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zheiben《woailetabanian，wozouhou，tahuangle》xiaoshuojiangshulezhurengongyanshiqingqiaoxinlianjiangyunyandegushifeichanghaokan，shuhuangdexiaohuobanmenkanguolai！xiaoshuojingcaijiexuanyizhixihuandaolexianzai。daxuebiyehouwoyizhiqiqiufuqindayingwojiajita，fuqinzuizhongdayingleyishangyelianyindexingshirangwojiarutajia。yanshiqingyouyigebaiyueguang，……

精彩章节

woruyuanyichangdijiajilexihuanshijiniandeyanshiqing，kejiehunzhihouwofaxiantaduiwomanshiyane。jiehunsannian。

youciwodezhiletazaiyezonghezuijiule，qujieta，jiufaxiantazaibaojianlilouzhebaiyueguang。wuniandexihuan，

jiehunsannian，quandouhuanlaiyichangkong，wozhijieliuxialeyifennihaodeqianlezilihunxieyijiulikai。

taqueturanmanshijiedezhaowo。————————1“buhouhuimalianlian？

takeshi……”lijiayibianbangwozhenglizhehunsha，yibianshuo。“lijia，jiajita，wobuhouhui。

”wokanzhejingzizhongdeziji，henshijianding。wozaigaozhongdeshihouyujianle17suideyanshiqing，

yizhixihuandaolexianzai。daxuebiyehouwoyizhiqiqiufuqindayingwojiajita，

fuqinzuizhongdayingleyishangyelianyindexingshirangwojiarutajia。yanshiqingyouyigebaiyueguang，jiaojiangyunyan，

yanshiqingdefuqinyizhibutongyitamenzaiyiqi。jiuzaibannianqian，jiangyunyandayinglewoyi300wanweichouma，

tanazheqianchuguolikaiyanshiqing，yongyuanyebuhuihuilai。jiuzheiyang，woruyuanyichangdejiajileyanshiqing。

hunlidangtian，naoleyigedawulong，tajingranchidaole，buguomeishi。zhiyaowonengjiajita，yiqiedoubushiwenti。

tadaodeshihoulianshangdebiaoqingxiangshigangzhidaoleshenmedashiyiyang，henfennu，danyouyinrenzhe。

talengzheyizhangliangenwowanchenglehunlideyishi，suoyourendouzaizhufuwomen，chuletaziji。

“si……yan…shiqing，nizuoshenme？”hunlidangwan，talengbudingdejiangwoshuaizaichuangshang。

“qiaoxinlian!niyongleshenmebeiliedeshouduanjiangyunyanganqucguode?!”tadeshengyinhenlingli，

tadehuarutongyibafenglidejiandaohenhendecijinwodexinli。ketabuzhidao，jiangyunyanqueshiyinweiqiancailikaide。

ketadayingguowobuhuihuilai，woyebunengjiangzheijianshitouluchuqu。

“shiqing……bushiwo……”wonulidejieshizhe，kehuadaozuibianqueyouxiaoshibujian。“niyiweiwohuixinme？

!”tahenhendedenglewoyiyan，suihoushuaimenerzou。zheijiushiwoyaodehunyin，zheijiushiwoyaodeyanshiqing。

wohuanhuandezuoleqilai，yongshouqingqingmoquyanjiaodelei，wozhidaotashigeshenmeyangderen，meiguanxide。

shijianjiule，tajiuhuifaxianwozenmeyang。woweilerangtajieshouwo，meitiandeyirisancandoushiyouwolaizuo，

ketahaoxiangjihumeihuiguojia。“shiqing……”wobodaletadedianhua，haimeijietong，

jiuyijingxiangqiyichuanbinglengdejixienvsheng。guoleyiduanshijian，tayoucituranhuilai，manshenjiuwei。

tazuilihanzheyunyandemingzi，jiangwoqiangzhidizaiqiangshangwenzhe。woshoubule，mengdetuikaileta。

“yanshiqing!nihezuile!wobushijiangyunyan!”woshijingyongxiuzicazhezuishangdeweidao。“nibushiaiwoma？

zenme？zheidoujieshoubule？”jiuzheiyangduguolehanchanglinlideyiye。taxinglaizhiqian，

jiangwolaolaodebaozaihuailishuizhe，fangfoyisongkai，jiuhuiyourenjiangwoduozouyiban。zhihoudetameicihuilai，

douxiangshixuyaowoyiyang，kezheiyezhengmingzhe，womenshifuqi，bushima？zheiyangderizichixulesannian，

tahuijiadecishuquzhikeshu。youtian，woturanjiedaoyitongmoshengdianhua。“wei？shiqiaoda**ma？

