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zuijuqianlijiazuo《woanlianbanzhuren》，ganjinyuedubuyaocuoguohaowen！xiaoshuozhurengongyouzhangqianchenjinglidong，yeshishilizuozheshijiandejiaobujingxinbianxiewanchengde。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqijingcaidejuqingheshengdongderenwuxingxiang，huodeleguangdaduzhedexiaiyutuichong。langbeidexianggesangjiazhiquan。wodakaishuilongtou，binglengdeshuipuzailianshang，rangwodalegehanzhan。taiqitou，shuizhushunzhelianjiahualuo，fenbuqingshishuihaishilei。wonachushou……

精彩章节

diyizhang：liehenyuweiguangliuyuedefengdaizheyuelaiyuenongdeshuyi，guaguoadawutongchengyindexiaodao，

yeguadewoxinliyipianfanzao。wojiaolidong，dasan，yigebusuantaiyaoyanyebusuantaizaogaodeputongnansheng。

shoulizuanzheshouji，pingmushangshiwobanxiaoshiqianfajinvpengyouzhangqiandexiaoxi，wentawanshangyoumeiyoukongyiqichifan，

zhijinshichendahai。zheizhongqingkuang，zuijintaichangfashengle。wohezhangqiancongdayiruxuebujiujiuzaiyiqi，

aoguolexinxiangantunqudemoheqi，yecengshibierenyanlitingdengduideyidui。kebuzhicongshenmeshihouqi，

tabiandeyuelaiyuemang，mangshetuan、mangkaoyanziliao、manggezhongwobutaidongde“ziwotisheng”。womendeyuehui，

changchangshiwotiqianhenjiuyuyue，taquezailinjinshiyi“taileile”“youshier”“xiaciba”weiyoutuidiao。

jiusuanjianlemian，tayezongshixinbuzaiyan，ditoushuashoujideshijianbikanwodeshijianduodeduo。

wobushimeiyoubaoyuanguo，tazongshineiju：“lidong，womendoudasanle，nengbunengchengshudian，

biezongxiangzhefenghuaxueyue，yihouyaomianduixianshide。”xianshi？nandaoweixiwomenzhijiandeganqingjiubuxianshima？

meiyicibeilengluo，xinlideshiluojiujizanyifen，xiangyicengbobing，manmanfugailecengjingchirededifang。

wokaishihuaiyi，zheiduanganqingshibushizhishengxiawoyigerenzaiyingcheng。jiuzaizheigujinhuzhixidechenmenli，

chenjinglaoshixiangyidaoyiwaideguang，zhaojinlewoyouxiehuiandeshenghuo。chenjingshiwomenxueyuandefujiaoshou，

jiaowomenyimenzhuanyexuanxiuke。tadagaisanshichutou，zhangfazongshililuodiwanzainaohou，

luchuguangjiedeetouheyishuangqingchemingliangdeyanjing。tajiangketiaoliqingxi，queyoubushishengdong，

ouerhuiyinyongyixieyouqudeanli，doudequanbanfaxiao。zuirangwoxindongde，shitazhanzaijiangtaishangdeyangzi，

zixin、congrong，daizheyizhongzhixingdemeili。neibushizhangqianneizhongqingchunbirendehuopo，

ershiyizhongjingguochendianhoude、wenrunerjiandingdeguangmang。wozhidaozheihenhuangmiu，tashiwodelaoshi，shizhangbei。

keganqingzheidongxi，youshihoujiushibujiangdaoli。wokaishiqidaitadeke，huixiayishidizuozaiqianpai，

muguangzongshibuzijuedizhuisuizheta。taouertoulaideyigegulideyanshen，yijuwenhedetiwen，

dounengrangwoxintiaojiasuhaobantian。wohuizaikehouzhaogezhong“xueshuwenti”quqingjiaota，

zhiweilenenghetaduoshuojijuhua。kanzhetaditourenzhenkanziliao，huozhenaixinweiwojiedashiweiweicuqidemeitou，

woxinlineipianbeilengluodebinghu，sihukaishiyouleronghuadejixiang。wozhidaozijizaiwanhuo，

