wenjiashujinanchengshi《wodedujialiwai》limiandezhujiao，zuozheshisuqingwan，xiaoshuozhuyaodejiangdeshi：“ma，zenmele？woshijiashu，ninburenshiwole？”wenzhipingdejiyiliyanzhongshuaitui，jianwangshichangshi，wenjiashujiantamobuzhetounaodeyangziyebuzheji，naizhexingzikanzheta。“jiashu……wodexiaojiashuqunaerle？”wenzhipingturanzhuazhulewenjiashudeshoubei。...
深秋，巴黎。
yourenshuo，balizuimeidejijieshiqiutian，xiangxielishedadaoshangmanshijinhuangdeluoye，xiangshizaihuangjinzhongcuilianguodeyezipumanrongzhangdejiedao，renzouguo，yishanbaidongjianjiukedaizoujipian。luoyezhiqiu，zheishiqiuyizuishensuidedifang。
wenjiashutuozhejudadexinglixiangchuanguowangduomuguangchang，raoguorenchao，zoujinbalilizijiudian。
tashenshangchuanzhekaqisedefengyi，limianshixiushendezhanglifu，jiaoshangdegaogenxiehaimeiyouhuanxia，yinci，tuozhexinglixiangzoulushiyouxiezhongxinbuwen。tazoulushidizhetou，napashizairenchaoyongdongdeguangchangshangyeweiweichuimou，buganrangzijideshixianyurenherenchupengdao。
wenjiashupingrihenshaogenrendajiaodao，jiuxianggejingulehenjiudeqiufan，buganchumen，buganjianyangguang。
wenjiashuzoudaojiudiandatanghou，yongliulidefayugenqiantaijiaotan，tadeqiguaizhuangshurelailebushaoguaiyidemuguang。
taweiweichuishou，shenshoutailetaijiazaibiliangshangdebanlianmianju，buxiangyurenzhishi。
qiantaiyibiandengjizhetadeziliao，yibiantaitouhaoqidikanletayiyan，yongfayuwenta：“ninshihuajuyanyuanma?”
tafuyandi“ng”leyisheng，naguozijidehuzhaohefangkazhuanshenlikai。
diantidaizhewenjiashushanglesanlou。gangchudianti，shoujibianxiangle，takanleyiyanshoujipingmu，shangmianxianshidelaidianrenshiqinjiu。
“daolizilema?wojintianshizaitaimangle，kongpameishijianguolaipeinile。pinjianhuiganggangjieshu，youwomangde!”qinjiudeshengyinxiandejicu，dianhuaneitoushengyincaoza，tingqilailuanhonghongde，“balizhianbuhao，dawanshangde，niqianwanbuyaoyigerenchujiudian，tingdaolema?”
“fangxinba，wohaodaidangchuyezaibalizhuleshisinian。”wenjiashuxiaodao。
“yeshi。”qinjiuxianglexiang，queshishizheimehuishi，“buguo，gangcaizaipinjianhuishangniwenxianglinshishuodexiangpingyetaidaiganleba!womenlaobankuanile。”
wenjiashuguaner：“wokaozheigechifande。”suihou，tatuozhexinglixiangzoudaolefangjianmenkou，nachufangkashualeyixia，“zenmedabukai?”
“shenmedabukai?”qinjiuwen。
“men，shuafangkameifanying。”wenjiashuzhoumei，tajintianzenmezheimedaomei?
yuanbenjintianzaoshangjiugaididabalidefeiji，yanwudaoxiawusidiancaidaojichang，tameiyoushijianhuijiudian，zhijietuozhexinglixiangjiuqulejiaolangongsi。xiangshuipinjianhuijieshuzhihou，youyutakaweibugougao，yemeiyourensongtahuijiudian。
suoyi，tayitianxialaizaigezhongzheteng，cishizhenggerenyijingtouzhongjiaoqing。
“nixialouquhuanzhangkaba。”
“wodexinglixianghenzhong，shizaituobudongle。”wenjiashutanqi，taxianzaihenbudeliketuodiaogaogenxietangdaochuangshang，shuishangyitianyiye。
“xianfangzaizoulangshangbei，nikuaisuxiaquzaikuaisushanglai。suiranbalizhianbuhao，danzheishilizijiudian，yinggaibuhuiyouwentide。”qinjiuxunsukaikou。
wenjiashuxianglexiang，juedetashuodeyoudianerdaoli，tuozhexinglixiangxiaquzaishanglai，youyaohaofeitabantiaoming。
她太疲乏了。
她点头：“嗯。”
“duile，wohoutianqupeiniguangjie。laobanjiwofangjiale，zhuanchengrangwoqupeini。tingtadeyisi，ganjuenikeyigenbeverly(beifuligongsi)qianyuele!”qinjiuxiandebiwenjiashuhaijidong。
xianzaifaguoyongyouzijidewenxiangshidegongsiyijingliaoliaowuji，beifuligongsishiqizhongyige。
wenjiashudaleyigehaqian，suimeiyoubiaoxianchutebiejidongdeyangzi，danxinlishihuanxide，beverlyyizhiyilaidoushitadeshouxuanmubiao。
“buyongle，nihaohaozaijiaxiuxiba。wohoutiandefeijihuigelasi。”wenjiashudeshengyinmingxianbiandeyoujingshenleyixie。
“后天就回去啦?”
