aiqingxiaoshuo《tapeibaiyueguangchanjianneitian，womanzhetatoutouquliuchan》，youzhumingzuozhejuebuchiyecaiqingxinchuangzuo。gushiweiraozhezhujiaosihuashenyanlizhankai，miaoshuleyiduanlingrenxindongdeaiqinggushi。zheibenshuchongmanreqinghelangman，rangduzhechenzuiqizhong。congyikaishi，tajiubuxihuanwo，youzenmehuixihuanwodehaizi？yixiangdaoshenyanlirangheqianhuaileyun，xinkouyizhenzhendefanteng，bidewoyankuangfansuan，jinjiezhe，lianweidou……
第四章004
shenyanliyibalaoguobeizi，bawozhenggerengaizhu。
womahaizhuangzuohenchijingdeyangzi，zhizhewoheshenyanli。
「你，你们两个…」
「tantanba，sifuren。」
shenyanlikouzhechenyidekouzi，shengyinmeiyoutaidadeqingxu。
tabuaiwo，xiangzaitanyibishengyiyiyang。
womagaoxingfengle，takeyinawozuochouma，bajiadaoshenjia，heshenjialianyin。
tanpanjieguosuilewomadexinyuan，tachenggongbawojiajishenyanli。
shenyanliquebuaiwo，conglaimeiyouaiguowo。
tayouzijidebaiyueguangheqian，ruguobushiheqianchuguo，jibianwoheshenyanlishuile，shenyanliyiyangbuhuiquwo。
meicishihou，shenyanlidouhuizuocuoshi。
napatazaizenmeqingdongdeshihou，douhuilizhizuohaobiyuncuoshi。
weiduyigeyueqianzuijiu，tajibukenaideyaolewo，caiyiwaiyoulezheigehaizi。
他却不爱我的孩子。
yinweibuaiwo，lianwodehaiziyebuai。
womabeiwohoudeyouxiexinxu，pielepiezui。
「buaiyouzenmeyang？jiranjiehun，neijiuyinggaihaohaoxiangchu，rijiushengqingyeshiyiyangde，deng，dengnimenyoulehaizi，niheshenyanlizhijianyouhaizizuoqianban，shenyanlihuiainide。」
wobeiwomadehuadouxiao，xiaodeyanleidouchulaile。
「ma，nihaixiangxinrijiushengqinga，haizi，woyoule，keshenyanlibuaiwo，yebuaihaizi。」
taqinkouhewoshuo，tabuxihuanhaizi。
wobabchaodanzi，fangzaiwomamianqian。
tingdaohaizi，womajimangzhuaqizhuozishangdebchaodanzi，fanfuquerenleyouqueren。
talimaxingfenqilai「nizhendeyouhaizile，zhenshipusabaoyou，youhaizijiuhao，shenyanlikanzaihaizidefenshang，huiduinizhuanbiande，huiyinweihaizixihuannide。」
wokanzhetanazhedanzi，gaoxingdebuzhidaozenmebancaihao。
dunjuechaofengdebuxing，zheizhangdanzizaijuedewomakexiao，woyekexiao。
kexiaodao，pengdaoshenyanliheheqianguangmuyingdianzhiqian，wohaihuanxiangguo，shenyanlikenengzhendehuiyinweihaizi，duiwoyouyidiandiandezhuanbian，napaxihuanwoyidiandian。
「shenyanlizhidaonihuaiyundeshierma？yunfuyaohaohaozhaogude，bunengshouciji，chichuanyongdouyaozhuyi，youqitousangeyue，buwendingdeshihou，gengyaozhuyi。」
我妈自顾自的说着。
「huaiyunshijiandashi，wojitadadianhua，rangtaguolai，gaosutaguanyuyunfuyaozhuyideshixiang，nimendoushitouyicidangbabamama，shenmedoubudong。」
tayaojishenyanlidadianhua，woshangqianyibaqiangguowomashoulidechanjiandanziheshouji。
shenyanliyijingmianweiqinandegenwojiehun，zaizhidaowomanzhetayaolegehaizi，tagaiduotaoyanwo。
wobuxiangrangshenyanlitaoyanwo。
「ma，haiziwobuhuiliude，shenyanlibuxihuanzheigehaizi，nizuihaobierangtazhidao，womenyizhiyoubiyundecuoshi，ruguotazhidaowomanzhetahuaiyun，huirangwobahaizidadiao，genwolihun。」
wozhiyanbuhuidegaosuwoma。
zheiyinianlai，woyizhiguaiqiaodongshidegenzaitashenbian，tazhaobudaoshenmejiekougenwolihun。
ruguoshenyanlizhidaowoyiwaihuaiyun，tayidinghuijiejifananwo，rangwolihun，jihuaiyundeheqiantengweizhi。
ruguoshizhiqian，wohuitongyilihun，buxiangzaichanzheshenyanli，xianzai，wobayougexiangmuxuyaoshenjiazhichi，ruguolihun，sijiahenkenengmianlinzijinlianduanlie，zaochengpochan。
piansheng，zheihuna，hailibule。
womalianseshabai，hongzheyanjing。
「huahua，neishitadehaizi，tazenmenengbuyaoni？」
「因为不爱呗。」
