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yansuiruanzhishiyiweiputongdenianqingren，zhidaotafaxianleyibenshenmiderijiben，zheichengweiletamingyundezhuanzhedian。zaixiazhutingyudexiaoshuo《wochuanjinnvewen，fanxiejuqingbifengnanzhu》zhong，yansuiruanzhibeijuanruleyigechongmanmituanheweixiandeshijianzhizhong。tajiangmianlinwushudetiaozhanhedirendezhuiji，jiekaiyinzangzaiyinyingzhongdezhenxiang。zheibuxiandaiyanqingxiaoshuokourenxinxian，yijincoudeqingjiehejingcaidemiaoxielingduzhezhemi，paohuiqianqishenmian，jiuzaijintian，cishi，cidi，yinweizhuangjianzhangfuyansuihehuiguodebaiyueguangruanzhizaicheneiyongwen，……。

精彩章节

wochuanjinzijixiedenvewenli，chenglekaipianjiutiaoloudepaohuiqianqi。louxia，

woneinanzhuzhangfuzhenghetadebaiyueguangwendenanfennanjie。wozongshenyiyuedeshunjian，naozhongxiangqiyidaoshengyin。

「xianghuoma？neijiugaixietaderensheng。」woxiaole。gaixieta？bu，woyaohuileta。

1tiantaifengqiwanqiudefeng，guazairenshenshang，xiangzuidundedaozi，yicuncungezhepirouxiadegutou。wochizhejiao，

zhanzaitianshengdashaqishiercengdedingloutiantaibianyuan。jiaoxia，shizuyijiangrenshuaichengyitanrounidegaodu。shouzhong，

shiwoganggangqianxiamingzidelihunxieyi，heyizhangzhongduyiyuzhengdezhenduanshu。

zhenduanshudezhizhangbeifengchuidelieliezuoxiang，fangfozaicuicuwo，kuaiyidian，tiaoxiaqu，

jieshuzheihuangtangyoutongkudeyisheng。wodangranzhidaojiexialaihuifashengshenme。woshishenmian，danyebuzhishishenmian。

wohaishizheibenshudeqinmazuozhe。zaizheibenmingjiao《haomennveai：zongcaideqiuxinsuo》degouxuenvewenli，

paohuiqianqishenmian，jiuzaijintian，cishi，cidi，yinweizhuangjianzhangfuyansuihehuiguodebaiyueguangruanzhizaicheneiyongwen，

youbeizhenduanchuzhongduyiyu，wannianjuhui，zongshenyiyue。ertadesi，buguoshinannvzhuganqingshengwendecuihuaji。

sanfenzhonghou，yansuihuijiedaozhulidedianhua，dezhiwodesixun。

tahuikanzhechelineizhanglihuadaiyude、shuyuruanzhidelian，

yongwocengmiaoxieguowushucide、binglengdanmodeyuqishuo：「yizhiwuguanjinyaodecangyingbale，bieweitahuailexinqing。

」ranhou，tahuiwenshangruanzhidechun，chezijuechenerqu，tuliuwowenredeshitizaibinglengdedimianshang，

beishirenweiguan。wocengweizheigeqingjiede「jizhinvelian」erzhanzhanzixi。xianzai，

wozhixiangqiasineigeweilegaofeishenmedouxiedechulaideziji。wobuxiangsi。

wosisididingzhelouxianeiliangheisedebinli，kanzhechechuangneilianggemohujiaodiederenying，

taotiandehenyihebuganjihuyaojiangwodelizhitunshi。pingshenme？pingshenmewodejiaoseyaoweinideaiqingpulu？

pingshenmewojiuyaochengweinimenweidaaiqingxiadeyitanlanni？yansui，nizheigewoqinshouchuangzaochulaidegounanren！

jiuzaiwoqingxubodongdaodingdiandechanei，yanqianhuranshanguoyidaobaiguang。yigebantoumingde，

leisiwendangbianjiqidejiemian，pingkongchuxianzaiwodeshiwangmoshang。guangbiaozaijingjingdishanshuo。jinjiezhe，

yidaobinglengde、budairenheganqingdejixieyinzaiwonaozhongxiangqi。「『juqingfanxiexitong』yijihuo。」

「jiancedaosuzhuqianglieqingxubodong，nengliangyizhuru。」「qingsuzhuxiexiadiyigezhiling，zhongsushijiexian。」

2xitongjuexingwolengzhule。zheishishenme？chuanshufuli？haishiwosiqiandehuanjue？fenggengdale，

chuidewojihuzhanbuwen。wokanzheneiliangbinlidechemenbeituikai，ruanzhineizhangrouruomeilidelianlulechulai，

tasihuzhengyaoxiache。bu，bunengrangtaxialai。wojidejuqing，taxialaihou，huitaitoukandaowo，

ranhoujingkongdijianjiao，yinlaisuoyourendezhuyi。wojianghuizaiwanzhongzhumuxia，xianggexiaochouyiyang，

wanchengwodesiwangxiemu。laibujisikaole。wulunshizhenshijia，zheishiwoweiyidejihui！wobishangyan，

jihushiyongyinianzaisihou，jiangsuoyoudeqiushengyuheyuanqidoujizhongzaineigeshanshuodeguangbiaoshang。

wodeshouzhizaikongqizhongfengkuangdizhandou，xiangyigenishuiderenzhuazhuzuihouyigendaocao。yixingzi，