“ng，yougezhongguodexiangliaogongsiyaolaigenwomentanhezuo，tamendezongcaihuiqinzilai，shushurangwojiedai。”
“这样啊。”
“xianguale，woquhuanka。”wenjiashumeitongqinjiuduoshuo，guaduandianhuaquqiantaihuanlefangka。
dengzaicishanglou，taquekandaorongzhangdezoulangshangkongwuyiwu，liansezhouranbianleng。
lizijiudiandezoulangrongzhangerhuali，zhengtishijinhuangdesediao，quebuzhayan，nuansexideyanserongyirangrenxinan，youqishidangzhenggerendoushenchunuansedangzhongshi，tounaoheshentidouhuiganjueshufu。danshi，cishidewenjiashuxinlishibandianeranxindoumeiyou。
tahuanshilesizhou，zoulangshangrengjiujijing，meiyoubangerenying，tadexinglixiangzenmepingkongxiaoshile?
wenjiashuyoupiankedemangranyuwucuo，banshanghoutatianletiangansedezuichun，lianxujianglejigexiaoshidehua，shuodehaibushizijidemuyu，tazaoyikouganshezaoyoutounaozhangtong。
tazhanzaifangjianmenkou，youxiangkuyouxiangxiao。
wenjiashunaozhongdediyigexiangfashixialouqudiaojiankongluxiang，dantashizaishimeiyouliqizaixialoule，erqiediaojiankongluxiangyiweizhetayaogenjiudianlidehenduorendazhaomian……
yixiangdaoyaogenzheimeduorenpengmianjiaoliu，jinzhanghewucuogandunshipumianerlai。
tafanzaodichelechetoufa，zhuanshenshiyanjingdingdingdikanzheduimiandefangjian。
huoxuduimianfangjiandekerenhuitingdaozoulangshangdedongjing?
yuqixialougenneimeduorendazhaomian，taningkegenyigerenshuohua。
jiudiandefangmenshifugudefashisheji，gaoerweiyan，wenjiashubuzhidaomenneishishenmeren，yezhidaozijizheiyangzuokenenghuixiandebulimao。danshi，xinglixianglidedongxiduitalaishuodouhenzhongyao，tabiewutafa。xinliyinyindijinzhangleqilai，taqianqiandixiqi，taishouanlemenling。
无人回应。
dengleyihuier，haishiwurenyingda。
wenjiashukanleyiyanwanbiaoshangdeshijian，wanshangbadian，fangjiandezhurenkenengyijingshuile。
tazhihaozirendaomei，zhuanshenzhengzhunbeilikaishiquetingdaoshenhoukaimendeshengyin。
wenjiashuhuitou，huanghujianduishangleyishuangqiheideyanjing，heideshenbujiandi。
tazuipayurenduishi，meiyiciherenduishidouhuirangtajuededuifangzaizixikantadewuguan，xiangyaojiangtakuitandaijin，rangtawuduanshengchuqienuohekonghuang。danshi，zheiyishunjiantaxiangbeixitieshixizhule，muguangdingzaineiyishuangheimoushang。
dengwenjiashuhuiguoshenlai，caifaxianduifangshigeyazhounanren，shenshangchuanzheshuipao，lingkouweikai，bozishangmeiyoucagandeshuizhuhaicanliuzaipianmaisedejifushang，jiroulunkuoyixikejian。
tasuibuxirenao，yebuxirenjijiaowang，dantadezhiyegenshishangdabian，shiyijianguobushaowuguanshensui、qizhichuzhongdenanmohewaiguoshenshi，quehaishitouyicijiandaoqichangzheimeqiangdadenanxing。
lengshenbanshanghou，wenjiashucaifaxianzijideshitai，congcongmangmangdibiekaileyan，kuaibutuihuifangjianmenkou。
fangmenhengao，nanrendegeziyehengao，tabenjiushimaomeidedaraozhe，zheixiagengyouyizhongshengshengbeiyapodeganjue。
yiqianyourenshuoguo，takenenghuanyouqingweideshejiaokongjuzheng，xuyaokanxinliyisheng，dantazhidaobuyong，weishenmehuizheiyang，tabirenherendouqingchu。
wenjiashushenxiyikouqi，dazhedanzikaikouwen：“qingwen，nishizhongguorenma?”
