benzhanzuixinshangjiadeyouzhixinshu，xianxiaqiyuanxiaoshuo《tiandaoyaotajiushuyaonv，taquerangwotiyaonvshouxing》，muqianzhengzaigengxinlianzaizhong，xiemingzhoushenyujiangnianshishuzhongchuchangjiaoduodeguanjianrenwu，zuozhe“xinxin ”qingxinbianzhuzhong，zhuyaojiangshudeshi：ketajishimozhong，yebingmeiyouyingxiangtiandijianderenheshiwu。neixiemingzhousuoweidezhengjiucangsheng，youshishenmewanxiao？wokuxiaozhe，yihuohebuganchongchizhewodexin。……
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xiemingzhoushitiandaozhizi，tiandaorangtajiushuyaonvshenyu。
ketaqueduitianzuyinvdewoyijianqingxin，tameiyiciduiwodongxin，douhuizaoshouyicileijie。
dahunneiye，tajinglilebashiyidaoleijiehouyuanqidashang，queyijiudao。
“jiangnian，tianyaowofuni，wopianyaodumingquni。”
houlaiyaozugongshangtianjie，wobeiguanrushuilaodarujiushijiukexiaohunding。
juewangzhiji，wojidetacengjiaowokaiqilingshi。
kewoquetingjiantayutiandaoduihua，
“xiemingzhou，nizenmenengqinshoujiangjiangniansongrushuilaorenshoutamendezhemo，tabushinideqizima？”
xiemingzhoushengyinbingleng，“shuilaoheihuabenlaishifashengzaishenyushenshangde，weilejiuta，wozhinengrangjiangniandaititashouzui。”
“zaishuole，jiangnianshanzhangyishu，zenmecuicanyesibule。dengzheijianshiguohou，woyidinghuixiangjinbanfabuchangtade。”
我心如刀割。
zaineizuihouyikexiaohundingchaowofeilaishi，wobiyanxuanzejieshou。
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“tabuhuisileba？zenmeyidongbudong。”
yourenshengyinhuangluandishitanwodebixi，quejicidouchajuebudaowodehuxi。
xiaohundingqinshizhewodehunpo，jibianshixianguyetongchexinfei，meiyicihuxidouhuijiazhongwodetongchu。
wozhongyutingjianxiemingzhoushengyin，tajihuzhandouwendao，“haiyoujikexiaohunding？”
tiandaowunaitanxi，“qike。”
“putongxianzizuiduoyezhinengchengshoushikexiaohundingjiuhuihuifeiyanmie，danjiusuanjiangnianshanzhangyishu，zaijixuxiaquyehuihunfeiposande。”
xiemingzhoushengsilijiedao，“wonandaobuzhidaotahuishoubulema？！”
“keruguobuzheiyang，shoukudebianshishenyu。”
shenyushiyaojiepojushengmingdeyaonv，tabenkeyifeishengchengxian，queyinweiaishangxiemingzhouwuguoziganduoluo。
tiandaoyuyan，tangruobujiushushenyu，wanghoutianshangrenjianbidinghuiyinweitaershenglingtutan。
xiemingzhouweilejiushu，rangwotitashouzheijiushijiugenxiaohunding。
tayiweiwoyishugaoming，juebuhuiyinweizheiququjiushijiugenxiaohundingersi。
kewoxianrujinsanhunqipo，zaoyizhishengxialianghun。
jiuzaiwoyiweixiemingzhoudasuanjiucishoushoudeshihou，tadeshengyinzaiduxiangqi，
“jixu！qikexiaohundinghou，wohuiqinzititashusonglinglizhiliao。”
jiushijiukexiaohunding，jibianshishangshen，kongpayexiaoshoubuqi。
xiaohundingzaidudaruwodetinei，wodeshenhunjihubeisisui。
shinianqian，tashuocishengzhiaiwoyiren，weilewoningyuanbeipantiandaodeyiyuan，bukenrangwoshoubandiankuchu。
shenzhizaichenghundangtian，lijinglebashiyidaoleijie。
keyuanlaitadeai，jiushiyaowodairenshouguo！
ruofeitacengjiaolewokaiqilingshideshufa，wozhijinhaibeimengzaiguli。
shenbiandexiaoxianburenzaiduiwodongshou。
xiemingzhouquejinrushuilao，dasuanqinzidongshou。
tiandaojingyadidao：“nidongshoudehua，falihuirangxiaohundingdetongchujuzengqianwanbei！”
xiemingzhouwunaikuxiao，“tayouyishubangshen，bipangrennailiqiangdeduo，dengjieshuhouwodingcailingyaoquanliyizhita。”