niuqudichuxianzaileneigebantoumingdewendangli。【yansuihurangandaoyizhenwufayizhidexinji，taxiangfengleyiyang，

zhixianglike、mashang，jiandaowo。】3shengsixian「zhi——」

yishengjianruidaocierdechacheshenghuapolezhangjiedeningjing。neiliangyuanbenpingwenqidongdebinli，

xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdedashouhenhenezhuleyanhou，yiyigejiqiniuqudejiaoduzhourantingzailelubian。

chetoujulihulanbuguojilimi。wojingedizhengdaleyanjing。zhijianjiashizuodechemenbeimengdituikai，

yidaoxiuzhangtingbadeshenyingcongchelichonglechulai。shiyansui。tashenzhimeilaidejiguanshangchemen，

jiuneiyangdiediezhuangzhuangdi、buguyiqiedichaozhetianshengdashaderukoukuangbenerlai。tadebufaliangqiang，

neizhangwocengyong「bingshandiaosu」、「wannianhanbing」laixingrongdelianshang，

cikexiemanlecongweiyouguode、jinhudiankuangdejinghuang。「asui！」ruanzhibeizheituruqilaidebianguhedaole，

tatizhequnbaizhuixiache，shengyinlidaizhekuqianghemangran，「asui，niqunaer！nihedaowole！」

keyansuixiangshigenbenmeitingjian。tadeshijieli，fangfozhishengxiazheizuodasha，zheigetiantai。

wodexinzangfengkuangdileidongqilai。zhende……zhendeyouyong！wobushizaizuomeng！

judadekuangxihejiehouyushengdeqingxingrangwojihuyaoruandaozaidi，danwobugandong。wosisidibazhetiantaidebianyuan，

kanzhediantizhishidengfengkuangdixiangshangpansheng。「ding」deyisheng，diantimenzaidingloudakai。jinjiezhe，

tongwangtiantaidexiaofangmenbeiyigujulihenhenzhuangkai，fachu「peng」deyishengjuxiang。yansuichonglechulai。

tayiyanjiukandaolezhanzaitiantaibianyuandewo，neishuangzongshijiezhebingdeheimou，shunjianbeixuesitunshi。

taxiangyitoubeijinudekunshou，chaowomengpuguolai。zaiwojinghuchushengzhiqian，

yishuangtiebeijiangwocongsiwangdebianyuanhenhendi、cubaodizhuailehuilai，

jinjindi、jihuyaojiangwoleduandisuojintadehuaili。tadexiongtangjuliediqifu，

wenredehuxipensazaiwodeerkuo，daizhezhuorendewenduheyisi……zhandou？

wowendaoletashenshangqingliedexuesongxiang，hunzazheyisiruoyouruowude、shuyuruanzhidexiangshuiwei。zhenexin。

wohaimeilaidejizhengzha，toudingjiuchuanlaitasiyadaojizhide、fangfoconghoulonglijichulaideshengyin。「shenmian，

nixiangsi？」「wozhunlema！」4qingxufanshitadeshengyinli，guoxiezhewocongweitingguodebaonuhe……houpa。

wobeitaledeshengteng，zhenggerendouxianzaitajianyingdehuaili，jihuwufahuxi。zheijiushi……qingxufanshima？

wozhishirangta「fengleyiyangxiangjianwo」，tadefanyingjiujiliedaolezheizhongchengdu？「asui！」

ruanzhirouruoyoujiqiedeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai，dapolezheipiankedesiji。tayepaoshanglaile。tizheangguidequnbai，

toufayouxielingluan，neizhangzongshiwanmeiwuxiadelianshangcikemanshileihenhejinghunweiding。

takandaowomenliangrenyiyizhongjiqiqinmidezishixiangyong，yanzhongfeikuaidishanguoyisijiduheyuandu，

dansuijibeiqiadaohaochudedanyousuoyangai。「asui，nimeishiba？gangcai……gangcaizhendehesiwole。」

taxiaoxinyiyidizouguolai，shixianluozaiwoshenshang，daizheshenshiheyisibuyichajuedeqingmie，

「zheiweishi……saozima？」he，zhuangdezhenxiang。zaiwodeshedingli，ruanzhizaojiubawodiaochadeyiqingerchu，

tazhidaowoshishei，gengzhidaowoheyansuishishangyelianyin，haowuganqing。yansuixiangshizheicaiyishidaotadecunzai。

tabaozhewodeshoubeimeiyousihaofangsong，zhishiceguotou，neishuangchongxuedemouzilenglengdisaoletayiyan。

「nishanglaizuoshenme？」tadeshengyinyijiushaya，danyijinghuifulejifenguanyoudebingleng，「sheirangnishanglaide？」

ruanzhidelianseyibai，yanleiyaoyaoyuzhui：「wo……wodanxinni……」「womeishi。」yansuidaduanta，

yuqilidaizheburongzhihuidemingling，「xiaqu，zaichelidengwo。」ruanzhiyaozhechun，weiqudikanletayiyan，

youkanlekanwo，zuizhonghaishibugandizhuanshen，yibusanhuitoudilikaile。tiantaishang，zhishengxiawoheta。

haiyouhuxiaodefeng。wozhongyuhuanguojinglai，kaishizhengzha：「yansui，nifangkaiwo！」tabujinmeifang，

fanershoudegengjin，xiabadizaiwodefaxin，shengyindichenerweixian。「bufang。」「shenmian，