tanenggouganjuedaoduifangqiheidetongrenzaidaliangta，beizhuoshaoyibandeganjuedunshimimanquanshen。
“bushi。”duifanghuidadegancuililuo，biaozhundeputonghuagengshilingrenchengmu。
wenjiashuxiongkouyizhi，gangcaineizhongzhuoshaoganlikexiaoshidaijin，querdaizhideshiwuyu。
tahenxianglenglengdihuijingyiju：putonghuazheimebiaozhundewaiguorenzhenshishaojian。
但是，她不敢。
wenjiashuxianglexiang，juedingzuoba，yushiyingshengshengdibahuayanlexiaqu，bijingtayouqiuyuren。
“buhaoyisi，daraole，woxiangqingwenyixia……”wenjiashujuedejirandoushizhongguoren，liangrenjiaoliuqilaiqimameiyouzhangai，suoyi，tayonglezhongguorenfeichangxihuande、ketaodekaichangbai。
danshi，taketaodehuacaiganggangkaichangjiubeitadaduanle。
“buxuyao。”qinglengdeshengyin，daizhejurenyuqianlizhiwaideshuyuan。mingmingshifeichanghaotingdenansheng，danshi，kouwenrangrentingzhegewaibushufu。
“ng?”wenjiashubugankannanrendelian，gangcaitadingzhetakanshi，yezhishikantadeyan，suoyi，bicimianduimian，tayezhikandaoletadelianbulunkuo。
suiranzhiyoulunkuo，dantakandechutayoushensuidewuguan。
“woshixiangwenyixia，gangcainiyoumeiyoutingdaozoulangshangyoushenmedongjing?wodexinglixiangzaizoulangshangbujianle。”wenjiashunaixindishuodao，tabingmeiyoufanyingguolaitashuode“buxuyao”shishenmeyisi。
“zoulangshangyoujiankong，nikeyiqujiankongshidiaojiankongluxiang。wodeerduomeiyoulingmindaokeyisuishisuiditingdaowuguanjinyaodeshengyin。”duifangdeshengyinbuqingbuzhong，luoruwenjiashudeerzhongquelingtayouyizhongzhuaxinnaogandeganjue，jiuxianggexuesaoyang，nanshoudeyaoming!
zheirentaiduchengbushangelie，queshizizidouzaiduita。
wenjiashuziwenmeiyouzuocuoshenme，limao、liyiyedouzuodaoledianzishang。tabugankanta，suoyizhishipingshitadeshuipao，wendao：“xinglixiangzaidibanshangtuodongdeshengyinyinggaibuqing，ruguoyoutingdaodehua，keyimafannitigongjiwoyidianerxiansuoma?”
“nizaiwozheilihaofeideyifenwushimiao，yijingzugounidiaojiankongluxianghebaojing。”nanrendeyuqipoweibushan，daizheyidianerbunaifandeyiwei。
wenjiashuhuranjuedetashuodehenyoudaoli……
“zaiyiguotaxiang‘taolu’zhongguoren，henyouqu?”duifangmodikaikou，wenjiashumangrantaitou。
“taolu?”wenjiashufanwen，cishixindidefenmenheyihuorangtawangjilezijixinliheyanjingdebushi。
“woshuole，wobuxuyaofuwu。”jinanchengkanzheyanqiandenvren，shouxuedeshencai，liandandeshangbanbufenbeiyizhangqiguaidemianjuzhezhu，kanshangqubulunbuleide，meiyoubeimianjuzhezhudexiabanzhanglianxiaoqiaojingzhi，shidianxingdenanfangnvxingdezhangxiang。
tagangxiafeijibudaolianggexiaoshi，xiwanzaozhunbeixiuxidaoshicha，quehuranbeiqiaomenshengraoleshuiyi。momingqimiaodefanzaogancongxindicuanchulai，rangtadekouqiyebiandebinglenglexiexu。
“fuwu?!”wenjiashulenghengyisheng，shunjianmingbailetadeyisi。
wenjiashuxindinaohuo，taditoukanleyiyanzijidezhuangshu，lifu、gaogenxie……
xianran，tayinweitadezhuangshuwuhuitale。
“wobushi，wozhendezhishilaiwenyixianiyoumeiyoutingjianwodexinglixiangbeituozoudeshengyin。”wenjiashuyouyizhongyuemiaoyueheideganjue。
danshi，bujieshidehua，taxinliyoubugan，jieshile，fangfoyouzhishitulao。zheigenanrenshenshangdeqichangtaiqiang，gentashuohuademeiyifenmeiyimiao，tadouganjuezijibeiyazhidechuanbuguoqi，haoxiangtazhendeshizuocuoleshideneiyifang。
xiayimiao，nanrenjinlefangjian，wenjiashuzhanzaiyuandimeiyoulikai。guoleyihuier，tazaichulaishi，shouzhongnalejizhangrenminbi，didaotademianqian。
“goulema?”tadeshengyinbingbingliangliangde。
wenjiashuzheixiachedimingbailetadeyisi。
“naleqian，biezailaiqiaomen。”pingpuzhixudekouqi，quemomingjirenjinggaodeyiwei。
wenjiashuqingxufanteng，dunshiyouyizhongbeixiuruledeganjue，dantabenlaijiubushanzhanggenrendajiaodao，gengbieshuoqizhengzhile。
tayanjingfanhong，dingzhenanrendemoyangxiangshijihongleyandetuzi。zuichunweiweidongledong，weiquhefennuyiqiyongshanglai，tadao：“liumang!”
congyafengliyingshengshengdijichulezheilianggezihou，wenjiashulikezhuanguoshenzouxiangledianti。
cishicike，tazaixinlijiangzheigerencongtoumadaolejiao，zhishibuganshuochulaibale!