”duifangtingzheshiyigehensiyisatuodenansheng。“woshi，ni……”wohaimeiwenchukoujiubeidaduanle。

“shiqingtahezuile，zaixxhui，nilaijiexiataba。”zheishisannianlaidiyicigenyanshiqingrenshiderenjianghua，

tingdaotadexialuohou，wolimatingzhileaotangdedongzuo，kaizhecheganleguoqu。gangzoudaoneigerenshuodebaojianmenkou，

zhengzhunbeidakai，jiutingjianlimianyourenzaishuohua，wolimatingzhiledongzuo。“ai，

nishuoneigeqiaojiada**huilaizheizhongdifangma？”wotingzhezheigerendeshengyin，haoxiangshidianhualideneigeren。

“taneimeaishige，dangranhuilaile!”lingyigerenfuhezhe。wozhanzaibaojianmenkoutingzhezheixiehua，

yishidaozijibeishuale，keshiwogaijinquma？wozhenghoutuiyibu，yizhishoukaozailewodejianshang。

wolimaniuguotouqu，zheigerenjingranshijiangxu!tajiangyunyantongfuyimudedidi，tazenmehuizaizhei？“qiaoxinlian？

”duifangguobuqirandeshuochulewodemingzi。“zhanzaimenkouzuoshenme？bujinquma？”takanzhewoshuodao。

“wo……”tayibalazhuwozhijietuikaibaojianmenzoulejinqu。

2baojianliyuanbenzhengzaichaonaodeshengyinkandaowohoulimaanjing。yanshiqingzuozaibaojiandezhengzhongyang，

huailijingranlouzheyigenvren!wokanbuqingshishei，neigenvrenxianzaizhengmaitouzaitahuaili。“nizenmelaile？

”yanshiqingjiandaowolaihou，jianghuailidenvrenloudegengjinlexie。“shiwojiaotalaide。”yipangdenanrenshuo。

“zenme？dangnianbawojiegandaocguohou，meiyouxiangdaotayouchaoyirihaihuihuilaiba？

”cishiwoshenhoudejiangxuturankaikoule。yanshiqinghuailideneigenvrenjingranshijiangyunyan!womeiyoulihuijiangxu，

jingzouxiangyanshiqingmianqian，woyaotajiwoyigejieshi。“yanshiqing，bujieshiyixiama？

nixianzaigenwoshifuqiguanxi，louzhejiangyunyanshishenmeyisi？”zheisanniandetaidurangwojiyuandaoleyiqi，

zuizhongxingchenglexianzaidewo。jiangyunyanzaitadehuailiturandongledong，taiqitouhoukanzhewo。

“……xinlian?”tadeshengyinhenxinxu，tahaizhidaozijishigebeixinqiyiderena。“jie，nipatazuoshenme？

”jiangxucishiyoukaikou，shengyinzhongdaixieaoqilinran∶“jie，

nihaimeiyoujiangtashiyongleshenmeshouduanbanigandaocguode，

haorangshigeweinizuozhua!”wozhanzaiyanshiqingdemianqian，shuangshouzuandehenjin，zhijiadoufangfoyaokuaixianrurouli。

jiangxushenmeshihoubianchengzheiyangle？tamingmingzhidaotajiedesuozuosuowei，xianzaihaiyaozhengzheyanshuoxiahuama？

“yange……wogangcaiminleyikouzhuoshangdeyinliao，

haoxiangyouxieyun……”yanshiqingtingdaohouxianshiyongshoubeicelecetalianshangdewendu，

suihouyouyibajiangjiangyunyanbaoleqilai。“rangkai。”yanshiqingduizhewoshuo。“yanshiqing，nijiuzheimeduiwo？