xinlichongmanlezuiegan，youqishixiangdaozhangqian。keneizhongbeixiyin、beidianrandeganjue，shizaitaiguoqianglie，

rangwonanyikangju。woshenzhikaishitoutouhuanxiang，ruguo……ruguomeiyouzhangqian，

huibuhui……zheigeniantourangwoxinjing，queyoudaizheyisiyinmidexingfen。woxiangyigetouchangjinguodehaizi，

yimianhuangkong，yimianyoutanlianzheneijinjidetianmi。zhidaoneitianwanshang。

wogangcongchenjinglaoshidebangongshi“qingjiao”wanwentichulai，xinlihaihuiweizhetagangcaihewotaolunwentishideshenqing。

shoujituranfengkuangdixiangleqilai，shizhangqian。wojieqi，haimeilaidejishuohua，

dianhuaneitoujiuchuanlaitadaizhekuqiangde、jihushisihoudeshengyin：“lidong！nizainali？nijiwochulai！

nishibushixihuanshangbierenle？！”woxinlimengdiyichen，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganjuezhulewo。“qianqian，

nilengjingdian，zenmele？”“lengjing？wozenmelengjing？！”tadeshengyinjianruidexiangyaohuapoermo，

“wodouzhidaole！woshenmedouzhidaole！nixihuanshangchenjinglaoshileshibushi？！nizheige**！

niduideqiwoma？！”wodanaoyipiankongbai，tazenmehuizhidao？！judadezhenjingrangwoshuobuchuhualai。

“nishuohuaa！lidong！nishuohuaa！”zhangqiandeshengyinlichongmanlejuewanghe……yizhongjinhufengkuangdeqingxu，

“womenzheimeduoniandeganqing，nishuobuyaojiubuyaole？niweileyigelaoshi，jiuyaopaoqiwoma？！nigaosuwo！

nigaosuwoa！”tadekuhanbianchenglexiesidilidejianjiao，dianhualihaijiazazhedongxibeishuaisuideshengyin。

wonengxiangxiangchutacikedeyangzi，yidingshileiliumanmian，shenqingshikong。

neigepingshizongshiduiwolengdan、fangfoyiqiedouwusuoweidezhangqian，cikequexiangyigebeidianrande**tong，

chedibaole。“qianqian，nitingwojieshi，bushinixiangdeneiyang……”wojimangxiangbianjie，

quefaxianzijideshengyinrucicangbaiwuli。“jieshi？nihaixiangzenmejieshi？！”tadeshengyindouranbagao，

daizheyizhongrangwomaogusongrandepianzhi，“lidong，nibunengzheiyangduiwo！nibuneng！ruguoniganlikaiwo，

wojiu……wojiusijinikan！”“pa”deyisheng，dianhuabeihenhenguaduanle。wowozheduduzuoxiangdeshouji，

zhanzaikongwuyirendezoulangli，zhijuedehunshenbingleng。wanfengchuiguo，daizhexiayeliteyoudewenre，

quechuibusanwoxintoudehanyihekonghuang。zhangqian……tafengle。zheigeniantoubushoukongzhidimaochulai，

rangwoshoujiaobingliang。wocongweijianguotazheiyang，neigecengjinglengjing、shenzhiyouxieshulidenvhai，

cikequeyongzuijilie、zuijiduandefangshi，jiangwomenzhijianzaoyicunzaideliehen，chedisichekailai。erwo，

zhanzaizheidaoliehendezhongyang，yibianshiranshaozhejinjizhihuodeweiguang，

yibianshihongrandaota、daizhehuimieqixideguowang。wobuzhidaogaiwangnalizou，zhijuedeyizhentianxuandizhuan。

dierzhang：suiliedejingxiangwofengleyiyangchongchujiaoxuelou，xiayedefengguoxiezhezaorepumianerlai，

quechuibusanwoxindidehanyi。zhangqiandehuaxiangyibacuilebingdebishou，fanfuzhazaiwodeshenjingshang。