zhidaozuihouyikexiaohundingdaruwodetinei，sixinliefeidetongyichuanlai。
wochedifangqilefankang，yandizaiwubanfenxiji。
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jiushijiudaoxiaohundingjieshu，wozhishengxiayisicanhunhaiyouyishi。
xiemingzhouganzouleqitaren，chongshangqianweiwoliaoshang，quejingjuelingliwufashusongwodetinei，
“niannian，shiwobuhao，rangnishoulezheixieduodeku。”
wochengzhezuihouyidianyishizhiwen，“xiemingzhou，wogangbeizhuazoujiujinifalechuanyinfu，nimeiyoujiedaome？”
xiemingzhouzhenglenglexia，yanshenshanduo，“shenyudaibinggongshangtianjie，guaiwoyishishuhu，cairangnibeizhualaishouzheizhongkuxing。”
“daiyaozuguishun，woyidingririyeyepeizheni，jinipeizuihaobuhao？”
kexiemingzhoubuzhidaodeshi，worujindeyilvcanhunzhipashijijianghuifeiyanmie。
ruofeiwoyijingzhixiaozhenxiang，kongpazaoyijiangtaderoushengmiyidangzhen。
rujinweiyouhuxinyujuecainengziyangwodeshenhun。
womengkesouliangsheng，“dangchuwomendedingqingxinwuhuxinyujuenikefounachulaijiewoyiyong？”
kexiemingzhouquezhoumei，bierbutan。
“niyaohuxinyujuezuoshenme？rujinyaozushenshixiaozhang，nixianhuiqingong，daixianyaodazhanjieshuhouwozailaizhaoni。”
shuoba，tajiangwojiaojixianehou，bianzhuanshenliqu。
wopinjinquanlishenshouzhuazhutadeyixiu，yangqiudao，“qiuni......bahuxinyujuejiwo......”
xiemingzhouyandishanguoyisibunai，shuaikaiwodeshou，“niannian，xianzaibushihunaodeshihou！”
“shenyucizhanshangdejiweiyanzhong，huxinyujuejitaliaoshangyongle。”
jiuzaizheishihou，yidaoqianyingpianranerzhi，kandaowodecanzhuang，shenyuguzuolianxididao：“jiangxianzizenmeshangdezheimezhong？burujiurangjiangxianzizaicichuliaoshang，wodingxialingrangzurenshandaijiangxianzi。”
nanrendemeiyanweicu：“tabijingshixianzuyinv，ruozaicidi，kongpabutuo。”
shenyudeleizhucuranluoxia。
taanranshenshangdikuxiaodao：“shia，tashinideqi，wosuanshenme？woshoushangshoukudoushihuogaide。wozaogaizhidao。”
tingci，xiemingzhoulikegaikou：“nizheihuacongheshuoqi？jiuanzhaonishuodelai。”
jiangshenweixianzuyinvdewodiuzaiyaozu，wokongpahuibeizhongyaonvesha。
kexiemingzhouqueziguzidikaojinshenyu，tishenyucaquyanjiaodeyimoleizhu：“womenyitongquzhanchangshouhuzhongshengkehao？wozhidao，nixianglaishizuishanliangde。”
沈虞这才破涕而笑。
yishuanghuliyanmeihuodijiangxiemingzhoushangxiadaliang，yushuohaixiu。
“xiemingzhou，woyoujijuhuaxianghejiangxianzishuo，nizaiwaimiandengzhe。”
我心尖一颤。
shenyuaixiemingzhouzhishen，erwozaitayanlishitadeqingdi，dandurangwoerrendaizaiyichu，wohaixingmingchuiwei。
kongpatahuiyijianjieshulewodeming。
woqiwangxiemingzhoujujueta，kexiemingzhouzhishilisuodangrandidianlediantou。
xiemingzhougangchuqu，shenyudezuijiaodexiaoyijiuyabuzhule。
tayongyaoshujiangwoshenshangdeshangkouhuapo，sajinshigusan，tongchurangwojihuyaoduanleshetou。
nvrenlengxiaozhebainongzhewo，ziyiwangwei。
“jiangnian，nipingshenmekeyijiajixiemingzhou？nizhibuzhidao，tazaojiuhewoshuangxiuduoci，womencengxuxiayishengyishiyishuangrendenuoyan。nipingshenmehengchayijiao？”
“bujiushijiushijiukexiaohundingme？nizhuangshenme，nibushinengnaihenda，jiurenwushu？zende，lianzijiudoubuneng？”
wohoujianjichuyijubianbo：“nibiewangle？xiemingzhoujiuzaiwaimian！”
“weiyinengjiunixingmingdehuxinyujueyijingbeixiemingzhouzengyuwo，tingshuozheigeyuanshinidewujian，kewozhishijuedeyouqujiunazoule。ninashenmegenwoqiangnanren？tayanligenbenmeiyouni!”