wobuhuizaijinirenheshanghaizijidejihui。」「congxianzaiqi，nibixudaizaiwonengkandaodedifang，

yibudoubunenglikai。」wolengzhule。zheitaici……womeixieguoa。shi「fanxie」dailaideliansuofanyingma？

neigesuoweide「luojiziqiaxiuzheng」？yinweita「fengleyiyangxiangjianwo」，suoyiluojishang，

tabunengzairangwoyoulikaitashixiandefengxian？zheigefaxianrangwoxintouyilin。zheigenengli，

sihubiwoxiangxiangdegengqiangda，yegeng……weixian。5baiyueguangxianxialoudelushang，qifenyayidekepa。

yansuishizhongmeiyousongkaiwodeshou，tadeshouzhangganzaoerguntang，lidaodadexiangshiyaojiangwodeshouguniesui。

wobeitaqiangxingsaijinlebinlidehouzuo。ruanzhiyijingbuhaolezhuang，zuozaifujiashishang，

taconghoushijinglikanzhewomenjinwodeshuangshou，yanshenxiangcuiledudezhen。cheziqidong，pingwendihuirucheliu。

「asui，」ruanzhilvxiandapolechenmo，shengyinroudenengqiachushuilai，「women……haiquhuazhanma？

wolaoshidezuopinjintiandiyicizhanchu……」「buqu。」yansuidehuidayanjianyigai，meiyouyisiwendu。

tadeshixianshizhongjiaozhezaiwoshenshang，zhuanzhuderangrentoupifama。ruanzhidezhijiaqiajinlezhangxin，

dantayijiuweichizhewanmeideweixiao：「yeshi，saozihaoxiang……shentibutaishufu，shigaizaodianhuiquxiuxi。」

tateyijiazhongle「saozi」lianggezi，xiangshizaitixingyansui，yexiangshizaitixingwo。wolandelita。

woxianzaimannaozidoushineige「fanxiexitong」，yijiyansuicikedefanchangzhuangtai。wobixujinkuaizhaogejihui，

zaishiyici。wokanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidejiejing，zhuangsiwuyidikaikou，shengyinbuda，

quezuyirangchelisuoyourendoutingjian。「yansui，nidebaichenshanshang，youkouhongyin。」woshuodeshishishi，

jiuzaitazuobianlingkoudeweizhi，yimoaimeidemeihongse，heruanzhijintiandechunseyimoyiyang。zheishiwoshenweizuozhe，

maixiadeyigexiaoxiaofubi，yonglai**yuanzhushenmiande。cheneidekongqishunjianninggu。yansuideshentiyijiang，

taxiayishididitou。ruanzhideliansegengshi「shua」diyixiabiandecanbai，tahuangluandijieshi：「asui，duibuqi，

shi……shigangcainijichachedeshihou，wobuxiaoxin……」「bizui。」yansuilengshengdaduanta，

yuqilideyanehaobuyanshi。tameiyouqukanruanzhi，ershizhuantoukanzhewo，neishuangshensuidemouzili，

fanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。tasihuxiangjieshishenme，danyoubuzhidaocongheshuoqi。wokanzhetazheifuyangzi，

huranjuedewubichangkuai。zaiwodeshuli，tahecengduipaohuiqianqiyouguobanfenjieshi？wojiushiyaodapozheiyiqie。

wojiushiyaorangta，yechangchangyoukounanyan、baikoumobiandeziwei。woweiweiyixiao，

xuezheruanzhineifushanjierenyideyangzi，qingshengshuo：「meiguanxi，wobuzaiyi。」wodehua，xiangshiyibachuizi，

henhendizazaileyansuidexinshang。tadelianse，biruanzhihaiyaonankan。6bielikaiwohuidaoyanjiabieshu，

yijingshibanxiaoshihou。neiliangbinliyiyizhongjinhutaolidesudu，

zaisongwomendaomenkouhoubianlikezaizheruanzhilikaile。xiangbicheshangdeqifenyidinghen「jingcai」。

yansuijiangwocongcheshangbaoxialai，shide，shibaoxialai。tadeshoubeixiangtieguyiyang，

wanquanbujiworenhefankangdejihui。bieshulideyongrenkandaozheiyimu，gegedoujingdemudengkoudai。jiehunyinian，

yansuicongweiduiwoyouguorenheqinmijudong，shenzhilianzhengyandouhenshaokanwo。「xiansheng……」guanjiazhangmayingshanglai，

biaoqingxiangshijianlegui。「beican。」yansuiyanjianyigaidiminglingdao，baozhewojingzhichuanguoketing，

zouxiangerloudezhuwo。tadejiaobuchenwen，xintiaoqueyouxieluan。wonengqingxidiganjuedao，gezheliangcengbuliao，

neichenmeneryoulidexintiaosheng，yishengsheng，qiaozaiwodebeishang。zhuwodemenbeitayijiaochuaikai。

wobeitaqingqingdifangzaileneizhangdadekuazhangderouruandachuangshang。tameiyoulikai，ershibanguizaichuangbian，

gaodadeshenqulongzhaoxialai，xingchengyipianjijuyapogandeyinying。tataiqishou，

xiuzhangdeshouzhiqingqingfuguowodelianjia，dongzuowenroudebuxianghua，yanshenqueyijiupianzhidekepa。「mianmian，」

tajiaowodexiaoming，shengyindichenyinya，「gaosuwo，nijintianweishenmeyaoneimezuo？」wozhidaotawendeshishenme。

wochuixiayanmou，zhangzhangdejiemaoyanquyandidejifeng，shengyindaizheyisiqiadaohaochudecuiruo：「woleile，yansui。