“wojiusijinikan！”neidaizhekuqiangdesihou，cikehaizaiwoerbianwengwengzuoxiang，

hunhezhedianhualiqingxidesuiliesheng，goulechuyifurangwomaogusongrandehuamian。tadesushezainvshenggongyusanlou。

woyilukuangben，xiongqianglixiangshichuaizhegekuaiyaobaozhadehuoyaotong，meiyibudoucaizaihuangluandegudianshang。

naohailibuduanshanguozhangqiandelian——shidayichujianshitaxiaoqilaiyanjingwanchengyueyadeyangzi，

shihoulaitayuelaiyuepinfanzhouqidemeitou，shigangcaidianhualineirutongliguibanjuewangerniuqudeshenqing。

womendeganqing，shenmeshihouzoudaolezheiyibu？shicongtakaishipinfanshuangyuedeshihou？

haishicongwomuguangbuyouzizhuzhuisuichenjinglaoshideshihou？huoxu，liehenzaojiucunzai，

zhishiwoyizhiyongduichenjinglaoshineifenjinjidexindong，laitaobimianduizheizaoyiqianchuangbaikongdeguanxi。

paodaonvshengsushelouxia，wogubushangsuguanayijingtidemuguang，chezhesangzijiuhan：“zhangqian！zhangqiannixialai！

”zhouweisanbudexueshengfenfencemu，qieqiesiyu。wogubushangnankan，yanjingsisidingzhesanlouneigeshuxidechuanghu。

chuanglianladeyanyanshishi，limianmeiyourenhedongjing。“tongxue，

zheilibunengdashengxuanhua……”suguanayinazhedengjibenzouguolai。“ayi，wonvpengyouzhangqianzhu302，

tagangcaidadianhuashuo……shuotaxinqingbuhao，wopatachushi！”woyuwulunci，etoushangdehanzhubuduanwangxiadi，

“rangwoshangqukankanta，qiuninle！”ayizhouzhemei，sihuxiangweinan，

dankandaowoyilianshabai、jihuyaokuchulaideyangzi，zhongjiushitanlekouqi：“kuaiqukuaihui，biereshi。

”wolianshengdaoxie，chongjinloutijian，sanbubingzuoliangbuwangshangpa。xinzangzaihoulonglikuangtiao，meikaojinyiceng，

kongjujiujiashenyifen。302sushedemenxuyanzhe，limianchuanlaiyayidechuoqisheng，

haiyouduanduanxuxude、xiangshibolimocadibandeciershengxiang。woshenxiyikouqi，tuikailemen。

yanqiandejingxiangrangwoshunjianjiangzaiyuandi。susheliyipianlangjie。shuzhuoshangdeshuibeishuaidefensui，

bolichazijiandedaochudoushi。zhangqianzuixihuandeneigerongmaoxiaoxiongbeichelanleduzi，tianchongwusanluoyidi。

erzhangqian，tabeiduizhewozuozaichuangyan，jianbangjuliedizhandouzhe，shouli……shoulisihuzuanzheshenmedongxi。

“qianqian……”woshitanzhejiaoleyisheng。tamengdihuiguotou。neiyike，wojihurenbuchuta。

yuanbenqingxiudelianshangleihenjiaocuo，yanjinghongzhongdexianghetao，toufaluanzaozaoditiezaihanshideetoushang。

zuirangwoxinjingdeshitadeyanshen——neilimianmeiyoulewangridelengjingshenzhishuli，

zhishengxiayizhongjinhufengkuangdepianzhihe……kongdong。neiyanshenxiangliangkoushenjing，fangfoyaobakaojinderendouxijinqu，

yitonghuimie。“nilaile……”tadeshengyinshayadelihai，zuijiaoquechechuyigeguiyidexiaorong，

“nizhongyushedelaikanwole，lidong。”tamanmanzhanqishen，wozheicaikanqingtashoulizuanzhede，

shibankuaisuidiaodebolibeidi，fenglidebianyuanshanzhehanguang。“qianqian！nibaneidongxifangxia！