nvrenjujudiankuang，yanjiaoxinghong，suihouchouchupeijian。
woyiyanjiukandao，zheipeijianshihexiemingzhoudebenmingjianshiyiduide。
dahunhou，xiemingzhouhaibapeijianxuanguazaiwomendehunfang。
meicizongqingshi，tadouyaojiangjiangaishanghongbu。
wocengwenguoweihe，tashuotingshuopeijianyouling，buyuanrangpangrenkuitanwomendeqingshi。
yuanlaizhenxiangjingshiheyaonvshenyudedingqingzhiwu。
wobizheyan，yingjiesiwang。
shenyudeshengyinneimejianlihairen：“nizaojiugaisile，duowofujun，haiwobudechengxian！xiemingzhoushiwoyirende，niquyanluodianbaodaoba!”
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shuohuajian，nvrenyongfashujiangwotuoqi。
wodeshentibiandeqingyingqilai，suizheyidaobaiguangshanguo，zaizhengkaiyan，wofaxianzijijingzaitianzudejindi——duoxiantai。
jiangnianjingranyounenglijiangwoshunjianyidongdaoduoxiantai？zheizhongshufa，zaitianzudedianjilimianyousuojilu，tajueduishizaojiuyijingheihuachengmozhong。
ketajishimozhong，yebingmeiyouyingxiangtiandijianderenheshiwu。
neixiemingzhousuoweidezhengjiucangsheng，youshishenmewanxiao？
wokuxiaozhe，yihuohebuganchongchizhewodexin。
yinfengzhenzhencongtaixiachuilai，juanqiwoneiranlexuedeyishang。
“jiangnian，xiangbudaonidemingzheimeda，keruoluoxiaduoxiantai，nihainenghuozhema？”
shenyudelianshangquanshiniuqudejihen：“congjinriqi，shijianzaiwujiangnian，zhiyoushenyu。”
“niqusiba！”zuihouyijuzuzhouzaiwotoudingxiangqi，wobeitatuilexiaqu，chedishiquleyishi。
buzhiguoleduojiu，woquejuedezijizaiciganshoudaolefeng。
侵入灵魂的阴风。
我还活着？
zhengyan，quejianbianbuzaimingheliangandebianhua，yaoraoshenmi。
我的确是死了。
kewoxiangyaoduguominghedeshihou，quefaxianzheilibingmeiyougujishangjizaidebaiduren。
天地间，只我一人。
wozaizheilipiaolaidangqu，shijiansihuyijingshiquleyiyi，zhizhidaoguolehenjiuhenjiu，wodehunpodouranshangledifuyinfengdexuexingwei。
erbianquezhouranchuanlaiyigemoshengyoushuxideshengyin：“shimei？”
wohuishou，faxianshishixionglinxiangxu。
linxiangxuzenanyizhixindikaojinwodehunpo，tashenzhibuganpengwoyixia，yanlidexintengneimezhenzhi。
“shimei，ni......nizenhuizhishengxiabanmocanhunzaizheiwuwangzhidipaihuai？ruofeishiwochadaonidehunpobeikunzaimouchu，zaizheimingjieanzhongxunzhao，nizhipahuizaizheiliyongyuanchubuqu......”