wenjiashuzuizhonghaishiranggongzuorenyuandiaolejiankongluxiang，tazuozailizijiudiandedatanglidengdaidiaochajieguo。
datangjingliteyijitazhunbeiletiandianhekafei，dantagenbenmeipeng。
wenjiashuyijinghenjiumeichiguotianshile，congshisuidaofanersaidewenxiangshixuexiaonianshuqi，tajiuzaiyemeiyouheguokafeiheqitadeyinliao。congyikaishideqiangzhidujue，daoxianzaidezizhi，tayizhidouzuodehenhao，yinweitahenqingchuzijixiangyaochengweishenmeyangderen。
tatongshizheyaoleyibeiwenredeqingshui，heleliangkou，runlerunsangzi、yaleyahuoqizhihou，gangyaodakaishoujitongqinjiutucaoyixiaganggangyudaodekeenanrenshi，shenbianzhenghaozouguoyigenvren。
wenjiashuwendaolenvrencashenerguoshizhiliuzaikongqizhongdexiangshuiweidao。
shishengluolandeblack opium(heiyapian)xiangshui，feichangnongyandeyikuanxiang，yibannvrenjiayubulezheigeweidao，shexiangweinongyuyanli，fuyiwenyouxieqiangbi，danyongzaiheshiderenshenshang，queyoushuobuchudegourendeweidao。
wenjiashubujintaitouduokanleyiyan，taxiangkankanzouguodenvrenshibushihezheikuanxiangshui。
zheishitadezhiyexiguan，wenxiangshiren。
nvrenhurantingxialejiaobu，yigexizhuanggelvdenanrenzhengxiangtazoulai。
“wohaoburongyigenyiyuanqinglejialaibaliwanyitang，bahairangnigenzhewo?wohaiyoumeiyouziyoule?”nvrendeshengyinhenhaoting，zhangdeyerutongtayongdexiangshui，meiyandongren。
竟然又是中国人?
“shenxianshengshidanxinxiaojienindeanquan，bijingbalizhianbuhao。”
nvrenlenghengleyisheng：“tashidanxinwolaijianjinanchengba?nihuiqugaosuwoba，wojiushilaizhaojinanchengde。zheijitianwodeshoujihuiguanji，jiuzheiyang。”
shuowan，nvrenchuanzhegaogenxiekuaibulikai。
wenjiashushouhuishixian，zheigenvrengenzheikuanxiangyiyangmeiyan、yiyangzhangyang。
zuizhong，wenjiashumeiyouzhaodaoxinglixiang，genjujiankongluxiangxianshi，tashibeirentouzoude，zuoanrendelianquekanbuqing。
yinweixinglixiangwugudiushi，wenjiashubudebugaiqianlejipiaotiqianhuigelasi。
wuyeyidianbudao，wenjiashutangzailizijiudiandechuangshangfanlaifuqu。
duimianfangjianchixubuduandichuanchunvrenqingxiaodeshengyin，yijingkuailianggexiaoshile。
wenxiangshibujinjinshixiujuelingmin，tadeganguandouyaobipangrenmingan，birutingjue。
zheidaozhitadeshuimianjiqian，yidiandianfengchuicaodongjiunengjiangtajingxing。
nvrendexiaoshengbuqingbuzhong，xiangshiyongyigenluweizaitadeerduoshangqingqingdinaozhe，redetahunshenbushi。
lizijiudiandegeyinxiaoguoyijinghenhaole，suoyi，tawucongtousu。
wenjiashufaleyitiaoduanxinjiqinjiu，tazhidaoqinjiuzheigediankendinghaimeishui。qinjiushigongzuokuang，weilejinrubeifuligongsi，zaiguoneideshihoutajiubisheidounuli，xianzaiyeyiyang。
“duimiandenvrenbuzhidaozaixiaoshenme，dabanyede。”wenjiashufachuzheitiaoxinxideshihou，meitouweizhou。
qinjiuxunsuhuifu：“duimian?bujiushinishuode……neigenanrenzhudefangjianma?”
duiyo……wenjiashujiangzhensiyanzhaozhaixialai，zuozailechuangshang。
fangjianlinuanqisuizu，danmengdilikaibeiwo，tarengjiuganjuedaoleyizhenhanyi，wenjiashusesuoleyixiayouzuanjinlebeizili。
“sangengbanyebushuijue，gennvrenzaifanglidaqingmaqiao，guoranshiliumang。”wenjiashuzhiyouzaimianduiqinjinderenshicaihuijiantan，biruqinjiu。
yixiangdaojigexiaoshiqianneigenanrenduitadetaidu，xinlijiunaohuo。
qinjiuyibianduizhediannaoxiewenan，yibiantengchushoutuiletuiyanjing，huifudao：“zhibudingrenjiaxihuanfaguonvsheng，buxihuannizheizhongleixingde。huozhe，neishitanvpengyou。”
wenjiashuzhoumei：“zheizhongrenhuiyouzhengjingdenvpengyou?ruguotazijixinsizhengdehua，woquqiaomen，tayebuhuiwangneifangmianxianga。”
“youdaoli。neiburunizaiquqiaoyicimen，tixingneigenvrenbuyaozaixiaole。”
“wocaibuqu。”wenjiashunaolenaotou，daxiajigezi，“suanle，bushuile。”
“e，duile，youjianshiqingnitinglekenenghuigengshuibuzhe，guanyunibade。”
wenjiashukandao“ba”zheigezideshihou，xindunshichenruleshenhai。
“什么?”