”wohedehunfeiposan，lianmangwangqianchong，“nixiangganshenme？！”“woxiangganshenme？”tadixiatou，

kanzheshoulidebolisuipian，yanshenchimi，“nibushixihuanchenjingma？taneimehao，neimeyaoyan……woni？

wosuanshenme？”tahurantaiqitou，sisididingzhewo，

neimuguanglidetongkuheyuanhenjihuyaojiangwotunshi：“nigaosuwo，lidong！zainixinli，woshibushizaojiusile？

！”“bushide！qianqiannitingwoshuo，wohechenjinglaoshishenmedoumeiyou！”woshitukaojinta，

shengyinyinkongjuerzhandou，“shiwobuhao，shiwozuijinhulveleni，womenhaohaotantan，haobuhao？badongxifangxia，

bieshanghaiziji！”“tantan？”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，turanjianshengxiaoleqilai，xiaoshengqili，

zaixiaxiaodesushelihuidang，“tanshenme？tannizenmeaishangnidelaoshi？

tanwozenmexianggeshaziyiyangbeimengzaiguli？！”tamengdijuqishoulidebolisuipian，

duizhezijideshouwanjiuyaohuaxiaqu！“buyao！”wotongkongzhousuo，jihushibennengdipuleguoqu，

sisizhuazhutadeshouwan。bolidefenglibianyuanhuapolewodeshouzhang，yizhencitongchuanlai，xianxueshunjianyonglechulai。

danwogubushangtengtong，yongjinquanshenliqiquduotashoulidesuipian。“fangkaiwo！lidongnifangkaiwo！

”zhangqianfengkuangdizhengzhazhe，xiangyitoufalekuangdexiaoshou，yonglingyizhishouzhuawodelian，chuiwodexiongkou，

“niburangwosi，wojiuyizhizhemoni！woyaorangniyibeizidouwangbulewo！”tadeliqidadejingren，

yanshenlidefengkuangrangwogandaomoshengyoukongju。womenzailingluandesushelisichezhe，

woshoubeishang、lianshangdoubeitazhuachulexuehen，shouzhangdeshangkouyezaibuduanliuxue，diluozaidibanshang，

heneixiebolichahunzaiyiqi，chumujingxin。“jiuming……youmeiyouren……jiuminga！”woyibiansisianzhuta，

yibianshengsilijiedichaowaihan。dagaishiwodejiaoshengjingdonglegebisushe，

henkuaichuanlailejicudeqiaomenshenghenvshengdejinghusheng：“zhangqian？lidong？zenmele？kaimena！”“kuai！

kuaijiaolaoshi！jiaosuguan！”wohoudao，ganjuezijikuaiyaochengbuzhule。zhangqianhaizaifengkuangdiniudong，

zuilibutingdihanzhewodemingzi，hanzhechenjingdemingzi，yuwulunci，yanshenhuansan，wanquanshiqulelizhi。

menbeisuguanayihejigewenxunganlaidetongxuezhuangkaile。

dangtamenkandaosushelidejingxianghezhangqianshoulidebolisuipianshi，doufachulejingkongdejianjiao。“tianna！kuai！

kuaibatalakai！”“zhangqianzenmele？！”jigerenqishoubajiaodiguolaibangmang，

caizhongyubazhangqianshoulidesuipianduozou。dantahaizaibutingdikuhan、zhengzha，yanshenkongdongdiwangzhetianhuaban，

zuilinannanzhe：“tabuaiwole……taaishangbierenle……”wotanzuozaidishang，kanzheyanqianzheihunluandeyiqie，

shouzhangdeshangkou**laditeng，xinligengshiyipianbingliang。zhangqiandeyangzi，xiangyimiansuiliedejingzi，

bujinyingchuletadebengkui，yeyingchulewoneixiebukandexinsihetaobidehouguo。

suguanayishoumangjiaoluandidadianhua，dagaishijiaojiuhuche，yekenengshitongzhixueyuan。

wokanzhebeijigerenanzaichuangshang、yanshenyijiufengkuangdezhangqian，zhijuedeyizhentianxuandizhuan。jiuzaizheishi，

