quesihaowufahuanjiexinzangbeiyizhiwuxingjushouhenhenzuanjindezhixigan。fennu？bu，neitaiqingle。

shiyanjiangzaixueguanlibenliupaoxiao，shibingchuanzaigusuishenchucuncundongjie！

shixiangyaopushangqusisuiyanqianzheizhangliandefengkuangchongdong，heyizhongbeichedibaguang、dingsizaichiruzhushangdebinglengjuewang！

tazhidaole！tacongyikaishijiuzhidao！zhidaowoshixiamodejiejie！zhidaojianglinshiwodechulian！zhidaoneixiejuanzong！

zhidaowokandaotaijishidebengkui！taxianggegaomingdelieshou，lengjingdi、canrendibuzhizhexianjing，

kanzhewoyibubutarutajingxinshejidejuejing！“ni……”wodehoulongxiangshibeiguntangdeshaliduzhu，

shengyinsiyaposui，meiyigezidoudaizhexuexingqi，“shini……gaosutade？guanyuxiaomo？guanyu……wo？