“wotingshuonibadezhongyaocaigongsiyaoshangshile。”
“guanwoshenmeshi?”wenjiashuyouyishunjiandechenmo，suihouyankuangyinyinfanzhehong……
shibanianqiandechangjinglilizaimu，tahuihuizuomengdounengmengdaoneigechangjing。fuqinbeixinlikai，waigongyinfennuqushi，muqinyeyincifengfengdiandianzheimeduonian，duiyutalaishuo，zheishiyichangchixuletaijiudeemeng……
wenjiashuguanbigenqinjiudeliaotianyemian，dakaiwangyesousuole“shenshizhiyao”sigezi，yemianshangtiaochuwushutiaoxiaoxi，doushiguanyushenshizhiyaojijiangshangshidebaodao。
tadiankaiqizhongyitiao，wangyeshangshunjiantiaochuleyizhangzhongniannanxingdezhaopian，zhaopianshangderenzhengshishenchen，wenjiashudeqinshengfuqin。
takanleliangjiu，guandiaolewangye。
yiri，buguolingchenwudianzhong，wenjiashujiucongcongqilechuang，yinweimeilehuanxiyiwu，tachuandaizheshizhebangtasuiyimaideyitaoxiuxianfu、yishuangqiuxieheyidingyashemao，jijimangmangdiganqulejichang。
yifumaidehenbuheshen，tashidianxingdeyazhourenshencai，yimiliuliudegezi，chuanzheshihefaguonvrendeyifu，xiandeyouxiekuansongfeida，maoziyelvexianda，ganghaozhezhuletadabanzhanglian。
wenjiashubeizhebaozoujinletoudengcang，zhunbeizaifeixingdezheiyixiaoduanshijianlishuiyijue。anzhaodengjipaizhaodaozuowei，tafangxiabaozhengzhunbeizuoxiashi，yidaosuanbushangyouduoshuxideshenyingyingrutadeyanlian……
wenjiashuzhenglebanshang，wangjishouhuimuguang。
duifangdagaishibeitakandetaijiu，taitouyingshangtadeshixian。dantalikedixiatou，shenshouyaleyayashemao，zuodaolezijideweizhishang，buzaikanta。
zheigerenshizuowanneige“liumang”。
zenmezheimedaomei?yinggaishuoyuanjialuzhai，haishiyinggaishuobalitaixiao?tazenmeyezaiqugelasidefeijishang?!
zaiwenjiashuwuyuyoujinzhangdeshihou，shenbiandeweizhiyourenluozuo，kongjielikereqingdizouguolai，dishangleyibeixiangbin，yinyinyueyuezhong，tazhitingdaolingyigekongjieyongyingyuchenghuta“ji”。
zenme，zheige“liumang”henyoumingma?
tabuzhuixing，yebuzenmeshuaweibo，henshaokanbaguaxinwen，yegenbenburenshijigemingxing。
tazhangdedequebusu，nanbuchengzhenshimingxing?
yeshi，youxiemingxingsidixiapiqishibijiaobuhao。
tazainaozhonghusiluanxiangzhe，yuguangpiejiankongjiedijile“liumang”yibenshishangzazhi。
wenjiashujuedezheibenzazhiyouxieyanshu，shanggeyuetayouyipianxiangpinghaoxiangjiukandengzaishangmian。
shenbianchuanlaixixisusudefanshusheng，tameiduoxiang，kongjieyijingraodaotadeshence，yongyingyuwenta：“xiaojie，qingwenninxianghedianershenme?”
“reshui，xiexie。”wenjiashusuikoudao，zhengzhunbeijieguokongjieshouzhongdereshuishi，huranshoudaoshencenanrentoulaideyidaomuguang——zhijiedi、zhunquediluozaitalianshangdedaliangmuguang。
wenjiashuyouyishundehuangshen，nandaotahaijidetadeshengyin?
不至于吧……
“manyong。”kongjiexiaodao，duanzhecanpanzouxiangleqitatoudengcangdechengke。
wenjiashushenshoujiangyashemaodemaoyanyadeyuefadileyixie，shituyongmaoyanzhedangzhutadeshixian。
tanulirangzijilengjing，zhuangzuoruowuqishideyangzi，bijingzuowantashidaizhemianjude，tarenchutadekenengxingbuda。
zheimexiangzhe，wenjiashuzhilezhijibei，naqishuibeidasuanheshui。
“xinglixiangzhaodaole?”taganghexiayikouwenshui，mengditingdaobuyuanchuchuanlaiyidaoyinsendeshengyin，hedeqiangdaole。
“kaka……”wenjiashumengliedikesouleqilai，kedeyashemaochadianerdiaole。talianmangshenshouhuzhuyashemao，jinghunweidingzhiyucongyifukoudailinachuzhijincalecazui。
他真的认出她来了!
wenjiashuganjuejibeishengchuyizhenliangyi，danshi，zhuannianyixiang，zuowantayoumeiyouzuocuoshi，pingshenmeyaohuangluan?
tatianletianzuichun，meiyoutaitou：“diule。”
zuowankanjiankongluxiangshi，keyiqingchudikandaoxiaotoudedongjinghenda，tajiubuxintayidianershengyindoumeitingjian……zheigerenguoranbushishenmehaoren。
xiangshidongxiletaneixindexiangfa，duifangdandandikaikoule：“lizidegeyinxiaoguobucha。”
yanwaizhiyishi，tazuowanmeiyoutingdaozoulangshangdedongjing。
wenjiashuxinliyilin，zheizhongbeirenkuitandaoxinsideganjuebingbuhao。tagancuibulihuita，buzaishuohua。
feijiqifeihou，wenjiashuqueshibandianershuiyidoumeiyoule，tazongjuedefujinzuozheyikebudingshizhadan，suishisuididourangtabushufu。
wenjiashudaizhezhensiyanzhaoshitushuijue，mimihuhuzhongtingdaoyourenzaigentashuohua。
“jizong，zheipianxiangpingshibulusixianshengdexueshengxiede，tashibulusixianshengzuideyidemensheng。”
“女人?”