wodeshoujiyouxiangle。pingmushangtiaodongzheneigerangwoxintiaojiasuyouchongmanzuiegandemingzi——chenjinglaoshi。

zaizheiyipianlangjiehefengkuangzhizhong，zheigemingzixiangyigenxizhen，qingqingciruwozaoyiqianchuangbaikongdexinzang。

wogaijiema？wonenggaosutazheilifashengleshenmema？wozhandouzheshou，kanzheneigemingzizaipingmushangshanshuo，

fangfokandaolejiangtaishangtacongrongwenhedexiaolian，

youfangfokandaoleyanqianzhangqianneishuangchongmanxuesi、jinhuhuimiedeyanjing。liehenyijingchedisikai，erwo，

zhengzhanzaizheisuiliedejingxiangzhongyang，wuchuketao。

disanzhang：baisebingfangyuhuisedidaishoujipingmushang“chenjinglaoshi”sigezixiangtangjinyiyangzhuoyan。

sushelihunluandekuhan、bolichafanguang、zhangqianneishuangkongdongerfengkuangdeyanjing，

yunaohaizhongchenjinglaoshiwenhedexiaoyejuliepengzhuang，rangwoyizhenexin。wozhandouzheshouzhi，zuizhonganxialejujiejian，

jiangshoujihuluansaihuikoudai，fangfoneishigetangshoushanyu。“lidong！nizenmeyang？shouliuxuele！

”pangbianyigenvshengjinghu。wozheicaiditoukanxiangshouzhang，gangcaiduobolishibeihuakaideshangkouhaizaishenxue，

hunzhehuichen，langbeibukan。danzheidiantongyuanbujixinlidedunzhong。suguanayiyijingdawandianhua，

jiuhuchedemingdishengyouyuanjijin，jianruidihuapolexiayelibenyingyoudeningjing。zhangqianbeijigenvshengbanfubanjiazhe，

tadeqingxusihushaoshaopingfulexie，danyanshenyijiudaizhi，

zuilibutingdizhongfuzhe：“tabuyaowole……”kandaotazheifumoyang，woweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，

kuijiuxiangtengmanyiyangjinjinchanzhuwodehoulong，rangwochuanbuguoqi。jiuhuchehenkuailaile，

yihurenyuanjiandanjianchalezhangqiandezhuangkuang，youkanlekanwoshoushangdeshangkou，zhouzhemeishuo：“xiandouquyiyuanba，

zheiweitongxueqingxuhenbuwending，xuyaozuoxinlipinggu，nizheigeshangkouyedechuli，henshen。”wojixiedidiantou，

genzheyihurenyuanbazhangqiantaishangdanjia。tazaibeitaizoudeshunjian，huranzhuanguotou，muguangchuanguorenqunsisisuozhuwo，

neiyanshenlimeiyoulegangcaidefengkuang，zhishengxiayizhongrangrenxinjideaimodayuxinsidepingjing，qingshengshuo：“lidong，

nipianwo……congyikaishijiuzaipianwo……”neishengyinhenqing，quexiangzhongchuiyiyangzazaiwoxinshang。wozhanglezhangzui，

xiangbianjie，quefaxianhoulonggansedefabuchurenheshengyin。shia，wopianleta，bujinpianletaduiganqingdexinren，

yepianlezijiduizheifenganqingzaoyilengquedeshishi。yiyuandebaisedengguangcanbaierciyan，

xiaodushuideweidaozuanrubiqiang，jiajulewodexuanyungan。wozuozaijizhenshiwaidezhangyishang，

renyouhushiqinglibaozhashoushangdeshangkou。dianfucaguoshangkoushicitongnanren，woquejuedezheidiantongyuanyuanbugou，

fangfozhiyoushentidetengtongcainengshaoshaohuanjiexinlidejianao。zhangqianbeisongjinlejingshenkejizhen。

fudaoyuanwanglaoshiyecongcongganlaile，tashigesishiduosuidezhongniannanren，pingshiduiwomenhaisuanwenhe。