」「womenlihunba。」woshuochuleyuanzhuli，shenmianzaitiaolouqian，yongjinzuihouyisiliqishuochudehua。

yansuideshentimengdiyizhen。tayanzhongdexuesezaicifanyongshanglai，sisididingzhewo，

yiziyijudiwen：「nishuoshenme？」「woshuo，lihun。」wotaiqitou，zhishizhetadeyanjing，zhongfudao。

tadehoujiejuliedigundongleyixia。xiongkouneijianangguidebaichenshan，zhanzhelingyigenvrendekouhongyin，

cikekanqilaiwubiciyan。tachenmolehenjiu。jiudaowoyiweitahuixiangyuanzhuneiyang，lengxiaozheshuo「hao」。raner，

taquehuranfuxiashen，jiangtoumaizailewodejingwo。wowendaoletafajianqingliedelengxiang。

taxiangyizhishoushangde、xunqiuanfudedaxingquan，zaiwojingbianqingqingdicengleceng。ranhou，

wotingdaotayongyizhongjinhuaiqiude、posuideshengyinshuo：「bielikaiwo。」「mianmian，biebuyaowo。」

7nengliangbuchongwodexintiaolouleyipai。bushiyinweigandong，ershiyinweijinghai。aiqiu？yansui？

neigezaiwobixialengxuedaoqinshoubachuliansongjinjianyu、yandoubuzhayixiadeyansui，

jingranhuiyongzheizhongyuqigenwoshuohua？「juqingfanxiexitong」duitadeyingxiangyijingdaolezheigedibuma？wobugandong，

renyoutabaozhe。zheigehuaibaobuzaixiangtiantaishineiyangchongmanlebaolidezhanyouyu，

faner……daizheyisixiaoxinyiyide、jinhubeiweidetaohao。zheirangwogandaoyizhenehan。

yigebeiwochuangzaochulaidezhipianren，yinweiwosuishouxiexiadeyixingzi，jiubianchenglezheifuwoburenshidemoyang。

zheiganjue，huangtang，you**。「xiansheng，taitai，wancanzhunbeihaole。」zhangmadeshengyinzaimenwaixiangqi。

yansuideshentidongledong，tahuanhuantaiqitou，yanzhongdefengkuanghepianzhiyijingbeitaqiangxingyalexiaqu，

huifulejifenpingrilidelengjingzichi。dantayandishenchudexuese，yijiumeiyoutunqu。「chifan。」

talazhewodeshou，lidaoburongjujue。canzhuoshang，baimanlejingzhidecaiyao。doushiwoaichide。wojide，

yuanzhuli，shenmianweileyingheyansui，feijinxinsiquxuetaxihuandekouwei，jieguozhihuanlaitayiju「dongshixiaopin」。

erxianzai，fengshuilunliuzhuanle。yansuichenmodizuozaiwoduimian，qinziweiwobucai，

jiangmeiyikuaiyuroudecidouxixinditiaoganjing，zaifangdaowodewanli。tadedongzuoyouyaerjinchi，

fangfotatianshengjiugaizuozheixieshi。danwozhidao，zheibushita。zheishiwo「xie」chulaideta。

wobixuzaiyanzhengyici。wokanzhemianqianneiwanbeitatiaohaocideyurou，qingqingzhoulezhoumei，

dishengshuo：「wojintianbuxiangchiyu，youdianni。」yansuijiacaidedongzuoyidun。xiayimiao，

tahaobuyouyudijiangneiwanyurouduanzou，huanshangleyizhongwenredeyanwo。ranhou，tajiaolaizhangma，

yongyizhongburongzhihuideyuqiminglingdao：「basuoyouheyuyouguandecaidouchexiaqu。」「lingwai，jizhule，

yihoujialibuzhunzaichuxianrenheyulei。」zhangmayiliancuoe，danhaishilikezhaobanle。wokanzheyansui，

xinzhongneikuaidashizhongyuluoledi。woquexinle。zheigenengli，shizhenshide，shikekongde。neime，yansui，

ruanzhi……nimenzhunbeihao，yingjiewoweinimenliangshendingzuode，quanxindejubenlema？wogouqichunjiao，

luchuchuanshuyilaidediyigefazizhenxindeweixiao。8emengchanshenyeli，wotangzaichuangshang，

yansuijiushuizaiwoshenbian。zheishijiehunyinianlai，tadiyicizhudongshuizaizhuwo。tashuidehenchen，huxijunyun，

danyizhishouqueyijiusisidizuanzhewodeshouwan，fangfoshengpawoxiayimiaojiuhuixiaoshibujian。wojiezheyueguang，

daliangzhetachenshuidecelian。budebuchengren，wodangchuxiezheigenanzhudeshihou，zaiwaimaoshedingshangshixialexuebende。

jianmeixingmu，bilianggaoting，chunxingwanmei，meiyichuxiantiaodouxiangshibeishangdiqinshoudiaozhuoguo。kexi，shigegounanren。

wochangshizheqingqingchouhuiwodeshou。gangyidong，tademeitoujiulikezhouleqilai，zuanzhewodeshouyexiayishidishoujin。

wobuganzaidongle。wobishangyan，zainaozhongzaicihuanchuleneigebantoumingdewendang。guangbiaoanjingdishanshuozhe。