“shi，xiangpingzuihouyoushuming。”
“doriswen(duolisi·wen)。”
wenjiashutingdaozijidemingzibeichenwendenanshengnianchulaishi，yuanbenyunniangqilaideneidianershuiyishunjianxiaoshi。nanrendeshengyinwenrunchenwen，zugouhaoting，tademingzifangfozaitadechunchijiandouliupiankecaichukou。
“中国人?”
“是，中国女人。”
“xiechengzheiyang，yenengkandeng?”haotingdeshengyinlidaizhenongnongdefengci，“zheibenzazhidebianjipinweiyouwenti。”
wenjiashushenshoutailetaizhensiyanzhao，xinlidunshixumannuyi。tabuguanpangrenruhepingjiatabenren，yebuguanpangrenxibuxihuanta，danshi，ruguoyourensuisuibianbianpingjiatadexiangping，neijiudengtongyushizaizhiyitadegongzuonengli，zheishitashijiniandeshijianlizuizaihudedongxi。
“jizong，bulusixianshengshifaguobeifuligongsiweiyideyiweiwenxiangshi，duolisigenletashijinian，waijiedouchuanyanzheigexueshenghuijichengtadeyibo。”tashenbiandenanrenshuodao。
wenjiashuzainaozhongxunsuhuixiangleyixiazijixiedexiangpingneirong，neipianxiangpingshizheibenzazhiteyaotaxiede，xiwangtatuijianyikuan“nanyouxiang”，tajidezijituijiandeshifaguojiaolandemantanghongnanshixiangshui。
qinjiujingchangshuotashiyigewuyuwuqiuderen，duiyixinggengshi，sihuconglaimeiyouxiangguolianai，qishibushiyinweitazhuzhangdanshenzhuyihuozheqita，ershiyinweitayizhidouzhaobudaoyigeshiheyongtaxinmuzhongzheikuandingji“nanyouxiang”denanxing。
wenjiashuzailizijiudiandefangjianmenkoukandaozheigenanrenshi，dequeyouneimeyishundeshishen。zaineijimiaozhongduishideshijianli，tajuedetadeqizhiyuzheikuanxiangshuihenxiangsi，zhikexitashige“liumang”，peibushangzheizhongdiantangjidenanshixiangshui。
wenjiashudeyuguangkandaotahaizaiyuedutadexiangping，jicangneinuanqihenzu，tatuodiaolexizhuangwaitao，zhichuanleyijianbaichenshan，liansepinghe、buwenbuhuo，qichangyijiuhenzu。ruguotashirenmeicuodehua，tayinggaishigeshangren，yinweitahunshenshangxiatouluzhejiujingshangchangcuiliandechengshuqizhi。tashenshoujiekailechenshanshangdediyikeniukou，shouzhigujiefenming。
“dazhejieshao“nanyouxiang”deminghao，shijishangtongpiandouzaifanhuachi。”jinanchengshizaishikanbuxiaquzheileixiaonvshengyibanfanhuachidexiangping，renweimeiyoudajiazhiqi。tafangxiazazhi，zhunbeibimuyangshen。
tajiangzazhidijishenbiandezhuli，zhulihaimeijieguo，jiubeiyizhicongbaibandeshouduoleguoqu。
wenjiashutingzhetajinhuwurudeyanyu，naixinshunjianbeimoguang，querdaizhideshimanqiangnuyi。
tadeyanshenbuzhehenjidicongjinanchengdelianshanglveguo，jishinuyihensheng，tayerengjiubugangentaduishi，shixianlveguozhihou，luozailetachuanzhechenshandejianbangshang。
“niyeshi‘bizi’?”wenjiashudekouqilidaizhebushan，huoxushitaiqifen，cishitadebijianyouxietonghong，jilvfasicongyashemaozhongbuanfendidiaochulaichuizailianjialiangce，zhayikanrangrenjuedetashouleshierfendeweiqu。
“woyoubizi。”duifangdeshengyindichen，manbujingxindikaikou。
又一次神回复……
wenjiashulengchileyisheng，tahaiyiweitahetashitongxing。
“‘bizi’shiduizhuanyewenxiangshidechenghu，wotingnigangcaipingjiaduolisidekouqi，haiyiweiniyeshiwenxiangshi。”
yuanlaishigebandiaozi，wenjiashuzaixinlibuchongleyiju。
“jishibuzhuanyeyenengkanchutadexiaci。”
nanrenshuangchunbobode，shuohuashikouwenshifenbuxie，ruerdedoushibuzhongtingdehua。
“xiacizainaer?”wenjiashujuedejifenmenyoubushufu，buganxinbeiyigebuzhuanyederenshuobuhao。
“xiaonvhaifanhuachidexiangping，quanbudoushizijideyixiang，zilixingjianwuyibuzaishuo‘woxiangjiajipenlemantanghongdenanren’。”
“pu……”nanrendehuayishuowan，shenpangdezhulixingshirenbuzhudidixiaochulesheng。taxianglaizhidaozijialaobandushe，danzheiyicihaishimeiyourenzhu，xiaolechulai。
wenjiashuxunsufanlejiyezazhi，yimushixingdiduleyibianzijidexiangping，weiqudeganjuecongxindizishengchulai，manyandaolequanshendemeicunjifu。
tabujuedeyoushenmewenti。