”wojiandingdekanzheta，yanshenzhongmanshibukezhixin，yiziyidundeshuodao。wanshanghuidaojiahou，

wodexiaofuturanyouyizhenjuliedetengtong，tongdewojiaochulesheng。

“a……heng……songma!……wohaonanshou!”tengtongdeganjuerangwokuaishiquleyishi，

woqiangchengzheshentizoudaolemenkou，jiangbaifangzaimenwaidehuapingmengdezadaoledishangzuochulejudadeshengxiang。

zaicixinglai，yijingtianliang，woshenchubingfang。zuozaiyipangkanziliaodeyanshiqingjiangwoheleyitiao，

taduizuotiandeshibuwenbuwen，haihaoyisizuozaizheili？“qiaoxinlian，nizhenshihaobenshi，zhuangbingyeyaozhuangdexiangdian。

”takandaowoxinghoujiangshoushangdeziliaofangdaoyipang，duizhewoshuodao。“shibarangnilaideba？yanshiqing，

woxiwangnigenbayiyang，zuoshenmedouguangmingzhengda，biewangle，womenxianzaishifuqiguanxi。”wolandegentajieshi，

qiangchengzhebingchuangkaozailezhentoushang。“guangmingzhengda？dangnianniweilejiajiwojiangyunyangandaoguowai，

zheizhongshijiuguangmingzhengda？”taturanchongzhewonudao。tashuodeyouyibanshiduide，

worangjiangyunyannazheqianchuguozheizhongshiqueshibushihenguangming。danjiusuanwomeiyouzuozheigejueding，

tamenyebuhuizaiyiqi，zhishaojiejijiatingzaineilibaizhe。“bingfangneijinzhidashengxuanhua。

”yishengjiangbingfangdemendakai，bianzoujinlaibianshuo。“xinlian……nidebingqingwomenxuyaotantaoyixia。

”takanxiangwohou，lianshangyouxieburen。“qiaoxinlian，lianyishengduihuazheizhongshinidoutiqianxiangdaole？

zhenshihaoshouduana，buguowobuhuixinni。”yanshiqingshuowanzheijuhuajiuzoulechuqu。yishengshiwodedaxuetongxue，

takanzheyuanzoudeyanshiqing，tanlekouqi，youkanxiangwo。“……xinlian，nizenmejiajitale？

nizhibuzhidaonixianzaihenweixian？!”yangkelaqipangbiandeyizizuolexialai，yilianxintengdekanzhewo。

“nidaoshishuoshuo……wozenmele？”“nishibushiduoguoliangcitai？”tawenwo。wodianlediantou，

“neidoushiyinianqiandeshile。”“nixianzaibujinyihouhennanhuaiyun，

shenzhihenyoukenengshiquezhengongjingai!duotaihenshangshende……shaguniang……”“nijiashiyouhaozhangdeyoupiaoliang，

什么样的找不到？

weishenmehuijiajita……yiqianshangxuedeshihouhaizhenkanbuchulaitazheimehenxin……”yangkemozhewodeshou，

jixushuozhe。wodezhiwodeqingkuanghou，henpingjing，fangfozheizhongshixianbuqirenhebolan。haoxiangdoushiwozizhaode，

danshiwoyerenle。3jingguoneitianyiyuandeshihou，wojiuyizhizaichizheyao。yanshiqingyemeiyouzaihuijia，

meicidadianhuadoushiguanjizhuangtai。wopibeidezouxiangyushipaolegezao，yangkerangwoduopaopaozao，

youzhuyuxueyexunhuan。“yangke……nishuowohaiyoudejiuma？”“……nizhideshi？”“wozheifushenti，

jiushinishuodeaizheng。”“zheigehaiyoudejiu，zhishihennanhuaiyuneryi，

xianzaiguowaijiuyouyigezhurenzhuanmenzuozheizhongshoushude。”“hao，neinibangwoanpaiba。

”woheyangkededuihuazaiwodenaohaizhongxiangqi，wojianjianjiangtoukaozaileyugangshang。paozaodeganjuerangwoshenxinshuchang。

yanshiqing，ruguowoshuochuzhenxiang，nihaigentazaiyiqidehua，neiwomenlianggerendejieguo……jiuzhiyoulihunle。

paowanzaohou，wojiyanjingtianyejiushiyanshiqingdefuqindaquledianhua。“ba，nibangwojietongshiqingdedianhua，

woyoushiyaogentashuo。”“ai……shiqingneihaizi，wozenmequanyequanbudong，wozheijiujinijietong。