zheiyici，wobuzaixiangzaitiantaishineiyangjinghuangshicuo。wolengjingdi，

yiziyijudizaishangmianshuruleyixingxindezhiling。「yansuihuizuoyigeemeng，mengli，

shitaqianshiduiwozuodesuoyouguofendeshiqing。」jiranshinvewen，neiziranyaonvedechedi。woyaorangta，

qinshentiyanyixia，yuanzhushenmiansuochengshouguode，neixiebinglengdejuewang。xiewanzheixingzi，

womeiyoulikequkanyansuidefanying，ershijiangzhuyilijizhongzailexitongjiemianshang。wofaxian，

zaiwendangdeyouxiajiaoyouyigexiaoxiaode、leisidianchidetubiao。cike，neigetubiaodedianliangshi95%。

zaiwoxiewangangcaineixingzihou，tabianchengle94%。yuanlai，zheigenenglishixuyaoxiaohaonengliangde。

erjintianzaitiantai，woyinweiqingxujidong，zhurudenengliang……sihuyoudiantaiduole。wozhengsikaozhe，

shenpangdeyansuihuranfachuleyishengtongkudemenheng。takaishijuliedizhandouqilai，etoushangshenchuximidelenghan，

meitoujinjindisuozaiyiqi，fangfozhengchengshouzhejudadetongku。「bu……buyao……」tanannanziyu，

shengyinposuierkonghuang。「shenmian……duibuqi……」「biezou……」wojingjingditingzhe。zheixie，

doushiwocenghuanxiangguowushuci，tahuiduiyuanzhushuodehua。kedangtazhendefashengshi，wodexinzhongmeiyoubanfendongrong，

zhiyouyipianbinglengdehuangwu。duibuqi？ruguoduibuqiyouyong，neihaiyaojingchazuoshenme？wobixiadeshenmian，

yijingsile。erwo，yaoweitataohuisuoyougongdao。9huihenzhongshengdiertianyizao，

woshizaiyizhennongyudeshiwuxiangqizhongxinglaide。wozhengkaiyan，faxianshenbiandeweizhiyijingkongle。dankongqizhong，

haicanliuzhetashenshangqingliedexuesongwei。wozuoqishen，faxianshouwanshanghailiuzhetazuowanzuanchulaidehonghen。

zhengfazhedai，woshidemenbeituikaile。yansuiduanzheyigecanpanzoulejinlai。tachuanzheyishenyuntiedejujiafu，

neizhangyingjundelianshang，daizheyisiyanshibuzhudepibeiheqiaocui。yanxiadewuqing，zhaoshizhetazuowanshuidebingbuhao。

kandaowoxingle，talikeluchuleyige……wogaizenmexingrong，xiaoxinyiyiyoudaizhetaohaodexiaorong。「xingle？

wozuolezaocan。」tajiangcanpanfangzaichuangtoujushang，shangmianshiyiwanreqitengtengdexiaomizhou，jiyangjingzhidexiaocai，

haiyouyigebohaoleqiaode、wenredejidan。hewozuotianzaixinligouxiangde「wanmeizaocan」yimoyiyang。

womeiyoudong，zhishikanzheta。tabeiwokandeyouxiebuzizai，xiuzhangdeshouzhibuzijuediquansuoleyixia。

「zenmele？buheweikou？」tashitanzhewen，yuqilidaizhezijidouweicengchajuedejinzhang。「wozuowan……」

tadunledun，sihuzaizhenzhuoyongci，「……zuoleyigehenzhangdemeng。」「mengli，woduini……henbuhao。」

tadeshengyinyuelaiyuedi，zuihoujihuweibukewen。tataiqitou，neishuangshenbujiandideheimouli，

diyiciqingxidiyingchulewodeshenying，yeyingchuleyisi……huihenhetongku。「shenmian，」tayashengwen，

「neidoushizhende，duima？」wokanzheta，huranxiaole。womeiyouhuidatadewenti，

ershinaqichuangtoujushangdeneiwanzhou，yongshaozijiaolejiao，ranhouyaoqiyishao，didaotachunbian。「niyemeichiba？」

woqingshengshuo，「zhangzui。」yansuilengzhule，xianranmeixiangdaowohuishizheigefanying。taxiayishidizhangkaizui，

wobianjiangneishaowenredezhouweijinletazuili。tajujiaodedongzuodoubiandejiangyingqilai。「yansui，」

wokanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyiju，qingxidishuo，「guoqudeshiqing，doubuzhongyaole。」「zhongyaodeshi，

congjinyihou，niyaoduiwohao。」「jiabeidi，duiwohao。」tazhengzhengdikanzhewo，

xiangshiyaojiangwodeyangzikejinlinghunli。liangjiu，tazhongzhongdidianlediantou。「hao。」