kandaowoyilianxuehenhebaozhadeshou，tatanlekouqi，meiduoshuoshenme，

zhishipailepaiwodejianbang：“xianchulishangkou，zhangqianneibianyouyisheng，bietaidanxin。”zenmenengbudanxin？

neigezaiwomianqianbengkui、zican、yanshenkongdongdenvhai，shiwotanleliangnianduodenvpengyou。

jiusuanwomenzhijianzaoyichuxianliehen，jiusuanwoduichenjinglaoshichanshenglebugaiyoudeqingsu，

woyecongmeixiangguohuibatabidaozheigedibu。chuliwanshangkou，yijingshilingchenyidianduo。wanglaoshiqubanshouxule，

jizhenshiwaizhishengxiawoyigeren。wotaochushouji，pingmushangyoujitiaoweiduxiaoxi，

yitiaoshichenjinglaoshifalaide：“lidong，gangcaidadianhuameijie，shibushiyudaoshenmeshile？fangbianhuigedianhuama？

”kanzhezheitiaoxiaoxi，wodexinzangyoushiyijin。wogaizenmehui？

gaosutawodenvpengyouyinweifaxianwoxihuannierbengkuizishalema？zheitaihuangmiu，yetaicanren。wozhenzhuolebantian，

shouzhizaipingmushangqiaoqiaodada，zuizhongzhihuileyiju：“chenlaoshi，baoqian，gangcaiyoudianjishi，xianzaimeishile，

wandiangenninshuo。”fawanxiaoxi，wobashoujisuoping，rengjinkudou。

yanqianbuduanshanguozhangqianzaisushelifengkuangdeyangzi，haiyoutazuihouneiju“nipianwo”。**zaibinglengdeqiangbishang，

bishangyanjing，zhijuedepibeibukan。buzhiguoleduojiu，wanglaoshizouleguolai，lianseningzhong：“yishengshuo，

zhangqiandeqingxubodongfeichangda，youmingxiandeyiyuhepianzhiqingxiang，kenengxuyaozhuyuanguanchayiduanshijian。

gangcaitaqingxingyidiandeshihou，yizhishuo……shuonixihuanshangbierenle，shiyinweizheigema？”wodixiatou，

bugankanwanglaoshideyanjing，houlongfajin：“……shiwodecuo。”“ganqingdeshimeiyoujueduideduicuo，

”wanglaoshitanlekouqi，“dannizuoweinanpengyou，zaitaqingxuzheimebuwendingdeshihou，chulidetaibulengjingle。

nixihuansheishinideziyou，dannidexianbaxianyoudeguanxichuliqingchu，tuonidaishuiduisheidoubuhao，

youqishiduizhangqianzheiyangmingandehaizi。”“ta……tapingshibushizheiyangde，”wojiannandikaikou，

“tayiqianhenlengjing，shenzhiyoudianlengdan……”“renbuhuituranjiu‘feng’le，”wanglaoshidaduanwo，

yuqidaizheyisiyansu，“yidingshizhangqideyaliheqingxujiya，zaijiashangzheicide**，caihuibaofa。

niyoumeiyouxiangguo，tazuijinde‘lengdan’，yexushilingyizhongxingshidezhengzha？huozheshuo，

tashibushizaojiuchajuedaoleshenme，zhishizaidengniyigeshuofa？”wanglaoshidehuaxiangyibayaochi，

mengdiqiaokailewoxinlimougebuyuanmianduidejiaoluo。zhangqianzuijindefanchang，chule“mang”，

shibushihaiyoubiedeyuanyin？taoueryuyanyouzhideyanshen，takandaowoshoujishiruoyousuosidebiaoqing，

nandaotazaojiu……“nixianhuiquxiuxiba，”wanglaoshipailepaiwo，“mingtianzaoshangzailai，zheiliyouwokanzhe。

niyexuyaolengjingyixia，haohaoxiangxiangjiexialaigaizenmeban。wulunshiduizhangqian，haishidui……nixinlideneigeren，

dougaiyougefuzerendetaidu。”likaiyiyuanshi，tianyijingmengmengliangle。qingchendefengdaizheyisiliangyi，