taheshangzazhi，yaoleyaoya，nuduidao：“shima?danjiusuannipenlemantanghong，duolisiyebuhuixiangjiajini。”
wenjiashuzijuejiletadangtouyibang，jieqizhiyuqishenlikaizuoweiqulexishoujian。
xishoujiannei，wenjiashuyibianxishou，yibianxiang，suiranxindiqifen，dantarengjiubudebuchengren，tashihemantanghongzheikuanxiangshui。tashirenwushu，gezhongqizhidenanxingduoduoshaoshaodoujianguo，xiangzheiyangyongyouchengshuqizhiqiegenmantanghongdeweidaoxiangpipeide，zhiyouta……
tawuziyaotou，kexile。
wenjiashutuikaixishoujiandemen，zhunbeihuidaozijideweizhishang。tanaozhongyijiuzaixiangneipianxiangpingdeshiqing，mimihuhudichuanguojigezuowei，feijizaicishihuranjuliedihuangdongleyixia，tadedanaoyouneimeyimiaozhongdeduanlu，bennengdizhuazhulelitazuijinderen，shizhijinjindizhuazhuleneirendeshoubei。yinweijinzhanghejinghuang，tadelidaohenda，jihushiqiazhuleshenbianderen。
jicanghenkuaichuanlailekongjiewenroudeshengyin：“geweilvke，feijizaoyuqiliu，xishoujianzanshiguanbi，qinggeweizuozaiweizhishang，xihaoanquandai。”
wenroudenvshenggangluoxia，feijibianyouyicijuliehuangdongqilai，bigangcaidehuangdongfudugengda，wenjiashunapazhuazheshenbianderenyemeibanfawenzhuzhongxin，zhenggeshentibuyouzizhudidaoxiangleshenpangrendetuishang。
qingliedexuhoushuideweidaozuanruwenjiashudebiqiang，qiweijiangtaqingqingdibaoguoqilai。tadiedaohou，feijihaizaichixuhuangdong，huangluanzhongtayuefazuanjinlezheigerendeshoubei。
“baoqian……”wenjiashujimangdaoqian，lianyanzaiyashemaoxiabuganluchulai。taxiangyaozhanqilai，danshi，feijidehuangdonghaizaijixu，tazhanqilaiyehuidiedao。
“gujizhongshi?”shangfangchuanlaichenwendenansheng，wenjiashudemuguangganghaoluozaitagundongdehoujieshang。
dichenyouqinglangdesangyinluoruerzhong，wenjiashushunjianhuanguoshenlai，yuanbenzheyanzaiyashemaoxiadeyanjingmoditaiqi，duishangleyishuangdaizhebuyuehejingtiweidaodemouzi。
ruguozhidaoshenbianderenshita，taningkeshuaizaidishangyebuxiangfuta。
feijidehuangdonghaizaichixu，wenjiashumeibanfazhanqilai，kuangqieruoshicishizhanqilaiyoudiedao，kongpayougairechuwuhuile。
“meijianguonizheimezixinde。”wenjiashudekouqiyuefabushan，“nishirenminbi?renrendouyaoxihuanni?”
tawangriyizhidanxiaoyouqienuo，lianzhishirendeyongqidoumeiyou，xianzaigenzheigenanrenduishijiule，qienuoganjingrankaishixiaoshi，querdaizhideshixiangyaoqiangduitadefennu。
duifangsihuyebuyuanyigentaduoshuo，yizhidengdaofeijihuangdongjieshuzhihoutaqishenyemeiyoushuohua。
congbalifeiwanggelasidefeijixingchengduanzan，wenjiashuzhiaolebudaolianggexiaoshijiuxialefeiji，tayifenzhongdoubuxianggenzheigerendaizaiyikuaier，tameiyoujianguozheimezida、dushe、duoduobirenderen。
wenjiashudechezitingzailejichangdetingchechangnei，danmeixiangdaotaqutingchechangshiyouyudaolejinancheng。
yuqishuoshiyudao，burushuotamenquanchengdoushitonglude。
xingshiyishoutizhexinglixiang，yishounazheshoujizhengzaitonghua，huazhiyibandijilejinancheng：“jizong，dongshizhangdedianhua。”
jinanchengjieguo，kuobuzouxiangtingchechangshenchu。
wenjiashubuxianggentamenlitaijin，guyifangmanlesudu，nazhiduifangyinweizaitonghua，yefangmanlejiaobu……
wenjiashuwunaiyouwuyu，zhinengzaijinanchengshencezouzhe，poyouliangrenshitongdaozhirendeyangzi，ercishiduifangtonghuadeshengyinyejinshuluoruletadeerzhong。
tawuyitouting，danruodadetingchechang，pianpiantamentonglu……
“wogentazhishipengyou，niruguoxianggenshenshilianyin，keyidengnixiaoerzizaizhangshiernian，jiukeyilingzhengle。”jinanchengdekouqijinhulengmo，xiangshigelasidongrilidenuanyangdouronghuabuledebingchuan。
shenshi……wenjiashunaozhongdejingzhongbeimengdiqiaoxiang，taduizheilianggeziguoyumingan，pingrilizaifaguohennantingdao。zaitingdaoshenshierzishi，tasuiranbuzhidaoshibushitafuqinshenchendeshenshi，danhaishijingtidipieleyiyanshenpangren。