wozhangzhangzui，queshenmeyeshuobuchu，zhishiyanjiaoluoxiayidilei。
shixiongqueduiwodezheibanmocanhunshilehuiyishu，wodesiyin，wosiqianjinglidekuchu，yiyichuxianzaishixiongdenaohai，shixiongqideyanlijihuyaodixue。
“tajingganruci？guaibude，tianzuheyaozudedazhanshang，tanongdiulenizhihou，zhishuozijiquxunni，shijishangzaobuzhiqulehechu。”
jiuzaizheishi，shenhouquechuanlaiyidaojifeng。
“guozhenshiyixiaorenzhixindujunzizhifu！linshixiong，nidebianpaiwokechengdanbuqi。”
竟是谢明州。
tadeshenhou，genzhejiaoruokeliandeshenyu。
shixiongqideyijianduizheshenyuciguoqu：“yaonv，nijingganhaiwoshimei！”
shenyuyidongbudong，jiuzaijiankuaiyaocirutashenshangdeshihou，xiemingzhouyigeshifa，huzhuleshenyu。
xiemingzhouyanyuzhongquanshijifeng：“linshixiong，nizennengduishenyutongxiashashou？shenyuyizhiyilaiyouxinjiangnian，zhuwoxunzhaojiangnian，nijingranduitatongxiashashou，nizenderucibufenqinghongzaobai！”
linxiangxuniutounuchi：“shenmezhaogu？shitahaisiwoshimei，nidangwoyanxiale？zheigeyaonv，xinsidaidu！xiemingzhou，jiangnianshinideqi！nizennengpiantanyigeyaonv？”
xiemingzhouyandibingleng，bunaijile：“woyongbuzhelinshixiongjiaowozuoshi。wodeqiziwoziyouanzhi，tawugushizong，wobisheidouyaodanyou。”
“wozhiqianzhishizanshimangyuzhanshibudekong，chouchushijianwojiulikexunzhaota，napashitayijingsile，zhishengxiahunpo，woduitayeziyouanpai，wozihuibuchangta。”
woderoushen，zaoyijingbeiduoxiantaidelifengcichuan，fenshensuigu。
wodehunpo，yezhishengxiazheibandiancanhun，xiemingzhouquehaizaizheiliguanmiantanghuangditanbuchang。
“taxianzaiyijingmeimingle！tazhishengxiazheidiancanhun，nizenmebuchang？！”linxiangxulishengtiaomingwodezhuangkuang。
“linshixiong！nimoyaohuyanluanyu，jiangnianzheibushihaohaodema，zenhuimeiming？wozhidaoniduiyaozunvziduoyoubuman，keshenyuheqitayaozunvzibutong，shenyubenyoujihuichengxiande。”
“jiangnian，niyongleshenmeshufa，rangzijibiandexiangsiqudewanghunyiban？zheiyetaihuiqile。”
“nimoyaozaishuole，jiangniansile，tadesi，chulezheigeyaonv，jiushiyinweini！woyaoshalenimen!”
shixiongmeitoujinsuo，shizhanfashu，kequeyouxiangdaowodehuxinyujuezaishenyushenshang，tazenmesha，yeshabusizheigeyaonv。
“jiangnianyouyikuaihuxinyujue，bennengbaotayiming，dahundangritajileni，nijingjilezheigeyaonv！likebahuxinyujuejiaochulai！nizheigeyaonv，bupeinazhewoshimeidedongxi！”
xiemingzhoubuyuedidingzheshixiong。
keshixiongdefashuhetabuxiangshangxia，tadazhanshihouyousunhaoleyixiexiuwei，zheshibuxiangzaidaqilai。
xiemingzhoukanxiangshenyu，huayuzhongyoulesongdong：“shenyu，buru。”
huaweishuowan，shenyulihuadaiyudiyaochunfachutongchudeshengyin。
“suanle，xiemingzhou，wobenshiyaonv，jiugaisidiaocaihelezhongrendeyi。”
xiemingzhoulikegaibianlexiangfa。
“huxinyujue，shenyubucengnaguo，shixiongmoyaokongkoubaiyadiwumiewomen。jiangnianruguoxuyao，rangtajianchiyixia，woxianzaikeyihuiququ，tahuimeishide。”
“buguochouhuashuozaiqianmian，taxianzaizheiyang，jueduishizhuangde，xiangyaoyicixiyinwodezhuyi，shixiongnibiebeipianle！”
woxiangzhizexiemingzhousahuang，huxinyujuejiuzaishenyudeshenshang。
kewozhanglezhangzui，yijuhuayeshuobuchu。
wozhishengxiazheiyimocanhunsuipian，yijingsangshileyuyannengli。
“我们去去就回！”
xiemingzhoushuowanzheijuhua，daizheshenyujiuxiaoshile。
shixiongxiangyaozhuitamen，kexiemingzhouyongleshufa，rangrenwufazhuizongtadehenji！
erwozheizuihouyimocanhun，yeshilezuihoudezhinian。
napawosile，xiemingzhouyehaobuzaiyiwo。
我的残魂逐渐消解。
shixiongguizaidishangkuqi：“shimei，nibiezou，doushishixiongmeinengjishishasinidechouren！”
jiuzaixiemingzhoulazheshenyudeshouqingxingzijitaodegoukuaideshihou。
tiandaomengbudingdikaikou：“xiemingzhou！jiangniantasile。”
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