10nengliangguilvjiexialaidejitian，yansuizhendexianghuanlegeren。tatuidiaolesuoyoububiyaodeyingchou，

meitianzhunshihuijia。tahuibenzhuodixuezhezuowoxihuanchidecai，huizaiwowushuishianjingdishouzaiyipang，

huiyinweiwoduokanleyiyanzazhishangdenanmingxingershengyizhengtiandemenqi。neizhongwenrou，

xizhidaolelingrenfazhidedibu。bieshulideyongrenmen，congzuichudezhenjing，daoxianzaidexiyiweichang，

zhiyonglesantian。erwo，yezaizheilingrenzhixide「wenrou」zhong，zhujianmoqingle「fanxiexitong」deguilv。diyi，

zhilingbixujianjiemingle，qiefuhejibenluoji。wobunengxie「tianshangdiaoxiayiyixianjin」，

dankeyixie「yansuisongjiwoyizhangwuxianedudeheika」。dier，nengliangdexiaohaoyuzhilingde「lipu」

chengduchengzhengbi。rangtazuodunzaocan，xiaohao1%denengliang。rangtadangzhongxiangwobiaobai，kenengjiuyaoxiaohao10%。

disan，nengliangkeyitongguoyansuide「qingxujiazhi」laibuchong。

dangtayinweiwodezhilingerchanshengqiangliedeqingxubodongshi，wulunshixiyue、fennuhaishitongku，

xitongyouxiajiaodedianchitubiaodouhuihuanmanhuisheng。tayuetongku，woyueqiangda。duomefengci，youduomegongping。

zheitianxiawu，wozhengkaozaishafashangkanshu，shoujihuranxiangle。shigemoshenghaoma。wojieqidianhua，

dianhuaneitouchuanlairuanzhineibiaozhixingde、rouruowugudeshengyin。「saozi，shiwo，ruanzhi。」

「wo……woyouxiehua，xiangdandugennitantan，keyima？」wotiaoletiaomei。laile。anzhaoyuanzhujuqing，

ruanzhihuizaihuiguoyizhouhou，yi「tuiweirangxian」dezitaiyuejianshenmian，shizeshiyishenglizhedekouwen，

duitajinxingzuihoudejingshennianya，congerchengweiyasiluotuodezuihouyigendaocao。「haoa，」wogouqichunjiao，

「didianniding。」「jiuzaishizhongxinneijia『yunqi』kafeiguanba，neilidehuanjinghenanjing。」「keyi。」

woshuangkuaididayingle。gualedianhua，wokanzhechuangwaimingmeideyangguang，xinqinghaodebuxianghua。ruanzhi，

wode「zuijianvpei」。wozhengchounengliangbugouyong，nijiuzhudongsongshangmenlaile。zheiyici，wodaoyaokankan，

womenliang，daodisheicaishisheide「zuihouyigendaocao」。11chayiduijue「yunqi」kafeiguan。wodaodeshihou，

ruanzhiyijingzuozaikaochuangdeweizhidengwole。tajintianchuanleyitiaobaisedelianyiqun，zhangfapijian，

lianshanghuazhejingzhidedanzhuang，kanqilaijiuxiangyiduobushirenjianyanhuodechunjiebaihehua。kandaowo，talikezhanqishen，

duiwoluchuyigewenwandexiaorong。「saozi，nilaile。」wodiandiantou，zaitaduimianzuoxia。「zhaowoyoushenmeshi，

shuoba。」wokaimenjianshan。ruanzhisihumeiliaodaowozheimezhijie，weiweiyileng，suijiyanquanjiuhongle。tadixiatou，

shengyinlidaizhenongnongdeweiquhezize：「saozi，wozhidao，niyidingshizaiguaiwo。」「douguaiwo，bugaihuilai。

ruguowobuhuilai，niheasui……jiubuhuibianchengxianzaizheiyang。」wochadianxiaochusheng。

qiaoqiaozheiluhuochunqingdechayi。yaobushiwokaileshangdishijiao，kongpazhenyaobeitazheifuchuchukeliandeyangzijipianle。

woduanqimianqiandeningmengshui，qingqingminleyikou，bushuohua，jiuzheimejingjingdikanzhetabiaoyan。tajianwobujiehua，

zhihaojixuwangxiashuo。「woheasui……womenshiqingmeizhuma，congxiaoyiqizhangda。woyiwei，

womenzuihouhuizaiyiqide。」「dangnianwochuguo，yeshipobudeyi。wozoudeshihou，asuiduiwoshuo，

tahuidengwo。」「womeixiangdao……tahuihenijiehun。」tataiqitou，leiyanposuodikanzhewo，

xiangshizaikongsuyigeduozoutazhiaidedisanzhe。「saozi，wobuqiuniheasuilihun，womeiyouneimehuai。」

「wozhishi……zhishixiangqiuqiuni，buyaozaizhemotale，haobuhao？」「tazuijin……shoulehenduo，

jingshenyehenbuhao。wozhidao，taxinliyouwo，queyaobeipohenizaiyiqi，tayidinghentongku。」「nifangguota，

yefangguoniziji，keyima？」yifanhuashuodeshiqingzhenyiqie，ganrenfeifu。wotingwan，

manyouyoudifangxialeshuibei。ranhou，wokanzhetadeyanjing，huanhuandi、qingxidi，wenletayigewenti。「suoyi，

nishiyishenmeshenfen，laiduiwoshuozheifanhuade？」「shiyansuideqingmeizhuma？qiannvyou？

haishi……weilaideyantaitai？」12kafeiposhenruanzhidelianse，shunjianbiandecanbai。tameixiangdao，

yixiangbeitashiweiruanruokeqide「shenmian」，jingranhuirucijianrui。tadezuichunduosuozhe，

bantianshuobuchuyijuhualai。「wo……」wolandezaikantaneifuxuweidezuilian。**zaiyibeishang，

haozhengyixiadikanzheta，tongshi，zainaozhonghuanchuleneigeshuxidewendang。guangbiaoshanshuo，dengdaizhewodezhiling。