chuisanlexiexuhundun，quechuibusanwoxinlideyinmai。wozouzaikongwuyirendejiedaoshang，

ludengdeguangbawodeyingziladehenzhang，youbeichenguangyidiandiantunshi。huidaosushe，zhaoleitamendouxingle，

kandaowoyishenlangbei，heleyitiao。wojiandanshuolejuzhangqianshengbingzhuyuanle，bianyitouzhajinleweishengjian。

jingziliderenshuangyantonghong，lianshanghaiyoujidaoqingxidezhuahen，shouzhangchanzhehouhoudeshabu，

langbeidexianggesangjiazhiquan。wodakaishuilongtou，binglengdeshuipuzailianshang，rangwodalegehanzhan。taiqitou，

shuizhushunzhelianjiahualuo，fenbuqingshishuihaishilei。wonachushouji，chenjinglaoshimeiyouzaihuixin。wozhidao，

woqiantayigejieshi，gengqianzhangqianyigechedideleduan。dancike，

wozhanzaiyiyuanbaisedezoulanghexiaoyuanhuisedexianshizhijian，zhijuedeqianluyipianmimang。

zhangqiandebengkuixiangyimianjingzi，bujinzhaochulewodebeipanhetaobi，

yezhaochulezheiduanganqinglizaoyicunzaide、woyizhibuyuanzhengshideshenyuan。

erchenjinglaoshineishucengjingrangwojuedeshiweiguangdecunzai，cikezaizhangqianxianxuelinlidefengkuangyingchenxia，

yexiandegewaiciyanhechenzhong。wogaizenmeban？quyiyuanzhaoguzhangqian，mianduitakongdongdeyanshenhewushengdekongsu？

haishiguqiyongqixiangchenjinglaoshitanbaizheiyiqie，chengrenwozheifenshiyuyangmu、zhongyuhunluandeganqing？

shoujizaikoudailizhendongleyixia，wotaochulai，shichenjinglaoshidexiaoxi，zhiyouduanduanjigezi，

quexiangzhongchuiyiyangqiaozaiwoxinshang：“lidong，wotingshuozhangqianzhuyuanle，yanzhongma？xuyaobangmangma？”kanzhepingmu，

**zaibinglengdecizhuanqiangshang，manmanhuazuoxiaqu。baisedeweishengjianli，zhiyoushuilongtoudidazuoxiang，

xiangjilewocikehuangluanerchenzhongdexintiao。huisededidaiyuelaiyuekuan，wozhanzaizhongjian，jintuiweigu。

erzheiyiqiedexumu，caigangganglakai。disizhang：jiaocuodeshenyingyuweichaidexinshouzhixuanzaipingmushangfang，

chichianbuxiahuifudejian。chenjinglaoshidexiaoxixiangyimeitouruxinhudeshizi，

zaibenjiubotaoxiongyongdeqingxulijiqigengfuzadelianyi。tazenmehuizheimekuaijiuzhidao？shiwanglaoshishuode，

haishi……wobuganshenxiang，zhijuedemeiyiciyutadelianxi，douxiangzaizhangqiandixuedeshangkoushangzaisayibayan。

woshandiaolehaojibancuoci，zuizhongzhihuileju：“xiexielaoshiguanxin，taqingkuangbutaiwending，zhengzaizhuyuanguancha，

zanshibuyongmafannin。”fasongchenggongdetishidanchu，woquemeiyousihaoqingsong，fanerxiangbeifulegengchendejiasuo。

jiandanxishuhou，wohuanlejianganjingyifu，zheyanzhulianshangdezhuahen。zhaoleidijiwoyigebaozi：“dongzi，

yaobuwopeiniquyiyuan？”“buyong，”woyaoyaotou，shengyinshaya，“nimenshangkeba，wozijiqujiuxing。