”wokanzheshoushangdedianhualianxirenzhuanbianchengleshiqing，songleyikouqi。“shi……”wohaimeiyoukaikou，

jiutingdaodianhuaneibiandeshengyin。“sheiya？yangetaxianzaizhengmangzheni!”jiangyunyanjiaoroudeshengyinzaidianhualixiangqi。

tingdaoshijiangyunyandeshengyinhou，wojiangtonghualuyindakaile。“jiangyunyan，zheijiushinidayingguowodeshi？

”wolimazhiwenta。“qiaoxinlian，wozhishikoutoushangdayingguoni，sheirangnishani？

falvguidingguowobunenghuiguoma？”jiangyunyandeyuqimanshijiaobian。“shima？neigouyinyihunzhifuni？

yanshiqingxianzaigenwocunzaizhehunyindeguanxi，tashiwodehefazhangfu，niyouyoushenmezigedaizaitashenbian？

zhisandangsanma？”dianhuaneibianmeileshengyin。henkuaiyouxiangqiyanshiqingdeshengyin∶“qiaoxinlian，niyouzuoshenme？

youshenmehuachongzhewoshuo。”“haoa，neinishuoshuonigenwoxianzaishishuyushenmeguanxi？”wolimalaijing。

“fuqi。”tadezuilimingmingshuozhegenwodeguanxizhijianzuiqinmidehua，yuqiqueshiruhantanbanbingleng。

“buguohenkuaijiubushile。”tayoujiezheshuodao。“wohuigennilihun，ranhouquyunyan。”“……shima？

”tayaogenwolihun，buguojiusuantabutichu“lihun”zheilianggezi，womendeguanxiyekuaizoudaoneizhongdibule。

budui，wohetadeguanxihaoxiangconglaijiumeihaoguo。shigouyegairijiushengqingle。

“haoa……”wolvxianguaduanledianhua。dangtianwanshangyanjingtianjiugenwodadianhuashuorangwohuiyanjia，

wogangtuikaiyanjiademen，jiukandaoleyanshiqinglazhejiangyunyandeshouzhanzaiketingliheyanjingtianduizhizhe。

“yanshiqing!youshizheigenvren？nixianzaiyijinggenxinlianjiehunle!zhengtiandaizhezheigenvrenganshenme？

chuanchuqurangrennaoxiaohuama？!”yanjingtiandafaleiting，shengyinzaimenwaidounengtingdao。

“genqiaoxinliandehunyuebushiwozuozhude，woyeconglaidoumeiyouaiguota，zhiyujiangyunyancaishiwoaideren。

”“我要跟她离婚。

”pa——“nizheigebuxiaozi!”wokanjianyanjingtianjiejieshishideyibazhangshuaizaileyanshiqingdelianshang。

wolimazoushangqianqu∶“ba……shiqingtaqueshimeishuocuo。”wokanleyanyanshiqing，youkanleyanjiangyunyan。

“zheisannianzhiyouwoyigerenzaiyixiangqingyuan，lihundehuawoyejieshou，bijing……sannianjiuzugoule，

womeiyoubanfazheiyangyixiangqingyuanyibeizi。”wowanxideshuodao。zhongyuyaojieshulema？

zheizhonghuajingranshiwoxianshuochukou。“xinlian……zheigebuxiaozita……!”yanjingtianhaishixiangwanliuwo，

buguodaodishiwanliuwo，haishiwanliuwojiadequanlini？“ba，nibiezaishuole，mingtianwodelvshihuilai，

lihundeshijiuzaimingtianba。”worengxialezheiyijuhua，meiyoukanyanshiqing，zhijiezoulechuqu。huijiadelushang，

wolianxizhelvshi，“mingtianyanjia，woyaolihun。”gangguawandianhua，mamadedianhuajiudalaile。“lianlian，

niyaolihunle？shiyanshiqingtaduinibuhaoma？zenmebugenjialishuo？”haojiudoumeitingjianguomamadeshengyinle，

mamadeshengyinhenjiaoji。“ma……nibuyongdanxin，womenzhishimeiyouganqingle，danchundexianglihun。

”“mamazhichini，tayaoshiganduinizenmeyang，jiugenjialishuo!”mamadehuajilewojianqiangdehoudun。

danshiwobuhuirangyanshiqingzheimehaoguo，woyaorangtaduiwokuijiuyibeizi。“ma，woyoujianshiyaogennishangliangyixia。