woxianglexiang，gouqiyimoeliedeweixiao，xiedao：「kafeiguandeshiyingshenghuibayibeiheikafei，『buxiaoxin』di，

quanbupozairuanzhineitiaoangguidebaiselianyiqunshang。」zhilingshengxiao。xiayimiao，

yigeduanzhetuopandeshiyingshengjiaobuyihua，jinghuyisheng，tuopanshangneibeiguntangdeheikafei，

bianyiyigewanmeidepaowuxian，bupianbuyi，jinshusazaileruanzhidequnzishang。

neitiaochunbaide、jiazhibufeidelianyiqun，shunjianbeishenhesedekafeizirandewuhuibukan。「a！」

ruanzhishishengjianjiaoqilai，langbeidicongzuoweishangtiaoleqilai。guntangdeyetirangtajingzhidezhuangrongdouhuale，

kanqilaixiangyizhiluotangji。「duibuqi！duibuqizheiweinvshi！wobushiguyide！」shiyingshenghehuaile，

lianmangnazhezhijinshangqiandaoqian。zhouweidemuguangshunjiandoujujileguolai。ruanzhineizhangpiaoliangdeliandan，

yizhenhongyizhenbai，jiongpodaolejidian。wokanzhetazheifuyangzi，xinqingshuchangwubi。wozhanqishen，

jugaolinxiadikanzheta，yongyizhongbeiminde、wan셔deyuqishuo：「ruan**，kanlai，

lianlaotianyedoujuedenizheishenbaiyifu，taizangle。」shuowan，wobuzailihuitadebengkuihejianjiao，zhuanshen，

shishirandilikailekafeiguan。shenhou，shitaqijibaihuaide、yayizhedekusheng。wonaozhong，xitongdedianchitubiao，

yinweitajuliedeqingxubodong，huanmandi，cong85%huishengdaole87%。yuanlai，zhemonvpei，yenengchongdian。

zheigefaxian，rangwoduiweilaide「fanxie」zhilu，chongmanleqidai。

13popozhuanbianwoyiweizheijianshijiuzheimeguoqule。meixiangdao，dangtianwanshang，wojiujiedaoleyansuimuqin，

yejiushiwoneiweipopo——linfunvshidedianhua。dianhuayijietong，neitoujiuchuanlaitapitougailiandezhiwen，

yuqijiansuanerkebo。「shenmian！nijintianshibushiqujianruanzhile？niduitazuoleshenme？！」

wobashoujinayuanleyidian，taoletaoerduo。zaiyuanzhuli，zheiweipoposhidianxingdeepopo，

tacongguziliqiaobushangchushenputongdeshenmian，renweizhiyoujiashixianhe、caihuahengyideruanzhicaipeizuotadeerxi。

tayeshibisiyuanzhudeyidazhuli。「womeiduitazuoshenme，」wodandandihuida，「shitazijibuxiaoxin，

nongzanglequnzi。」「nihaiganjiaobian！」linfudeshengyindouranbagao，「ruanzhidoudadianhuajiwole，

kudegengeleirenyiyang！tashuonidangzhongxiuruta，shuotazang！shenmian，niandeshenmexin？

nishibushijuedenixianzaizuowenleyantaitaideweizhi，jiukeyiweisuoyuweile？！」「wogaosuni，

zhiyaowohuozheyitian，ruanzhijiushiwoweiyideerxirenxuan！nizheizhongshangbuletaimiandedongxi，biechixinwangxiang！」

edudehua，xianglianzhupaoyiyang，yijujuzaguolai。ruoshiyuanzhu，cikekongpazaoyibeimadeshouzuwucuo，

qibuchengsheng。danwobushi。wojingjingditingzhe，dengtamaleile，chuanzheqile，caibujinbumandikaikou。

「shuowanlema？」linfuyiye：「ni……nizheishishenmetaidu？！」「linnvshi，」wodeshengyinhenpingjing，

shenzhidaizheyisixiaoyi，「nishibushiwangle，woxianzai，caishiyansuifalvshangdeqizi。」

「nikouzhongneige『shangbuletaimiandedongxi』，shiniyanjiadenvzhuren。」

「ernisuoweide『weiyierxirenxuan』，buguoshigebazihaimeiyipiededisanzhe。」「nishuo，

yansuiyaoshizhidao，tademuqin，lianheyigewairen，laiqifutadeqizi，tahuizenmexiang？」」woyibianshuo，

yibiandiaochulefanxiexitong。zheiyici，woyaowangedade。wokanzhewendang，shuruleyixingzi。

「linfuhuranjuede，hewenroudongshideshenmianbiqilai，neigezhihuikukutitigaozhuangderuanzhi，jianzhimianmukezeng，

lingrenyanfan。tapoqiedixiangyaoweihuzijizhenzhengdeerxi。」dianhuaneitou，xianruleyizhenguiyidechenmo。

14fengkuangzhanyoumanzhangdechenmohou，linfudeshengyinzaicixiangqi，zhishizheiyici，neizhongjiansuankebodangranwucun。

querdaizhide，shiyizhong……chiyide，shenzhidaizhediantaohaodeyuqi。「neige……mianmiana。」

wochadianyiweizijihuantingle。「gangcai……shimabudui，mashuohuataichongle。」「nibiewangxinliqu，

woyeshi……yeshibeiruanzhineigeyatoujiqihutule。」「zixixiangxiang，nishuodedui。

nicaishiwomenyanjiadenvzhuren，tayigewairen，youshenmezigepaolaigenwokukutitide？zhenshimeiguiju！」