”zouchusushelou，qingchendeyangguangyouxiehuangyan。xiaoyuanliyijingyoulesansanliangliangdexuesheng，tamenxiaozhenaozhe，

taolunzhezuowandeqiusaihuoshijintiandekecheng，yiqiedouneimezhengchang，normalderangwojuedefengci。

zhiyouwo，xiangshibeigejuezailingyigeshijie，tuozhemanshendelangjiehexinshi，zouxiangneigechongmanxiaodushuiweidelaolong。

yiyuanjingshenkedebingfangquqifenyayi。zoulangliangcedemendoujinbizhe，ouernengtingdaomohudeyiyuhuokuqi。

wanglaoshiyijingdengzaizhangqiandebingfangwai，yanjinglibumanxuesi。“zuowanzenmeyang？”wowen。

“houbanyeshaoweishuilehuier，”wanglaoshirouleroumeixin，“yishengshuojintianyaozuoxiangxidexinlipinggu，

kenengxuyaojiashuguolai。woyijinglianxitabamale，yinggaixiawujiudao。”wodiandiantou，

shoubuzijuedizuanjinleyijiao。xiangdaoyaomianduizhangqiandefumu，yigujudadeyaliyongleshanglai。

tamenyizhihenxihuanwo，bawodangbangeerzi，xianzaiqueyaogaosutamen，

shiwobatamendenverbidaolezheigedibu。“jinqukankanba，”wanglaoshituiletuiwo，“tagangxing，

qingxuhaoxiangwendingxiele，dansheiyebudali。”woshenxiyikouqi，tuikailebingfangdemen。zhangqiantangzaibingchuangshang，

cezheshenzi，beiduizhewo。yangguangtouguochuanghuzhaozaitashenshang，quemeijitadailaiyisishengqi。

tadetoufakugaoditiezaizhentoushang，yuanbenbaomandelianjiasihuyexiaoshoulexiaqu。“qianqian……”woqingshengjiaota。

tameiyouhuitou，shentishenzhimeiyouyisibodong，xiangyizunshiqulinghundediaosu。wozoudaochuangbian，

kandaotafangzaibeiziwaimiandeshou，shouwanshangchanzhebaisedebengdai，neishizuowanbeibolihuashangdedifang。

wodexinxiangbeizhenzhaleyixia，dunxiashen，jinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaiwenhe：“ganjuezenmeyang？

youmeiyounalibushufu？”tayijiuchenmo，zhiyouqingweidehuxishengzhengmingtahaihuozhe。

“duibuqi……”wohoulongfajin，“doushiwodecuo，nimawoba，dawoba，

biezheiyangbuliwo……”huayinweiluo，taturanhuanhuanzhuanguoshen。tadeyanjinghenda，quehaowushencai，

xiangmengleyicenghuiwu。takanzhewo，kanlehenjiu，jiudaowojihuyiweitabuhuikaikou，ranhou，

taqingqingshuoleyiju：“lidong，niyoumeiyou……napayimiaozhong，aiguowo？”zheijuhuaxiangyibayaochi，

dakailewoxinzhongmougechenfengdejiaoluo。aiguoma？dangranaiguo。dayineinianzaitushuguan，tachuanzhebaiselianyiqun，

yangguangsazaitafashaoshangdeyangzi，cengshiwozhenggeqingchunlizuimingliangdeguang。zhishihoulai，

neishuguangzenmejiumanmanandanleni？shicongtayuelaiyuemangkaishi，

haishicongwoyuelaiyuetanlianjiangtaishanglingyishuguangkaishi？“aiguo，”wojiannandikaikou，shengyindaizhezhandou，

“yizhidou……”“goule。”tadaduanwo，yanshenlimeiyourenheqingxu，“nizouba，wobuxiangkandaoni。

”“qianqian……”“chuqu！”tadeshengyindouranbagao，daizheyizhongyayidefennu，“wojiaonichuqu！

”pangbianbingchuangdeayibeijingdong，bumandikanlewomenyiyan。wozhidaotaxianzaixuyaoanjing，

yezhidaozijidecunzaizhihuibuduantixingtaneixietongkudeshi。wozhanqishen，jiaobuchenzhongdizouxiangmenkou，linzouqian，

wohuitoukanletayiyan。tayijingzhongxinzhuanleguoqu，jianbangweiweisongdong，xiangshizaiwushengdikuqi。