zhulixingshilikezhuyidaoletademuguang。wenjiashuxiangzuozeiyiyang，lianmangduokaiyanshen，huangluandiditoukanzijizouludejiaobu。
zuozeixinxudagaishuodejiushitale。
“gelasidexiangmubuhuiyouwenti，nidedanxinshiduoyude。”nanrendekouqirengjiujiaoaozida。
wenjiashupingzhezheiliangjuhuajiandancaice，tayinggai……shizaigenzijideqinrenshuohua，ergangcaitadezhulihaoxiangzaishuoshenme“dongshizhang”。
genjiarenshuohuashangqierucilengmo、wuli，nanguaiduitayigemoshengrenhuizheimejingtihedushe。
zheizhongren，dagaishiyouqianrenjiadegongzige，meijingliguoshenmedafengdalang，zidawuli。
wenjiashuyijingzaixindianzijitatieleyigebiaoqian。
zoudaozijidechezipanghou，taxunsudifanghaoxingli，zuanjinjiashizuo，caixiayoumenkuaisudixiaoshizaichezimijidetingchechangnei。
xingshikanleyiyanlikaideshenlansea7，suihoukanxiangzijialaoban：“jizong，gangcaineinvrenyinggaiyeshigelasidewenxiangshi，meixiangdaochuleduolisizhiwai，gelasihaiyouqitadeyayinvwenxiangshi。”
jinanchengyijingguaduanlejiyuangongdalaidedianhua，tadexinqingyinweizheitongdianhuabiandejidufanzao。tameiyouyingxingshidehua，feijishangdenvren，zhibuguoshiwuguanjinyaoderen。
“balineibian，anzhihaoshenjianglema?”jinanchengzoudaoyiliangheisedetianyueqian，xingshibangtadakailehouzuodechemen，tadanshoukouzhuxizhuangwaitaodedanlikouzi，zuolejinqu。
“anzhihaole。wopailerenpeishenxiaojiezaibaliguangjie，zanshianfuleta，burangtagenlaigelasi。”
“嗯。”
gelasibulusixiangshuigongchang。
wenjiashukaichehuilaijiukanjianbulusiyijingzaigongchangmenkoudengtale。
yuqishuobulusixiangshuigongchangshiyigegongchang，burushuoshiyigejudadexiangshuibowuguan。
zaigelasi，daochudoushiyoumingdexiangshuibowuguan，erbulusixiangshuigongchangshizuidadeyijia。dangnianwenjiashucongfanersaidewenxiangshixuexiaobiyezhihou，jiugenzhezijideenshibulusilaidaolegelasi，yinweidutedexiujuehetianfuyibingdewenxiangnengli，tachenglebulusizuideyidemensheng，yeshiyishengwuerwunvdebulusiweiyide“qinren”。
“shushu。”wenjiashuyizhidoushiyongzhongwengenbulusijiaotande，shijinianqianshibulusicongzhongguojiangtadailaifaguo，suoyitadezhongwenshuipinghenhao。
“wotingbeifuligongsiderenshuo，nizheicidejixingxiangpingwanchengdehenchuse。”bulusicongwenjiashushouzhongjieguoxingli，fushenguoquyongzijidelianjiapenglepengwenjiashudelianjia，zheishixifangdeliyi。
“woshenmeshihourangninshiwangguo?”wenjiashutiaomeixiaolexiao，“wotingqinjiushuo，beifuligongsiyijingzaikaolvqianwole!”
“niyingdede。”bulusipailepaiwenjiashudejianbang，daitazoujinlegongchang，“nimamazhidaoleyidinghuihengaoxing。”
wenjiashutingdao“mama”erzideshihouxinlikechenlechen，zheixieniantafengnianguojiedouhuihuiguoqutanwangmuqin，danshimuqinbingburenshita……
congfuqinlikaitamenmunverrenneiniankaishi，muqindejingshenjiukaishibuzhengchang，meirifengfengdiandian，lianzijideqinshengnverdouburenshi，zheixieniantadejiankangzhuangkuanggengshimeikuangyuxia，gezhongjingshenbingdebingfazhengyekaishituxian。
“ng。”wenjiashuzhishibuxianbudandiyingleyisheng，jiusuandadianhuashuole，tamuqinyetingbudong……
“duile。”bulusitaishoukanleyiyanshoubiao，“shangciwogennishuoguoyouyijiazhongguodexiangliaogongyegongsiyaoguolaikaocha，haijidema?”
“jide。”wenjiashuhanshou，“yaowojiedaishibushi?”
“meicuo。duifangshizhongguoshangchengzuiyoumingdexiangliaogongyegongsi，zongcaiqinziqianlai，shigenianqingren，woxiangnimenyinggaitandelai。”
“youbushixiangqin，yaotandelaizuoshenme，zhiyaoxieshangtanpanbujiuxinglema?”wenjiashuqingxiao，“buguowoyijianshengrenjiudanzixiao，daoshihoutanbuxialai，ninbieguaiwoyo。”
bulusimeiyouqier，pingrilizuitengdejiushizijizheige“zhinv”，taxiaozhezhaidiaolewenjiashutoushangdeyashemao，bangtazhenglileyixiatoufa：“wotingshuojishizheiweizongcaizhangdexiangdianyingmingxing。”