「nifangxin，zheijianshi，mayidingjinizuozhu！wodaihuierjiudadianhua，haohaoshuoshuota！」zheibianliansudu，

kanbichuanju。woqiangrenzhexiaoyi，yongyizhongshouleweiqudanguzuojianqiangdeyuqi，qingqingdi「ng」leyisheng。

「haohaizi，bienanguole。」linfudeshengyinyuefaheaikeqin，「niheasuihaohaoguorizi，

ma……mayihouzaiyebuchanhenimendeshile。」「duile，nizuijinshentizenmeyang？

shangcitingasuishuonibutaishufu，yaobuyaomapeiniquyiyuankankan？」「buyongle，ma，womeishi。」

woguaiqiaodihuida。「neijiuhao，neijiuhao。zaodianxiuxia。」gualedianhua，wozhongyurenbuzhu，

tanzaishafashangxiaodehunshenfadou。taishuangle。zheizhongfanshouweiyunfushouweiyu，

jiangsuoyourendouwannongyuguzhangzhishangdeganjue，jianzhibinadaoqianwangaofeihaiyaoshuang。wonaozhongdexitongdianchi，

yinweilinfuzhei180dudetaidudazhuanwan，nengliangzhijiecong80%biaoshengdaole90%。kanlai，

gaibianguanjianrenwuderenzhi，huodedenenglianggengduo。wozhengdeyizhe，shoujiyouxiangle。zheiyici，shiyansui。

「zaina？」tadeshengyindichen，daizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang。「zaijia，keting。」「dengwo，

womashanghuilai。」dianhuaguaduanle。wokanlekanqiangshangdeguazhong，wanshangjiudian。anzhaoyuanzhu，zheigeshijian，

tayinggaizaigongsikaiyigekuayanghuiyi。womilemiyan，yigegengdadandejihuazaiwoxinzhongqiaoranchengxing。yansui，

nibushigongzuokuangma？nibushibashiyekandebitianhaidama？neiruguo……nideshiye，yinweiwo，

erhuiyuyidanni？nihuibuhuibixianzaigeng「ai」wo？15jingbiaofangqishifenzhonghou，bieshudemenbeituikai。

yansuidaizheyishenhanqizoulejinlai，tashenshanghaichuanzheneijianangguidedingzhixizhuang，

xianranshizhijieconggongsiganhuilaide。takandaoanranwuyangzuozaishafashangdewo，jinbengdeshenjingcaishuranyisong，

zhenggerendouxiangshibeichoudiaolegutou，xianchuyisipitai。「zenmebujiedianhua？」tazoudaowomianqian，fuxiashen，

shuangshouchengzaishafakaobeishang，jiangwoquanzaitadefangcunzhijian。wowendaotashenshangdandandeyancaowei，

hunhezhexuesongdelengxiang。kanlai，woneiweipopodedianhua，rangtahenxinfan。「shoujijingyinle，meitingjian。」

woyangqilian，duitaluchuyigewugudeweixiao。tashenbujiandidemouziningshizhewo，fangfoyaojiangwoxijinqu。

「woma……henishuoshenmele？」tawen，shengyinyouxieshaya。「meishenme，」woshenchushou，

zhijianqingqingfushangtajinzhoudemeitou，weitafuping，「majiushiguanxinwo，shunbian，

bangnichulileyixiabugaiyoudetaohua。」wodezhijianbingliang，tadepifuguntang。tashufudimilemiyan，

xiangyizhibeishunmaodemao。「yihoubuhuile。」tazhuazhuwodeshou，fangzaichunbianqinleyixia，

yuqishizhengzhongdechengnuo，「wodetaohua，zhiyouniyiduo。」zheiqinghuashuode，roumayoulianjia。danwohenshouyong。

yinweiwozhidao，zheidoushiwode「jiezuo」。「yansui，」wokanzheta，「nigongsibushiyouzhongyaodehuima？

zenmehuilaile？」「buzhongyao。」taxiangyebuxiangdihuida，「meiyounizhongyao。」「shima？」woxiaoyigengshen，

「wotingshuo，chengnanneikuaidi，nidesiduitoulushijituanyekanshangle，jinwanjiushizuihoudejingbiaohui。

niqueding……buzhongyao？」chengnanxiangmu，shiyuanzhuliyansuishiyeshangdeyicizhongdashengli，

yeshitachedidiandingxingyelongtoudiweideguanjianyizhan。yansuidelianse，zhongyuyouleyisibianhua。

taxianranhaijidezheijianshi。dantazhishizhoulezhoumei，suijiyoushuzhankailai，yuqijianjue：「neiyouruhe？

woshuoguo，meiyounizhongyao。」「weileni，bieshuoyikuaidi，jiushiyaozhenggeyanshi，woyekeyibuyao。」

takanzhewo，yanshenzhuoreerzhencheng，fangfowojiushitashierfudedequanshijie。ruoshibiedenvren，

cikekongpazaoyigandongdeyitahutu。kewozhijuede……**。wojiushiyaokankan，

woqinshouchuangzaodezheigelengxuewuqingdezibenjia，weilewobixiaxuwupiaomiaode「aiqing」，jiujingnengzuodaonayibu。

wocoushangqian，zaitachunshangqingqingzhuoleyixia。「guai。」「jinwan，zaijiapeiwo。」16shangyeweijizheiyiye，